You know its one of those evenings where the whole worlds stops and you are just sitting there, alone, thinking about life and stuff and just being...you know..alive
“I thought she cared for me.” “What did she do or say that have you that impression?” “The way she talked to me. The way she smiled.” that hit hard for no reason
Sometimes when I feel lost, I come here to read people’s comments. It almost feels less painful to know that there are just as many people lost in their memories, just like me. Even if we truly are worlds apart...
Same here man. It makes us all feel a little calm. I hope you do well in you're life as i'm struggling with depression and not being motivated. I live in iran so you can guess that life is hard here somehow. I'm trying to beat it though...
Can you imagine sitting alone on your armchair, whisky in your left hand and a cigarette in your right one, listening to this on a vinyl recorder instead of a smartphone, outside it's raining. And then you just close your eyes. Wouldn't that be the most relaxing but depressing feeling in the world?
I listened to this for the first time whilst writing my undergrad thesis. Listened again during my Masters. I'm now studying for my PhD and I'm back again. 10/10 would recommend.
I would kill to be where you are, it must be a great feeling to know all your hard work has got you somewhere significant. You fill me with envy but you deserve to be where you are and I’m sure you know that all the work you’ve put in will be worth the pay off.
Similarly, I listened to this at the beginning of my PhD program (Fall 2017). I was struggling greatly and was very depressed; my outlook in the program was bleak. 4 years later and I find myself back here. Still struggling and despairing, but somehow have made it this far with a lot of luck and support and grace. May we - and all - make it to the places we want to go.
"I thought she cared for me" "What did she do or say that gave you that impression?" "It's the way she talked to me, and smiled." Fuck that hit close to home.
My older brother left to join the army today. I'm not going to see him again for a long time. This is helping a little bit. Love you, Kenny. Visit soon.
coming back to this roughly four years later is kinda crazy... this is the video that basically got me into listening to lofi (for a short while in 2018 anyways :P) but still, the strange, lonely memories I have from around that time, from listening to a bunch of other cabvno mixes is kinda weird to look back on. every time I listen to a song from this video the images of all the characters are still ingrained in my head
am i the only one who goes to these kind of videos and just sits here on their laptop at 10pm just thinkin bout life and listening and crying and then getting tired and dozes off to sleep ?
This. This right here. Put me on a high that I didn't know was possible..I was hurting bad today..haven't eaten in like 3-4 days because of my lack of motivation to get out of bed but this made me feel like I was floating. And no, I don't do any type of drugs. Now I just had myself a big ass lunch, gonna make myself dinner later. It's truly amazing on what only sound can do for a single person. Keep this up.
I hope this finds you two weeks on out of bed and kicking again dude. I find a walk around the park, maybe to this mix will get some fuel in your tank. Knock um dead dude!
Man, I usually dont really leave comments on compiled music, or music in general, but it's actually quite interesting to see how music can bring out the most of people, and get them to talk about how they feel. This genre of music is one of those types of genres that comfort people with the feeling of loneliness, which is very interesting, as loneliness isn't typically seen as a type of comfort to many people. It's more or less the feeling of being able to accept that feeling that makes people comfortable with the feeling of loneliness, and thus other comments that speak about going through rough times here, and dealing with it. I mean, even thinking it over myself is comforting, so, I guess it affects everyone. It just sort of goes to show the power of music, the only other times I ever feel pretty comforted like this is while listening to Nujabes.
Sometimes you have to keep going, although everything might seem meaningless. I´ve been feeling like this too and when people are around me I´m joking a lot and try to make them smile. But when I´m alone I start to question all the decisions I´ve made so far and who I really am. That´s just a sad phase but it really get´s to me sometimes.
Ditto my man.. It's like i just want to stop everything... because the pressures of everything make it seem like it's not really worth the struggle. I know I have to still try though. At least I've learned to survive without needing friends as company.
IT GOT RE-UPLOADED!!!! This video was my introduction to lofi like 3 years ago and i always kept coming back to it when the world got shitty and I needed some peace of mind. Then one day I clicked on it and it said that the video did not exist anymore and I was really sad. It's wonderful to have you back my old friend
"I thought she cared for me" "what did she say or do that gave you that impression?" "the way she talked to me... and smiled" forever echoing in my head because this conversation hits a little too close to home with my last breakup
When I first saw the episode itself, about a year ago, I thought it to be sad of course, but I remember thinking I could never feel that strongly about anyone. How could I? It seemed so insane, to give one person that much power. I now realize, broken-hearted, that I never "gave" to build me up and tear me down. She took it forcefully, and I let her because I believed she would never use it. I loved her, her mind, and soul, and she absolutely destroyed me...and when she left me for my friend, who she's been with for a while now, I genuinely did think of this. I finally understood the feeling of just... emptiness, and nothing else. Like she filled a hole in my heart I didn't know I had until she left it bigger than when we started. I felt nothing, like anything that made me happy before just felt like mundane nothingness. I felt like killing myself about a month ago; I'm glad I stopped feeling that way. Life moves on, however slowly, and even now as I hurt every single day without her, some part of me knows that one day, I will find someone better. Someone who shares my passion. I never have and never will blame her for this, because (as cliché as this might sound) "the heart wants what it wants", and just because mine wanted her, doesn't mean hers wanted me back. It's not her fault. And if you feel the same way as me, you just need to remember to breathe, and find something, anything, to keep you occupied and moving forward. For me it was music like this. It helps, if only to distract you in the moment, until you are able to come to terms on your own time. Never throw your life away. I promise not today, not tomorrow, maybe not this year, but eventually it will all get better. So keep pushing towards your "eventually", because in the grand scheme of the universe, its sooner than you think. This world is lucky to have you.
Been 4 years since i found this gem. This is one of few lofi i first listen to and downloaded it. Till this day still enjoy listening to this while chilling alone anywhere anytime. Lofi just hits different✨
1. [0:00] Rook1e ~ if only. 2. [1:07] Sky.High ~ feelings 3. [3:11] KUPLA ~ fell in love in a dream 4. [5:35] BesideZion ~ ∆ 5. [8:25] ok2222 ~ im feeling sad so i made a sad song 6. [10:25] krstphr ~ THIN ICE 7. [12:39] otxhello ~ depression 8. [15:57] idealism ~ time will tell 9. [18:47] verzache ~ conscious 10. [21:55] beats for you and me ♥ ~ tender 11. [25:03] elijah who ~ i miss you most when i can't sleep 12. [26:51] gin$eng ~ your heart was once like mine 13. [28:42] ImpOrtMediA ~ goodbye freedom
There may be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video. Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. To those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve,sleep well. Some are lonely or are feeling very sad. To those people: all pain ends eventually. The good will come soon enough. You can do this! Some may be studying. To those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you're going to do amazing. Some can't stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. To those people: take a deep breath in. Now exhale and say, "I'm fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay." To anyone who is reading this right now, I love you and so do many others. You have nothing to worry about. Take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. Everything is and will be okay. You've got this.
We need a place that has dim coloured lights, serves comfort food, weed brownies and hot chocolate, plays lofi music like this, and there’s an unspoken rule that you can just hug people if you need to...
had this music since i was 18 , always gave me a sense of peace. slowly learning to live solely on God. Its not easy unlearning to be dependent on earthly pleasures , also learning to forgive. God bless you fam.
Man I remember listening to this masterpiece in the summer of 17’ on a trampoline with my closest friends. 3 years later and I’m still getting teary eyed listening to this🥺
Cup Cake same. I dream of decking out a van, getting a easy freelance (work from anywhere) customer service job and just going to music shows and just traveling everywhere I can
Whenever i listen to music on this channel i use the music as a beat to freestyle over and talk about my thoughts and feelings. And im able to rhyme more over this type of beat because it isnt like other beats or instrumentals. The music here speaks to me and the freestyle feels more like a conversation than a monologue. It creates a synthetic environment to make u feel like ure not alone but at the same time away from everything and all that makes it easy to freestyle over this stuff. It's really therapeutic. Thank you for this music.
@@isaacantunez5362 man havent you gave a hug to a men even once? like your dad, or your best friend, everyone needs a hug sometimes, nothing D-to-A gay stuff here
Same bitch thought this man would actually care TUB Boy did he play Me. Discovering he has a girlfriend. Walking past halls. Not even glancing me. He’s friends saying “why her”. Smh people needa stop hiding things and playing people DAMN
I haven't had a long good laugh in years I just can't seem to cry either I am just in this really depressing grey area where I want to feel but just can't idk what it is
The last time I ever saw my grandfather, he was sitting on the couch, watching Gunsmoke. I didn't say goodbye before leaving work. I'm not eaten up by it, but it's strange, isn't it? How something like watching your grandfather for just a few seconds as he watches an old television show can be burned into your mind long afterwords, how something so mundane could later be such an emotional moment. I never even realized why I chose that particular day to not say anything as I headed out the door. Was I just wanting to respect that he was absorbed into his show? Was I taking his presence for granted and figured he'd be back the next day? Did I think he was sleeping? Why that day, above all others, eh? "Goodbye, my boy. Be good, and I love you." It isn't difficult to say "I love you, too." Don't be afraid. Don't be hesitant to let them know you care just as much for them as they do you. Don't ever take someone's company for granted, because there are places people go that they just don't come back from.
it’s when you’ve been craving that love or that feeling of being wanted or needed by someone else by someone for so long, that’s pretty okay being alone all the time isn’t just being lonely it’s all you know so it’s okay. it’s when someone comes along, papers over all the cracks, and then they’re gone before you know it and now you don’t just miss them, but you’re alone again and this time it’s not all you’ve known, you know two states of mind one much better than the other. it’s coming to the realisation that they were only temporary and nothings gonna change that, that’s what really hurts.
Feels good listening to these kinda songs without that hollow feeling. Just enjoying the beats to fall asleep and get up for college and be right with the world for once. It gets good gang, just gotta come to terms with the past and you'll find peace. It's easier than you think.
Hi Cabvno, the day this was put out was the day my girlfriend broke up with me. Those opening words stung. Today I'm happy to tell you I'm engaged to the real girl of my dreams and I'm getting married next year.
Rafael de vega I am doing much better now!💛 I would just like to tell you that when I had read your reply when you posted it helped me keep moving thank you kind soul 💛
@@oscar-5315 I wrote this post a year ago thinking things would never change! Time changes things you’ll be okay. I know it I care about you and I hope for the best for you!
Feelings don't necessarily mean sadness and depression. I hope the world can realize they can be happy or calm as much as they feel lonely or something.
Funny, how after a month the replies to this comment are 50/50. I am glad I got almost 200 likes. It's getting harder to teach people things because they find the smallest thing to argue about.
the residue of purgenol on the non purgenol bars from being produced in the same factory x78 would probably spur mortdy to some kind of genocideal act. God I love this music chilling doing my Irish homework at 12:45am Ireland. It makes you think (the music)
I think the last time I listened to this video was about 4 years ago or more, tonight I'm listening to it while I finish some work (drawing) Although my mental problems are still not completely solved, listening to this I think I can say that I am better and I have been able to get my life back on track, I still have a long way to go to achieve the calm I once had but listening to this I can see the past with better eyes and as a sweet nostalgic ^^
Your problems are not less important than those of others. Happiness is relative to one's situation and life experiences. Look for Maslow's pyramid, it's very interesting. Best of luck
Gosh this is amazing. It's like most of are depressed and dead inside, but we aren't. You know, there's nothing wrong with you and there's nothing wrong with your life. It's just the world that's wrong. And YOU don't have to change because of that. See, the thing is... depression, it devours your soul and makes you forget how it felt like to be happy and innocent. It makes you forget the moments you need to cherish. All you have to do is remind yourself you're still that kid. You're still you. Remember, how it felt, remember until those beautiful memories are right in front of your eyes.
this comment really spoke to me . Literally . Especially because of my situation with depression ... i just wanna be a kid , innocent , and happy again ),:
Loneliness Hours wasted staring at my wall and waiting for a reply Regret. Thinking about the past, and knowing that you can’t go back. Pain Going through something while putting smile on your face everyday when all you want to do is end it. Worthlessness Watching the entire world go on without you knowing that you’ll never make a contribution. These are my feelings
Absolutely, but I rarely had friends growing up, just one girlfriend. So lonely is just a default setting for me. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t need a friend, but I’m never fucking with girls again
Hi buddy. You're not hopeless. If you want someone to reach out to or just talk to, like a pinpal, you can email me at payne.maxwell@aol.com any time. I'm 22 y/o from FL. I'll talk with you and listen to whatever is up. I hope you're the best you you can be right now. Much love, swell music, and lovely visuals to you.
whats the point in life we all die at some point in 100 years no one will remember you unless you're some pop star celebrity in the end, nothing matters life ends we end everything comes to an end whether its happy or not do you remember? childhood everything was so simple and easy yet you always hated it at the time when you couldn't wait to be an adult and have no more math homework do you remember? trying to impress other people if you arent good enough, whats the point? what if people dont like you? what if you are different? what if theres no point at one point we all have to say goodbye to happiness to joy to friends to family to beloved pets or animals or anything say goodbye to all hope when sadness takes over everything is numb why cant i feel anything why dont you love me whats wrong with me why do you like me why am i different why am i the same to everyone else why dont i have friends why do people wish death on me why is life so cruel why doesnt anyone have any love in them why are you asking so many questions? does it matter in the end? does anyone matter does life matter im not okay you arent either are you alright? when was the last time someone asked if you were alright take a long think done? does anyone love you do they? no? why? why doesnt anyone like you? am i a fool? are you a fool? are we all fools? life is a fool we are all destroyed mentally physically are you ok? do you need help? i love you.
emø.trash__. That part “what was the last time someone asked if you’re alright” That made me think a while...and just started crying like a little child...
This is music you smoke to. Think about life, thinking about how we never asked to be here, and how we struggle everyday. I think the only way out of that is love, finding someone that feels for you, feels what you feel. Not being alone.
Dreamer Boy man this is probably the only thing in life to look for (Love).My last life I didnt even know what i was searching for...this one led me to find out it is all meaningless everything is ..the only thing worth living for is Love or the search of it
Alan Singer, my friend, there is only one fucking life, so stop complaining about it and fucking enjoy it. Someday we're all going to die, you know what I mean?
This mix has been in my saved for about 6 years now, from when I lost her. I come to it when I feel lost or as if I've been surprising myself. Everything comes out. And I'm not sure what to do since they're no longer around. There's so many unspoken words in my heart man. But I'll never get to say them to her because she's no longer here. And I couldn't say them then because I was to dumb to know any better.
I feel like everyone is miserable, but we make it seem like feeling fine and being happy is normal. But in actuality, we are all just the same, depressed and lonely
Agreed. We all go through shit, and I've been there too, but I know for a fact that life and happiness don't have to be mutually exclusive. You just have to find what makes life enjoyable
ok listen I have a wife and a family that I love half to death. I hate seeing these comments that we are all alone. ffs find someone and stop with the idiotic metaphors to make urself feel better.
I absolutely love this video, this is my go-to, and what I always listen to set the mood of what I am doing. Please please never get rid of this video!!
Hey man, if this is serious I’m so sorry, people on the internet can be really shitty, love your family and stay close to your true loved ones, have an amazing day/night man
I just got out of a really deep depressive episode. It's like waking up from a nightmare. My room is a mess, I have to shower soon, school starts next week. Under any other circumstances I would still be in that depressive state, but I got some really good news. My best friends are together, they have been together for 7 years. I love them both so much. One of them lives 400 miles away and he just announced he's going to live in our state next year. That news was the best I have received this entire apocalypse. I feel like I can take the world head on. I forgot what happiness feels like and I'm glad I can be here to feel it. I want everyone to make their own good news. It's hard, damn, it's so hard, but everyone has a superpower. You can find it eventually, you just have to live long enough to find it.
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for those still tuning in ... FEELINGS 3 IS OUT NOW: ua-cam.com/video/fwFRCo8N9D4/v-deo.html
Thank you.
Woah I’ll check it out. Thanks for the update!
this mix got me thru 2017-18. finally found it again...thanks
You know its one of those evenings where the whole worlds stops and you are just sitting there, alone, thinking about life and stuff and just being...you know..alive
HowToBadass same here
and what a time to be alive. shit is really real in the field.
This.
Every night
HowToBadass high*
“I thought she cared for me.”
“What did she do or say that have you that impression?”
“The way she talked to me. The way she smiled.”
that hit hard for no reason
Jup me too ... Bit Maybe becouse i experianced this by my self ..
I’m going threw that right now. It’s not the vibe:/
What's this from?
@@maebe7668 ua-cam.com/video/5XqLZCuxJcE/v-deo.html
Going through this at the moment. The guy I’m basically in love with told me he’s seeing someone and I completely shut down
my guys been killing it recently 💕
i no this mighr be alot to ask but can u make a vid with just calm smooth beats plz
but try to make it like broken 2
we all know youre best the at making this type of music
rick grimes bro hyp0cr173 is personally my favourite
Bootleg!!! ^3^
This has got to be one of the most iconic lofi videos on youtube right? I came up in middle school listening to this with my best friend.
this and the bart no sleep are goated
Such a beautiful side of UA-cam
Autumn Baker away from the drama where everybody can sit in peace heh heh
True :3
But this is a meme
and depressing
Agree
The fact that almost 9M people listen this makes me feel not that alone at 4am
you are alone but not the only one
It's so surreal to imagine how many people in the world feel isolated and alone at the same time, together.
I guess that's one way of looking at it but I'm wondering why UA-cam knows I'm depressed
ShangriLa Ito
We are all alone. But the fact 9m other people share that feeling gives you a sense of togetherness.
You’re listening to this alone trying to achieve some sort of vibe, while going into deep thought about anything and everything. And it’s working.
bro how'd you know?
i just do bro, i just do
That's comforting to know.
Hanna Selim yup
Hanna Selim exactly what I'm doing lying in my bed trying to go to sleep 😴
I remember listening to this playlist around winter of 2017, and nostalgia is all I can feel.
yes omg same
same same
Same, it was really heart warming.
This was early morning in high school
It's how i survived my first semester of college..
Sometimes when I feel lost, I come here to read people’s comments. It almost feels less painful to know that there are just as many people lost in their memories, just like me. Even if we truly are worlds apart...
we all live in very different parts of the world, but maybe we're not so different after all..
Greetings from pluto to Earth
Same here man. It makes us all feel a little calm. I hope you do well in you're life as i'm struggling with depression and not being motivated. I live in iran so you can guess that life is hard here somehow. I'm trying to beat it though...
🖤
Uhm that’s deep man
Can you imagine sitting alone on your armchair, whisky in your left hand and a cigarette in your right one, listening to this on a vinyl recorder instead of a smartphone, outside it's raining. And then you just close your eyes. Wouldn't that be the most relaxing but depressing feeling in the world?
It would amazing in the most unusual way my friend.
Omg yes
My life bud.
My typical weekend
Sounds like gta5
That feeling,when you gave your best but it wasn't enough.
That feeling when you finally find the one, but it turns out you werent the one for her 😎
never happened to me, just one time when i got rejected , f in chat
mood
@@Vixoo69 f
No life is good enough
I listened to this for the first time whilst writing my undergrad thesis. Listened again during my Masters. I'm now studying for my PhD and I'm back again. 10/10 would recommend.
I used to listen in undergrad and now i'm listening in law school!
I would kill to be where you are, it must be a great feeling to know all your hard work has got you somewhere significant. You fill me with envy but you deserve to be where you are and I’m sure you know that all the work you’ve put in will be worth the pay off.
@@11k-l8i only you’ve got the power to do something
Similarly, I listened to this at the beginning of my PhD program (Fall 2017). I was struggling greatly and was very depressed; my outlook in the program was bleak.
4 years later and I find myself back here. Still struggling and despairing, but somehow have made it this far with a lot of luck and support and grace. May we - and all - make it to the places we want to go.
@@11k-l8i Show no envy, for they bleed in the same manner as we do. To live is to die; That is a lesson we will all pass someday…
"I thought she cared for me"
"What did she do or say that gave you that impression?"
"It's the way she talked to me, and smiled."
Fuck that hit close to home.
*mixed feelings intensify*
Deep bro deep
ya it does for everybody
what's it from?
The Defenders tv show episode : Nevada v. Carter
"i thought she cared for me."
"what did she do, or say that gave you that impression?"
"the way she talked to me, *smiled* "
I keep playing this joint over and over again just to hear that part. Says it all! So few words...so very deep! Havent we all been there?
I thoght the same but she leaved me....
My older brother left to join the army today. I'm not going to see him again for a long time. This is helping a little bit.
Love you, Kenny. Visit soon.
Hope he serves well and makes it home safe!
TheEvaProject dont worry he'll be fine im a soldier we always got family on our mind. He loves you and will be back
My older brother went to US long ago so i am waiting, just like you.
TheEvaProject Been there. It gets better. Just always know that what he's doing is amazing. Keep your chin up.
you probably wont see him again
coming back to this roughly four years later is kinda crazy... this is the video that basically got me into listening to lofi (for a short while in 2018 anyways :P) but still, the strange, lonely memories I have from around that time, from listening to a bunch of other cabvno mixes is kinda weird to look back on. every time I listen to a song from this video the images of all the characters are still ingrained in my head
am i the only one who goes to these kind of videos and just sits here on their laptop at 10pm just thinkin bout life and listening and crying and then getting tired and dozes off to sleep ?
Nah mate. Just about everyone's sitting here with you
liz nope
liz actually do that everyday
meee
same except usually its about 1:30 am
When feeling sad feels good
When only feeling sad feels good*
sick s13 yo. i own an s14 zenki
God I really hoped you're not who I think u are
CAPTAIN when you just don't care and hurt yourself more but can't cry because you know it's your fault
I find comfort in the midst of the sadness and darkness
This. This right here. Put me on a high that I didn't know was possible..I was hurting bad today..haven't eaten in like 3-4 days because of my lack of motivation to get out of bed but this made me feel like I was floating. And no, I don't do any type of drugs. Now I just had myself a big ass lunch, gonna make myself dinner later. It's truly amazing on what only sound can do for a single person. Keep this up.
Dessy-Chu This helped me guide my thoughts on what i want to do before i graduate high school. Led to a few sleepless nights though.
Glad to hear it. And a few sleepless nights are totally normal while figuring out what you're gonna do about graduating.
Brobuscus115 Its doing the same for me
Dessy-Chu Man if you listened to this after a few phat bowls you would convince yourself that you're floating
I hope this finds you two weeks on out of bed and kicking again dude. I find a walk around the park, maybe to this mix will get some fuel in your tank. Knock um dead dude!
i remember listening to this in my freshman year of high school back in 2017 now i’m back. full circle moment.
0:00 - 34:22 hit me pretty hard
Facts black guy
34:23 is the best part
agree
TacticalBadger you tried it
but I hit replay harder
A handful of these comments are nice to read with this music. I hope y'all have a pleasant self reflection and grow.
"I thought she cared for me"
"What did she do or say that gave you that impression?"
"The way she talked to me... and smiled"
damn, this one hits home
zeals legend indeed
I thought she cared for me
What I did she say or do that gave you that impression?
The way she talked to me.... and smiled
feels man
Same :/ there’s only one perfect person
😢😢😢😢😢
I remember listening to this in my freshman year. How quickly time passes.
Man, I usually dont really leave comments on compiled music, or music in general, but it's actually quite interesting to see how music can bring out the most of people, and get them to talk about how they feel. This genre of music is one of those types of genres that comfort people with the feeling of loneliness, which is very interesting, as loneliness isn't typically seen as a type of comfort to many people. It's more or less the feeling of being able to accept that feeling that makes people comfortable with the feeling of loneliness, and thus other comments that speak about going through rough times here, and dealing with it. I mean, even thinking it over myself is comforting, so, I guess it affects everyone. It just sort of goes to show the power of music, the only other times I ever feel pretty comforted like this is while listening to Nujabes.
Ikari Person that's real talk
Sometimes you have to keep going, although everything might seem meaningless.
I´ve been feeling like this too and when people are around me I´m joking a lot and try to make them smile.
But when I´m alone I start to question all the decisions I´ve made so far and who I really am.
That´s just a sad phase but it really get´s to me sometimes.
M0lders that’s EXACTLY what i’m going through
Ditto my man.. It's like i just want to stop everything... because the pressures of everything make it seem like it's not really worth the struggle. I know I have to still try though. At least I've learned to survive without needing friends as company.
Im the exact same man... I feel you
i feel yah dude thats exactly what im going through right now...
Shit. Man you are excactly like me.
*''Man, I just want to go to sleep.''*
Cereal Guy so you do well I got a purple mattress stay and sleep as longggggg as you want
Hello my twin brother
Cereal Guy but then the homework came and refreshed your memory
HI
Like go to sleep and never wake up again
IT GOT RE-UPLOADED!!!! This video was my introduction to lofi like 3 years ago and i always kept coming back to it when the world got shitty and I needed some peace of mind. Then one day I clicked on it and it said that the video did not exist anymore and I was really sad. It's wonderful to have you back my old friend
"I thought she cared for me"
"what did she say or do that gave you that impression?"
"the way she talked to me... and smiled"
forever echoing in my head because this conversation hits a little too close to home with my last breakup
"dawn to feelings, adventure to a time.. remind me of the longing, the days when the feelings were mine.."
When I first saw the episode itself, about a year ago, I thought it to be sad of course, but I remember thinking I could never feel that strongly about anyone. How could I? It seemed so insane, to give one person that much power. I now realize, broken-hearted, that I never "gave" to build me up and tear me down. She took it forcefully, and I let her because I believed she would never use it. I loved her, her mind, and soul, and she absolutely destroyed me...and when she left me for my friend, who she's been with for a while now, I genuinely did think of this. I finally understood the feeling of just... emptiness, and nothing else. Like she filled a hole in my heart I didn't know I had until she left it bigger than when we started. I felt nothing, like anything that made me happy before just felt like mundane nothingness. I felt like killing myself about a month ago; I'm glad I stopped feeling that way. Life moves on, however slowly, and even now as I hurt every single day without her, some part of me knows that one day, I will find someone better. Someone who shares my passion. I never have and never will blame her for this, because (as cliché as this might sound) "the heart wants what it wants", and just because mine wanted her, doesn't mean hers wanted me back. It's not her fault. And if you feel the same way as me, you just need to remember to breathe, and find something, anything, to keep you occupied and moving forward. For me it was music like this. It helps, if only to distract you in the moment, until you are able to come to terms on your own time. Never throw your life away. I promise not today, not tomorrow, maybe not this year, but eventually it will all get better. So keep pushing towards your "eventually", because in the grand scheme of the universe, its sooner than you think. This world is lucky to have you.
this fucked me up
thank you
Sorry for the shit you took man. Go have a beer. It's on me
Man. You just gave me an important lesson, perhaps it was what I needed to read. Truly, thanks.
Alexander Ross lmao I'm 11
Been 4 years since i found this gem. This is one of few lofi i first listen to and downloaded it. Till this day still enjoy listening to this while chilling alone anywhere anytime. Lofi just hits different✨
1. [0:00] Rook1e ~ if only.
2. [1:07] Sky.High ~ feelings
3. [3:11] KUPLA ~ fell in love in a dream
4. [5:35] BesideZion ~ ∆
5. [8:25] ok2222 ~ im feeling sad so i made a sad song
6. [10:25] krstphr ~ THIN ICE
7. [12:39] otxhello ~ depression
8. [15:57] idealism ~ time will tell
9. [18:47] verzache ~ conscious
10. [21:55] beats for you and me ♥ ~ tender
11. [25:03] elijah who ~ i miss you most when i can't sleep
12. [26:51] gin$eng ~ your heart was once like mine
13. [28:42] ImpOrtMediA ~ goodbye freedom
he who has no name tnx bro
You are a great human being. I hope you are having a good life
Thanks bro, I respect that, it would have taken quite a while so thank you 😊 🙏🏼 have a great day or night wherever you’re from, thank you
Just to let everyone know it was in the description
Thanks
me: *gets rejected once*
me: "ah yes the songs of my people"
Hahahahaga
DUDE THATS A REALLY FUNNY JOKE HAHAHAH HAH hahah haha.. h.. '(
lol this cheered me up
*just don't ask anyone out*
That’s what we call *life*•
There may be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. To those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve,sleep well.
Some are lonely or are feeling very sad. To those people: all pain ends eventually. The good will come soon enough. You can do this!
Some may be studying. To those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you're going to do amazing.
Some can't stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. To those people: take a deep breath in. Now exhale and say, "I'm fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay."
To anyone who is reading this right now, I love you and so do many others. You have nothing to worry about. Take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. Everything is and will be okay. You've got this.
Jacob Seed thank you.
Thank you Jacob that was helpful thank you so much
i klik bekause i think its cartoon :(
i hate my fucking life
Thanks I guess...but tbh nobody would miss if anything they'd dance and laugh upon my grave maybe I deserve it...
It's been 4 years and I find myself still coming back to this
I always fall asleep to your stuff
pigeon murderer same here
what did the pigeons do to you
Jonathan lol
austin kahn lmao I'm jokin mate don't take that seriously lol
Ive been listening to this for 5 hours and still cant sleep.. its 3am rn
This Mix will be perfect for anyone who needs to focus on work or rethink life.
We need a place that has dim coloured lights, serves comfort food, weed brownies and hot chocolate, plays lofi music like this, and there’s an unspoken rule that you can just hug people if you need to...
Dylan Briggs oh my God. If you find a place like that, please let me know. Because I will pack up all my shit and move there to heal my soul.
Dylan Briggs YES
The world really needs that
Dylan Briggs yeah that’s sounds great
homygodyes
had this music since i was 18 , always gave me a sense of peace. slowly learning to live solely on God. Its not easy unlearning to be dependent on earthly pleasures , also learning to forgive. God bless you fam.
I'm high without smoke.
Love this.
Every time I listen to this it just feels like everything is gonna be okay, I love it. Thanks for the mix man.
keep it going man! the movement continues
youre a beast u keep it going
R y a n C e l s i u s ° S o u n d s you're my hero
R y a n C e l s i u s ° S o u n d s big ups
i know wat u mean
R y a n C e l s i u s ° S o u n d s I
Man I remember listening to this masterpiece in the summer of 17’ on a trampoline with my closest friends. 3 years later and I’m still getting teary eyed listening to this🥺
gotta love those VHS aesthetics
Stingy I just wanna figure out how to make them
Traveling across the country all by myself.
Sleeping in my car.
I'm experiencing this all by myself.
Everything I do is always that way.
Alone.
Jake Stockton this is what I dream of everyday, for real.
Cup Cake same. I dream of decking out a van, getting a easy freelance (work from anywhere) customer service job and just going to music shows and just traveling everywhere I can
For me that sounds amazing. No one you have to worry about, no liability.
Jake Stockton you said this on another video
You are never truly alone
I like that every lo-fi chill mix these days has Alan Watts speeches
srbi slusaju lo fi idemo
don’t worry, you’re not alone in this. we’re here for you, all 10 million people that have watched this too
Whenever i listen to music on this channel i use the music as a beat to freestyle over and talk about my thoughts and feelings. And im able to rhyme more over this type of beat because it isnt like other beats or instrumentals. The music here speaks to me and the freestyle feels more like a conversation than a monologue. It creates a synthetic environment to make u feel like ure not alone but at the same time away from everything and all that makes it easy to freestyle over this stuff. It's really therapeutic. Thank you for this music.
Same
I would like to hear that
vibe on brother
*virtual hug to anyone who needs it* hehe
@@isaacantunez5362 man havent you gave a hug to a men even once? like your dad, or your best friend, everyone needs a hug sometimes, nothing D-to-A gay stuff here
Rachael stylinson thank you😔 so much
Ty bro no homo lol
*hug u* thanks man
Guys I'm a girl... no need to say no homo
"i thought she cared for me"
"what did she do or say that gave you that impression?"
"the way she talked to me... and smiled"
The best part
That really just. Took it home for me.
I just... I don't know this mix is so nice in same time i feel happy and sad but this words hhh too sad, myb its just her smile 😕
Same bitch thought this man would actually care TUB Boy did he play Me. Discovering he has a girlfriend. Walking past halls. Not even glancing me. He’s friends saying “why her”. Smh people needa stop hiding things and playing people DAMN
💔
Man this takes me back
I used to play this stuff nonstop during darker times. But the brighter times always come back around.
I haven't had a long good laugh in years I just can't seem to cry either I am just in this really depressing grey area where I want to feel but just can't idk what it is
Ants in my eyes Johnson my advice man just get help, the longer you put off the worse you'll get. Trust me I know what you feel like
Ants in my eyes Johnson same
same honestly
Ants in my eyes Johnson clear the ants out of your eyes and you might feel better
Ants in my eyes Johnson i know what u mean, get help... Even if the help comes from outside
The last time I ever saw my grandfather, he was sitting on the couch, watching Gunsmoke. I didn't say goodbye before leaving work. I'm not eaten up by it, but it's strange, isn't it? How something like watching your grandfather for just a few seconds as he watches an old television show can be burned into your mind long afterwords, how something so mundane could later be such an emotional moment. I never even realized why I chose that particular day to not say anything as I headed out the door. Was I just wanting to respect that he was absorbed into his show? Was I taking his presence for granted and figured he'd be back the next day? Did I think he was sleeping? Why that day, above all others, eh?
"Goodbye, my boy. Be good, and I love you."
It isn't difficult to say "I love you, too." Don't be afraid. Don't be hesitant to let them know you care just as much for them as they do you. Don't ever take someone's company for granted, because there are places people go that they just don't come back from.
- Awsm Chimera
The mind is all, the universe is mental.
You sir are a gift to humanity...
ayy like numero 69
The Git Gud Neighborhood ... heartfelt , painfully necessary realization. 💙
it’s when you’ve been craving that love or that feeling of being wanted or needed by someone else by someone for so long, that’s pretty okay being alone all the time isn’t just being lonely it’s all you know so it’s okay. it’s when someone comes along, papers over all the cracks, and then they’re gone before you know it and now you don’t just miss them, but you’re alone again and this time it’s not all you’ve known, you know two states of mind one much better than the other. it’s coming to the realisation that they were only temporary and nothings gonna change that, that’s what really hurts.
5 years and i still love this mix specifically
I’ve been listening to this video every night completely baked and it puts me in such a chill mood. I highly recommend this video while high
Jordan Dame
Try the magic mushrooms and you will begin to understand things
happy 420 bro
When your fried af, this where you go for the relaxing
I relate to you all
The first 12 seconds...
Damn.
What’s the first song?
Iceman Fan Page it’s called “If Only” by Rook1e
Ikk frr!!
Fugg...
ua-cam.com/video/wdtOCzueh4Q/v-deo.html this is also somewhat Lo fi
I thought she cared for me... ''what did she do or say that gave you that impression''. The way she talked to me, *and smiled* .
Harry Cundall it all begins with that
I thought it said at the end, “that smile”
Doesn't it say " the way she looked at me, *and smiled*
Harry Cundall to 677 I'm high af tight now
Harry Cundall im actually legit crying right now
Feels good listening to these kinda songs without that hollow feeling. Just enjoying the beats to fall asleep and get up for college and be right with the world for once. It gets good gang, just gotta come to terms with the past and you'll find peace. It's easier than you think.
Hi Cabvno, the day this was put out was the day my girlfriend broke up with me. Those opening words stung. Today I'm happy to tell you I'm engaged to the real girl of my dreams and I'm getting married next year.
Congrats!
i hope it works out for you man
congratulations!!
mood
Nice
Anyone wanna take a road trip and chill with these beats? Let's enjoy life!
Bradysoul down
take me there
I wanna be getting high with these beats. 🙂
Your video with this music, worthy mix.
Music fest bra!
Currently 4 am thinking about life and a girl I'll never have, so I'll just smoke my problems away time to get faded
It'll get better one day my guy
lol same bruh,, i like this girl so much but i fucked up... oh well, 3 billion other girls on this planet.. you'll get the girl u deserve one day
Feels
Can I light one with you
I feel the same right now.(except the smoking part) because I met a guy online I really like and he lives in the USA while I live in Canada.
This playlist was my go to 5 years ago holy cow now half a decade later I found it again
The second I stop distracting myself, the pain comes back. The hurt. Someone finds a way to hurt me. It never stops I just wanna go
I'm sorry Sab Yellow, I wish I could take your pain
im so sorry for that :(
Rafael de vega I am doing much better now!💛 I would just like to tell you that when I had read your reply when you posted it helped me keep moving thank you kind soul 💛
@@queenyellow6714 I don’t think I’ll ever get better
@@oscar-5315 I wrote this post a year ago thinking things would never change! Time changes things you’ll be okay. I know it I care about you and I hope for the best for you!
Feelings don't necessarily mean sadness and depression. I hope the world can realize they can be happy or calm as much as they feel lonely or something.
but people might interpret these songs as happy so you'll never know bud.
i jus wanted to say sometin
so true. negativity is what we associate feelings with
1:40 how exactly does that sound "sad" or "depressing"?
Funny, how after a month the replies to this comment are 50/50. I am glad I got almost 200 likes. It's getting harder to teach people things because they find the smallest thing to argue about.
This stuff gets me back in my feels a place I've haven't touched in while and I realize that I'm missing something but, I just can't find what it is.
Sebastian Pedraza love?
Angela Lozo probably but, I haven't experienced real love in forever
Sebastian Pedraza love takes time but you'll feel it again soon
Sebastian Pedraza love m8
Dragon Fang yeah
I remember being in high-school with this stuff. Damn.
I have so many friends. Why do I always feel so alone?
I feel you bro
Same
I’m crying my lungs out.. altho I have alot of friends, I go out with them, but without her I can never feel like I’m not alone.
its the feeling when you have everything but nothing
I only have 2 true freinds
Shoutout to everyone who is madly in love with someone who doesn't give a fuck about them
Your Stepmother My cat thanks you for acknowledging her hate of everyone else but me xd
Your Stepmother 99.999% of the views xD
Haha gg
Thanks
Thanks haha, I don't think he'll ever notice me but I can dream.
I wanna listen to this in the beach while drinking some ice tea
Who feels the same?
Phantom true
Me too
Phantom feels like rainy day music to me, or study music (really helps me against getting distracted on like 6 hour studying binges)
that sounds so fucking nice
Phantom Yaaaaas
I swear 2016-2018 were the golden years of lofi music
Drinking alone and thinking about all the good times in my life and all the bad times, what a journey
Morty has eaten 78 chocolate bars in this video.
I did the math so it may be incorrect :^)
But are they Purgenol free?
the residue of purgenol on the non purgenol bars from being produced in the same factory x78 would probably spur mortdy to some kind of genocideal act. God I love this music chilling doing my Irish homework at 12:45am Ireland. It makes you think (the music)
takes a pretty high IQ to figure that one out
2+2 is 4 minus 1 that's three. Quick math.
Man these songs are supposed to make me feel calm and nostalgic, but all I feel is despair and sadness.
Linard sadness+sadness= content, happiness and appreciation (for me anyway)
It feels cleansing in a way tho. For me at least.
Yeah mate, you're right.
Linard same
allahu akbar
I think the last time I listened to this video was about 4 years ago or more, tonight I'm listening to it while I finish some work (drawing)
Although my mental problems are still not completely solved, listening to this I think I can say that I am better and I have been able to get my life back on track, I still have a long way to go to achieve the calm I once had but listening to this I can see the past with better eyes and as a sweet nostalgic ^^
This video just made me stop for a while and think about life.
I never go hungry and always have a roof over my head so why am I still so sad
“Blessed but still depressed”
2 blessed but still Depressed I’m neither blessed or depressed I’m just chillin listening to music to fall asleep to g
Bars
Your problems are not less important than those of others. Happiness is relative to one's situation and life experiences.
Look for Maslow's pyramid, it's very interesting.
Best of luck
Those are basic needs
Cause you're lazy
Hey! The videos back up! Awesome!
Gosh this is amazing. It's like most of are depressed and dead inside, but we aren't. You know, there's nothing wrong with you and there's nothing wrong with your life. It's just the world that's wrong. And YOU don't have to change because of that. See, the thing is... depression, it devours your soul and makes you forget how it felt like to be happy and innocent. It makes you forget the moments you need to cherish. All you have to do is remind yourself you're still that kid. You're still you. Remember, how it felt, remember until those beautiful memories are right in front of your eyes.
wow this comment actually made me cry
Awh TT I hope they were happy tears though!
this comment really spoke to me . Literally . Especially because of my situation with depression ... i just wanna be a kid , innocent , and happy again ),:
Laisha Rosa now I'm cold hearted cuz of someone and I want to go Back to the old days when I was happy
Laisha Rosa you just made my day
Sadness
Crying for no reason
Having feelings for someone who doesn't notice you
Questioning yourself who am I
Lit Gamer you are not alone! I feel the same!
You're not that sad.
Go find "de wae"
That could have been a haiku
Loneliness
Hours wasted staring at my wall and waiting for a reply
Regret.
Thinking about the past, and knowing that you can’t go back.
Pain
Going through something while putting smile on your face everyday when all you want to do is end it.
Worthlessness
Watching the entire world go on without you knowing that you’ll never make a contribution.
These are my feelings
yo, at least you a lit gamer tho.
Do any of y’all feel so alone, like there’s no one here with you in life that just understands and connects with you? I feel hopeless :(
Same
Absolutely, but I rarely had friends growing up, just one girlfriend. So lonely is just a default setting for me. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t need a friend, but I’m never fucking with girls again
Hi buddy. You're not hopeless. If you want someone to reach out to or just talk to, like a pinpal, you can email me at payne.maxwell@aol.com any time. I'm 22 y/o from FL. I'll talk with you and listen to whatever is up. I hope you're the best you you can be right now. Much love, swell music, and lovely visuals to you.
Additionally, anyone who sees this is free to email me.
literally text me
21:55 is so simple, yet works 100% right away, this sweet sugary love feeling we have thinkin about our lover could be played with this music
whats the point in life
we all die at some point
in 100 years no one will remember you
unless you're some pop star celebrity
in the end, nothing matters
life ends
we end
everything comes to an end whether its happy or not
do you remember?
childhood
everything was so simple
and easy
yet you always hated it at the time
when you couldn't wait to be an adult
and have no more math homework
do you remember?
trying to impress other people
if you arent good enough, whats the point?
what if people dont like you?
what if you are different?
what if theres no point
at one point
we all have to say goodbye
to happiness
to joy
to friends
to family
to beloved pets
or animals
or anything
say goodbye to all hope
when sadness takes over
everything is numb
why cant i feel anything
why dont you love me
whats wrong with me
why do you like me
why am i different
why am i the same to everyone else
why dont i have friends
why do people wish death on me
why is life so cruel
why doesnt anyone have any love in them
why are you asking so many questions?
does it matter in the end?
does anyone matter
does life matter
im not okay
you arent either
are you alright?
when was the last time someone asked if you were alright
take a long think
done?
does anyone love you
do they?
no?
why?
why doesnt anyone like you?
am i a fool?
are you a fool?
are we all fools?
life is a fool
we are all destroyed
mentally
physically
are you ok?
do you need help?
i love you.
*When you remember the same depressing lo-fi comment from a different video* "Hey im starting to see a pattern"
emø.trash__.
That part “what was the last time someone asked if you’re alright”
That made me think a while...and just started crying like a little child...
Yeah i did too
I finally found a max fan that isn’t 9 years old
Itz David I eventually got used to doing it.
for all those who are sad, here is a virtual hug....
*virtual hugging*
Thank you
Hug back at ya Jose
Thanks...
This is music you smoke to. Think about life, thinking about how we never asked to be here, and how we struggle everyday. I think the only way out of that is love, finding someone that feels for you, feels what you feel. Not being alone.
Dreamer Boy man this is probably the only thing in life to look for (Love).My last life I didnt even know what i was searching for...this one led me to find out it is all meaningless everything is ..the only thing worth living for is Love or the search of it
Alan Singer, my friend, there is only one fucking life, so stop complaining about it and fucking enjoy it. Someday we're all going to die, you know what I mean?
I already have one... My mom☺️😊
WAIZZ SE incest?
This mix has been in my saved for about 6 years now, from when I lost her. I come to it when I feel lost or as if I've been surprising myself. Everything comes out. And I'm not sure what to do since they're no longer around. There's so many unspoken words in my heart man. But I'll never get to say them to her because she's no longer here. And I couldn't say them then because I was to dumb to know any better.
This was a sick mix bro! Love how you put subtitles in there like * SOBBING * thought that was ingenious 💯
Ǝ V I L Æ S T H Ǝ T I C テレ。 what? ingenious?
in·gen·ious
inˈjēnyəs/Submit
adjective
(of a person) clever, original, and inventive.
Ǝ V I L Æ S T H Ǝ T I C テレ。 i cut my fingers scrolling because of your comment
aaaand how does "ingenious" describe subtitles? lmao
How does " lmao " describe laughing.
Valentine’s Day anyone?
One day..... One day...... I’ll get to celebrate it
I never will until I’m 40
We all will one day
Yea me too i cant wait😟
not if your dumbass still supporting LLJ nigga dead wtf
Yo I don't know if ur a man or woman but fuck it next valentines I'll be ur valentines
Why cant i just be sad forever instead of having a false sense of happiness being ripped out of my hands everytime i grip it tight.
Because happiness like every other emotion is fleeting. What even is happiness?
People say the absence of hapiness is sadness... but you only truly realise youve been happy until youve been sad...
If ur sad u like James Charles
@@viper9171 omg this is not funny you edgy wannabe jackass
This actually hit me so hard
FOR SOME REASON I COULDN'T FIND IT AND I THOUGHT IT WAS TAKEN OFF UA-cam. GLAD TO SEE IT'S BACK. STILL BUMPING THIS 3 YEARS LATER.
I just feel like I want to hug everybody in this comment section..
im kidding, get in here.
This is a Comment witch just makes me smile
Helpyourself 000 really? go help yourself. hhh
your comment makes me smile too :')
So many good people here, like you :)
I feel like everyone is miserable, but we make it seem like feeling fine and being happy is normal. But in actuality, we are all just the same, depressed and lonely
Ethaniel The Great Everyone is always wearing masks... it’s only when we’re alone is when we show how we really feel
Once thought the same but that’s not true. ✊🏼
Agreed. We all go through shit, and I've been there too, but I know for a fact that life and happiness don't have to be mutually exclusive. You just have to find what makes life enjoyable
exaclt @ milk. In my experience, life has never had any REAL meaning besides what I put behind it. You’re the controller of your own life
ok listen I have a wife and a family that I love half to death. I hate seeing these comments that we are all alone. ffs find someone and stop with the idiotic metaphors to make urself feel better.
I feel like I'm listening to the next generations music
important
Sunny Panda wea're in trouble if we can't spell we're
boi they said "w e a r e t h e" aka "we are the"
... Dumbest grammar nazi I have ever seen lol
Your profile picture makes me very uncomfortable
I absolutely love this video, this is my go-to, and what I always listen to set the mood of what I am doing. Please please never get rid of this video!!
summer/ autumn 2017 has been the best time of my life, now i'm at the hospital with cancer. enjoy life ppl, live every moment
y u n g m d hey im really sorry try cannabis oil Please it will cure you
Hey man, if this is serious I’m so sorry, people on the internet can be really shitty, love your family and stay close to your true loved ones, have an amazing day/night man
Those are always their last words...
with what evidence?
enjoy the time u have
Anyone else that were supposed to go to sleep by now?
RatchYT Hy
RatchYT me
*no*
Mee😔✊🏼
Yo
It's 2018, and man, I just want to go to sleep.
Forever
I just got out of a really deep depressive episode. It's like waking up from a nightmare. My room is a mess, I have to shower soon, school starts next week. Under any other circumstances I would still be in that depressive state, but I got some really good news.
My best friends are together, they have been together for 7 years. I love them both so much. One of them lives 400 miles away and he just announced he's going to live in our state next year. That news was the best I have received this entire apocalypse.
I feel like I can take the world head on. I forgot what happiness feels like and I'm glad I can be here to feel it.
I want everyone to make their own good news. It's hard, damn, it's so hard, but everyone has a superpower. You can find it eventually, you just have to live long enough to find it.
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