My best friend of 13 year's battled drug addiction for year's, opioids controlled every aspect of her life and eventually in the final two month's of her life...heroin came into the picture. She battled her demons for year's and it kills me to say that on May 29, 2020...she lost the fight at age 24. Her mom found her in the bathroom with the needle still in her arm. I tried so hard to get her help and into rehab and she just never wanted it, she pushed anyone away who mentioned rehab...she just didn't want anything to do with it. Even though she didn't want help...I still feel like I could've tried harder. Almost 7 month's later, reality has set in. First Christmas in 13 year's without her...I still feel a tremendous amount of guilt for not trying harder. Her mom hates me for not trying harder to help her daughter...even though I tried. She never wanted help. I'm lost without my best friend and some day's I just want to be with her again. This song really hits close to home.
I'm really really sorry - life can be so complicated and drugs to me are the scourge of the earth. There is not a soul that they don't touch in some way. The pain is massive. I know.
I actually started writing this up a few months ago as I was annoyed I couldn’t find the lyrics online. Found this today trying to make sure I had the screaming section right. (Verse 1): I scream into the void Embrace the night To keep from falling I stare into the light To blind myself From what went wrong and I hear you calling (Pre-chorus): Your essence still remains... (Chorus): I can’t deny The way The pain Escaped my sight And I Was wrong, but had no right I never meant to watch you die I wish I knew what you’d been through I wish I came around for you I wish I would have made this right So you could still be here tonight (Verse 2): I carry this by choice I could have tethered you to something This guilt divides my soul And in between, I’m left with nothing I hear you calling (Pre-chorus) (Chorus) I cannot take this I’m a shell of myself through my empathy I let go, to survive my own sympathy Let go of me I’m just rotting away with the thought of your memories Take it, take it back Just take it, take it back (Chorus)
Напишу на русском, так как, скорее всего, не смогу просто подобрать нужных слов на английском. Как начинающий писатель, который черпает вдохновение из песен, я нахожу эту просто... Божественной. Может, я не целиком понимаю посыл, может - не так интерпретирую некоторые слова, но, черт возьми, именно она уже несколько лет позволяет мне придумывать десятки разных сюжетов, ситуаций и тому подобного... Ну а ещё, она просто чертовски шикарно заучит. Часть с 3:10 моя любимая) Thank you very much for this song ❤️
The lyrics musicianship everything works so well...one of the very vocals where you can hear every word
Love it. The Waylon I Love
God damn right!!!!! Good gravy
Well aren't you awesome!
My best friend of 13 year's battled drug addiction for year's, opioids controlled every aspect of her life and eventually in the final two month's of her life...heroin came into the picture. She battled her demons for year's and it kills me to say that on May 29, 2020...she lost the fight at age 24. Her mom found her in the bathroom with the needle still in her arm.
I tried so hard to get her help and into rehab and she just never wanted it, she pushed anyone away who mentioned rehab...she just didn't want anything to do with it. Even though she didn't want help...I still feel like I could've tried harder.
Almost 7 month's later, reality has set in. First Christmas in 13 year's without her...I still feel a tremendous amount of guilt for not trying harder. Her mom hates me for not trying harder to help her daughter...even though I tried. She never wanted help. I'm lost without my best friend and some day's I just want to be with her again.
This song really hits close to home.
I'm really really sorry - life can be so complicated and drugs to me are the scourge of the earth. There is not a soul that they don't touch in some way. The pain is massive. I know.
Big things on the Horizon I'm positive on it.
Any way you could paste the lyrics in the description?
This is literally the only place that I could find these lyrics. 😂
Nice suggestion - I will add to my to do list. Thank you.
which tune? all of them? LOL
I actually started writing this up a few months ago as I was annoyed I couldn’t find the lyrics online. Found this today trying to make sure I had the screaming section right.
(Verse 1):
I scream into the void
Embrace the night
To keep from falling
I stare into the light
To blind myself
From what went wrong and
I hear you calling
(Pre-chorus):
Your essence still remains...
(Chorus):
I can’t deny
The way
The pain
Escaped my sight
And I
Was wrong, but had no right
I never meant to watch you die
I wish
I knew what you’d been through
I wish
I came around for you
I wish
I would have made this right
So you could still be here tonight
(Verse 2):
I carry this by choice
I could have tethered you to something
This guilt divides my soul
And in between, I’m left with nothing
I hear you calling
(Pre-chorus)
(Chorus)
I cannot take this
I’m a shell of myself through my empathy
I let go, to survive my own sympathy
Let go of me
I’m just rotting away with the thought of your memories
Take it, take it back
Just take it, take it back
(Chorus)
Submitted online a few places as well, but pending review.
@@Krahnin thanks! 👍
Напишу на русском, так как, скорее всего, не смогу просто подобрать нужных слов на английском. Как начинающий писатель, который черпает вдохновение из песен, я нахожу эту просто... Божественной. Может, я не целиком понимаю посыл, может - не так интерпретирую некоторые слова, но, черт возьми, именно она уже несколько лет позволяет мне придумывать десятки разных сюжетов, ситуаций и тому подобного...
Ну а ещё, она просто чертовски шикарно заучит. Часть с 3:10 моя любимая)
Thank you very much for this song ❤️
I wish I could read this - google didn't help me! Thank you so much! Peace and love!