washing machine heart slowed n reverb for 1 hour (extended chorus)

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  • @kizzydee4690
    @kizzydee4690 3 роки тому +5814

    This song makes me feel a different kinda of sadness I can’t even explain

  • @twelve3250
    @twelve3250 3 роки тому +3441

    its 5 am, I want to sleep but i accidentally opened this and now im stuck

    • @nekomikasa2040
      @nekomikasa2040 3 роки тому +29

      Same

    • @leftoverazzip
      @leftoverazzip 3 роки тому +19

      Lmao same-

    • @oliveee
      @oliveee 3 роки тому +17

      i got 1 hr sleep 2 nights ago and havent slept since

    • @brookeisreal
      @brookeisreal 3 роки тому +11

      @@oliveee pls sleep

    • @oliveee
      @oliveee 3 роки тому +14

      @@brookeisreal i have now but i am trying to fix my sleep schedule

  • @rwaphyy
    @rwaphyy 3 роки тому +2461

    if you're here you know it already that you have amazing taste in music but I'm also here to remind you that you have amazing taste

    • @rwaphyy
      @rwaphyy 3 роки тому +18

      @bubble tea oh girl no problem I know that I have a good music taste so don’t you worry:) so you must have a good music taste as well

    • @potato-wu5ei
      @potato-wu5ei 3 роки тому +18

      not me reading "I'm also here to remind you that you taste amazing" 💀💀💀

    • @sniff.6186
      @sniff.6186 3 роки тому +2

      Tysm.

    • @rwaphyy
      @rwaphyy 3 роки тому +3

      @@potato-wu5ei bahahaha I would never try to eat u… or would I 😏

    • @potato-wu5ei
      @potato-wu5ei 3 роки тому +2

      @@rwaphyy 😏😏😏😏

  • @mariadapenha4508
    @mariadapenha4508 3 роки тому +596

    P E R F E C T I O N 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐

  • @gadizafiorenza2135
    @gadizafiorenza2135 3 роки тому +1545

    listening to this while studying improves a lot of motivation

  • @kristophgavin
    @kristophgavin 3 роки тому +4941

    listening to this while thinking of the person you’ve fallen for that flirts with you as a joke is great

    • @beepboop6757
      @beepboop6757 3 роки тому +204

      you just caught me in 8K
      im both that person and the one that fell for them lol both scenarios have happened to me

    • @kristophgavin
      @kristophgavin 3 роки тому +74

      @@beepboop6757 fr but i feel like they actually like me? they are the one that is always saying they love me and shit. idk what to believe anymore,whenever they flirt with me i’m always thinking ab whether they are serious or not

    • @beepboop6757
      @beepboop6757 3 роки тому +61

      allow me to enter serious mode
      wrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
      ploink
      okay so its very likely that they do have feelings for you, but are trying to express it without altering your friendship. this is probably their way of dropping hints n shit.
      under the scenario that they dont like you and have just been playing you, thats kind of a dick move. you should definitely ask though! bringing it up is quite simply actually. ive had this happen multiple times with a few exes of mine, and usually what i start with is, "hey, so yknow when we're all sappy n shit? i just want to confirm whether you actually mean it or not." i wish you good luck :)

    • @kristophgavin
      @kristophgavin 3 роки тому +18

      @@beepboop6757 thank you for this!! i’ll try asking them!

    • @kristophgavin
      @kristophgavin 3 роки тому +28

      @@beepboop6757 so update: i’m pretty sure they are joking but first they make me reply nice then drop the bomb to say they are joking, it seriously is playing with my feelings and i’m embarrassed to ask them about it (they flirt with other ppl as a joke too)

  • @amelie9192
    @amelie9192 3 роки тому +455

    “I know who you pretend i am” hit me in a different way, ik he wants me to be her, but since i was the easier option, he chose me

    • @aamenap9037
      @aamenap9037 3 роки тому +27

      Illumi really speaking facts

    • @kyun3948
      @kyun3948 3 роки тому +16

      @@aamenap9037 ikr, Illumi is a genius

    • @chongyun6627
      @chongyun6627 2 роки тому +3

      Damn u r speaking outta my heart

    • @zhhxymorrow6088
      @zhhxymorrow6088 2 роки тому +6

      Hisoka chose you over Gon cause Killua would kill him?

    • @k1yamaskaiser
      @k1yamaskaiser 2 роки тому

      felt this

  • @user-rm2tr3qy3y
    @user-rm2tr3qy3y 3 роки тому +299

    "You either die as a hero or live long enough to be a villain"

    • @lillie_.3567
      @lillie_.3567 3 роки тому +9

      I choose to be a lonely villain😏

    • @seifghazi5896
      @seifghazi5896 3 роки тому +10

      This quote holds a much deeper meaning the older you get when you realize that everything you’ve been taught is kind of a lie and that by rebelling you essentially become the villain in someone else’s story or in society’s perception and if you create enough change that people start to align with you then and ONLY then might u die as a hero while still living enough to become the a villain

    • @seifghazi5896
      @seifghazi5896 3 роки тому +6

      and of course the other interpretation which is that you either rebel against power or authority and die as a hero fighting for what you believe in or you live long enough that you integrate or benefit from that authority and thus you become the villain that you once would have fought against

    • @chongyun6627
      @chongyun6627 2 роки тому +3

      I choose to be Childe

    • @chongyun6627
      @chongyun6627 2 роки тому +1

      Okay nvm

  • @Elucie7575
    @Elucie7575 3 роки тому +1935

    listening to this while sitting out alone in p.e class, looking at the group of girls sitting in front of me chat

    • @Danielle-lg9nm
      @Danielle-lg9nm 3 роки тому +21

      literally same

    • @MASKDAM
      @MASKDAM 3 роки тому +12

      Same for me here.

    • @mayaphoget8537
      @mayaphoget8537 3 роки тому +45

      I already know that hits diff looking at random ppl while listen to music like this>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    • @wafalitim6319
      @wafalitim6319 3 роки тому +33

      sometimes loneliness is conforting

    • @novauwu7322
      @novauwu7322 3 роки тому +13

      I wish I could so that bye my school doesn't allow us to bring around phones

  • @fortsrantsandartohmy1940
    @fortsrantsandartohmy1940 3 роки тому +104

    This blasting while driving on the backroads at night is a special kind of feeling. 100% recommend it’s like a feeling of longing/sadness or the feeling of wanting to run across a field into the forest

  • @adiwadi4596
    @adiwadi4596 3 роки тому +3734

    At first i was like mhhhh ✨slowed washing machine heart✨ as a joke..... but bro i don’t think it is a joke anymore-

  • @user-jd6cd1gg2y
    @user-jd6cd1gg2y 3 роки тому +395

    This reminds me of when I fell in love with someone who was exactly like my mom. Narcissistic, self degrading, and gaslighting me. They made me feel like I couldn’t live without them. And that I was insane. But they always talked about other people infront of me and how I wasn’t like them. And the lyrics “why not me?” Resembles that whole relationship. Why can’t you love me for me? Why am I so not perfect. So I complimented them on everything they did. When they degraded themselves I would say no and that they were perfect and not anything that they thing that is bad. I miss them still. I wish I could’ve made you feel better. Why do I fall in love with people who resemble my trauma?

    • @yvshm777
      @yvshm777 3 роки тому +20

      i'm so sorry you had to endure that. just so you know, your issues and feelings matter, i hope you didn't take what they said to heart. you're much more than what they watered you down to. you're perfect just the way you are, they just refused to see that. and i get it, the falling in love with people who resemble your trauma, i've been there too. you're not alone in this, alright? you're awesome, keep your head up buddy :)

    • @potato-wu5ei
      @potato-wu5ei 3 роки тому +10

      familiarity brought you in some distorted sort of way... comofort maybe?

    • @user-jd6cd1gg2y
      @user-jd6cd1gg2y 3 роки тому +5

      @@potato-wu5ei yeah, I guess. I don’t know why though. It’s weird that something so traumatizing comforts me. People romanticized my experience so I guess it might some how comforts me?

    • @user-jd6cd1gg2y
      @user-jd6cd1gg2y 3 роки тому +4

      @@yvshm777 thank you, so much. I feel watered down about myself as well. But it’s mostly because I’ve been made believed to do that. I feel like I am falling in love with my trauma some how. It’s all I know, it’s all I think about when I hear the word love. I am not used to non abusive relationships. It felt normal to be hurt, until my current partner. It’s weird, but it’s comforting. I see what I need now. I used to think I never needed anything and that my existence was a burden. I realized how wrong I am now. I feel better.

    • @potato-wu5ei
      @potato-wu5ei 3 роки тому +7

      @@user-jd6cd1gg2y I would say that as humans we look for familiarity and sometimes we don't know if that is good for us or not. your experiences are valid, take care and stay safe

  • @nwnzz
    @nwnzz 3 роки тому +1275

    they say that perfection doesn’t exist, but it’s just because they’ve never heard Mitski’s songs slowed and reverb

  • @Ketukeke
    @Ketukeke 3 роки тому +73

    Sometimes loneliness can be comforting. Sadness makes you cry and loneliness pats your back.

  • @kineenx2303
    @kineenx2303 3 роки тому +539

    I've been listening to this for a day straight now

    • @kineenx2303
      @kineenx2303 3 роки тому +14

      @bubble tea help

    • @sternlotusorphanage
      @sternlotusorphanage 3 роки тому +8

      @@kineenx2303 it’s been a month.. Are you okay?

    • @sniff.6186
      @sniff.6186 3 роки тому +4

      Bruh me too

    • @Philia_01
      @Philia_01 3 роки тому +4

      Omg 3 months are you okay?

    • @crypt0_4p3x
      @crypt0_4p3x 2 роки тому +1

      Yo, 4 months now- you still alive my bro?

  • @rosy1923
    @rosy1923 3 роки тому +118

    The first" I know who you pretend I am" hits different when all your friends who were like the parents/old siblings you wish you had, are graduating this year and you won't for 3 years.

    • @shuipaii9102
      @shuipaii9102 3 роки тому +7

      It sucks having all older friends, it seriously does. They’re all moving on with their lives and I’m stuck in school.

    • @imaanahmed4965
      @imaanahmed4965 3 роки тому +4

      @@shuipaii9102 y'all should definitely try to stay in contact with them. message them occasionally, and when possible meet up with them after you graduate. good luck to you guys!!

    • @oppon6
      @oppon6 3 роки тому

      *wait you have friends*

    • @mythologicalanime3502
      @mythologicalanime3502 2 роки тому +1

      Alcuard after what the twins did to him ;-;

    • @Snow-moth
      @Snow-moth Рік тому

      Yea...

  • @nahwhatamidoin
    @nahwhatamidoin 3 роки тому +620

    I have anxiety and this song is really helping me calm down..

  • @mushroomi9782
    @mushroomi9782 3 роки тому +129

    time to cry for an hour

  • @mobamaster8280
    @mobamaster8280 3 роки тому +781

    Im drawing rn and this is the perfect song to draw to

    • @zacharee2428
      @zacharee2428 3 роки тому +13

      I’m drawing someone rn
      They have the Hanahaki disease 🌸🩸🌼💮

    • @berry_soda
      @berry_soda 3 роки тому +3

      @@zacharee2428 sadness

    • @lunitoons9607
      @lunitoons9607 3 роки тому +2

      FRR#ALWFLAFLAFAWLW

    • @myah3617
      @myah3617 3 роки тому +1

      And to study to!

    • @yukihearts
      @yukihearts 3 роки тому +5

      @@zacharee2428 is that the disease where they have flowers coming out of their mouth n stuff?

  • @xyther8596
    @xyther8596 3 роки тому +63

    Reading people's sad things that happened to them in this comment section adds to the sadness, and makes me want to cry but here I am listening and learning for exams

    • @bryleefisher5700
      @bryleefisher5700 3 роки тому +1

      Yea , I hate everyone

    • @sniff.6186
      @sniff.6186 3 роки тому +2

      @@bryleefisher5700 me 2 but i only hate certain people.

    • @peepee4677
      @peepee4677 3 роки тому +1

      your very creative and kind!! be safe and have a good one!! 💜💜💜

    • @peepee4677
      @peepee4677 3 роки тому +2

      @@bryleefisher5700 i wish you well in life, and hope that you can be happy with the people who you surround yourself with!! :D please remember that you are very smart and rad, so have a good day and stay safe!!! 💙💙💙

    • @peepee4677
      @peepee4677 3 роки тому +2

      @@sniff.6186 💜💜💜

  • @marsangelina7537
    @marsangelina7537 3 роки тому +294

    this song makes me feel like he loves me but then he says "oh i'm like that with everyone."

    • @Kaylasss
      @Kaylasss 3 роки тому +21

      Im listening to this song because I found out that my boyfriend broke up with me coz the girl he liked years ago came back:( I guess he never really liked me

    • @marsangelina7537
      @marsangelina7537 3 роки тому +7

      @@Kaylasss awh, i'm so sorry my love. it'll get better i promise. you'll find the one for you

    • @emme4602
      @emme4602 3 роки тому +3

      i have friends like that who i will think that weve got a special relationship then i see how they act with their other friends :/

    • @lizikir
      @lizikir 3 роки тому +1

      @@emme4602 i was like that and i ended friendship by constantly fighting ୧(^ 〰 ^)୨

    • @emme4602
      @emme4602 3 роки тому +1

      @@lizikir lol I guess that’s pretty smart, they’re a really good friend of mine but it’s just disappointing to see they act the exact same with everyone else

  • @pewpewcheechow
    @pewpewcheechow 3 роки тому +109

    I know this song isn’t about this but the “why not me?” Makes me think of how I crave for my mothers love, but she always chooses my little sister. It reminds me how angry I was when she stopped caring for me, wait no. How *sad* I was… I wanted her love so much my sadness became anger. Then my dad came and I thought “wow, love and attention? i wonder how I’ll handle it?” And then I ended up pushing him away because I haven’t had any attention for like 6 years at this point? I became antisocial and hated attention. Now I’m all alone again, with the exception of my dad talking to me or asking me if I want to do something, anyway that’s my vent. I’m going back to crying, hope everyone’s doing well! Stay safe💕

    • @lucymcmanus2982
      @lucymcmanus2982 3 роки тому +1

      I feel you it's hard to let even a parent love you back when you've been turned on by one of them

    • @kailync5268
      @kailync5268 3 роки тому +1

      THIS

    • @h_1397
      @h_1397 3 роки тому +3

      I understand that your situation is very tough, but if your dad is a genuinely good guy who just wants to take care of his child, then you might be doing yourself a disservice by pushing him away... (of course it's not easy and I am in no position to tell you what to do, but if you don't try to accept his effort you might come to regret it later.) Stay strong, I'm sure with time it'll get better!

    • @karma.jfjcms9755
      @karma.jfjcms9755 3 роки тому +1

      Same also reminds me of kids with perfect parents (um Im the younger sibling but my bro is getting attention and I dont cuase I dont get good grades so they sorta are dissepointed in me )

    • @taeilizer
      @taeilizer 3 роки тому +1

      you know being alone sounds really bad or atleast thats what i thought, but what if being alone is what you need, what if its what makes u happy, what if its the reson u improve, what if u can make ur own happiness bc of it, being alone isnt bad, it amazing, but not until u realize it, make it the reason u are happy, sometimes u might be with someone and u feel so alone a sad, but being alone is so peacefull and cool ,time is all u need, make ur own happiness ,why? bc this stranger right here knows u can do it, and bc i believe in you,i relate to u alot, and thats why i wanted to tell u as long as u feel alone, remember u are not,we might of never meet again, but just know if no one loves u i do, if u are alone i am here, u can talk o me through this comment i really hope u start feeling better :))

  • @emilyduudg
    @emilyduudg 3 роки тому +64

    This song breaks me so much I’ve been crying at it for about an hour now. It reminds me of how I’m the therapist friend, helping other, putting on a happy face, even when you wanna die. When my parents love me so much and does anything for me I feel like I can’t do anything around them and so scared of them. Nobody asks how I am, I just wanna vent to people but I feel like nobody loves me and nobody cares. They’ll just say, oof or oop. I’m always the happy person at school but I’m always the outsider. I have bad grades at school and I get so stressed over a little test which I don’t revise for cos I get addicted to social media. Yet alone crying silently asleep to this video. I’m jealous of the people who expect less of them, look pretty, athletic, skinny, have nice hair, nice clothes. I go to a grammar school which I had to pass the 11+ to get into. That yet alone was easy, when I wasn’t like this, when I wasn’t breaking down crying all the time. Now I can’t do anything right, not grades not anything anymore. I’m scared of saying anything private, I’m scared people will make fun of me I’m scared to ask my parents for things I’m scared of being around people I just want to be alone, but I also just want to have a friend who will be by my side forever who cares about me. But anyways, I’m okay, lol.

    • @cherryblossom8752
      @cherryblossom8752 2 роки тому +2

      Im not gonna say "me too" like everyone else would say I just wanted to say live your life the way you want I wont say "go study get better" or something break downs are pretty normal so Its fine to express yourself while crying and being sad and maybe try telling your friends no when they ask for your help otherwise they will turn this into a bigger advantage so try saying no the next time focus on your self problems and try getting closer to your family and try opening up to them by little stuff like "I dont feel very good " thats all I got to say and never forget your loved I hope I helped even a little bit

    • @kokomispetgoldfish3014
      @kokomispetgoldfish3014 Рік тому +4

      I can’t explain this but agreed. I’m just tired of being the “therapist friend” who calms everyone down and helps everyone but yet when I’m having a mental breakdown they don’t do shit for me. I just hate the feeling of an overwhelming sadness that doesn’t allow you to cry. just remember you can always vent to me and talk to me about things and I will do my best ❤

    • @jacobvolynchook7860
      @jacobvolynchook7860 Рік тому

      @@kokomispetgoldfish3014 i'm not a therapist friend but i feel like i used to use my friend as one that was like 7 months ago i dont anymore so tmrw im gonna ask them if theyre okay to see if they have anything on their mind :))

    • @vovabars1234
      @vovabars1234 11 місяців тому

      You are a literal child lol, chill it's most likely not that serious

    • @jacobvolynchook7860
      @jacobvolynchook7860 10 місяців тому

      @@vovabars1234 me?

  • @tylerdurdenfan96
    @tylerdurdenfan96 3 роки тому +155

    whenever i see my washing machine i just remember this song

  • @ImaJerk.
    @ImaJerk. 3 роки тому +154

    "I know who you pretend I am~, I know who you pretend I am~" I relate to that I am the therapist of the group and I'm mentally and emotionally ill. yet everyone comes to me for their problems knowing I have my own stuff to deal with. They all see me more as a therapist, in the beginning we were friends in the end I was only used. I just wanted friends, nothing more.

    • @mikasasleftboob1911
      @mikasasleftboob1911 3 роки тому +7

      its the same for me everytime i get friends.. ive learned to distance myself from others for now i dont know what to do

    • @kotpies8739
      @kotpies8739 3 роки тому +4

      same with me, i feel you mate :( my friends see me as, as you said, therapist that will always help them with their problems. i obvioously try to do my best to care and help because i don't want them to feel like their feelings and problems are not valid or i don't care about them, but i'm already exhausted with dealing with my own problems they don't seem to respect. it's kind of my fault because i've never spoken of my emotions or opened up to them because i feel safer keeping things like that to myself (and i struggle with inner self-hatred which happens to keep me silent), but i'd like them to think about me sometimes even though i can't communicate when something's wrong.

    • @ImaJerk.
      @ImaJerk. 3 роки тому +3

      @@kotpies8739 I get it, but in my case I do open up I do tell them what's wrong yet the still don't really mind it..

    • @ambersandwell6267
      @ambersandwell6267 2 роки тому

      aww :( ill be ur therapist and listen to your problems

    • @ABRASILERA17
      @ABRASILERA17 2 роки тому

      literal story of my life, eve therapists would our to me, we're too good, we should get paid for our services!

  • @sophiagrin5465
    @sophiagrin5465 3 роки тому +53

    listening to this while studying chemistry and crying, an awesome combo

    • @ayaatk6670
      @ayaatk6670 3 роки тому +4

      SAME I have my biology GCSE tomorrow and trying to calm myself down

    • @gguksbny6332
      @gguksbny6332 3 роки тому +1

      @@ayaatk6670 i hope u did good and that it wasnt that hard ! ;)

  • @kyrawheeler5029
    @kyrawheeler5029 3 роки тому +67

    this may be the weirdest interpretation of this song but i worry abt my dad sm. my mom seems so unloving to him and he works so hard. he said something to me tonight abt how he’ll never be enough for her and it literally hurt me sm

    • @Meggy_11
      @Meggy_11 2 роки тому +4

      Same thing happened with me but it’s my mom. My father doesn’t see how hard she works and how strong she is. He constantly puts her down. Yet she still loves him unconditionally. She would do anything for him. But, yes I understand your pain of having a parent that doesn’t feel like they are enough for the other parent. And just like you I worry so much for my mother.

    • @kyrawheeler5029
      @kyrawheeler5029 2 роки тому +3

      @@Meggy_11 i hope things get better with your parents and its nice to know im not the only one going through this situation

    • @Meggy_11
      @Meggy_11 2 роки тому +3

      @@kyrawheeler5029 Mhm, thank you! I really hope that everything goes well with your parents. And I’m glad that I also found your comment. If I didn’t I think I would just continue to believe that it was just me who had parents like this. But, as I said I’m glad I’m not alone and that your not alone either. We both obviously can relate to this situation. I just hope that everything gets better for your parents and my parents. And I hope that you are alright to as I know what it’s like for this type of situation to mess with your mental health. But, anyways I hope you and your family have a great day!

  • @wimmpix
    @wimmpix 3 роки тому +30

    ive been listening to this for like 2-3 times in a row during my exam and it made me feel so less stressed.

  • @retrkpunk3
    @retrkpunk3 3 роки тому +57

    Alucard deserves so much better 😔 I love him so much

  • @moomalone
    @moomalone 3 роки тому +40

    this song perfectly describes what a villain arc feels like... :)

  • @kenz-fd8zr
    @kenz-fd8zr 3 роки тому +62

    i always thought it was weird for people to heavily relate to songs until i heard this, its literally me- help?

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому +1

      the song lyrics relates to u? what

  • @shaniaaa-556
    @shaniaaa-556 3 роки тому +278

    everybody talking bout some deep feels and sadness while listening to this song and I'm just here getting hype and screaming the lyrics

  • @Beesbumble346
    @Beesbumble346 3 роки тому +24

    I just texted my guts out i have been keeping my emotions of saddness anger and fear bottled up and i think my parents fight in florida made it to where i am easier to break so i am grateful that happened and this song made it so much easier, thank you.

    • @peepee4677
      @peepee4677 3 роки тому

      wishing you love and joy!!! 💜💜💜

  • @starr.960
    @starr.960 3 роки тому +31

    her songs are a different world

  • @x0.A1ice
    @x0.A1ice 3 роки тому +126

    This song + alucard= crying :,)

  • @darlnrodriguez9250
    @darlnrodriguez9250 3 роки тому +18

    Listening to this while you are in madly in love with someone but they don’t love you madly back! That feels super great:/

  • @llyriiq7418
    @llyriiq7418 3 роки тому +84

    i just wanna be appreciated. i wanna be loved without expecting anything in return. my parents are always telling me they love me as long as i keep getting good grades in school and i do well in piano. my friends use me for my money and boys just play with me because of my body. if i didn’t have this body they wouldn’t want me at all and its getting so exhausting. cant anybody want me for me? just one person. i dont want to be popular. or someone who gets noticed alot. i mean sure it must be nice. but i dont need that. i just want to feel the feeling of acceptance and love. well dont we all. lol

    • @greentea_sogood
      @greentea_sogood 3 роки тому

      i understand u soo much

    • @kookkk2556
      @kookkk2556 3 роки тому +2

      you will finally meet THE person you need, who will love you for what you are and love you with all his heart, just wait ik its hard but you can do it btw have a good day or night bestie ily sm

    • @Nayy.yrocks
      @Nayy.yrocks 3 роки тому

      This-

    • @bryleefisher5700
      @bryleefisher5700 3 роки тому

      I love venting on youtube

    • @karma.jfjcms9755
      @karma.jfjcms9755 3 роки тому +1

      Same where they at 😭😭

  • @joella3359
    @joella3359 3 роки тому +339

    I miss Alucard he deserves better :(

    • @ileoxz4626
      @ileoxz4626 3 роки тому +11

      i love him

    • @berry_soda
      @berry_soda 3 роки тому +4

      What happened?

    • @tojisgf8873
      @tojisgf8873 3 роки тому +4

      same, poor baby

    • @escapistsdream
      @escapistsdream 3 роки тому +15

      @@berry_soda very harsh things go watch castlevania better not to get spoiled

    • @lindsay4427
      @lindsay4427 3 роки тому +6

      season 4 is out today i hope he gets a redemption arc!!!!

  • @urmother1273
    @urmother1273 3 роки тому +107

    its diffrent when your called manipulative but not givin a chance to explain your actions by your old crush

  • @wookiemycookie1
    @wookiemycookie1 3 роки тому +105

    "Uhm, I think theres an problem with the washing machine, its a bit slo-" Mom

  • @naii7612
    @naii7612 3 роки тому +17

    i could listen to this for hours its just comforting

  • @vin7202
    @vin7202 3 роки тому +10

    this song can make you feel every emotion. if you’re sad, listen to washing machine heart. if you’re happy, listen to washing machine heart. if you have mixed emotions, listen to washing machine heart. this is why it’s one of my favorite songs from mitski. it’s a masterpiece.

  • @imbob5106
    @imbob5106 3 роки тому +47

    if you're stressed during class, have Mitski playing in the background.

    • @bryleefisher5700
      @bryleefisher5700 3 роки тому +1

      YESSSSSSSS

    • @solomon3175
      @solomon3175 2 роки тому +1

      I ain't trying to cry during class 😭

    • @imbob5106
      @imbob5106 2 роки тому

      @@solomon3175 play one of her happy songs like me and my husband or strawberry blond

  • @vampirinaz
    @vampirinaz 3 роки тому +320

    for some reason this song makes me imagine myself being a queen with a abusive husband but loving a maid...

    • @shanabala4456
      @shanabala4456 3 роки тому +38

      omg wait thats interesting

    • @Hers_Childe
      @Hers_Childe 3 роки тому +6

      wait nice one -

    • @everydaymeanseveryday6808
      @everydaymeanseveryday6808 3 роки тому +10

      Wait if there is a movie like this plz tell me

    • @sniff.6186
      @sniff.6186 3 роки тому +4

      Oooh make a story plz

    • @bl00dydollx90
      @bl00dydollx90 3 роки тому +6

      That reminds me of the book called the blood of madam giselle. I think it’s spelt that way

  • @jujus-jl5rc
    @jujus-jl5rc 3 роки тому +156

    This reminds me when all my family looks at my older sister and they talk about her and she gets all the attention and love because she is what " a real girl" is like. While I stand in the corner wishing they gave me the same amount of attitude and affection. But that will never happen because I don't act or dress like a "girl." Also, my lil brother gets the same attention as my little sister, so I feel like I'm hated by everyone. Since they all make me look like the villain. Might as well act like one.

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому +9

      sorry for cringing dude

    • @freshbread4039
      @freshbread4039 3 роки тому +8

      That sucks, you deserve recognition just as much as your siblings! It’s not up to anyone else how you should express femininity, or what clothing is acceptable.
      I also happen to have an older sister and a younger sister and brother. I’m lucky enough that they accept me as gender fluid and not dressing conforming to feminine gender standards and all that. But it feels like I’m always forced to be the unproblematic sibling. My older sister gets the most attention, she’s achieved the most, but she also has issues with substance abuse so my parents are occupied with her a lot. And my little sister has adhd and autism and has a lot of special needs, and my little brother also requires a lot of attention. And I’m just. I always end up the middle child that is forgotten about, and I’m glad to help my parents because they have so much on their plates but I’m tired of being walked all over for everyone else but they don’t deserve my outburst.

    • @bryleefisher5700
      @bryleefisher5700 3 роки тому +3

      Very true

    • @haj8270
      @haj8270 3 роки тому +3

      @@notasking2676 what the hell

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому

      @@haj8270 what’s wrong

  • @melisaakyuz325
    @melisaakyuz325 3 роки тому +25

    He fell in love with my bestfriend and now he acts like he loves me but i dont know what to do whenever i listen this song it feels like lyrics fit us so well. "I know who you pretend i am." Yeah i know.

    • @melisaakyuz325
      @melisaakyuz325 3 роки тому +2

      @@deviannatolliver7534 ITS KIND OF FUNNY SITUATION BUT ITS MAKE ME SAD THO FONXIFBDJRBXJDBJXB

  • @HausofHoneyy
    @HausofHoneyy 3 роки тому +75

    I don’t know if that’s alucard in the thumbnail but if it is it honestly fits him

  • @kayleeproctor5375
    @kayleeproctor5375 3 роки тому +19

    Me falling asleep to this because I find it soothing and makes name happy 😊

  • @feelingsleepy2588
    @feelingsleepy2588 3 роки тому +16

    I'm trying so hard to cry rn but I can't

  • @Lauriepoobear
    @Lauriepoobear 3 роки тому +21

    listening to this while crying and being yelled at

  • @limettentoast8177
    @limettentoast8177 3 роки тому +382

    am i the only person not being sad listening to this song lol

    • @wafalitim6319
      @wafalitim6319 3 роки тому +51

      same I feel like a powerful villain listening to it

    • @chitruonglinh8462
      @chitruonglinh8462 3 роки тому +22

      feel like super villian here

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому +18

      nope i just imagine an old themed aesthetic

    • @sylvanaswindrunner3757
      @sylvanaswindrunner3757 3 роки тому +28

      No same here, I'm eating meat balls

    • @bruh-wc1gs
      @bruh-wc1gs 3 роки тому +15

      feels like im in an old arcade playing video games and very happy

  • @ventiisbae2719
    @ventiisbae2719 3 роки тому +26

    a whole hour of trying to find out who or what I am

  • @mars-hmallow6165
    @mars-hmallow6165 3 роки тому +12

    Me when I feel like dying: *puts music on and starts dancing* TOSS YOUR DIRTY SHOES IN MY WASHING MACHINE

  • @peachymoon2400
    @peachymoon2400 3 роки тому +19

    Just a little vent, because I feel like I need to get it off my chest somehow. 💌
    I’ve fallen for a friend who once jokingly confessed to having a crush on me, but I turned him down because I was already in a relationship then. It’s been a year or so now and recently we’ve started to hang out a lot more than we used to, walking home from school together and meeting up on the weekends sometimes. I feel such a strange sense of longing for him and I don’t understand why I can’t get over it. Deep down I know we could never be in a relationship because of certain differences and I really want to *just be friends* with him because we get on so well and enjoy each other’s company. We’ve always had this habit of teasing each other in a friendly way, but I can feel that there’s still some kind of tension from the time he ‘confessed’ that translates into borderline flirting, which is really messing with my head. Should I tell him about how I feel but explain that we can’t be in a relationship and it’s best if we move on from the idea completely, or would that just lead him on? We’re also about to move to different cities for university and I *really* want to resolve this so we can leave with no unnecessary strings attached and hopefully stay good friends in future.
    Update: We have been dating for 8 months and are happily doing long-distance. ❤️

    • @poojabaxi1260
      @poojabaxi1260 3 роки тому +7

      do it otherwise youre gonna keep it a secret for so long its just gonna get in the way. ur gonna have to do it one day.

    • @seifghazi5896
      @seifghazi5896 3 роки тому +2

      Idk I think the fact that you are moving away will make it much easier to deal if things go south so why not go for it and tell him because what’s the worse that could happen? I think the only way to move away completely satisfied or no strings attached as u said is to come clean

  • @atinaburger9974
    @atinaburger9974 3 роки тому +27

    This makes me feel kinda heartbroken even though I've never been in love..

  • @noneyabusiness5331
    @noneyabusiness5331 3 роки тому +13

    3:08am and crying to this song Is the best thing

    • @karma.jfjcms9755
      @karma.jfjcms9755 3 роки тому

      Same here but some silent background noise of my parents fighting

  • @haleynguyen7598
    @haleynguyen7598 3 роки тому +7

    I was lead on for no reason and all I could feel is pain as he’s now taken. This song explains everything.

  • @risesthemoon1943
    @risesthemoon1943 3 роки тому +7

    "You want to be a hero, Tommy?"
    *"Then die like one."*

  • @sur.adhi1237
    @sur.adhi1237 2 роки тому +6

    it reminds me of my dad who left because my mom and him fighted again like they did every day before he left he hit my mom and i needed to take care of my baby siblings in my room with a locked door we all cried a lot.

  • @charliebower8996
    @charliebower8996 3 роки тому +287

    listening to this while crying because my parents only love my sister and constantly "forget" me at home and mentally abuse me is so fun 🥲👍

    • @avax7644
      @avax7644 3 роки тому +24

      I’m so sorry its going to be ok please remember you have a whole life to go through and this pain is temporary I love you

    • @charliebower8996
      @charliebower8996 3 роки тому +11

      @@avax7644 thank you this made me feel a lot better

    • @magdalenas9848
      @magdalenas9848 3 роки тому +5

      Oh noooo:(( I’m here for you need anything. Just text or idk but I’m here. I love you

    • @Eden_Not_Onion
      @Eden_Not_Onion 3 роки тому +3

      Same bro

    • @bryleefisher5700
      @bryleefisher5700 3 роки тому +1

      Very true .

  • @katwithers4042
    @katwithers4042 3 роки тому +27

    Song for when you see all your friends taking photos with their dads at formal 🥲

    • @zeenat8363
      @zeenat8363 3 роки тому +5

      I THOUGHT YOU SAID AT THEIR FUNERAL I WAS BOUT TO SAY-

    • @katwithers4042
      @katwithers4042 3 роки тому +4

      @@zeenat8363 MS GIRL I WAS IN ENGLISH CLASS WHEN I READ THAT...I ALMOST BURSTED

    • @sparklejumpropequeen1825
      @sparklejumpropequeen1825 3 роки тому +3

      ur pfp tho 😩🛐

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому +2

      SIS WHATS THIS

  • @hearts4junii.
    @hearts4junii. 2 роки тому +4

    "I know who you pretend I am." hits different.
    I always pretend my pillow is my comfort character when I'm sad, and that makes me remember he's not real and he never will be.
    I should write a story about someone who thinks their dream world is the real world but then, they're told that their comfort character (the one who always appears in their dreams) isn't real, then they wake up and they stop coming into their dreams and so on.
    I'm getting story ideas now-

  • @urlocalclockman
    @urlocalclockman 4 місяці тому +6

    play at 1.25 speed

  • @evelinalvarez8021
    @evelinalvarez8021 3 роки тому +26

    A veces me pregunto
    Por qué solo hay comentarios en inglés? Yo sé que hay personas que hablan español y han escuchado esta obra de arte
    *Aganse presentes dioses*
    🤔😔🥺

  • @collectivetuts3450
    @collectivetuts3450 3 роки тому +16

    THIS SONG IS GOING IN MY DR

    • @pheophyt1n
      @pheophyt1n 3 роки тому +1

      ANY UPDATE ?

    • @collectivetuts3450
      @collectivetuts3450 3 роки тому

      @@pheophyt1n I love TVD so I just broke up with Damon right, then I went in the shower then this played in the background. IT WAS AMAZING THOUGH

  • @Isabel-dv1xo
    @Isabel-dv1xo 3 роки тому +20

    I was waiting for this

  • @remusv2077
    @remusv2077 3 роки тому +37

    today mother’s day and im listening this for her she gave me a mommy issues because she never loved us she never do hug us sometimes i hate her but this words a lie i love her very much sorry for my bad english im so tired to translate this

    • @emiports6478
      @emiports6478 3 роки тому +3

      I hope your day gets better ♥, your english is great btw!

    • @remusv2077
      @remusv2077 3 роки тому +2

      @@emiports6478 thank you 🥺 you r so nice have a good night

    • @notasking2676
      @notasking2676 3 роки тому +2

      i have dad issues instead

    • @cherryblossom8752
      @cherryblossom8752 2 роки тому

      Its fine maybe try giving your mom hints that she is hurting you so she will realise it and dont forget your loved

  • @roadmaine2066
    @roadmaine2066 3 роки тому +11

    At the end the song it gets more bity and louder when it ends, so thank you for making the song end in a quiet tone for this one cause I honestly did not like the loudness at the end. You have me subscribed, thanks buddy.

  • @eri3395
    @eri3395 3 роки тому +8

    This makes me feel like I'm forcing myself not to cry it feels like I'm falling I'm falling In a deep black hole and someone is with me who ruined my life it forces me to just keep falling in the hole and don't have control over anything and the person who ruined my life is just falling down with me and the persons I love fall down faster

  • @mp3cheese
    @mp3cheese 3 роки тому +15

    ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ mmm I'm melancholy groovin. thank you I always listen to this ✋🏾😩

  • @d4eaddead585
    @d4eaddead585 3 роки тому +41

    This song reminds me of the fact I'm still lovesick for My ex, Whos moved on.
    edit: Yep, still lovesick. :]

    • @pikashinobi1158
      @pikashinobi1158 3 роки тому +1

      SAME. But seriously are you ok?

    • @d4eaddead585
      @d4eaddead585 3 роки тому +1

      @@pikashinobi1158 nope, I'm still lovesick

    • @CLUDYY-us8yp
      @CLUDYY-us8yp 3 роки тому

      maybe you shouldn’t, i know that you miss the times and moments with them. But they are just another being if they moved on, try and distract yourself from the feelings you have for your ex still and its better to forget them, i recommend it. (also sorry for the late advice, i was scrolling through the comments and found this! stay safe!)

    • @d4eaddead585
      @d4eaddead585 3 роки тому

      @@CLUDYY-us8yp I try man, I still am in love with them. They flirt with me but never mean it and then they tell me about all the girls hes dating and it hurts. SO bad. its the point ive cutte dmyself these past months.

  • @didemturhan5295
    @didemturhan5295 3 роки тому +12

    Thank you for doing the gods work 😭 😭 😭

  • @LyseBennet
    @LyseBennet 2 роки тому +5

    This song reminds me of the feeling I have when I dream, and it is also a feeling connected to some mysterious memories of mine, that nobody remembers but me, I feel safe listening to this, it's like exploring my own mind

  • @reddeadriley423
    @reddeadriley423 3 роки тому +4

    I needed this, thank you very much you kind soul

  • @aliceokent
    @aliceokent 3 роки тому +12

    Listening for this beautiful song all day, thank you ))

  • @bubrek5190
    @bubrek5190 3 роки тому +3

    YES THANK YOU I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THIS FO SO LONGG

  • @caz__
    @caz__ 3 роки тому +6

    I finished this, good job.

  • @POLKAFETTI
    @POLKAFETTI 3 роки тому +13

    This song makes me feel like I’m gonna accomplish something

  • @nat_2220
    @nat_2220 3 роки тому +2

    Listening to this while thinking about how misa's shinigami in death note deserved so much better

    • @poojabaxi1260
      @poojabaxi1260 3 роки тому +1

      it was completely her fault and she was pretty happy

    • @nat_2220
      @nat_2220 3 роки тому

      @@poojabaxi1260 she only died for misa if light asked rem the name of L to kill L himself then rem wouldve still lived

    • @nat_2220
      @nat_2220 3 роки тому

      @@reyy9220 well to me it was besti 😣

  • @shinobukocho4564
    @shinobukocho4564 3 роки тому +5

    Listening to this while finally catching up on english homework and realizing it was actually easy

    • @hearts4junii.
      @hearts4junii. 2 роки тому

      You have reminded me of my English homework that I'm still not gonna do

  • @j3k5rs
    @j3k5rs 3 роки тому +19

    😶 i want that rain.

  • @666lucia66
    @666lucia66 3 роки тому +7

    Every boy in high school rejected me and one played with me for two days xd this song helps

  • @hanayassin78
    @hanayassin78 3 роки тому +4

    this song has found my hidden sadness and now i cant click of it :(

    • @peepee4677
      @peepee4677 3 роки тому

      if you need to talk bro i will try to listen if you want!!! wishing you joy!!💜💜💜

  • @pilarlamasfeayelquedigaloc7468
    @pilarlamasfeayelquedigaloc7468 3 роки тому +8

    Escucho esto mientras duermo, me ayuda mucho gracias

  • @foggydreamz4979
    @foggydreamz4979 3 роки тому +4

    "I know who you pretend I am" I for a second thought they were going to say i know who fantasize, or smth, cuz it rhymes, but listening to it, I actually like how that part doesn't rhyme.

  • @tenguyt
    @tenguyt 3 роки тому +9

    I love this.

  • @katiepitts7674
    @katiepitts7674 3 роки тому

    I love how I clicked on this not realising it was an hour version and it went round three times before I noticed. Its so good btw!

  • @schv8
    @schv8 3 роки тому +1

    I love you omg thank you for making this

  • @gz845
    @gz845 3 роки тому +3

    This hits good when you feel mistreated not loved or rejected by someone you loved

  • @voldymoldy8298
    @voldymoldy8298 3 роки тому +4

    heartbroken over something that never was :/

  • @StanStrayKidsForABetterLife1
    @StanStrayKidsForABetterLife1 2 роки тому +2

    The “Why not me?” Part is just reminding me of when my waiter goes toward me with food but its not mine

  • @JokersHunt
    @JokersHunt 4 місяці тому +1

    Bro why does she have such a mother/angelic voice in this version Christ I’m falling asleep slowly everytime the song plays

  • @badb1545
    @badb1545 3 роки тому +9

    my mind was perfectly blank while listen this song

  • @riyapatil4532
    @riyapatil4532 3 роки тому +19

    this doesnt make me sad it ignites a sinister feeling in me

  • @honnizoe7303
    @honnizoe7303 3 роки тому +29

    Poor alucard.

  • @99percent_
    @99percent_ Рік тому +1

    Listening to this while writing angst is just *_chef's kiss_* the best 👌🏻✨

  • @noheviri08
    @noheviri08 3 роки тому +6

    I can listen to this all night if I wanted to.

  • @kykykitcat2885
    @kykykitcat2885 2 роки тому +4

    mitski is a whoe new emotion

  • @seth7929
    @seth7929 2 роки тому +1

    i spent 1 hour of my day listening to this masterpiece & i have no regrets.

  • @lolits.saniyah
    @lolits.saniyah 3 роки тому +2

    my feelings towards this song change every time this song is brilliant