Family problems, relationship issues, financial issues, self doubt. Still fighting the whole world with just a smile on your face. And you think you're weak? Go ahead, You're awesome.🖤
Wow man. Didn’t expect you to relate that to this song but thank you…. My mom kicked me out at 14 then later left to another country with crim charges so I can never see her again. And I’m coming out of a 9 year failed relationship at 25 yrs old. Can’t wait to do better for whoever may come
Definitely a Legend please check out my remake for this song on my channel rip Linkin my girl passed aways played this song one time and it's stuck to me rest her precious soul
This song comes from the perspective of a hurting child ignoring the fact they are following in a damaged parents footsteps and the realisation of that is so hurtful. Thankyou Chester for helping so many realise this. I am only just realising it now but it's so helpful and hurtful at the same time. Anyone struggling along with me in this realisation. I love you. I am here. We've got this and will fight together.
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes" - Literally me right now.
"Every second I waste is more than I can take! I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you And I know I may end up failing, too" -Literally me right now
Technically it's an illness not a disease but it's rough right now for all us linkin park fans... so forget I corrected you, I'm gonna go listen to more of their music and cry..
Baby Baby No isn't music, it's repetition. This song, Numb, expresses how people really feel about this POS world. There's a lot of anger in this song and resentment in this song. it's more about wanting to feel numb than really feeling numb. "All i want to be is more like me and less like you. 🎶" -Numb by Linkin Park. it's music it's not repetition. 🤔☮️🎶
fr, my brother was into metal and this was my fav song, he even bought a guitar to play it for me. i was so confused when i saw on my brothers phone “linkin park lead singer dies from suicide.”
L0tuS WOW, this is very intense. Dayuuum, tripn on your comment and making me think how very true you are of not being able to save him but yes he did save alotta us
The one and only most important thing in this music is that it brings us all together. From every part of the world. We are all hurt and we are all in pain. The lyrics and music, Chester taking his own life, the anger and screams ascertain the authenticity of the craft. Hang on there everyone....you are loved by people who share the same pain. We feel for you...one day you will be loved for what you are and happy. Sharing pain is the most noble thing one can do. Don't be afraid of getting hurt...we all came a long way. Stay strong and thrive
2:11 "But I know, You were just like me with someone disappointed in you" I can relate to that line so much because my Dad treats me like shit and I then found out that the way he's treating me is exactly how he was treated by his father at my age but he had the choice to choose whether he wanted to be a good father to his kids or follow the footsteps of his Dad and now because he decided to treat us all like a liveing hell we hate him for that and i'm sure it hurts him to know that none of his kids love him,but he chose his fate
I can relate. My dad was abusive towards me and so was his dad to him. Now I have 2 daughters that I love with all my heart. I would do anything for. I've chosen to break the vicious cycle. My dad caused to be depressed and suicidal and to this day, I have issues and anxiety because of it. It effects my marriage daily and I hate it.
Yup, if only my mom accepted the fact that her marriage is over and she should stop holding on. She's so fucking stupid and gullible, yet she thinks I'm the one who's stupid and gullible. She birthed me and my siblings into this world thinking we would follow into their footsteps exactly how they wanted, and they failed and refused to admit it. I'm the only one who understands that she is a shitty person
@@kitchenroam1509 While I find that a tad harsh, I understand where you’re coming from. If a woman stays with an abusive partner because they think it’ll be better for the kids, they are hopelessly naive. It does nothing but hurt everybody involved. I hope you escape that situation soon.
I can relate so much in my family men are so abusive my mom gets treated like shit by her 4 sons and husband.My dad changed for the better but my mom changed as well now she's the abusive one.i never knew why my father was like but what I do know is that his father was really mean to him he would beat him and everything.He only had his mother who loved him but later died after that all his sibling hated my dad. and now my grandpa keeps trying to come into my but I don't if I could ever forgive or if my dad has even.
I hope everyone battling with their inner demons, their depression and anxiety and their sadness find peace in their lives. If you're reading this, then I hope all your problems in life disolve the way a pinch of salt dissolves in an ocean. Please stay strong and be a superhero of extreme willpower! If you love a girl, then be honest with her and tell her everything. If you hate your parents, talk to someone about it. If you hate GOD, then seek knowledge of this existence. Suicide is not the answer to everything! Seek and you shall find! Never give up! I love you ❤
Sun of a Beach Such awesome words. Depression is terrible. I have chronic depression and sometimes it hits me hard. Luckily I haven't felt suicidal in awhile. I can't even imagine what he went thru that made him do what he did. RIP Chester.
Thanks for the words. I have some serious depression sometimes weeks of suicidal thoughts. Most meds cause more harm than good. Eat healthy, exercise, socialize.
Seems like statistically only in a pan paniscus (bonobo) society things like these doesn't exist, only playful prosociality for promotion of group stability regardless of age and gender. Not sure about Trobrianders, Etoro, Sambia people and all the extinct undocumented hunter-gatherer societies with partible paternity and alloparenting leading to different effects on epigenetic expression.
I have anxiety and always think I’m always doing things wrong or a disappointment, so for me this song is me yelling at myself. ( I hope that made sense)
I'm young but the oldest child so I always feel like I should be doing something to help.my mom when we are struggling 😔 I tell myself she is the mom u should help her make money somehow but I can't do anything it hurts to know that 😢😭
I always felt like Linkin Park touched so many youths because a lot of their songs can be traced back to narcissistic parents not hearing their kids when they cried for help. This song reminds me of my relationship with my dad...
@@amandahurlocker1980 My story to the tee, both Parents I pray for them and love them, but they were destroying me, I had to cut them off. This song speak to my spirit, but there is hope.
Tch, my mum and stepfather are like this. They ‘spoil’ me and then get mad because of one little mistake I make. Everytime I confronted them, I’d get hurt, I always say to myself at least I’m not with my drug addicted and sociopathic father
@@MariaHernandez-ju6mw It's an altered quote from Dr Seuss 'Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened' Could not be more true for this band.
hey mate, since I don't know what gender you are I will call you as mate. i had pretty fucked up life too. their music made it a little bit easier, but then I discovered blues. since I play the guitar it is much easier. I create lyrics based on my actual problems and I make them singable on my same old 12 bar blues pattern. I sing this almost every week to my friends or myself. trust me. it helps. and you even do not need psychaitrist or priest to confess. alltgough, my priest said this is good way to confess to him, one and only, the maker
A person who was born to be named Chester. When he was 21, he decided to call Linkin Park as a group of six people. Through the years, his songs are getting better. When he reach 2017, he releases the new album called "One More Light" at 19th July of 2017. The next day, he send the message to his band mates that he is getting bored with life. He suicide by hanging and die. From now on, only Mike Shinoda sings and there's no more singer in this band. Thank you Chester for living with us. We love you :'(
this so relates to the relationship with my dad. after his death, I felt so free,.... all my fear, anxiety and depression vanished. one of the best songs ever. every single line means so much
This song perfectly describes my relationship with my mother, numb to almost everything about her at 18, and guilt free about it. Took me 40 years, and somebody else's words to understand it though, maybe now the anger and resentment can start to fade, thank you LP.
RIP Chester. Through abuse and suicidal thoughts, you saved me. I wish there was a way we could have saved you. You were loved. You were a hero. You will be missed. Thank you for your music. God, I remember hearing the news. Listening to DC 101.1 the music shut off and they said they had an important announcement. They said you had committed suicide. I pulled over to the shoulder and cried. Must have been there for at least 15 minutes sobbing. I pray to God that he accepts you with open arms. You were a broken soul. You're in peace now.
Morbjørn I’m trying to break the like button, I used to listen to D.C. and one of the last times I heard the station was when they announced his passing 😭😭😭😭 I was in the back seat of my brother’s car and I just curled up and cried...I can still break in to tears just remembering it 😢
I deal with what Chester deals with. It is called OCD Tendancies, suicidal Thouths, etc... mental health is a serious issue, please listen to those that need you! RIP Chester
you know what the saddest that could happen to you? its your birthday and your in your room crying because everything that you want to do is like a mistake to them. ive been wishing since 2015 on my birthday for painless death but it seems wishing doesnt work
Ok this is gonna sound way wrong but if you wished for a painless death for 5+ years you would have done it your self so you know... There's something stopping you from doing it, you gotta figure out what that is or who it is and keep it close and in your thoughts all the time. That's the easiest way to get over it
I know it hurts but don't do it You're important bro You're amazing You're creative I believe in you Stop crying it will do nothing but adding more sadness C’mon go do something, work on your life Keep fighting and never give up I wish you all the best
Your thanks to him is listening to Linkin Park's music. I was gonna say "Listening to his music" but Linkin Park isn't just Chester Bennington. It's Mike Shinoda, and the rest of the band members.
Please, never forget that depression is not a joke, even if people tells you. You are VERY strong and you will go through this. I send you all the good vibes. xo
Still in shock and denial about the passing of Chester. This band was a big part of my childhood. I had a CD player and Linkin Park was one of the CDs I always had on me.
"Is be more like me and be less like you" the whole song just hit. Back then i thought this song is cool but now i relate to the lyrics. Rip Chester we all will miss him he was a good person and left something after him and saved lifes i can't even explain how this song almost made me cry.
Finalmente achei essa música nunca sabia que era esse cantor e muito menos que ele tinha falecido.Agora essa canção é bonita e nos trás boas lembranças.
my mother introduced me to linkin park and ever since, it’s changed my life and it helps me better understand my own feelings as well as overcome them, and ofcourse i always cry when i hear it
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [Pre-Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow [Chorus: Chester Bennington] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you [Verse 2: Chester Bennington] Can't you see that you're smothering me? Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart, right in front of you [Pre-Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda] Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow And every second I waste is more than I can take [Chorus: Chester Bennington] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you [Bridge: Chester Bennington] And I know I may end up failing, too But I know you were just like me With someone disappointed in you [Chorus: Chester Bennington] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you [Outro: Chester Bennington] I've become so numb, I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb, I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be
After finally realising i have been caught up in a parents mental health issues all my life I understand this to the depths of my core. We all miss you Chester. You saved so many wish we could have saved you
In 7th grade I took a razor blade when my parents aren’t home, I started cutting my throat, it hurted and I saw blood dripping down my shirt although I didn’t die but I was bleeding a lot I thought maybe if I stabbed it deeper my pain will end and I can leave this world. Right as I was about to do that my 2 friends called me on the phone and asked if I was okay and said they could tell something was wrong by the way I was acting in school. I bursted out crying and told them everything and they came to my house to comfort me and I went to the hospital shortly after. That phone call saved my life and I am grateful to be here today alive and sharing my story. Don’t take life for granted, life is precious and you should never think about ending it no matter how worse things get.
Rain K god bless you with his holy and almighty blood and his beloved’s sons jesus blood as well against anything that might hurt you, amen. And i really hope that you found what you truly love and deserve at this world, which in part, could be your friends. Don’t stop being friends with them, they are the ones who anybody would want. God bless you and your friends, amen.
I’m glad your ok, never give up, there are always people who care for you, I learned this was true after I came back from the hell that many call Iran and I miss my brothers R.I.P 22nd platoon, see you in the next life
The FutureGamer god bless you too with his holy and almighty blood and his beloved son jesus holy and almighty blood as well against anything that might hurt you, amen. thank you for all you do and all you did!
MysteriousCreature3000 Laura I never stopped loving you. I still love you till this day... all I asked from you was time, could it have been that it was too much to ask for? Who knows. No one will ever know. Know that I want you to be happy and want you to grow. Seeing you hurt really hurts me... it is not my place anymore to check up on you... but please if it’s gods will know that you’re a great individual and keep that head of yours up no matter how hard it is and how hard it seems there is an ending.
Omg I listen this song again and again... I mean I CANT STOP!!! I don't like when some one ask "do u listen that in 2020/2021" ... I ALWAYS LISTEN THAT SONG
The opening string quartet you hear in the first 18 seconds was masterfully played on the pubes and recorded with an H1N1 zoom recorder and with mixed in with an echo flanger effect to get the unique sound. True talent.
They say Chester was a coward for committing suicide. But I have to say that. I lost 3 very important people for me from depression. They were forced to commit suicide because of all the pain, all the stress all the stuff they were through. I am in a kind of depression, not knowing why I am through this whole shit. You don’t know what Chester had in mind. How he was treated how he felt. I truly wish and pray for you to always be happy and not be depressed. Just stop criticizing people that you haven’t been in their shoes. Thanks for your interest
"Just stop criticizing people that you haven't been in their shoes" - that's muh man! I wish everyone would just stop criticizing hitler! You don't know what it's like to be in his shoes after all.
#preach! This man speaks hella truth. If only the majority of people saw this situation as clearly as you do. I will say this, I understand what you are talking about. I have been through similar things with horrible consequences and I was 13 at the time. This is why I love him 💘 Chester. R.I.P. forever
My dad always said that suicide was a cowards way out, I assumed that he said things like that because he had friends that did it and he was worse off than most of them, I personally believe if you do it because of the pain then it’s the pain and those who inflicted that pain that kills you.
I remember being in school people would chuck stuff at me like blue tack in my hair everytime it was lunch I was always sitting alone cuz no one really wanted to eat with me n at play time I was all alone and I started hurting myself I dident want to live anymore I was in grade 6 it’s been happening since grade 3 in grade 6 I’ve been alone for 3 years in primary school I had a friend in grade 2 and she started to be a bully when she got older and since I started listing to music I got really into it and it made me feel better but the thing is when your being bullied it’s easy cuz u always remember the bad stuff that happend in your life and it’s hard to keep thinking of it cuz I’ve been through so much
god is with you the number one thing to do to get friends is to throw yourself out there talk to them about what ever it is that worked for me I made friends with jim, pam, creed, dwight, andy, michael, oscar, phyllis, ryan, and darryl have a nice life :)
I can relate to the lyrics of the song... I don't know what to do anymore with my life... My sister is so irresponsible to think she's the eldest. She took control of my life! I'm single and youngest but I'm the one taking care of her three babies, I love the kids but my sister is getting on my nerves! I used to work before pandemic, giving half of my salary to my mom because she's the one taking care of all of expenses. When I'm not in duty, I'm taking care of the kids but that sister of mine is so selfish, hanging around with office friends like as if she's single. Now I have no work because I have no choice but to stay at home and take care of her kids. I always tell her before, she has to stop that shitty lifestyle of her and start to save some money but she didn't listen now who's having the hard time? it's still us! Me and my mom! And my mom never think that I also have life, I want to live my life the way I want to but everytime I tell her how I feel she's not listening and instead she's getting mad at me and telling me to help instead of complaining 😢 I'm tired and sick of this. I will be 30 this year but they can't just let me live my life 😢😢😢 Sorry guys! I'm just so frustrated, stressed, depressed I don't know anymore! P.S. I'm not fluent in English
I can’t do anything except to be here and say: You’re currently in a frustrating situation as you said but I know somehow you’ll get out from this hole you’re in. There’s no such a thing which is impossible in my opinion, only impotent. I have faith in you ma’am, you will pass this and live a better and calm life someday. I’ll pray for you
My only advice is leave them all even if you love them just leave them and find a job you love and do what you want with your life. I'm only 17 so I might not even know what the hell I'm talking about but if it were me I'd leave if I could.
My goodness.. I thought I'm the one here depressed.. Please be strong for yourself. I can understand just by reading your comment. What you are going through.. Just be strong...Everything will settle soon.. If you don't mind me. Then just go and search BTS. BTS's songs are so inspiring. They are funny too..you will feel better. I'm not advertising them. But trust me you need inspiration. God bless you dear💜
no it still has the same meaning but we were too dumb to notice that he was literally asking us for help. RIP to this legend and we are sorry for not giving him the help he needed after hearing all his calls for help through his songs
looking at the comments that were made before the world lost chester and I'm envious of the people who made them. they didn't feel the emptiness that comes with listening to this song now, every word became heavy.
i sang this to my bf because he was mad at me and he was on the edge of breaking up so i did that and he cried and forgave me never did i know i had such a good voice thank you for saving me from death
When I was a Freshman, I remember making a video that symbolized me and my moms relationship falling apart. This was the song I used, we fought and fought. I was lashing out really badly due to a depression, that lasted a year. Their would be nights where I contemplated running away, were we fought until we slammed doors. Most of it was due to the fact that she drank, but the more we fought the more she drank. I was afraid of her hurting me physically due to the depression and I was fed up with the way it changed her when she drank. No one saved either of us, we just fought and slammed doors. But this song will always remind me of how bad I felt after the depression. How guilty I had felt that I never told her, that I needed help and more medication. She found out sooner or later, and she understood why it was hard for me. Now, we are closer than ever but sometimes when I hear this it all comes back to me. It was a song that really put my emotions into easier words, with my parents in general. My father always pressured me to do what he wanted me to do. I ALWAYS explained to him that, I didn't want to do that. I maybe good at something but it doesn't mean I have to do it. I didn't want to pursue in that, I wanted to be me. Remember to be yourself ALWAYS! You should never allow someone to force you to be different from what you are. Those who deserve to stick around are those who accept you as a whole. Please guys, don't stress about things that you can't control. Stay happy and positive :))!
I was normally listening to this song a few months ago but now I can't stop crying jeez.... RIP Chester... he will always be alive in our hearts 😢 I hope that everyone who has depression (including me) to get over it or at least try to... suicide is NOT an option.
`And i know, I may end up failing too..... But i know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you` This line alone keeps me going and for that i will be ever grateful. RIP Chester
This is not just for a kid who wants to be what their parents want them to be, also the people who wants to reach the standards of the ones they loved even though they would suffer.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Every step that I take is another mistake to you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control? 'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be) I've become so numb I can't feel you there (I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I miss Chester..........when I started listening to English songs, "In the End" was my first song........ His songs were always a part of my day......rest in peace sir....for giving us these wonderful pieces of art.
I told my friend that he died recently. It's April 2018. After my discussion, I came back to listen and realized that it wasn't 'recently'. It just feels like he just died recently. He didn't die a year ago, he died, period. And it still hits home.
i'm gonna use this as one of my stories' theme song..beacuse i love it and this "theme song" of my stories' purpose represents every character and everyone get through any though times,i hope everyone stay strong and may god be with everyone and you all...it makes me so moved~
Family problems, relationship issues, financial issues, self doubt.
Still fighting the whole world with just a smile on your face.
And you think you're weak?
Go ahead, You're awesome.🖤
damn you saying that means so much ty
Am having some serious family problems... let's see for how long i can keep up with this..
@@peaceisallineed3.063 damn r u good cus same
😐
Hey, I've been through hell myself. None of you are weak. I promise you that. You can overcome it all. I know it 😁
"And I know ... I may end up failing too"
These lines have a whole new meaning now after he is dead.
How did he die?
@@macywilson5245 Chester comitted suicide. 😟
@@PinocoChan WHY?!!
@@macywilson5245 depression
I never even knew he had died. I guess you dont always hear about everything
I won't be like my mother.
I'll love my kids and will always be there for them.
Same
I look like mine and get called her and have her loud mouth
@You- know-who Self awareness is the first (and hardest) step to improvement. You already got the toughest challenge, the rest will be a cake-walk.
Wow man. Didn’t expect you to relate that to this song but thank you…. My mom kicked me out at 14 then later left to another country with crim charges so I can never see her again. And I’m coming out of a 9 year failed relationship at 25 yrs old. Can’t wait to do better for whoever may come
@@nikolaip5834 keep pushing and become successful
Rip Chester👏🙏 you will always be a fucking Legend
Miss you Chester Rip 🙏 💔 😢 😔
Legends never die like badass chester
Facts
R.I.P
Definitely a Legend please check out my remake for this song on my channel rip Linkin my girl passed aways played this song one time and it's stuck to me rest her precious soul
This song helps me get through these tough times, stay strong everyone, may god be with you all.
Sadly, The singer commited suicide...
Like comments like that under cool song vidoes
Your profile picture and username goes with your comment ^^
I’m feeling dead rn tho
Marcus Baker thank you for the support ik I sound annoying telling y’all but I have no one else to talk to
One could save millions but millions couldnt save one. R.I.P
Very wise words.
My_Time_Skip_Is Unbeatable amen.
My_Time_Skip_Is Unbeatable very nice 👍🏻
Ok
It’s true.
This song comes from the perspective of a hurting child ignoring the fact they are following in a damaged parents footsteps and the realisation of that is so hurtful. Thankyou Chester for helping so many realise this. I am only just realising it now but it's so helpful and hurtful at the same time.
Anyone struggling along with me in this realisation. I love you.
I am here.
We've got this and will fight together.
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes"
- Literally me right now.
"Every second I waste is more than I can take!
I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
Become so tired,
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing, too"
-Literally me right now
Same here and I'm ten😂
@@TrelliessRose Hope you got through it king 🤝
I dedicate this to Society
The best comment I've seen so far about this song.
true
🙌🙌🙌
yes
the soul society lmao (props if you know the reference)
RIP 💔 Depression can be a deadly disease.
Maria Quan yea it can be
Technically it's an illness not a disease but it's rough right now for all us linkin park fans... so forget I corrected you, I'm gonna go listen to more of their music and cry..
Tiff Bowen
Tiff Bowen same and true
It is. There is no can be.
This is music. Moves the soul and heart. Not the crap we get nowdays.
cRAP
Ifly
@@MrPolandball Well not all of it old slim shady/eminem was good not some more of the new crap like the mumble rap
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Baby Baby No isn't music, it's repetition. This song, Numb, expresses how people really feel about this POS world. There's a lot of anger in this song and resentment in this song. it's more about wanting to feel numb than really feeling numb. "All i want to be is more like me and less like you. 🎶" -Numb by Linkin Park.
it's music it's not repetition. 🤔☮️🎶
As a kid I didn’t realize how much this song would come to mean to me later, back then it just sounded good
Same! 😭
fr, my brother was into metal and this was my fav song, he even bought a guitar to play it for me. i was so confused when i saw on my brothers phone “linkin park lead singer dies from suicide.”
U will understand after 20 years.
He sang like an angel
He screamed like a demon
He lived like a man
And died as a legend💕
Edit: OMG THANK YOU SM FOR THE LIKES
Copied?!! Cuz I wrote this 6 months ago
@@krushinenavath8141 no sorry,i didnt copy people are writing this for a year now
@@elizasmithey9941 okay
@@krushinenavath8141 and u freaking copy from other to
ooh, microdrama
This song has a new meaning now. RIP Chester Bennington.
Hibah Ali Exactly why I came here today, I'm heartbroken.. rest in peace.
ethereal demon goddess he was such a great man so sad he felt he needed to do that
Hibah Ali Been blasting all my old favs all day today. RIP to one of the best, the first I ever attached to musically
Hibah Ali always has the same meaning.. but we just cant understund so time
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😔 yeah...it really does.
Chester's voice is amazing because it so smooth and soft while singing and so loud and rough while shouting.
"Every step that I take is another mistake for you"
Hard-hitting lyric right there. At least for me.... I really felt that....
So true, and the “But I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you”. This song really speaks facts.
People say: be yourself! Don´t worry about what others say.
But then they judge you...
the same people who tell you be yourself...
@Just your friendly neighborhood quiet kid that is true
That sad irony
Stay strong, zoe
So true 😭😭😭😭
Yeah, so true. That's my situation now.
@@matzracing4568 same
one of the greatest songs ever
No doubt about that.
Agree to disagree
Can't agree more
@@anshusahni8527 0
you spelled the wrong
I am constantly burnt out with life… and this song, with the comments here, keep me going and staying alive… thank you everyone
R.I.P Chester,i hope you feel very nice there in paradise....
If he is in paradise
Umm, can't go to heaven after taking yor own life. Just sayin...
@@nvalle23 Literally nowhere is it stated that suicide leads to hell. People really should study their religion more.
@@nvalle23 You don't know that. God is the only one who gets to say. You can't be sure. God judges us.
@@Cheeseballzzzz if he's real :// personally I don't believe in him or heaven
If you're reading this
You have potential
thanks
What if someone is thinking of shooting up a school and you said this?
@@jrivera018 that's not potential
Wyatt Thacker it’s potential to do something bad 😂. So yes it is
@@jrivera018 and do you think that's what people mean when they say that you have potential?
He saved our lives, but we never got to save his. :(
RIP Chester Bennington.
L0tuS
WOW, this is very intense. Dayuuum, tripn on your comment and making me think how very true you are of not being able to save him but yes he did save alotta us
L0tuS wow, this comment almost made me cry
What are you talking about? He didn't save anybody.
L0tuS this comment made me cry but he did save alot of people. Including me.
L0tuS RIP Chester he is missed
Family problems gang where ya at 🥰🤪
Here
Here
Here
Hallo. Am I late?😅
hey girlie 😍
The one and only most important thing in this music is that it brings us all together. From every part of the world. We are all hurt and we are all in pain. The lyrics and music, Chester taking his own life, the anger and screams ascertain the authenticity of the craft. Hang on there everyone....you are loved by people who share the same pain. We feel for you...one day you will be loved for what you are and happy. Sharing pain is the most noble thing one can do. Don't be afraid of getting hurt...we all came a long way. Stay strong and thrive
Hello person scrolling through the comment section!
You have a great taste in music, have a wonderful day!
Plot twist : He's trolling
@@DhyanAakash ........................
this account was made 8 years ago and i don't know how to change the tag name.....
Thx
Have a nice day as well 😀
Thanks. You, too. :)
If people still in 2020..
This song is realy phenomenal!!🔥🔥💥💥
It really is
@@chrissmith1152 Absolutely..
Yeah
Jan 21
Yes
To the people who are trying their best to be what their parents wants
Yep, accurate
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2:11 "But I know, You were just like me with someone disappointed in you" I can relate to that line so much because my Dad treats me like shit and I then found out that the way he's treating me is exactly how he was treated by his father at my age but he had the choice to choose whether he wanted to be a good father to his kids or follow the footsteps of his Dad and now because he decided to treat us all like a liveing hell we hate him for that and i'm sure it hurts him to know that none of his kids love him,but he chose his fate
I can relate. My dad was abusive towards me and so was his dad to him. Now I have 2 daughters that I love with all my heart. I would do anything for. I've chosen to break the vicious cycle. My dad caused to be depressed and suicidal and to this day, I have issues and anxiety because of it. It effects my marriage daily and I hate it.
Yup, if only my mom accepted the fact that her marriage is over and she should stop holding on. She's so fucking stupid and gullible, yet she thinks I'm the one who's stupid and gullible. She birthed me and my siblings into this world thinking we would follow into their footsteps exactly how they wanted, and they failed and refused to admit it. I'm the only one who understands that she is a shitty person
@@kitchenroam1509 While I find that a tad harsh, I understand where you’re coming from. If a woman stays with an abusive partner because they think it’ll be better for the kids, they are hopelessly naive. It does nothing but hurt everybody involved. I hope you escape that situation soon.
I can relate so much in my family men are so abusive my mom gets treated like shit by her 4 sons and husband.My dad changed for the better but my mom changed as well now she's the abusive one.i never knew why my father was like but what I do know is that his father was really mean to him he would beat him and everything.He only had his mother who loved him but later died after that all his sibling hated my dad. and now my grandpa keeps trying to come into my but I don't if I could ever forgive or if my dad has even.
Be lucky you met your dad I never met mine
I hope everyone battling with their inner demons, their depression and anxiety and their sadness find peace in their lives.
If you're reading this, then I hope all your problems in life disolve the way a pinch of salt dissolves in an ocean. Please stay strong and be a superhero of extreme willpower!
If you love a girl, then be honest with her and tell her everything.
If you hate your parents, talk to someone about it.
If you hate GOD, then seek knowledge of this existence.
Suicide is not the answer to everything!
Seek and you shall find!
Never give up!
I love you ❤
Sun of a Beach Such awesome words. Depression is terrible. I have chronic depression and sometimes it hits me hard. Luckily I haven't felt suicidal in awhile. I can't even imagine what he went thru that made him do what he did. RIP Chester.
Sun of a Beach This words mean so much for me. Thanks for write and feel this ❤️
Thanks for the words. I have some serious depression sometimes weeks of suicidal thoughts. Most meds cause more harm than good. Eat healthy, exercise, socialize.
anybody knows why Chester commited suicide?
+Riya Biswas Depression and other stuff i believe
understanding the song at 13, then revisiting chester and really understanding what he meant when im 18 years old. im crying. rip chester
Pretty sure this was about his raping by his father
I listened to this song when I was about 5-6 and loved it but now I’m behind to understand it
I understand the song's meaning and how much it was like my life at 4 I was abused from 2 years old to 17 now I am 21
Me too heard this song when i was in 13
Seems like statistically only in a pan paniscus (bonobo) society things like these doesn't exist, only playful prosociality for promotion of group stability regardless of age and gender. Not sure about Trobrianders, Etoro, Sambia people and all the extinct undocumented hunter-gatherer societies with partible paternity and alloparenting leading to different effects on epigenetic expression.
I have anxiety and always think I’m always doing things wrong or a disappointment, so for me this song is me yelling at myself. ( I hope that made sense)
it does, just don't don't become Numb
I can relate
@Wizard Lords why are you begin rude?
I'm young but the oldest child so I always feel like I should be doing something to help.my mom when we are struggling 😔 I tell myself she is the mom u should help her make money somehow but I can't do anything it hurts to know that 😢😭
@@adoriharris9988 I'm sorry to hear
I always felt like Linkin Park touched so many youths because a lot of their songs can be traced back to narcissistic parents not hearing their kids when they cried for help.
This song reminds me of my relationship with my dad...
same
It reminds me of my relationship with my dad as well. He was extremely verbally abusive and emotionally abusive. I have bad anxiety because of him
@@amandahurlocker1980 My story to the tee, both Parents I pray for them and love them, but they were destroying me, I had to cut them off. This song speak to my spirit, but there is hope.
I totally agree with you. This song's lyrics hit me hard
Tch, my mum and stepfather are like this. They ‘spoil’ me and then get mad because of one little mistake I make. Everytime I confronted them, I’d get hurt, I always say to myself at least I’m not with my drug addicted and sociopathic father
Don't cry because he is gone , Smile because he was here ❤
I've seen this alot and it's true, I just wish he was still here😢😔
@@MariaHernandez-ju6mw It's an altered quote from Dr Seuss
'Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened'
Could not be more true for this band.
listening to their music after what happened makes me wanna bawl my eyes out
Hailey Contiii same :(
Hailey Contiii i feel you! 😭
Hailey Contiii samd 😣
same*
hey mate, since I don't know what gender you are I will call you as mate. i had pretty fucked up life too. their music made it a little bit easier, but then I discovered blues. since I play the guitar it is much easier. I create lyrics based on my actual problems and I make them singable on my same old 12 bar blues pattern. I sing this almost every week to my friends or myself. trust me. it helps. and you even do not need psychaitrist or priest to confess. alltgough, my priest said this is good way to confess to him, one and only, the maker
Sing like an Angel, scream like the Devil. Rest easy Chester.
This is one of those songs where you can just tell that it has saved many lives
Also mine
"every step that I take is another mistake to you" shit hits hard
it does
A person who was born to be named Chester. When he was 21, he decided to call Linkin Park as a group of six people. Through the years, his songs are getting better. When he reach 2017, he releases the new album called "One More Light" at 19th July of 2017. The next day, he send the message to his band mates that he is getting bored with life. He suicide by hanging and die. From now on, only Mike Shinoda sings and there's no more singer in this band. Thank you Chester for living with us. We love you :'(
Oh
RIP
Love you Chester
Holding you forever in my heart
Ur a legend ur legacy never dies
this so relates to the relationship with my dad. after his death, I felt so free,.... all my fear, anxiety and depression vanished. one of the best songs ever. every single line means so much
This song perfectly describes my relationship with my mother, numb to almost everything about her at 18, and guilt free about it. Took me 40 years, and somebody else's words to understand it though, maybe now the anger and resentment can start to fade, thank you LP.
Chester died as a legend.
RIP Chester. Through abuse and suicidal thoughts, you saved me. I wish there was a way we could have saved you. You were loved. You were a hero. You will be missed. Thank you for your music.
God, I remember hearing the news. Listening to DC 101.1 the music shut off and they said they had an important announcement. They said you had committed suicide. I pulled over to the shoulder and cried. Must have been there for at least 15 minutes sobbing. I pray to God that he accepts you with open arms. You were a broken soul. You're in peace now.
Morbjørn I’m trying to break the like button, I used to listen to D.C. and one of the last times I heard the station was when they announced his passing 😭😭😭😭 I was in the back seat of my brother’s car and I just curled up and cried...I can still break in to tears just remembering it 😢
Who was chester
I deal with what Chester deals with. It is called OCD Tendancies, suicidal Thouths, etc... mental health is a serious issue, please listen to those that need you! RIP Chester
foxtrot Austin minor if you don't know who he is you should not have put it on here,, they're are millions of broken fans
Spider Goat he's got to be taking the piss x
you know what the saddest that could happen to you? its your birthday and your in your room crying because everything that you want to do is like a mistake to them. ive been wishing since 2015 on my birthday for painless death but it seems wishing doesnt work
Ok this is gonna sound way wrong but if you wished for a painless death for 5+ years you would have done it your self so you know... There's something stopping you from doing it, you gotta figure out what that is or who it is and keep it close and in your thoughts all the time. That's the easiest way to get over it
Stay strong because it will be like kill a part of your family
I know it hurts but don't do it
You're important bro
You're amazing
You're creative
I believe in you
Stop crying it will do nothing but adding more sadness
C’mon go do something, work on your life
Keep fighting and never give up
I wish you all the best
Fentanyl works
I know shit can hurt,more then anything one day you will be free of them one day you will heal, fight,because you need to stay in order to see it.
Coming here after Hongjoong cover “ you guys should watch it too “ this is different but also good
Anyone else out there paying your respects by listening to linkin park songs?
StopDropnSnipe me
StopDropnSnipe jawohl
StopDropnSnipe never forget.
StopDropnSnipe respect? I am paying my fucking life for Chester Bennington. He is the god for war against social demons
StopDropnSnipe I am
Here crying cuz the person who kept me alive with his music is dead and I never had opportunity to thank him and now I will never have it
Maybe in the afterlife....
Tuntematon okei so true, so many lives he's saved. It's so sad and I wish I could thank him too. 💔💔
Your thanks to him is listening to Linkin Park's music. I was gonna say "Listening to his music" but Linkin Park isn't just Chester Bennington. It's Mike Shinoda, and the rest of the band members.
Tuntematon okei he know... Wherever he is
IKR i feel the same may he rest peacefully and forever be at peace finally...and also my deepest condolences to his family and friends i feel for you
This song helped me get through the times I was in a dark place still does to this day. He will not be forgotten..
I love this song, and I listen to it a lot. mostly when I'm stressed. it helps so fucking much!
Stay strong everyone
this song represents what i feel toward my own mother who thinks my depression is a joke
Oh hell no it's not a joke, that is not okay. I hope things get better for you 🖤
i’m literally going through the exact same thing right now. deadass message me on insta @/cocoonjuice
Really sorry friend. I hope all ends up okay. Some parents just won't ever admit theirs anything wrong with their children. Too scared to.
Please, never forget that depression is not a joke, even if people tells you. You are VERY strong and you will go through this. I send you all the good vibes. xo
been there bro hope things change may things get better for you
Still in shock and denial about the passing of Chester. This band was a big part of my childhood. I had a CD player and Linkin Park was one of the CDs I always had on me.
theultimateusukfan same here
theultimateusukfan I remember being in my parents' basement so many nights listening to their cd. :'(
same here........sob sob sob
theultimateusukfan I had an MP3 that I shared with my brother full of Linkin Park songs... I can hardly believe what happened today.. :(
same
I’m learning how to play this on the drums!!! This song is fire 🔥
Me too!!😃
It's an amazing song🤘
"Is be more like me and be less like you" the whole song just hit. Back then i thought this song is cool but now i relate to the lyrics. Rip Chester we all will miss him he was a good person and left something after him and saved lifes i can't even explain how this song almost made me cry.
Maybe Chester Is Dead but his Music lives Forever
R.I.P Chester:')💀💀
(In 2542 they would still play and listen to his songs :D )
Oh shit he's dead
So true😔
He's not dead, he lives in our hearts
Were those skulls really necessary?
That song gave me comfort, now it makes me cry, and it makes me miss Chester. :(
Yuri De Oliveira right :(😭
Yuri De Oliveira I miss him so much I was bullied a lot when I was younger his music helped me stick up for myself
Yuri De Oliveira Chester who
Don't cry it's going to be alright
I don't know who Chester is but just think... Chester is in a better place now
It still gives me goosebumps and makes me tear up
Finalmente achei essa música nunca sabia que era esse cantor e muito menos que ele tinha falecido.Agora essa canção é bonita e nos trás boas lembranças.
This song will never get old
my mother introduced me to linkin park and ever since, it’s changed my life and it helps me better understand my own feelings as well as overcome them, and ofcourse i always cry when i hear it
I have a cover on my channel:
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N E V E R
@@allieum mine too!!!
*school starts*
IVE BECOME SO DUMB I CANT READ A THING
HAHAHAHA
BEST COMMENT.
Become so tired, my eyes felt small
Lmaoo the best comment
true and ur spitting facts
Why did this suddenly appear in my reccomended?
The bridge of this song is HONESTLY some of the deepest lyrics and musical history. No exaggeration was so ever.
we'll never forget you :(
Tago He's a legend
Toni Peters was
Tago he was amazing singer and created the best band there could be in rock and now he's gon so what's next linkin park
you go your the shit
Tago cock
Rest easy, brother.. You will be missed.
R.I.P Chester Bennington
March 20th 1976 - July 20th 2017
The Demon Slayer dang I just realized I was born on march 20th dang
I mean we have the same birthday not I realized I was born that day lol
same
It's not that it's a joke, it's just that the guy who did it made it a comedic joke
Shiro Najimi the funniest comedy is tragedy and that's a fact
He was going to come here but now he's everywhere
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
[Pre-Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
[Chorus: Chester Bennington]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Verse 2: Chester Bennington]
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you
[Pre-Chorus: Chester Bennington & Mike Shinoda]
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus: Chester Bennington]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Bridge: Chester Bennington]
And I know I may end up failing, too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
[Chorus: Chester Bennington]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Outro: Chester Bennington]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
After finally realising i have been caught up in a parents mental health issues all my life I understand this to the depths of my core.
We all miss you Chester. You saved so many wish we could have saved you
In 7th grade I took a razor blade when my parents aren’t home, I started cutting my throat, it hurted and I saw blood dripping down my shirt although I didn’t die but I was bleeding a lot I thought maybe if I stabbed it deeper my pain will end and I can leave this world. Right as I was about to do that my 2 friends called me on the phone and asked if I was okay and said they could tell something was wrong by the way I was acting in school. I bursted out crying and told them everything and they came to my house to comfort me and I went to the hospital shortly after. That phone call saved my life and I am grateful to be here today alive and sharing my story. Don’t take life for granted, life is precious and you should never think about ending it no matter how worse things get.
Rain K god bless you with his holy and almighty blood and his beloved’s sons jesus blood as well against anything that might hurt you, amen. And i really hope that you found what you truly love and deserve at this world, which in part, could be your friends. Don’t stop being friends with them, they are the ones who anybody would want. God bless you and your friends, amen.
i'm glad you're here
I’m glad your ok, never give up, there are always people who care for you, I learned this was true after I came back from the hell that many call Iran and I miss my brothers
R.I.P 22nd platoon, see you in the next life
The FutureGamer god bless you too with his holy and almighty blood and his beloved son jesus holy and almighty blood as well against anything that might hurt you, amen. thank you for all you do and all you did!
as you see Future has way more options to stay engaged into
Society has changed. I was like you.
Welcome to new world
Chester was the voice for those couldn't speak out
Like me.
As a survivor of narcissistic abuse I agree. You would have to be a survivor of narcissistic abuse to understand these lyrics.
Ron Farrell Or a survivor of this world's society's bullshit.
Still is that voice
Therawfish is he dead?
This song never gets old.
Best song ever honestly
"Every step that i take is another mistake to you"
That hits me the hardest😞😭
Chevy Girl 👌Ditto.
Fnaf lover Do you think being immune to emotional hits is like not being scared to your crappy little Fnaf jump scares? then you are very wrong!
You shouldn't be sad for a dumb fuck who took his life. It was hos choice; its not like you knew him and were his best friend.
Victor Gallegos, I do hope you know what a homo sapien is.
Chevy Girl omg, same here it gets u in the heart 🔥♥
His songs gave me hope
Persuaded me to not die
He sang for us
And died as a true legend
MysteriousCreature3000 Laura I never stopped loving you. I still love you till this day... all I asked from you was time, could it have been that it was too much to ask for? Who knows. No one will ever know. Know that I want you to be happy and want you to grow. Seeing you hurt really hurts me... it is not my place anymore to check up on you... but please if it’s gods will know that you’re a great individual and keep that head of yours up no matter how hard it is and how hard it seems there is an ending.
Do you know this guy?
Amen RIP💯
Rip chester i haven't been into rock or known linkin park long ( I'm 11 ) but there songs are awesome and i miss him
@@poodlemynoodle2622 are you by any chance from Kansas?
Omg I listen this song again and again... I mean I CANT STOP!!!
I don't like when some one ask "do u listen that in 2020/2021" ... I ALWAYS LISTEN THAT SONG
2:03 best part, rest easy chester. always remembered
💯
Goodbye our friend, you and your legacy will be alive forever in our hearts. Every song now will sound different when you're gone... 😢
who else is crying their eyes out?
The Man Of Awesome I was
User Error me
User Error i'm crying so Hard, i feel so miserable like noone loves me - they want me to be numb.
Not me cause it's a song
The opening string quartet you hear in the first 18 seconds was masterfully played on the pubes and recorded with an H1N1 zoom recorder and with mixed in with an echo flanger effect to get the unique sound. True talent.
"And i know i may end up failing too. But i know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you" - woah.
Entire new meaning to this song 😢. RIP Legend.
They say Chester was a coward for committing suicide. But I have to say that. I lost 3 very important people for me from depression. They were forced to commit suicide because of all the pain, all the stress all the stuff they were through. I am in a kind of depression, not knowing why I am through this whole shit. You don’t know what Chester had in mind. How he was treated how he felt. I truly wish and pray for you to always be happy and not be depressed. Just stop criticizing people that you haven’t been in their shoes. Thanks for your interest
True, i mean he was in a popular band it's probably financial problems...
Battling your own mind is the biggest struggle a person can face in life. Everyone has demons whether they want to admit it or not.
"Just stop criticizing people that you haven't been in their shoes" - that's muh man! I wish everyone would just stop criticizing hitler! You don't know what it's like to be in his shoes after all.
#preach!
This man speaks hella truth. If only the majority of people saw this situation as clearly as you do. I will say this, I understand what you are talking about. I have been through similar things with horrible consequences and I was 13 at the time. This is why I love him
💘 Chester. R.I.P. forever
My dad always said that suicide was a cowards way out, I assumed that he said things like that because he had friends that did it and he was worse off than most of them, I personally believe if you do it because of the pain then it’s the pain and those who inflicted that pain that kills you.
I remember being in school people would chuck stuff at me like blue tack in my hair everytime it was lunch I was always sitting alone cuz no one really wanted to eat with me n at play time I was all alone and I started hurting myself I dident want to live anymore I was in grade 6 it’s been happening since grade 3 in grade 6 I’ve been alone for 3 years in primary school I had a friend in grade 2 and she started to be a bully when she got older and since I started listing to music I got really into it and it made me feel better but the thing is when your being bullied it’s easy cuz u always remember the bad stuff that happend in your life and it’s hard to keep thinking of it cuz I’ve been through so much
god is with you the number one thing to do to get friends is to throw yourself out there talk to them about what ever it is that worked for me I made friends with jim, pam, creed, dwight, andy, michael, oscar, phyllis, ryan, and darryl have a nice life :)
he was my whole childhood. i miss him everyday, i was too young to notice this stuff, i wish i got to see a concert, rip chester the real legend 🙁
it makes me tear up knowing now that everything he made was a cry for help.
Damn this shit brings back nerdy memories. This song playing over goku's transformation on dbz
Bruh lmao super sayin God form
yep youre right
back in the day we hoped for the day of SSJ5
What Vegeta said to Goku
oml yes all child hood memories are coming
back
RIP Chester Bennington. ❤️
jazzynice9 rip brother
such a tragedy he died I love so much of his songs
jazzynice9 gone but not forgoten # Rip chester
Rip
jazzynice9 agreed
I don't care that Linkin Park has better songs or not. My most favourite one is this one. I feel differently for this song.
I can relate to the lyrics of the song...
I don't know what to do anymore with my life... My sister is so irresponsible to think she's the eldest. She took control of my life! I'm single and youngest but I'm the one taking care of her three babies, I love the kids but my sister is getting on my nerves! I used to work before pandemic, giving half of my salary to my mom because she's the one taking care of all of expenses. When I'm not in duty, I'm taking care of the kids but that sister of mine is so selfish, hanging around with office friends like as if she's single. Now I have no work because I have no choice but to stay at home and take care of her kids. I always tell her before, she has to stop that shitty lifestyle of her and start to save some money but she didn't listen now who's having the hard time? it's still us! Me and my mom! And my mom never think that I also have life, I want to live my life the way I want to but everytime I tell her how I feel she's not listening and instead she's getting mad at me and telling me to help instead of complaining 😢
I'm tired and sick of this. I will be 30 this year but they can't just let me live my life 😢😢😢
Sorry guys! I'm just so frustrated, stressed, depressed I don't know anymore!
P.S. I'm not fluent in English
I can’t do anything except to be here and say:
You’re currently in a frustrating situation as you said but I know somehow you’ll get out from this hole you’re in. There’s no such a thing which is impossible in my opinion, only impotent. I have faith in you ma’am, you will pass this and live a better and calm life someday. I’ll pray for you
My only advice is leave them all even if you love them just leave them and find a job you love and do what you want with your life.
I'm only 17 so I might not even know what the hell I'm talking about but if it were me I'd leave if I could.
My goodness.. I thought I'm the one here depressed.. Please be strong for yourself. I can understand just by reading your comment. What you are going through.. Just be strong...Everything will settle soon.. If you don't mind me. Then just go and search BTS. BTS's songs are so inspiring. They are funny too..you will feel better. I'm not advertising them. But trust me you need inspiration. God bless you dear💜
This song now has an entire new meaning :'(
no it still has the same meaning but we were too dumb to notice that he was literally asking us for help. RIP to this legend and we are sorry for not giving him the help he needed after hearing all his calls for help through his songs
looking at the comments that were made before the world lost chester and I'm envious of the people who made them. they didn't feel the emptiness that comes with listening to this song now, every word became heavy.
same
pokki styne what happen why he committed suicide to him self do you know?
Sounds like the same song to me
Sorry bud but I don't feel that emptiness
pokki styne same
i sang this to my bf because he was mad at me and he was on the edge of breaking up so i did that and he cried and forgave me never did i know i had such a good voice thank you for saving me from death
Even these unofficial lyrical videos having 49M views actually shows how powerful This band is ❤️
damn this song hits harder when you're the family dissapointment lol😂😭
"Every step that I take is another mistake to you..." it sounds familiar. Somehow, I can relate
@@Engelsc true me 2, but im more in the mood of NEW DIVIDE RN
@Jared Ramirez same thing that makes you laugh makes you cry
Dude that's not cool I hade birprissen for 4 years so maybe not say that next time
Yup that's me 😂
When I was a Freshman, I remember making a video that symbolized me and my moms relationship falling apart. This was the song I used, we fought and fought. I was lashing out really badly due to a depression, that lasted a year. Their would be nights where I contemplated running away, were we fought until we slammed doors. Most of it was due to the fact that she drank, but the more we fought the more she drank. I was afraid of her hurting me physically due to the depression and I was fed up with the way it changed her when she drank. No one saved either of us, we just fought and slammed doors. But this song will always remind me of how bad I felt after the depression. How guilty I had felt that I never told her, that I needed help and more medication. She found out sooner or later, and she understood why it was hard for me.
Now, we are closer than ever but sometimes when I hear this it all comes back to me. It was a song that really put my emotions into easier words, with my parents in general. My father always pressured me to do what he wanted me to do. I ALWAYS explained to him that, I didn't want to do that. I maybe good at something but it doesn't mean I have to do it. I didn't want to pursue in that, I wanted to be me.
Remember to be yourself ALWAYS! You should never allow someone to force you to be different from what you are. Those who deserve to stick around are those who accept you as a whole. Please guys, don't stress about things that you can't control. Stay happy and positive :))!
you are loved
galaxxy tysm
Thanks ❤ This is what I needed to hear today
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I wish you the best, thanks for this comment
Rest in peace Chester Bennington😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😥😥😥😥😥😥🎙🎙🎙🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤
All these people telling me I'm worth something but I'm just here to vibe to this absolute bop.
I was normally listening to this song a few months ago
but now I can't stop crying jeez.... RIP Chester... he will always be alive in our hearts 😢 I hope that everyone who has depression (including me) to get over it or at least try to... suicide is NOT an option.
Roxana Gabriela cock
Like the one you don't have, lmao.
DlxPhantom go to hell
Roxana Gabriela
Suicide IS an option...it just isn't the smartest
Wtf do you mean get over. When you truly are depressed you dont just get over it hun. It takes so soo long to get into recovery
`And i know, I may end up failing too..... But i know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you` This line alone keeps me going and for that i will be ever grateful. RIP Chester
Great song
Relate to this part, does chester hate his father?
I relate to those lyrics so much.
This is not just for a kid who wants to be what their parents want them to be, also the people who wants to reach the standards of the ones they loved even though they would suffer.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired So much more aware
I'm becoming this All I want to do
Is be more like me And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired So much more aware
I'm becoming this All I want to do
Is be more like me And be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
Ummmmmm... This is a lyric video
I miss Chester..........when I started listening to English songs, "In the End" was my first song........
His songs were always a part of my day......rest in peace sir....for giving us these wonderful pieces of art.
Same here dude. When i started apreciatng eng music "numb was the 1 song i had apprctd. 😢
I really respect that drift 😞
same
stop it with the negatives!
Linkin Park | Numb Piano Version
I hope you will watch ;)
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I told my friend that he died recently. It's April 2018. After my discussion, I came back to listen and realized that it wasn't 'recently'.
It just feels like he just died recently.
He didn't die a year ago, he died, period. And it still hits home.
Wikickid I'm the 10th like :3
Sorry for your loss.
i'm gonna use this as one of my stories' theme song..beacuse i love it and this "theme song" of my stories' purpose represents every character and everyone get through any though times,i hope everyone stay strong and may god be with everyone and you all...it makes me so moved~
This is the most relatable song I’ve come across in a LOOONG time...