I used to be very fixated on the idea that I was a bundle of consciousness, energy, etc. and that I was the universe larping as myself. I think the stage after that is to just live your human life with your enlightened understanding. I went from being a bundle of energy to being me, which it seems were always the same thing.
hundreds of years ago many people travelled for months in the far east, risking death and disease, to find a guru , authentic and real and self realised to listen to them talk about zen. today we have access to a zen master without leaving our beds. I feel you talks directly to me each time i watch. God bless you Angelo
I had two short glimpses yesterday when l saw to my own surprise that l am not the thoughts. It was like: What is this voice saying there?? Normally this should be the moment it clicks. No idea why l have not awakend. Probably l had not pay enough attention to that precious moments. The mind wants to make a story, why others can wake up and me not. I hope l get other chances soon and then l swear l would drop everything. I just keep doing what l am doing, not allowing too many narratives and keep going. Its not in my control anyway. I really had like 6 glimpses or more..l have to be patient and trust.💜
Six months before I heard of Angelo or awakening, I asked Ayahuasca, "What is consciousness?" I got the answer: "Consciousness is everything. Everything is consciousness." I had no idea what to do with that. Now I... sorta do. Or at least I kinda know how to orient (or not orient) to it. Thanks, Angelo!
These recent retreat talks and guided meditations are resonating with me on the deepest level. Your pointings are so clear- what I've been searching for is here and has always been right here. Now, to remember and remain 🙏🏼
It is true that it doesn`t matter if thoughts arise when awakened but when thoughts cease and you completely surrender to the Self and follow wherever it wants to take you this is when the truly miraculous happens.
Wow, I listened to this again and it just hit me, what extreme aversion I have to the war, the bloodshed, war planes all night. And looked up Thich Nhat Hanh who awoke during the Vietnam war. One of his quotes "In true love, you attain freedom.” “Each moment is a chance for us to make peace with the world, to make peace possible for the world, to make happiness possible for the world.” “Walk as if you are kissing the Earth with your feet.” “Until there is peace between religions, there can be no peace in the world.” So help us God.
Angelo, and everyone else - I’ve been on the spiritual path a long time, and now what is helping the most is - just feeling my body and that’s it. Not consciously being aware of awareness, or consciously being aware of anything in my awareness. Just being the energy body, it’s very peaceful and I feel very awake and alert, and I still very much notice my surroundings and thoughts that still arise. Is this finally it? Am I fooling myself? 😊
Love to see that comment! Yesterday I was thinking that also. The only « practice » I really do is feeling my body, the most often I can, from the waking to the sleeping ❤
I am just exhausted by everything. I don’t care about anything especially fixing myself. I am so tired of it. I’m tired of separation from God because there is no permanency no matter what anybody says you get fleeting glimpses. The truth is everyone and everything is a story no one knows the truth. It has been kept from us. There’s not going to be anybody that’s right about anything in the end of this. Everything has been speculation.
I think that while your correct in that these glimpses are a kind of revelation or something that points to something true, but I don't think these glimpses that point to some overlooked truth negate the realness of people in the world and their psychological suffering, I think both are true
@@moldycarrot9267 in order to experience every possibility in the experience of self creation. It is no longer the Creation Story it is Look what we created. In the most magnificent way 🧙🏼♂️🕊️🤍🎶🎶🎶🎶
@@nicbarth3838 absolutely not this is a hero’s journey of an epic proportion. Everything created and felt is what created the newest addition in the endless expansion of creation. We are the newest addition to the galaxies The New Earth we are the unlimited expression of creation waiting to be Celebrated. This is a love story.
9:20 re everyone watching a different movie but thinking they're watching the same movie: this was revealed to me the other day while by the river. 🤯that you talk about it here. Such amazing clear pointing re aversion = distance
The nature videos are alright but the ethereal music is killing the transmission of the video. Angelo......you are more than enough....your clarity comes through...no music needed...thank you for your work. 🙏
@@rationalmystic5 I understand. This is just how it is with creative endeavors. When you create, some will love it some will hate it. Overall the reception is good but I understand some don’t like it.
My son (age 6) has a huge imagination and is always telling us about "ambitious" things he wants, like a life-sized garbage truck with real human men on it who will do what he says. I always say cheerfully, "Buddy, you can want whatever you want!" Nothing wrong with wanting, eh? As long as you're not suffering. We can talk all about what he'd do if his fabulous desires were fulfilled. And I can write my own fabulous grown-up stories, too.
Interesting on the depersonalization. It seems here I’ve been trying to get rid of this “person” who is so cruel, or conversely, very kind, but mostly cruel, and yet there’s nothing but personhood here. Booze and drugs worked for 35 years but the consequences are less than pleasant so no more of that. Even spirituality became the “fix” for the unfixable existent but none existent “person.” A spiritualized ego was wow. Tried the gym, exercise, you name it. Suicide in 2012 and I ended up in a hell realm during the time I was DOA so that’s still out because omg pure unadulterated terror. What’s left? Just suffer until I die finally I guess because I e been at this crap for 10 years. Daily meditation, morning and night and throughout the day. Exercise, healthy diet, no dead animals being eaten. All the stuff and still please god let it be over, soon.
I love the the versatility and creativity to all this to help push all the different types of seekers. I really love and and relate to this thanks man! 👊🏻🥇
When you mentioned the "struggle"-er, the ooo I have to take this awakening thing (or whatever, actually), and hold it down to manage it.. I relate that energy also to the seeker in me. I recognized the seeker the other day, it was powerful to see it objectively.. there are thoughts that say "if you let go of the seeker, or the thoughts that make projects out of everything.. nothing will get done", I can see how sticky this is for me. What happens if I let go if the worker??
Does anyone else feel like there head and or spine is in a vice, the trauma response is so strong it feels like it's being squeezed so tightly. Like the freeze response is taking over. I ask just to hopefully understand that this is normal?
I think I may know what you mean by wave-like feeling Angelo. Sometimes it's like a strong energy-like feeling in a moving-through kind of way. It's disorienting and can be experienced as good or very bad or neither depending on the narrative.. Also, a koan popped into my head watching this - you maybe from you or elsewhere...."Where is the center?"
OK, I have a stupid question. My mom asked me a long time ago, "Where are the emails after they're sent but before I open them?" They're on a server somewhere. Pretty easy to answer. But where are the thoughts when I'm not thinking them? Who is sending them? In each infinitesimal instant, how can I grasp enough of a thought to make it coherent and link it up to everything else (relevant) that I know? And even if one supposes memories are stored in the brain, what decides which memory is activated at a given time? I'm sure the answer is that it's unknowable. It all just flits in and out of awareness like everything else, without anything we could recognize as a reason or as an agent. So f***ing wild, though.
I’m in a weird spot right now where I’m aware of all this stuff but nothing different around me is happening. I’m feeling different. But I’m not seeing anything different in my world other than my attitude towards it. I’m more positive … but there is not necessarily any other difference in the world around me..
@@JordynLaRee that might be a sign post to your destination. The sense that you are expecting something to change, a final destination. Perhaps all the value is in this interpretation itself. What are you looking to get out of this? :)🙏🎈❤️
At some point in my journey with tuning into the body I noticed a subtle vibration in the body - I know some teachers use “vibration” language but that doesn’t resonate. Is the vibration anything to attune to?
1:47 "It could be a Porn" If I did find myself in a porn... I would definitely think it was a little "too" real and would certainly be very very curious about it. 🤣🤣🤣 That was great, because sometimes, this stuff can feel really heavy, really serious, and I do experience that when I'm truly laughing about something, there's no room for thoughts. I'm super grateful for you and your channel Angelo, amazed by your relentless pursuit to explain something that cannot be explained. Thank you sir! Never made a comment before, so I'm just going to keep going for it. Angelo do you have any thoughts on Ramana Maharshi teachings, specifically as interpreted by Michael James? Would you ever consider having a conversation with Michael on your channel? You two seem to be a couple of the most sincere people out there, but with very different styles, could be helpful for all. Also I know I've heard you mention Paul Hedderman before. Any bullet points or thoughts about his pointings? Again would be thrilled to see a conversation between the two of you. Either way, no big deal, I will probably never comment again, but for sure THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!! 💚💚💚
I used to be very fixated on the idea that I was a bundle of consciousness, energy, etc. and that I was the universe larping as myself. I think the stage after that is to just live your human life with your enlightened understanding. I went from being a bundle of energy to being me, which it seems were always the same thing.
hundreds of years ago many people travelled for months in the far east, risking death and disease, to find a guru , authentic and real and self realised to listen to them talk about zen. today we have access to a zen master without leaving our beds. I feel you talks directly to me each time i watch. God bless you Angelo
"Freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose." Lyric from song "Me and Bobby McGee" by Kris Kristoferson.
Thanks for your speaking and sharing Truth,true reality to us. Wishing,praying that love, grace,peace and understanding happens to all asap.
I had two short glimpses yesterday when l saw to my own surprise that l am not the thoughts. It was like: What is this voice saying there?? Normally this should be the moment it clicks. No idea why l have not awakend. Probably l had not pay enough attention to that precious moments. The mind wants to make a story, why others can wake up and me not. I hope l get other chances soon and then l swear l would drop everything. I just keep doing what l am doing, not allowing too many narratives and keep going. Its not in my control anyway. I really had like 6 glimpses or more..l have to be patient and trust.💜
❤❤❤when “The Truth” becomes more important than anything…. No matter what… ❤❤❤
There is a thought and wordless felt sense arising that this is THE teaching. Profound
This video, the verbal pointings are pure perfection. Such gratitude felt here. Thank you
Six months before I heard of Angelo or awakening, I asked Ayahuasca, "What is consciousness?"
I got the answer: "Consciousness is everything. Everything is consciousness."
I had no idea what to do with that. Now I... sorta do. Or at least I kinda know how to orient (or not orient) to it. Thanks, Angelo!
These recent retreat talks and guided meditations are resonating with me on the deepest level. Your pointings are so clear- what I've been searching for is here and has always been right here. Now, to remember and remain 🙏🏼
Wonderful!
One of my favorite of your videos for sure. You seemed so light and happy talking about this stuff. Thanks Thanks. You rock!!
Glad you enjoyed it!
It is true that it doesn`t matter if thoughts arise when awakened but when thoughts cease and you completely surrender to the Self and follow wherever it wants to take you this is when the truly miraculous happens.
Wow, I listened to this again and it just hit me, what extreme aversion I have to the war, the bloodshed, war planes all night. And looked up Thich Nhat Hanh who awoke during the Vietnam war. One of his quotes "In true love, you attain freedom.” “Each moment is a chance for us to make peace with the world, to make peace possible for the world, to make happiness possible for the world.” “Walk as if you are kissing the Earth with your feet.” “Until there is peace between religions, there can be no peace in the world.” So help us God.
Angelo, and everyone else - I’ve been on the spiritual path a long time, and now what is helping the most is - just feeling my body and that’s it. Not consciously being aware of awareness, or consciously being aware of anything in my awareness. Just being the energy body, it’s very peaceful and I feel very awake and alert, and I still very much notice my surroundings and thoughts that still arise. Is this finally it? Am I fooling myself? 😊
Keep going. It gets much better 💜.
As I understand it, you’re in a good place.
Nope. Feeling the body is wonderful! I have the tendency to disassociate, and coming back to the body has proven to be a simple but profound practice.
Love to see that comment! Yesterday I was thinking that also. The only « practice » I really do is feeling my body, the most often I can, from the waking to the sleeping ❤
🤎🤎🤎
I GIVE PERMISSION TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT🥰😍
Be in your body
Wow! My favourite vid of yours for sure! Thank you🙏🏼
I am just exhausted by everything. I don’t care about anything especially fixing myself. I am so tired of it. I’m tired of separation from God because there is no permanency no matter what anybody says you get fleeting glimpses. The truth is everyone and everything is a story no one knows the truth. It has been kept from us. There’s not going to be anybody that’s right about anything in the end of this. Everything has been speculation.
why?
I think that while your correct in that these glimpses are a kind of revelation or something that points to something true, but I don't think these glimpses that point to some overlooked truth negate the realness of people in the world and their psychological suffering, I think both are true
You're sitting on the treasure ✨️
@@moldycarrot9267 in order to experience every possibility in the experience of self creation. It is no longer the Creation Story it is Look what we created. In the most magnificent way 🧙🏼♂️🕊️🤍🎶🎶🎶🎶
@@nicbarth3838 absolutely not this is a hero’s journey of an epic proportion. Everything created and felt is what created the newest addition in the endless expansion of creation. We are the newest addition to the galaxies The New Earth we are the unlimited expression of creation waiting to be Celebrated. This is a love story.
“Consciousness is the carrier wave for all other waves of consciousness” Yes, yes it is!! ❤🌊☯️
So good. So damn good. Thank you Angelo
Let ty eye be single and the body full of light - Jesus
Love the music in your videos.
This is so poetic. Thank you.
9:20 re everyone watching a different movie but thinking they're watching the same movie: this was revealed to me the other day while by the river. 🤯that you talk about it here.
Such amazing clear pointing re aversion = distance
You are bursting into magic 💚
The nature videos are alright but the ethereal music is killing the transmission of the video. Angelo......you are more than enough....your clarity comes through...no music needed...thank you for your work. 🙏
@@rationalmystic5 I understand. This is just how it is with creative endeavors. When you create, some will love it some will hate it. Overall the reception is good but I understand some don’t like it.
@@SimplyAlwaysAwakeThanks for taking the time to reply. Won't bring this up in future videos. Wish you well .
I think many people miss the fact that a lot of the visuals in these videos is clear pointing in itself, and a gift.
What you share flows effortlessly removing invisible obstacles in its way. Eternally grateful.
My son (age 6) has a huge imagination and is always telling us about "ambitious" things he wants, like a life-sized garbage truck with real human men on it who will do what he says. I always say cheerfully, "Buddy, you can want whatever you want!"
Nothing wrong with wanting, eh? As long as you're not suffering. We can talk all about what he'd do if his fabulous desires were fulfilled. And I can write my own fabulous grown-up stories, too.
This…was a good one.
Interesting on the depersonalization.
It seems here I’ve been trying to get rid of this “person” who is so cruel, or conversely, very kind, but mostly cruel, and yet there’s nothing but personhood here.
Booze and drugs worked for 35 years but the consequences are less than pleasant so no more of that.
Even spirituality became the “fix” for the unfixable existent but none existent “person.” A spiritualized ego was wow. Tried the gym, exercise, you name it.
Suicide in 2012 and I ended up in a hell realm during the time I was DOA so that’s still out because omg pure unadulterated terror.
What’s left?
Just suffer until I die finally I guess because I e been at this crap for 10 years. Daily meditation, morning and night and throughout the day. Exercise, healthy diet, no dead animals being eaten. All the stuff and still please god let it be over, soon.
Wow. Really, wow what a great video ❤
Thank you 🙏
Just what I needed and right on time. Yesterday I was having a pity party. This video really helped. Thanks
19:53. profound.
I love the the versatility and creativity to all this to help push all the different types of seekers. I really love and and relate to this thanks man! 👊🏻🥇
carrier wave of other experience. i like that.
Remarkably beautiful thank you Angelo 🤎
Nice video, resonated quite a bit with me today 😊
When you mentioned the "struggle"-er, the ooo I have to take this awakening thing (or whatever, actually), and hold it down to manage it.. I relate that energy also to the seeker in me. I recognized the seeker the other day, it was powerful to see it objectively.. there are thoughts that say "if you let go of the seeker, or the thoughts that make projects out of everything.. nothing will get done", I can see how sticky this is for me. What happens if I let go if the worker??
Does anyone else feel like there head and or spine is in a vice, the trauma response is so strong it feels like it's being squeezed so tightly. Like the freeze response is taking over. I ask just to hopefully understand that this is normal?
I think I may know what you mean by wave-like feeling Angelo. Sometimes it's like a strong energy-like feeling in a moving-through kind of way. It's disorienting and can be experienced as good or very bad or neither depending on the narrative..
Also, a koan popped into my head watching this - you maybe from you or elsewhere...."Where is the center?"
OK, I have a stupid question. My mom asked me a long time ago, "Where are the emails after they're sent but before I open them?"
They're on a server somewhere. Pretty easy to answer.
But where are the thoughts when I'm not thinking them? Who is sending them? In each infinitesimal instant, how can I grasp enough of a thought to make it coherent and link it up to everything else (relevant) that I know?
And even if one supposes memories are stored in the brain, what decides which memory is activated at a given time?
I'm sure the answer is that it's unknowable. It all just flits in and out of awareness like everything else, without anything we could recognize as a reason or as an agent. So f***ing wild, though.
Angelo, could you please explain depersonalisation?
😵💫😵💫😵💫
I’ve never heard you mention divine feminine aspect what is that supposed to mean?
I’m in a weird spot right now where I’m aware of all this stuff but nothing different around me is happening. I’m feeling different. But I’m not seeing anything different in my world other than my attitude towards it. I’m more positive … but there is not necessarily any other difference in the world around me..
@@JordynLaRee that might be a sign post to your destination. The sense that you are expecting something to change, a final destination. Perhaps all the value is in this interpretation itself. What are you looking to get out of this?
:)🙏🎈❤️
Is it possible to get in contact with you privately, to have some more information and maybe get one to one session? 🙏
❤🥹🌅🌪️🏡🎢🎠🎭✨
At some point in my journey with tuning into the body I noticed a subtle vibration in the body - I know some teachers use “vibration” language but that doesn’t resonate. Is the vibration anything to attune to?
How dose this apply to creating your reality, I know it’s real iv done it many times iv changed and people have changed.
1:47 "It could be a Porn"
If I did find myself in a porn... I would definitely think it was a little "too" real and would certainly be very very curious about it. 🤣🤣🤣
That was great, because sometimes, this stuff can feel really heavy, really serious, and I do experience that when I'm truly laughing about something, there's no room for thoughts. I'm super grateful for you and your channel Angelo, amazed by your relentless pursuit to explain something that cannot be explained. Thank you sir!
Never made a comment before, so I'm just going to keep going for it. Angelo do you have any thoughts on Ramana Maharshi teachings, specifically as interpreted by Michael James? Would you ever consider having a conversation with Michael on your channel? You two seem to be a couple of the most sincere people out there, but with very different styles, could be helpful for all. Also I know I've heard you mention Paul Hedderman before. Any bullet points or thoughts about his pointings? Again would be thrilled to see a conversation between the two of you. Either way, no big deal, I will probably never comment again, but for sure THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!
💚💚💚
Welcome. Good ideas. Will consider
Why did you delete my comment?
I didn't.