Hiiiii guys. So I just wanted to make a video to address some of the things I wish I could almost take back about the Besame Review. I think it's important that you guys know my thought process behind stuff and how it feels to be on this side of the lens. Sorry for getting so emotional! Also for how many times I say "like", hahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYYYSS FOR REAAAAAL.
I actually liked that video and I think you should feel free to make videos whatever mood you're in! Your content is so good, your personality and editing. Your allowed to have a range of dimensions and emotions, like any other human. Just be you!
I thought the review was witty and honest, all while being as diplomatic as possible. You can't please people. They crap on people who give PR samples a favourable review because they "sold out" and are "pandering" to the brand. They crap on you if you give a negative review because you're "ungrateful". People don't seem to understand that companies are saving thousands or hundreds of thousands of dollars in advertising by offering samples to UA-camrs, so they are giving out PR samples for their own benefit; if it were from the kindness of their hearts, they'd give samples to people with less than 10,000 or 5,000 subscribers who might have mentioned that they liked their product. Just keep on being you. You can't please all people - there are some people who just don't like chocolate chip cookies (the maniacs) despite them being delicious.
Here's some unsolicited advice from an older women: You are allowed to be disagreeable. Do not fall into the outdated pattern of believing that women should be all sweetness and light, because that's bullshit, and no way to live. So you didn't like some Besame products, who cares? Others like them, so who cares about that? Would you apologize if you didn't like a book or a movie that other people love? Hell no, because that's what makes life interesting. It's our differences more than our similarities that add spice to life.
Your last video was killer. You gave an HONEST review. People who don't want your honesty shouldn't watch your videos. You were absolutely lovely. Feel better bean!
I'm sorry you had to experience the reactions from people the way you did. My boyfriend even said to me "watch her get attacked in some way because it's Besame and people will find a reason to get mad." after asking what you were talking about. Let me just state that I LOVED the fact that you made mention that them sending you free products is a way for them to get free marketing, because that's exactly why they do it. They didn't send me anything. Why? Because I don't have the audience. You do. It's just how that works. If anyone gets upset because you didn't bow down at their feet, praising their product because they sent you free things, is ridiculous. Not once did I feel that you were ungrateful, (you said you were honored and flattered at the very beginning) not once did I think you were making that video because you had to (you even said you did it because you wanted to) You were just honest about why they sent it and how you felt about the product and I appreciate that more than anything because most people aren't that way. Again, I'm sorry you had to experience the negative comments and defamation of your character. It's always tough when giving an opinion because you never know how people will react to it. Anyways, hope your project went well and I look forward to meeting you in a couple of weeks!! I really do hope you and Christine stop by swing dancing in the evening! :) p.s. it took me WAAAAY too long to figure out the "GRWM" stood for "get ready with me" lol XD
Please don't ever apologize for "not being 100%." you're a human just like the rest of us and some days are better than other. The Besame review was extremely helpful and most of us do value your opinion and input. I'm sorry people are rude and you're stressed. Hope you're feeling better!
Does the fact that this video was two and a half years ago stop me from wanting to reach through the internet and give Rachel the biggest hug ever? NOPE * reaches through the internet and gives Rachel the biggest hug ever *
You really don’t have anything to apologize for (in my humble opinion)! You gave your honest thoughts, and product reviews are so personal to each individual anyhow I don’t get why UA-cam audiences got so caught up in them. Anyhow, you keep on being you lovely lady!!! Keep your chin up 🌸🌷🌼🌸🌷🌼
Rachel, I watch your videos when I am in a bad mood or having a bad day- you ALWAYS make me feel better. Your videos provide a safe haven for us tender souls who get beaten up in day to day life. I promise you, you bring so much joy to people, even ones who don't comment. I introduced your channel to a friend of mine who lives in a Brazil (I'm in NYC) and we watch each new video together. She LOVES you, and we always talk about how much we enjoy your videos and your sweet and quirky personality. This video made me realize that people like my friend and I just don't comment enough. Trolls and haters and others who are used to their opinion "mattering and being relevant" don't hesitate to spew negativity, but us shy people don't speak up often enough to say just how much genuine, creative people like you mean to us. Thank you for allowing your vulnerable side to show, that is so brave and so appreciated. Please know that there are LOTS of people like us who adore you and love your channel, whatever your topic for the week is, because we just like YOU. So thank you so much for all the hours of work and sweat and tears you put into your channel. Your fans adore you and are rooting for you.
"I am honored and flattered that they sent me free stuff but it isn't going to change my opinion of the products" girl, guuurl... that's what you said and that seems fine to me! ♡ Lots of love!! Don't let it get ya down and I hope you smash your work project!!!
Okay, I’m sorry, I know it’s 3 years old (I’m just rewatching all your videos in order for comfort), but it is breaking my heart to watch this video. Everything you do is so worthwhile (even just the silly hijinks), and I hate that anyone has ever said anything that could make you feel less than as lovely as you are. Thank you for sharing your heart with us and for being part of our lives.
Seeing you cry makes me wanna cry! "I have a strict policy that nobody cries alone in my presence." - Dolly Parton You always do a great job and I love all of your videos!
See, one of the major reasons why I'm subscribed to your channel is that you are a human I can relate to. You are honest, sometimes fragile, you have emotions and opinions, just like any of us. I know how hard dealing with criticism is, I'm just as much of a "crybaby" as you when it comes to that. But please don't feel like you have to apologize to us for being imperfect, we all are. I actually want to hear your honest opinions even they don't fit with my own, and I don't want you to feel like you have to weigh every word you say because somewhere, someone *might* misunderstand you. That attitude wouldn't make for very interesting and original content, as can easily be seen in a great number of youtube videos (sadly). I think you're headed in a good direction, not that the humble opinion of a viewer should matter that much, but keep calm and carry on!
I actually really enjoyed the Besame review. There are a lot of UA-camrs out there, scared to give their opinion. So they just lie to their audience, and worse, lie to themselves. I'm very proud to say the least that Rachel keeps true to herself. You're one of my favorite youtubers around! Hugs from the Netherlands ♡
Hey! I'm new to your channel, but I just wanted to say that I liked you honesty on the bésame review. I feel like you made it clear that the products weren't bad, it's just that you prefer other stuff (when it came to lipstick), I feel like I can trust your reviews more than I can trust big youtubers who live off of revieweing PR, because they may be afraid to speak their mind. I like it when a youtuber feels honest, and you definetelly came across that way to me ^-^ I hope you're feeling better
I value that you’re honest in your reviews.. I’m so tired of UA-camrs being “obsessed” with products and never mentioning them again. 💜 I love your videos.
Thank you for being so open and honest with your community! Opening up can be hard, but I'm glad you trusted us enough to do that. You were fair in your review and didn't come off as bratty to me at all. As for making videos when you're not feeling 100%, that's totally fine! If I wanted makeup or fashion tips with no personality, there are plenty of other channels I could watch. We watch yours because we love YOU! and that includes you on tough days. I usually put my makeup on at work before anyone else gets there and I like to have your videos playing while I get ready. It reminds me of growing up and learning how to do makeup and match outfits from my older sister. I just moved 1000 miles for a new job and don't have many friends yet. Your videos help me feel less lonely. You're awesome and please don't let a few negative voices drown out all the love that your community has for you!
+Tonya Maynard Thank you so so so much sweetness ❤️❤️❤️ That makes me feel so much better and I'm glad my videos could help you in that transition period!
My bean 😥 dont cry, I liked your Besame video! I also love seeing Rachel be Rachel, no matter what your energy level is, you're a human. Humans have fluctuating emotions and its okay! Your tears are making me cry, I only found you a few weeks ago and I love everything you put out and I am just grateful youre here on this platform. I also appreciate the honest review of Besame cosmetics. It shouldnt matter if they sent it to you, it wouldnt be fair to people if you talked up a brand when you didn't truly like it. I didn't get the impression that you weren't grateful for it either, I just got the impression that you wanted to be honest with your review, which I appreciated. Thank you so much for existing, I love you and your content, keep making amazing things and being such a postive person to watch. I can't wait to see what you come out with next. -love, your new(ish) and v loyal subscriber, Emily ❤❤❤
Rachel you are fabulous. The video that you are talking about was one of the first videos I watched from your channel, and I was like finally someone funny, honest, and a little weird. You remind me of my friends that I don't get to see very often because everyone is grown up and married with kids. When we were in our 20s on our friends have a totally amazing vintage apartment in Chicago and all of us girls would be all over the apartment sharing mirrors, curling irons, and straighteners. Their apartment had a great mirror in the kitchen because it was the room in the house that had good natural light, and I remember crowding around to apply lipstick and do final touchups before going out. Thank you for this video, and for being my UA-cam friend. You are wonderful, intelligent, and creative. You produce joyous content, and never lose your "sass" and honesty, because that is why I watch.
Rachel, you spoke about the quality of character. It takes emotional courage to be honest about how you feel/think about a particular topic...and to let people know exactly that. It's clear you have integrity, whether people agree with you or not. Maybe you were having an "off day." Being a genuine, caring, authentic, vulnerable, human being---you're entitled. That's true character!
NAAAAAAAAAANANANAN MAMA DON'T CRY I CAN'T HANDLE IT. Don't worry about what negatives comments said ! You are honest, and there's nothing bad ! This is your channel, you don't have to follow what people want you to say, If you don't like something, it's like this and end of the story. You're perfect the way you are ! Love on your silly face ♥
I’ve been following you for years now, but every once in a while I realize I missed a video. And all of a sudden it’s Christmas again! Thank you for being so honest and relatable. You made my really crappy day a lot better. Thank you. I think the bésame video was just fine too. Honestly I love when the people I follow are well, honest. I also have been a subscriber for a while now and I think most of your subscribers get your personality. I love your personality.
Girl I totally agree with you on that about how cruel people can be on the internet. That’s why I am scare to upload because you never know what people are going to say. The internet can be a scary place but I think about it this way there’s more of us that love you than dislike. Hope you feel better beautiful you deserve the world 😘❤️ You don’t have to explain to those people that left a nasty comment. You are you and that’s that! 💓 Love you beautiful!
Miss Miriam oh, I checked out your channel because of this comment, thank you, I'm looking forward to watch your videos) glad that I've come across your channel)
Please upload more! I am always excited to find more retro and vintage channels and I’m going to go watch some of your videos right now. ❤️ I get afraid too even though I’m a mega small channel, but in the end... do what makes you happy.
Your videos are like a friend to me during a tough time in my life right now! I am binge watching your vids because they make me happy and make me feel less alone. I appreciate you making content that is just pure. Just your general energy and presence are comforting and warm and full of light, and I love the things you put into the world. Thanks for making this content that feels like a little bit of sanctuary
*Side note* when Frodo went all cujo on the mail man, my dog like heard him in mid nap, and growled like “yeah, f*ck that mail man!!” And continued sleep. It was beautiful
This hurts my heart, you are under so much pressure already by just having a channel. Please know that we all love you and will support you in whatever you decide to do with your amazing channel. Sending love and hugs from England. xxxx
I love your product reviews and value your opinions, and I hope that you will consider doing them more in the future. Your videos always make me laugh. Thank you for being you and making videos. I hope you feel better soon ♥
You just broke my heart into a million pieces! I hate how people expect creators to be over the top happy and perfect. I'm guessing their life is lacking, so they thrive by seeing others appearing perfect. When a creator is real, I think it brings up the viewers own issues. Therefore, they get all butt hurt. I personally much prefer real opinions on products and to get to know the real creator. Much more relatable to me than fake, sugar coated crap. You did nothing wrong! You were honest, which is very refreshing. To me, your honesty only strengthened my opinion of your character.
Girl those rude people are really lame and oversensitive, you're great. How boring would it be if all reviews were the same? Not every product works for everyone. Not every price point works for everyone. I'd much rather hear honest reviews about a product before I jump to buy it. You always brighten my day when you upload. I appreciate how you let your true, relatable personality show through, as well as the time and effort you put into your content. Be honest. Be yourself.
Thank you for being so genuine with us. You were honest in the Besame video and you're honest here, and it's very much needed and appreciated. You're unique and wonderful and we love you! And yes please show us more of the Belle cosplay! She's my favorite Disney princess and I'm so excited to see you as her!
Ahhh my heart!! Rachel I came across your Instagram perhaps a year ago now and fell in love with your page. When you decided to make a UA-cam channel I was iffy because I’ve never really was into “UA-camrs”, but instantly I fell in love with your videos and now get excited each time I receive a notification! Furthermore, you are such a bigger person for responding to all of these negative comments and apologizing for it (which I don’t think you needed to). You seem like a tough girl and I hope you continue to pursue in what makes only you happy because nothing is better than self love and love from others 💕💕 -Roy P.S Your hair did not look stupid, it was gorgeous!
I just started watching your videos a few days ago and the first one I watched was the Besame one. Coming from someone with fresh eyes you did come across as unhappy and not to thrilled at the package but! I knew to watch your other videos to see what you're all about and have really enjoyed them and subscribed. You're very pretty, have amazing style and a really down to earth nice person. Don't stop making videos! Sending love and positivity 💝🍸
I am actually glad you weren't just singing the praises of Besame. Whenever a UA-camr does a video like that, I'm not sure if I should take what they are saying seriously, or if they are just talking the brand up because they received free products. Thank you for being honest. The crying off and on, while also putting on makeup and trying to keep going was EXTREMELY relatable and felt genuine. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing with us. I love your videos so much. I found them during a really lonely and rough mental health period and have been binging them all. I realized I have been attracted to vintage styles for a while, but just didn't realize it. I bought my first vintage skirt because of you and I am really excited to explore this side of my style
I wanna give you a hug so bad. You have every right to have your opinion it's YOUR opinion and this is YOUR channel to be you. If you need to get emotional on here it just shows even more that you are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside. I could see how sweet and genuine you are when i watched the What i got for Christmas video. You are great and your content is so appreciated. You've helped me gain confidence in myself since watching you for the past few months and i hope you aren't too discouraged to read comments so you can still see all the positivity you bring to people. 💜💜💜
Love you, Rachael, from the past! I am sorry you got sad. I'm glad you are still making videos and just wanted to jisr say you're so incredibly entertaining to watch and talented!
I was having a major Chris Crocker "LEAVE BRITTANY ALONE" moment while watching this. I hate that you got so much heat! I wish people didn't have to nit pick so much.
You are hands down my favorite youtuber Rachel! You’re witty, sincere, and honest and I appreciate that. People want honesty unless they don’t agree with it. I wasn’t rubbed the wrong way with your video at all, personally. I never comment on videos but you’re my actual fave and seeing cry made me wanna cry! Love you girl! Make yourself happy first and don’t you ever change!
Girl- I didn't think there was anything wrong with that video. You're channel is growing, and people are going to be more and more judgy. You do you! I love your videos.
I'm just watching this now as I found you through Morgan a few weeks ago. I've been binging ever since, I've never found someone so relatable on the interwebs before! You are a sweet, creative, honest, loveable goof and I wanted to give you the biggest hug watching you be so upset. I'm almost 40 and have been struggling for SO LONG to figure out exactly who I am and I just want you to know that you have been a big help to me in this struggle. Your creativity has encouraged me to get back into exploring my own and I can't thank you enough for all the inspiration you have given me! You are a wonderful human and I'm happy to have found your channel 😊💚
The Besame review video was awesome! I think you showcased their products beautifully with the up close shots and you talked up the ingredients and why it was justified in price. You constantly said how beautiful everything was- you were just honest that some products didn't work for you.
You're such a genuine person, it really warms my heart to see how you take the criticism and even agree with some of it and own up to any mistakes or regrets. The video in question is in my 'watch next' slot, so I have neither seen it nor the criticism, but seeing how genuinely you regret missteps is truly laudable. You've got a heart of gold. I obviously don't know you, but I just admire you and your character so much. You are a joy to watch.
I really liked the Besame review! I thought it was fair and not at all harsh. I see so many reviews on youtube that almost seem forced and disingenuous because they don't want to say anything bad about a product. I don't think you have anything to apologize for and certainly don't feel bad! That's part of why I love your videos, they're genuine and sincere.
I found your videos yesterday and got so excited about this new section of UA-cam that I’d never explored and specifically because watching you is so much fun. I’m just going through and watching all your videos in random order at this point because your editing is amazing, I love your aesthetic, and you are so incredibly charming. I love the memes and singing to yourself and silly bits because it’s honest instead of just being an attractive veneer. And I want to thank you for being honest here even with your less chipper emotions because choosing to be vulnerable by opening up or sharing your opinions is so hard, especially in such a public forum. But I also think that allows others to connect to you and be inspired by you. I hope you continue to find the things that make you happy and I’m happy I found your channel so I can be along for the ride too. You’re amazing!
Rachel you are just so REAL, and that’s why so many people love you. I just wanted to give you a big ole mom hug! I have daughters older than you, so I know how to give great mom hugs. Anyway, I just look forward so much to your videos, and you are my favorite UA-camr. When I was younger, I was just like you, and just wanted everyone to LIKE me. Now that I am older I really just don’t give a rip if they do or not, so I guess that’s one advantage to years of dealing with people and all of the drama that goes with dealing with people. You become immune to it after awhile. And I have to tell ya, social media intensifies everything. Don’t take it to heart sweetie. Just be yourself, and then you will know that the people that stand by you love you for YOURSELF. Just as you are...
This channel is so awesome, and so nice to watch, because you're honest, you're classy, you have the best humor, and you have a unique take on life, special to you. That's why we love you! I'm going through some stressful work stuff too, so I get it. Just keep plugging along. You've got a lot of support behind you, and we love you and you're channel so much! Don't change for people. You are amazing just the way you are.
Oh Rachel I loved the Besame Review for real, I didn't feel like it was mean or anywhere wrong at all! It was interesting and funny, and your honesty is really what I'm looking for in a review ! Loved this video as well, I hope this project came well and that you're happy with it ! You look gorgeous with and without makeup. I'm looking forward to your cosplay videos ! And also you should consider making a Patreon, I would be more than happy to support you there :) Lots of love from France as usual (and thank you SO MUCH for liking my videos on Instagram!)
Watching everything from old to new, 6 years after you placed this. I love you so so much, and I take great inspiration from you, in nearly everything. I feel you so hard here, I wish we could tell Rachel from 6 years ago, how awesome she is and how great she is even yet to become and how much she will learn still.
I actually liked the review video you did for Besame. It was nice to see a review video that wasn't a rant and wasn't sycophantic. You aren't obligated to like all the parts of a product. If people get sassy, they might be feeling some feels---their right to do so---but at the same time, don't take it to heart if you feel like you were genuine in the video.
I personally loved the review. It was funny and honest. You can tell when youtubers aren’t being honest with their reviews on items sent to them by companies and it drives me crazy. So I appreciate your honesty and loved it and love you. You are one of my main inspirations to go full vintage. There are soooo many of us that love and support you!! Please remember that ❤️
Hey I just wanted to tell you that I freaking love your videos and the way you edit your humor in, it’s not something you see on UA-cam nowadays. I just want to make sure you know to keep your head up and keep doing what you love because you will always have true subscribers backing you the whole way :)
I just want to give you the biggest hug!! I totally empathize with you. I'm so glad you didn't let this deter you from continuing on UA-cam. You are by far my favorite!
You are magic Rachel - keep being amazing. The Beasame Video was perfect and you were very diplomatic and honest. Take it easy and keep being the wholesome you that you are!
If you ever get to read this Miss Maksy, this is just to thank you for being so real and so vulnerable, and so teachable even in the midst of your frustration, and hurt, rather than just angry and defensive (which used to be my go-to response)! That was very courageous, and humbling, and beautiful, and it really inspires! ..... Now, that being said....I only just found your videos 5-6 months ago, but I am already a big enough fan to be upset with anyone who makes you cry! And I want to go slap some faces now.
Oh sweetheart I just want to give you the biggest hug ever and curl up with our dogs and watch Wonder Woman! However as I can’t do that I will say this, checking you tube more than once a day is not healthy and i think just checking it at work and spending time with your family is a much better idea and will help you feel happier.. This new you tube thing they just announced basically screwed all us small channels but I started my channel to make friends and raise awareness for disability and just to be social and now I have 200 subscribers! I think it’s a great place for being creative but you have to keep it as a hobby and a fun outlet and not let it get out of hand. I love your cosplay I’m too scared to try if I did I’d probably be Mary Margaret from once upon a time which if you don’t watch you are peopling wrong! I Defo want to see how you edit pictures and stuff!!! Lastly I hope you don’t give up you tube your videos help me feel less lonely I’m married but he works and is out the house 12hours a day 6 days a week and I’m home alone with my dog, you make me smile and I wish you lived close to me so we could be friends...anyway hope you are smiling now because I love you xx
Sweet baby!!! It hurts to see you cry. Cheer up! The amount of people that love and support you are way greater than the very critical people. Sending lots of love xx
I've made the comment in the past that part of Besame's appeal is the romance of old-fashioned products in retro packaging, and that does sometimes mean they don't always perform as well as more modern products. That being said, there's no such thing as one standard of perfection in cosmetics, everyone knows what works for them and what doesn't. I'm not entirely sure why that's getting you flack, if I'm honest. It definitely hurts my heart to see you torn up about it, Darling. I wish I could help, you definitely don't deserve to be hopped on just for having your own views. Chin up, m'dear. Much xoxo
Forget the trolls and haters. It amazes me the things people take the time to actually type out and comment. Obviously we are all entitled to our thoughts and opinions but why so many people think that means respect and kindness get thrown out the window is just shocking. I just adore you!! You are real and genuine and adorable! Keep being the awesome human you are.
Rachel, you're beautiful and amazing! You have your own opinions and haters gonna hate. Keep doing you and being true to yourself. I watch you religiously so obviously I saw your review and though I personally adore Besame, I never once felt offended or thought that you seemed ungrateful or bratty. You're wonderful and I love you! Light some calming candles and sip some tea while you work on your project. It'll all be great! Can't wait for your fan meet-up! 💖💕
Girl, I bloody love you. You’re so genuine and honest and you have NO reason to be getting so anxious about it! At the end of the day it’s just a video on the internet, a tiny fish in a masssssive pond. Nobody (that matters) thinks any less of you for giving your honest opinion. Stay funny and stay weird (I know I will!!) We’ve all got ya back xxx
Those of us who started watching your videos from when you started UA-cam know just how much of a sweetheart you are. The more popular you get on the internet the more bad and negative people will find you and try to make you feel bad for being different and being yourself. Don't mind them. Guard your heart sweety from all the bad vibes. Many hugs :)
I know this video was put out a long time ago, but I have only recently found you. I'm so sorry people made you feel this way. Some think they can say what they want because they are in front of you for you to be able to defend yourself. I love your content, and I'm so glad I found you xx
If you ever happen to read this comment, I want you to know that your an absolute amazing person. Just like you have your opinions other people have theirs and you can't please everyone. But tbh I also have a problem when people don't like me. Bugs my inner need to make everyone happy. But anyways I live for your videos so keep being you wonderful self. ❤
You are loved by so many... my heart sends you lots of positive energy.. Keep ya head up - you are an awesome youtuber.. I know this is an older vid... but doing this gave you a soul that is missing in many tubers.. much love my virtual friend..
The behind the scenes with the Photoshop video idea sounds neat. And you seemed stressed in your last video more than anything, and kinda anxious. You usually seem more relaxed but like the review was something you knew was not gonna end well for you bc you have different makeup preferences than the brand was based around. Which is fair and fine, and you expressly mentioned you were trying to be honest but not hateful like 4-5 times and that other people could totally like the things you didn't.
Hun, don’t ever apologize for being human and having an off day or for being honest! You even said in the video- there’s a niche that would love that stuff because of the vintage feel. You were simply giving a practical opinion about the products. Sure, those things are cool for what they are but I’m proud of you for not faking it and pushing a product against your better judgement. That’s the point of those types of videos. Not everyone is going to love each and every product or any at all. That’s how companies figure out what works and doesn’t work. That’s what those PR boxes are for. But don’t apologize or get yourself all bummed out bc you were being authentic. People need to understand that being authentic is in fact disagreeing, having a bad day, etc. You are awesome all the time no matter what! You can’t win em all and that’s ok!!!! If people are so quick to turn on you like that it shows their character, not yours. I want to see you smile and have great days every day but I’d much rather it be real. So if you have an off day let us have it. At least you’re being real. Just know you got a lot of friends who are here for you and support you 100%! *hugs!*
Awwe *hugs you tightly* I loved the review because it was a real honest review. Keep on keeping on girl! Love you soooooo much and all your lovely videos! ❤❤
Hiii Rachel! First of all, I just wanted to say how much I enjoy your channel. I'm very new to the whole vintage stuff (style in general, actually haha) and your channel is informative, educative and very, very funny to watch. I relate a lot to you, not only in the things we like but in some personality aspects (that one about being bothered when people don''t like us is R-E-A-L). I think you show, at least for me, that people can have the vintage style and still enjoy so many other things, be so much more, that don't have to be labeled as "that girl who years old clothes". We're not even from the same country (brazilian here) but it's so enjoyable watching you that even my -not that great- english stops me from it. I believe we all do things we regret frequently, I know I do at least one before breakfast every day, but if there is ONE thing you should NOT regret for is to be honest. I don't actually get why people would bother you for this since the thing I read/listen more about youtube channels is: Why can't youtubers be more real/honest/no sold. Do not regret being honest when you had no intention whatsoever to be hurtful. Man, that's a b-i-g comment! Well, I hope I was clear enough, I hope you're better now, that your project were delivered and everything is great again! Lots and lots of love all the way from the south america :D
This made me so sad! I thought i was making a comment yesterday that was constructive criticism because i was one of the people that thought you were “off”. I can see now i was wrong. I apologize if i hurt your feelings in anyway❤️ I love your channel. The editing is amazing and your style is freaking awesome! I hope you will end up making enough money from UA-cam so you can quit your day job. My daughter and niece are planning on driving to meet you at Disneyland in 2 weeks and we can’t wait! Don’t worry about being awkward because we’re awkward and we can be awkward together 😂
Girl. You were diplomatic and honest. I found your comment about price very refreshing. I love your channel and your authenticity is part of what makes it stand out. Much love.
awww sis. so many different points i want to respond to here. one is that... we can never fully know another person. some of us barely take the opportunity to really get to know ourselves. we all have to fill in the blanks of what we don’t know and make assumptions. it hurts when people are doing that and coming to a conclusion about us that feels incomplete or inaccurate. it hurts probably more when they come to an accurate conclusion that we hadn’t seen in ourselves, hadn’t been pointed out before. i appreciate your editing, sense of humor, creativity, and honesty. the people who watch that video and fill in all the blanks about you in a negative way can [verb] a(n) [adjective] [noun]. 😉
Plenty of other people have said similar comments already, so here's another one: I admire your strength and courage for having such a personal type of social media out in the world. Especially on the interwebs. The internet is notoriously a cruel world occasionally. Your review of the Besame products and video on it were FINE! If anything they voiced some of the concerns I had with a) shelling out the money b) making something involving makeup harder/more complex than a beginning might be able to do. I love Besame, I love their aesthetic, I love how they try to be historically correct/pay homage to makeup techniques. It's great, but its not meant for everyone, even if they enjoy the vintage fashion and lifestyle. Being honest on your video just means that I buy from them a little bit smarter, with better expectations. and GURL, we all have "off" days or whatever. I didn't see that, I saw another facet of a complex human being on that video. And maybe you were having a bit of a down day, so what? All of this is to say, Hey, from one Rachel to another - keep doing what you love.
My cat is the same, she even notifies me when I'm about to have a fit. I have m.e so I get these weird sezuires and she's always up in my grill when I'm about to get sick. We adopted her from a shelter and have no idea where she learned it. She also tells you when it's bed time... 11:30 every night. Pets are just weird.
I really love the cosplays she does that are posted on Instagram. All of them are so amazing and look really well put together. Even the outfits that are inspired by characters look really awesome too. I'm excited to see more of them from her!
Dear Rachel, I love your videos. And I think that the Besame review was absolutely ok. I´m really sad, that you are sad because of feedback on that video. I like honest opinion on cosmetic products. Especially when you get it for free. I don´t understand, that people on the Internet and even brands expect, that if you have something for free you must say just positive things about it and be super grateful. I know that you are grateful. Everyone is grateful when he gets something for free. But there is no rule, that you have to be just positive. It´s not a review, if you don´t say your opinion. It´s lie and pretence. And unfortunatelly lots of beauty youtubers do it. That´s why I like your review, beacause it was honest and "in your style". I like your humor and your expressions. So don´t be sad. I wish you all the best and can´t wait for another video.:)
I thought your Besame video was honest and I appreciated it! I have the same coloring as you so I thought it was also helpful. It's ok to not like certain products and review them. It is your opinion. Also, not wanting to spend money on certain things is your choice. I definitely did not think you seemed ungrateful, but it shows how great you are to go back and look at the video and feel bad and want to say thanks to Besame. I have bought quite a few Besame products and a big part of it is the aesthetic for sure. It's refreshing to watch your video and have you be your honest self rather than try to be someone else or try to be liked by others. You are genuine and I love that! Also, I love that you posted this video. It is such a good reminder that we all need to spend more time with the people and animals in our lives that really matter
I just want to say that i really liked how honest your review was. You pointed out parts of the product that make it special to some people but others would find a hinderance. I don't think you were ungrateful. Just because something is sent to you does not mean you have to love everything about it. Your are always entitled to your own opinion, likes and dislikes. I for one would like to thank you for the review you gave because it is one of the few that i have seen were i felt i was getting your real opinion and not just telling us to buy everything. You gave us pros and cons and left us to make our own opinions. Never let comment change how you see yourself. You are amazing :)
I know I’m a year late to the party, but having just seen your review video, I think it was honest and well rounded. Your allowed to have an opinion especially when a company sends you unsolicited products. They can’t expect a sugar coated review. I hope your well and happy these days, I’m enjoying catching up with all your videos. Keep up the good work xx
I felt you so much while watching this video and completely understand your thoughts and emotions. Please make yourself aware that many people don't think before they comment on sth. Make yourself aware, that three people have ten different opinions on a topic. There is always a way to make something beautiful nasty, it's just the way you look at it. It's so important to find confident in yourself and what you wholeheartedly do, so you can "ignore" people who just don't understand and therefore don't matter. Make yourself aware that you are a wonderful, sensitive und thoughtful human being. Often it's not helpful to compare oneself with others, but in this case it is. See your own beauty and be confident about it. You did nothing wrong. You don't need to apologize for anything. You can't please everyone and that's totally fine, some peeps simply can't be pleased. I am so glad I found a gem like you. Feel hugged. I wish I would live in the U.S. to meet you.
Y'all need to stop attacking her. You got bigger gurus being sent shit and hating it like I will call out names like Manny and Jeffree and Patrick, Jacklyn, Tati. Like it's an honest review, she doesn't have to be over the moon about it. Leave her alone just because she's a smaller channel.
Love you and all your videos Rachel, I like that your real and your not afraid to speak your mind, keep doing what your doing, everyone has different opinions but this is your channel where we come and watch to see your opinions! Much love :) I'll be here supporting you even if I don't agree with every single thing!!!
The way I see it is it all comes down to the fact that you are a person-not a robot-and you’re allowed to show real emotion and feel your own opinions and I don’t think that’s something people should be giving you flak for. Personally, I really enjoy seeing youtubers (especially when they’ve been sent a PR box) give an entirely honest review of the products; I think it shows that they’re a trustworthy and reputable source of information and it does make me more likely to subscribe to their channels. Besame as a company is a very niche market for very specific customers and I liked how you went about your review and your explanation of the difficulties in using vintage reproduction stuff. Yeah, it’s gorgeous and very satisfying to look at, but not really practical and really only accessible to people who have a real wanting and budget for that sort of lifestyle and luxury. Overall, I think your FREAKING AWESOME and always love your videos and can’t wait to see what else you put out into the world 😁😊 So don’t let the muggles get ya down and keep moving forward 💛💛
Bewilders me how somebody could be so rude to you over a minor matter and make you actually cry! You're so precious and honest and whoever knows you can surely tell exactly what you meant by your honest review. I love you, sweetest chick on the internets.
I guess there's always going to be the issue of a person possibly seeming ungrateful but honest vs being grateful to the point of pandering. I personally didn't think that it seemed that ungrateful a video, but I am also aware that I watch other UA-camrs that are quite weary about sponsors because some of their audience thinks they only review it well because they're paid or the stuff they were given to review is free. And because Besame is like a small cult brand (if that makes sense), if a person is going searching for it, they are probably more inclined to like it and therefore see the video as negative. But one small setback is just a useful lesson going forward, as shitty as it feels at the moment. Please make sure to take care of yourself and make sure you have a good break after your project is done. I look forward to your next videos and cosplays, and hope this doesn't put you off from being your fun, sassy self :)
You are a super cute, funny, honest person. You should never apologize for telling your honest opinion. I just found your channel and have been watching all your old videos and i love them. Keep on being yourself and never apologize for being yourself.
I must have watched the video way early cause I didn’t see any negative comments. I love your videos and I didn’t notice anything off about your last video. I really appreciate honesty and since I’d seen your other make up videos I knew where you were coming from. Keep doing you and screw all the haters. I don’t even wear make up and I’m front and center for your make up videos. 😂
You're a beautiful soul, Rachel. You're a real person who is allowed to have your "on" and "off" days, which are just regular days let's be real here. Your regular followers all believe in you and love you and your videos because of your honesty, passion, dedication, ballsyness, and goofiness too! I'm so excited for more cosplay videos!! You say you don't know what you're doing, but your end results are incredible! xo
Rachel, ooooh my girl... YOU'RE FABULOUS AND YOU'RE BIGGER THAN YOUR UA-cam . You're totally justified in how you feel about a product and could only be honest coming from your own perspective. You are part of Besame's target audience, and honesty helps brands. People might be way more emotional about it than they are at all justified. I watched the video when it was posted and loved it because I am not a big makeup girl and your perspective helps me understand the products. People who want to be offended will find something to be offended by. You are grateful and I could tell. You showed it in your reaction to how much the products are worth and how humbled you were to get them in the first place. You DID express gratefulness, just differently. Love you girl, YOU DA BEST!!!
Hiiiii guys. So I just wanted to make a video to address some of the things I wish I could almost take back about the Besame Review. I think it's important that you guys know my thought process behind stuff and how it feels to be on this side of the lens. Sorry for getting so emotional! Also for how many times I say "like", hahaha. I LOVE YOU GUYYYSS FOR REAAAAAL.
We love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
I actually liked that video and I think you should feel free to make videos whatever mood you're in! Your content is so good, your personality and editing. Your allowed to have a range of dimensions and emotions, like any other human. Just be you!
The Pinup Companion dramatic make up look I love it so much
And googling “going commando” in that video was the best thing ever.
LA Fresh Life :
I concur!!
I thought the review was witty and honest, all while being as diplomatic as possible. You can't please people. They crap on people who give PR samples a favourable review because they "sold out" and are "pandering" to the brand. They crap on you if you give a negative review because you're "ungrateful". People don't seem to understand that companies are saving thousands or hundreds of thousands of dollars in advertising by offering samples to UA-camrs, so they are giving out PR samples for their own benefit; if it were from the kindness of their hearts, they'd give samples to people with less than 10,000 or 5,000 subscribers who might have mentioned that they liked their product. Just keep on being you. You can't please all people - there are some people who just don't like chocolate chip cookies (the maniacs) despite them being delicious.
Well said @Leanne M!
Damn right
Whoever made this precious angel cry are great big poopyheads. I hope you all are dressed as postal workers, and Frodo gets you.
+Wendy Whitley Hahahahaha 😂❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wendy Whitley this comment is epic!! Thank you for the giggle!
Omg I'm sooo mad!!! One thing in this world that's not okay is to make the angel cryyyy
I THOUGHT THE SAME THING!
Wendy Whitley 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Here's some unsolicited advice from an older women: You are allowed to be disagreeable. Do not fall into the outdated pattern of believing that women should be all sweetness and light, because that's bullshit, and no way to live. So you didn't like some Besame products, who cares? Others like them, so who cares about that? Would you apologize if you didn't like a book or a movie that other people love? Hell no, because that's what makes life interesting. It's our differences more than our similarities that add spice to life.
This is such a wonderful comment! It really is great advice, i'm really glad you took the time to give.
Couldn't agree more!
This!
Stay Stitching I’m 56 and couldn’t have said it better!
100% true.
Your last video was killer. You gave an HONEST review. People who don't want your honesty shouldn't watch your videos. You were absolutely lovely. Feel better bean!
+Devon McIntosh Thank you so much bb ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm sorry you had to experience the reactions from people the way you did. My boyfriend even said to me "watch her get attacked in some way because it's Besame and people will find a reason to get mad." after asking what you were talking about. Let me just state that I LOVED the fact that you made mention that them sending you free products is a way for them to get free marketing, because that's exactly why they do it. They didn't send me anything. Why? Because I don't have the audience. You do. It's just how that works. If anyone gets upset because you didn't bow down at their feet, praising their product because they sent you free things, is ridiculous. Not once did I feel that you were ungrateful, (you said you were honored and flattered at the very beginning) not once did I think you were making that video because you had to (you even said you did it because you wanted to) You were just honest about why they sent it and how you felt about the product and I appreciate that more than anything because most people aren't that way. Again, I'm sorry you had to experience the negative comments and defamation of your character. It's always tough when giving an opinion because you never know how people will react to it.
Anyways, hope your project went well and I look forward to meeting you in a couple of weeks!! I really do hope you and Christine stop by swing dancing in the evening! :)
p.s. it took me WAAAAY too long to figure out the "GRWM" stood for "get ready with me" lol XD
Preach 🙏
Please don't ever apologize for "not being 100%." you're a human just like the rest of us and some days are better than other. The Besame review was extremely helpful and most of us do value your opinion and input. I'm sorry people are rude and you're stressed. Hope you're feeling better!
+Kelly Thank you so much beautiful ❤️❤️
Does the fact that this video was two and a half years ago stop me from wanting to reach through the internet and give Rachel the biggest hug ever?
NOPE
* reaches through the internet and gives Rachel the biggest hug ever *
You really don’t have anything to apologize for (in my humble opinion)! You gave your honest thoughts, and product reviews are so personal to each individual anyhow I don’t get why UA-cam audiences got so caught up in them. Anyhow, you keep on being you lovely lady!!! Keep your chin up 🌸🌷🌼🌸🌷🌼
Rachel, I watch your videos when I am in a bad mood or having a bad day- you ALWAYS make me feel better. Your videos provide a safe haven for us tender souls who get beaten up in day to day life. I promise you, you bring so much joy to people, even ones who don't comment. I introduced your channel to a friend of mine who lives in a Brazil (I'm in NYC) and we watch each new video together. She LOVES you, and we always talk about how much we enjoy your videos and your sweet and quirky personality. This video made me realize that people like my friend and I just don't comment enough. Trolls and haters and others who are used to their opinion "mattering and being relevant" don't hesitate to spew negativity, but us shy people don't speak up often enough to say just how much genuine, creative people like you mean to us. Thank you for allowing your vulnerable side to show, that is so brave and so appreciated. Please know that there are LOTS of people like us who adore you and love your channel, whatever your topic for the week is, because we just like YOU. So thank you so much for all the hours of work and sweat and tears you put into your channel. Your fans adore you and are rooting for you.
+MothDustMouth Aww thank you so so so much 😭😭 You have no idea how much this means to me!
"I am honored and flattered that they sent me free stuff but it isn't going to change my opinion of the products" girl, guuurl... that's what you said and that seems fine to me! ♡ Lots of love!! Don't let it get ya down and I hope you smash your work project!!!
Okay, I’m sorry, I know it’s 3 years old (I’m just rewatching all your videos in order for comfort), but it is breaking my heart to watch this video. Everything you do is so worthwhile (even just the silly hijinks), and I hate that anyone has ever said anything that could make you feel less than as lovely as you are. Thank you for sharing your heart with us and for being part of our lives.
Who got mah girl upset? Fight me. ---guuurl, your channel, be yourself. I love all your vids.
+Jen Thacker Heehee thank you so much my love ❤️
I loved the video. I love your honesty and you're my favourite youtuber with or without sass!
+The Munros Thank you so so much 😭❤️
Seeing you cry makes me wanna cry! "I have a strict policy that nobody cries alone in my presence." - Dolly Parton
You always do a great job and I love all of your videos!
See, one of the major reasons why I'm subscribed to your channel is that you are a human I can relate to. You are honest, sometimes fragile, you have emotions and opinions, just like any of us. I know how hard dealing with criticism is, I'm just as much of a "crybaby" as you when it comes to that. But please don't feel like you have to apologize to us for being imperfect, we all are. I actually want to hear your honest opinions even they don't fit with my own, and I don't want you to feel like you have to weigh every word you say because somewhere, someone *might* misunderstand you. That attitude wouldn't make for very interesting and original content, as can easily be seen in a great number of youtube videos (sadly). I think you're headed in a good direction, not that the humble opinion of a viewer should matter that much, but keep calm and carry on!
+Lys Robinsdaughter Thank you so so much my love ❤️❤️ Gonna definitely work on being better with criticism cuz it's never gonna go away 😂😂😂
I actually really enjoyed the Besame review. There are a lot of UA-camrs out there, scared to give their opinion. So they just lie to their audience, and worse, lie to themselves. I'm very proud to say the least that Rachel keeps true to herself. You're one of my favorite youtubers around! Hugs from the Netherlands ♡
Hey! I'm new to your channel, but I just wanted to say that I liked you honesty on the bésame review. I feel like you made it clear that the products weren't bad, it's just that you prefer other stuff (when it came to lipstick), I feel like I can trust your reviews more than I can trust big youtubers who live off of revieweing PR, because they may be afraid to speak their mind. I like it when a youtuber feels honest, and you definetelly came across that way to me ^-^ I hope you're feeling better
+alechiavassa Thank you so much love ❤️❤️❤️ I'm feeling much better!!
I value that you’re honest in your reviews.. I’m so tired of UA-camrs being “obsessed” with products and never mentioning them again. 💜 I love your videos.
Thank you for being so open and honest with your community! Opening up can be hard, but I'm glad you trusted us enough to do that. You were fair in your review and didn't come off as bratty to me at all. As for making videos when you're not feeling 100%, that's totally fine! If I wanted makeup or fashion tips with no personality, there are plenty of other channels I could watch. We watch yours because we love YOU! and that includes you on tough days. I usually put my makeup on at work before anyone else gets there and I like to have your videos playing while I get ready. It reminds me of growing up and learning how to do makeup and match outfits from my older sister. I just moved 1000 miles for a new job and don't have many friends yet. Your videos help me feel less lonely. You're awesome and please don't let a few negative voices drown out all the love that your community has for you!
+Tonya Maynard Thank you so so so much sweetness ❤️❤️❤️ That makes me feel so much better and I'm glad my videos could help you in that transition period!
My bean 😥 dont cry, I liked your Besame video! I also love seeing Rachel be Rachel, no matter what your energy level is, you're a human. Humans have fluctuating emotions and its okay! Your tears are making me cry, I only found you a few weeks ago and I love everything you put out and I am just grateful youre here on this platform. I also appreciate the honest review of Besame cosmetics. It shouldnt matter if they sent it to you, it wouldnt be fair to people if you talked up a brand when you didn't truly like it. I didn't get the impression that you weren't grateful for it either, I just got the impression that you wanted to be honest with your review, which I appreciated.
Thank you so much for existing, I love you and your content, keep making amazing things and being such a postive person to watch. I can't wait to see what you come out with next.
-love, your new(ish) and v loyal subscriber, Emily ❤❤❤
Rachel you are fabulous. The video that you are talking about was one of the first videos I watched from your channel, and I was like finally someone funny, honest, and a little weird. You remind me of my friends that I don't get to see very often because everyone is grown up and married with kids. When we were in our 20s on our friends have a totally amazing vintage apartment in Chicago and all of us girls would be all over the apartment sharing mirrors, curling irons, and straighteners. Their apartment had a great mirror in the kitchen because it was the room in the house that had good natural light, and I remember crowding around to apply lipstick and do final touchups before going out. Thank you for this video, and for being my UA-cam friend. You are wonderful, intelligent, and creative. You produce joyous content, and never lose your "sass" and honesty, because that is why I watch.
You are ridiculously sweet!! The internet is a silly place. You're lovely and your sassiness is part of your charm.
Rachel, you spoke about the quality of character. It takes emotional courage to be honest about how you feel/think about a particular topic...and to let people know exactly that. It's clear you have integrity, whether people agree with you or not. Maybe you were having an "off day." Being a genuine, caring, authentic, vulnerable, human being---you're entitled. That's true character!
NAAAAAAAAAANANANAN MAMA DON'T CRY I CAN'T HANDLE IT.
Don't worry about what negatives comments said ! You are honest, and there's nothing bad ! This is your channel, you don't have to follow what people want you to say, If you don't like something, it's like this and end of the story. You're perfect the way you are !
Love on your silly face ♥
I’ve been following you for years now, but every once in a while I realize I missed a video. And all of a sudden it’s Christmas again! Thank you for being so honest and relatable. You made my really crappy day a lot better. Thank you.
I think the bésame video was just fine too. Honestly I love when the people I follow are well, honest. I also have been a subscriber for a while now and I think most of your subscribers get your personality. I love your personality.
Girl I totally agree with you on that about how cruel people can be on the internet. That’s why I am scare to upload because you never know what people are going to say. The internet can be a scary place but I think about it this way there’s more of us that love you than dislike. Hope you feel better beautiful you deserve the world 😘❤️ You don’t have to explain to those people that left a nasty comment. You are you and that’s that! 💓 Love you beautiful!
Miss Miriam oh, I checked out your channel because of this comment, thank you, I'm looking forward to watch your videos) glad that I've come across your channel)
Please upload more! I am always excited to find more retro and vintage channels and I’m going to go watch some of your videos right now. ❤️ I get afraid too even though I’m a mega small channel, but in the end... do what makes you happy.
Your videos are like a friend to me during a tough time in my life right now! I am binge watching your vids because they make me happy and make me feel less alone. I appreciate you making content that is just pure. Just your general energy and presence are comforting and warm and full of light, and I love the things you put into the world. Thanks for making this content that feels like a little bit of sanctuary
In the same boat as you Hannah and I agree to all your comments! Definitely my sanctuary after a tough time trying to deal with things x ❤️
*Side note* when Frodo went all cujo on the mail man, my dog like heard him in mid nap, and growled like “yeah, f*ck that mail man!!” And continued sleep. It was beautiful
This hurts my heart, you are under so much pressure already by just having a channel. Please know that we all love you and will support you in whatever you decide to do with your amazing channel. Sending love and hugs from England. xxxx
I love your product reviews and value your opinions, and I hope that you will consider doing them more in the future. Your videos always make me laugh. Thank you for being you and making videos. I hope you feel better soon ♥
You just broke my heart into a million pieces! I hate how people expect creators to be over the top happy and perfect. I'm guessing their life is lacking, so they thrive by seeing others appearing perfect. When a creator is real, I think it brings up the viewers own issues. Therefore, they get all butt hurt. I personally much prefer real opinions on products and to get to know the real creator. Much more relatable to me than fake, sugar coated crap. You did nothing wrong! You were honest, which is very refreshing. To me, your honesty only strengthened my opinion of your character.
Girl those rude people are really lame and oversensitive, you're great. How boring would it be if all reviews were the same? Not every product works for everyone. Not every price point works for everyone. I'd much rather hear honest reviews about a product before I jump to buy it. You always brighten my day when you upload. I appreciate how you let your true, relatable personality show through, as well as the time and effort you put into your content. Be honest. Be yourself.
Alanna Serrano : Absolutely!! I couldn't agree more!! 💞
AGREED!
Thank you for being so genuine with us. You were honest in the Besame video and you're honest here, and it's very much needed and appreciated. You're unique and wonderful and we love you! And yes please show us more of the Belle cosplay! She's my favorite Disney princess and I'm so excited to see you as her!
+Rigel Rae Thank you sweetness! And Heeheehee hopefully soon! She's my favorite too!
Ahhh my heart!! Rachel I came across your Instagram perhaps a year ago now and fell in love with your page. When you decided to make a UA-cam channel I was iffy because I’ve never really was into “UA-camrs”, but instantly I fell in love with your videos and now get excited each time I receive a notification! Furthermore, you are such a bigger person for responding to all of these negative comments and apologizing for it (which I don’t think you needed to). You seem like a tough girl and I hope you continue to pursue in what makes only you happy because nothing is better than self love and love from others 💕💕
-Roy
P.S
Your hair did not look stupid, it was gorgeous!
I just started watching your videos a few days ago and the first one I watched was the Besame one. Coming from someone with fresh eyes you did come across as unhappy and not to thrilled at the package but! I knew to watch your other videos to see what you're all about and have really enjoyed them and subscribed. You're very pretty, have amazing style and a really down to earth nice person. Don't stop making videos! Sending love and positivity 💝🍸
+Dulce De Lu Aww good to know, thank you so much lovely ❤️❤️❤️❤️
My heart is breaking when I see you so sad! I love your honesty and courage to show emotion, you're amazing! Lots of love, do the things you love ❤❤
I am actually glad you weren't just singing the praises of Besame. Whenever a UA-camr does a video like that, I'm not sure if I should take what they are saying seriously, or if they are just talking the brand up because they received free products. Thank you for being honest. The crying off and on, while also putting on makeup and trying to keep going was EXTREMELY relatable and felt genuine. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing with us. I love your videos so much. I found them during a really lonely and rough mental health period and have been binging them all. I realized I have been attracted to vintage styles for a while, but just didn't realize it. I bought my first vintage skirt because of you and I am really excited to explore this side of my style
I wanna give you a hug so bad.
You have every right to have your opinion it's YOUR opinion and this is YOUR channel to be you. If you need to get emotional on here it just shows even more that you are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside. I could see how sweet and genuine you are when i watched the What i got for Christmas video. You are great and your content is so appreciated. You've helped me gain confidence in myself since watching you for the past few months and i hope you aren't too discouraged to read comments so you can still see all the positivity you bring to people. 💜💜💜
Love you, Rachael, from the past! I am sorry you got sad. I'm glad you are still making videos and just wanted to jisr say you're so incredibly entertaining to watch and talented!
I was having a major Chris Crocker "LEAVE BRITTANY ALONE" moment while watching this. I hate that you got so much heat! I wish people didn't have to nit pick so much.
You are hands down my favorite youtuber Rachel! You’re witty, sincere, and honest and I appreciate that. People want honesty unless they don’t agree with it. I wasn’t rubbed the wrong way with your video at all, personally. I never comment on videos but you’re my actual fave and seeing cry made me wanna cry! Love you girl! Make yourself happy first and don’t you ever change!
+Rae Rojas Yay I'm so glad ❤️ Thank you so much!
Girl- I didn't think there was anything wrong with that video. You're channel is growing, and people are going to be more and more judgy. You do you! I love your videos.
I'm just watching this now as I found you through Morgan a few weeks ago. I've been binging ever since, I've never found someone so relatable on the interwebs before! You are a sweet, creative, honest, loveable goof and I wanted to give you the biggest hug watching you be so upset.
I'm almost 40 and have been struggling for SO LONG to figure out exactly who I am and I just want you to know that you have been a big help to me in this struggle. Your creativity has encouraged me to get back into exploring my own and I can't thank you enough for all the inspiration you have given me! You are a wonderful human and I'm happy to have found your channel 😊💚
The Besame review video was awesome! I think you showcased their products beautifully with the up close shots and you talked up the ingredients and why it was justified in price. You constantly said how beautiful everything was- you were just honest that some products didn't work for you.
You're such a genuine person, it really warms my heart to see how you take the criticism and even agree with some of it and own up to any mistakes or regrets. The video in question is in my 'watch next' slot, so I have neither seen it nor the criticism, but seeing how genuinely you regret missteps is truly laudable. You've got a heart of gold. I obviously don't know you, but I just admire you and your character so much. You are a joy to watch.
+Kathryn M ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much my love
I really liked the Besame review! I thought it was fair and not at all harsh. I see so many reviews on youtube that almost seem forced and disingenuous because they don't want to say anything bad about a product. I don't think you have anything to apologize for and certainly don't feel bad! That's part of why I love your videos, they're genuine and sincere.
+Emilee Bachman I'm so glad thank you lovely ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭
You're so welcome, keep doing what you're doing!
I found your videos yesterday and got so excited about this new section of UA-cam that I’d never explored and specifically because watching you is so much fun. I’m just going through and watching all your videos in random order at this point because your editing is amazing, I love your aesthetic, and you are so incredibly charming. I love the memes and singing to yourself and silly bits because it’s honest instead of just being an attractive veneer. And I want to thank you for being honest here even with your less chipper emotions because choosing to be vulnerable by opening up or sharing your opinions is so hard, especially in such a public forum. But I also think that allows others to connect to you and be inspired by you. I hope you continue to find the things that make you happy and I’m happy I found your channel so I can be along for the ride too. You’re amazing!
+Hello Hawke Thank you so so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You're too sweet 😭
Rachel you are just so REAL, and that’s why so many people love you. I just wanted to give you a big ole mom hug! I have daughters older than you, so I know how to give great mom hugs. Anyway, I just look forward so much to your videos, and you are my favorite UA-camr. When I was younger, I was just like you, and just wanted everyone to LIKE me. Now that I am older I really just don’t give a rip if they do or not, so I guess that’s one advantage to years of dealing with people and all of the drama that goes with dealing with people. You become immune to it after awhile. And I have to tell ya, social media intensifies everything. Don’t take it to heart sweetie. Just be yourself, and then you will know that the people that stand by you love you for YOURSELF. Just as you are...
This channel is so awesome, and so nice to watch, because you're honest, you're classy, you have the best humor, and you have a unique take on life, special to you. That's why we love you! I'm going through some stressful work stuff too, so I get it. Just keep plugging along. You've got a lot of support behind you, and we love you and you're channel so much! Don't change for people. You are amazing just the way you are.
Oh Rachel I loved the Besame Review for real, I didn't feel like it was mean or anywhere wrong at all! It was interesting and funny, and your honesty is really what I'm looking for in a review !
Loved this video as well, I hope this project came well and that you're happy with it ! You look gorgeous with and without makeup. I'm looking forward to your cosplay videos ! And also you should consider making a Patreon, I would be more than happy to support you there :)
Lots of love from France as usual (and thank you SO MUCH for liking my videos on Instagram!)
+CillyKarma Thank you so so much my lovely ❤️❤️ Your support means everything!
Watching everything from old to new, 6 years after you placed this. I love you so so much, and I take great inspiration from you, in nearly everything.
I feel you so hard here, I wish we could tell Rachel from 6 years ago, how awesome she is and how great she is even yet to become and how much she will learn still.
I actually liked the review video you did for Besame. It was nice to see a review video that wasn't a rant and wasn't sycophantic. You aren't obligated to like all the parts of a product. If people get sassy, they might be feeling some feels---their right to do so---but at the same time, don't take it to heart if you feel like you were genuine in the video.
I personally loved the review. It was funny and honest. You can tell when youtubers aren’t being honest with their reviews on items sent to them by companies and it drives me crazy. So I appreciate your honesty and loved it and love you. You are one of my main inspirations to go full vintage. There are soooo many of us that love and support you!! Please remember that ❤️
Hey I just wanted to tell you that I freaking love your videos and the way you edit your humor in, it’s not something you see on UA-cam nowadays. I just want to make sure you know to keep your head up and keep doing what you love because you will always have true subscribers backing you the whole way :)
I just want to give you the biggest hug!! I totally empathize with you. I'm so glad you didn't let this deter you from continuing on UA-cam. You are by far my favorite!
No worries you are always great to watch. I didn't think you were to critical.
+Sarah Canning Thank you love ❤️
You are magic Rachel - keep being amazing. The Beasame Video was perfect and you were very diplomatic and honest. Take it easy and keep being the wholesome you that you are!
+Katt Weaver Thank you so much my beautiful 😭❤️
Yay! I was just thinking of sitting down and watching your videos, then you posted this! I hope you have a great day❤️
+Thursday's Child Heehee aww yay! You too love!
If you ever get to read this Miss Maksy, this is just to thank you for being so real and so vulnerable, and so teachable even in the midst of your frustration, and hurt, rather than just angry and defensive (which used to be my go-to response)! That was very courageous, and humbling, and beautiful, and it really inspires! .....
Now, that being said....I only just found your videos 5-6 months ago, but I am already a big enough fan to be upset with anyone who makes you cry! And I want to go slap some faces now.
Oh sweetheart I just want to give you the biggest hug ever and curl up with our dogs and watch Wonder Woman! However as I can’t do that I will say this, checking you tube more than once a day is not healthy and i think just checking it at work and spending time with your family is a much better idea and will help you feel happier.. This new you tube thing they just announced basically screwed all us small channels but I started my channel to make friends and raise awareness for disability and just to be social and now I have 200 subscribers! I think it’s a great place for being creative but you have to keep it as a hobby and a fun outlet and not let it get out of hand. I love your cosplay I’m too scared to try if I did I’d probably be Mary Margaret from once upon a time which if you don’t watch you are peopling wrong! I Defo want to see how you edit pictures and stuff!!! Lastly I hope you don’t give up you tube your videos help me feel less lonely I’m married but he works and is out the house 12hours a day 6 days a week and I’m home alone with my dog, you make me smile and I wish you lived close to me so we could be friends...anyway hope you are smiling now because I love you xx
Sweet baby!!! It hurts to see you cry. Cheer up! The amount of people that love and support you are way greater than the very critical people. Sending lots of love xx
I've made the comment in the past that part of Besame's appeal is the romance of old-fashioned products in retro packaging, and that does sometimes mean they don't always perform as well as more modern products. That being said, there's no such thing as one standard of perfection in cosmetics, everyone knows what works for them and what doesn't. I'm not entirely sure why that's getting you flack, if I'm honest.
It definitely hurts my heart to see you torn up about it, Darling. I wish I could help, you definitely don't deserve to be hopped on just for having your own views. Chin up, m'dear.
Much xoxo
+Extra Nancy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Forget the trolls and haters. It amazes me the things people take the time to actually type out and comment. Obviously we are all entitled to our thoughts and opinions but why so many people think that means respect and kindness get thrown out the window is just shocking. I just adore you!! You are real and genuine and adorable! Keep being the awesome human you are.
Rachel, you're beautiful and amazing! You have your own opinions and haters gonna hate. Keep doing you and being true to yourself. I watch you religiously so obviously I saw your review and though I personally adore Besame, I never once felt offended or thought that you seemed ungrateful or bratty. You're wonderful and I love you! Light some calming candles and sip some tea while you work on your project. It'll all be great! Can't wait for your fan meet-up! 💖💕
Girl, I bloody love you. You’re so genuine and honest and you have NO reason to be getting so anxious about it! At the end of the day it’s just a video on the internet, a tiny fish in a masssssive pond. Nobody (that matters) thinks any less of you for giving your honest opinion. Stay funny and stay weird (I know I will!!) We’ve all got ya back xxx
Those of us who started watching your videos from when you started UA-cam know just how much of a sweetheart you are. The more popular you get on the internet the more bad and negative people will find you and try to make you feel bad for being different and being yourself. Don't mind them. Guard your heart sweety from all the bad vibes. Many hugs :)
+Sungit Diaries ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I know this video was put out a long time ago, but I have only recently found you. I'm so sorry people made you feel this way. Some think they can say what they want because they are in front of you for you to be able to defend yourself. I love your content, and I'm so glad I found you xx
If you ever happen to read this comment, I want you to know that your an absolute amazing person. Just like you have your opinions other people have theirs and you can't please everyone. But tbh I also have a problem when people don't like me. Bugs my inner need to make everyone happy. But anyways I live for your videos so keep being you wonderful self. ❤
Arlene Armenta I hate it when people don’t like me 😅😂 and yet I will argue when I disagree and hate “yes” people.
You are loved by so many... my heart sends you lots of positive energy.. Keep ya head up - you are an awesome youtuber.. I know this is an older vid... but doing this gave you a soul that is missing in many tubers.. much love my virtual friend..
The behind the scenes with the Photoshop video idea sounds neat. And you seemed stressed in your last video more than anything, and kinda anxious. You usually seem more relaxed but like the review was something you knew was not gonna end well for you bc you have different makeup preferences than the brand was based around. Which is fair and fine, and you expressly mentioned you were trying to be honest but not hateful like 4-5 times and that other people could totally like the things you didn't.
Hun, don’t ever apologize for being human and having an off day or for being honest!
You even said in the video- there’s a niche that would love that stuff because of the vintage feel. You were simply giving a practical opinion about the products. Sure, those things are cool for what they are but I’m proud of you for not faking it and pushing a product against your better judgement. That’s the point of those types of videos. Not everyone is going to love each and every product or any at all. That’s how companies figure out what works and doesn’t work. That’s what those PR boxes are for.
But don’t apologize or get yourself all bummed out bc you were being authentic. People need to understand that being authentic is in fact disagreeing, having a bad day, etc.
You are awesome all the time no matter what! You can’t win em all and that’s ok!!!! If people are so quick to turn on you like that it shows their character, not yours.
I want to see you smile and have great days every day but I’d much rather it be real. So if you have an off day let us have it. At least you’re being real.
Just know you got a lot of friends who are here for you and support you 100%!
*hugs!*
Awwe *hugs you tightly*
I loved the review because it was a real honest review. Keep on keeping on girl! Love you soooooo much and all your lovely videos! ❤❤
Hiii Rachel!
First of all, I just wanted to say how much I enjoy your channel. I'm very new to the whole vintage stuff (style in general, actually haha) and your channel is informative, educative and very, very funny to watch. I relate a lot to you, not only in the things we like but in some personality aspects (that one about being bothered when people don''t like us is R-E-A-L). I think you show, at least for me, that people can have the vintage style and still enjoy so many other things, be so much more, that don't have to be labeled as "that girl who years old clothes".
We're not even from the same country (brazilian here) but it's so enjoyable watching you that even my -not that great- english stops me from it.
I believe we all do things we regret frequently, I know I do at least one before breakfast every day, but if there is ONE thing you should NOT regret for is to be honest. I don't actually get why people would bother you for this since the thing I read/listen more about youtube channels is: Why can't youtubers be more real/honest/no sold. Do not regret being honest when you had no intention whatsoever to be hurtful.
Man, that's a b-i-g comment! Well, I hope I was clear enough, I hope you're better now, that your project were delivered and everything is great again! Lots and lots of love all the way from the south america :D
+Lívia Lima Thank you so much my love, this means so much to me!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
This made me so sad! I thought i was making a comment yesterday that was constructive criticism because i was one of the people that thought you were “off”. I can see now i was wrong. I apologize if i hurt your feelings in anyway❤️ I love your channel. The editing is amazing and your style is freaking awesome! I hope you will end up making enough money from UA-cam so you can quit your day job. My daughter and niece are planning on driving to meet you at Disneyland in 2 weeks and we can’t wait! Don’t worry about being awkward because we’re awkward and we can be awkward together 😂
misty henneke awwe that is so sweet of you🌹
Girl. You were diplomatic and honest. I found your comment about price very refreshing. I love your channel and your authenticity is part of what makes it stand out. Much love.
Thank you so much my love ❤️
Frodo, you did a very good job at helping Mama feel better. (Even if she didn't know she needed it.)
awww sis. so many different points i want to respond to here. one is that... we can never fully know another person. some of us barely take the opportunity to really get to know ourselves. we all have to fill in the blanks of what we don’t know and make assumptions. it hurts when people are doing that and coming to a conclusion about us that feels incomplete or inaccurate. it hurts probably more when they come to an accurate conclusion that we hadn’t seen in ourselves, hadn’t been pointed out before. i appreciate your editing, sense of humor, creativity, and honesty. the people who watch that video and fill in all the blanks about you in a negative way can [verb] a(n) [adjective] [noun]. 😉
OMG don't cry I love You so much!
Plenty of other people have said similar comments already, so here's another one: I admire your strength and courage for having such a personal type of social media out in the world. Especially on the interwebs. The internet is notoriously a cruel world occasionally. Your review of the Besame products and video on it were FINE! If anything they voiced some of the concerns I had with a) shelling out the money b) making something involving makeup harder/more complex than a beginning might be able to do. I love Besame, I love their aesthetic, I love how they try to be historically correct/pay homage to makeup techniques. It's great, but its not meant for everyone, even if they enjoy the vintage fashion and lifestyle. Being honest on your video just means that I buy from them a little bit smarter, with better expectations.
and GURL, we all have "off" days or whatever. I didn't see that, I saw another facet of a complex human being on that video. And maybe you were having a bit of a down day, so what? All of this is to say, Hey, from one Rachel to another - keep doing what you love.
My cat is the same, she even notifies me when I'm about to have a fit. I have m.e so I get these weird sezuires and she's always up in my grill when I'm about to get sick. We adopted her from a shelter and have no idea where she learned it. She also tells you when it's bed time... 11:30 every night.
Pets are just weird.
I really love the cosplays she does that are posted on Instagram. All of them are so amazing and look really well put together. Even the outfits that are inspired by characters look really awesome too. I'm excited to see more of them from her!
+Sunshine Cakes Thank you so much my love! I love doing those so I'm glad you like them!! ❤️❤️❤️
Dear Rachel, I love your videos. And I think that the Besame review was absolutely ok. I´m really sad, that you are sad because of feedback on that video. I like honest opinion on cosmetic products. Especially when you get it for free. I don´t understand, that people on the Internet and even brands expect, that if you have something for free you must say just positive things about it and be super grateful. I know that you are grateful. Everyone is grateful when he gets something for free. But there is no rule, that you have to be just positive. It´s not a review, if you don´t say your opinion. It´s lie and pretence. And unfortunatelly lots of beauty youtubers do it. That´s why I like your review, beacause it was honest and "in your style". I like your humor and your expressions. So don´t be sad. I wish you all the best and can´t wait for another video.:)
+Elyonka M. Lasotová Thank you so so much my love❤️❤️❤️
I thought your Besame video was honest and I appreciated it! I have the same coloring as you so I thought it was also helpful. It's ok to not like certain products and review them. It is your opinion. Also, not wanting to spend money on certain things is your choice. I definitely did not think you seemed ungrateful, but it shows how great you are to go back and look at the video and feel bad and want to say thanks to Besame. I have bought quite a few Besame products and a big part of it is the aesthetic for sure. It's refreshing to watch your video and have you be your honest self rather than try to be someone else or try to be liked by others. You are genuine and I love that! Also, I love that you posted this video. It is such a good reminder that we all need to spend more time with the people and animals in our lives that really matter
Ohhhh no tears! I want to hug you! It's ok! All good!
+lisettesbeaute ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just want to say that i really liked how honest your review was. You pointed out parts of the product that make it special to some people but others would find a hinderance. I don't think you were ungrateful. Just because something is sent to you does not mean you have to love everything about it. Your are always entitled to your own opinion, likes and dislikes. I for one would like to thank you for the review you gave because it is one of the few that i have seen were i felt i was getting your real opinion and not just telling us to buy everything. You gave us pros and cons and left us to make our own opinions. Never let comment change how you see yourself. You are amazing :)
I know I’m a year late to the party, but having just seen your review video, I think it was honest and well rounded. Your allowed to have an opinion especially when a company sends you unsolicited products. They can’t expect a sugar coated review. I hope your well and happy these days, I’m enjoying catching up with all your videos. Keep up the good work xx
I felt you so much while watching this video and completely understand your thoughts and emotions.
Please make yourself aware that many people don't think before they comment on sth. Make yourself aware, that three people have ten different opinions on a topic. There is always a way to make something beautiful nasty, it's just the way you look at it. It's so important to find confident in yourself and what you wholeheartedly do, so you can "ignore" people who just don't understand and therefore don't matter.
Make yourself aware that you are a wonderful, sensitive und thoughtful human being. Often it's not helpful to compare oneself with others, but in this case it is. See your own beauty and be confident about it.
You did nothing wrong. You don't need to apologize for anything. You can't please everyone and that's totally fine, some peeps simply can't be pleased.
I am so glad I found a gem like you.
Feel hugged. I wish I would live in the U.S. to meet you.
+Lulz Gibberish Very very true! Thank you so much lovely ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Y'all need to stop attacking her. You got bigger gurus being sent shit and hating it like I will call out names like Manny and Jeffree and Patrick, Jacklyn, Tati. Like it's an honest review, she doesn't have to be over the moon about it. Leave her alone just because she's a smaller channel.
Love you and all your videos Rachel, I like that your real and your not afraid to speak your mind, keep doing what your doing, everyone has different opinions but this is your channel where we come and watch to see your opinions! Much love :) I'll be here supporting you even if I don't agree with every single thing!!!
Two videos in one week? Yayy!!
+BeautywithMichelle Heehee😊😊😊😊
The way I see it is it all comes down to the fact that you are a person-not a robot-and you’re allowed to show real emotion and feel your own opinions and I don’t think that’s something people should be giving you flak for. Personally, I really enjoy seeing youtubers (especially when they’ve been sent a PR box) give an entirely honest review of the products; I think it shows that they’re a trustworthy and reputable source of information and it does make me more likely to subscribe to their channels. Besame as a company is a very niche market for very specific customers and I liked how you went about your review and your explanation of the difficulties in using vintage reproduction stuff. Yeah, it’s gorgeous and very satisfying to look at, but not really practical and really only accessible to people who have a real wanting and budget for that sort of lifestyle and luxury.
Overall, I think your FREAKING AWESOME and always love your videos and can’t wait to see what else you put out into the world 😁😊
So don’t let the muggles get ya down and keep moving forward 💛💛
I love your videos and you have a right to review items your sent. You did a great job. I thought it was great and you make me laugh.
Bewilders me how somebody could be so rude to you over a minor matter and make you actually cry! You're so precious and honest and whoever knows you can surely tell exactly what you meant by your honest review. I love you, sweetest chick on the internets.
I guess there's always going to be the issue of a person possibly seeming ungrateful but honest vs being grateful to the point of pandering. I personally didn't think that it seemed that ungrateful a video, but I am also aware that I watch other UA-camrs that are quite weary about sponsors because some of their audience thinks they only review it well because they're paid or the stuff they were given to review is free. And because Besame is like a small cult brand (if that makes sense), if a person is going searching for it, they are probably more inclined to like it and therefore see the video as negative. But one small setback is just a useful lesson going forward, as shitty as it feels at the moment. Please make sure to take care of yourself and make sure you have a good break after your project is done. I look forward to your next videos and cosplays, and hope this doesn't put you off from being your fun, sassy self :)
Jordyn C : 💞 Beautifully said.
You are a super cute, funny, honest person. You should never apologize for telling your honest opinion. I just found your channel and have been watching all your old videos and i love them. Keep on being yourself and never apologize for being yourself.
+Lissa Grantham Thank you so so much sweetness ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I must have watched the video way early cause I didn’t see any negative comments. I love your videos and I didn’t notice anything off about your last video. I really appreciate honesty and since I’d seen your other make up videos I knew where you were coming from. Keep doing you and screw all the haters. I don’t even wear make up and I’m front and center for your make up videos. 😂
You're a beautiful soul, Rachel. You're a real person who is allowed to have your "on" and "off" days, which are just regular days let's be real here. Your regular followers all believe in you and love you and your videos because of your honesty, passion, dedication, ballsyness, and goofiness too!
I'm so excited for more cosplay videos!! You say you don't know what you're doing, but your end results are incredible!
xo
*a year later*
Follows dream of being a full-time UA-camr
Rachel, ooooh my girl... YOU'RE FABULOUS AND YOU'RE BIGGER THAN YOUR UA-cam . You're totally justified in how you feel about a product and could only be honest coming from your own perspective. You are part of Besame's target audience, and honesty helps brands. People might be way more emotional about it than they are at all justified. I watched the video when it was posted and loved it because I am not a big makeup girl and your perspective helps me understand the products. People who want to be offended will find something to be offended by. You are grateful and I could tell. You showed it in your reaction to how much the products are worth and how humbled you were to get them in the first place. You DID express gratefulness, just differently. Love you girl, YOU DA BEST!!!
+Katherine Hamar Thank you so so much my love ❤️❤️❤️