Wow…. A lot of what you’ve been saying in all your videos feels like I’ve been going through. I had a similar white light experience recently it was during a ketamine session at a dr office under supervision. I’ve been doing ketamine for resistant depression for a little over a year now, I’ve tried to microdose psilocybin too with 1 massive nearly 10 gram journey that was not super fun. Recently while smoking marijuana and still microdosing i felt like i was going crazy. I feel like it’s potentially on verge of a breakdown at times. Im currently talking with a therapist and have stopped microdosing and stopped smoking, since thats when those craziness feelings come out. Im a little scared since ive been on this spiritual journey for quite sometime , it feel like it’s taking leaps backwards. As well as Schizophrenia is in the blood line. I have been diagnosed with bpd but alot of schizophrenia diagnosis feels like me. 😢
I would consult a psychiatrist and explain symptoms. it took multiple hospitalizations and episodes for me to be diagnosed with it so not saying you do not have it, just saying make sure it's guided by a professional. I was on a spiritual journey myself, lots of opening of the heart to express and experience love. I can relate with a spiritual setback, it definitely felt like that to me as well. I experimented as well with psychedelics, but this came after my first episode in search for answers etc. I have found out that staying away from it is really what helps me stay grounded in reality so I do not take part in them anymore. Thank you for your comment, I am sure it will help others.
Thank you for the input, i really appreciate you taking the time. Keep up your videos, it looks like there are others out there in the same boat. Have a very blessed evening 🙏💚💫
I think he has mentioned his weed use in one of his videos. But not all of his psychotic episodes were weed induced, I am sure about that. And he even quit weed a while back from what I remember. Also, I am pretty sure weed can induce schizophrenia as I know someone who had it happen to him.
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Wow…. A lot of what you’ve been saying in all your videos feels like I’ve been going through.
I had a similar white light experience recently it was during a ketamine session at a dr office under supervision. I’ve been doing ketamine for resistant depression for a little over a year now, I’ve tried to microdose psilocybin too with 1 massive nearly 10 gram journey that was not super fun.
Recently while smoking marijuana and still microdosing i felt like i was going crazy. I feel like it’s potentially on verge of a breakdown at times. Im currently talking with a therapist and have stopped microdosing and stopped smoking, since thats when those craziness feelings come out.
Im a little scared since ive been on this spiritual journey for quite sometime , it feel like it’s taking leaps backwards. As well as Schizophrenia is in the blood line. I have been diagnosed with bpd but alot of schizophrenia diagnosis feels like me. 😢
I would consult a psychiatrist and explain symptoms. it took multiple hospitalizations and episodes for me to be diagnosed with it so not saying you do not have it, just saying make sure it's guided by a professional.
I was on a spiritual journey myself, lots of opening of the heart to express and experience love. I can relate with a spiritual setback, it definitely felt like that to me as well.
I experimented as well with psychedelics, but this came after my first episode in search for answers etc. I have found out that staying away from it is really what helps me stay grounded in reality so I do not take part in them anymore.
Thank you for your comment, I am sure it will help others.
Thank you for the input, i really appreciate you taking the time. Keep up your videos, it looks like there are others out there in the same boat. Have a very blessed evening 🙏💚💫
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Was your schizophrenia drug induced from weed etc ? ❤
I think he has mentioned his weed use in one of his videos. But not all of his psychotic episodes were weed induced, I am sure about that. And he even quit weed a while back from what I remember. Also, I am pretty sure weed can induce schizophrenia as I know someone who had it happen to him.