13 and feel like a total shit- edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point
While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂
@@PawelWonorski-y2pplease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone
@Panda Manda if u think like this too u should hear "insecurities" it's a song can't remember the singer I'm not doing any promotion I am tryna suggest u that song
@@alyssasebastian5887I tried to give up…I came out basically unharmed. I was utterly disappointed that I was still here. All I got out of it was a totaled car and stuck in the nut house for a week. That shit was awful and literally made me wish even more that I had succeeded. I do have people that care for me and that I must care for…but I feel so alone and basically worthless
@Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
Maybe true or May not . Im not sure what to write my mind is blank as empty space. when u see ur self and other people of ur age they live good life and they help parents and family member earn money they do everything go good . When u compare ur self from them u will now the pain that u fucked ur life . When ur parents and sibling tell see them and do something to make them proud. Then u feel completely helpless hopeless worthless and pointless to even exist . I wish i never exist to this shit life. Vanish from this reality noone even remember i exist before . ... Will it remains the same or will it change i want to see my ending .??
Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.
To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*
Everyone thinks I'm a liar bc my siblings are only good when my parents are around and I'm the youngest so everyone calls me some random dumb crap like worthless or a liar... but I'm starting to think it might be true cause I know I'm worthless 😔
I have had the same problem. I guess since they are liars we must be too. All we can do is tell them they must be liars themselves. Makes us feel exhausted!
Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors
I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…
Same, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back I haven't listened to it for a while now, these words sure hit hard but they make me feel like I screamed my heart out without saying a word
A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.
sometime watching other children with their famillies all having fun. Or how their parent understand them engaging them in activities ,accompany them ,support them. While here you are constantly being taunt about how worthless are you. How you are not worthy of anything. How you are just a failure. You sometime they don't know that the thing they are telling you, or cursing you are just too painful to hear that from someone that mean a lot to you.
No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
To the people who find this song relatable- (including me) We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~
When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them
Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.
they’re crying: just to get attention. they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention. they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-
My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...
Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you. Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord: noiminvisible#2709
The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️
Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.
I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in UA-cam and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life. This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .
My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”
Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !
yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me
We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z
@@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.
"When will they be proud of me" I felt that, you know that feeling when you're already trying your best but.. they'll just end up saying "you can do it better" like.. im trying. But I feel like trying to is just worthless. There's no point
Yes. Like today I could barley get out of bed and I struggled to eat my breakfast, which was just cherrios and applesauce. Like, it sounds like such a simple task, but it was so hard. Then I had to go to school when all i wanted to do was go back to sleep.
Yea it hit hard because a few weeks ago my friend started a rumor in my friend group that I'm not actually depressed and I am just trying to get attention and that I would never actually try and kill myself. That went on for so long and all of my friend group believed it so I was so alone for a while. Until one of my real friends was like no she's actually depressed and suicidal and then the one who started the rumors apologised and nothing is the same but we are still friends.
Really good to listen to it after winning against depression. It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.
@Matilde trivellon except for only one person everyone would either pretend they care during the funeral and the next day they would forget I even existed and some wouldn't even notice my absence or they would just be glad to have me dead
@@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why
Each time I feel the downest, I come back here to this song. It's probably not the best to listen to when your head's filled with all kinds of hurt, but this song has helped me, it's made me feel understood, and I hope that's how it makes anyone else feel. Stay strong.
To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤
I hate when people tell me there's others who have it worse than you because it makes me feel selfish and guilty but like I suffer too just like them just not in the same way it's like saying I shouldn't have emotions or feelings
Dear who ever sees this, Life might not be good right now but whatever you do don't ever give up life has all kinds of challenges but keep this in mind you're needed, loved, cared for, and you're never worthless...
As a woman is my 30’s I still feel this so much. Just remember as you grow learn to love yourself no matter how people around you make you feel. Some day you’ll realize life is worth living. 🧡
I've never realized how fast my emotions can change. One second im crying then I hear foot steps and I instantly stop crying and turn back to "normal" and then they walk in and I'm sucking in waterfalls trying to come out of my eyes and holding my breath cause my voice box wants to tell the truth and scream. Anybody else? :(
Me. Don’t give up, I need you; we all need you. Your life has a purpose, and I promise you, eventually you’ll find out what it is. I know things are tough right now, but please stay strong. For me, and for everyone else. I believe in you ❤️
Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :) Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤
"My parents think the sadness went away, sad to know that I just got better at hiding." From a stranger, you know what's worse? That fact that they never knew I was in pain.
I've seen a few of these comments before and honestly I don't get it so all I could think of bc I'm stupid is that yall just want attention or acknowledgement but tbh I'd rather not be noticed
Play this at my funeral even though only about three people would hear. Edit:hey everybody thank you all for the support I've gotten out of depression and I just wanted to thank you all
"I'm worthless" "No matter what I do I'm always in the wrong" "When will they be proud of me?" These lyrics are so relatable, it really sucks when all of em call you "stupid", " worthless ", " dumb", etc...but then again you act all tough in front of your family but only your pillow knows how tough you actually are
Not even my peillow knows that. 1 of my bestfriends know whats happening to me because of another bestfriend, they help me through it so much, but i feel like they are doing it to make me shut up
This got me crying so hard at the "when will they be proud of me?" line, because I realize all my life I've been chasing after their second hand pride. But whenever they say "I'm proud of you", there's this bittersweet knowledge that if I fail they wouldn't be anymore. Proof, they told me how disappointed in me they were few times. But I just know that they think it way more often. I'll never be enough. It hurts.
I feel you, my parents want me to have pretty much all A's in classes and if I get even one bad grade they hate me for it and I am forced to go talk to the teacher and get my grade up. They say they want me to have my best life, I don't feel that's true I feel as if they want me to be perfect. There are some days that I just can't take it but I try to put on a brave face for my family and around the school. Other days I just can't control my mood and I just have to walk away because I don't want anyone to see something that I would not be okay with. People say "Be yourself" I have no idea who myself is because I have put up a face for that long. I have no idea how to be myself because I am anything but myself. anyways if you read this thanks for reading my rant but I got to go school time...
I got out from my depression 2 years ago but my anxiety is just so severe. Going to school and meet people scares me, exposing myself to publicity, presentation, everything. It's stopping me from passing my subjects that requires such. The more I worry, sadder I've become. It's like I can't do anything right over trivial tasks. Sometimes I just want people to forget me so I could do what I wanted
I probably can’t help you, but I just want to say not everything you do has to be perfect. Not everything has to be exposed, you can hide things like everybody else. Just know that they won’t judge you and if they do it doesn’t really matter because they won’t form part of your life forever ❤️ I hope you are doing well (or at least better)
This song is as if it's describing my life . I'm so thankful to Eli for creating this masterpiece cuz it actually makes me feel like I'm not the only one going through these things alone
Its okay, We love you! Just keep your head up, and I felt useless before but…just continue with your life because it will get better, I garentee you will be happier in the future. Just listen to the people that are making you feel speacial like if they say “you are always loved” believe it! ❤️💜❤️🔥💓🧡🖤❤️🩹💗💛🤍❣️💖💚🤎💕💘💙💔💔💝
when i was younger i used to listen 24/7 and this is my first time listening to it in years it bring memories back i used to have a best friend who showed me this song but we don't talk anymore because he moved away
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Deep and relatable lyrics, as expected from someone as talented as Eli. 🖤
@The dislike Buttion Oh noooooooo :(
@The dislike Buttion It'll get easier, keep your head up. ❤️
These lyrics are so relatible. I do feel worthless most of the time. But it will get better... right?
:)
The dislike Buttion ?
"No matter what i do, I'm always in the wrong"
: *felt that.*
Same
Same
Same
Same
Mr. Yukito i do to
“When will they be proud of me?”
I started crying at that...
i started crying at "questioning why i exist"
Same
@@nagisashiota3265 i think about what’s the meaning of life sometimr
Same...
Ik same it's soo relatable
It’s sad we can relate to these lyrics at such a young age..
13 and feel like a total shit-
edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up
edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point
15 and I've related to these lyrics since I was 10
I’m 11 relating to every word in this song-😔NOT LYING🙂😭
13...
I hope everyone else in this comment thread is doing okay today.
"Sometimes it's not the tears that show the pain sometimes it's the smile we fake"
:𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚
True im giving up now im going to do it now good bye 😢
@@PawelWonorski-y2pnahh dude really
agree
While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂
@@PawelWonorski-y2pplease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone
The fucked up part of this is that we all searched for songs like this.
Because this type of song understand us better than people around us.
"Songs for when your the fuck up child" that's what I searched
I- how’d ya know....
Yeah
Yes exactly and if you need songs you can relate to look up NF hes a rapper but it's real music and it's awesome
“I always stay at home cause I’m not good in public” hits me hard
@Panda Manda if u think like this too u should hear "insecurities" it's a song can't remember the singer I'm not doing any promotion I am tryna suggest u that song
Same
Omg same
🥺
I feel the same
“I always stay at home cause I'm not good in public,I sit here on my phone , I'm always disappointed..”
Wow , that hits me..
Read this as soon as the part played
It hits me too..
It hits me as well :(
:(
it hits me too :((
That’s exactly how I feel right now.
Death isn't scary, it's peaceful and the pain does go away. ❤
Thats how i feel fr i just feel so worthless tbh every to my family i know they dont want me but i still push trough i dont even know why tbh
@Luis36023 I don’t even know why tbh I really just wanna give up
Tbh i think of this every single day
Jesus can help, if only you ask him
@@alyssasebastian5887I tried to give up…I came out basically unharmed. I was utterly disappointed that I was still here. All I got out of it was a totaled car and stuck in the nut house for a week. That shit was awful and literally made me wish even more that I had succeeded. I do have people that care for me and that I must care for…but I feel so alone and basically worthless
"When will they be proud of me?" felt that Edit:Thanks for the likes. Stay strong ik its hard but im trying and so should u
Same
Whatver I do isn't enough
Lily Clinton I’m proud of you
queenfanta11 and I love you
@@amyking6820 Thats so sweet tysm!
@@amyking6820 @thxs 😊
when u dying inside but ur parents didn't notice anything , its hurt the most
@Nevaeh Buskirk damn thts deep
They think it’s gone but I don’t want them to know because it will only be another burden
@Nevaeh Buskirk 😌❤
@@Sophia-jj4lp 🥺
@Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...
"when will they be proud of me" hits me so hard
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@@tedolison5431 anyways... thank u so much it makes me little bit happy :'(
Same
Same
Relate much.
No man is worthless in God's eyes. You are precious in the sight of God. To whoever thinks that he/she is worthless, that's not true. God bless you.
Maybe true or May not . Im not sure what to write my mind is blank as empty space. when u see ur self and other people of ur age they live good life and they help parents and family member earn money they do everything go good . When u compare ur self from them u will now the pain that u fucked ur life . When ur parents and sibling tell see them and do something to make them proud. Then u feel completely helpless hopeless worthless and pointless to even exist . I wish i never exist to this shit life. Vanish from this reality noone even remember i exist before . ... Will it remains the same or will it change i want to see my ending .??
"I'm always so alone even when surrounded"
Bruh I relate 100% anyone else?
Fucking. Same.
And fake friends who want to take advantage on you
Ing in Ing yes i can relate
Bloody I do hell yeah
Teresa Bunn me
The most painful part is that you can actually relate to the lyrics...
Yeah ur right I'm only 14 and I feel all of this I don't deserve to be in this world anymore I ask for help no one gives 2 SHITS about me
Nahhhh
Yh it is
Yh same
Yeah it’s so sad in this big world 50% of the world feel pain and are in depression. And a lot of people are so young
Who else is at the point where you think it’s okay to be alone bc you always end up alone in the end anyway.
don’t give up yet! there will be that someone who stays with you at some point in your life, you won’t always be alone.
Me
Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.
yes :/
@@deku3575 other you says other wise i feel worthless..
To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*
I want you to be my friend 🥺 please l don't have any friend not even any online.😭
@@aakashgurjar416 me too
@@yumeko8766 will you be my friend
I’ll be your friend 🙂🙃
Hugs
“Everyone thinks im a liar” and “when will they be proud of me” and “questioning why I exist” hits so hard
222 like :)
And I heard that part of the song when I was reading that-
Ikr :/
Come on man... Theres literally more than 7 billion people in this world right now and theres no way not a single one hates you
Everyone thinks I'm a liar bc my siblings are only good when my parents are around and I'm the youngest so everyone calls me some random dumb crap like worthless or a liar... but I'm starting to think it might be true cause I know I'm worthless 😔
I have had the same problem. I guess since they are liars we must be too.
All we can do is tell them they must be liars themselves. Makes us feel exhausted!
parents: stop acting like that you just want attention
my heart: at least try to understand
Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors
Same bro
@Cyril Smith i have the same problem my sister did this to me to make me strong but i am breaking inside just be perfect for yourself not for others
Atlesr they should know why I want some attention
Me to…
Looking through the comments, I just want to meet those people so I can finally have the feeling that someone understand me
Ikr
Yea🙂
I'm dying! Fuck this life!!! Money ain't shit!
@@lincoln5310 dont die please
I’m done being someone else’s punching bag. I just want to die and stop being a burden to my friend.
I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…
we all just gotta stick together
me too bru,i realised how bad i was
Same, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back
I haven't listened to it for a while now, these words sure hit hard but they make me feel like I screamed my heart out without saying a word
We all love you stay strong it's not true your not worthless and we all need you
🫂 ❤️🩹
"who am i supposed to be?"
"when will i be complete?"
these words hit me damn hard :')
Ik
im the 100th liker, bow down to me!! hehe
exactly!!!
Ikr and also the abilty to ruin everything
A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.
No he didn’t
@@jogysvlogys I read it from a youtube comment and related so I decided to repost it, so yes, he did.
@@ryangoslingIRL I’m saying that I don’t think he’s very wise
@@jogysvlogys why not?
@@ryangoslingIRL because you don’t have to be wise to say that. Also, a wise man would have found a way to solve his problems
The song becomes more depressing when you realise that every single line of this song is relatable 🖤✨
Literally every word, just makes me think why am I even here anymore if I feel like this
I feel this whole song I have even thought of dying and my mom calls me stupid and she is the cause of all this pain😭😫
It's so true
@JACQLIN NADAR u got more years to change urself
Everything is relatable for me
I have adhd and depression
Just being on youtube, listening to anything just helps to shut things up and keeps me from overthinking
Same
Same
"I watch them live their lives,I wish that i were happy" hits different
Me toooooooo
I watch yt cuz it makes me smile
sometime watching other children with their famillies all having fun.
Or how their parent understand them engaging them in activities ,accompany them ,support them.
While here you are constantly being taunt about how worthless are you. How you are not worthy of anything. How you are just a failure.
You sometime they don't know that the thing they are telling you, or cursing you are just too painful to hear that from someone that mean a lot to you.
No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.
Me to bro
being alone and feling alone is diferent
@@justinbondoc2423Facts
Me everyday man
@@justinbondoc2423 it all hits the same. Don't sit there and pretend you have it worse, I'm not gonna listen to that shit.
I'm not afraid to death, I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before I get to experience true happiness
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
this comment is what I'm feeling now
This is exactly how I feel
Yes that's how it feels
Same.
To the people who find this song relatable- (including me)
We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~
"Helping someone going through depression is hard, but living through depression yourself makes it harder"
What do you do when someone says youre still depressed, see ya!
When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them
Very true
all the time bro.....
i have gone through that too many times
My parents always tell me that I spend to much time on my phone but never actually think why I do. My phone helps me escape reality.
Yasss queennn
Ikr
Yes you are so right it. I feel so alone even tho I have so my friends 🥺. Everyone call me fat so I go on my phone to make me good about my self
i got my phone taken off me for being depressed in the first place
@@hollyrosex8280 well that's messed up
“When will they be proud of me?”
“Slit my wrist”
“Until I bleed out”
“Im always in the wrong”
These words hit me harder than a bus
The first 1 and the last one is me 😅😓😞
@@LoveTMarie I feel you😔 also hi Mina!
@@osamudazai1199 😞and hiiii
...
@@shrek9035 BAKUGO😃👁👄👁
Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.
same 😢❤
they’re crying: just to get attention.
they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention.
they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.
Absolutely right🥺😞
this is so true but use the pronouns ‘they/them’ it is easier and also includes people who use those
Banana Milk i totally forgot ;-;
ghostkth it’s okay, make sure to use them next time tho
Banana Milk I will, thank you btw
Never thought I would hear a song that just describes everything how I feel, damn!
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
SAME
@Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
Yea same
Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-
"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its all gonna be ok"
Mhm
Yep I cut my wrist
@@stevieholt7458 i wanna do it tbh
Relatable.
I agree...
i almost cried and i never cry bc this….this is relatable and….i think this way and want to do what he’s talking about….
When my “friends” say I didn’t do anything wrong or they aren’t mad at me
But they still decide to ignore me
Been there.
Get new friends.
Wolfalynn you don’t think I haven’t tried
Same, my best friend of two years will just decide to ignore me and be mad at me and when I ask her why she says “ cause I want to”
My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...
Some people never truly care about you until you're gone.
But many dont care even after you're dead.
Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you.
Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord:
noiminvisible#2709
Um There’s a thing called entirely givin up
facts
True:(
...and some people will never care about you even when you're gone...
Our future kids are so lucky we are gonna treat them better than how we ever got treated
Exactly.
The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming
But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️
Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.
@@nickchalmers9000 As someone that's planning to adopt instead of giving birth, I think/ am glad that I heard this.
Yeah...
But I don't wanna have kids cause I'm afraid I'll turn out to be the same as my parents. I don't want to ruin kids life.
I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in UA-cam and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life.
This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .
Real.
Same
"When will they be proud of me" that one hit me hardddd
@@R3R0R3 kb]\\das\das\d nobody will be oriyd if yiy ybtuk yiy stop saybg bulshit like this
They will never i guess
@@R3R0R3 your bs
My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”
Samw
Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !
Dont listen to them. You make sure I stay happy no matter what
Funny thing ur profiles mha kirishima and i pretend that there around so i feel loved
You*
" We don't ask for happiness but neither a lot of pain "
- My broken heart
@afsha do you feel the same way now??
This song brings me to tears, that's exactly what I have experienced
"dont give up cuz someone needs you"
you sure?
yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me
I don't know
No ones needs me!😭😢
yes absolutely
@@gracelynzo3298 there must be one person who does
"When will they be proud of me?"
Damn, that hit home
I’m proud of you @Acatalespy
Your amazing
Indeed, it isn't a great thing to think about
Fuck Pride, fuck people who aren't proud of us
Man, I'm deeply sorry for my young self. Sorry, we both didn't expect me to be this hopeless and depressed.
For just a day "just ignore bad imes ad try to make yourself happy u will find yourself happy in your own ignore bad things"
i hope your pegion healty
We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z
I feel u man ❤❤
Heard this year's ago and couldn't feel it more than right now. Saved to my "Save Me" Playlist. Thank you.
I almost did scide today my life is awful
@@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I wish I was in Colorado so I can hold you and buy you dinner I feel your pain you deserve better people deserve love
I feel bad for you
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I have Google chat
Them: We care about you.
Me tries to say something about my mental health.
Them: Stop acting like a kid and grow up.
Yeah I know they are.
@Hazard Hawk they're not right if a person feels like their mental health is bad they need to talk about it. How they feel is important
Exactly💔
@@el1.ka5a63 everyone is titled to their own opinion. Some people just dont understand if they dont go through it.
@@prasannaupadhyay4983 I sorry hun, if you want need to talk to someone to talk to. I know you dont know me. But I am here to talk.
"When will they be proud of me"
I felt that, you know that feeling when you're already trying your best but.. they'll just end up saying
"you can do it better" like.. im trying. But I feel like trying to is just worthless. There's no point
Yes. Like today I could barley get out of bed and I struggled to eat my breakfast, which was just cherrios and applesauce. Like, it sounds like such a simple task, but it was so hard. Then I had to go to school when all i wanted to do was go back to sleep.
I couldn't have explained my day any better
@@catiey7362 i’m so proud of you for doing that baby it gets better. i know how hard it is to do that stuff but i’m so so proud of you.
Yeah, I have two teachers that are mentally hurting me and nobody sees it
@@cloudiiskii If, you explain how they are hurting you I can help you build an argument to make people see it.
“Losing friends and starting fights cuz everyone thinks I’m a liar” hit me differently
Yea it hit hard because a few weeks ago my friend started a rumor in my friend group that I'm not actually depressed and I am just trying to get attention and that I would never actually try and kill myself. That went on for so long and all of my friend group believed it so I was so alone for a while. Until one of my real friends was like no she's actually depressed and suicidal and then the one who started the rumors apologised and nothing is the same but we are still friends.
Me too mainly the losing friends part.
I don't have friends
@@purplepurr9828 Me too.
Really good to listen to it after winning against depression.
It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.
I'm proud of you for this ❤
I don't feel pain in the chest anymore either it's just emptiness an endless void of dullness
"Slit my wrist, bloody fist. Questioning why I exist"
*Felt that hard..* 👌😔👌
Can relate 🙂
Especially the last part...
Same goes for the rest of yall. I'm looking out for you
ur not alone
I feel the same 🙃
*Who else is afraid to die but tired of living :(*
Ppl still think I just want attention :)
@@duckyeepy same. It hurts so badly when they don’t know how much I want to die
All the people in the world want is money and fame ........i just want happiness
@Matilde trivellon except for only one person everyone would either pretend they care during the funeral and the next day they would forget I even existed and some wouldn't even notice my absence or they would just be glad to have me dead
Me, im right here, and it really really sucks, and im only 11
"slit my wrist, bloody fist, questioning why i exist"
"When will they be proud of me"
most relatable lyrics icl :/
I’m 50. I discovered this by mistake. Today’s my anniversary with my fiancé. I feel every word deeply.
Nobody needs me though.
Maybe not right now but you would be surprised. Someone might at some point. Life works in mysterious ways.
Please don’t give up, gotta stay stay strong, gotta move on, gotta know hope when you feel low, please you gotta know that someone needs you
I would rather be stuck in a dream than in reality
I SWEAF TO GOD THIS IS WHAT I WISH FOR EVERYDAY lol
yep, so am i.
Me too because reality hurts the most when your in pain but you have to pretend to be happy to please everyone around you
my nightmares r less painful than reality
Same
"I'm worthless" that's what I hear everytime before I go to sleep.
Same bro...same
That's what my mind says 24/7
My parents think the pain and sadness went away but i just got better at hiding it.
:)
They started asking me if I was okay I would always say I’m ok don’t worry about me and now I hide it better than an ant in the grass
Same here :D
Mhm that's true
another sad fact, sometimes its the parents who always made us feel worthless
"I'm always so alone, even when surrounded" and "When will they be proud of me" hit me hard because its a representation of my life and how i feel.
When you are a teenager and people think your sadness is trivial and insignificant.....
I get that :(
That really hurts.. when ppl tell like that..
They don't how it's feel
As a grown man. This doesn't change.
Especially when they say it's a teenager thing I'm 12 it's not just a teenager thing
"In the end we're just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide" -Unknown
Yeah, suicidal kids.....stopping others from suicide, but we cant seem to help ourselves
Exactly
@@lol_iwannadie isn't that how it always goes we have to help others with their problems but we cant deal with our own
@@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why
Im a kid this is great
Who else is just laying on the bed under the covers holding a pillow while crying
Yes-
Me
Me
Yep
Me
Each time I feel the downest, I come back here to this song. It's probably not the best to listen to when your head's filled with all kinds of hurt, but this song has helped me, it's made me feel understood, and I hope that's how it makes anyone else feel. Stay strong.
“when will they be proud of me? it's getting harder to see” slaps hard
They will never be proud of me
That part hit the feels
Yeah.
Bruh why is that actually my life tho
They never felt proud this past 3 years, they keep comparing me to others.
The fact that I relate to literally every word of this song...
same-😭🤚🏼
@@janissa4619 same everyday I feel this way
It. Gets worse everyday
same
I know right
3 years after finding this song. Still never found a certain someone that needs me. But this song still made me keep going.
Bro that's the reality sad but true
Gg go next.
If you find hardly Then you will find out That Yourself needs you!
I don’t need any1 I Fucking hate all of you
You'll find somebody.
To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤
Song: I'm worthless
Me: same *cries in pain*
Your not the only person crying
@@Xanioxa at least I'm not alone
@@miggy9942 :>
@@Xanioxa subbed to you. Sometimes it's easy being alone and most times it isn't. You got this buddy 😊
exactly!!!
Me:"mom I'm depressed"
Mom:"why?people had worse than you so you shouldn't be sad"
Me:"ok I'm sorry" *feels worse and feels selfish*
I hate when people tell me there's others who have it worse than you because it makes me feel selfish and guilty but like I suffer too just like them just not in the same way it's like saying I shouldn't have emotions or feelings
Yeah
Well no matter..... they all still gonna say that we talk nonsense....so just keep it and don't tell anybody....even with a GOD
I hate it when your breaking inside and your perents don't notice....
Yeah it's like they just don't care
This is like word for word my inner monologue. I hope something just happens to me and I don't have to be the one to do it.
Dear who ever sees this,
Life might not be good right now but whatever you do don't ever give up life has all kinds of challenges but keep this in mind you're needed, loved, cared for, and you're never worthless...
thanks.
My own comment made me cry
I m crying while I saw this
life hasn’t been good since i was nine, i’m seventeen now. i’ve been pushing through and i’m finally surrounded by care and love.
Thanks army
My parents : "We love you"
Me : "I love you too"
My mind : What a nice lie.
Same
As a woman is my 30’s I still feel this so much. Just remember as you grow learn to love yourself no matter how people around you make you feel. Some day you’ll realize life is worth living. 🧡
Same
Same
My mind: nice lie, I have a better one you wanna hear it .... I'm fine
I've never realized how fast my emotions can change.
One second im crying then I hear foot steps and I instantly stop crying and turn back to "normal" and then they walk in and I'm sucking in waterfalls trying to come out of my eyes and holding my breath cause my voice box wants to tell the truth and scream.
Anybody else? :(
You're not alone, I do this too. It's sad, but what else are we gonna do? Tell them? Not like they'll believe us or take us seriously....
@@peel6128 thanks for replying! Yeah I know.... I feel it..
So true
Me...
Yup..
never heard a song that represents my whole life until now.
" *Don't give up cause someone needs you* " - Still asking myself to this day, *Who is it?*
Stay strong 😢
Me. Don’t give up, I need you; we all need you. Your life has a purpose, and I promise you, eventually you’ll find out what it is. I know things are tough right now, but please stay strong. For me, and for everyone else. I believe in you ❤️
Same. I dont think im important at all
@@sana4359 you are
That is true, who is it really ?
when it said "losing friends and starting fights cause everyone thinks I'm a liar." I felt that
Same one of my friends randomly pushed me away... It was hard
Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am
Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :)
Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤
I wish for the same thing
U r the coolest person ever!!!!
You are most definitely loved stay strong keep your head up better days after the storm
I'm here for u
Same here 🥺
This song brought me to tears I am 12 years old in tears because of this song
"My parents think the sadness went away, sad to know that I just got better at hiding." From a stranger, you know what's worse? That fact that they never knew I was in pain.
Dude I love u we are probably the same
Well u gotta tell them for them to know right?
Same in my case too
U got me🙁
I've seen a few of these comments before and honestly I don't get it so all I could think of bc I'm stupid is that yall just want attention or acknowledgement but tbh I'd rather not be noticed
Play this at my funeral even though only about three people would hear.
Edit:hey everybody thank you all for the support I've gotten out of depression and I just wanted to thank you all
*SUICIDE HOTLINE:*
Call 1-800-273-8255
Sword tronic 3451 gaming and I bet those three people would give the world for you. Don’t give up please 🖤❣️
Make it 4 I'll be there in ur funeral buddy
Make it 5 people but you better not die anytime soon kid
make it 6 people ur life has value and would hurt so many people that u don't think care about u
When you can relate all the lyrics with your life..
"Let the music speak"🙂
🥺:c
♥️♥️♥️
Agreed
Yup
Amen
I remember blasting this song on repeat during covid when my mental health was sh*t, yet it still brings me to tears. Because it's still relatable.
"I'm worthless"
"No matter what I do
I'm always in the wrong"
"When will they be proud of me?" These lyrics are so relatable, it really sucks when all of em call you "stupid", " worthless ", " dumb", etc...but then again you act all tough in front of your family but only your pillow knows how tough you actually are
It sucks, but they're just telling me the truth, and I try my best to ignore it
Exactly, would you like to be my friend 🥺 please
Not even my peillow knows that. 1 of my bestfriends know whats happening to me because of another bestfriend, they help me through it so much, but i feel like they are doing it to make me shut up
Fr
@@Ms.livvyii will you be my friend
This got me crying so hard at the "when will they be proud of me?" line, because I realize all my life I've been chasing after their second hand pride.
But whenever they say "I'm proud of you", there's this bittersweet knowledge that if I fail they wouldn't be anymore. Proof, they told me how disappointed in me they were few times. But I just know that they think it way more often. I'll never be enough. It hurts.
I feel you
don't worry someday you will find SOMEONE that will be proud of you of everything and anything you do !!!!!!
I feel you, my parents want me to have pretty much all A's in classes and if I get even one bad grade they hate me for it and I am forced to go talk to the teacher and get my grade up. They say they want me to have my best life, I don't feel that's true I feel as if they want me to be perfect. There are some days that I just can't take it but I try to put on a brave face for my family and around the school. Other days I just can't control my mood and I just have to walk away because I don't want anyone to see something that I would not be okay with. People say "Be yourself" I have no idea who myself is because I have put up a face for that long. I have no idea how to be myself because I am anything but myself. anyways if you read this thanks for reading my rant but I got to go school time...
@@shaneplays9842 write a diary, treat it like a person and even write all the swears words you wanna use helps
Same goin for me
i’ve never seen a song more relatable than this😢
Sooo deep
i’m sorry- joyner lucas
Same :/
Ooo have you listened to Her last words? That song hits DEEP
I'm 49 years old and I've felt this way all my life
I got out from my depression 2 years ago but my anxiety is just so severe. Going to school and meet people scares me, exposing myself to publicity, presentation, everything. It's stopping me from passing my subjects that requires such. The more I worry, sadder I've become. It's like I can't do anything right over trivial tasks.
Sometimes I just want people to forget me so I could do what I wanted
Wait this is EXACTLY me... welcome to the club I guess, here’s a cookie -> 🍪
I probably can’t help you, but I just want to say not everything you do has to be perfect. Not everything has to be exposed, you can hide things like everybody else. Just know that they won’t judge you and if they do it doesn’t really matter because they won’t form part of your life forever ❤️ I hope you are doing well (or at least better)
I force myself to sleep early at times so i could dream rather than live in the reality
I’m really sorry you’re going through this. I’m here for you if you need me.
Same
It's my favorite part of the day
I'm 38 and do exactly the same thing. I watch near death experience documentaries too just to jear the good after we die and look forward to it
Facts
"Everyone thinks im a liar" hits me hard.
literally
For real.
Same
My siblings tease me, always saying I can't keep a promise
Same, it's so relatable.
This song is as if it's describing my life . I'm so thankful to Eli for creating this masterpiece cuz it actually makes me feel like I'm not the only one going through these things alone
Being Depressed is like being colourblind but a person telling you how colourful the world is
Wow so true
1:16 "Slit my wrist, bloody fist, questioning why I exist"
Damn that hit to close to home for me
😔😢😭
Same:(
These comments makes me feel loved more than my family ever did
You are loved!!! An I get that man I do
@@brittanyplumley911 same tho
For real this song got me thru my worst times when I couldn't even tell my family about those hard times
Its okay, We love you! Just keep your head up, and I felt useless before but…just continue with your life because it will get better, I garentee you will be happier in the future. Just listen to the people that are making you feel speacial like if they say “you are always loved” believe it!
❤️💜❤️🔥💓🧡🖤❤️🩹💗💛🤍❣️💖💚🤎💕💘💙💔💔💝
Yo same
when i was younger i used to listen 24/7 and this is my first time listening to it in years it bring memories back i used to have a best friend who showed me this song but we don't talk anymore because he moved away
"Dead people receive more flowers than the living because regret is stronger then gratitude" - Anne Frank
And even dead people get forgotten eventually. No one gives a fuck
regret is guilt. gratitude is a burden.
I find myself listening to this on repeat...
fr doe
Ik
Me 2
Me 2
I'm not depressed or suicidal, I'm just tired of being hurt, alone, rejected, and not having enough confidence.
🫂
Same bro😔
Same
same
I hate to jump on a bandwagon but...
Same 🥺
This song gives me enough strength and motivation to end shit tonight. Thanks @Eli.