It took me 8 years to tell my best friend bout my feelings for her. It took her 1 month to tell me she doesnt feel the same way. And then it took me 3 years to get the sorrow of rejection from my dream woman out of my system. Last night , 3 years after she said no, she called and told me she has feelings for me too. And here I am, listening to this song, looking at love like Gravity. Unsure ,how to evaluate this deep dark feeling that has taken over my heart.Songs like this, mends the confusion my heart is going through right now....
Only when we stop breathing will it be too late for something that we crave for, to occur... Its never too late! Seize the moment, brother! Seize your dream!
Have you ever loved someone in a way that you could be together somewhere, anywhere in total silence, and you DON'T feel uncomfortable...just being in their presence is so comforting. This song makes my heart feel like that...❤
Everyone's entitled to their own interpretation, but if you take the time to read the lyrics, this song is about the downfall of wanting more instead of being grateful for what you already have. He is comparing his greed and selfishness to gravity because it's a force that will send a man to his knees.
+Maria Kazakopi Not sure it's Greed or he just wants from his lover as he is getting;; he wants more to be happy;; sure puts a whole out look dont it;;
I had a life skills coach named Monica. One day, I was having a really bad day, and she showed me this song. I could never remember the name of it. She lost her fight with depression last year, and I've been trying to find this song ever since then. I finally found it. Thank you, Monica!
@@Sethissink666 Thank you :) she was an amazing person. Everyone who knew her adored her. I still miss her so much. She helped me through some of my worst moments
One of my an my fiance's favorite songs when I hear this song makes me miss him so because he passed away 2018 of June but I feel his arms around me dancing! Rest in Peace Timmy.
I listened to john mayer when I was 20yrs old, and every year after. I am now 26 and every year I found new meanings in songs, it is developing as I am.
This is my favorite John Mayer song. He is such an amazing talent, it's hard to believe he struggles like this. But maybe that's what makes his music so good. You can feel it. Also, maybe that's what makes him just like the rest of us. Thank you, Mr. Mayer, for keepin' us where the light is.
I heard this song before, I never "really" listened to this song until now...it's beautiful!! Wow, it's 8 years old...the things we miss when we are only hearing and not listening.
John Mayer is evidently awakened. "Gravity" refers to the tendency of the mind to constantly pull us towards our cravings, to wanting MORE! (sex, drugs, rock and roll, etc.). This is quite similar and perhaps the opposite of the aversion we have to what we don't want (pain, suffering, etc). (Would this be anti-gravity, John?) "Keep me where the light is" refers to staying in this moment (the same that is referred to in "Clarity") where there is only truth, the breath and unity. If one is completely present and awake, there is no craving, aversion or unconsciousness. This is bliss and is where love resides. I see you, John.
It took me a long time to figure out what this song was about. It's talking about his inability to be faithful. "Twice as much ain't twice as good" "it's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees" love it even more now.
Yes, brilliant, masterpiece of a song. The fact that John Mayer's live performances of this tune sound better than the studio version is a clue to how friggin talented this guy is!! Love the live 9 minute live version where his solos at the end just take off to the stratosphere!! His guitar playing is in the same league as Clapton, Hendrix, SRV etc.....and he's still young ! Would love to see John Mayer on stage with Jeff Beck!
Gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down Oh, I'll never known what makes this man With all the love that his heart can stand Dream of ways to throw it all away Whoa, gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees Oh twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees Whoa, gravity, stay the hell away from me Whoa, gravity has taken better men than me Now how can that be? Just keep me where the light is Just keep me where the light is Just keep me where the light is Come on keep me where the light is Come on keep me where, keep me where the light is
Gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down Oh I'll never know what makes this man With all the love that his heart can stand Dream of ways to throw it all away Oh, gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down Oh twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more That's gonna send me to my knees Oh twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more That's gonna send me to my knees Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me Oh gravity has taken better men than me How can that be? Just keep me where the light is (ooh) Just keep me where the light is (ooh) Just keep me where the light is (ooh) C'mon keep me where the light is (ooh) C'mon keep me where the light is (ooh) C'mon keep me where keep me where the light is (ooh, ooh)
2022 this song is still a hit❤️ 🔥as for me the meaning of this song is different for me. As someone who is battling stage 4 colon cancer it holds a different meaning to me. Keep me where the light is…come on keep me where the light is. It gives me hope for a better tomorrow.
I've been thru two divorces and each time I've sent this song to them and guess what? After the divorces they get it... it takes years but they, as they mature, write back and said I get what you were trying to tell me. If you can't understand this song your not mature enough yet. Keep listening
This is what makes me so interested in John Mayer he’s so diverse in the way that he writes anyone who understands music theory will understand when I say he’s a GOD
To everyone whose messed something good up, hang in there. Your not perfect nor is the person you loss. Perhaps in time maybe the wounds will heal and possible retry to fix the mistakes one has made - some random guy who messed up as well
For everyone that has read this comment.... it’s going to be ok and it’s alright to feel pain in your heart. It’s there to let you know you care as much as the said person you lost. I’m still struggling to patch the hole I have in my heart and honestly I’m not sure how to handle it. One day at a time is what they tell us
My heart is very heavy with stress and sorrow, simply from trying to survive. The gravity of my situation, really brings me to my knees. Thanks Jon, for giving me this song to express how i feel.
For some it's a relationship. For others it's drugs, money, power, ego, you name it. The thing that drives you and can make you feel more alive than you ever thought possible, but ultimately you can't ride that high forever. To make it in the long run you have to let go and accept a lesser more sustainable high. This seems to be easier for some than others but don't underestimate the power of instinct.
It took me forever to find this song. I woke up thinking about this song. My dad listened to this a ton when mom left and he was depressed af but I didn’t realize until I was 10 that something was wrong. It brings back some stuff not necessarily good stuff but a very large event I my life...
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.❤
in the light is where a lot of people don't like to stay they keep running and hiding away...... but the light will shine on to give you directions home John Mayer🏡✈⏰🌞
[Chorus] Gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down [Verse 1] Oh, I'll never know What makes this man, with all the love that his heart can stand Dream of ways to throw it all away [Chorus] Woah, woah Gravity is working against me And gravity wants to bring me down [Verse 2] Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees [Guitar Solo] [Repeat Verse 2] Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees [Chorus] Woah, woah Gravity, stay the hell away from me Woah, woah Gravity has taken better men than me Now, how can that be? [Outro] Just keep me where the light is Just keep me where the light is Just keep me where the light is Come on, keep me where the light is Come on, keep me where the light is Come on, keep me where, now, keep me where the light is
My soon to be 11 month old loves this song. For some reason it calms her and she actually falls asleep listening to this song. 😊💯 when she was 4 months old her daddy played this song to her as he made her sleep. Until this day she LOVES IT! Its crazy but so sweet to me. 💕 (atm i am playing this song to her...and off she sleeps)
When i was 14 and when my grandad was back from the mines (he worked 3 months on 1 off and I never had a dad) he would take me to the Fremantle markets. On the trip there he would play john mayers album and insist on how beautiful his music was. I'm 25 years old. I have two beautiful sons. I have accomplished nothing in my life. I did prison time when I defended a complete stranger from an assault, but took it too far. My life has been one mistake after another, misjudgement after misjudgedment. I've been trying to become a sparky. Today my boss told me he's still hearing mixed opinions. He's again extended my probation. He says if he didn't like me as a person he would have sent me out the door but its because he likes me as a person he is giving me more time. I dont know what it is. I thought I was doing well. And right now I'm getting de ja vu like its Donnie Darko or some shit. I haven't been suicidal since I became a father. But about two months ago (when I had a fuck up at work and my boss extended my probation a month) my mrs left me. She's seeing a other guy now, a qualified sparky. Knows how to fish, is a rev head (like my first born son). Everything I'm not. This is the first comment I've ever made on anything. Right now I sit here in a car park drinking and smoking (im not even a smoker) thinking over how badly ive fucked my life not knowing if or how i will kill myself.
Man, you are in a shitty spot. But hey, things will look up. You're 25, you have plenty of time to pull everything together. "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Dont know who said that, but I remember hearing that somewhere. I dont know you, but I beg of you. Dont take your own life. Things seem bad, but they will begin to look up. I promise you that taking your own life wont solve anything. Just look to the bright side if your in a dark spot. Find the one star in the blank night sky. If you cant find one, then make it. Just, please dont take your own life.
Think about your two lovely kids before you think of taking any such step. They love you and need you. Life has a funny way of turning around .. we all have bad days.. bad years .. and then when things change we smile back at all these sad and morose moments which seem so insignificant in comparison
I just now read your comments on the son song gravity...I hope things are better for you now-all i can tell you some times we all have our ups and downs at some point in our lifes,but it is how we solve our diffrences and issues that makes it count...if it didnt worked with the mother of your children is best to let her go and if is meant to be-she'll return on her own...stay foucus and positive-I promess you things will get better,you are young and have a bright future ahead...God is with you,seek him. Blessings.
Who s still listening to this Masterpiece in 2020
Zakaria Fahmy me
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Me
Me
It took me 8 years to tell my best friend bout my feelings for her.
It took her 1 month to tell me she doesnt feel the same way.
And then it took me 3 years to get the sorrow of rejection from my dream woman out of my system.
Last night , 3 years after she said no, she called and told me she has feelings for me too.
And here I am, listening to this song, looking at love like Gravity. Unsure ,how to evaluate this deep dark feeling that has taken over my heart.Songs like this, mends the confusion my heart is going through right now....
*clap, clap*
Gravity is quite a thing huh
:) that deserves a standing ovation
Only when we stop breathing will it be too late for something that we crave for, to occur... Its never too late! Seize the moment, brother! Seize your dream!
Achilles Zalman I bless the woman who really belongs to you.
Thank you sir Isaac Newton for making this song possible
Underrated comment
"Sir" Isaac Newton
😂😂
Savage love
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Have you ever loved someone in a way that you could be together somewhere, anywhere in total silence, and you DON'T feel uncomfortable...just being in their presence is so comforting. This song makes my heart feel like that...❤
This
Can I borrow this statement I'll credit you
Everyone's entitled to their own interpretation, but if you take the time to read the lyrics, this song is about the downfall of wanting more instead of being grateful for what you already have. He is comparing his greed and selfishness to gravity because it's a force that will send a man to his knees.
***** Its Love what gravity is!
I disagree. Gravity is greed.
I interpret this song and gravity to be my depression.
+Maria Kazakopi Not sure it's Greed or he just wants from his lover as he is getting;; he wants more to be happy;; sure puts a whole out look dont it;;
+Marliz Joan me too
I had a life skills coach named Monica. One day, I was having a really bad day, and she showed me this song. I could never remember the name of it. She lost her fight with depression last year, and I've been trying to find this song ever since then. I finally found it. Thank you, Monica!
I'm sorry for the loss hope you don't go through the same thing xxxxxxxxx
@@Sethissink666 Thank you :) she was an amazing person. Everyone who knew her adored her. I still miss her so much. She helped me through some of my worst moments
@@thepaulallennetwork I'm may not know you personally but I am proud of how far you have come in life
@@Sethissink666 Thank you so much!!
Sounds like she needed a life coach herself:( I’m so sorry for your loss...
One of my an my fiance's favorite songs when I hear this song makes me miss him so because he passed away 2018 of June but I feel his arms around me dancing! Rest in Peace Timmy.
Tracy Lejeune rip 😭 this comment mixed with the emotions I feel from this song made me cry just thought I’d let you know I’m so sorry
Its Fianceé
@@Monodyge143g315 DO U REALLY NEED TO POINT THIS OUT AT THIS MOMENT 🙄🙄🙄🙄
my condolances
I’m very sorry for your loss.
I listened to john mayer when I was 20yrs old, and every year after. I am now 26 and every year I found new meanings in songs, it is developing as I am.
This is my favorite John Mayer song. He is such an amazing talent, it's hard to believe he struggles like this. But maybe that's what makes his music so good. You can feel it. Also, maybe that's what makes him just like the rest of us. Thank you, Mr. Mayer, for keepin' us where the light is.
John Mayer just doesn't make bad music. Its also timeless so you can listen as much as you want and it won't get old or dull.
I was half listening to this song, and when it was over i realized i was crying. I love how music can move you so much, without you even noticing it.
Gay
What did your co-workers say?
This song reminds me of my son with struggles from depression 😔
Yes!!
This song makes me want to go lay down on a dock by the lake front and stare up at the stars all night.
LudoRock15 sameee
Yupp
Yep me too. Almost feeling guilty that I'm not in love anymore, not heartbroken anymore, just chillin' enjoying how soothing it is.
I've actually done this. It's amazing your missing out
fuck that, I'm going to sleep
I heard this song before, I never "really" listened to this song until now...it's beautiful!! Wow, it's 8 years old...the things we miss when we are only hearing and not listening.
Acer it’s 12 years old I think it just the lyric vid that’s 8 years old
I was just at a restaurant & some guy butchered this song so I'm here bc I need to hear it in key
ahahaha that made by day
lmao
Mishel Alba Oh my lolol
Mishel Alba: I work in a restaurant they play the song yesterday and here I'm.
Mishel Alba isuy
Thank you John Mayer, your song has enabled me to let go of built up sadness and sorrow that i have kept inside for too long.
A man contemplating life.. it resonates. Beautiful! Boy can play the blues masterfully. 🙏❤️ Beautifully produced.
I'm still listening .......having a beer chilling and thinking how wonderful life is....thanks GOD our CREATOR
One of the best songs of the decade! I never get tired of listening!!
John Meyer is an incredible musician. I had never heard a young man play like him when he came on the scene.
Suzanne Waters Try Shawn Mendes ruin
True
Still sounds wonderful every time I play it
John Mayer is evidently awakened. "Gravity" refers to the tendency of the mind to constantly pull us towards our cravings, to wanting MORE! (sex, drugs, rock and roll, etc.). This is quite similar and perhaps the opposite of the aversion we have to what we don't want (pain, suffering, etc). (Would this be anti-gravity, John?)
"Keep me where the light is" refers to staying in this moment (the same that is referred to in "Clarity") where there is only truth, the breath and unity. If one is completely present and awake, there is no craving, aversion or unconsciousness. This is bliss and is where love resides.
I see you, John.
Elder Brian Smith word
Elder Brian Smith this train of thought is fly as hell
Wow, never occurred to me! Maybe that's why I feel so overtaken by this song...
Well said! Cravings.
Congratulations; Someone can read between the lines.
My dude right here has it all together.
Excellent song, one of the best ever written. 🎷✌️😎
His very best song very relatable for many..❤
Love the meaning of this song.
Gravity keeping us humble. Keep us where the light is. 🤲🏽
It took me a long time to figure out what this song was about. It's talking about his inability to be faithful. "Twice as much ain't twice as good" "it's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees" love it even more now.
Yes, brilliant, masterpiece of a song. The fact that John Mayer's live performances of this tune sound better than the studio version is a clue to how friggin talented this guy is!! Love the live 9 minute live version where his solos at the end just take off to the stratosphere!! His guitar playing is in the same league as Clapton, Hendrix, SRV etc.....and he's still young ! Would love to see John Mayer on stage with Jeff Beck!
This John Mayer song keeps me grounded. They all do
I always listen to John when my anxiety goes
crazy or when Im stressed because his voice calms me down
You rock john mayer u have a voice all of your own this is my most loved ever on my main playlist forever.... Māori girl nz2021
Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
Oh, I'll never known what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away
Whoa, gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
Whoa, gravity, stay the hell away from me
Whoa, gravity has taken better men than me
Now how can that be?
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Come on keep me where the light is
Come on keep me where, keep me where the light is
the first lyric is like me in the morning
It’s literally a lyric video shshsh shut up
@@AllistarSmythe some people like to have the lyrics all together, calm down and enjoy the song
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Awesome song, it has the perfect relaxing tune, and a nice voice to hear, truely awesome
Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away
Oh, gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees
Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees
Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
Oh gravity has taken better men than me
How can that be?
Just keep me where the light is (ooh)
Just keep me where the light is (ooh)
Just keep me where the light is (ooh)
C'mon keep me where the light is (ooh)
C'mon keep me where the light is (ooh)
C'mon keep me where keep me where the light is (ooh, ooh)
Uzi ii 1
you literally posted this on a lyric video
@@joshleomon3423 yes, I prefer to read in this way, It's more "clean to think" about it
I look for these thanks ❤
Great Song ❤❤❤
OMG his voice... and this SONG! PERFECT!
Can't get enough of this song:) Amazing I can listen to this song over and over again.
Wow, this song made me discover I could cry out my ears. Thank you.
I truly love John Mayers, "Gravity", it is one of His Best.
2022 this song is still a hit❤️ 🔥as for me the meaning of this song is different for me. As someone who is battling stage 4 colon cancer it holds a different meaning to me. Keep me where the light is…come on keep me where the light is. It gives me hope for a better tomorrow.
Pray 🙏🏾 you survived it….
This is this a Masterpiece, Gravity is working against me... when you insist on impossible things, gravity brings you down...
Still jamming 2024.....
I've been thru two divorces and each time I've sent this song to them and guess what? After the divorces they get it... it takes years but they, as they mature, write back and said I get what you were trying to tell me. If you can't understand this song your not mature enough yet. Keep listening
This is what makes me so interested in John Mayer he’s so diverse in the way that he writes anyone who understands music theory will understand when I say he’s a GOD
I watched this at least 19times still listening to it. :) Great vid!!!!
To everyone whose messed something good up, hang in there. Your not perfect nor is the person you loss. Perhaps in time maybe the wounds will heal and possible retry to fix the mistakes one has made - some random guy who messed up as well
✊🏾
appreciate it man we can get through this shit together ✌️
Thank you for this comment. - some random guy who read what you said and needed to hear it...
For everyone that has read this comment.... it’s going to be ok and it’s alright to feel pain in your heart. It’s there to let you know you care as much as the said person you lost. I’m still struggling to patch the hole I have in my heart and honestly I’m not sure how to handle it. One day at a time is what they tell us
This song makes me feel amazing!
House (the show) brought me here
So I've gone through like 10 other videos trying to find a decent one with lyrics. Yours is amazing! Thanks!
My dad played this song on the car and here I am memorizing the lyrics ❤️
Beautiful.❤🥰🌹Have lots of love this Thanksgiving.🤙
My heart is very heavy with stress and sorrow, simply from trying to survive. The gravity of my situation, really brings me to my knees. Thanks Jon, for giving me this song to express how i feel.
Stay strong darling...u r not alone, remembee that...peace out✌
I hope I can do this song justice on the 30th Fancyfarm Winery. Thanks for the video!
For some it's a relationship. For others it's drugs, money, power, ego, you name it. The thing that drives you and can make you feel more alive than you ever thought possible, but ultimately you can't ride that high forever. To make it in the long run you have to let go and accept a lesser more sustainable high. This seems to be easier for some than others but don't underestimate the power of instinct.
I've been looking for this song all day long!!
I just fell completely in love with tears in my eyes
You know it's good when 7 years later it still gets to you just like it did on day 1 ❤...puts me in my zen place 😊
Truth 🥲🧡
Whats so amazing about this song.... is it could have came out in 1960s and still be damn amazing. listening to it feels like its all soul.
Love this song....simply beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!
It took me forever to find this song. I woke up thinking about this song. My dad listened to this a ton when mom left and he was depressed af but I didn’t realize until I was 10 that something was wrong. It brings back some stuff not necessarily good stuff but a very large event I my life...
2021 and still sounds amazing
man i love this,,,,,
Hope ya all are staying safe out there,
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.❤
amen
Such a cool song, thanks for sorting the lyrics Jade
Of course!!
in the light is where a lot of people don't like to stay they keep running and hiding away...... but the light will shine on to give you directions home John Mayer🏡✈⏰🌞
This song came out when I was at least 3 or 2. It's one of my favorite songs.
Who’s still listening to this masterpiece in 2022?
Great song. Definitely gonna listen to more of John Mayer's songs.
Love the mood this song puts me in!!
the rainy modd thing is amazing!
2019 and still choose this song to sleep to
Heard this song for the 1st time today! 🔥🔥🔥 a definite add to my playlist 💯
I love you John and the way you sing
This song is awesome I can seriously unwind too this song
2018.. I'm still in love with this song ❤
This song remind me of so many old memories ughhh😢😢😍💓
i love john mayer i love this song and this song calms me down
So moved by this song. I found myself crying when it was over. Repeat! Lol
I love this Song.. I relax and forgot everything
YES
Nicoly Minami love you profile pic
Nicoly Minami i feel ya
wow, u made my night. thank you so much
When you in the gym and the weights looking mad thic
One of the only comments that's not about a dead loved one or a broken heart written in a huge paragraph begging for sympathy 😂
LMFAO
True
🤣🤣🤣😂👍
🤣🤣🤣
Loving these lyrics, his voice the guitar playing one of my favorites.
"God doesn't limp" - Gregory House
In french : Dieu ne boite pas
:C
Heard this song for the first time at a wedding last Friday .... it made me cry 😭😭😭
God doesn't limp.
word!
Hahaha. Word!!!
Yeah!
Jumeaux Elaine true that!!!!
Still listened to this amazing song in 1
2021 during some rough times this song has helped me more than anyone knows.
[Chorus]
Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
[Verse 1]
Oh, I'll never know
What makes this man, with all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away
[Chorus]
Woah, woah
Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down
[Verse 2]
Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
[Guitar Solo]
[Repeat Verse 2]
Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
[Chorus]
Woah, woah
Gravity, stay the hell away from me
Woah, woah
Gravity has taken better men than me
Now, how can that be?
[Outro]
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Come on, keep me where the light is
Come on, keep me where the light is
Come on, keep me where, now, keep me where the light is
My soon to be 11 month old loves this song. For some reason it calms her and she actually falls asleep listening to this song. 😊💯 when she was 4 months old her daddy played this song to her as he made her sleep. Until this day she LOVES IT! Its crazy but so sweet to me. 💕 (atm i am playing this song to her...and off she sleeps)
That is soooo fucking dope
THIS IS SO CALMING
I love this song! Great lyric video! Thanks for helping me learn this song. I'm gonna sing it in karaoke.
Finally found you 😂 song been stuck in my head
I love you my Raymond... thanks for giving me this song... I love you so much
LOVE LOVE this song
WOW ! Can't believe I'm just hearing this ❤❤❤❤❤
Soothing❤
This song! Smh....
So sooooo GOOD💕
this song's vibes make me feel like I'm layin' on a spread of thick clouds💙
Lots of love from Nepal 💕🙏
When i was 14 and when my grandad was back from the mines (he worked 3 months on 1 off and I never had a dad) he would take me to the Fremantle markets. On the trip there he would play john mayers album and insist on how beautiful his music was.
I'm 25 years old. I have two beautiful sons. I have accomplished nothing in my life. I did prison time when I defended a complete stranger from an assault, but took it too far. My life has been one mistake after another, misjudgement after misjudgedment. I've been trying to become a sparky. Today my boss told me he's still hearing mixed opinions. He's again extended my probation. He says if he didn't like me as a person he would have sent me out the door but its because he likes me as a person he is giving me more time. I dont know what it is. I thought I was doing well. And right now I'm getting de ja vu like its Donnie Darko or some shit.
I haven't been suicidal since I became a father. But about two months ago (when I had a fuck up at work and my boss extended my probation a month) my mrs left me. She's seeing a other guy now, a qualified sparky. Knows how to fish, is a rev head (like my first born son). Everything I'm not. This is the first comment I've ever made on anything. Right now I sit here in a car park drinking and smoking (im not even a smoker) thinking over how badly ive fucked my life not knowing if or how i will kill myself.
Man, you are in a shitty spot. But hey, things will look up. You're 25, you have plenty of time to pull everything together. "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Dont know who said that, but I remember hearing that somewhere. I dont know you, but I beg of you. Dont take your own life. Things seem bad, but they will begin to look up. I promise you that taking your own life wont solve anything. Just look to the bright side if your in a dark spot. Find the one star in the blank night sky. If you cant find one, then make it. Just, please dont take your own life.
Through all the mistakes made, you’re here for a reason & purpose. Hang in there & don’t give up.
Think about your two lovely kids before you think of taking any such step. They love you and need you. Life has a funny way of turning around .. we all have bad days.. bad years .. and then when things change we smile back at all these sad and morose moments which seem so insignificant in comparison
I hope you are ok, now. Fight, boy! Life is a continuous fighting.
I just now read your comments on the son song gravity...I hope things are better for you now-all i can tell you some times we all have our ups and downs at some point in our lifes,but it is how we solve our diffrences and issues that makes it count...if it didnt worked with the mother of your children is best to let her go and if is meant to be-she'll return on her own...stay foucus and positive-I promess you things will get better,you are young and have a bright future ahead...God is with you,seek him.
Blessings.
this is so relaxing
I'm glad House M.D. brought me here. John Mayer did an amazing job. Nuff said.