This game broke me (CRYING) | "A Memoir Blue" (Full Game Playthrough)

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  • Опубліковано 24 бер 2022
  • New emotional indie game that will make you cry just dropped, a full playthrough of A Memoir Blue, described as an "interactive poem", this is the full game and a complete walkthrough it's short so get a hot drink, get cozy and enjoy! Please hit like, follow me at my links below!
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    A Memoir Blue is an interactive poem about a superstar athlete and the all-encompassing love between mother and daughter. A unique aesthetic combining hand-drawn and 3D art brings Miriam's magical-realist journey to life, as she swims into the depths of her memories.
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  • @MadMorph
    @MadMorph  2 роки тому +33

    HIT LIKE to hug your inner child, love games like this
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  • @msarmono
    @msarmono 2 роки тому +221

    I just finished your video of the six hour gameplay of My Child Lebensborn, and now this. I'm honestly obsessed with your videos, they're so fun to watch.
    Your commentary is always so ammusing to me, it makes the game a lot more fun to watch.
    As a highschooler who probably should be doing her assignments and is instead watching your videos, I find it extremely worth it.
    Thank you for creating content. :))

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +30

      Thank you so much for sharing that! It means a lot when people enjoy the videos and take the time to comment to let me know, so thanks!
      Now do your homework lol

    • @msarmono
      @msarmono 2 роки тому +10

      @@MadMorph Yes yes, I just finished lol. I had one of your videos playing in the background though. Very entertaining.
      And of course. You take time out of your days to provide content for us, the lease I could do was comment. :))

    • @msarmono
      @msarmono 2 роки тому +2

      Least* oh my goodness I can spell.

    • @elizab8844
      @elizab8844 2 роки тому +2

      goodness same on everything.. and i need to be doing my assignment too..

    • @katiekirks1253
      @katiekirks1253 Рік тому +2

      @@MadMorph I recently subbed and also watched your video of "My Child Lebensborn" (I know, I’m extremely late to the party, but better late than never). I also watched your video of "Before Your Eyes" and really enjoyed the both of them. Thanks for making all this, it really brightens my day.

  • @angelswontdie
    @angelswontdie 2 роки тому +130

    My interpretation is that the mom actually isn't dead at all. The protag just hasn't talked to her since she was a teenager, or tried talking to her, but it always ended up in an argument and she misses her, especially on days like that, when she just won a competition, because those make her think of her mom.
    The person on the phone was her mom calling to congratulate her, but she didn't pick up at first, still upset about what she saw as neglect as a child, but that dream made her realise that just because her mom wasn't around a lot that doesn't mean she didn't want to be, so she forgave her mom, realised that she was being actually (somewhat) unreasonable and finally picked up the phone to talk to her mom again, possibly for the first time in years.

    • @devashrijoshi9079
      @devashrijoshi9079 2 роки тому +4

      I thought the same at first! Then again judging how games nowadays can be so depressing, it wouldn't be surprising if her mother did turned out to be dead or so. Just saying

    • @mariobecroft5770
      @mariobecroft5770 Рік тому

      My interpretation is that the phone call is from her mother.

  • @Ratryoshka
    @Ratryoshka 2 роки тому +128

    It's the song in the middle going "is it cold where you are" sorta gave it away, and the mother mouthing "i've missed you" is what got me. And yeah the hug too... We're all so hug-deprived even the thought of receiving one could move us to tears

    • @DollnAbox
      @DollnAbox 2 роки тому +8

      I’m definitely hug deprived.

    • @devashrijoshi9079
      @devashrijoshi9079 2 роки тому +1

      So is her mother alive? I'm expecting not

    • @graffititurtle11
      @graffititurtle11 2 роки тому +7

      @@DollnAbox same, it really sucks when you feel awful and just want someone to hold you but there’s no one there

    • @glassdiamond2185
      @glassdiamond2185 2 роки тому +1

      Especially when your mom has been gone for years.

  • @katiekirks1253
    @katiekirks1253 Рік тому +12

    29:53
    "I’m liking how peaceful this is and how quiet it is and also there's no dialogue for me to talk over, so that's always nice because I try not to talk over dia"
    *Starts singing

  • @Indierawrr
    @Indierawrr 2 роки тому +18

    When you started taking about the buoy, it reminded me of when I was younger and we went to the seaside. I saw this thing floating in the water and asked my mum if it was a human and she simply replied with “no, it is a buoy” and for a short while I thought my mum didn’t see boys as humans.

  • @ki-of8kk
    @ki-of8kk 2 роки тому +48

    "there's no dialogue for me to talk over, so that's always nice cus I always try not to talk--" *woman starts singing* LOLL
    i'm making my way through all of your playthroughs while i study, and i *always* find myself accidentally chuckling out loud in each video either from your random singing or commentary that catches me off guard in serious moments. thanks for all the videos and i hope to catch one of your streams soon!!!!!

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +7

      lol, games love tripping me up as soon as I say ANYTHING
      thank you for enjoying my videos!

  • @LolaSky1996
    @LolaSky1996 2 роки тому +11

    There were honestly so many triggers for my mental state in My Child Lebensborn that it took me 3 days to watch it all. It was the first video of yours I've ever seen and it was suggested by UA-cam. I just finished it yesterday and had a day for an emotional break and now I'm here again. Another suggestion. Another "Feels Adventure." I'll be going through the rest you have, I'm here now. I'm here.

  • @ashleyjames434
    @ashleyjames434 2 роки тому +12

    I'm also afraid of water. When I was 5 a bridge broke on me while on a field trip and I feel into the water and about drowned. My mom said for about a month it was a fight every night to get me in the tub, and to this day I also cant go across a bridge without having a panic attack. Also this game hit pretty hard as a daughter who lost her mom. I dont thing i was exactly a "bad" kid but I wonder daily even after 8 years if i was a good enough kid for her.

  • @Leslie12.66
    @Leslie12.66 2 роки тому +45

    Thought the game was messing with you about not talking over the dialogue when it broke into song at 30:00. :D

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +5

      Literally, made me eat my words! haha

  • @eldupont3095
    @eldupont3095 2 роки тому +15

    the 2D animation is so beautiful I kind of wish it was all that style

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +8

      same, I love the environments but the main character model is kind of clunky and emotionless compared to how impactful the 2d characters of the mother and child were, but maybe everything else being that way made them pop out more, and her turning 2D at the end was really emotional

  • @bethynicolelittle
    @bethynicolelittle 2 роки тому +16

    Loved it 🧡 it definitely got me, especially with it being so close to mother's day and the fact that I have a daughter. It almost like her coming to terms with why her mother wasn't always around. I love games like this 💗

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +1

      omg it is so close to mothers day, this was such perfect timing for this to release

  • @Ronmesa1132
    @Ronmesa1132 2 роки тому +8

    Its good to be watching madmorph videos again after stopping for like 3 years cause 💖depression💖 lol. And the minute i heard your voice I started crying because I missed your soothing voice lmao

    • @Ronmesa1132
      @Ronmesa1132 2 роки тому

      I just wanted to say keep up the good work cause and keep posting content cause you have no idea how such of an inspiration you are to me and many more❤

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +2

      Welcome back! hope things have got, and continue to get, better!

    • @Ronmesa1132
      @Ronmesa1132 2 роки тому

      @@MadMorph thanks morph❤ everything's gotten alot better hopefully it stays that way, cause getting therapy is damn expensive lol hahahaha

  • @aliyahjoelle5366
    @aliyahjoelle5366 2 роки тому +4

    I want to give you a hug, Morph! First, because you're videos give me so much joy, but also because you deserve one after this one lol.

  • @itsjustaylin1626
    @itsjustaylin1626 2 роки тому +5

    I have thalassophobia as well and i feel you on the open deep water bit in the beginning haha! What an amazing game and I love your voice, it's so soothing!

  • @Kimo0tJJ
    @Kimo0tJJ 2 роки тому +3

    people expressing pure joy is the best thing ever, yes. And not just with kids, adults and also animals as well.

  • @pythonesque-
    @pythonesque- 2 роки тому +7

    Such a beautiful game! They really know how to get you in the feels ❤️ You and these games go perfectly together

  • @woxilde3875
    @woxilde3875 2 роки тому +3

    Damn I have discovered your channel only a few days ago and I have already watched three playthrough... I just love your way of playing, what game you play, what you talk about... It's just so well connected to how I play, what i play and how I think. Thank you, I needed all of that. This game got me emotional too ! damn that was something.

  • @octaviawright9369
    @octaviawright9369 2 роки тому +30

    got me crying hard. Such a good game though.

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +1

      Really good little story!

  • @camillepepin8512
    @camillepepin8512 2 роки тому +5

    For most half od the game I expected the character we play to,be the mom and the kid died or something and this was a trip down guilt train. I'm a bit disapointed it's just another dead parent game, but it's still beautiful

    • @AedanBlackheart
      @AedanBlackheart 2 роки тому +3

      The mom's not dead though; those texts in the beginning were from her mom..

  • @ratscratyle8031
    @ratscratyle8031 2 роки тому +2

    I can't get over your stitch voice that you use for kids! Lol I love your videos my friend! ❤️ Subscribed!

  • @XxBrittany20xX
    @XxBrittany20xX 2 роки тому +1

    3rd video I've watched all the way through. You play like I would. I subscribed. Your voice is very soothing too and ur not distracting from the game as u play. I love it.

  • @crazyweeb6924
    @crazyweeb6924 2 місяці тому +1

    this game made me think of my mom and the things I used to do and say to her, I wish I never did those things but I did and it's in the past now and I have said sorry to her. but without my mom I don't know what I will do and I'm scared for her to leave me. i hug her every chance I get but she does live with me and I barely see her so I call her and face time as much as I can but this game really got me thinking about me and my mom.

    • @Sp00kyQueen
      @Sp00kyQueen Місяць тому

      Cherish your time with her, we dont know how much time we have with those we love.💕

  • @glassdiamond2185
    @glassdiamond2185 2 роки тому +1

    I love that you find these beautiful games that I've never seen. Your voice is so calm and relaxing. I'm surely going to check out your reading channel. I have anxiety and have trouble getting to sleep at night.

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому

      I love finding games everyone else seems to ignore!
      There are so many special and beautiful games out there, thanks for watching and the kind words

  • @zumo2fat
    @zumo2fat Рік тому +2

    I love watching your videos so much. Your voice is so soothing and you seem like such a genuinely amazing person! I wish I would have found your channel sooner!

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  Рік тому

      ah thanks, well you're here now! That's what matters

  • @JamieLov3
    @JamieLov3 2 роки тому +2

    10 minutes in and this is honestly so beautifully made.

  • @shortydee0379
    @shortydee0379 2 роки тому +3

    In the thumbnail it looks like adult Coraline is staring it her younger self. Especially since the adult is wearing the same yellow turtleneck sweater as Coralline in the movie.

  • @mariobecroft5770
    @mariobecroft5770 Рік тому

    A beautiful and moving... game? That word, as commonly understood, seems to cheapen the creativity and emotional depth of interactive media which can be as great as the greatest book or film. I am going through your "best games" playlist and there are so many gems. Thanks for sharing, Morphy. (I write, seven months late!)

  • @Enocia
    @Enocia 2 роки тому +2

    I like water, but I am terrified of drowning. .-. I've had a few close calls in my life and it makes me nervous to be in water I can't touch the bottom of.

  • @VampyressVA
    @VampyressVA 21 день тому

    Beautiful game... Annapurna always delivers ❤

  • @dormchronicles1012
    @dormchronicles1012 Рік тому

    i’m not necessarily scared of wager or drowning, however this game was made me feel uncomfortable breathing if that makes sense… having the character stay under water and not breathe made me panic haha. great video though!! creative storyline and beautiful music

  • @thgritic102
    @thgritic102 2 роки тому +1

    As another comment said, I also don't think the mom is dead. I feel like she is alive and finally calling her daughter to congratulate her on winning a medal. Her cartoon image was just in her mind of them reconciling before going out of the mind to actually say it. It's just a mother's hug is always there no matter what.
    The MC (daughter) going through her ocean of a mind to finally realize her mother didn't neglect her on purpose, but to keep a roof over her head and stomach full, so she is realizing despite the hardships BOTH of them went through, she accepts the call at the end.
    It's a great story of what it's like living with a single mom and pursuing your dreams, but also understanding some single parents didn't mean to traumatized their children even when stressed hit them. They are doing their best, and since the mom did the most in making sure MC pursue her swimming dream and have enough to go to college, she had to be gone a lot. It sucks, but better than being with an abusive husband who would have stunted MC's growth to becoming an Olympic swimmer. Children don't understand the sacrifices single parents have to make in order to make their dreams/good path come true.

    • @thgritic102
      @thgritic102 2 роки тому

      37:12 I shouldn't laugh, but this would be me blubbering to my mom any time I watch games like this 😆

  • @selfishfish6921
    @selfishfish6921 2 роки тому +2

    Im absolutely in love with your voice..

  • @vinniethedeps144
    @vinniethedeps144 2 роки тому

    I love the art style of this game

  • @davinky1229
    @davinky1229 Рік тому +1

    40:31 Hey! You activated my Alexa….it’s needless to say however, that there’s a new song on my playlist however.

  • @cheryldahl9192
    @cheryldahl9192 2 роки тому

    I love the song. It's the best part of it. It's not much of a game, but it's a good message.

  • @DeclanBurger
    @DeclanBurger 2 роки тому +2

    Was great gameplay, played alongside at the same time, very cool game.

  • @Pergolesi1736
    @Pergolesi1736 Рік тому

    I reckon the game designers really like Joni Mitchell. The style of the music and the thematic emblems for different things really sound and resonate like her music and lyrics: "The Circle Game", "Blue", "Little Green" and just the general feel of bittersweet nostalgic regret that Joni Mitchell deals with so well.

  • @Diojenes.
    @Diojenes. 2 роки тому

    I used to swim competitively and I teach and coach swimmers today. This really hit home but these aren't tears... the swimmer i coach, they just splash my face.

  • @CTGrell
    @CTGrell Рік тому

    I have a fear of water too. even showering can be scary sometimes. drinking it is okay. but when it's on my skin it just feels wrong

  • @Tompsf1
    @Tompsf1 Рік тому

    I like water! Being by the water, unless it is somewhere that looks dark and murky, or dead water. The latter scare me, but freshwater, or seaside, bewutiful

  • @Twinnomadicflowa
    @Twinnomadicflowa Рік тому

    damn you made me cry with this

  • @sweetwetsugarmess
    @sweetwetsugarmess 2 роки тому

    I feel like you love Maquette. That soundtrack made me sob.

  • @cierrarector3717
    @cierrarector3717 2 роки тому +1

    I love games like this ❤️❤️❤️

  • @alexandralim3381
    @alexandralim3381 2 роки тому +4

    Why at 1:51 did I actually smell perfume but there isn't any around. Wtf

  • @missdire
    @missdire 7 місяців тому

    14:25 You've never worn skinny jeans (or "jeggings")? I'm not sure what else I'd call her bottoms - they're not quite short enough to be called crops or capris... Though I've always found that my ankles tend to show in most in standard skinny jeans/jeggings/leggings as well (even though I'm silly short). I can't say my ankles get chilly though. Probably because if it's cold enough for body parts to get cold, the last thing I'm thinking about are my ankles and I'm focused more on the important parts like hands, face, feet. I'm not sure my ankles have ever felt cold... or I've just never noticed. 😅
    As a mum who feels completely overwhelmed, exhausted, unappreciated, over worked, and totally out of spoons... this experience hit SO hard. I don't have a relationship with my mother because she was abusive. So regardless of how tired or stressed I am, I try SO HARD to keep a positive, gentle, loving attitude toward my kiddos. They're my life, and even though I bust my butt and do everything in my power for them (even to the detriment of my own mental and physical health at times), I NEED them to know they mean everything to me. And my biggest fear is that they'll walk away from me, and they won't be in my life anymore for whatever reason.
    But they'll never know or understand these things until (or if) they ever have their own children.

  • @plixx1855
    @plixx1855 2 роки тому

    the cartony scenes were so cute

  • @MichaelandAshley4eve
    @MichaelandAshley4eve 2 роки тому

    I'm newly subbed. I love watching your videos while getting work done around the house. I first watched Martha is dead... thanks 😊

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +1

      Welcome welcome! Thank you!

  • @shelly7592
    @shelly7592 Рік тому

    Have you ever considered Minecraft as a satisfying or relaxing game to play and post? Your pt are so relaxing
    And btw your audiobooks are great for sleeping.

  • @LolaSky1996
    @LolaSky1996 2 роки тому

    Wish I knew the songs from this game, they're beautiful

  • @Agatacreates
    @Agatacreates 2 роки тому

    I love your vids

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому +1

      Thanks I appreciate it!

  • @regularmaddie
    @regularmaddie 2 роки тому +2

    my God, your voice 🥺

  • @strangerbloxreal
    @strangerbloxreal 2 роки тому +5

    I really enjoyed this. Could I recommend the game back to the future by telltale

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому

      I played the first episode or two of that on stream, I liked it!

  • @sulechristiansen6187
    @sulechristiansen6187 2 роки тому +2

    I love your videos!

  • @kurisichin
    @kurisichin 2 роки тому

    Tears were shed 😢
    I love the ocean, but it's dangerous, so this would be a dream come true for me~ swimming with the fishies~ I have trypophobia tho, so I can't handle all the holes >.

  • @pagangamer87
    @pagangamer87 Рік тому

    I love water.. I’m just scared of drowning.

  • @Fattiapples
    @Fattiapples 2 роки тому

    Can you state where to play the games on your channel?

  • @Eye_Corpse
    @Eye_Corpse 2 роки тому +1

    Yeah I cried this is sweet and sad

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому

      It's such a nice little game, I need more games like this!

  • @Onichizo
    @Onichizo 2 роки тому

    These types of games I love so much, to see how actions can speak louder than words, the whole game was beautiful, you're the first youtuber I've come across personally to play through games like this that tug at your heart strings but they're just so good ❤️🥲

  • @Twinnomadicflowa
    @Twinnomadicflowa Рік тому

    I love water.

  • @camelopardalis84
    @camelopardalis84 2 роки тому

    I last went swimming in Summer of 2007 or 2008.

  • @tinf0ilh4t98
    @tinf0ilh4t98 Рік тому

    I like water but I don't like being trapped in it, y'know?

  • @Midori4life
    @Midori4life 2 роки тому

    She didn't run away. She went to college.

  • @kiaradp82
    @kiaradp82 2 роки тому +2

    2020 was the year I lost my Mum.......

  • @32pixels.
    @32pixels. 8 місяців тому

    The memories of this game remind me of Unravel 2.

  • @heavennight9392
    @heavennight9392 2 роки тому +2

    Little misfortune ... play it

    • @MadMorph
      @MadMorph  2 роки тому

      Great game! Have played both that and Fran Bow before on stream! Might have to do a replay sometime

  • @mylifeischaosgoaway418
    @mylifeischaosgoaway418 Рік тому +1

    People with deep trauma always seem to find videos and games where trauma is looked at and accepted...inner child stories are similar. So, I know his traumatized I am... but Morph...how traumatized are you?

  • @HScreecHC
    @HScreecHC 2 роки тому

    Talassophobia.

  • @domidomi5049
    @domidomi5049 10 місяців тому

    I don't see the big deal?

  • @indethbed2546
    @indethbed2546 Рік тому

    looks unimpressive