xójira - the day you killed yourself (Slowed + Reverb)

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  • @xojira
    @xojira Рік тому +661

    Woah this is depressing thank you for this

    • @voiq.
      @voiq.  Рік тому +93

      love the song man keep it up you have mad potential ❤

    • @xojira
      @xojira Рік тому +79

      @@voiq. thank you brother I appreciate that

    • @Noname-gh3sq
      @Noname-gh3sq Рік тому +3

      Hello

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Рік тому +7

      @@xojira Love your music man. It’s sometimes the only thing that helps.

    • @me.pablo_
      @me.pablo_ Рік тому +1

      @@xojira Bro when I saw your video's comments I thought you are dead

  • @tommycurran5141
    @tommycurran5141 Рік тому +167

    The instrumental is absolutely amazing, it brings me back to early 2000s, but in slow motion 🐌

    • @NotALot-xm6gz
      @NotALot-xm6gz Рік тому +1

      If Slowdive and Nick Cave had a lovechild…

    • @xintlzer3354
      @xintlzer3354 Рік тому

      ​@@NotALot-xm6gz If Slowdive and Title Fight had a child...

  • @hisroyalfatness8430
    @hisroyalfatness8430 Рік тому +107

    I just found the original and this version literally two days ago and absolutely FEELING IT. Like it’s really striking a chord in my I never knew existed. It makes me want to write a similar song like high key.

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 10 годин тому +1

      Whatever you’re going through know that God sees, hears and understands you. Jesus suffered in all aspects we suffered yet He was sinless, giving His life as a ransom for our salvation. He died and rose again on the third day that we may be forgiven our sins and have eternal life through Himself and that we may have relationship with God again! Jesus loves you He can save you from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life matters

  • @kajamatousek247
    @kajamatousek247 Рік тому +110

    The weak breeze whispers nothing
    The water screams sublime
    His feet shift, teeter-totter
    Deep breath, stand back, it’s time
    Toes untouch the overpass
    Soon he’s water bound
    Eyes locked shut but peek to see
    The view from halfway down
    A little wind, a summer sun
    A river rich and regal
    A flood of fond endorphins
    Brings a calm that knows no equal
    You’re flying now
    You see things much more clear than from the ground
    It’s all okay, it would be
    Were you not now halfway down
    Thrash to break from gravity
    What now could slow the drop
    All I’d give for toes to touch
    The safety back at top
    But this is it, the deed is done
    Silence drowns the sound
    Before I leaped I should’ve seen
    The view from halfway down
    I really should’ve thought about
    The view from halfway down
    I wish I could’ve known about
    The view from halfway down

    • @ethanlor7251
      @ethanlor7251 Рік тому +3

      Bojack Horseman is fire

    • @fbi9009
      @fbi9009 11 місяців тому +1

      that episode and the episode where bojack breaks down to mr peanutbutter on his game show got to me more so than the rest of the show

  • @anotherdeadmeme7920
    @anotherdeadmeme7920 Рік тому +46

    This hits different in midnight being alone while wearing headsets.

  • @dvrsst
    @dvrsst Рік тому +45

    I remember when i liked really high pumped hype songs and slowly progress into such a depressing taste of music. at least if people saw my playlist they would think im depressed.

  • @SoyProPapu
    @SoyProPapu Рік тому +76

    I hope this song doesn't reach TikTok its to good to be there

    • @seoksatan
      @seoksatan Рік тому +4

      sadly it has

    • @Anotherday-i4w
      @Anotherday-i4w 7 місяців тому +3

      ​@@seoksatan you gotta be fucking kidding me.

    • @meLtedButtrs
      @meLtedButtrs 7 місяців тому +3

      @@Anotherday-i4wwhats wrong with it reaching tik tok? Only place ive seen it was space slideshows

  • @eugenecaudill5361
    @eugenecaudill5361 Рік тому +23

    “What If I Jumped?”
    When you stand next to the edge
    And the thought crosses your mind
    Do you wonder what you would look like at the bottom?
    I want to assure everyone I’m fine. This is just a reflection of my thoughts with the feelings I struggle with. I am in no danger. I just think about the visceral realness of my feeling, sometimes, and how it would affect my family and people that care about. Don’t worry about me ❤

    • @undercoverlord
      @undercoverlord 11 місяців тому

      Hope you're doing well Eugene

    • @eugenecaudill5361
      @eugenecaudill5361 11 місяців тому

      I'm good. Just sharing a write. Hope I didn't worry you

    • @OhyeaYT
      @OhyeaYT Місяць тому

      I would jump ngl 😢

  • @moonlitmarigolds.
    @moonlitmarigolds. Рік тому +81

    Lyrics

  • @anotherdeadmeme7920
    @anotherdeadmeme7920 Рік тому +21

    This reminds me of the past, and how she scarred my heart. Everytime I look at a woman it reminds me of her.

    • @edenfalling
      @edenfalling Рік тому +5

      stay strong brother, im sorry you have to go through that

    • @Jewel_Screaming_Chango8387
      @Jewel_Screaming_Chango8387 2 місяці тому +1

      When my late spouse and our unborn died I felt the same every time I’d see couples with kids or pregnant women id feel jealous sad and angry, with time it gets easier and one can move on

  • @adelina_369
    @adelina_369 Рік тому +19

    Omg this scene from chainsaw man is perfect for the song

  • @Gibren
    @Gibren 7 місяців тому +5

    There is too much pain in life. I can't see the beauty of life that others claim to exist, I see nothing but pain and the never ending torture. I just want to end my life to feel peace

    • @k1p698
      @k1p698 3 місяці тому

      Fr

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 29 днів тому +1

      True life is found in Jesus because He is the way the truth and the life. Let go of the hurt and give it to Jesus. Matthew 11:28-30: 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
      Jesus saves and He loves you He died for your sins that you could have a relationship with Him and go to heaven instead of eternal separation from
      Him in Hell through faith.

  • @ToxisionTheTank
    @ToxisionTheTank Рік тому +11

    This song has been my favorite ever since I found it and it's relatable too

  • @goredoh
    @goredoh 7 місяців тому +3

    The feeling of depression feels like home ❤

  • @tea.lichee
    @tea.lichee Рік тому +19

    this song is really depressing but relatable. (vent ahead!!)
    the last time i saw my dad was on his weekend, 8/28/22. i remember hugging him and saying our good byes. while i walked down the hall to the gate, i turned around to see him tearing up. right before i opened the gate, i look back one more time and he was gone. that was the last time i saw him.
    the last text i got from him was a few hours before he was found h@ng!ng by my halmoni. his text said, "sick and tired of living like this. the cancer to my soul, the one i call mom."
    i didnt find out he died until two weeks later, (he died 8/30/22 3-6am). have so many regrets. towards the end, his health was declining. his lung cancer was getting worse and there was nothing we could do but that last weekend i spent with him, he was actually doing well. he was up and talking and eating, everything was good.
    he told me when i was a little girl that he would never take his own life and that he'd never leave me alone. in the end, i guess i wasnt important enough.

    • @sasha3791
      @sasha3791 Рік тому +3

      omg im so sorry💔

    • @edenfalling
      @edenfalling Рік тому +4

      sensitive words may be here and if i say anything bad im sorry;
      its not that you werent important enough, sounds like his affirmed death was taking a huge toll on his mental health and he couldn't take it anymore. im sorry you had to go through this but i am sure that you were his only comfort. (considering where you said it happened)

    • @edenfalling
      @edenfalling Рік тому +3

      just remember not to blame yourself for what was out of your control. Suicide affects a wide circle of people, and it hurts everyone around them more than it helps themselves; something i wish was more acknowledged that it is

    • @novared7
      @novared7 7 місяців тому +2

      Don't blame yourself. I had to blame myself for multiple suicides for the longest time, I always told myself I could've done more, or been better. It only eats away at you and destroys you from the inside.
      Remember your dad not for how he passed, but how he lived. Dwelling on the death only makes your forget what the person was like before those moments.
      Keep your chin up, and keep going as strong as you can, even if it's hard to move on.

  • @normalchildthatsfine7284
    @normalchildthatsfine7284 Рік тому +22

    Love this man

  • @privatepersons6991
    @privatepersons6991 Рік тому +5

    I love this song

  • @DiscoLizzard
    @DiscoLizzard Рік тому +3

    0:25 hear me out

  • @domafychan
    @domafychan 9 місяців тому +2

    i finally got around to watching chainsaw man and yeah this could have been the op to that episode

  • @jxsslyy
    @jxsslyy 11 місяців тому +1

    love this.

  • @CrazyMonkey-wm5hz
    @CrazyMonkey-wm5hz Рік тому +29

    Ain't no way people askin what this anime is, wasn't it getting hyped all around the world only a few months ago?

  • @andreasreinhardt8753
    @andreasreinhardt8753 7 місяців тому +1

    Is there s longer version? For jogging in the forest. Or other things people do in the woods. Anyway great sound.

  • @SFNouri
    @SFNouri Рік тому +7

    Hey, it's 2 am.

    • @voiq.
      @voiq.  Рік тому +1

      my bad 😔

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 10 годин тому

      Whatever you’re going through know that God sees, hears and understands you. Jesus suffered in all aspects we suffered yet He was sinless, giving His life as a ransom for our salvation. He died and rose again on the third day that we may be forgiven our sins and have eternal life through Himself and that we may have relationship with God again! Jesus loves you He can save you from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life matters

  • @springrolls4ever582
    @springrolls4ever582 Рік тому +4

    The way I thought the thumbnail was Keaya lmao anyway great version to just lie on the floor and stare at the ceiling

  • @WeirdRavenMusic
    @WeirdRavenMusic Рік тому +1

    I love xojira

  • @semaislonely2
    @semaislonely2 3 місяці тому

    Masterpeace

    • @JesusChristislord372
      @JesusChristislord372 10 годин тому

      Whatever you’re going through know that God sees, hears and understands you. Jesus suffered in all aspects we suffered yet He was sinless, giving His life as a ransom for our salvation. He died and rose again on the third day that we may be forgiven our sins and have eternal life through Himself and that we may have relationship with God again! Jesus loves you He can save you from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life matters

  • @JesusChristislord372
    @JesusChristislord372 29 днів тому +2

    Jesus loves you

  • @Juneipurr
    @Juneipurr Рік тому +5

    i opened my arm to this song with my then friend on the other end of the phone
    we dated and broke up after 2 months, unlucky ig

  • @joachimdubellayofficiel1029
    @joachimdubellayofficiel1029 Рік тому +6

    really nice ;)

  • @RazaPlaysGames
    @RazaPlaysGames Рік тому

    It was Mar, 2020 when the people I trusted murdered me. Although it has happened physically but my spirit died and now slowly my body!

    • @if7dmitrij191
      @if7dmitrij191 11 місяців тому

      Now just wait for the resurrection, it will give birth to the most powerfull being you could ever imagine

  • @abrarggez7925
    @abrarggez7925 10 місяців тому

    i wanna be depressed from success

  • @Glumpyglooper
    @Glumpyglooper Рік тому +3

    this song makes me want to rot away!!!!!

  • @JesusChristislord372
    @JesusChristislord372 10 годин тому

    Whatever you’re going through know that God sees, hears and understands you. Jesus suffered in all aspects we suffered yet He was sinless, giving His life as a ransom for our salvation. He died and rose again on the third day that we may be forgiven our sins and have eternal life through Himself and that we may have relationship with God again! Jesus loves you He can save you from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life matters

  • @oggnatv3308
    @oggnatv3308 Рік тому +1

    This song fits the characters in the thumbnail 🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️

  • @sharanya181
    @sharanya181 8 місяців тому

    The starting reminded me of pink floyd

  • @JesusfavQueen
    @JesusfavQueen 10 місяців тому

    They need to understand God is done playing

  • @_a6122
    @_a6122 Рік тому

    very top like a lot ❤

  • @Agathe55980
    @Agathe55980 Рік тому +5

    My Ex-BFF recently attempted suicide (she didin't die), and to be honest, I still don't know how to process It or feel about It
    Edit: Nvm just found out she's a bad person

  • @Snicklemypickle
    @Snicklemypickle Рік тому +4

    Can someone please do a ghost edit to this song like the one from cod of course ❤️

  • @hxll6ix
    @hxll6ix Рік тому +2

    idk, bring high thoughts...

  • @bhaveshgupta7816
    @bhaveshgupta7816 Рік тому +35

    I like being depressed

    • @zimrijenebihi1881
      @zimrijenebihi1881 Рік тому +15

      If you do than you are not depressed

    • @xintlzer3354
      @xintlzer3354 Рік тому +5

      No, you don't...

    • @schinitaichan0656
      @schinitaichan0656 Рік тому

      @@zimrijenebihi1881 +1111

    • @ancient8202
      @ancient8202 Рік тому +4

      @@zimrijenebihi1881 dont say that. you have absolutely no idea what people are going through

    • @ghostingvivi
      @ghostingvivi Рік тому +5

      tbh same, im scared to get better

  • @seth3491
    @seth3491 3 місяці тому +1

    Why chainsaw man

  • @dillydodunce4_4
    @dillydodunce4_4 Рік тому

    Try anti depressants and listen to this bro I laughed the entire time idk why 🤣

    • @if7dmitrij191
      @if7dmitrij191 11 місяців тому

      Don't take these pills, they only make you weaker. Trust me, I saw how these meds fucked up my sister and did not help at all

  • @Drafnyr
    @Drafnyr Рік тому +4

    What’s the anime?

    • @voiq.
      @voiq.  Рік тому +11

      Chainsaw man

    • @Drafnyr
      @Drafnyr Рік тому +3

      The girl with the patch is from Chainsaw Man as well? The animation looks older.

    • @mirraco24
      @mirraco24 Рік тому

      @@Drafnyr Yes

    • @Jewel_Screaming_Chango8387
      @Jewel_Screaming_Chango8387 Рік тому

      Thx

    • @anything4660
      @anything4660 Рік тому +2

      @@Drafnyr filters with editing it looks cleaner in the anime.

  • @Sayheytoyourday
    @Sayheytoyourday Рік тому

    Since the illustration, sprry to say but i never been in your life and say it again u camt rePlace a copi or a clone. If that make u understand… Living in memories in pixel just be another movie. I just better with the feelings in the life of reality… and say what you want how long u Can hold the commando up, but that only be in a 4D format and experiences in the 3th

  • @Fallen-Saint
    @Fallen-Saint Рік тому

    What anime ?

  • @user-bd9qf9dv3f
    @user-bd9qf9dv3f Рік тому +2

    Anime?

    • @voiq.
      @voiq.  Рік тому +2

      Chainsaw man

  • @dylanleroy4760
    @dylanleroy4760 Рік тому

    1v1 pov a Gemini.