Sian I've had to come and leave you a comment sweetheart and reassure you that it's not just you she's ghosting I've had the same treatment aswell. I've been totally blanked since August last year. Sadly there are some youtubers (not just the one who has ghosted us) who only care about numbers and getting or making money from their subs and when they think you might just be doing a little better than them or may have a better real life than them the jealousy kicks in. But we are not all like that. Some of us do UA-cam because we genuinely enjoy it. A hobby. We don't need to compete darling because we are doing it for the right reasons. And we certainly aren't doing it for the money. Sending you lots of love and genuine support from one small youtuber to another ❤️ ❤️❤️
Hey lovely Maxine, we don’t need nasty people like her in our lives, “don’t let other creators get you down” 😉😂. You will always have my support too. If anyone reading this doesn’t follow the lovely @MaxineGeorgina, please go over and give her a follow 👆♥️. Lots of love ❤️ xxxxx
Max,Sian I think I know who this is.... I might be wrong. The person I'm thinking of has changed so much. Used to be down to earth, funny and relateable. Not now. Just vulgar and I wouldn't put it past this person being jealous. I hope you guys never change. Stay true to yourselves and your principals. ❤
Anyone ghosting you is an arse Sian, you're dealing with the worst thing any mother can go thru and anyone in your life should appreciate that. Happy belated birthday xxx
@@Sianybosh you keep going with your you tube Chanel, you're doing great. there's an army of us who look and wait for your vids. Unfortunately you're right, some ppl use ppl to get that "I've done good for this person" to show their subs. People see thru it. Chin up, make up on, wee rocky doo dah out the door. It's fine to be sad too, just keep being you xxx
Sending lots of love and hugs sweetie , you don't deserve all this negativity and the " friend " has lost but we still have you. Good to hear Marcus and Kelsey are settling into their new home . It will take some getting used to I know .. hope Matty sorts his car out soon . Take care x 🌹💕🌹 xx
Thanks Amanda, I feel silly mentioning it on here, but that’s what I vlog for, to talk about what’s going on in my life and if I’m struggling. I don’t want to upset anyone and that’s why I didn’t say who it was that had ghosted me. Yes Marcus and Kelsey are settling into there new home and have been decorating this weekend. Take care lovely and I hope you’re well ♥️🌹♥️ xxx
I don't understand why anyone would do that to you that's nasty but it's she who has the problem not you . hope it's not someone I watch as il be unsubscribing to her channel. you are beautiful inside and out plz don't let this get to you sian you are loved so much I look forward to ur vlogs 💖
So sorry you're feeling like this especially over someone that clearly doesn't deserve you in their life. I haven't followed you for that long but you seem like such a lovely lady, I do hope things get better ( has much as they can obviously) and you find the happy that you do deserve. If you need to talk about whoever or whatever then you should and certainly shouldn't apologise for doing so, it's not like you are causing trouble you're just speaking your truth and how you feel. Take care lovely lady x
I’m surprised because she’s seems such a nice person, I’ve followed her for a long time now, that’s how I came across you with your colab. I’m sorry this as happened to you 😢When my 3 girls moved out I was so down & it’s called empty nest syndrome but you adjust with time.
I know I'm watching this a bit late but, as I'm watching, I can hear a car backfiring on the main Portsmouth roundabout, and the driver is revving it up like mad!
It’s annoying isn’t it? These people haven’t got a clue. Seeing and hearing speeding cars, brings on my PTSD and can cause me to have panic attacks. Thanks for going back and watching my older videos ♥️ xxx
Stay strong Sian. If someone can treat you like that then they really didn't deserve to be in your life. Could it maybe be jealousy or competition. Very sad all the same. Sending you big hugs and lots of strength. You could always Foster. You would be perfect. Would love to do this but haven't got a spare room. Keep going ,really enjoy your chatty vlogs and loved the Devon one xxx🥰💕
Ahh thank you 😊. I don’t know why she did this really? I don’t see UA-cam as competition, but a lot of UA-camrs do and it’s quite sad really. I’d love to do fostering, but I wouldn’t be able to say goodbye and I think I’d be sad every time. Me and Matthew want to have another baby and if it happens then we would feel blessed. ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ You never really know anyone Sian. It's hard when you put your trust in someone and they do this. To ghost you is a bit strange. There is only one person I can think of that you have spoken about so assuming it's her!! I may be wrong. Don't let this knock you!!! You are stronger and better. Better now then later when you may have invested more time into the friendship. Yes that the sad part of fostering. Another baby would be amazing 😊 Always here to chat. Xxx
Oh my goodness my heart sank when I saw the footage of your car breaking down on the roundabout one of my worst nightmares glad you both are OK sweetheart I know how your feeling at the moment iv been in a slump myself got no energy and no up and go in me feeling low hope you start feeling better soon lovely always here if you need a chat as always love you lots ❤️ 💕 💗 xxxx
Thanks lovely, I know it was so scary!! All we heard was a bang and felt something go underneath us. It’s still on the blumin drive and it was meant to be picked up today 🤦🏻♀️. I know you know who I was talking about matey 😉. I’m always here too if you need a chat, just text me whenever, you have my number ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ I sure do lovely don't let it get you down she really isn't worth it your wonderful can't wait for us to meet up this year that's definitely happening 😘😘♥️♥️
Hi sian,sending you lots of hugs,I know how you feel when my daughter left home it was really hard,still miss her she left home ten years ago,it's a lot of getting use to, empty nest sydrome,so sorry to hear your being ghosted,hope it's not someone I follow that's so awful, you think people are genuine and there not,just say to your self it's her loss not yours your better than that,your a genuine friend X
I don’t want to sound patronising but after what you’ve been through, I’m not surprised you are up and down. I don’t know how you manage to function on an everyday level. xx
Hi Sian... ive only been watching your channel a few months, and although I don't always comment on everyone, I love your Channel, I could see something wasn't right, you have a heart of gold and anybody can see that, keep your chin up, sending you a massive hug... from One Brummie to another xxx 😘😘
Thanks hun and I don’t expect you to comment on all my videos, but I appreciate every comment I receive. I’ve been ghosted on a few occasions and it does really get to me, I wish it didn’t, but I’m quite a fragile person. So you’re only up the road from me? 🥰♥️ xxx
Oh Sian I said to my hubby you wasn’t right and something was niggling away at you. I know your anxiety will have been through the roof as I am the same in these situations it’s just uncalled for, but come on girl you’ve had much worse than this thrown at you, and look how far you’ve come, yes you still and always will have big down days but you’ve built and still building a great channel with lots of lovely subscribers who love to see your content. Must be so hard with Marcus and Kelsey moving out, a lot of my friends are struggling with empty nest syndrome!! They’re say to me and my hubby who do you do it just you two 🤣 keep strong and take care, lots of love xxx ❤😘
I knew that the people that know me well, will notice I’m not right and that’s why I decided to share what’s playing on my mind. You are so true, I really need to not let something so silly get to me. I need to get myself back on track. It’s like I said before, I’ve always been like Marmite, you either love me or hate me 😁. Thank you for giving me that kick up the bum 😘 xxx
@@Sianybosh it’s because you care and you’re a kind hearted person that things like this get to you, you expect to be treated as you treat others and that’s not always the case sadly. I’ve learnt that the hard way! I’ve been shit on many of times, I have had a garden full of people round at mine then the following week some of them have gone out and not bothered to ask me!! And yes it does hurt but I’m that soft I’ll probably do it again this summer and get shit on again 🤣🤣🙄 well I’m off to watch MAFS australia. Take care and night 😘 xx
Hi Sian! No wonder you haven't been feeling yourself - between the car issues, having to cut your holiday short, to Marcus moving out - so glad he is doing well to your friend you made on UA-cam now ghosting you. That really makes me mad - I hate to see my friend hurting and there is no reason to treat you like that. Gosh, I would be thrilled if I could text or talk with you. I'm sorry - just remember we love you lots! The gifts from your mother are SO nice! I would love to have a lamp like that for my wire crafting. I am going to check if we can get those in the States. Take care - sending lotsa love to all! ❤ xo
@@NANov5 Hi Nanov5! Yes, and I love it. Its challenging and its so nice to be able to make things just using your imagination and not following a pattern.
@@BrendainPA i used to crotchet brenda , i have a bad hand now so dont do it much , i cant follow a pattern but i created some amazing baby things , hope your ok my lovely 🌹❤️🌹
Hey Brenda, unfortunately this person didn’t want to be friends, so oh well. I hope she doesn’t do it to any other creators, only time will tell? You can message me anytime on Instagram. I would give you my number, but it would cost a fortune to contact me ♥️ xxx
I’d love to say, but I just don’t want to cause problems or upset anyone. I feel a bit silly posting this video now, but I like to open up on camera. Xx
Sian dont let this person get to you. If she was a true friend she would be supporting you not ghosting you and the other ladies. This person is simply jealous that you are doing well. I know lots of people enjoy your channel because you are down to earth. What I like about you is unlike Faye Jay who I know is your friend, you're not a foul mouthed person, which is in my opinion very off putting. Your channel is interesting and you dont bombard your viewers with constant videos in which you try to sell stuff to them like certain channels. I hope your channel goes from strength to strength and you get the reconition you desrve. Personally I wouldnt let someone like this back in my life if it was me. True friends are there for you in good times and bad. xxxx
@@TammyKeetley thanks hun, I really appreciate you taking the time to send such a lovely comment 🥰. We’re not friends hun, and I don’t think we ever were. I can have a bit of a potty mouth sometimes, but I tend not to swear too much on my channel, because it’s not what I’m about. I vlog to keep me occupied and it makes me feel closer to Izzie ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ bless you Sian. You just be yourself and don't worry about other people on UA-cam. If your channel helps you, then that's all that matters xxx
Bless you sweetheart, empty nest is such a strange thing, on the one hand you are happy that they are growing up and doing their own thing but it leaves you feeling so lost and lonely. It will get easier sweetheart. As for the other situation with the fellow UA-camr, it’s such a shame especially when you thought that you were friends, try not to let it get to you and just know that it’s their issue and nothing to do with you as a person, unfortunately if people feel like they can’t get anything from you they drop you like a hot potato. Chin up beautiful lady, there are plenty of us that are your friends remember that 🙏🏼😘❤️
Hi Sian, sorry you are feeling down, its so easy to say but try not to let other peoples actions affect you, obviously not the same situation but when dating I had lots of that kind of behaviour and its always because of what is going on in their lives (I know this after subsequent chats) and nothing to do with you, but it still feels super personal, and you are right, it only takes a second to text. Wow those wax melts look amazing. May I ask what brow product you use? I have a bow wax but it leaves a white cast and then gets mixed up with my foundation, I cant quite work out what I'm doing wrong. Chin up chick 💕
Thank you Tracey, it’s happened to me before as well. It’s not nice and it makes you think, it’s your fault? I can’t think of anything that I would of done to upset them? You’re right, a lot could be going on in their life. The brow wax is a brand called byelllie, I bought it from Tiktok shop and the eye brow pencil is from shein, but is very similar to the primark and maybelline ultra fine, brow pencil (I think that’s what it’s called?) I hope you’re ok? Sending big hugs ♥️ xxxxx
It sounds like you had a lucky escape Sian, you only need people in your life that love and support you. You deserve so much more honey. Sending love and hugs your way. 🤗🤗🤗 xxx
We are all your virtual friends xx sending hugs xx you are a very genuine person who actually sends a ♥️ or a quick message back , that's what I like about you .
It’s a nightmare isn’t it? We are getting it diagnosed soon, but pretty sure it’s the gear box 🤦🏻♀️. More penny’s on the car, when I want a new kitchen 😆 xx
You said its just you and Matty now. What about little Rocky? You can't forget him and don't forget you're always have your beautiful Izzy surrounding you. X
Hi 👋 sian don’t let the b……ds get you down you have enough going on in your life putting one foot out of bed in the morning is hard enough when you lost a child there are a lot of good people out here you just met a messer just be careful ❗️ next time 😊
People who ghost others are emotionally immature. They aren't able to have honest and kind relationships for any number of reasons that we may not know or understand. I know it feels awful, it's happened to me, but the friendship probably wasn't right for you. Be kind to yourself and keep doing what you're doing. It helps so many people to hear you talk about everything you are going through at the moment, so many can relate. Sending lots of love xxx.
Very true, it’s such a shame because this person says she hasn’t got any friends? Many people have tried to be her friend, but she’s not interested. Thank you for your kind message ♥️ xxxx
She has a lot to learn, you need much wiser friends! And don't feel bad for talking about it, these things do affect us and its ok to say so. Look forward to seeing you this coming week 😊❤️
@@mariedavis894 I have quite a few friends that these passed few years I’ve not seen. With covid and losing my Izzie, our lives completely changed. I’ve tried to stay in touch with them all and I never ignore anyone, I just need to make more time for my friends I think. ♥️ xxxx
Yes you are forever changed by losing your beautiful Izzie. You & Matty are navigating a whole new world now and beautiful Izzie is in your heart & soul forever giving you extra beauty & wisdom. Covid also made us reassess our lives. Trust your intuition & only be with people who feel right. Your mum sounds amazing! 😍 xxxx
@@Sianybosh I know who u mean iv unsubscribed to her went off her a while ago anyway I'm a good judge of character. take care look forward to ur nxt vlog ❤❤❤
I dont mean this is a horrible way. Have you thought about tidying your bedroom to try and lighten your mind a bit. I know when Im not feeling right or thinking straight its usually because my bedroom is cluttered. xxxxx
That’s easier said than done. My depression takes away all my motivation. I’m love having a clean and tidy home, but I have to be in the right frame of mind. I know you don’t mean it in a horrible way and I agree that a tidy house does help. I hate clutter and really could do with sorting my room out. Xx
@@Sianybosh If I feel overwhelmed and unmotivated, I do my 15 minute thing. I set a timer for 15 minutes and see how much I can do then I have a little breather then do another 15 minutes. Xxx
Like most of your regular viewers I guessed something wasn't right and I really wish that I was there with you to give you a big hug and lift you up. I really admire your strength and the reason why you started your channel and wish I had your courage to do the same. I always look forward to your uploads and we are very similar in lots of ways especially with being a fellow Fibro Warrior. My son moved out 4 years ago and my daughter is planning on leaving next year so I totally understand that 'empty-nest syndrome'. Sending big hugs and positive thoughts your way, you got this Sian 👍 ❤️ 🫂
If you want to start vlogging, just go for it. I was so surprised at how well I took to it and enjoyed it as much as my Izzie. I’ve taken a few days away from vlogging, but I’ll be back this week. Sending lots of love ❤️ xxxxx
Thank you so much for your reply @sianboshellvlogs. You enjoy a well deserved break Sian and come back when you feel you are able to. Try to look after yourself and take time to pamper your good self. Maybe in time write a to do - list, maybe future ambitions, ideas, hobbies/learning new things, journalling/scrapbook/crafting, gratitudes etc. Put some energy into concentrating on making that new office room and you can still see Marcus & Kelsey often, maybe plan a weekly family meal/games night so you have something to look forward to. Sorry I've waffled too long but I struggle with depression and poor health so I know what it's like to feel this kind of way. Sending you lots of love my lovely. PS. Please give Rocky a big squidge from Blackpool ❤❤❤
Does she begin with F?? You're very sensitive Sian. Lovely lady ...hope I don't say the wrong thing but have you thought about a baby? You're a lovely Mom. X
I wish I could spill the beans, I just don’t want to upset anyone. You haven’t said the wrong thing, me and Matthew would love another child and if it happens then we would be so happy. Thank you, that’s so kind ♥️ xxx
Hi 👋 lovely, please keep your head held high, your amazing 🤩 as for the ghosting UA-camr. it’s probably a case of jealousy as there are many obsessed with the subscriber numbers but to begin with you just need to want to & enjoy it as you know. As for Marcus moving out it’s a new norm for you all, get your diary out hun make plans meals, coffee dates, holidays, doing a new hobby, it’s your time to shine & have time for you & your hubby, enjoy hun, cos before you know where your at probably be pitter patter of tiny feet for Marcus 😊… you thought about doing maybe some volunteering in schools hun, working with police to promo road safety & even train’s especially as we are heading towards summer, not all UA-camrs are bell 🛎️ ends 😂, always feel free to text me I’m a message away 🤗 xx
Marcus doesn’t want children for a long time, he’s very career driven. Believe me I’ve mentioned it to him a few times 😂. Me and Matthew actually would love to have another baby, so hopefully it may happen before I get too old 😉🥰. The UA-camr I was talking about hasnt got a small channel like ours, she’s doing pretty well and has quite a big fan base, but does get some stick as well. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were subscribed to her. Can’t really say much more, because I really don’t want to upset anyone, I’m not like that. I love a good list and make them all the time, I just need to actually do the things on the list 😆😂. I think it’s my depression, it just takes all my motivation away and I can’t concentrate or do anything when I’m like that. I have arranged a meet up with one of my friends at the end of March, so fingers crossed I can stick to it. ♥️ xxx
@@Sianybosh ah well fair play to him, that would be lovely hun another baby for you guys, ooh hope I’m not subscribed to them if there rude tho, but totally understand you are limited to what you can say, ano I’m same with them lists 😂 but lately I’ve been pushing myself with doing stuff & outings etc, yeah mental health does have a huge impact, fingers crossed for your end of march date hun xx
Sian I've had to come and leave you a comment sweetheart and reassure you that it's not just you she's ghosting I've had the same treatment aswell. I've been totally blanked since August last year. Sadly there are some youtubers (not just the one who has ghosted us) who only care about numbers and getting or making money from their subs and when they think you might just be doing a little better than them or may have a better real life than them the jealousy kicks in. But we are not all like that. Some of us do UA-cam because we genuinely enjoy it. A hobby. We don't need to compete darling because we are doing it for the right reasons. And we certainly aren't doing it for the money. Sending you lots of love and genuine support from one small youtuber to another ❤️ ❤️❤️
Hey lovely Maxine, we don’t need nasty people like her in our lives, “don’t let other creators get you down” 😉😂.
You will always have my support too. If anyone reading this doesn’t follow the lovely @MaxineGeorgina, please go over and give her a follow 👆♥️.
Lots of love ❤️ xxxxx
Thank you, that’s so kind and true we don’t do UA-cam for the money, it’s just our hobby. I’m sure Maxine will agree? 😊♥️ xxx
Max,Sian I think I know who this is.... I might be wrong. The person I'm thinking of has changed so much. Used to be down to earth, funny and relateable. Not now. Just vulgar and I wouldn't put it past this person being jealous. I hope you guys never change. Stay true to yourselves and your principals. ❤
@missyd8362 👍
Anyone ghosting you is an arse Sian, you're dealing with the worst thing any mother can go thru and anyone in your life should appreciate that.
Happy belated birthday xxx
Thank you Heather, unfortunately there are some nasty people in this world, that are very selfish 😘 xxx
@@Sianybosh you keep going with your you tube Chanel, you're doing great. there's an army of us who look and wait for your vids.
Unfortunately you're right, some ppl use ppl to get that "I've done good for this person" to show their subs.
People see thru it.
Chin up, make up on, wee rocky doo dah out the door.
It's fine to be sad too, just keep being you xxx
Would you ever think about becoming a Foster carer?
Sending hugs Sian, you are worth so much more , I knew something wasn’t right xxx
Sending lots of love and hugs sweetie , you don't deserve all this negativity and the " friend " has lost but we still have you.
Good to hear Marcus and Kelsey are settling into their new home . It will take some getting used to I know .. hope Matty sorts his car out soon . Take care x 🌹💕🌹 xx
Thanks Amanda, I feel silly mentioning it on here, but that’s what I vlog for, to talk about what’s going on in my life and if I’m struggling. I don’t want to upset anyone and that’s why I didn’t say who it was that had ghosted me.
Yes Marcus and Kelsey are settling into there new home and have been decorating this weekend. Take care lovely and I hope you’re well ♥️🌹♥️ xxx
I don't understand why anyone would do that to you that's nasty but it's she who has the problem not you . hope it's not someone I watch as il be unsubscribing to her channel. you are beautiful inside and out plz don't let this get to you sian you are loved so much I look forward to ur vlogs 💖
Hope ye ok , just watching end of emmerdale , al be right back ok ❤️
So sorry you're feeling like this especially over someone that clearly doesn't deserve you in their life. I haven't followed you for that long but you seem like such a lovely lady, I do hope things get better ( has much as they can obviously) and you find the happy that you do deserve. If you need to talk about whoever or whatever then you should and certainly shouldn't apologise for doing so, it's not like you are causing trouble you're just speaking your truth and how you feel. Take care lovely lady x
Aww Sian I'm sorry for people messing you around maybe name n shame Hun you're worth better xxx
I’m surprised because she’s seems such a nice person, I’ve followed her for a long time now, that’s how I came across you with your colab. I’m sorry this as happened to you 😢When my 3 girls moved out I was so down & it’s called empty nest syndrome but you adjust with time.
I know I'm watching this a bit late but, as I'm watching, I can hear a car backfiring on the main Portsmouth roundabout, and the driver is revving it up like mad!
It’s annoying isn’t it? These people haven’t got a clue. Seeing and hearing speeding cars, brings on my PTSD and can cause me to have panic attacks. Thanks for going back and watching my older videos ♥️ xxx
Stay strong Sian. If someone can treat you like that then they really didn't deserve to be in your life. Could it maybe be jealousy or competition. Very sad all the same. Sending you big hugs and lots of strength. You could always Foster. You would be perfect. Would love to do this but haven't got a spare room. Keep going ,really enjoy your chatty vlogs and loved the Devon one xxx🥰💕
Ahh thank you 😊. I don’t know why she did this really? I don’t see UA-cam as competition, but a lot of UA-camrs do and it’s quite sad really.
I’d love to do fostering, but I wouldn’t be able to say goodbye and I think I’d be sad every time. Me and Matthew want to have another baby and if it happens then we would feel blessed. ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ You never really know anyone Sian. It's hard when you put your trust in someone and they do this. To ghost you is a bit strange. There is only one person I can think of that you have spoken about so assuming it's her!! I may be wrong. Don't let this knock you!!! You are stronger and better. Better now then later when you may have invested more time into the friendship. Yes that the sad part of fostering. Another baby would be amazing 😊 Always here to chat. Xxx
Oh my goodness my heart sank when I saw the footage of your car breaking down on the roundabout one of my worst nightmares glad you both are OK sweetheart
I know how your feeling at the moment iv been in a slump myself got no energy and no up and go in me feeling low hope you start feeling better soon lovely always here if you need a chat as always love you lots ❤️ 💕 💗 xxxx
Thanks lovely, I know it was so scary!! All we heard was a bang and felt something go underneath us. It’s still on the blumin drive and it was meant to be picked up today 🤦🏻♀️.
I know you know who I was talking about matey 😉. I’m always here too if you need a chat, just text me whenever, you have my number ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ I sure do lovely don't let it get you down she really isn't worth it your wonderful can't wait for us to meet up this year that's definitely happening 😘😘♥️♥️
Hi sian,sending you lots of hugs,I know how you feel when my daughter left home it was really hard,still miss her she left home ten years ago,it's a lot of getting use to, empty nest sydrome,so sorry to hear your being ghosted,hope it's not someone I follow that's so awful, you think people are genuine and there not,just say to your self it's her loss not yours your better than that,your a genuine friend X
Bless you Sharon, it’s a horrible feeling when your child leaves home. I seen Marcus today and I got a big hug 🤗. Thank you for being so lovely ♥️ xxx
I don’t want to sound patronising but after what you’ve been through, I’m not surprised you are up and down. I don’t know how you manage to function on an everyday level. xx
That’s ok, I don’t find that patronising. A lot of people have said that and I’d probably say the same thing. I can’t explain how either? Xx
Bless u ,all xxxxxxx
Happy belated birthday hunny xxx
Virtual hugs Sian 🫂💋xx
Hi Sian... ive only been watching your channel a few months, and although I don't always comment on everyone, I love your Channel, I could see something wasn't right, you have a heart of gold and anybody can see that, keep your chin up, sending you a massive hug... from One Brummie to another xxx 😘😘
Thanks hun and I don’t expect you to comment on all my videos, but I appreciate every comment I receive. I’ve been ghosted on a few occasions and it does really get to me, I wish it didn’t, but I’m quite a fragile person. So you’re only up the road from me? 🥰♥️ xxx
@@Sianybosh I'm not too far, I live in Oldbury xx
@@claireg6879 not too far then? Hope you’ve had a lovely weekend? Xx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ I've had a lovely weekend thanks Sian, hope you have a great week, looking forward to your next vlog, take care xx
Oh Sian I said to my hubby you wasn’t right and something was niggling away at you. I know your anxiety will have been through the roof as I am the same in these situations it’s just uncalled for, but come on girl you’ve had much worse than this thrown at you, and look how far you’ve come, yes you still and always will have big down days but you’ve built and still building a great channel with lots of lovely subscribers who love to see your content. Must be so hard with Marcus and Kelsey moving out, a lot of my friends are struggling with empty nest syndrome!! They’re say to me and my hubby who do you do it just you two 🤣 keep strong and take care, lots of love xxx ❤😘
I knew that the people that know me well, will notice I’m not right and that’s why I decided to share what’s playing on my mind. You are so true, I really need to not let something so silly get to me. I need to get myself back on track. It’s like I said before, I’ve always been like Marmite, you either love me or hate me 😁. Thank you for giving me that kick up the bum 😘 xxx
@@Sianybosh it’s because you care and you’re a kind hearted person that things like this get to you, you expect to be treated as you treat others and that’s not always the case sadly. I’ve learnt that the hard way! I’ve been shit on many of times, I have had a garden full of people round at mine then the following week some of them have gone out and not bothered to ask me!! And yes it does hurt but I’m that soft I’ll probably do it again this summer and get shit on again 🤣🤣🙄 well I’m off to watch MAFS australia. Take care and night 😘 xx
Hi Sian! No wonder you haven't been feeling yourself - between the car issues, having to cut your holiday short, to Marcus moving out - so glad he is doing well to your friend you made on UA-cam now ghosting you. That really makes me mad - I hate to see my friend hurting and there is no reason to treat you like that. Gosh, I would be thrilled if I could text or talk with you. I'm sorry - just remember we love you lots! The gifts from your mother are SO nice! I would love to have a lamp like that for my wire crafting. I am going to check if we can get those in the States. Take care - sending lotsa love to all! ❤ xo
Hey Brenda , oh wow you do wire crafting ? Ive seen some before i think its amazing , hope your doing good 💗
@@NANov5 Hi Nanov5! Yes, and I love it. Its challenging and its so nice to be able to make things just using your imagination and not following a pattern.
@@BrendainPA i used to crotchet brenda , i have a bad hand now so dont do it much , i cant follow a pattern but i created some amazing baby things , hope your ok my lovely 🌹❤️🌹
Hey Brenda, unfortunately this person didn’t want to be friends, so oh well. I hope she doesn’t do it to any other creators, only time will tell?
You can message me anytime on Instagram. I would give you my number, but it would cost a fortune to contact me ♥️ xxx
Does her name begin with F....your better off imo. TC💕💕
I think I know who you mean...I was thinking her too
I’d love to say, but I just don’t want to cause problems or upset anyone. I feel a bit silly posting this video now, but I like to open up on camera. Xx
Sian dont let this person get to you. If she was a true friend she would be supporting you not ghosting you and the other ladies. This person is simply jealous that you are doing well. I know lots of people enjoy your channel because you are down to earth. What I like about you is unlike Faye Jay who I know is your friend, you're not a foul mouthed person, which is in my opinion very off putting. Your channel is interesting and you dont bombard your viewers with constant videos in which you try to sell stuff to them like certain channels. I hope your channel goes from strength to strength and you get the reconition you desrve. Personally I wouldnt let someone like this back in my life if it was me. True friends are there for you in good times and bad. xxxx
@@TammyKeetley thanks hun, I really appreciate you taking the time to send such a lovely comment 🥰. We’re not friends hun, and I don’t think we ever were. I can have a bit of a potty mouth sometimes, but I tend not to swear too much on my channel, because it’s not what I’m about. I vlog to keep me occupied and it makes me feel closer to Izzie ♥️ xxxx
@Sian Boshell Vlogs ⭐️ bless you Sian. You just be yourself and don't worry about other people on UA-cam. If your channel helps you, then that's all that matters xxx
Sending hugs hun, keep being u, it will take time to get use to Marcus not being there.
Bless you sweetheart, empty nest is such a strange thing, on the one hand you are happy that they are growing up and doing their own thing but it leaves you feeling so lost and lonely. It will get easier sweetheart.
As for the other situation with the fellow UA-camr, it’s such a shame especially when you thought that you were friends, try not to let it get to you and just know that it’s their issue and nothing to do with you as a person, unfortunately if people feel like they can’t get anything from you they drop you like a hot potato. Chin up beautiful lady, there are plenty of us that are your friends remember that 🙏🏼😘❤️
Hi Sian, sorry you are feeling down, its so easy to say but try not to let other peoples actions affect you, obviously not the same situation but when dating I had lots of that kind of behaviour and its always because of what is going on in their lives (I know this after subsequent chats) and nothing to do with you, but it still feels super personal, and you are right, it only takes a second to text. Wow those wax melts look amazing. May I ask what brow product you use? I have a bow wax but it leaves a white cast and then gets mixed up with my foundation, I cant quite work out what I'm doing wrong. Chin up chick 💕
Thank you Tracey, it’s happened to me before as well. It’s not nice and it makes you think, it’s your fault? I can’t think of anything that I would of done to upset them? You’re right, a lot could be going on in their life.
The brow wax is a brand called byelllie, I bought it from Tiktok shop and the eye brow pencil is from shein, but is very similar to the primark and maybelline ultra fine, brow pencil (I think that’s what it’s called?)
I hope you’re ok? Sending big hugs ♥️ xxxxx
It sounds like you had a lucky escape Sian, you only need people in your life that love and support you. You deserve so much more honey. Sending love and hugs your way. 🤗🤗🤗 xxx
I agree with this person. You dont need negative people in your life. x
😘 yes I think I did. Everyone deserves good friends and not to be ignored xxx
We are all your virtual friends xx sending hugs xx you are a very genuine person who actually sends a ♥️ or a quick message back , that's what I like about you .
That’s so kind, thank you ♥️. I feel like I have to message people back, because as I’ve mentioned I hate feeling ignored 😊. Xxx
this happened to us ours... ours is auto it was the auto gear box . xx
It’s a nightmare isn’t it? We are getting it diagnosed soon, but pretty sure it’s the gear box 🤦🏻♀️. More penny’s on the car, when I want a new kitchen 😆 xx
You said its just you and Matty now. What about little Rocky? You can't forget him and don't forget you're always have your beautiful Izzy surrounding you. X
Very true, Rocky will defo have some of the roast chicken 🤣 xx
Hi 👋 sian don’t let the b……ds get you down you have enough going on in your life putting one foot out of bed in the morning is hard enough when you lost a child there are a lot of good people out here you just met a messer just be careful ❗️ next time 😊
Sending big hugs! ❤️xx
Hi sian you have a friend in me 💖
Sian , sending you a virtual hug Hun
Remember it’s ok to not be ok -
Keep texting Marcus and Kelsey ! ❤❤❤
Thank you. We text each other all the time and I seem Marcus yesterday 🥰♥️ xxx
I text my son all the time as well - young adults but the worry is real ! Xxx
Empty nest syndrome is a real thing and takes a while to get over. Just going with your emotions ❤
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People who ghost others are emotionally immature. They aren't able to have honest and kind relationships for any number of reasons that we may not know or understand. I know it feels awful, it's happened to me, but the friendship probably wasn't right for you. Be kind to yourself and keep doing what you're doing. It helps so many people to hear you talk about everything you are going through at the moment, so many can relate. Sending lots of love xxx.
Very true, it’s such a shame because this person says she hasn’t got any friends? Many people have tried to be her friend, but she’s not interested.
Thank you for your kind message ♥️ xxxx
She has a lot to learn, you need much wiser friends! And don't feel bad for talking about it, these things do affect us and its ok to say so. Look forward to seeing you this coming week 😊❤️
@@mariedavis894 I have quite a few friends that these passed few years I’ve not seen. With covid and losing my Izzie, our lives completely changed. I’ve tried to stay in touch with them all and I never ignore anyone, I just need to make more time for my friends I think. ♥️ xxxx
Yes you are forever changed by losing your beautiful Izzie. You & Matty are navigating a whole new world now and beautiful Izzie is in your heart & soul forever giving you extra beauty & wisdom. Covid also made us reassess our lives. Trust your intuition & only be with people who feel right. Your mum sounds amazing! 😍 xxxx
@@Sianybosh I know who u mean iv unsubscribed to her went off her a while ago anyway I'm a good judge of character. take care look forward to ur nxt vlog ❤❤❤
I dont mean this is a horrible way. Have you thought about tidying your bedroom to try and lighten your mind a bit. I know when Im not feeling right or thinking straight its usually because my bedroom is cluttered. xxxxx
That’s easier said than done. My depression takes away all my motivation. I’m love having a clean and tidy home, but I have to be in the right frame of mind. I know you don’t mean it in a horrible way and I agree that a tidy house does help. I hate clutter and really could do with sorting my room out. Xx
@@Sianybosh If I feel overwhelmed and unmotivated, I do my 15 minute thing. I set a timer for 15 minutes and see how much I can do then I have a little breather then do another 15 minutes. Xxx
@@dawnogelsby1511 good idea, I’m going to try that xx
Like most of your regular viewers I guessed something wasn't right and I really wish that I was there with you to give you a big hug and lift you up. I really admire your strength and the reason why you started your channel and wish I had your courage to do the same. I always look forward to your uploads and we are very similar in lots of ways especially with being a fellow Fibro Warrior. My son moved out 4 years ago and my daughter is planning on leaving next year so I totally understand that 'empty-nest syndrome'. Sending big hugs and positive thoughts your way, you got this Sian 👍 ❤️ 🫂
If you want to start vlogging, just go for it. I was so surprised at how well I took to it and enjoyed it as much as my Izzie. I’ve taken a few days away from vlogging, but I’ll be back this week.
Sending lots of love ❤️ xxxxx
Thank you so much for your reply @sianboshellvlogs. You enjoy a well deserved break Sian and come back when you feel you are able to. Try to look after yourself and take time to pamper your good self. Maybe in time write a to do - list, maybe future ambitions, ideas, hobbies/learning new things, journalling/scrapbook/crafting, gratitudes etc. Put some energy into concentrating on making that new office room and you can still see Marcus & Kelsey often, maybe plan a weekly family meal/games night so you have something to look forward to. Sorry I've waffled too long but I struggle with depression and poor health so I know what it's like to feel this kind of way. Sending you lots of love my lovely. PS. Please give Rocky a big squidge from Blackpool ❤❤❤
Does she begin with F?? You're very sensitive Sian. Lovely lady ...hope I don't say the wrong thing but have you thought about a baby? You're a lovely Mom. X
I wish I could spill the beans, I just don’t want to upset anyone. You haven’t said the wrong thing, me and Matthew would love another child and if it happens then we would be so happy. Thank you, that’s so kind ♥️ xxx
Awww, think it would be lovely for you both. X hope it happens for you. Think it would give you both something wonderful to focus on. Xx
I think, maybe leave UA-cam and it's people online where they exist and don't expect too much from them and look for friends in the real world.
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Hi 👋 lovely, please keep your head held high, your amazing 🤩 as for the ghosting UA-camr. it’s probably a case of jealousy as there are many obsessed with the subscriber numbers but to begin with you just need to want to & enjoy it as you know. As for Marcus moving out it’s a new norm for you all, get your diary out hun make plans meals, coffee dates, holidays, doing a new hobby, it’s your time to shine & have time for you & your hubby, enjoy hun, cos before you know where your at probably be pitter patter of tiny feet for Marcus 😊… you thought about doing maybe some volunteering in schools hun, working with police to promo road safety & even train’s especially as we are heading towards summer, not all
UA-camrs are bell 🛎️ ends 😂, always feel free to text me I’m a message away 🤗 xx
Marcus doesn’t want children for a long time, he’s very career driven. Believe me I’ve mentioned it to him a few times 😂. Me and Matthew actually would love to have another baby, so hopefully it may happen before I get too old 😉🥰.
The UA-camr I was talking about hasnt got a small channel like ours, she’s doing pretty well and has quite a big fan base, but does get some stick as well. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were subscribed to her. Can’t really say much more, because I really don’t want to upset anyone, I’m not like that.
I love a good list and make them all the time, I just need to actually do the things on the list 😆😂. I think it’s my depression, it just takes all my motivation away and I can’t concentrate or do anything when I’m like that. I have arranged a meet up with one of my friends at the end of March, so fingers crossed I can stick to it. ♥️ xxx
@@Sianybosh ah well fair play to him, that would be lovely hun another baby for you guys, ooh hope I’m not subscribed to them if there rude tho, but totally understand you are limited to what you can say, ano I’m same with them lists 😂 but lately I’ve been pushing myself with doing stuff & outings etc, yeah mental health does have a huge impact, fingers crossed for your end of march date hun xx
Big hugs! ❤xx
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