I sometimes wish to disappear. I don't want pain, no "do it and it's all done. I just want to sleep comfortably and then fade away. Like the beginning of a dream.
Sometimes when i feel like no one really gives a fuck if I'm there (which is a lot) I weirdly have this thought that I can just fade away and be apathetic to the world and its really comforting......like I can't be hurt or even start to care... I guess its because in public I'm normally riddled with anxiety and insecurity, the thought of being so separated form caring what people think about me is nice. I have also struggled with depression so there's a part of me that know that being detached from the world and feeling every emotion less than normal isn't good either. Idk, I can just really relate to this song, whether or not I'm right on how the singer meant it.
Your definitely not alone man. I understand what you mean. I have tons of social anxiety and it effects me day to day. Somedays it completely takes and ruins my day because I'm disappointed that I didn't speak to the people I think could better me in my social life. Once I'm disappointed I want to feel relief but since I don't talk to anyone my anxiety never leaves my head. It loops constantly and it's painful. It stays until the day is done, I get home and take a nap to this video or multiple videos from Polish Doomer.
This is what anxiety feels like. Not “mY hAnDs ShAkE” kind of shit, but anxiety. Or, what it feels like to me. The feeing of having the world collapse around you, and just wishing it to be over. Feeling your heart beat so hard it feels like it’s going to explode, your vision gets blurry. The environment around you blurs together, sound and vision alike. In the end you just wish you could figure out how to disappear completely
How amazing would that be ? If you can just listen to this, close your eyes and slowly drift off to sleep. No pain, no worries, no fear, just peace. Drifting off to a deep slumber , your existence slowly fading away. No “shoot me in the head” just go to sleep and disappear completely. Your family, friends and loved ones wouldn’t be affected. Your whole life never existed , so leaving them won’t be painful. You slowly feel yourself coming closer to the end. You sigh, this is it. I’m finally at peace .
Sometimes, i don't think i deserve to say i'm alone... But i feel like it, when peaple talk to me, when i'm with my family, even when i talk to peaple. And i can't even cry about it. I think i'm alone, but with peaple around. But i'm lucky for once, when i'm alone with a friend, with no-one around, i do not feel alone.
I used to roam the empty streets of my hometown listening to this in 2020. This music brought me comfort, and basking in its bleakness was peaceful. I come back and listen occasionally to remind me of those times.
That there That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
My best friend called me frantically two hours ago now breaking down saying she tried to commit suicide at our old boarding school (stopped last year) don’t worry she’s currently sleeping at an old mentor from the school I just wish I can drink my captain Morgan I drank yesterday
I sometimes wish to disappear. I don't want pain, no "do it and it's all done. I just want to sleep comfortably and then fade away. Like the beginning of a dream.
same man i feel this
Infinity permits life until the universe ends. So come back through a new set of eyes.
That sounds lovely, I need that in my life so urgently
Same bro
That damn picture...
Sometimes when i feel like no one really gives a fuck if I'm there (which is a lot) I weirdly have this thought that I can just fade away and be apathetic to the world and its really comforting......like I can't be hurt or even start to care... I guess its because in public I'm normally riddled with anxiety and insecurity, the thought of being so separated form caring what people think about me is nice. I have also struggled with depression so there's a part of me that know that being detached from the world and feeling every emotion less than normal isn't good either. Idk, I can just really relate to this song, whether or not I'm right on how the singer meant it.
Your definitely not alone man. I understand what you mean. I have tons of social anxiety and it effects me day to day. Somedays it completely takes and ruins my day because I'm disappointed that I didn't speak to the people I think could better me in my social life. Once I'm disappointed I want to feel relief but since I don't talk to anyone my anxiety never leaves my head. It loops constantly and it's painful. It stays until the day is done, I get home and take a nap to this video or multiple videos from Polish Doomer.
This is what anxiety feels like. Not “mY hAnDs ShAkE” kind of shit, but anxiety. Or, what it feels like to me. The feeing of having the world collapse around you, and just wishing it to be over. Feeling your heart beat so hard it feels like it’s going to explode, your vision gets blurry. The environment around you blurs together, sound and vision alike.
In the end you just wish you could figure out how to disappear completely
How amazing would that be ? If you can just listen to this, close your eyes and slowly drift off to sleep. No pain, no worries, no fear, just peace. Drifting off to a deep slumber , your existence slowly fading away. No “shoot me in the head” just go to sleep and disappear completely. Your family, friends and loved ones wouldn’t be affected. Your whole life never existed , so leaving them won’t be painful. You slowly feel yourself coming closer to the end. You sigh, this is it. I’m finally at peace .
Yup
That would be nice
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Sometimes, i don't think i deserve to say i'm alone... But i feel like it, when peaple talk to me, when i'm with my family, even when i talk to peaple. And i can't even cry about it.
I think i'm alone, but with peaple around.
But i'm lucky for once, when i'm alone with a friend, with no-one around, i do not feel alone.
this right here, I love it more than the Doomer version of No Surprises.
My entire life:
I'm not here...
This is not happening...
I used to roam the empty streets of my hometown listening to this in 2020. This music brought me comfort, and basking in its bleakness was peaceful. I come back and listen occasionally to remind me of those times.
More and more depressing.
Just this.
I'm not here.
That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Bro ...
I feel this..
Disappearing slowly
Definitely my funeral song.
I just wish I never existed at all. I don’t wanna die, or truly kill myself. I just wanna fall asleep forever, stuck in an endless dream.
We're not here anymore.
any chance of some slowdive? maybe when the sun hits, or alavyn
depressed mfs when you change the key
My best friend called me frantically two hours ago now breaking down saying she tried to commit suicide at our old boarding school (stopped last year) don’t worry she’s currently sleeping at an old mentor from the school I just wish I can drink my captain Morgan I drank yesterday
how is she right now?
@@iglesiaskun she’s doing great nothing like that happened since feel happy for her wish I could say the same thing
@@drstrangelove4925 hope shes ok. And i hope the same for you. stay strong
@@jonnyw819 she’s doing great and I try my best thank you
feels
Yes yes yes
Good shit
do u guys ever feel sad sometimes?
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Doomer > slow & reverb
what's the difference
Scatterbrain?
fake plastic trees
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@@polishdoomer7071 thanks, bro.
that day.. that’s not me.