At 53:13 that enrire list was me in addiction and early recovery. I am now almost 5 years clean and the BPD is now managed extremely well using the same processes that keep me clean. It has gotten so much better and I think radical acceptance of myself and knowing exactly what is in my control has made my codependent and angry at rejection tendencies very much thought only. I still think all the crazy things but no longer entertain them as behavior options. 🤣I dont know how to describe it other than the longer im clean the easier it gets to spot real feelings from knee jerk fear reactions. Like I'm outgrowing it almost?
At 53:13 that enrire list was me in addiction and early recovery. I am now almost 5 years clean and the BPD is now managed extremely well using the same processes that keep me clean. It has gotten so much better and I think radical acceptance of myself and knowing exactly what is in my control has made my codependent and angry at rejection tendencies very much thought only. I still think all the crazy things but no longer entertain them as behavior options. 🤣I dont know how to describe it other than the longer im clean the easier it gets to spot real feelings from knee jerk fear reactions. Like I'm outgrowing it almost?