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  • @zoebutton2887
    @zoebutton2887 2 місяці тому +177

    We met when I was 17 and he was 19. Destined to always be apart and never meet. Worlds away, only connected by a screen. Too young, too broke, too reliant on drugs, driven by our mental illnesses. He was bipolar, and killed himself while I was on a bender. He was 20, I was 18. I got flown to his funeral with my mother, paid for by the rich people in my family who wouldn’t help me meet him. I met his family, and friends, and still- he was only a face on a screen. I was, and still am, so insanely jealous of the people who got to be with him in person and know his touch and see his eyes and beautiful red hair in real life. The most traumatic moments of my life. 2025 it will be 10 years since I lost him and I have not gotten over it.
    I’m another life, my love. I wish you could know me now, happy, healthy, able to love and accept love properly.

    • @kelseyromero4512
      @kelseyromero4512 2 місяці тому +8

      I will never experience the type of grief youve experienced but i am truly sorry that this happened to you, this brought tears to my eyes and whether you believe in the afterlife or not i hope you get to be together after death

    • @mercy6549
      @mercy6549 2 місяці тому +3

      My condolences ♥

    • @lordvoldemort6531
      @lordvoldemort6531 2 місяці тому

      Bro you're encouraging her to die?​@@kelseyromero4512

    • @LivvTheScienceFox
      @LivvTheScienceFox 2 місяці тому

      I am so very sorry for your loss.

    • @mod3341
      @mod3341 2 місяці тому +1

      Sorry about that, that made me cry, you're not alone, I'm with you❤

  • @jupiterdrops7752
    @jupiterdrops7752 2 місяці тому +275

    I wrote this a while ago while bored in class. but I think it fits the vibe. it’s about the end of a relationship.
    I knew it was the end of us, I felt it. For a while now. Maybe it was just the timing. Or the fact that our paths no longer aligned.
    I grabbed my keys to leave his house knowing I’d never return. But as I looked up from the counter, he was staring at me. With his beautiful big brown eyes. And I couldn’t help but stare back. We got lost in each other’s gaze. And at some point, I began to trace around his small freckles and the curves among his face, so I’d never forget it.
    He quickly took me into his arms and embraced me with a hug. Though prior I told myself I wouldn't get lost, but I did. I immediately melted into them, For the last time, hugging each other so tight as if the world was ending. And it felt like it was.
    After a while, he let me go and my body shivered feeling empty and cold, But I knew it was time. I gazed upon his eyes one last time then swiftly headed towards the door.
    “Wait,” he said softly. His curly hair was a mess with bags under his eyes, as if he had barely slept...like me.
    He walked over to me slowly, “can I-I kiss you?” He hesitantly asked.
    My breath hitched.
    His eyes were locked with mine and slowly tears began to fill his, but they never escaped.
    “Just to say goodbye” he practically whispered.
    I slowly shook my head in agreement. He wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer as my gaze nervously shifted between his eyes and lips. Then he began to gently rub his hand on my cheek and finally our lips aligned.
    The tears I had been holding back finally fell. And as we kissed, I began to reminisce our firsts. Our first hug. Our first kiss. Our first…I love you.
    I whispered to him as we hugged each other, “I’m sorry.” I shook in his arms as I sobbed.
    “It’s okay.” He softly said into my ear.
    “I love you” he said. Once the words escaped from his lips, I felt a tear fall down his cheek.
    Something in me inclined me to say it back. Maybe gravity or something else, like a magnet but more.
    “I love you too.”
    And with that I kissed him one last time and ran out of the house before I’d be compelled to stay, I’d forget about my dreams and stay with him. Because I loved him, because he loved me. But I couldn’t stay. He knew that.
    And slowly all of our first became our last. Our last hug. Our last kiss. Our last…I love you.
    The end. (My Wattpad: @Jupiterdropss)

    • @childy_2452
      @childy_2452 2 місяці тому +11

      my god.. i never seen something like that before

    • @jupiterdrops7752
      @jupiterdrops7752 2 місяці тому +4

      @@childy_2452 is that a good or bad thing? 🫣

    • @childy_2452
      @childy_2452 2 місяці тому +6

      @@jupiterdrops7752 its was very unique and i was feeling wholesome

    • @jupiterdrops7752
      @jupiterdrops7752 2 місяці тому +3

      @@childy_2452aww thank you so much! I’m tearing up ahah Honestly I just got done reading a book were the love interest passes away. So my feelings are so raw right now 😅😂

    • @noballsbutiball
      @noballsbutiball 2 місяці тому

      Broo i just cried reading this!!!! this is soo beautiful yet painful to read!😭😭

  • @haku7321
    @haku7321 28 днів тому +5

    If a playlist starts with a syml - yk that this is gonna be an amazing one

  • @jakestarling7598
    @jakestarling7598 2 місяці тому +99

    This life. Like you once said, even if they're gone, your loved ones never really leave you. It's always you

  • @picsheart1675
    @picsheart1675 2 місяці тому +42

    These comments make me feel so much less alone. We're really all in this together.

  • @LivvTheScienceFox
    @LivvTheScienceFox 2 місяці тому +7

    My husband has been sick for some time now, he's been unable to work for over a year, and we're waiting on some important test results for him. I'm so, so scared the news will be really bad.
    We've been together forever, met in high school and now in our late 30s. I love him so very very much, and I go to bed every night terrified this will be the last. That I won't be able to hold him, to tell him I love him, that he won't be able to hold me back and make the worries of the world melt away.
    He's constantly in pain and I can't do anything to help, it's the worst feeling.
    Slowly but surely, it's eaten away at my motivation to keep fighting. I've abandoned most of my friendships, and am barely able to make it through a week at work without collapsing. I feel so guilty for not being able to do more, especially when the world as a whole, feels so dark.

  • @daisyfairy5532
    @daisyfairy5532 2 місяці тому +13

    People are always so beautifull here, i hope i'll meet more people like you guys

  • @weestar4593
    @weestar4593 2 місяці тому +56

    We met when I was 18 years old. In some strange way I knew instantly that he was the love of my life. It is now 20 years to the day since he died in a tragic accident. I have come to the small coastal village where we first kissed and held each other on the beach watching the stars. In life you’re lucky to have “one sweet moment” he was mine. When my time comes I’ll be at peace with him here. On my last day he will be my last thought…

    • @SkylarkConcept
      @SkylarkConcept 2 місяці тому +5

      Why I am crying 😭😭😭,i so sad ,I hope you find him in heaven 😭❤️😭❤️

    • @hiddensecretbw6125
      @hiddensecretbw6125 2 місяці тому +3

      ​@@SkylarkConcept this also made me soo sad. Losing your soulmate is too painful 😭❤️ I hope you're reunited with your love again

  • @hinatariqfazal5446
    @hinatariqfazal5446 2 місяці тому +12

    This is my comfort playlist. I listen to it every now and then to calm down my anxious nervous system

  • @TimelessGospelCountry
    @TimelessGospelCountry 2 місяці тому +410

    Thank you jesus. I praise u my lord nmy God.

  • @anyzamrazilova
    @anyzamrazilova 2 місяці тому +3

    maybe in another universe, i got more years to spend with my beloved grandpa. i'm sure 16 years wasn't enough and i really wish to meet him again somewhere else just to spend much more time with him. i miss every second i got to spend with him, he was the nicest soul i ever met. dear grandpa, i love you to the moon and back. thank you for everything and for making the sky beautiful everytime i look at it. i'm greatful for every day we had together and i just wish we got to say goodbye. i messed up my final visit in the hospital, i really did and i'm really sorry about it, i just hoped you would come home again.
    maybe in another universe, i'm born in the right generation. maybe in another universe, i'm 21 again but in 1960s. maybe in another universe, i would go to so many concerts of my favourite bands and see them when they're young. i would do anything just for one week in 1960s, maybe for just one day just to experience that things my fav singer from them talks about. just to feel the atmosphere. also, maybe in another universe, i got to know him earlier because he's almost 80 now and since we're friends, i realised that when he'll be gone, i'm not going to miss him only as my fav singer, but also as my friend, comfort person and also as something as my 'spare dad' and i'm not ready for this day.
    maybe in another universe, i never lost most of my friends and family. maybe in another universe, i'm not ugly.
    if i just could live in another life in another universe, i would move there immediately.

  • @joy_hipermorte
    @joy_hipermorte 2 місяці тому +120

    Maybe in another universe, my mental illness didn't take my best years and all of me. Maybe in another universe it won't kill me, because in this one, it will

    • @Yello_7
      @Yello_7 2 місяці тому +1

      Are you okay?

    • @mihi1164
      @mihi1164 2 місяці тому +1

      Just live a little that’s the way we can be happy

    • @mihi1164
      @mihi1164 2 місяці тому +1

      You have to be your own light

    • @somebodysmom3747
      @somebodysmom3747 2 місяці тому +1

      Maybe, just maybe.....this is the universe that won't happen. ❤❤

    • @JesusLovesYou1747
      @JesusLovesYou1747 2 місяці тому +2

      Jesus loves you ❤. He's waiting for you, whenever you're ready to talk to Him.

  • @ayaayoub9500
    @ayaayoub9500 2 місяці тому +55

    I just want to find someone who wouldn’t make me beg for them to take me out, to touch me to remind them to kiss me to remind them what to do or what to act, I want someone who wouldn’t make me beg for them to fix it to know what to do someone who wouldn’t make me hysterical who wouldn’t make wait hours till they know how to fix their mistakes. Someone who when I say they did this and this they don’t invalidate it with saying they didn’t, someone who cares about what I care about someone who manages to take me out without making me cry, someone who wouldn’t ruin my birthdays, someone who wouldn’t fall asleep whenever I needed them, I want to be loved properly I don’t want to teach someone how to love and how to act to love me I shouldn’t have to do that I lost everything for this relationship I lost everything especially my self, all this time I have been dating myself all this time I was the one feeding u the words to say u never acted on ur own I had to tell u what to do how to do what to say when u should know if u cared u would notice if u cared u would’ve seen u would’ve known it’s so simple, u made it feel like it was hard to love me when it’s so easy and simple it’s so simple

    • @annsheely
      @annsheely 2 місяці тому +7

      The worst is I’ve been telling myself “I deserve better” but I don’t really believe I deserve it. I don’t even want to be loved as much as I want someone to show me I’m worth loving

    • @-rjpple-6171
      @-rjpple-6171 2 місяці тому +2

      @@annsheely "we accept the love we think we deserve" "can we make them know that they deserve more" "we can try" someone will try. i think there will always be someone who tries

    • @annsheely
      @annsheely 2 місяці тому +2

      @@-rjpple-6171 I’ve always held on to that hope

    • @saltymanga6841
      @saltymanga6841 2 місяці тому

      i hope you find your person

    • @sahiraalikhan13
      @sahiraalikhan13 8 днів тому

      a promise from a stranger on the internet, oh you'll get this and so so much more, i promise u

  • @anavih7906
    @anavih7906 2 місяці тому +35

    Maybe in another universe...i won't be afraid

    • @ahalax5711
      @ahalax5711 13 днів тому +1

      It's alright to be afraid, y'know? One of my favorite quotes is "Feel the fear, but do it anyway"

  • @Flaky1990
    @Flaky1990 2 місяці тому +50

    Maybe in another life, you're still here at my side.
    Maybe in another life, our friends didn't force us to walk home on our own.
    Maybe in another life, that driver decided not to drink and drive.
    Maybe in another life, I was conscious while you breathed your last.
    Maybe in another life, we died together, as we were meant to.

    • @shosh4511
      @shosh4511 2 місяці тому

      what happened ?

  • @veronikahufova4265
    @veronikahufova4265 2 місяці тому +22

    "There's no rest for me in this world. Perhaps, in the next." - Tommy Shelby

  • @ТаняМаксимук-о5б
    @ТаняМаксимук-о5б 2 місяці тому +1

    We met three years ago, I still love everything connected with her and remember her with a smile on my face. and she fell in love with another person, but for me she will forever remain my only one

  • @grazyofc9714
    @grazyofc9714 2 місяці тому +13

    Amo muito essa vibe. Voltarei aqui com toda certeza!!!

  • @mihi1164
    @mihi1164 2 місяці тому +5

    This playlist is awesome😭😭😭

  • @mercy6549
    @mercy6549 2 місяці тому +1

    in love with this playlist

  • @kellyku2230
    @kellyku2230 Місяць тому

    This is the BEST playlist that I’ve ever listened 🥹🌹💖

  • @Sam_280
    @Sam_280 2 місяці тому +3

    i made a bit of a poem or just nice message for anyone who needs it. fyi im new to writing so im not sure if its any good, but if it might help someone, then im willing to try :)
    BITTERSWEET
    Emotions are weird. One minute everything is amazing. The sun shines brightly, the flowers look and smell wonderful, the smallest things seem so sweet.
    And yet, the other, it feels like my world is falling apart. The sun is gone, the flowers have died, and they smell of rot, and the smallest things seem to have gotten bitter.
    I find myself constantly asking “what is wrong with me?” I care so deeply, but I also become careless. I don’t want to be alone, but I don’t want anyone near me. On some days, life is beautiful, on others, I see myself slowly rotting away.
    Ill look in the mirror and ask, “do I like who I am right now?”
    I don’t know. Today? Sure. Tomorrow? Maybe not so much. How will I ever know what I might feel the next morning? I can’t. There’s no way of knowing. One might say it’s a game of luck. I say, it is what you make it.
    If you choose to be sad, that’s how you will feel. But its hard, to get out of that mindset. I know all too well how it goes. The key is to remember that, if you don’t want change, you won’t get it. And another reminder, that its okay to not always be happy. Everyone has bad days. Some last longer than others. You don’t have to fake a smile. Your feelings are valid. You are amazing. You don’t have to hide.
    And don’t forget, a bad day does not mean a bad life. Even if it feels a bit bittersweet.
    thank you. i hope you have a great day or night :) remember, you are loved and you are enough.

  • @VanThienLeu
    @VanThienLeu 2 місяці тому +2

    Absolutely love this track!

  • @martinmeyer3113
    @martinmeyer3113 2 місяці тому +3

    I love you in every universe

  • @letusleave690
    @letusleave690 2 місяці тому +11

    i personally think in playlist like these, taehyungs songs should be included. his vibe is so calming

  • @sleepiecassidy
    @sleepiecassidy 2 місяці тому +47

    Timestamps 🎧
    00:00 SYML - Where's My Love
    03:59 Novo Amor - State Lines
    07:20 Zach Webb - found
    12:32 Austin Farwell - New Home (75147)
    14:40 Instupendo - Comfort Chain
    17:45 Tom Rosenthal - It's OK
    21:03 FKJ - Ylang Ylang
    24:38 Tom Rosenthal - Go Solo
    27:07 Quiet Resource
    30:39 Roar - I Can’t Handle Change
    34:20 Tom Rosenthal - Lights Are On

    • @shaileshdwivedi
      @shaileshdwivedi 2 місяці тому +1

      The second last track feels not in sync with others. Rest are perfect.

    • @sleepiecassidy
      @sleepiecassidy 2 місяці тому +1

      @@shaileshdwivedi oh i just copied and paste it from the description

  • @Mia.6363
    @Mia.6363 2 місяці тому +11

    So beautiful...so emotional

  • @ArcNemis
    @ArcNemis 2 місяці тому

    The only playlist that calms my soul

  • @amethyst_majo
    @amethyst_majo 2 місяці тому +3

    I really enjoyed listening to this while reading Friren

  • @ЭльрикЭрикезе
    @ЭльрикЭрикезе 2 місяці тому +22

    The girl made me fall in love with her, and dissappeared then without saying anything. That feeling of sadness, longing and abandonment sucks.

  • @billzothebozo
    @billzothebozo 2 місяці тому +5

    🍡- Will you marry me if we are reborn in a world without demons?
    🐍- I’ll marry you in the next life and all the lives after that.

  • @hannanehangerabi4835
    @hannanehangerabi4835 2 місяці тому +2

    Maybe in another world I would never be afraid or stressed or unconfident
    10:15

  • @sv.starmbylight
    @sv.starmbylight Місяць тому +1

    Tal vez en otra vida, el si me amara..

  • @zane-eu8r
    @zane-eu8r Місяць тому +1

    maybe in another life i would know peace.

  • @mohammedshaz550
    @mohammedshaz550 2 місяці тому +7

    It too shall pass, happiness or sadness😅. Hope you all find the light by the end of the tunnel ✌️. 🇬🇧

  • @jake.duncanson
    @jake.duncanson 2 місяці тому +3

    Just want someone who wants me as much as deep down I want them… 😅
    And of course to show that effort for it 🙃

  • @quququ_rin
    @quququ_rin Місяць тому

    it hurts me so much. it hurts me so much that we can no longer communicate (this was not our desire or decision). damn.

  • @Grey_Ocean
    @Grey_Ocean 2 місяці тому +4

    Я включаю твои плейлисты, когда провожу фотосессии для моих клиентов. Это создает отличное настроение❤ спасибо 💖

  • @kiiepinkz
    @kiiepinkz 2 місяці тому +14

    I don't know if anyone will read this comment, but I'm here to say that I pray that everything that is hurting you or making you stressed goes away. I don't know what you're going through, but please don't give up, this phase will pass and everything will be okay, things will get better. Life isn't always good, the world is sometimes very cruel, and it's okay to cry, it's okay to not be okay, the important thing is not to give up. Always remember that you are special, you are loved & I will always support you, even without knowing you, I'm here rooting for you !
    ~ With love, @kiiepinkz ( or just Sarah, thats my name

    • @tanyaablanida792
      @tanyaablanida792 2 місяці тому +1

      I'm glad to see your comment Sarah, it made me feel a lil bit of calm. I am struggling with many things in my life, that I have nobody to really talk it out to because I'm scared of judgment, rejection or betrayal. It's hard for me to trust to anyone, even my closest friends... But, do you wanna be friends?

    • @picsheart1675
      @picsheart1675 2 місяці тому

      bro this comment has me in shambles

    • @NillVienna
      @NillVienna 2 місяці тому

      Your massage makes me feel I should leave what's happened in the past, and yea, future will be better.
      Thanks buddeeey🌱

  • @cambellolli
    @cambellolli 2 місяці тому +10

    he is my best lesson he was the best person for me from understanding me to make me irritate he do all funny stuffs but i can't hold this bond it feels like i m cheating on my family i always use to say him we r best fnrds not lovers but he from starting imagined everything everythig was going good but theres always a dark side of every human i told him if he ever break my trust he will gonna break me then on.. i was preparing for my exams again idk what he thought but he destroyed my bday with his single text i was numb at that moment he can say that all things on someother day but he chose to do it on my day from that day till now i didn't talked to him u know bf gf brakeup hurts but loosing ur best frnd make u dead and he makes that good hearted girl sad now she can never trust on frndship !! is i m dumb or this universe is too dark for person like me ???
    leave everything like a good dream btw

    • @NillVienna
      @NillVienna 2 місяці тому

      I do really feel you... I was in a same situation, but I leaved him, cus I was scared about this type of broken that you experienced... its sad for me... for the good days that we could try em. But family is more important than them... he never broke me, but may it happend in the future. Idk may I'm just telling sh.ts now... idk, I think maybe when you talk and leave your feelings get free, and maybe it's a best part of everything.

  • @KunalGrover-p8z
    @KunalGrover-p8z 2 місяці тому +4

    In every lives ishita❤ forever

  • @clarisserotonin6198
    @clarisserotonin6198 2 місяці тому +1

    Maybe in another life, we met later than earlier.
    Maybe in another life the stars didn’t tell us we were proved to crumble each other’s hearts.
    Maybe in another life I never told you how I felt.
    Maybe in another life you didn’t kiss me.
    Maybe in another life you love me as much as I *loved* you.

  • @BimbiDawg
    @BimbiDawg 2 місяці тому +7

    Back to the time's where money doesn't rule the world

    • @weasel2444
      @weasel2444 2 місяці тому +1

      How make it some little real ...

  • @lexabiallrd9712
    @lexabiallrd9712 2 місяці тому +2

    I’ve replayed the entire video at least 5 time in a row

  • @destinydelgado2036
    @destinydelgado2036 2 місяці тому +14

    maybe in another universe I would never met him.

  • @justvibinchrystal
    @justvibinchrystal  3 місяці тому +31

    hi youtube!! It's been a while :) (im fine guys dw). In the past year, I felt really unmotivated to continue, and sometimes I just wanna rot in bed 🫠 and pro crastinate all my work 👀. But I've come to realize that this is what I enjoy doing, and what I should continue to do ♥. So, (hopefully) I'll be able to make some time to make videos outside of school. Tysm for understanding y'all are the best 😭❤
    Support my bestie 👉solo.to/justvibinchrystal
    have a great day 🌼(leave any suggestions in the comments!)

    • @SolidSnek262
      @SolidSnek262 2 місяці тому +3

      Thank you for making this playlist, it’s helping me more than you know 🫶 even found a new favorite song

  • @chrismartinlaijin5093
    @chrismartinlaijin5093 2 місяці тому +1

    Never. It HAS to be in this one, the next life should be for us to reunite, not unite for the first time. . .

  • @kimberlyestefany-ip9oc
    @kimberlyestefany-ip9oc 2 місяці тому +2

    it gives off obanai and mitsuri vibes

  • @missmikaelsonsalvatore
    @missmikaelsonsalvatore 2 місяці тому +2

    Só música agradável de ouvir. Excelente playlist. ❤❤

  • @iooo7074
    @iooo7074 2 місяці тому +2

    When u arrived in a room u always look for him but u didn't even notice i was staring at you the whole time

  • @hastiamiri20
    @hastiamiri20 2 місяці тому +3

    Beautiful playlist.

  • @Lub606
    @Lub606 2 місяці тому +2

    Спасибо , это было чудесно

  • @randomgirlboy
    @randomgirlboy 2 місяці тому

    Maybe in another life!

  • @VictoriaP921
    @VictoriaP921 2 місяці тому +6

    Maybe in another universe, Mom, let us stay home and watch TV instead of making us go to the park where you took your last breath.

  • @sunsurf8555
    @sunsurf8555 2 місяці тому +2

    beautiful music

  • @I_love_horses26
    @I_love_horses26 2 місяці тому +8

    maybe in another life this world wont be so f-c)ed up

  • @blinkarmy861
    @blinkarmy861 Місяць тому

    You're next to me but it feels like you're so far away. I think you know how I feel, that I'm really in love, but since I feel like you don't I'll gladly look away. I wonder if one day I'd regret it, not saying anything to you.

  • @tayswif13
    @tayswif13 2 місяці тому +25

    as a queer person "in another lifetime" is so real

    • @ElysiumKeeper
      @ElysiumKeeper 2 місяці тому

      OH I KNOW. Hugs, so many of them. You deserve them.

  • @Bublemsarca
    @Bublemsarca 2 місяці тому

    MAXTON HALL!!!

  • @spongebobsquarepants3952
    @spongebobsquarepants3952 2 місяці тому +1

    the 3rd song is about the writing when he found Jesus he found life

  • @mamaru3300
    @mamaru3300 2 місяці тому +1

    He likes me, I love him. He is so bussy that he can't be in a relationship. Maybe in another life...

  • @Milly-cy6bn
    @Milly-cy6bn 2 місяці тому +1

    as if you get more than one. ✨

  • @lau.ra_
    @lau.ra_ 2 місяці тому

    Maybe in another life, I find courage and I write to you. Just to tell you how I feel when you're around. How you look so beautiful. How you make me laugh so hard.

  • @alguem...alguem6040
    @alguem...alguem6040 2 місяці тому +2

    Se fosse uma playlist brasileira com certeza teria "armandinho-outra vida" kkkkkk

  • @MartinMorphyRR
    @MartinMorphyRR 2 місяці тому +3

    Muy bueno gracias

  • @mahamurad-c4y
    @mahamurad-c4y 2 місяці тому

    ‏‪15:02‬‏
    I want to sleep. 😣💔‪

  • @Henkie-Fivem
    @Henkie-Fivem 2 місяці тому +1

    Amin

  • @LorensSamson
    @LorensSamson 2 місяці тому +5

    Where did you get those beautiful picture for this music?

    • @TheReseda
      @TheReseda 2 місяці тому +2

      From "Little women" movie (2019)

  • @GraceMeyers-d9n
    @GraceMeyers-d9n 29 днів тому

    maybe in another life ... I won't be me.

  • @kimboclerk9790
    @kimboclerk9790 2 місяці тому

  • @MartinMorphyRR
    @MartinMorphyRR 2 місяці тому +2

    Gracias por esto

  • @nnnnn-v9h
    @nnnnn-v9h 2 місяці тому

    maybe in another universe he would more conscious of the trauma he lived, heal it so we can together, he doesn’t want help, if we stay it's going to be toxic for me and too much for him, we are better not together. or maybe i am just not the woman he wanted to try for her.

    • @nnnnn-v9h
      @nnnnn-v9h 2 місяці тому

      On the first and on the last, it rained
      Weird how I hated the rain on the first
      But it comforted me on the last
      Maybe because the sky wasn’t the only thing raining
      My eyes got wet ,I get to hide , i get to tell people it was the rain
      I liked to tell him it was a good sign
      I liked to tell myself it was okay to cry
      The first time rain washed his flaws
      But the last time it washed our vows
      To stay together, loyal, patient and resilient
      And If only he didn’t look at me with those eyes
      The same look of love he gave me
      When I was between his arms
      From the very first rain
      And until the last rain, he didn’t keep his eyes off me
      letting them speak for him, those words not articulated
      And I don’t know if rain at that time washed them
      Or maybe just his feelings
      I don’t know if I wanted to hear them
      Or maybe I knew it was only going to make us more blue, more wet under this hurtful rain
      Too much words left unsaid, too much looks that made me fold
      But I was a woman, I needed to act like a woman
      So I let my heart go down the drain with the droplets of rain
      Maybe I hated it but maybe it was right
      Or maybe I was just a little girl who needed love
      My heart was absent and my mind was foggy
      Rain rain rain
      It’s you the first time and it’s you the last time
      Maybe I should have stayed longer under it so it would take away the regret
      But it was all what I could keep from my unlived fantasy
      Maybe a little bit of affection and desire
      To hug them more , and feel them more
      But only under the rain
      So it can take everything, wash it like it never was
      Like I never lived it
      Like I never wished for it to get into a more beautiful reality
      Like I never planned kids names and wedding venues
      Like I never listened to his heartbeats
      Like I never saw the look in his eyes
      Like I never was ready to L….
      Rain rain rain
      Please please
      Come back
      Next day and the day after it
      So you water this time a heart you washed once
      Maybe it will be free this time
      From unlived love that hurted more that than the one I had
      Maybe this time when the rain comes
      I wouldn’t be raining
      Maybe this time only the grounds would be wet and not my eyes
      Maybe my body will forget his touch
      Maybe my eyes would forget his
      And Maybe it would be our first time again
      So I’d hope it would never rain on planet earth
      Impossible
      Because we were never meant to be together ,in this life
      Perhaps on another planet, perhaps in another universe
      Because it would keep raining , always.

  • @saltymanga6841
    @saltymanga6841 2 місяці тому

    In another life, one that wasn't so cruel, we would have spent our days in longing, my sorrows would be nothing when I thought of her, we would get married and have kids, eventually growing old and dying, then meeting once again in heaven. that wasn't what God intended though, I know why things turned out the way they did, but man it hurts.

  • @user000-j5z
    @user000-j5z 2 місяці тому +1

    there were so many more ways it could've been. this is a tragedy.
    there was no other way it could've been. this is the other tragedy.

  • @el_vlog1
    @el_vlog1 2 місяці тому

    May be in another life I will have parents would laugh at my silly thoughts instead of making everything toxic. May be in another life people around me won't make fun of my kindness. May be in another life I will be a little proud of myself. May be in another life I will be at a little peace.

  • @Dascencoficial
    @Dascencoficial 2 місяці тому +2

    Bom dia❤❤❤❤

  • @ricoisaac235
    @ricoisaac235 2 місяці тому +1

    Did she run away

  • @muhammadfarel5970
    @muhammadfarel5970 2 місяці тому +1

    good

  • @caffeinehugg
    @caffeinehugg 2 місяці тому +1

    ♥️♥️

  • @sionsofficial5593
    @sionsofficial5593 2 місяці тому +2

    V😊

  • @GiuliaC-09
    @GiuliaC-09 2 місяці тому +1

    ♥️

  • @Bal_GOD
    @Bal_GOD 2 місяці тому +2

    .

  • @just_jane7
    @just_jane7 2 місяці тому +1

    sorry, that's all my faults. i can't see your face, body, hands, legs, voices and others. i shouldn't said it. sorry, my best friend also my favorite person. i miss you. i love you.

  • @хлебаизрелищ-щ8щ
    @хлебаизрелищ-щ8щ 2 місяці тому +2

    💔

  • @ItsssChellyxzzz
    @ItsssChellyxzzz 2 місяці тому

    lagu anu

  • @Fashion-Ash
    @Fashion-Ash 2 місяці тому +1

    I just wanted to know someone who wanted to know my soul and meet my scars. Instead of someone who saw a trophy or an ego boost 🥲💗

  • @orlandoordaz1551
    @orlandoordaz1551 2 місяці тому +1

    .