Terrifying Trip Reports #25 - Methamphetamine, My Last Days As A Meth Addict
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This story made me tear up. The man who stopped to simply ask her if he could help her with anything is an angel. She didn’t even think of herself as a person by that point in her addiction. Sad story with an amazing ending.
Meth has always interested me. Only because I never intend to do it. Many people explain it differently
Think thats how it is for many of us, likewise with Datura
@Lil Snoop It is COMMONLY called an evil or devilish substance for a good damn reason and it is extremely difficult to find actual positive trips on it.
One way to explain what it could be like is by imagining the most horrific scenario that you can is happening around you, then multiplying it by 10 and then having yourself FULLY convinced that it is real. Datura is a dissociative and because of this unlike with LSD or Shrooms/psilocybin you are convinced your hallucinations are real... You know that anti-psychedelic propaganda where people actually seem to go insane ? yeah well that's Datrua. A great number of people say they are never the same after datura in a negative way. Just don't do that shit, it's not worth very possibly ruining your life.
I have had several seed pods emptied into a container for over a year now and still won't take that substance because I don't want to go thru literal hell. It was only curiosity that lead me to collect them in the first place as they grew close to my house and I recognized them. I did however smoke the dried leaves after doing some research and watching a video of another guy that smoke a whole joint and didn't trip only said it tastes like weed and he could breath better. I never went close to he size/amount of a joint as It should have the same chemicals in it as the seeds, I was really intoxicated when I tried it (Alcohol is the worst gateway drug there is) and would described as a lung opener and helps you breath really well but god damn just get some vix or something for your nose instead of smoke poison.
Same
I’ve done mdma and that’s the closest thing I’ll ever do to meth, always test your ecstasy pills and be carful you never accidentally get weed laced with meth like someone I know got. You never want to ever do meth.
@@Blurriy Meth is way more dangerous than datura for the simple fact that it actually feels good
I found getting off amphetamines was probably not as bad as heroin withdrawal (never touched opiates) seemed to be. OVer a year later I still can’t experience pleasure, sleep constantly, can barely motivate myself to get basic things done around the house and eat till I feel sick but never full.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to find pleasure in the simple things in life most people take for granted. The thing I always remember is what it felt like to take a deep breath of fresh morning air. The subtler things have just lost all meaning.
I can relate, unfortunately. How long were you talking it?
After the Addis I had some of the worst mental pain imaginable it was absolute hell
I’m sorry your going through this you can make it through man i hope you feel better
This story was so sad but I'm so happy she turned her life around
Yeah me too :)
Good to hear she somehow escaped the addiction. My niece was addicted to heroin for 15 years. She was in and out of jail/prison for theft. She prostituted herself for a fix. She finally did stint in Virginia. The day she was freed, she got a ride back to Baltimore, her city of choice for the scene. She and a drug buddy went on a bender. She died from an overdose of heroin, Fentanyl, and meth.
That was a year and a half ago. She had two kids along the way, but split when they were little. My wife and I adopted the baby girl, and her older brother is being raised by his grandmother.
The stories involving addiction are the ones I find scariest. It's insane how addiction changes a person so drastically. In rehab, you see people come in looking like the world beat them into a shell of a human being; it looks so permanent, like there is no hope of them being a normal, happy, functioning person. I know it is cliche to say this, but they are like zombies. You can see in their eyes how they are haunted by the things they've done throughout their addiction. Fortunately, there is an incredibly rapid change that occurs as they become sober. For most people, you can see it in about a week, although obviously for some people it takes longer. There is a light that slowly comes on, like pushing up a dimmer switch nanometers at a time, and over several days you start to notice the darkness fading into light. There is nothing happier than hearing someone who comes into rehab laugh for the first time sober. As time passes, you can look back and remember a different version of each person there. There are more changes that occur long term, but holy shit, if you want a PSA about drugs go to a rehab center and see the two different versions of everyone who comes in. It is absolutely terrifying what addiction does to a person. Sorry for the tangent; memories were just flooding back for a minute there.
Damn bro, this one was heavy
Yeah bro hope you enjoyed :)
The fact that you uploaded today has made my day
Glad I could please
I live in California, this is accurate we have a huge ice problem in the whole county of San Diego
This is the most heartfelt Blurriy video/report I've experienced so far. Heidi is a great writer and it is so clear from her story that she is an incredibly strong, kind, compassionate person. I'm crying happy tears that this story has an happy ending. Was there ever an update from Heidi?
I'm glad he said that about meth being so powerfully addictive.
you should definitely do more of these types
I really like these longer videos. You have a nice comforting voice as well. Keep up the good work :)
I used to do meth and one time, I had been awake for a few days and had planned to sneak out but my friends never came. I lived in a small town up in the mountains of CA. I was outside at 2 am for like 2 hours thinking I heard their car, seeing their car, seeing people with flashlights. I would start walking back home and immediately think I heard or saw a car so I’d walk back down the street. It was bad. Never again. It’s been 8 years and I still remember how fun it was and how it makes you feel invincible but it’s just not worth it.
You did a great job reading this one man. Truly moved by this story.
Thank you very much
Great time for an upload
Hell yeah
That was super depressing, and I can totally relate going round and round in circles of physical addiction. Not meth but- fuck might as well of been. I thank god every day that I ended up being the small percentage that made it out.
Stay away from drugs guys❤️love you all❤️
Love the long players! And wtf! Your neighborhood sounds gully!
Hahaha thanks man appreciate your support
Love your uploads so much
Love your vids blurriy!
I love the long videos! Keep up the good work man!
Thank you bro will do :)
Ayyyy he uploaded thats rightttt!!!
:) sup bro
A lot of people (myself included) take a benzo to get through coming down from stims. I feel like Xanax could've really helped her here.
Idk it’s fighting one addiction with another. If she was addicted to meth she’d get addicted to benzos and benzos withdrawals are fatal as opposed to meth
@@marshian__mallow2624 True, if you like benzos, probably not a good idea. But if u can use it only once to come off of meth I think that it’s ok
@@shagward9372 idk it would be good for withdrawals but would be pretty high risk
@@marshian__mallow2624 yes ONLY for withdrawls
@@shagward9372 but with how high risk benzos are when you’re addicted you’re prone to getting addicted to benzos too. Idk they’d have to find something like a benzo that isn’t high risk for addiction
That made me kinda sad, but I'm glad she was able to get out of the trap of addiction.
Next time can you link the trip report in the description maybe ? I'm french so sometimes reading it helps me understand better. Anyway, great work, love your voice, keep it up !
Most are sent in by fans so I can't link them
@@Blurriy That makes sense ! Wish you the best!
amazing reading skills and great content dude.
Thank you very much
The longer the better 👍 and I like the change in substances, I like stories on all substances really.
Yeah I agree man I am glad you enjoyed it
This was crazy Vary nice vid🤙
Thanks bro :)
Glad his dad helpt him out thank god
Manchester NH is like 20 minutes from me, trippy.
Solid stuff as always bro
Thanks bro :)
Amazing storytelling as allways
Ty blurriy ❤️
sick beat ✌️
mate your reading skills get better with every one of these you do
Thank you bro :)
i like the long ones dude
Thanks man I like them too :)
This video is a thought loop.
Fuck bro this shit brought tears to my eyes real shit thank god they made it through meth is a fuckig terrible drug
10/10 love all the vids
Thanks bro :)
What's the song in the beginning?
Tweakers in a relationship is a disaster, tweakers are disastrous in general. Hence why I like opioids, weed and dissociatives.
For sure
Whats the intro song?
Poor children..
Where do people send you trip reports?
My email jamierfreerun@gmail.com
@@Blurriy thank you ill have a mushroom trip for you soon
Yoooo! If I write a banger trip story would you consider it for a subscriber video? Lol I dunno how that shit works, but I got a freaky trip story people might enjoy.
Yeah for sure bro you already sent it aha :)
this chopper mmhm
Haha what you mean bro
WTF game is Mania World?
Lol track mania stadium?
Meth is cool 😎
:D
I love all your content and dont like to complain. However after listening to almost this whole video this in not a trip report at all. Just a long story a bout a girl with relationship issues and a bad meth addiction. I guess I was expecting a story about a girl being up for 2 weeks straight seeing shadow people. Sorry but this was just not what I expected. Oh well. Keep up all the good work.
Sorry dude
What's up?
What’s up bro :)
godam
first
Nice man
I'm single 😥😥😥😥😥
Try acting more desperate. That'll help
@@serenestateofbeing1062 ikr, put a good suggestion on your brain rather than keep on being desperate and saying that fam
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@@thecontainerthecontents6889 lmaoooo ok I didn't realize there were bots on UA-cam. Go 2021