hey guys how are we ;) it didn’t take me 8 months to post this time let’s celebrate 🥳 anyway this was requested so feel free to request things i should do. i also have another video idea so you might be hearing from me shortly after this one luvyu bye
@@THEREALLOVEFISHINI don't know who you are, but whoever you are, if you're a boy, a girl, don't hate yourself, create good moments because if you hate yourself, you'll be frustrated in front of everyone and you'll feel like you're breaking your face, it's better to live life With regret than not living and blaming yourself or something around us, live and let the bad or good moments happen, it just depends on whether you want to be you, be yourself
Yup. I’ve been feeling like shit the past month to two months. This past year has been pretty shit. My parents divorced, my mom moved four hours away, my sister is an asshole 90% of the time, my dad was fine up until he got a girlfriend now all he wants to do is be with her, school is stressful and exhausting, I hate every bit about myself,. Need I say more. I have a good life dont get me wrong and I know things could be worse but I just haven’t been that happy recently.
You’d wake up by the countryside and go to the edge of the cliff every morning getting closer just to see the vast ocean the sand grass in bushes the sunrise still happening the only sound of the ocean and the wind let this be a bad dream
Yep. Couldn’t sleep last night because I felt too alone. Best friend hates me, another wants me dead. I’ve lost so much since 2019, and I keep wishing I’d never moved away. That’s when it all fell apart, and I’m just now picking up the pieces of my life. I’m not even an adult, I just feel forced to be one because of the circumstances I’m in.
I remeber self destructing myself , all these nights up till this day, I’ve gone for runs to cope, drinking the sorrow I feel, after today ends I will make a drastic change and do better, I don’t expect y’all to give me attention just giving y’all a little story as you all fall asleep and keep on happiness
i hate that life sounds like this but i have to smile or else everyone’s gonna know something’s wrong. i don’t want anyone to know but i wish someone knew, yk? life sucks, dude… btw, you are so loved. people might tell you enough or at all, but you’re so loved, you are handsome/ beautiful, and you are an amazing person. love ya
Sometimes i wish i could just have another life, try all over again from scratch, because i feel like im making more problems for the people around me.
Been dealing w self harm for a couple months which doesn’t seem like much but a couple years ago I stopped and now I’m doing it again. This just intro just sorta helps me ig.
been there man, life gets better, the hardships and suffering life give us makes the happiness and conquests of our life so much more sweet, just because ur doing bad doesn’t mean you’re bad, as long as ur alive you can make improvements
It's been 9 month, and I hope you stopped doing it but if you didn't I would offer you to do exercises that you couldn't do before(especially physical exercises such as pushups situps and etc.)
This gives multiple feelings. The tense day after a family fight, laying alone in your room. Perhaps you broke up with a girl, knowing you should be away from her, but then realizing you’re now alone again, that you have to restart all over again. There’s a billion ways this song can be used for a feeling and so many people are coming together and expressing that here which I think personally, is really cool.
I can remember waking up and walking through the grasslands and plains seeing the hills everywhere and walking to the cliff next to the house it was a stunning beach I never got to close but every day I would get closer and closer listening to the ocean and the wind blowing through the grass and looking at the sunrise then walking back through the grasslands and plains looking at the long grass dance and become waves like the ocean as the wind blew through it
this song reminds me of when you are not sad or happy just numb and you put your hood on for the rest of the day and not talking at all it gives off like one of those mysterious vibes
Real (Im going to paint my walls red, I just really cant keep myself motivated enough to continue on, been like this for years, feeling forced to live..)
don’t do that. please 🙏 I don’t know what religion you believe in but I am Christian and I believe god brought every single one of us on this earth for a purpose. It would be a shame to not see yours fulfilled. please. you have a lot to live for
Atheistic Satanist here. My beliefs are about rebellion and shattering the status quo, and I say that if you think the world would be better without you that’s another reason to keep going. Keep your head up, I’m nowhere near trying to say I get it. Good luck, and don’t give up.
@@Cinnigen truth. I’m not sacrificing babies or anything, I just can’t not worship the short king of Hell that is Lucifer. (I’m specifically talking about Hazbin Lucifer when I mention my ‘faith’)
As we all know life is slowly fading away from our palms but when I hear this and just lay down life just stops (I know this was so cringe and edgy but be real about it)
It’s crazy how I commented on this last year which stuff happened and now I’m in the (my family members) car looking out the window at 6:42 pm on a nostalgic evening It’s actually even more so nostalgic cuz I got headphones on too
bro u still got 6 more years keep ur head up. i made most of my best memories from 12 to now. (im 15) staying sad wont help anything. it gets better trust me
This doesn't have to be something. It can be something beautiful. Often times the most I learn is when I am alone, and that doesn't mean that I always like it, but it does mean that I have a choice.
Hey so life has been really hard lately, no one asked but i try to tell other people this and they say “why” so thats why i keep it to myself. Usually i just cry or or listen to music like this, i don’t wanna be here anymore not sure if any of us do tbh… i feel like im not exceptional in this world
This doesn't feel like the first time having depression, confused and alone and scared It feels more stagnant More experienced, but not a bit better Wondering why you can't get out of it a second time
Feels like I lost everything this year, my only wish recently is just to be happy and in peace, nothing more. If someone is reading this, best of luck to you mate.
1 year and a hlaf ago , with mounstrous strenght i've been able to get out of sever depression and heal , i got to live a nice life , found a new job , met formidable peoples , broke up with my extra toxic girlfriend of the time... life became so simple , so joyful . but now since 2 whole months , i feel like everything is crumbling under my foot once again ,but this time without any issues in my life , i just feel tired and sad all the time
[26/10, 07:55] hellcri: i dremed the girl i like calling me ajd stuff [26/10, 07:55] hellcri: then she said to me on a sunny evening that she was wrong [26/10, 07:55] hellcri: and she loves me [26/10, 07:56] hellcri: and then we kiss and talk for A lot [26/10, 07:56] hellcri: then i wake up [26/10, 07:59] hellcri: we talked for like 15 minutes about it [26/10, 07:59] hellcri: then we
this is the song that plays when the Mexican cartel guy kills me and my last words are “Goku would not be proud of you..” as he tries desperately to revive me
I'm Brazilian, forgive my bad english. the things can be easier, 'cause eventually you get resistance to all of this, i'm not saying you be alright, the things still harder to me, even after years, after all, I have chronic depression just like most people here, I suppose, but eventually you'll understand something's it's not your fault, so, you don't have to care about this, it's called stoicism. if someone wants talk about philosophy with a English newbie, but with a good heart, i'm here.
The whole world seems so unreal and impracticable. Life after 2019 went downhill and by non-existence.I was so hoping that I would come out of such a hole as Kazakhstan.Just remember,Central Asia-the worst and depressive, which can be.I lost both parents, but the court, which was mired in corruption, acquitted the criminals and decided to impose a debt of 12,000,000 tenge on me.Just be glad you live in Europe or North America.I wish you all good luck and a good life, goodbye.
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hey guys how are we ;)
it didn’t take me 8 months to post this time let’s celebrate 🥳
anyway this was requested so feel free to request things i should do. i also have another video idea so you might be hearing from me shortly after this one
luvyu bye
Just came from that comment
I hate my life
@@THEREALLOVEFISHINI don't know who you are, but whoever you are, if you're a boy, a girl, don't hate yourself, create good moments because if you hate yourself, you'll be frustrated in front of everyone and you'll feel like you're breaking your face, it's better to live life With regret than not living and blaming yourself or something around us, live and let the bad or good moments happen, it just depends on whether you want to be you, be yourself
there is a not so small risk that my journal becomes a suicide note
life’s starting to feel like this again
Yup. I’ve been feeling like shit the past month to two months. This past year has been pretty shit. My parents divorced, my mom moved four hours away, my sister is an asshole 90% of the time, my dad was fine up until he got a girlfriend now all he wants to do is be with her, school is stressful and exhausting, I hate every bit about myself,. Need I say more. I have a good life dont get me wrong and I know things could be worse but I just haven’t been that happy recently.
@@itchymilk2006 i feel you bro...I m almost in the same situation with and i m trying to get over it
Yeah and i really hate it
real
Real
playing in my head 24/7 😭😭
real.
(╥﹏╥)
@@og.aladdin hope youre doing better love 🫶🏼
Deadass whenever I’m in a situation I don’t want to be in this just loops in my head
i lost everything.
this sounds like the mornings when i was a kid when life was so simple and peaceful
i feel you...
You’d wake up by the countryside and go to the edge of the cliff every morning getting closer just to see the vast ocean the sand grass in bushes the sunrise still happening the only sound of the ocean and the wind let this be a bad dream
I can't put into words how much I wish I was a kid again. It was so simple and even school was fun.
The loneliness came back. Worse than I remember
Bro same
Yep. Couldn’t sleep last night because I felt too alone. Best friend hates me, another wants me dead. I’ve lost so much since 2019, and I keep wishing I’d never moved away. That’s when it all fell apart, and I’m just now picking up the pieces of my life. I’m not even an adult, I just feel forced to be one because of the circumstances I’m in.
Same
Damn the renfrence
thanks for this, can finally sleep at night
yeah.
Life’s at the point where it feels like a empty, endless void filled with junk.
4 months late but shit can get better if you push for it, at some point the only direction you can go is back up
well in a pile of junk, theres always some treasure.
I swear
I just hope it gets better someday
@@arsonzartzdon’t lead ppl to believe this crap, there’s never treasure. It’s just junk that you have to polish off yourself
I remeber self destructing myself , all these nights up till this day, I’ve gone for runs to cope, drinking the sorrow I feel, after today ends I will make a drastic change and do better, I don’t expect y’all to give me attention just giving y’all a little story as you all fall asleep and keep on happiness
i’m proud of you
You’re a good person
heyy, how are you doing now?
hope youre doing better now
How you doing my guy?
i feel like this everyday and night ,all the time
sometimes it’s not your fault but you’ll think it is
Life is at a point again where getting up is a struggle...
i hate that life sounds like this but i have to smile or else everyone’s gonna know something’s wrong. i don’t want anyone to know but i wish someone knew, yk? life sucks, dude…
btw, you are so loved. people might tell you enough or at all, but you’re so loved, you are handsome/ beautiful, and you are an amazing person. love ya
I hope life will change someday... and I hope you find happiness in your life. God bless you❤
i lost everything. i hate myself.
Sometimes i wish i could just have another life, try all over again from scratch, because i feel like im making more problems for the people around me.
Damn real but mine is about the mistakes I've made
If u read this I wanna tell u that I’m proud of u ❤️
Im proud of you too stranger
Been dealing w self harm for a couple months which doesn’t seem like much but a couple years ago I stopped and now I’m doing it again. This just intro just sorta helps me ig.
been there man, life gets better, the hardships and suffering life give us makes the happiness and conquests of our life so much more sweet, just because ur doing bad doesn’t mean you’re bad, as long as ur alive you can make improvements
It's been 9 month, and I hope you stopped doing it but if you didn't I would offer you to do exercises that you couldn't do before(especially physical exercises such as pushups situps and etc.)
Real (interlinked)
This gives multiple feelings. The tense day after a family fight, laying alone in your room. Perhaps you broke up with a girl, knowing you should be away from her, but then realizing you’re now alone again, that you have to restart all over again.
There’s a billion ways this song can be used for a feeling and so many people are coming together and expressing that here which I think personally, is really cool.
Even my mom say that im failure
real.
Damn..
She says to me too
I can remember waking up and walking through the grasslands and plains seeing the hills everywhere and walking to the cliff next to the house it was a stunning beach I never got to close but every day I would get closer and closer listening to the ocean and the wind blowing through the grass and looking at the sunrise then walking back through the grasslands and plains looking at the long grass dance and become waves like the ocean as the wind blew through it
this song reminds me of when you are not sad or happy just numb and you put your hood on for the rest of the day and not talking at all it gives off like one of those mysterious vibes
2024 intro song
Real (Im going to paint my walls red, I just really cant keep myself motivated enough to continue on, been like this for years, feeling forced to live..)
@wafflefox6599 i hope you hit up home depo they have good prices on paint my niece got the bestest deal ever
don’t do that. please 🙏 I don’t know what religion you believe in but I am Christian and I believe god brought every single one of us on this earth for a purpose. It would be a shame to not see yours fulfilled. please. you have a lot to live for
Atheistic Satanist here. My beliefs are about rebellion and shattering the status quo, and I say that if you think the world would be better without you that’s another reason to keep going. Keep your head up, I’m nowhere near trying to say I get it. Good luck, and don’t give up.
@@Maelstr0mStudiossatanist is crazy
@@Cinnigen truth. I’m not sacrificing babies or anything, I just can’t not worship the short king of Hell that is Lucifer. (I’m specifically talking about Hazbin Lucifer when I mention my ‘faith’)
As we all know life is slowly fading away from our palms but when I hear this and just lay down life just stops (I know this was so cringe and edgy but be real about it)
REAL THO BRUH
Such a graceful melody for ugly times
The air is still enough to where I can hear my heart beat as if my body is singing. I am singing
It’s crazy how I commented on this last year which stuff happened and now I’m in the (my family members) car looking out the window at 6:42 pm on a nostalgic evening
It’s actually even more so nostalgic cuz I got headphones on too
this bring back times when i was younger and times was actually fun. (im 12.5)
bro u still got 6 more years keep ur head up. i made most of my best memories from 12 to now. (im 15) staying sad wont help anything. it gets better trust me
"when I was younger" bruh you still are just keep enjoying it for as long as you can
Bro your still in middle school… enjoy the shit while it lasts. Once you leave high school is when shit sucks. If i could go back to that i def would
My man im 18 and id do anything to be your age,anything
Bruh
I just wanna be happy 😕
i love playing this on my guitar💗
where were you when i needed you
This doesn't have to be something. It can be something beautiful. Often times the most I learn is when I am alone, and that doesn't mean that I always like it, but it does mean that I have a choice.
when i realize life's not all about being silly and goofing around
"Hehehehe............I'm alone.."
-Vsauce
Thanks you I've been looking for this
I'm alone
Me too buddy
Lori? My pookie? Is that You?
@@ionutbrinzan5774 wait,Who are you?
Hey so life has been really hard lately, no one asked but i try to tell other people this and they say “why” so thats why i keep it to myself. Usually i just cry or or listen to music like this, i don’t wanna be here anymore not sure if any of us do tbh… i feel like im not exceptional in this world
Can anybody link me some beats this Deftones sample is in. If not I'ma try n make a hard ass beats outa this
this is how i would express my teenage loneliness i guess
its just
waking up
spacing out
sleeping
dreaming or not
nothing seems to matter anyway
First thing I listen to after my aunt died.
First thing I listen to after my grandfather dies
Your not alone bro❤
JESUS IS KING AMEN!☦☦✝✝
Amen 🙏
✝️
Amen 🙏
yes i miss my ex.
U gon get over it bro ❤️
so fucking real
@@Luvckkknext month it's gonna be a year since, and I fucking hope I do
Same
I just wanted to live.
Floating on the water
this is emptiness
I just want to be invisible
we having a good day tomorrow
Life is this
Merry Christmas guys life is tough but just hang in there
Just so you know people love you and if you think no one does i love you.
This doesn't feel like the first time having depression, confused and alone and scared
It feels more stagnant
More experienced, but not a bit better
Wondering why you can't get out of it a second time
Feels like I lost everything this year, my only wish recently is just to be happy and in peace, nothing more.
If someone is reading this, best of luck to you mate.
I loved her more than anything… (for the Breaking Bad fans)
Real
real (i love him so much why isn't he real why does everybody treat me like shit i hate my life i hate everyone and everything i'm gonna kms)
Real
real
skill issue tbh
@@fard22223 your parents never loved you
@@gothgirl127 dookie all over my chest and rub it in
The feeling of hopelessness.
The sound that plays in my head in a nice misty morning..
Or it plays as I make direct eye contact with a grizzly.(/jk
This reminds me of a yune nikki soundtrack. Just as melancholic
How it feels waiting for someone who will never show.
Real.
this action will have consequences ahh intro
this song feels like the months of october, november, and december…
1 year and a hlaf ago , with mounstrous strenght i've been able to get out of sever depression and heal , i got to live a nice life , found a new job , met formidable peoples , broke up with my extra toxic girlfriend of the time... life became so simple , so joyful . but now since 2 whole months , i feel like everything is crumbling under my foot once again ,but this time without any issues in my life , i just feel tired and sad all the time
It gets better brother
Bro i felt this alone and i was in my living room and no 1 was home i was just siting there and felt like this song was playing
It sounds like a song you could hear in The Last of Us
я так люблю её и бесконечно скучаю
Tired of being afraid
[26/10, 07:55] hellcri: i dremed the girl i like calling me ajd stuff
[26/10, 07:55] hellcri: then she said to me on a sunny evening that she was wrong
[26/10, 07:55] hellcri: and she loves me
[26/10, 07:56] hellcri: and then we kiss and talk for A lot
[26/10, 07:56] hellcri: then i wake up
[26/10, 07:59] hellcri: we talked for like 15 minutes about it
[26/10, 07:59] hellcri: then we
when i life is so cooked that you prefeer to hear the intro instead of the full song...
"Hey, Since when did you met all of these invited people?"
Me reaching for the remote in my pocket :
real.
this is the song that plays when the Mexican cartel guy kills me and my last words are “Goku would not be proud of you..” as he tries desperately to revive me
This feels like being in a white empty room that isn’t empty but is empty
Life bro is getting like this again.
I thought this was a yumme 2kki song at first
ikr
Thank you
Nostalgia+mystery:
Pov: your in your room and you see a pair of hyper realistic eyes staring at you at the corner of your room
Can’t let gang know I still fk w this
this plays in my head to much, i kinda hate it but its okay at the same time
life’s hard
I'm Brazilian, forgive my bad english. the things can be easier, 'cause eventually you get resistance to all of this, i'm not saying you be alright, the things still harder to me, even after years, after all, I have chronic depression just like most people here, I suppose, but eventually you'll understand something's it's not your fault, so, you don't have to care about this, it's called stoicism. if someone wants talk about philosophy with a English newbie, but with a good heart, i'm here.
Had trouble sleeping last night cause i couldn't get the unknown melody out of my head
yumme nikki ost ahh loop
I hope i make it
Ouvindo isso agora, em meio a uma guerra de pensamentos e emoções, sem muita descrição, apenas uma guerra que só eu posso vencer
Same. Woke up two hours early after going to bed two hours late. Worried and scared and depressed and I dumb don’t even know what else.
@@Maelstr0mStudiosReal
This sounds just like my life....
the whole song is so me 😜
Goon master
The whole world seems so unreal and impracticable. Life after 2019 went downhill and by non-existence.I was so hoping that I would come out of such a hole as Kazakhstan.Just remember,Central Asia-the worst and depressive, which can be.I lost both parents, but the court, which was mired in corruption, acquitted the criminals and decided to impose a debt of 12,000,000 tenge on me.Just be glad you live in Europe or North America.I wish you all good luck and a good life, goodbye.
Bro just steppemaxx. That's what your ancestors did. Unless you're a European Kazakh. Get a horse. Get a tribal tradwife. Travel the steppe freely.
This feels like a tune that would come from A Way Out.
3:22
have a good time as long as you can, make use of every little moment inbetween the days and when its rough stand up and scream sextape.
gives me both depressed and hello neighbour vibes.
King
floating under...
To get, you must lose, even heaven demands death, because only in the darkest nights may the brightest stars appear.
real
Life has been nothing but an ongoing cycle of just shit. Can’t wait!
Fire
Please let this be a bad dream please tell me it’s 2015 again please