This quote holds a much deeper meaning the older you get when you realize that everything you’ve been taught is kind of a lie and that by rebelling you essentially become the villain in someone else’s story or in society’s perception and if you create enough change that people start to align with you then and ONLY then might u die as a hero while still living enough to become the a villain
and of course the other interpretation which is that you either rebel against power or authority and die as a hero fighting for what you believe in or you live long enough that you integrate or benefit from that authority and thus you become the villain that you once would have fought against
@@beepboop6757 fr but i feel like they actually like me? they are the one that is always saying they love me and shit. idk what to believe anymore,whenever they flirt with me i’m always thinking ab whether they are serious or not
allow me to enter serious mode wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ploink okay so its very likely that they do have feelings for you, but are trying to express it without altering your friendship. this is probably their way of dropping hints n shit. under the scenario that they dont like you and have just been playing you, thats kind of a dick move. you should definitely ask though! bringing it up is quite simply actually. ive had this happen multiple times with a few exes of mine, and usually what i start with is, "hey, so yknow when we're all sappy n shit? i just want to confirm whether you actually mean it or not." i wish you good luck :)
@@beepboop6757 so update: i’m pretty sure they are joking but first they make me reply nice then drop the bomb to say they are joking, it seriously is playing with my feelings and i’m embarrassed to ask them about it (they flirt with other ppl as a joke too)
This blasting while driving on the backroads at night is a special kind of feeling. 100% recommend it’s like a feeling of longing/sadness or the feeling of wanting to run across a field into the forest
The first" I know who you pretend I am" hits different when all your friends who were like the parents/old siblings you wish you had, are graduating this year and you won't for 3 years.
@@shuipaii9102 y'all should definitely try to stay in contact with them. message them occasionally, and when possible meet up with them after you graduate. good luck to you guys!!
Im listening to this song because I found out that my boyfriend broke up with me coz the girl he liked years ago came back:( I guess he never really liked me
@@lizikir lol I guess that’s pretty smart, they’re a really good friend of mine but it’s just disappointing to see they act the exact same with everyone else
This reminds me of when I fell in love with someone who was exactly like my mom. Narcissistic, self degrading, and gaslighting me. They made me feel like I couldn’t live without them. And that I was insane. But they always talked about other people infront of me and how I wasn’t like them. And the lyrics “why not me?” Resembles that whole relationship. Why can’t you love me for me? Why am I so not perfect. So I complimented them on everything they did. When they degraded themselves I would say no and that they were perfect and not anything that they thing that is bad. I miss them still. I wish I could’ve made you feel better. Why do I fall in love with people who resemble my trauma?
i'm so sorry you had to endure that. just so you know, your issues and feelings matter, i hope you didn't take what they said to heart. you're much more than what they watered you down to. you're perfect just the way you are, they just refused to see that. and i get it, the falling in love with people who resemble your trauma, i've been there too. you're not alone in this, alright? you're awesome, keep your head up buddy :)
@@potato-wu5ei yeah, I guess. I don’t know why though. It’s weird that something so traumatizing comforts me. People romanticized my experience so I guess it might some how comforts me?
@@yvshm777 thank you, so much. I feel watered down about myself as well. But it’s mostly because I’ve been made believed to do that. I feel like I am falling in love with my trauma some how. It’s all I know, it’s all I think about when I hear the word love. I am not used to non abusive relationships. It felt normal to be hurt, until my current partner. It’s weird, but it’s comforting. I see what I need now. I used to think I never needed anything and that my existence was a burden. I realized how wrong I am now. I feel better.
@@user-jd6cd1gg2y I would say that as humans we look for familiarity and sometimes we don't know if that is good for us or not. your experiences are valid, take care and stay safe
Reading people's sad things that happened to them in this comment section adds to the sadness, and makes me want to cry but here I am listening and learning for exams
@@bryleefisher5700 i wish you well in life, and hope that you can be happy with the people who you surround yourself with!! :D please remember that you are very smart and rad, so have a good day and stay safe!!! 💙💙💙
"I know who you pretend I am~, I know who you pretend I am~" I relate to that I am the therapist of the group and I'm mentally and emotionally ill. yet everyone comes to me for their problems knowing I have my own stuff to deal with. They all see me more as a therapist, in the beginning we were friends in the end I was only used. I just wanted friends, nothing more.
same with me, i feel you mate :( my friends see me as, as you said, therapist that will always help them with their problems. i obvioously try to do my best to care and help because i don't want them to feel like their feelings and problems are not valid or i don't care about them, but i'm already exhausted with dealing with my own problems they don't seem to respect. it's kind of my fault because i've never spoken of my emotions or opened up to them because i feel safer keeping things like that to myself (and i struggle with inner self-hatred which happens to keep me silent), but i'd like them to think about me sometimes even though i can't communicate when something's wrong.
I know this song isn’t about this but the “why not me?” Makes me think of how I crave for my mothers love, but she always chooses my little sister. It reminds me how angry I was when she stopped caring for me, wait no. How *sad* I was… I wanted her love so much my sadness became anger. Then my dad came and I thought “wow, love and attention? i wonder how I’ll handle it?” And then I ended up pushing him away because I haven’t had any attention for like 6 years at this point? I became antisocial and hated attention. Now I’m all alone again, with the exception of my dad talking to me or asking me if I want to do something, anyway that’s my vent. I’m going back to crying, hope everyone’s doing well! Stay safe💕
I understand that your situation is very tough, but if your dad is a genuinely good guy who just wants to take care of his child, then you might be doing yourself a disservice by pushing him away... (of course it's not easy and I am in no position to tell you what to do, but if you don't try to accept his effort you might come to regret it later.) Stay strong, I'm sure with time it'll get better!
Same also reminds me of kids with perfect parents (um Im the younger sibling but my bro is getting attention and I dont cuase I dont get good grades so they sorta are dissepointed in me )
you know being alone sounds really bad or atleast thats what i thought, but what if being alone is what you need, what if its what makes u happy, what if its the reson u improve, what if u can make ur own happiness bc of it, being alone isnt bad, it amazing, but not until u realize it, make it the reason u are happy, sometimes u might be with someone and u feel so alone a sad, but being alone is so peacefull and cool ,time is all u need, make ur own happiness ,why? bc this stranger right here knows u can do it, and bc i believe in you,i relate to u alot, and thats why i wanted to tell u as long as u feel alone, remember u are not,we might of never meet again, but just know if no one loves u i do, if u are alone i am here, u can talk o me through this comment i really hope u start feeling better :))
this may be the weirdest interpretation of this song but i worry abt my dad sm. my mom seems so unloving to him and he works so hard. he said something to me tonight abt how he’ll never be enough for her and it literally hurt me sm
Same thing happened with me but it’s my mom. My father doesn’t see how hard she works and how strong she is. He constantly puts her down. Yet she still loves him unconditionally. She would do anything for him. But, yes I understand your pain of having a parent that doesn’t feel like they are enough for the other parent. And just like you I worry so much for my mother.
@@kyrawheeler5029 Mhm, thank you! I really hope that everything goes well with your parents. And I’m glad that I also found your comment. If I didn’t I think I would just continue to believe that it was just me who had parents like this. But, as I said I’m glad I’m not alone and that your not alone either. We both obviously can relate to this situation. I just hope that everything gets better for your parents and my parents. And I hope that you are alright to as I know what it’s like for this type of situation to mess with your mental health. But, anyways I hope you and your family have a great day!
This song breaks me so much I’ve been crying at it for about an hour now. It reminds me of how I’m the therapist friend, helping other, putting on a happy face, even when you wanna die. When my parents love me so much and does anything for me I feel like I can’t do anything around them and so scared of them. Nobody asks how I am, I just wanna vent to people but I feel like nobody loves me and nobody cares. They’ll just say, oof or oop. I’m always the happy person at school but I’m always the outsider. I have bad grades at school and I get so stressed over a little test which I don’t revise for cos I get addicted to social media. Yet alone crying silently asleep to this video. I’m jealous of the people who expect less of them, look pretty, athletic, skinny, have nice hair, nice clothes. I go to a grammar school which I had to pass the 11+ to get into. That yet alone was easy, when I wasn’t like this, when I wasn’t breaking down crying all the time. Now I can’t do anything right, not grades not anything anymore. I’m scared of saying anything private, I’m scared people will make fun of me I’m scared to ask my parents for things I’m scared of being around people I just want to be alone, but I also just want to have a friend who will be by my side forever who cares about me. But anyways, I’m okay, lol.
Im not gonna say "me too" like everyone else would say I just wanted to say live your life the way you want I wont say "go study get better" or something break downs are pretty normal so Its fine to express yourself while crying and being sad and maybe try telling your friends no when they ask for your help otherwise they will turn this into a bigger advantage so try saying no the next time focus on your self problems and try getting closer to your family and try opening up to them by little stuff like "I dont feel very good " thats all I got to say and never forget your loved I hope I helped even a little bit
I can’t explain this but agreed. I’m just tired of being the “therapist friend” who calms everyone down and helps everyone but yet when I’m having a mental breakdown they don’t do shit for me. I just hate the feeling of an overwhelming sadness that doesn’t allow you to cry. just remember you can always vent to me and talk to me about things and I will do my best ❤
@@kokomispetgoldfish3014 i'm not a therapist friend but i feel like i used to use my friend as one that was like 7 months ago i dont anymore so tmrw im gonna ask them if theyre okay to see if they have anything on their mind :))
I just texted my guts out i have been keeping my emotions of saddness anger and fear bottled up and i think my parents fight in florida made it to where i am easier to break so i am grateful that happened and this song made it so much easier, thank you.
i just wanna be appreciated. i wanna be loved without expecting anything in return. my parents are always telling me they love me as long as i keep getting good grades in school and i do well in piano. my friends use me for my money and boys just play with me because of my body. if i didn’t have this body they wouldn’t want me at all and its getting so exhausting. cant anybody want me for me? just one person. i dont want to be popular. or someone who gets noticed alot. i mean sure it must be nice. but i dont need that. i just want to feel the feeling of acceptance and love. well dont we all. lol
you will finally meet THE person you need, who will love you for what you are and love you with all his heart, just wait ik its hard but you can do it btw have a good day or night bestie ily sm
this song can make you feel every emotion. if you’re sad, listen to washing machine heart. if you’re happy, listen to washing machine heart. if you have mixed emotions, listen to washing machine heart. this is why it’s one of my favorite songs from mitski. it’s a masterpiece.
He fell in love with my bestfriend and now he acts like he loves me but i dont know what to do whenever i listen this song it feels like lyrics fit us so well. "I know who you pretend i am." Yeah i know.
This reminds me when all my family looks at my older sister and they talk about her and she gets all the attention and love because she is what " a real girl" is like. While I stand in the corner wishing they gave me the same amount of attitude and affection. But that will never happen because I don't act or dress like a "girl." Also, my lil brother gets the same attention as my little sister, so I feel like I'm hated by everyone. Since they all make me look like the villain. Might as well act like one.
That sucks, you deserve recognition just as much as your siblings! It’s not up to anyone else how you should express femininity, or what clothing is acceptable. I also happen to have an older sister and a younger sister and brother. I’m lucky enough that they accept me as gender fluid and not dressing conforming to feminine gender standards and all that. But it feels like I’m always forced to be the unproblematic sibling. My older sister gets the most attention, she’s achieved the most, but she also has issues with substance abuse so my parents are occupied with her a lot. And my little sister has adhd and autism and has a lot of special needs, and my little brother also requires a lot of attention. And I’m just. I always end up the middle child that is forgotten about, and I’m glad to help my parents because they have so much on their plates but I’m tired of being walked all over for everyone else but they don’t deserve my outburst.
it reminds me of my dad who left because my mom and him fighted again like they did every day before he left he hit my mom and i needed to take care of my baby siblings in my room with a locked door we all cried a lot.
maybe you shouldn’t, i know that you miss the times and moments with them. But they are just another being if they moved on, try and distract yourself from the feelings you have for your ex still and its better to forget them, i recommend it. (also sorry for the late advice, i was scrolling through the comments and found this! stay safe!)
@@CLUDYY-us8yp I try man, I still am in love with them. They flirt with me but never mean it and then they tell me about all the girls hes dating and it hurts. SO bad. its the point ive cutte dmyself these past months.
"I know who you pretend I am." hits different. I always pretend my pillow is my comfort character when I'm sad, and that makes me remember he's not real and he never will be. I should write a story about someone who thinks their dream world is the real world but then, they're told that their comfort character (the one who always appears in their dreams) isn't real, then they wake up and they stop coming into their dreams and so on. I'm getting story ideas now-
Just a little vent, because I feel like I need to get it off my chest somehow. 💌 I’ve fallen for a friend who once jokingly confessed to having a crush on me, but I turned him down because I was already in a relationship then. It’s been a year or so now and recently we’ve started to hang out a lot more than we used to, walking home from school together and meeting up on the weekends sometimes. I feel such a strange sense of longing for him and I don’t understand why I can’t get over it. Deep down I know we could never be in a relationship because of certain differences and I really want to *just be friends* with him because we get on so well and enjoy each other’s company. We’ve always had this habit of teasing each other in a friendly way, but I can feel that there’s still some kind of tension from the time he ‘confessed’ that translates into borderline flirting, which is really messing with my head. Should I tell him about how I feel but explain that we can’t be in a relationship and it’s best if we move on from the idea completely, or would that just lead him on? We’re also about to move to different cities for university and I *really* want to resolve this so we can leave with no unnecessary strings attached and hopefully stay good friends in future. Update: We have been dating for 8 months and are happily doing long-distance. ❤️
Idk I think the fact that you are moving away will make it much easier to deal if things go south so why not go for it and tell him because what’s the worse that could happen? I think the only way to move away completely satisfied or no strings attached as u said is to come clean
This makes me feel like I'm forcing myself not to cry it feels like I'm falling I'm falling In a deep black hole and someone is with me who ruined my life it forces me to just keep falling in the hole and don't have control over anything and the person who ruined my life is just falling down with me and the persons I love fall down faster
today mother’s day and im listening this for her she gave me a mommy issues because she never loved us she never do hug us sometimes i hate her but this words a lie i love her very much sorry for my bad english im so tired to translate this
This song reminds me of the feeling I have when I dream, and it is also a feeling connected to some mysterious memories of mine, that nobody remembers but me, I feel safe listening to this, it's like exploring my own mind
"I know who you pretend I am" I for a second thought they were going to say i know who fantasize, or smth, cuz it rhymes, but listening to it, I actually like how that part doesn't rhyme.
At the end the song it gets more bity and louder when it ends, so thank you for making the song end in a quiet tone for this one cause I honestly did not like the loudness at the end. You have me subscribed, thanks buddy.
lyrics, if anybody wanted! Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart Baby, bang it up inside I'm not wearing my usual lipstick I thought maybe we would kiss tonight Baby, will you kiss me already, and Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart Baby, bang it up inside Baby, though I've closed my eyes I know who you pretend I am I know who you pretend I am But do mi ti Why not me? Why not me? Do mi ti Why not me? Why not me? Do mi ti Why not me? Why not me?
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This song makes me feel a different kinda of sadness I can’t even explain
I feel the same way
Makes me feel lovesick.
It kept reminding me of my dead dog :/
@@alexia-it2em im sorry :(
it feels like a "feel alive" sadness idk
its 5 am, I want to sleep but i accidentally opened this and now im stuck
Same
Lmao same-
i got 1 hr sleep 2 nights ago and havent slept since
@@oliveee pls sleep
@@brookeisreal i have now but i am trying to fix my sleep schedule
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@@forfuckssakewilyounevershu7064 LMAO I LOVE YOUR USERNAME
if you're here you know it already that you have amazing taste in music but I'm also here to remind you that you have amazing taste
@bubble tea oh girl no problem I know that I have a good music taste so don’t you worry:) so you must have a good music taste as well
not me reading "I'm also here to remind you that you taste amazing" 💀💀💀
Tysm.
@@potato-wu5ei bahahaha I would never try to eat u… or would I 😏
@@rwaphyy 😏😏😏😏
listening to this while studying improves a lot of motivation
ikrrr
or a lot of sadness
@@chukolat7650 that’s there anyway🙄🖐🏻
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listening to this while sitting out alone in p.e class, looking at the group of girls sitting in front of me chat
literally same
Same for me here.
I already know that hits diff looking at random ppl while listen to music like this>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
sometimes loneliness is conforting
I wish I could so that bye my school doesn't allow us to bring around phones
At first i was like mhhhh ✨slowed washing machine heart✨ as a joke..... but bro i don’t think it is a joke anymore-
ME
ME TOO SJKHDFJ
hahahahhahahah frrrrr ahahhaa
RIGHT-
lol niceee XD
"You either die as a hero or live long enough to be a villain"
I choose to be a lonely villain😏
This quote holds a much deeper meaning the older you get when you realize that everything you’ve been taught is kind of a lie and that by rebelling you essentially become the villain in someone else’s story or in society’s perception and if you create enough change that people start to align with you then and ONLY then might u die as a hero while still living enough to become the a villain
and of course the other interpretation which is that you either rebel against power or authority and die as a hero fighting for what you believe in or you live long enough that you integrate or benefit from that authority and thus you become the villain that you once would have fought against
I choose to be Childe
Okay nvm
Im drawing rn and this is the perfect song to draw to
I’m drawing someone rn
They have the Hanahaki disease 🌸🩸🌼💮
@@zacharee2428 sadness
FRR#ALWFLAFLAFAWLW
And to study to!
@@zacharee2428 is that the disease where they have flowers coming out of their mouth n stuff?
listening to this while thinking of the person you’ve fallen for that flirts with you as a joke is great
you just caught me in 8K
im both that person and the one that fell for them lol both scenarios have happened to me
@@beepboop6757 fr but i feel like they actually like me? they are the one that is always saying they love me and shit. idk what to believe anymore,whenever they flirt with me i’m always thinking ab whether they are serious or not
allow me to enter serious mode
wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ploink
okay so its very likely that they do have feelings for you, but are trying to express it without altering your friendship. this is probably their way of dropping hints n shit.
under the scenario that they dont like you and have just been playing you, thats kind of a dick move. you should definitely ask though! bringing it up is quite simply actually. ive had this happen multiple times with a few exes of mine, and usually what i start with is, "hey, so yknow when we're all sappy n shit? i just want to confirm whether you actually mean it or not." i wish you good luck :)
@@beepboop6757 thank you for this!! i’ll try asking them!
@@beepboop6757 so update: i’m pretty sure they are joking but first they make me reply nice then drop the bomb to say they are joking, it seriously is playing with my feelings and i’m embarrassed to ask them about it (they flirt with other ppl as a joke too)
they say that perfection doesn’t exist, but it’s just because they’ve never heard Mitski’s songs slowed and reverb
this^^
Omg thiss^^^^^^^
What means reverb
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Yes
“I know who you pretend i am” hit me in a different way, ik he wants me to be her, but since i was the easier option, he chose me
Illumi really speaking facts
@@aamenap9037 ikr, Illumi is a genius
Damn u r speaking outta my heart
Hisoka chose you over Gon cause Killua would kill him?
felt this
Sometimes loneliness can be comforting. Sadness makes you cry and loneliness pats your back.
I've been listening to this for a day straight now
@bubble tea help
@@kineenx2303 it’s been a month.. Are you okay?
Bruh me too
Omg 3 months are you okay?
Yo, 4 months now- you still alive my bro?
whenever i see my washing machine i just remember this song
I love my washing machine but this song is better than her.
@@jgr_lilli_ LMAO
PLS
LMAOO
I have anxiety and this song is really helping me calm down..
this.
oh yes perfect song
true
same.
whats anxiety
This blasting while driving on the backroads at night is a special kind of feeling. 100% recommend it’s like a feeling of longing/sadness or the feeling of wanting to run across a field into the forest
The first" I know who you pretend I am" hits different when all your friends who were like the parents/old siblings you wish you had, are graduating this year and you won't for 3 years.
It sucks having all older friends, it seriously does. They’re all moving on with their lives and I’m stuck in school.
@@shuipaii9102 y'all should definitely try to stay in contact with them. message them occasionally, and when possible meet up with them after you graduate. good luck to you guys!!
*wait you have friends*
Alcuard after what the twins did to him ;-;
Yea...
this song makes me feel like he loves me but then he says "oh i'm like that with everyone."
Im listening to this song because I found out that my boyfriend broke up with me coz the girl he liked years ago came back:( I guess he never really liked me
@@Kaylasss awh, i'm so sorry my love. it'll get better i promise. you'll find the one for you
i have friends like that who i will think that weve got a special relationship then i see how they act with their other friends :/
@@emme4602 i was like that and i ended friendship by constantly fighting ୧(＾ 〰 ＾)୨
@@lizikir lol I guess that’s pretty smart, they’re a really good friend of mine but it’s just disappointing to see they act the exact same with everyone else
This reminds me of when I fell in love with someone who was exactly like my mom. Narcissistic, self degrading, and gaslighting me. They made me feel like I couldn’t live without them. And that I was insane. But they always talked about other people infront of me and how I wasn’t like them. And the lyrics “why not me?” Resembles that whole relationship. Why can’t you love me for me? Why am I so not perfect. So I complimented them on everything they did. When they degraded themselves I would say no and that they were perfect and not anything that they thing that is bad. I miss them still. I wish I could’ve made you feel better. Why do I fall in love with people who resemble my trauma?
i'm so sorry you had to endure that. just so you know, your issues and feelings matter, i hope you didn't take what they said to heart. you're much more than what they watered you down to. you're perfect just the way you are, they just refused to see that. and i get it, the falling in love with people who resemble your trauma, i've been there too. you're not alone in this, alright? you're awesome, keep your head up buddy :)
familiarity brought you in some distorted sort of way... comofort maybe?
@@potato-wu5ei yeah, I guess. I don’t know why though. It’s weird that something so traumatizing comforts me. People romanticized my experience so I guess it might some how comforts me?
@@yvshm777 thank you, so much. I feel watered down about myself as well. But it’s mostly because I’ve been made believed to do that. I feel like I am falling in love with my trauma some how. It’s all I know, it’s all I think about when I hear the word love. I am not used to non abusive relationships. It felt normal to be hurt, until my current partner. It’s weird, but it’s comforting. I see what I need now. I used to think I never needed anything and that my existence was a burden. I realized how wrong I am now. I feel better.
@@user-jd6cd1gg2y I would say that as humans we look for familiarity and sometimes we don't know if that is good for us or not. your experiences are valid, take care and stay safe
time to cry for an hour
yea
Alucard deserves so much better 😔 I love him so much
everybody talking bout some deep feels and sadness while listening to this song and I'm just here getting hype and screaming the lyrics
SAMEE LMAO
*silent screams*
Sameeee. Lmao
I mean same but it’s bc of the feels 😂
this mw
listening to this while studying chemistry and crying, an awesome combo
SAME I have my biology GCSE tomorrow and trying to calm myself down
@@ayaatk6670 i hope u did good and that it wasnt that hard ! ;)
Reading people's sad things that happened to them in this comment section adds to the sadness, and makes me want to cry but here I am listening and learning for exams
Yea , I hate everyone
@@bryleefisher5700 me 2 but i only hate certain people.
your very creative and kind!! be safe and have a good one!! 💜💜💜
@@bryleefisher5700 i wish you well in life, and hope that you can be happy with the people who you surround yourself with!! :D please remember that you are very smart and rad, so have a good day and stay safe!!! 💙💙💙
@@sniff.6186 💜💜💜
this song perfectly describes what a villain arc feels like... :)
Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart
Slide 7
her songs are a different world
This is so true
i always thought it was weird for people to heavily relate to songs until i heard this, its literally me- help?
the song lyrics relates to u? what
I miss Alucard he deserves better :(
i love him
What happened?
same, poor baby
@@berry_soda very harsh things go watch castlevania better not to get spoiled
season 4 is out today i hope he gets a redemption arc!!!!
"I know who you pretend I am~, I know who you pretend I am~" I relate to that I am the therapist of the group and I'm mentally and emotionally ill. yet everyone comes to me for their problems knowing I have my own stuff to deal with. They all see me more as a therapist, in the beginning we were friends in the end I was only used. I just wanted friends, nothing more.
its the same for me everytime i get friends.. ive learned to distance myself from others for now i dont know what to do
same with me, i feel you mate :( my friends see me as, as you said, therapist that will always help them with their problems. i obvioously try to do my best to care and help because i don't want them to feel like their feelings and problems are not valid or i don't care about them, but i'm already exhausted with dealing with my own problems they don't seem to respect. it's kind of my fault because i've never spoken of my emotions or opened up to them because i feel safer keeping things like that to myself (and i struggle with inner self-hatred which happens to keep me silent), but i'd like them to think about me sometimes even though i can't communicate when something's wrong.
@@kotpies8739 I get it, but in my case I do open up I do tell them what's wrong yet the still don't really mind it..
aww :( ill be ur therapist and listen to your problems
literal story of my life, eve therapists would our to me, we're too good, we should get paid for our services!
This song + alucard= crying :,)
Alucards been through some shite man-
i mean i am crying right now so you not wrog :,(
I know this song isn’t about this but the “why not me?” Makes me think of how I crave for my mothers love, but she always chooses my little sister. It reminds me how angry I was when she stopped caring for me, wait no. How *sad* I was… I wanted her love so much my sadness became anger. Then my dad came and I thought “wow, love and attention? i wonder how I’ll handle it?” And then I ended up pushing him away because I haven’t had any attention for like 6 years at this point? I became antisocial and hated attention. Now I’m all alone again, with the exception of my dad talking to me or asking me if I want to do something, anyway that’s my vent. I’m going back to crying, hope everyone’s doing well! Stay safe💕
I feel you it's hard to let even a parent love you back when you've been turned on by one of them
THIS
I understand that your situation is very tough, but if your dad is a genuinely good guy who just wants to take care of his child, then you might be doing yourself a disservice by pushing him away... (of course it's not easy and I am in no position to tell you what to do, but if you don't try to accept his effort you might come to regret it later.) Stay strong, I'm sure with time it'll get better!
Same also reminds me of kids with perfect parents (um Im the younger sibling but my bro is getting attention and I dont cuase I dont get good grades so they sorta are dissepointed in me )
you know being alone sounds really bad or atleast thats what i thought, but what if being alone is what you need, what if its what makes u happy, what if its the reson u improve, what if u can make ur own happiness bc of it, being alone isnt bad, it amazing, but not until u realize it, make it the reason u are happy, sometimes u might be with someone and u feel so alone a sad, but being alone is so peacefull and cool ,time is all u need, make ur own happiness ,why? bc this stranger right here knows u can do it, and bc i believe in you,i relate to u alot, and thats why i wanted to tell u as long as u feel alone, remember u are not,we might of never meet again, but just know if no one loves u i do, if u are alone i am here, u can talk o me through this comment i really hope u start feeling better :))
this may be the weirdest interpretation of this song but i worry abt my dad sm. my mom seems so unloving to him and he works so hard. he said something to me tonight abt how he’ll never be enough for her and it literally hurt me sm
Same thing happened with me but it’s my mom. My father doesn’t see how hard she works and how strong she is. He constantly puts her down. Yet she still loves him unconditionally. She would do anything for him. But, yes I understand your pain of having a parent that doesn’t feel like they are enough for the other parent. And just like you I worry so much for my mother.
@@Meggy_11 i hope things get better with your parents and its nice to know im not the only one going through this situation
@@kyrawheeler5029 Mhm, thank you! I really hope that everything goes well with your parents. And I’m glad that I also found your comment. If I didn’t I think I would just continue to believe that it was just me who had parents like this. But, as I said I’m glad I’m not alone and that your not alone either. We both obviously can relate to this situation. I just hope that everything gets better for your parents and my parents. And I hope that you are alright to as I know what it’s like for this type of situation to mess with your mental health. But, anyways I hope you and your family have a great day!
"Uhm, I think theres an problem with the washing machine, its a bit slo-" Mom
This made me chuckle.
“And why is there a shoe in it..?”
IM DED HAHAHAHAHAHA
Lel
Listening to this while you are in madly in love with someone but they don’t love you madly back! That feels super great:/
ive been listening to this for like 2-3 times in a row during my exam and it made me feel so less stressed.
This song breaks me so much I’ve been crying at it for about an hour now. It reminds me of how I’m the therapist friend, helping other, putting on a happy face, even when you wanna die. When my parents love me so much and does anything for me I feel like I can’t do anything around them and so scared of them. Nobody asks how I am, I just wanna vent to people but I feel like nobody loves me and nobody cares. They’ll just say, oof or oop. I’m always the happy person at school but I’m always the outsider. I have bad grades at school and I get so stressed over a little test which I don’t revise for cos I get addicted to social media. Yet alone crying silently asleep to this video. I’m jealous of the people who expect less of them, look pretty, athletic, skinny, have nice hair, nice clothes. I go to a grammar school which I had to pass the 11+ to get into. That yet alone was easy, when I wasn’t like this, when I wasn’t breaking down crying all the time. Now I can’t do anything right, not grades not anything anymore. I’m scared of saying anything private, I’m scared people will make fun of me I’m scared to ask my parents for things I’m scared of being around people I just want to be alone, but I also just want to have a friend who will be by my side forever who cares about me. But anyways, I’m okay, lol.
Im not gonna say "me too" like everyone else would say I just wanted to say live your life the way you want I wont say "go study get better" or something break downs are pretty normal so Its fine to express yourself while crying and being sad and maybe try telling your friends no when they ask for your help otherwise they will turn this into a bigger advantage so try saying no the next time focus on your self problems and try getting closer to your family and try opening up to them by little stuff like "I dont feel very good " thats all I got to say and never forget your loved I hope I helped even a little bit
I can’t explain this but agreed. I’m just tired of being the “therapist friend” who calms everyone down and helps everyone but yet when I’m having a mental breakdown they don’t do shit for me. I just hate the feeling of an overwhelming sadness that doesn’t allow you to cry. just remember you can always vent to me and talk to me about things and I will do my best ❤
@@kokomispetgoldfish3014 i'm not a therapist friend but i feel like i used to use my friend as one that was like 7 months ago i dont anymore so tmrw im gonna ask them if theyre okay to see if they have anything on their mind :))
You are a literal child lol, chill it's most likely not that serious
@@vovabars1234 me?
its diffrent when your called manipulative but not givin a chance to explain your actions by your old crush
yeah
i could listen to this for hours its just comforting
I just texted my guts out i have been keeping my emotions of saddness anger and fear bottled up and i think my parents fight in florida made it to where i am easier to break so i am grateful that happened and this song made it so much easier, thank you.
wishing you love and joy!!! 💜💜💜
for some reason this song makes me imagine myself being a queen with a abusive husband but loving a maid...
omg wait thats interesting
wait nice one -
Wait if there is a movie like this plz tell me
Oooh make a story plz
That reminds me of the book called the blood of madam giselle. I think it’s spelt that way
i just wanna be appreciated. i wanna be loved without expecting anything in return. my parents are always telling me they love me as long as i keep getting good grades in school and i do well in piano. my friends use me for my money and boys just play with me because of my body. if i didn’t have this body they wouldn’t want me at all and its getting so exhausting. cant anybody want me for me? just one person. i dont want to be popular. or someone who gets noticed alot. i mean sure it must be nice. but i dont need that. i just want to feel the feeling of acceptance and love. well dont we all. lol
i understand u soo much
you will finally meet THE person you need, who will love you for what you are and love you with all his heart, just wait ik its hard but you can do it btw have a good day or night bestie ily sm
This-
I love venting on youtube
Same where they at 😭😭
Me falling asleep to this because I find it soothing and makes name happy 😊
this song can make you feel every emotion. if you’re sad, listen to washing machine heart. if you’re happy, listen to washing machine heart. if you have mixed emotions, listen to washing machine heart. this is why it’s one of my favorite songs from mitski. it’s a masterpiece.
I'm trying so hard to cry rn but I can't
He fell in love with my bestfriend and now he acts like he loves me but i dont know what to do whenever i listen this song it feels like lyrics fit us so well. "I know who you pretend i am." Yeah i know.
@@deviannatolliver7534 ITS KIND OF FUNNY SITUATION BUT ITS MAKE ME SAD THO FONXIFBDJRBXJDBJXB
am i the only person not being sad listening to this song lol
same I feel like a powerful villain listening to it
feel like super villian here
nope i just imagine an old themed aesthetic
No same here, I'm eating meat balls
feels like im in an old arcade playing video games and very happy
This reminds me when all my family looks at my older sister and they talk about her and she gets all the attention and love because she is what " a real girl" is like. While I stand in the corner wishing they gave me the same amount of attitude and affection. But that will never happen because I don't act or dress like a "girl." Also, my lil brother gets the same attention as my little sister, so I feel like I'm hated by everyone. Since they all make me look like the villain. Might as well act like one.
sorry for cringing dude
That sucks, you deserve recognition just as much as your siblings! It’s not up to anyone else how you should express femininity, or what clothing is acceptable.
I also happen to have an older sister and a younger sister and brother. I’m lucky enough that they accept me as gender fluid and not dressing conforming to feminine gender standards and all that. But it feels like I’m always forced to be the unproblematic sibling. My older sister gets the most attention, she’s achieved the most, but she also has issues with substance abuse so my parents are occupied with her a lot. And my little sister has adhd and autism and has a lot of special needs, and my little brother also requires a lot of attention. And I’m just. I always end up the middle child that is forgotten about, and I’m glad to help my parents because they have so much on their plates but I’m tired of being walked all over for everyone else but they don’t deserve my outburst.
Very true
@@notasking2676 what the hell
@@haj8270 what’s wrong
this doesnt make me sad it ignites a sinister feeling in me
I don’t know if that’s alucard in the thumbnail but if it is it honestly fits him
It is him
3:08am and crying to this song Is the best thing
Same here but some silent background noise of my parents fighting
a whole hour of trying to find out who or what I am
listening to this while crying and being yelled at
This makes me feel kinda heartbroken even though I've never been in love..
im inlove with this song
same
THIS SONG IS GOING IN MY DR
ANY UPDATE ?
@@pheophyt1n I love TVD so I just broke up with Damon right, then I went in the shower then this played in the background. IT WAS AMAZING THOUGH
I was lead on for no reason and all I could feel is pain as he’s now taken. This song explains everything.
"You want to be a hero, Tommy?"
*"Then die like one."*
listening to this while crying because my parents only love my sister and constantly "forget" me at home and mentally abuse me is so fun 🥲👍
I’m so sorry its going to be ok please remember you have a whole life to go through and this pain is temporary I love you
@@avax7644 thank you this made me feel a lot better
Oh noooo:(( I’m here for you need anything. Just text or idk but I’m here. I love you
Same bro
Very true .
if you're stressed during class, have Mitski playing in the background.
YESSSSSSSS
I ain't trying to cry during class 😭
@@solomon3175 play one of her happy songs like me and my husband or strawberry blond
it reminds me of my dad who left because my mom and him fighted again like they did every day before he left he hit my mom and i needed to take care of my baby siblings in my room with a locked door we all cried a lot.
play at 1.25 speed
Song for when you see all your friends taking photos with their dads at formal 🥲
I THOUGHT YOU SAID AT THEIR FUNERAL I WAS BOUT TO SAY-
@@zeenat8363 MS GIRL I WAS IN ENGLISH CLASS WHEN I READ THAT...I ALMOST BURSTED
ur pfp tho 😩🛐
SIS WHATS THIS
Me when I feel like dying: *puts music on and starts dancing* TOSS YOUR DIRTY SHOES IN MY WASHING MACHINE
This song reminds me of the fact I'm still lovesick for My ex, Whos moved on.
edit: Yep, still lovesick. :]
SAME. But seriously are you ok?
@@pikashinobi1158 nope, I'm still lovesick
maybe you shouldn’t, i know that you miss the times and moments with them. But they are just another being if they moved on, try and distract yourself from the feelings you have for your ex still and its better to forget them, i recommend it. (also sorry for the late advice, i was scrolling through the comments and found this! stay safe!)
@@CLUDYY-us8yp I try man, I still am in love with them. They flirt with me but never mean it and then they tell me about all the girls hes dating and it hurts. SO bad. its the point ive cutte dmyself these past months.
"I know who you pretend I am." hits different.
I always pretend my pillow is my comfort character when I'm sad, and that makes me remember he's not real and he never will be.
I should write a story about someone who thinks their dream world is the real world but then, they're told that their comfort character (the one who always appears in their dreams) isn't real, then they wake up and they stop coming into their dreams and so on.
I'm getting story ideas now-
nice
This song makes me feel like I’m gonna accomplish something
😶 i want that rain.
Just a little vent, because I feel like I need to get it off my chest somehow. 💌
I’ve fallen for a friend who once jokingly confessed to having a crush on me, but I turned him down because I was already in a relationship then. It’s been a year or so now and recently we’ve started to hang out a lot more than we used to, walking home from school together and meeting up on the weekends sometimes. I feel such a strange sense of longing for him and I don’t understand why I can’t get over it. Deep down I know we could never be in a relationship because of certain differences and I really want to *just be friends* with him because we get on so well and enjoy each other’s company. We’ve always had this habit of teasing each other in a friendly way, but I can feel that there’s still some kind of tension from the time he ‘confessed’ that translates into borderline flirting, which is really messing with my head. Should I tell him about how I feel but explain that we can’t be in a relationship and it’s best if we move on from the idea completely, or would that just lead him on? We’re also about to move to different cities for university and I *really* want to resolve this so we can leave with no unnecessary strings attached and hopefully stay good friends in future.
Update: We have been dating for 8 months and are happily doing long-distance. ❤️
do it otherwise youre gonna keep it a secret for so long its just gonna get in the way. ur gonna have to do it one day.
Idk I think the fact that you are moving away will make it much easier to deal if things go south so why not go for it and tell him because what’s the worse that could happen? I think the only way to move away completely satisfied or no strings attached as u said is to come clean
This makes me feel like I'm forcing myself not to cry it feels like I'm falling I'm falling In a deep black hole and someone is with me who ruined my life it forces me to just keep falling in the hole and don't have control over anything and the person who ruined my life is just falling down with me and the persons I love fall down faster
Every boy in high school rejected me and one played with me for two days xd this song helps
heartbroken over something that never was :/
today mother’s day and im listening this for her she gave me a mommy issues because she never loved us she never do hug us sometimes i hate her but this words a lie i love her very much sorry for my bad english im so tired to translate this
I hope your day gets better ♥, your english is great btw!
@@emiports6478 thank you 🥺 you r so nice have a good night
i have dad issues instead
Its fine maybe try giving your mom hints that she is hurting you so she will realise it and dont forget your loved
Poor alucard.
mitski is a whoe new emotion
my mind was perfectly blank while listen this song
Listening to this while thinking about how misa's shinigami in death note deserved so much better
it was completely her fault and she was pretty happy
@@poojabaxi1260 she only died for misa if light asked rem the name of L to kill L himself then rem wouldve still lived
@@reyy9220 well to me it was besti 😣
this song has found my hidden sadness and now i cant click of it :(
if you need to talk bro i will try to listen if you want!!! wishing you joy!!💜💜💜
This song reminds me of the feeling I have when I dream, and it is also a feeling connected to some mysterious memories of mine, that nobody remembers but me, I feel safe listening to this, it's like exploring my own mind
Listening to this while writing angst is just *_chef's kiss_* the best 👌🏻✨
Listening to this while finally catching up on english homework and realizing it was actually easy
You have reminded me of my English homework that I'm still not gonna do
music is the only thing in this world that'll understand me.
I finished this, good job.
The “Why not me?” Part is just reminding me of when my waiter goes toward me with food but its not mine
NOO. NOT THIS SONG WITH ALUCARD 😭
I just ended a 3 year friendship with my best friend
sis thats not alot compared to mine, just get a bit more loyal like me for advice, mine is 8 years and still going
༎ຶ‿༎ຶ mmm I'm melancholy groovin. thank you I always listen to this ✋🏾😩
"I know who you pretend I am" I for a second thought they were going to say i know who fantasize, or smth, cuz it rhymes, but listening to it, I actually like how that part doesn't rhyme.
I was waiting for this
Me to
At the end the song it gets more bity and louder when it ends, so thank you for making the song end in a quiet tone for this one cause I honestly did not like the loudness at the end. You have me subscribed, thanks buddy.
lyrics, if anybody wanted!
Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart
Baby, bang it up inside
I'm not wearing my usual lipstick
I thought maybe we would kiss tonight
Baby, will you kiss me already, and
Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart
Baby, bang it up inside
Baby, though I've closed my eyes
I know who you pretend I am
I know who you pretend I am
But do mi ti
Why not me?
Why not me?
Do mi ti
Why not me?
Why not me?
Do mi ti
Why not me?
Why not me?
thanks( ◜‿◝ )♡
@@iviyy.00 np
Bro why does she have such a mother/angelic voice in this version Christ I’m falling asleep slowly everytime the song plays
This hits good when you feel mistreated not loved or rejected by someone you loved
I can listen to this all night if I wanted to.
Listening for this beautiful song all day, thank you ))
I needed this, thank you very much you kind soul
my feelings towards this song change every time this song is brilliant
Thank you for doing the gods work 😭 😭 😭
Escucho esto mientras duermo, me ayuda mucho gracias
I love how I clicked on this not realising it was an hour version and it went round three times before I noticed. Its so good btw!
YES THANK YOU I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THIS FO SO LONGG