ion know if whpever reads this wants to hear me vent since im a random girl off the internet but here it goes. this song really digs into ma heart. i love the melody and tone of the song, its so calming. i lost my best friend a couple of months ago to suicide, and it really hits, since we both loved this song dearly. our bond was so strong that when she committed suicide, her mother states that i was the first that she called besides my best friend’s dad. i was truly grateful to have had sb like her in ma life, bcus we did everything together. but if that somethings n some people js come and go. i loved her like she was ma sister..but now that she’s gone i cant handle anything, whenever i think of cats, i think abt her, whenever i see the color blue, it reminds me of her. ion have anyone else besides her, but now she up in heaven, i have no one that i feel secure around. even though i do have friends, they always make me feel left out n they just arent the same. 💔 ma mom put me in therapy but im not sure if its even working. 😕
i’m so sorry… i understand she meant a lot to you and it must really hurt to loose her. She’s in a better place now okay? It really does hurt when people come and go. I’m sure she misses you as much as you miss her and she will be watching over you. There’s nobody like her, but there will be people there to heal you. You aren’t alone, i lost a dear friend of mine to suicide as well this January and i still have been devastated these past months. He meant a lot but i know he would want me to continue life and i will do exactly that. Please, don’t give up!
@@luhvr_jina omg..thank you so much. That really did make me feel ten times better, for I haven’t had someone speak like that to me in so long. Im glad to have someone who can understand me..and possibly relate. and it really does hurt. i always had lil flashbacks, and many thoughts about giving up, but i know that ma best friend wouldn’t be proud.
@@heartpwrlsofc! always here if you need someone to talk to okie? I understand you would feel hopeless and sometimes even empty… but don’t give up alr? You got this!!💫
This sounds so peaceful
real
ion know if whpever reads this wants to hear me vent since im a random girl off the internet but here it goes.
this song really digs into ma heart. i love the melody and tone of the song, its so calming. i lost my best friend a couple of months ago to suicide, and it really hits, since we both loved this song dearly. our bond was so strong that when she committed suicide, her mother states that i was the first that she called besides my best friend’s dad. i was truly grateful to have had sb like her in ma life, bcus we did everything together. but if that somethings n some people js come and go. i loved her like she was ma sister..but now that she’s gone i cant handle anything, whenever i think of cats, i think abt her, whenever i see the color blue, it reminds me of her. ion have anyone else besides her, but now she up in heaven, i have no one that i feel secure around. even though i do have friends, they always make me feel left out n they just arent the same. 💔 ma mom put me in therapy but im not sure if its even working. 😕
i’m so sorry… i understand she meant a lot to you and it must really hurt to loose her. She’s in a better place now okay?
It really does hurt when people come and go. I’m sure she misses you as much as you miss her and she will be watching over you.
There’s nobody like her, but there will be people there to heal you.
You aren’t alone, i lost a dear friend of mine to suicide as well this January and i still have been devastated these past months. He meant a lot but i know he would want me to continue life and i will do exactly that.
Please, don’t give up!
@@luhvr_jina omg..thank you so much. That really did make me feel ten times better, for I haven’t had someone speak like that to me in so long. Im glad to have someone who can understand me..and possibly relate. and it really does hurt. i always had lil flashbacks, and many thoughts about giving up, but i know that ma best friend wouldn’t be proud.
@@heartpwrlsofc! always here if you need someone to talk to okie? I understand you would feel hopeless and sometimes even empty… but don’t give up alr? You got this!!💫
@@luhvr_jina thank you smsm
@@heartpwrlshii!! i’m so sorry.. i didn’t get the notification and i was extremely busy :(
if you’re still here, i’d love to be friends with you
raisin’s favorite song
i miss her
i love her so much