I’m gonna be honest here, I recently got into movies and collecting movies and you made one of your horror movie hunting at Rasputin’s which was one of the first movie collecting related videos I watched. I know you don’t have a huge following, but who gives a shit. I personally think 800 subs is huge, and I understand you don’t. I could say I understand how depression is but I really don’t, i only know anxiety. I have been on and off meds for that for a few years back, but I am finally trying to figure it out myself. Please don’t kill your self, no matter what mistakes you have made, or decisions you regret, you shouldn’t take your own life. Everyone was out here for a reason and everything happens for a reason. I know you might not see this, but I hope you still continue to do what you once loved. I’m actually a drummer and have been for 6 or 7 years, I just graduated high school and have had a wrist injury for almost a year, I had to leave a band and stop drumming for that long. But now I am back at it, although it sometimes hurts, I push through the pain and try to reach my goals. Life is precious dude, please don’t waste it.
Life is precious till the people that supposed to be family and love u use u con u minipulate u use ur kindness heart trust and love to get em $$$ and ditch i knowing ur past and being the closest person to u ur bestfriend ect.. Discarded trashed outcasted no closure peace one can only be outcasted with the ourcasts or beef it out with all the liar con artists im too hurt to and my love outweighs resentment and anger to just fuck the cowards up which they deserve. So idk it most likely is suicide but it is wat it is idk fuck it tho i cant watch movies eat be around normal people narcasists sociopaths have a way of fucking empaths up there bullys rapists worse in my eyes
Spie Kat Well, I am sorry. If the pain is that great that you can’t continue to watch movies so be it. But you should definitely try to find another outlet(not drug or alcohol related) maybe an instrument or something else idk. But good luck 🖖
I feel for ya bro i really do i been there too lately i took a month off from yt and done vids after that that made me look really bad. It atill hurts but sometimes u just gotta try and go on. Ik its hard and im still going through some of the shit even tho i look like im ok in my vids but deep down im still in the hole. Cheer up or at least try bro love ya
Grieve as long as it takes man, get it all out and remember we got your back bro. One day the old spie kat we all know and love will be back. One day at a time brother. Never let anybody stop you from being who you really are man.
just know that the bad times are necessary to go through to eventually get to the good times. true happiness is knowing that when the happiness is not there, it will one day be back. no such thing as permanent happiness. until it comes back, keep searching for it and hold on.
It's really sad how you continue to just blame people and stuff and want people to feel sorry for you. I'm sure that bad things have happened to you but the worst thing that you can do is sit around feeling sorry for yourself. Your ex-girlfriend didn't want to be with you anymore, dude. I can imagine her not wanting you to do drugs and you kept saying you will quit and then kept going back to it. Eventually she is gonna get fed up and leave. I'm sure there was more to it than that but you can't force someone to wanna stay with you. Whether she used you or not, maybe. But you have to take responsibility for your part in it and move on. You just talk about how sucky your situation is and stuff and blame and want sympathy. You aren't going to get anywhere doing what you are doing and it has been several months over a year now and you are just doing the same shit so it's obviously not working. It doesn't matter how many people feel sorry for you, you need to accept your problems, accept other people's wants and actions, accept your own faults, and work on your self. Then you are posting all the time about society's problems which you know that you cannot do anything about. The only thing that you can improve is your own inner self and you don't want to because it's too hard so life is just gonna stay this way for you. It's a shame.
spie kat u need to move on this stuff happened to me i don't remember that girl at all she had pushed u away from ur movie collection which is sad all that money gone down the drain u need to snap outt of it, their beautiful ladies out there just let her go already don't make sense,, snap out of it,,,
I’m gonna be honest here, I recently got into movies and collecting movies and you made one of your horror movie hunting at Rasputin’s which was one of the first movie collecting related videos I watched. I know you don’t have a huge following, but who gives a shit. I personally think 800 subs is huge, and I understand you don’t. I could say I understand how depression is but I really don’t, i only know anxiety. I have been on and off meds for that for a few years back, but I am finally trying to figure it out myself. Please don’t kill your self, no matter what mistakes you have made, or decisions you regret, you shouldn’t take your own life. Everyone was out here for a reason and everything happens for a reason. I know you might not see this, but I hope you still continue to do what you once loved. I’m actually a drummer and have been for 6 or 7 years, I just graduated high school and have had a wrist injury for almost a year, I had to leave a band and stop drumming for that long. But now I am back at it, although it sometimes hurts, I push through the pain and try to reach my goals. Life is precious dude, please don’t waste it.
Life is precious till the people that supposed to be family and love u use u con u minipulate u use ur kindness heart trust and love to get em $$$ and ditch i knowing ur past and being the closest person to u ur bestfriend ect.. Discarded trashed outcasted no closure peace one can only be outcasted with the ourcasts or beef it out with all the liar con artists im too hurt to and my love outweighs resentment and anger to just fuck the cowards up which they deserve. So idk it most likely is suicide but it is wat it is idk fuck it tho i cant watch movies eat be around normal people narcasists sociopaths have a way of fucking empaths up there bullys rapists worse in my eyes
Spie Kat Well, I am sorry. If the pain is that great that you can’t continue to watch movies so be it. But you should definitely try to find another outlet(not drug or alcohol related) maybe an instrument or something else idk. But good luck 🖖
Unfortunatelty I found out that our friend has sadly died. I've heard that while he was shopping in Amoeba a whole shelf of DVDs has caved in on him.
Keep your head up man, things will get better you just have to focus on yourself and put your happiness first
I feel for ya bro i really do i been there too lately i took a month off from yt and done vids after that that made me look really bad. It atill hurts but sometimes u just gotta try and go on. Ik its hard and im still going through some of the shit even tho i look like im ok in my vids but deep down im still in the hole. Cheer up or at least try bro love ya
Grieve as long as it takes man, get it all out and remember we got your back bro. One day the old spie kat we all know and love will be back. One day at a time brother. Never let anybody stop you from being who you really are man.
i Love your Franklin videos
Flip the script become an entrepreneur. Break the cycle. I gotta do it too. We got this
anchor bay brother
just know that the bad times are necessary to go through to eventually get to the good times. true happiness is knowing that when the happiness is not there, it will one day be back. no such thing as permanent happiness. until it comes back, keep searching for it and hold on.
Does his still do video
I heard he killed himself. He slit his wrists with a broken dvd case
@@shineboxofiran1899 is it true?
Still praying for you..keep your head up
Is he still alive?
I have no idea.
Also pretty sure I have horrible grammar
Yes 803👏👏👏 hope you get over the girl 😖 time!
It's really sad how you continue to just blame people and stuff and want people to feel sorry for you. I'm sure that bad things have happened to you but the worst thing that you can do is sit around feeling sorry for yourself. Your ex-girlfriend didn't want to be with you anymore, dude. I can imagine her not wanting you to do drugs and you kept saying you will quit and then kept going back to it. Eventually she is gonna get fed up and leave. I'm sure there was more to it than that but you can't force someone to wanna stay with you. Whether she used you or not, maybe. But you have to take responsibility for your part in it and move on. You just talk about how sucky your situation is and stuff and blame and want sympathy. You aren't going to get anywhere doing what you are doing and it has been several months over a year now and you are just doing the same shit so it's obviously not working. It doesn't matter how many people feel sorry for you, you need to accept your problems, accept other people's wants and actions, accept your own faults, and work on your self. Then you are posting all the time about society's problems which you know that you cannot do anything about. The only thing that you can improve is your own inner self and you don't want to because it's too hard so life is just gonna stay this way for you. It's a shame.
spie kat u need to move on this stuff happened to me i don't remember that girl at all she had pushed u away from ur movie collection which is sad all that money gone down the drain u need to snap outt of it, their beautiful ladies out there just let her go already don't make sense,, snap out of it,,,
Come back