Thank you for watching today's video and here is some extra reading you could do. darkbooks.org/p... Diary of a drug fiend- babel.hathitru... Orpheus- babel.hathitru...
So he never experienced opiate withdrawal?? Cuz that changes you permanently. Unless he barely touched it. Id say opiates and benzos are the 2 drugs that are on a physical level, you need them to function. Other drugs even meth, are controllable. You just have to be mentally strong and test yourself. However, if you are wealthy, you will always have heroin or opiates. Otherwise you will need methadone to maintain wout opiates. You can cold turkey over and over, but its horrible, bad for your body to constantly be in withdrawal and will consume your life. Even without methadone, there is a void that is desperate to be filled. Like losing a loved one. No other drug has that kind of power. Opiates are a lifelong battle and is a drug that never leaves for good. People tend to not understand just how serious it is. Dope sickness needs to be taught in healthclass as its own Chapter.
Well said and very spot on. I unfortunately have first hand experience of the opiate world and the utter pain, suffering and misery it can bring. I won an intense ten year battle against heroin being blessed by my parents throwing good money at two rehab stays and my own resolution that I would not cross the line between sniffing and shooting. My first detox I experienced a pain and suffering that I would not wish on my greatest enemy. If I could picture my own version of what hell would be like, it would encompass the physical detox symptoms I experienced.
I did think this, butbi was told smoking isnt as addictive? I dont know personally, but i also thought he aint exactly a normal guy either lol his will or drive was clearly strong as the othrr heinous stuff he done.
You have to kick the maintenance drugs too like I did. Not impossible but the drug treatment clinics would like you to believe it's a life long battle. Quit going with the WILL of the powers that be. You'll make it a life long thing like that
@@lennonhendrixamaru5800 For me and everyone i know that has been on opiates and methadone for years, has a void that needs to be filled without it. The truth is recovery isn't one size fits all. If u were qble to get out more power to u but ive accepted that i had to get on methadone because suboxone just helped my addiction and no matter how many times i detox i go back. Going cold turkey never stopped me from using. I needed a maintenance program and it saved my life. But opiates and benzos are drugs that really make ppl emotionally and physically addicted. It needs to be taught better in schools
Incredible work man. You can tell you put a lot into this video & I learnt a shit ton. I’ve watched tons of videos on this guy and this is the one I’ve been looking for. Absolutely killed it man and I’m not even done! Keep making videos
Someone wiser than myself often said that dope fiends are misguided mystics. I am a mystic, but to discover it I had to get off the shit. Jim Morrison always said that the road of excess leads to wisdom. I used to think that was the dumbest shit I ever heard. By the time I got strung out, I understood. I was wise enough to know that it the excess meant nothing. i could have all the dope in the world and I would run out. Wisdom does equal happiness.
because we´re stubborn little nerdy dirty strivers striving for wisdom and t h a t makes us happy to find little something might tell us something or connects us to something maybe gives us a feeling of something again like a virgin laa laa laaa hehehh
@@djquinn11"the road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom" - william blake a young Jim Morrison was impressed by reading it and lived his life by it always pushing the bounds.."break on thru to the other side" as he sang...Jim's choice of drug when young was acid...he had dozens of LSD trips and as the doors became more famous he hit the booze more and ended up an alcoholic who snorted a bit too much of the very pure heroin he had scored for pam who was a junky & died because of it...it also should be noted that lots of rock stars and the hippies of the 60's liked aleister Crowley..they liked "do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law" because they felt freedom was doing whatever you choose to do...normal body counts in late 60's went up over 1000 because everybody was banging everybody...it was visceral...down in the mud..focused on pleasure and the lower centres in human body...sure there were the higher spiritual things going on but hedonism ruled for a time..ah also a small statue of aleister Crowley can be seen on the cover of the doors album 13 and the figure of Crowley is on the cover of the Beatles sergeant Pepper's lonely hearts club band
Leonardo da Vinci said " The greatest deception men suffer is from their own opinions " Plato shared with us wisdom he learnt from Egypt, wisdom that was a death sentence in Greece, Rome (Christianity) ..Pythagoras, Socrates and later Hypatia of Alexandria. Plato in his dialogue "The Republic " tells the parable of "The Cave " Plato starts by telling us of prisoners being held in a underground den, let us examine this den via the geometry of Bernhard Riemann and Felix Klein..Klein bottle..3rd and 4th dimensions. Plato tells us that the prisoners are bound up unable to move their heads, let us examine this bondage via the psychology of Erich Fromm..socialisation of consciousness..aware-unaware. Plato tells us that the prisoners mistake shadows for substance, let us examine this mistake via the philosophy of Thales, Hume and Kant..synthetic a priori judgement..not thing in itself. Plato tells us that one of the prisoners is released, let us examine this release via the wisdom of T Lobsang Rampa..stilling the mind and conscious astral travel..leaving the cave/body. Plato tells us that the prisoners will reject this release, let us examine this rejection via the psychology of Stockholm Syndrome..Plato quotes Homer..forgive them for they know not what they say. Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds. Mathew 23 13 31.
Exactly ! I'm really trying to get through this video but this narrator is sadly struggling to correctly pronounce a good amount of what he's reading and it just kind of ruins things for me. 🙄
"Sacrifice is necessary only while the process of crystallization is going on. When crystallization is achieved, renunciations, privations, and sacrifices are no longer necessary. Then a man may have everything he wants. There are no longer any laws for him, he is a law unto himself." - Ouspensky, In Search of the Miraculous
you just explained the crystallization process of christianity and why sacrifices were needed in old testament. thats why Christ is ultimate embodiment of process and why sacrifices are no longer needed, thats why moral law can only be outside of individual cause human mind is limited and to see real truth and ethics the moral compass has to be outside to guide
If you get addicted to tobacco, and quit cold turkey, it strengthens you and enlightens you. The fact that America makes tobacco even more addictive helps. It's the most addictive substance in the world. It's more addictive than heroine.
More addictive than heroin?....no the fuck its not lol.... Anyone who has ever said tobacco is more addictive than heroin has very likely only been addicted to tobacco and wanting to pat themselves on the back... To suggest that the two addictions are even REMOTELY comparable is thoroughlyyyyy absurd. Laughably absurd 🤣
Can confirm. I recieved multiple head injuries and TBI as the result of severe abuse as a child. The person I am now is so different than what I was as a child is night and day. Probably explains a lot of the violence I’ve had in my life as well. I just wish people understood how serious damaging a child is. I can literally remember the last time I felt real happiness. June 8th 1991 have only felt “good” after using massive doses of heroin and benzos and that always comes to a crashing end. Been sober for 8 years now and can honestly say I feel like a fraction of the person I was born as,
You're not fully developed as a person as a child. Doubt the head-bump lead to his aggression. There are at least 10 other things that would do that, besides a bump to the head, as a child. Withdrawal does not make you a ray of sunshine when the ache is hitting hard the first days without, going cold turkey.
The they, were them rich dummies who were in that stupid ass golden Don bullshit. He still was Hella wicked and in the end, he died a pennyless dope fiend who would have have an ugly ass kid named Barbara . this is what happens when you play stupid ass games thinking you have control because you’re simply refuse to believe maybe he should’ve finished that damn boleskin house ritual.
@@MichaelArkangel-1313 I could've kept typing and eventually mentioned that, but I'm very limited for time and "Devil" energy is something people have to be able to harness themselves, otherwise they'll think us "crazy". Thank you for being honest. Devil's energy IS the best/beAst🤯😆 Who else would Know this true but yourself- Ark😄
Crowley: I am perplexed. Christ: I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.
Interestingly, I smoked heroin while living in the mideast for a number of years. Withdrawal wasn’t really that bad, but it was nearly pure and didn’t take much. In USA it was a different story, and my addiction here was pre-fentanyl invasion for context. I had a good source but I snorted usually and rarely shot it. Withdrawal was much worse, and I can’t quantify that. I do miss the old H, but been clean for 7 years.
Word "2424", when leaning over, or edging closer, to void, you increase the chance of falling in. I really should have headed the warning, because I edged closer, and leant over, and fell in, I'm still falling. I was told that the existence of bottomless pits, is a work of fiction but this one deeper than the pedals on a Hammond organ.when judging clarity, the invisibility should be graded according to the details that you can't see.
@@alexkid1076 yeh peyote and opium in a a oombi with the rest from a terrorirized baby´s blood-tap no? idk i don´t ecen believe if its real ts from the adrenaline and the chrome whats that oxidation whar does that do then what like a klaboem of a bong i don´t think so if its real than its probably the heavier stuff yr body yr brain can produce in extreme cercumstances some people here know what i´m talkin about heh heavy special sedative like atropine like stuff but all natural and mixed with doses of mellow yellow trips you know like when yr on fire and yr nerves burn through or painreflex says hey c u later freaky dieck and u step out a fire yr legs still work yr etes and wot not and walk arounf feeling nothing absolutely painless and super sedated mellow yellow seeing yellow and dmt like stuff and god knows what these of-god-loose-and-complete -from -the-path-off-freaks all might wanted and could get out of someones blood and pineapple juice oh boy but not the adrenaline or chrome oxidation doesn´t even make sense in what does normally u understand
Crowley lived before the advent of mescaline, lsd and DMT. They existed during his life, LSD only later, but were not widely known. Had he discovered them in his 20s Crowley may never have used opiates; of course only speculation but they had what he sought. So close, but just beyond his grasp.
Every man and woman is a star......this is also a rather literal belief in the occult and even within Christianity. The every soul is attached to a star..... It's possible. I believe that it's possible only when one attains Salvation. The Gift.
Was Crowley the first inclination of the drug fueled Counter Culture of the 60's? With the idea of "Free Love," or shall I say "Do what thou wilt" and the death of traditional ideals, etc? Many, many of these figures of the 60's, payed homage to him and the music industry still does today. The 60' was perhaps Crowleys "Aeon Of Horus" and this is referred to as "Crowleyanity." Regardess of what your thoughts are, his impact upon modern culture is undeniable, with a minimal amount of digging. Love these, I would like longer videos, but im good for 5-6 hours if it's a point of personal interest. Bravo
Hippies and hippie communes def copied a lot of his ideas and lifestyle. His commune in Sicily predates the hippie movement by 30 years. Him and Burroughs are the prototypes for the hippie/rockstar lifestyle. Both of them had intelligence connections so i wonder if the rise of this subculture was organic or …
Pretentiousness. People who speak in this affected manner do not have the conviction that what they are saying is true. Therefore, they add this infuriating croak to give themselves what they think is an air of authority.
@@godsstruggler8783Like that Hamilton guy on Vice. Unbearable vocal fry, off the scale. It's a horrid affectation, a ludicrous attempt to sound oh-so-worldly wise.
@@Azazel2024half-true. H is diacetylmorphine. Acetylated morphine. It crosses the BBB with greater efficacy, but, yes, it does become morphine upon metabolization. However, mg for mg, H is about ~2X as strong.
Bless you sir. I'm genuinely afraid these will multiply with chatgpt. It's clear this buffoon didn't even write his own narrative given he can't pronounce his own words! And the sentences he does somehow manages to fumble through are spoken with the hollowness of someone who isn't processing what he's actually saying. Noticed 5 mins in, and thought "the person who comments on this video must be even dimmer than the YTuber, and I bot howdy, I wasn't disappointed. I'm picturing a mass of 14-18yr old midwits with no conception of what religion or spirituality is or means, no critical thinking. Just hollow minds shouting into a void of ignorance and bots . Oh well, I was likely equally ignorant at that age. The school system failed most of us.
This is a very well researched and informative video. Your articulation could be a bit smoother, however. Nothing a little editing touches could nt fix. Thank you for posting!
Do what thou wilt. Does not mean do as you please . Exact opposite ! It means ,seek your true purpose and do it. Most misquoted and misunderstood intellectual of the 20th century.
Furthermore i'd like to add to this "and take consequences" which is also often forgotten. IMHO THIS here is a truly lame mockumentary like german newspaper BILD articles, just a bit more extended.😂⚠️🤓
Crowley was a pdf file. Well documented and he wasn't ashamed. he enjoyed making people bewildered. So you can take the satanic motto and try ti hide what it meant to crowley but .. maybe you think pdf file behaviour can be a purpose in life? what youtube videos do you get the info from? UA-cam win;'let people talk about his sexual behaviour. he was plain evil You say misunderstood. Maybe you'd call Crowley a map?
Crowley could have done so many things but chose to push the moral limits of humans and religion. He definitely was an intellectual, but a bit misguided. He does say things that make perfect sense. Also things that are unnecessarily disturbing. I think he pushed the shock factor. He represents the period of time we are in where religion has been looked at as, outdated. Religion used to be the answer and explained a lot. I feel now it explains next to nothing other than people who were brainwashed at an early age, peoples personal beliefs and the same argument of, 'im right you're wrong" mentality that is extremely one sided. I believe there is a supreme being who made us. Other than that, i don't know anything. I went to catholic school and even switched to non denominational Christianity, however, i never had formed my own ideologies based on what ive been through which i feel we all have a right to explore. I believe none of us know anything for sure but we come to the best conclusion and move on. I believe there is more unknown then known. And we have been ignorantly repeating history. Like De Ja Vu. We have been here before. I don't say God because of the religious stigma. Supreme Creator is the same idea. Religion in my opinion is different in different regions because i think their books including Bible, have leasons that are priceless and pertain to life. It is all in a kind of mythological story however. This is why the Bible causes so many arguments, because people take it literal. If you take it literal, i believe you miss the point. And there are contradictions, because they are meant to be stories you learn from. Even Today the Bible has mysterious energy around it and i don't think anyone can make 100 percent sense of it all. This is where faith comes in. We all already live in a hellish world. We need to stop letting religion, something sacred nomatter what belief, seperate us. To say one is right and everyone else burns in hell is beyond extreme and ignorant. The reality is nobody knows that and that would be many people burning. The Churches have fueled the fire more than anything else. An all loving God wouldnt do that to the kingdom he created. We are all here which in my eyes mean we are all Gods people. The Jewish people represent money and materialistic life and that is the opposite of Godly qualities. Yet if they are Gods chosen people, what is it that makes them better? Each religion has its defense. Religion is man made, not God made. You can believe your religion is right, but it won't end the fight. Separate religion, and day to day life. It puts up more of a wall then a bridge to connect w others.
The Jews have the most esoteric spiritual deapths you can never imagine. You obviously know nothing or real.Jewish Esotericism and Suffi Islamic Esoterisism . (There is NO Christian equivalent. Never once has Christianity gone as deep as these 2 OCEANS OF WISDOM. Both agree with modern science and always with science . And they also are the same as Bhudist Tantra AND TAoism .....
I was conditioned by none, for I had taken my spiritual journey, alone. After absorbing everything, everything this physical plane and beyond have given me, one has come to a conclusion that the cabal, Occult, secret societies have one thing in common, and that is the loath, the constant reference/mocking and renouncing of Christ. That is the beginning of true Awakening. Faith in Christ, alone. Be blessed
You never mentioned the regeneration of the human heart, having been made right with God. If you don't know that, you've never been into Christianity. That's what makes somebody a new creation
He was a witch or warlock. Which I am not saying is bad at all. Many spell casters are great loving people. I can't call him a mystic or a shaman because this man wasn't actually spiritually connected fully. That's not my opinion, I've seen how mystics and shamans operate. He did some good, I see for sure. We are ALL connected to nature, god, universe anyone can do good. He was not clear enough as a being to get to the level of mystic or shaman. When you become those ways of being, There's a fierce loving force of nature energy that walking with and emanating within you. Creation energy. Source whatever you call it. If your letting your ego run the show and your just doing whatever, you may astral project , see spirits, have successful spell, and even get downloads but The soul is not fully connected too. That causes issues in a myriad of ways. Doing things without soul connection is possible, most people do that right now with spirituality not taken seriously. But no one prefers their life force not to be flowing through their bodies and being in pain. If he were to heal himself and do the work of a mystic or shaman , He would have been a more positive force in the world. He would have not needed drugs or s*x. Yes, your here , your human obviously and you've chosen to answer the mystic call, You can make love. You can do everything anyone else can do but there's no longer thinking this is the only way to make love. The animal self, human self, and divine self are unified. You don't crave sex like an aleister Crowley. You don't even have to touch a person to give them an orgasm . This man was not mystical at all lol.
A shame he never got to experience entheogens? I think he is one of the few people that could have come back from the other side with something worthwhile
But Mckenna wasn't a PDF file like Crowley.... or was he? Crowley's is well documented because he was a shameless satanist that didn't hide it, but Mckenna... I don't think he was like that.
he was a PDF file, but you respect him so much that you correct people when they don't get the pdf file's name right? He wasn't secretive about this. he was a sexual creep. You would have to be rich or famous to get away with what he did now.
First, Crowley rhymes with "holy"; you pronounced his name wrong. Although he waffled back and forth on this, he ultimately believed that the True Will resided in the Unconscious Mind. By focusing on drugs you are ignoring the intricacy of the magical curriculum he put together; I refer you to "One Star in Sight", "Graduum Montis Abiegni", "Liber Collegii Sancti:, etc.
By taking copious amounts of drugs, Crowley was ignoring his own curriculum, just sayin. It's even worthy of future segments on the man, to paint an accurate picture of him. No one does that amount of drugs and not have their work, or even their entire life, center around the substances. Maybe the early days of his works were less centered around drugs, but like we've all seen by now, the train comes off the tracks in time. I don't think he was wrong by making this about his habits. It was a huge piece of Crowleys tapestry. Be well
@@phillipanthony2402 . Imo, one can certainly do their shadow work and become self realized, while still having their darkness's, but I differ a bit concerning my idea of enlightenment (Light, not dark) it seems. I think that to attain the final steps of enlightenment, one would have to purify their Temple, to overcome some of the impure qualities which make us human, specifically, those which are in are control and they can be overcome thru discipline. This would be idea of mind over matter, or in this case, "mind/Spirit, over Physicality." I hope that makes sense, perhaps our idea of enlightenment, varies a bit.
Crowley isn’t persé a “drug fiend.” A more nuanced approach would be to make the distinction between a “Crowley 1” & a “Crowley 2,” i.e., the writings of Crowley before he made his India-journey (about potential benefits of the use of drugs, both in terms of spiritual exploration and creative inspiration,) & the writings after his India-journey (about the dangers of using addictive substances.) “Crowley 1” experimented with various substances, including opium, hashish, & mescaline, viewing them as tools for expanding consciousness & accessing altered states that might offer deeper insights into the mysteries of existence. But after his experiences in India, Crowley’s perspective seems to have shifted. The intense spiritual practices & the different cultural attitudes he encountered likely influenced his views. The writings of “Crowley 2,” became more cautious about drug use, acknowledging the dangers of addiction & the destructive potential of substances when misused.
hey who knows are there still out there who been with him in heavy settings and maybecould say just tell their story b u t but with a bonafide lie detector machine hook upf thats not too much trouble definately wiill give more weight and caché to their whole tellings of livin it with this dude = never gonna happen not with any of all thaclaim to be or asuming crxp on youshouff or fakebook insta-cxnt or accusing one and other and saying most awfull things about people where we sit and eat and never a lie dtector hook-up i mean at this point its just plain rude blunt behaveour if they certain shzt about me and to me i wouldn´t stand in for myself then fokk de world
Try saint johns worth for benzodiazepine withdrawal in small amounts or tapering down. Im not a dr it’s just helped me I know it hell 😭💔❤️🌹 shout out to my fellows out there I love you all I do ❤
@@mikomon309 why would you care? PDF file was his biggest addiction in reality. Crowley was shameless about it too. It's well documented. I always wonder of Crowlety fans like you just don't know or if the PDF file part is the magnetism this creep has over you.
astral treveling with drugs is drug driven expirience....sleep paralysis is key when you can go fully conscious in sleep paralysis you can go beyond astral travelling whats called near death in control ...astral trevelling is just your own thought space you do it every night nothing special
yeh but stll he was a kakker a silverspoon boy and living in late1800 early1900 the occult on the crossroads of full open truths and a huge public awareness it was all basicly mandatory then u really had to have yr eyes and ears in yr pockets locked then not gettin anything from it andsome people didn´t like that they had other other anyway yeh yeh yeh yeh and then ww1 happened and spanish flu and and kimds of funny weird new deadly stuff and then movies came automobiles motorcicles airplane it was gone old was gone and burried rught there and then late 1800 early 1900 and a lot of it is still there vurrued and a lot of it fake also
hey who knows are there still out there who been with him in heavy settings and maybe could say just tell their story b u t but with a bonafide lie detector machine hook up if thats not too much trouble and maybe not gettin straight up paid for it but a just nice old fashioned compensation arrangement u know u remember those in 80s and 90s and with aa green light from the machine not falling throuygh bottom of basket it definately wiill give more weight and caché to their whole tellings of livin it with this dude
My dear AL, Abracadabra, was his heading in most of his letters he wrote to people who he considered his confidant. My soul's memory has ❤for Al. I heard his name, and a close friend of my father's would talk about an Englishman who was living in Malta. Every morning our family, friend, Aldo Zagami, would tell me about this kind, man, who he would wake up before the suns alarm clock😅. Aldo told me this person was a gentleman. He would stand like a stork in deep meditation. And, was very happy to teach Aldo yoga. He said, This Englishman taught him yoga, and that summer they met every morning. He told him yoga has 12 disciplines. His Italian was impeccable and taught him about clearing out the mind and Chant, AUM. Aldo said, he had a entourage of snotty, limeys, who were usually asleep till late. He said his name was something he could not remember but the man told him to just call him Bobba😅. When the other people would be there they were mean and drunk,hmm I wonder who this Brit was😮. My ❤and understanding for ACs' responsibility was great. He was not just some dope fiend, but an Incarnate who was there to usher in the Aquarian age. 😮He was lost in the Kush mountains, these high priests of the Sivagana rescued him and he learned Kasmir Shaivism from a high order who never before him have seen nor met any white men, ever. I read that he returned to the order,and became one of the highest initiates of this rare order. So in his 20s he experienced, Samadhi. People who usually attain Samadhi are in their 40s, , or not till their 50s or older. My dear Frater Perderabo,, you are you! Your Wunderlist and lust for life and uncovering the secrets of the past was a act of bravery, and to judge you because you enjoyed life with gusto, you swashbuckling, man of the sea, who laid out the blueprints for people who wish they were as intelligent and free. Our souls have crossed the forbidden, parameters that most feared with their immoral brands of half assed mystical, malarchycy. Cheers and ❤to you. Love is our law, Thelma is our cry. Your name will always bring a smile for miles . You are beautiful and laid the Golden, road to eternal, happiness within the bosom of the mother Goddess. We will soon cross paths again and we shall dance this intricate dance of death as Nuit Cradles the canopy of stars above us, and dive into inky , seas of night .!🙉🙈🙊 So mote it be honey bee buzzzz❤🎉❤
Do you know he was a repeated PDF file? Little boys were often in his deals. This is documented and not under controversy. You maybe only know the 'cool' stuff? Our you think PDF file behaviour is noble and worth admiring? He wanted these boundaries broken.
@@MicahMicahelIs that all you can talk about? He's dead..id be more worried about why you keep mentioning kids for NO reason..it's not some big secret..ya weirdo.
"what went on in your head..." Actually it was pdf file behaviour. Weird that people think this creep was cool. Either ignorance or they are all pdf files themselves/ I don't doubt that about a quarter of the people on this page know this and think it's hot.
The veil that hides the mysteries of the universe is woven of silence. The answers reveal themselves to the mystic in solitude and silence. Drugs - of any kind - are trapdoors on the path to enlightenment.
Imo chemicals are the only way for SOME not all Western peoples who have little to no prior religious or spiritual background to see through the veil of reality.
The narrator is just a regular guy (like you and me). This is not the highly polished mainstream media. He’s got 2k followers, not 200k. And, it is very likely that he both wrote the scrip and read it out in a single take. He probably gets little to no compensation for this channel. I think we should give him a break for not doing everything perfectly and appreciate what he did put together well.
If he could have used his interests to better help humanity, it would have been good. Because I share the same last name, sometimes I wonder if I am cursed, lol...
So he never experienced opiate withdrawal?? Cuz that changes you permanently. Unless he barely touched it. Id say opiates and benzos are the 2 drugs that are on a physical level, you need them to function. Other drugs even meth, are controllable. You just have to be mentally strong and test yourself. However, if you are wealthy, you will always have heroin or opiates. Otherwise you will need methadone to maintain wout opiates. You can cold turkey over and over, but its horrible, bad for your body to constantly be in withdrawal and will consume your life. Even without methadone, there is a void that is desperate to be filled. Like losing a loved one. No other drug has that kind of power. Opiates are a lifelong battle and is a drug that never leaves for good. People tend to not understand just how serious it is. Dope sickness needs to be taught in healthclass as its own Chapter.
Well said and very spot on. I unfortunately have first hand experience of the opiate world and the utter pain, suffering and misery it can bring. I won an intense ten year battle against heroin being blessed by my parents throwing good money at two rehab stays and my own resolution that I would not cross the line between sniffing and shooting. My first detox I experienced a pain and suffering that I would not wish on my greatest enemy. If I could picture my own version of what hell would be like, it would encompass the physical detox symptoms I experienced.
I did think this, butbi was told smoking isnt as addictive? I dont know personally, but i also thought he aint exactly a normal guy either lol his will or drive was clearly strong as the othrr heinous stuff he done.
You have to kick the maintenance drugs too like I did. Not impossible but the drug treatment clinics would like you to believe it's a life long battle. Quit going with the WILL of the powers that be. You'll make it a life long thing like that
@@lennonhendrixamaru5800 For me and everyone i know that has been on opiates and methadone for years, has a void that needs to be filled without it. The truth is recovery isn't one size fits all. If u were qble to get out more power to u but ive accepted that i had to get on methadone because suboxone just helped my addiction and no matter how many times i detox i go back. Going cold turkey never stopped me from using. I needed a maintenance program and it saved my life. But opiates and benzos are drugs that really make ppl emotionally and physically addicted. It needs to be taught better in schools
Opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates (uncommon), alcohol.. these are the worst drugs to be addicted to, physically.
Diary of a Drug Fiend is the most honest and extensive treatise on addiction I've ever read.
Crowley
maybe the only thing he ever wrote that isn'y self indulgent spiritual grifting.
Where are you getting that Diary of a Drug Fiend was written in 1979? He was quite the magician but I doubt he wrote that decades after he died...
Don't know either.🙄
It was published in 1922.
Incredible work man. You can tell you put a lot into this video & I learnt a shit ton. I’ve watched tons of videos on this guy and this is the one I’ve been looking for. Absolutely killed it man and I’m not even done! Keep making videos
Someone wiser than myself often said that dope fiends are misguided mystics. I am a mystic, but to discover it I had to get off the shit. Jim Morrison always said that the road of excess leads to wisdom. I used to think that was the dumbest shit I ever heard. By the time I got strung out, I understood. I was wise enough to know that it the excess meant nothing. i could have all the dope in the world and I would run out. Wisdom does equal happiness.
because we´re stubborn little nerdy dirty strivers striving for wisdom and t h a t makes us happy to find little something might tell us something or connects us to something maybe gives us a feeling of something again like a virgin laa laa laaa hehehh
Poor little RICH kid.
Poser.
Wimp.
Fraud.
Friend of L Ron Hubbard...
Grandfather of George Bush 2nd.
Jim Morrison didn’t come up with that, that’s a quote from William Blake.
@@djquinn11 Maybe, but Jim said it, too.
@@djquinn11"the road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom" - william blake
a young Jim Morrison was impressed by reading it and lived his life by it always pushing the bounds.."break on thru to the other side" as he sang...Jim's choice of drug when young was acid...he had dozens of LSD trips and as the doors became more famous he hit the booze more and ended up an alcoholic who snorted a bit too much of the very pure heroin he had scored for pam who was a junky & died because of it...it also should be noted that lots of rock stars and the hippies of the 60's liked aleister Crowley..they liked "do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law" because they felt freedom was doing whatever you choose to do...normal body counts in late 60's went up over 1000 because everybody was banging everybody...it was visceral...down in the mud..focused on pleasure and the lower centres in human body...sure there were the higher spiritual things going on but hedonism ruled for a time..ah also a small statue of aleister Crowley can be seen on the cover of the doors album 13 and the figure of Crowley is on the cover of the Beatles sergeant Pepper's lonely hearts club band
Leonardo da Vinci said " The greatest deception men suffer is from their own opinions " Plato shared with us wisdom he learnt from Egypt, wisdom that was a death sentence in Greece, Rome (Christianity) ..Pythagoras, Socrates and later Hypatia of Alexandria. Plato in his dialogue "The Republic " tells the parable of "The Cave " Plato starts by telling us of prisoners being held in a underground den, let us examine this den via the geometry of Bernhard Riemann and Felix Klein..Klein bottle..3rd and 4th dimensions. Plato tells us that the prisoners are bound up unable to move their heads, let us examine this bondage via the psychology of Erich Fromm..socialisation of consciousness..aware-unaware. Plato tells us that the prisoners mistake shadows for substance, let us examine this mistake via the philosophy of Thales, Hume and Kant..synthetic a priori judgement..not thing in itself. Plato tells us that one of the prisoners is released, let us examine this release via the wisdom of T Lobsang Rampa..stilling the mind and conscious astral travel..leaving the cave/body. Plato tells us that the prisoners will reject this release, let us examine this rejection via the psychology of Stockholm Syndrome..Plato quotes Homer..forgive them for they know not what they say. Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds. Mathew 23 13 31.
An insightful comment, thank you.
Your train of thought is very deep and refined. Where did you come about this wisdom if I may ask
Stoped at Eric frommmmm...what a joke
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And lets all learn together and make the job fun, with the philosophy of bob the builder
Dude is struggling to read. Come on man. Prep.
Exactly ! I'm really trying to get through this video but this narrator is sadly struggling to correctly pronounce a good amount of what he's reading and it just kind of ruins things for me. 🙄
"Sacrifice is necessary only while the process of crystallization is going on. When crystallization is achieved, renunciations, privations, and sacrifices are no longer necessary. Then a man may have everything he wants. There are no longer any laws for him, he is a law unto himself."
- Ouspensky, In Search of the Miraculous
Interesting
you just explained the crystallization process of christianity and why sacrifices were needed in old testament. thats why Christ is ultimate embodiment of process and why sacrifices are no longer needed, thats why moral law can only be outside of individual cause human mind is limited and to see real truth and ethics the moral compass has to be outside to guide
Crowley's physician originally prescribed heroin for his asthma. Opiates were legal - shock, horror!
Made it illegal cause it couldn’t be controlled
@@othslay8352 can you elaborate your use of the word control.
Opiates are still legal and prescribed
If you get addicted to tobacco, and quit cold turkey, it strengthens you and enlightens you. The fact that America makes tobacco even more addictive helps. It's the most addictive substance in the world. It's more addictive than heroine.
hell ya bruther
but i think if u dont quit it will enliten u even more tho
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Alcohol addiction is a very dark place.
More addictive than heroin?....no the fuck its not lol.... Anyone who has ever said tobacco is more addictive than heroin has very likely only been addicted to tobacco and wanting to pat themselves on the back... To suggest that the two addictions are even REMOTELY comparable is thoroughlyyyyy absurd. Laughably absurd 🤣
I have no idea why this popped up on my feed, however i do have interest in these subjects so yay! Lol
he was a pdf file... you have an interest in that? Imagine a culture celebrating a pdf-file spiritual grifter, and saying "yay! Satanism is so cool!"
@@MicahMicahel a pdf file... all books are pdf files to you then?
He saying pedophile
Crowley had a severe head injury as a child and was not the same person afterwards. He became much more aggressive according to a biography I read.
Can confirm. I recieved multiple head injuries and TBI as the result of severe abuse as a child. The person I am now is so different than what I was as a child is night and day. Probably explains a lot of the violence I’ve had in my life as well. I just wish people understood how serious damaging a child is. I can literally remember the last time I felt real happiness. June 8th 1991 have only felt “good” after using massive doses of heroin and benzos and that always comes to a crashing end. Been sober for 8 years now and can honestly say I feel like a fraction of the person I was born as,
You're not fully developed as a person as a child. Doubt the head-bump lead to his aggression. There are at least 10 other things that would do that, besides a bump to the head, as a child. Withdrawal does not make you a ray of sunshine when the ache is hitting hard the first days without, going cold turkey.
0:14 ..except heroin.
They called him the most wickedest man in the world, well i can think of many many more people who was more wicked than him...
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It was only yellow journalism sensationalism by forces afraid of Crowley's influence.
Agree. People forget that propaganda is not just a today's thing
It existed in his times as it exists today.....u know what I mean...
The they, were them rich dummies who were in that stupid ass golden Don bullshit. He still was Hella wicked and in the end, he died a pennyless dope fiend who would have have an ugly ass kid named Barbara . this is what happens when you play stupid ass games thinking you have control because you’re simply refuse to believe maybe he should’ve finished that damn boleskin house ritual.
really? Who? Do you know he was a passionate PDF file? Little boys were often put into his deals. You know lots of people this bad?
If you are sure of who you are when an addict (Heroin/Cocaine)- you DO become Enlightened, During and most definitely when willing to become sober!
It's Devil energy trying to dominate
@@MichaelArkangel-1313 I could've kept typing and eventually mentioned that, but I'm very limited for time and "Devil" energy is something people have to be able to harness themselves, otherwise they'll think us "crazy". Thank you for being honest. Devil's energy IS the best/beAst🤯😆
Who else would Know this true but yourself- Ark😄
Good point
I'm jealous he got to spend a night inside the King's Chamber of the Great Pyramid.
New subscriber. Love your insight and content.
Crowley: I am perplexed. Christ: I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death.
Addiction is a beast... not to be underestimated
Interestingly, I smoked heroin while living in the mideast for a number of years. Withdrawal wasn’t really that bad, but it was nearly pure and didn’t take much. In USA it was a different story, and my addiction here was pre-fentanyl invasion for context. I had a good source but I snorted usually and rarely shot it. Withdrawal was much worse, and I can’t quantify that. I do miss the old H, but been clean for 7 years.
Word "2424", when leaning over, or edging closer, to void, you increase the chance of falling in.
I really should have headed the warning, because I edged closer, and leant over, and fell in, I'm still falling. I was told that the existence of bottomless pits, is a work of fiction but this one deeper than the pedals on a Hammond organ.when judging clarity, the invisibility should be graded according to the details that you can't see.
Heroin and cocaine for spiritual practices 🤨. What about mushrooms/DMT,,
talk about astral travel,take three puffs of DMT
Im sure the demons love getting their ears chewed off for a half an hour then get called a bitch cuz your out of blow lmao
DMT wasn’t used at that time. Crowley used hashish and mescaline for rituals.
He sayd peyote was his favorite
@@alexkid1076 yeh peyote and opium in a a oombi with the rest from
a terrorirized baby´s blood-tap no? idk i don´t ecen believe if its real ts from the adrenaline and the chrome whats that oxidation whar does that do then what like a klaboem of a bong i don´t think so if its real than
its probably the heavier stuff yr body yr brain can produce in extreme cercumstances some people here know what i´m talkin about heh
heavy special sedative like atropine like stuff but all natural and mixed with doses of mellow yellow trips you know like when yr on fire and yr nerves burn through or painreflex says hey c u later freaky dieck and u step out a fire yr legs still work yr etes and wot not and walk arounf feeling nothing
absolutely painless and super sedated mellow yellow seeing yellow
and dmt like stuff and god knows what these of-god-loose-and-complete -from -the-path-off-freaks all might wanted and could get out of someones blood and pineapple juice oh boy but not the adrenaline or chrome oxidation doesn´t even make sense in what does normally u understand
@@wulfsorenson8859 adrenachrome existed back then. Blood rituals
Wise with the wisdom of despair
Its crazy
Crowley lived before the advent of mescaline, lsd and DMT. They existed during his life, LSD only later, but were not widely known.
Had he discovered them in his 20s Crowley may never have used opiates; of course only speculation but they had what he sought.
So close, but just beyond his grasp.
Crowley was very familiar with Mescaline, Anhalonium Lewinii, and used it extensively.
Pretty sure he used mescaline/peyote
Every man and woman is a star......this is also a rather literal belief in the occult and even within Christianity. The every soul is attached to a star..... It's possible. I believe that it's possible only when one attains Salvation. The Gift.
Was Crowley the first inclination of the drug fueled Counter Culture of the 60's? With the idea of "Free Love," or shall I say "Do what thou wilt" and the death of traditional ideals, etc? Many, many of these figures of the 60's, payed homage to him and the music industry still does today. The 60' was perhaps Crowleys "Aeon Of Horus" and this is referred to as "Crowleyanity." Regardess of what your thoughts are, his impact upon modern culture is undeniable, with a minimal amount of digging. Love these, I would like longer videos, but im good for 5-6 hours if it's a point of personal interest.
Bravo
you've got 2,000 more yrs left of 'horus.' don't be deceived that it 'ended w/the 60s' . . .
Hippies and hippie communes def copied a lot of his ideas and lifestyle. His commune in Sicily predates the hippie movement by 30 years.
Him and Burroughs are the prototypes for the hippie/rockstar lifestyle.
Both of them had intelligence connections so i wonder if the rise of this subculture was organic or …
Watch this series I think its No4 where Crowly gets mentioned.
En Goodz (unlearn)
@@petarrakoc1416
It's was all about corrupting the christain evangelical west now we are land of drug/alcohol addicts and land of heathen.
@@leetlbt . "En-Goodz," "unlearn?" I'm not tracking.
Yeah, I'll check it out, thanks
Well done for taking on a challenge many wouldn't do. Nice research and showing those books along the way helped with the story. ✌️
The most mystical thing about someone on cocaine is their inability to recognise how annoying they’re being with their nonstop waffle.
Try re-recording the narration without the vocal fry.
It’s very irritating on the ears.
real.y? Why? everyone has their voice. Are there other voices that set you off?
@@MicahMicahel
Vocal fry is an adopted style of speech, not an inherent vocal texture.
@@NoLefTurnUnStoned.It's somebody trying to appear authoritative and highly annoying.
That dude was out there.
So what
That's what made him great...while ure boring...
You sound young. Very well done. You must be very bright
What an annoying vocal fry. Why do people speak that way, i dont get it. sounds like burping and speaking at the same time
Pretentiousness. People who speak in this affected manner do not have the conviction that what they are saying is true. Therefore, they add this infuriating croak to give themselves what they think is an air of authority.
@@godsstruggler8783Like that Hamilton guy on Vice. Unbearable vocal fry, off the scale. It's a horrid affectation, a ludicrous attempt to sound oh-so-worldly wise.
Would like to know his Heroin Dose he took daily, how much mg ? His Source for Heroin (illegal Source or from a Doc)
Back then Heroin was legal, I do not know his dose But it was used for pain as well as for asthma. It was prescribed to him by his doctor.
He probably used morphine. Its the same thing fyi
@@Azazel2024fyi it’s not
@@Azazel2024heroin is derived from morphine and is more potent.
@@Azazel2024half-true. H is diacetylmorphine. Acetylated morphine. It crosses the BBB with greater efficacy, but, yes, it does become morphine upon metabolization. However, mg for mg, H is about ~2X as strong.
It’s “Croh-lee”.
Croh Cor-ow, who the fuck cares user don’t say he died and he had no fucking money. You worship this knigga or something?
Ozzy taught me that.
ONE MORE MACHINE LIKE DOCUTYPE. THIS GUY HAS THE GREAT SKILL OF PUTTING SOMEONE TO SLEEP IN 20 INUTES.
Bless you sir. I'm genuinely afraid these will multiply with chatgpt. It's clear this buffoon didn't even write his own narrative given he can't pronounce his own words! And the sentences he does somehow manages to fumble through are spoken with the hollowness of someone who isn't processing what he's actually saying.
Noticed 5 mins in, and thought "the person who comments on this video must be even dimmer than the YTuber, and I bot howdy, I wasn't disappointed. I'm picturing a mass of 14-18yr old midwits with no conception of what religion or spirituality is or means, no critical thinking. Just hollow minds shouting into a void of ignorance and bots . Oh well, I was likely equally ignorant at that age. The school system failed most of us.
This is a very well researched and informative video. Your articulation could be a bit smoother, however. Nothing a little editing touches could nt fix.
Thank you for posting!
I think the guy has an impediment, i say dont hide who you are and just go with it, but each to their own...
Loved this! Liked and subscribed
DoaDF might be the weirdest part of the Equinox volumes :'')
Well done program, young man!!
Crowley wasn't all he's _cracked up_ to be. No pun intended.
Why would you put it in a different font then?😂 Of course it was intended!
@@Arahsure
Guilty as charged! 😄
@@drumstick74 ha! Good man 🤝
Mr. Crowley
Do what thou wilt. Does not mean do as you please . Exact opposite ! It means ,seek your true purpose and do it. Most misquoted and misunderstood intellectual of the 20th century.
Furthermore i'd like to add to this "and take consequences" which is also often forgotten.
IMHO THIS here is a truly lame mockumentary like german newspaper BILD articles, just a bit more extended.😂⚠️🤓
Crowley was a pdf file. Well documented and he wasn't ashamed. he enjoyed making people bewildered. So you can take the satanic motto and try ti hide what it meant to crowley but .. maybe you think pdf file behaviour can be a purpose in life? what youtube videos do you get the info from? UA-cam win;'let people talk about his sexual behaviour. he was plain evil You say misunderstood. Maybe you'd call Crowley a map?
He was Far from an intellectual. Nothing more than a narcissistic satanist who succumbed to the very drugs he claimed wouldn’t have an effect on him
cope
@@finished6267it’s literally the foundation of the belief system, so…
CROW LEE IT RHYMES WITH HOLY
I’d love to thumbs this brother, but it’s at 93…
Is that Crowley Magic hat in that post supposed to simulate a mushroom anybody?
Crazy how similarly we have been centuries apart ❤😂❤
Whats up with the Barbara Bush thing? Is it true?
Crowley could have done so many things but chose to push the moral limits of humans and religion. He definitely was an intellectual, but a bit misguided. He does say things that make perfect sense. Also things that are unnecessarily disturbing. I think he pushed the shock factor. He represents the period of time we are in where religion has been looked at as, outdated. Religion used to be the answer and explained a lot. I feel now it explains next to nothing other than people who were brainwashed at an early age, peoples personal beliefs and the same argument of, 'im right you're wrong" mentality that is extremely one sided. I believe there is a supreme being who made us. Other than that, i don't know anything. I went to catholic school and even switched to non denominational Christianity, however, i never had formed my own ideologies based on what ive been through which i feel we all have a right to explore. I believe none of us know anything for sure but we come to the best conclusion and move on. I believe there is more unknown then known. And we have been ignorantly repeating history. Like De Ja Vu. We have been here before. I don't say God because of the religious stigma. Supreme Creator is the same idea. Religion in my opinion is different in different regions because i think their books including Bible, have leasons that are priceless and pertain to life. It is all in a kind of mythological story however. This is why the Bible causes so many arguments, because people take it literal. If you take it literal, i believe you miss the point. And there are contradictions, because they are meant to be stories you learn from. Even Today the Bible has mysterious energy around it and i don't think anyone can make 100 percent sense of it all. This is where faith comes in. We all already live in a hellish world. We need to stop letting religion, something sacred nomatter what belief, seperate us. To say one is right and everyone else burns in hell is beyond extreme and ignorant. The reality is nobody knows that and that would be many people burning. The Churches have fueled the fire more than anything else. An all loving God wouldnt do that to the kingdom he created. We are all here which in my eyes mean we are all Gods people. The Jewish people represent money and materialistic life and that is the opposite of Godly qualities. Yet if they are Gods chosen people, what is it that makes them better? Each religion has its defense. Religion is man made, not God made. You can believe your religion is right, but it won't end the fight. Separate religion, and day to day life. It puts up more of a wall then a bridge to connect w others.
Word!
The Jews have the most esoteric spiritual deapths you can never imagine. You obviously know nothing or real.Jewish Esotericism and Suffi Islamic Esoterisism . (There is NO Christian equivalent. Never once has Christianity gone as deep as these 2 OCEANS OF WISDOM. Both agree with modern science and always with science . And they also are the same as Bhudist Tantra AND TAoism .....
I was conditioned by none, for I had taken my spiritual journey, alone. After absorbing everything, everything this physical plane and beyond have given me, one has come to a conclusion that the cabal, Occult, secret societies have one thing in common, and that is the loath, the constant reference/mocking and renouncing of Christ. That is the beginning of true Awakening. Faith in Christ, alone.
Be blessed
What a psycho
You never mentioned the regeneration of the human heart, having been made right with God. If you don't know that, you've never been into Christianity. That's what makes somebody a new creation
Hamilton Morris is that you lol.
Your voice is very similar to his
He was a witch or warlock. Which I am not saying is bad at all. Many spell casters are great loving people. I can't call him a mystic or a shaman because this man wasn't actually spiritually connected fully. That's not my opinion, I've seen how mystics and shamans operate. He did some good, I see for sure. We are ALL connected to nature, god, universe anyone can do good. He was not clear enough as a being to get to the level of mystic or shaman. When you become those ways of being, There's a fierce loving force of nature energy that walking with and emanating within you. Creation energy. Source whatever you call it. If your letting your ego run the show and your just doing whatever, you may astral project , see spirits, have successful spell, and even get downloads but The soul is not fully connected too. That causes issues in a myriad of ways. Doing things without soul connection is possible, most people do that right now with spirituality not taken seriously. But no one prefers their life force not to be flowing through their bodies and being in pain. If he were to heal himself and do the work of a mystic or shaman , He would have been a more positive force in the world. He would have not needed drugs or s*x. Yes, your here , your human obviously and you've chosen to answer the mystic call, You can make love. You can do everything anyone else can do but there's no longer thinking this is the only way to make love. The animal self, human self, and divine self are unified. You don't crave sex like an aleister Crowley. You don't even have to touch a person to give them an orgasm . This man was not mystical at all lol.
Crazy that his daughter is Barbera Bush!!
Very obvious!!
A shame he never got to experience entheogens? I think he is one of the few people that could have come back from the other side with something worthwhile
Recommend….Absinthe in the Quarter.
We think of Mckenna but Crowley tried to bring modern ( relative to him) thinking to the old ways
But Mckenna wasn't a PDF file like Crowley.... or was he? Crowley's is well documented because he was a shameless satanist that didn't hide it, but Mckenna... I don't think he was like that.
Ackchyually, it's pronounced "CROE-lee."
he was a PDF file, but you respect him so much that you correct people when they don't get the pdf file's name right? He wasn't secretive about this. he was a sexual creep. You would have to be rich or famous to get away with what he did now.
@@MicahMicahel Oh, you should see me when someone fails to use an Oxford comma! And agreed, Crowley was a creep.
Its Chunchy 😊
First, Crowley rhymes with "holy"; you pronounced his name wrong. Although he waffled back and forth on this, he ultimately believed that the True Will resided in the Unconscious Mind. By focusing on drugs you are ignoring the intricacy of the magical curriculum he put together; I refer you to "One Star in Sight", "Graduum Montis Abiegni", "Liber Collegii Sancti:, etc.
By taking copious amounts of drugs, Crowley was ignoring his own curriculum, just sayin. It's even worthy of future segments on the man, to paint an accurate picture of him. No one does that amount of drugs and not have their work, or even their entire life, center around the substances. Maybe the early days of his works were less centered around drugs, but like we've all seen by now, the train comes off the tracks in time. I don't think he was wrong by making this about his habits. It was a huge piece of Crowleys tapestry. Be well
my friends call me Crowley, because that I holy; my enemies call me Crouley, and wish to treat me fouly.
@@BlackestSheepBobBarker333 A man can be totally self-realized, enlightened, no matter the personal habits of the ego-personality.
@@phillipanthony2402 . Imo, one can certainly do their shadow work and become self realized, while still having their darkness's, but I differ a bit concerning my idea of enlightenment (Light, not dark) it seems. I think that to attain the final steps of enlightenment, one would have to purify their Temple, to overcome some of the impure qualities which make us human, specifically, those which are in are control and they can be overcome thru discipline. This would be idea of mind over matter, or in this case, "mind/Spirit, over Physicality." I hope that makes sense, perhaps our idea of enlightenment, varies a bit.
He pronounced it the way Crowly knew he would.
Nice 👌 thank you
Crowley isn’t persé a “drug fiend.” A more nuanced approach would be to make the distinction between a “Crowley 1” & a “Crowley 2,” i.e., the writings of Crowley before he made his India-journey (about potential benefits of the use of drugs, both in terms of spiritual exploration and creative inspiration,) & the writings after his India-journey (about the dangers of using addictive substances.)
“Crowley 1” experimented with various substances, including opium, hashish, & mescaline, viewing them as tools for expanding consciousness & accessing altered states that might offer deeper insights into the mysteries of existence.
But after his experiences in India, Crowley’s perspective seems to have shifted. The intense spiritual practices & the different cultural attitudes he encountered likely influenced his views.
The writings of “Crowley 2,” became more cautious about drug use, acknowledging the dangers of addiction & the destructive potential of substances when misused.
Imagine if he had galaxy gas
you should add some background music
thanks for the info. great job on the video!
Just trying to introduce 'ICE' the other year. PANIC ei❤ther I see.
The Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly out of temptations, and to reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished:
2 Peter 2:9
Aw someone mad I used your wittle 88 gang against you
hey who knows are there still out there who been with him in heavy settings and maybecould say just tell their story b u t but with a bonafide lie detector machine hook upf thats not too much trouble definately wiill give more weight and caché to their whole tellings of livin it with this dude
= never gonna happen not with any of all thaclaim to be or asuming crxp on youshouff or fakebook insta-cxnt or accusing one and other and saying most awfull things about people where we sit and eat and never a lie dtector hook-up
i mean at this point its just plain rude blunt behaveour if they certain shzt about me and to me i wouldn´t stand in for myself then fokk de world
Great video brother 👍
Poor aleister..what a curse to be finished by your unfinished work...
Try saint johns worth for benzodiazepine withdrawal in small amounts or tapering down. Im not a dr it’s just helped me I know it hell 😭💔❤️🌹 shout out to my fellows out there I love you all I do ❤
..plus, easy to grow ones own wort, just plant it, and it grows itself..
Chuja is the Hamilton Morris of the occult.
How did he obtain his wealth?
Family money
@@dgenerated Religious institutions, ironically.
Born into it..
Beer !His father was a beer baron !
A spoilt brat !
Thank you 🙏 for sharing
You appreciate Pdf files? he had little boys in his deals. This is all well documented. Go his way... I hope you stay away from children.
Thumbnail reminds me of Nosferatu.
your voice is very similar to Hamilton Morris
Great content, but dude please edit your narration. It’s really jarring when you stutter or stumble on the pronunciation of word.
Dont listen to this moron, they clearly lack patience or people skills...
Loser
BTW…. His name is pronounced Crow+Lee.
I've given up telling people. Even Ozzy said it wrong! hahaha
@@mikomon309 why would you care? PDF file was his biggest addiction in reality. Crowley was shameless about it too. It's well documented. I always wonder of Crowlety fans like you just don't know or if the PDF file part is the magnetism this creep has over you.
@@MicahMicahel WTF? hahahaha
@@MicahMicahel Name a source. Provide *one* name, victim, or murder Crowley committed.
We'll wait.
Love the southern accent you have, keep up the good work!
If you're going to read aloud you should practice pronouncing unfamiliar words.
astral treveling with drugs is drug driven expirience....sleep paralysis is key when you can go fully conscious in sleep paralysis you can go beyond astral travelling whats called near death in control ...astral trevelling is just your own thought space you do it every night nothing special
Very good video
Aleister Crowley: Drug habits and beliefs 27.3.24 hello, mr bannister....
New subscriber great channel 👍
Great vid!
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Good video❤
Long Live the Ancient Dreams!
Ah yea the drug they were after is here today, DMT. Crowley woulda loved the stuff.
I wonder how constipated he was.
A prototype. Never even considered for mass production
yeh but stll he was a kakker a silverspoon boy and living in late1800 early1900
the occult on the crossroads of full open truths and a huge public awareness
it was all basicly mandatory then u really had to have yr eyes and ears in yr pockets locked then not gettin anything from it andsome people didn´t like that
they had other other anyway yeh yeh yeh yeh and then ww1 happened and spanish flu and and kimds of funny weird new deadly stuff
and then movies came automobiles motorcicles airplane it was gone old was gone and burried rught there and then late 1800 early 1900 and a lot of it is still there vurrued and a lot of it fake also
hey who knows are there still out there who been with him in heavy settings and maybe
could say just tell their story b u t but with a bonafide lie detector machine hook up
if thats not too much trouble and maybe not gettin straight up paid for it but a just nice old fashioned compensation arrangement u know u remember those in 80s and 90s
and with aa green light from the machine not falling throuygh bottom of basket
it definately wiill give more weight and caché to their whole tellings of livin it with this dude
Man is faulty so his will performed is faulty some times faital
Frater Perdurabo
Who are his disciples now?
Order Tempe of the Orient. OTO themala
Very interested
The Cia would disagree
The power rangers would be fine with it though
@@DG-iw3ywUnderdog as well
My dear AL,
Abracadabra, was his heading in most of his letters he wrote to people who he considered his confidant. My soul's memory has ❤for Al. I heard his name, and a close friend of my father's would talk about an Englishman who was living in Malta. Every morning our family, friend, Aldo Zagami, would tell me about this kind, man, who he would wake up before the suns alarm clock😅. Aldo told me this person was a gentleman. He would stand like a stork in deep meditation. And, was very happy to teach Aldo yoga. He said, This Englishman taught him yoga, and that summer they met every morning. He told him yoga has 12 disciplines. His Italian was impeccable and taught him about clearing out the mind and Chant, AUM. Aldo said, he had a entourage of snotty, limeys, who were usually asleep till late. He said his name was something he could not remember but the man told him to just call him Bobba😅. When the other people would be there they were mean and drunk,hmm I wonder who this Brit was😮.
My ❤and understanding for ACs' responsibility was great. He was not just some dope fiend, but an Incarnate who was there to usher in the Aquarian age. 😮He was lost in the Kush mountains, these high priests of the Sivagana rescued him and he learned Kasmir Shaivism from a high order who never before him have seen nor met any white men, ever. I read that he returned to the order,and became one of the highest initiates of this rare order. So in his 20s he experienced, Samadhi. People who usually attain Samadhi are in their 40s, , or not till their 50s or older. My dear Frater Perderabo,, you are you! Your Wunderlist and lust for life and uncovering the secrets of the past was a act of bravery, and to judge you because you enjoyed life with gusto, you swashbuckling, man of the sea, who laid out the blueprints for people who wish they were as intelligent and free. Our souls have crossed the forbidden, parameters that most feared with their immoral brands of half assed mystical, malarchycy. Cheers and ❤to you. Love is our law, Thelma is our cry. Your name will always bring a smile for miles . You are beautiful and laid the Golden, road to eternal, happiness within the bosom of the mother Goddess. We will soon cross paths again and we shall dance this intricate dance of death as Nuit Cradles the canopy of stars above us, and dive into inky , seas of night .!🙉🙈🙊
So mote it be honey bee
buzzzz❤🎉❤
Nice to hear the name of malta dropped here
Do you know he was a repeated PDF file? Little boys were often in his deals. This is documented and not under controversy. You maybe only know the 'cool' stuff? Our you think PDF file behaviour is noble and worth admiring? He wanted these boundaries broken.
@@MicahMicahelIs that all you can talk about? He's dead..id be more worried about why you keep mentioning kids for NO reason..it's not some big secret..ya weirdo.
You cant know the whole story.
I’m going to say it the way Ozzy said it…Mr. Crowley!
"what went on in your head..." Actually it was pdf file behaviour. Weird that people think this creep was cool. Either ignorance or they are all pdf files themselves/ I don't doubt that about a quarter of the people on this page know this and think it's hot.
Yes. Ozzy *also* mispronounced his last name.
Only the genuine feral/wildmen have freedom to come and go as they please. All else is pedestrian and mundane repetition.
The wickedest public schoolboy in England.
The veil that hides the mysteries of the universe is woven of silence. The answers reveal themselves to the mystic in solitude and silence. Drugs - of any kind - are trapdoors on the path to enlightenment.
Does not the above opinion discount the entire history of Shamminism? Everything is not for everybody…and that is ok.
Imo chemicals are the only way for SOME not all Western peoples who have little to no prior religious or spiritual background to see through the veil of reality.
@@lindalevitz2502 shamans aren't addicted to cocaine and heroin....depends on the drug
@@biteofanubis3696 i am a cocain and herion addicted shaman.
Each person finds a path in their own way.
I would love to finish listening to this but the narrator is butchering the script….i just can’t follow…
The narrator is just a regular guy (like you and me). This is not the highly polished mainstream media. He’s got 2k followers, not 200k. And, it is very likely that he both wrote the scrip and read it out in a single take. He probably gets little to no compensation for this channel. I think we should give him a break for not doing everything perfectly and appreciate what he did put together well.
If he could have used his interests to better help humanity, it would have been good. Because I share the same last name, sometimes I wonder if I am cursed, lol...
Read eight lectures on yoga if you can.