Noones ever said im useless directly, but one of my friends did say since i cant comfort my friends i shouldn't be comforted either. That was when i was around nine years old too. In my view, this is a way of calling someone useless. It's fine if you do not agree. (By the way, i don't understand emotions good, so it is sometimes hard to know what to do when a person is sad.)
hey , it's fine not knowing how to comfort someone. We are not perfect , so it's ok to be weak in comforting. Everyone including you deserves comforts , how dare they say such things.
TW: Bad items and talking about mental health , and other touchy subjects I got diagnosed with severe depression, general anxiety , and ptsd . It’s hard to explain what my anxiety feels like , it’s almost like having a friend who always judges and makes you anxious whenever you do or say anything :,). But the thing is my thoughts and intrusive thoughts are obsessive, they never stop , it’s like a endless cycle . I’m always so worried about others and I barely take care of myself because I’m busy panicking about everything , I love helping people so much but some times the stress is so bad that I wanna just cry and scream . I wish that my anxiety wasn’t such a pain :,), if so I could actually help people more . On top of that I get startled easily, it might be because of my anxiety or ptsd with yelling or very loud voices , like if someone fell on the ground not thunder or lighting , but I don’t know . I’m clingy and always anxious around everyone and that’s what makes me hate myself . I feel useless , almost empty like . I have so many people who love me and amazing supporting friends but I feel empty , almost like sometimes there not real, or sometimes like they really just hate me . It’s easy for me to make friends but hard for me to leave them if there bad . My parents fought about money and there was a lot of alcohol and drugs / cigarettes in my life ever sense I was born . Leading me to have ptsd with those items as well , not as bad but just brings back old memories if I look at that stuff to long . I also just got out of a toxic friendship and that really took a big SLAP on my mental health-, I mean I’m taking pills for my anxiety and intrusive thoughts, there working but I’ve already tried to overdose before , on Advil and Tylenol, the most I’ve pills I’ve taken is probably 8 anxiety pills when I was soposed to take 4. OKAY BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE IM GOING INTO HS,if that’s even considered good -, LMAO IDK-. But I just wanted to say you all are amazing and to please take care of yourself!:) I’ve never vented online , I’ve only helped many other people and I love doing it , but I just needed to get my thoughts out . :)
from ''almost like sometimes there not real'' i feel that too but i know how to keep it away i just talk to somebody about that if you have no one to talk to you talk to yourself :') -Hell
No matter what, helped someone or not, people will help you aswell, that amount of people you helped might return back to you, I wish you the best, please don't kill yourself nor do anything bad, others have concern for you
Hey, how are you doing now, two years later? I hope youre doing better... and i feel like from what you wrote here, you are a really nice and considerate person and friend and i also relate to some stuff about friends you wrote, and on that topic, just know that "people come and go", letting go of people can be hard (im also loosing friends rn) but take it as there will be better people that will come to your life eventually. If you want, you can always reach out to me or someone:) Hope youre doing well
@@Pinkberry7 haha i totally forgot i posted this , im doing great . i’m a senior in highscool now and my life is much better , thanks so much for asking .
i have the same things and its right your description, i dont have ptsd too, but i recommend you aislate in the internet to practice social habilities, i know the horrible that it feels being in the street with that feeling
Hello there! I'm you're new parent please vent to me if needed dinner is at 6:00! Bedtime is whenever needed, for privacy close you're door also slam it so i know okay? Punching bags will be placed in each room to let out anger! Stuffed animals will be in you're room as well, Comfort pets will be there too! EDIT:oh my! So many children!! *Sending all the virtual love you deserve ❤️💗❤️* EDIT: MY BABIES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
This helped me cry over my cats being taken away from me. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. This song has helped me vibe and cry at the same time. Whenever I hear the word cat, I just think of them. This song helps me calm myself. Thank you for making this.
I have so much homework to do, my copy is incomplete and submission is tomorrow. Today, as always i was sitting all alone, no one talked to me instead of just asking for notes... Teacher again complimented her....the perfect girl....i feel like I'm replaced....she is better in everything, she is pretty, gentle, intelligent and charming, she is the new girl who is a superpower girl.....sooooo perfect. She got a 97 and i? A 77...i studied hard but maybe I'm just too dumb, ugly, isolated, miserable, messed up, messed up, messed up, messed up
you are not dumb! you really tried your best, it must be very hard to bear all this. I hope you are better 🤍🤍 I'm sorry if my english is bad, it's not my native language 🙃♡
@@cuscuzdemilho thanks for that! It was a few months ago, I'm alright now, I'm scoring better, actually the performance is impressive and I've an upcoming exam...
Vent lol: . . . . . . . This is a song I would play when my parents are fighting. I wish they would stop. My mother starts fight about stupid things but my father yells and says mean things that makes it worse. Them fighting has an effect on me too. I wish I could do something to help them. I want them to be happy. They don’t think about their children’s mental health. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be my moms therapist everytime she cries after a fight. I want to be the one crying to her. But I don’t want her saying that “your overreacting” again..
I feel like this is what is use to draw my main oc in their own head slowly drowning themself in self doubt and loathing while sitting there with a character I secretly drew for the guy I loved. He never acknowledged my existence so I guess I should incorporate that somehow at the end I’d have my character gasp for air as the other character leaves looking unimpressed and disappointed. The character would be lying in their bed and an image would flash of them grabbing their throat as every hateful remark that was said to them flashes back. I’d end it with an image of them floating face down in a pool and the inner them hanging by a seemingly endless noose
this song hits when you are the youngest sibling in the family and everyone hates you and you have no right to speak up in the family only of they force you to +always gets told that you arent good at anything
@@asmaazizq omg yes or when they dont care about your interests but make you do things they force you into and overwork you with it . It's really no fun at this point since I feel like no one is counting on me but instead support the older siblings with all their hearts
same but ur the oldest girl so you're the third parent (only one lmao) Dude i'm so sorry that we can relate-- hope you're doing better a year later? *virtual hugs*
It connects me to my childhood. As a child, I was a harmful and evil child, now I have become more kind (but at the same time I am angry). I was never told that I was useless and worthless, but for the actions I did as a child, I consider myself useless and worthless.
Vent just scroll by: So im very tired of life but i dont have the guts to commit die but my friend almost did he was super tired of life and his home life was absolute garbage im very worried for his mental health but im thinking of texting that suicide hotline but im not sure about it anyways i am very sensitive and a emotional mess because both my mom and dad are drug addicts and me and my sisters were adopted but i was the only one besides my older sister that never emotionally recovered and shocker we both have depression but to avoid a hour lecture im going to end it here. Have a hug you need it.
Hehe vent time! :,D . . . . . So, I’ve always felt like my vrchat/irl friends never really liked me so I just.. kinda seem like the happy go lucky friend that people seem to like. But me being my overthinking self, I think otherwise, which causes me to do all nighters like once a week (I did an all nighter today btw-) and I just feel like crying while I type this so imma just listen to music that makes me cry while playing vrchat :)
I feel like my parents don’t love me. My brother makes fun of my chest for being small. My mother is nice. Not that rude. My father on the other hand.. he says I’m going backwards in life and is rude and just throws things at me and laughs at me and I hate it
Vent . . . * Whenever im standing on the balcony on a cold night I always listen to this song and stare into distance while considering if I should jump, im just so sick of it all why am i different than the others, why can't i do the basic things everyone knows how to do, why am i not smart, why am i so dumb that i get manipulated and abused for years by my own friend why do I get shamed by the teacher? I thiught they were supposed to help me but they shame me for my stupidness so do my classmates, im sick of having to go home everytime thinking that this is it im going to die today I feel so bad when my school found out about me doing sh..i feel so guilty for doing something so horrible to myself I feel bad for the attempts ive done and failed
my mom just yelled at me like 4 days ago made me cry and she said ill cry if i get a job and lied to my dad saying she didnt say that just make fun of me how big i am that im slow called me a wale in my cosplay so i dont put it on anymore i have two cosplay wont put on it her fault im not that big as well there lot of other things she did called me dumb when im a bit slower then others she said it isnt bullying its helping me her trying to help me
Sometime I come back here to remind myself whenever my parents are being fake. Yes father, I will take the $20 to keep shut to mom, she won't do anything about it anyway. I'll forget about all the insults.
Hits hard and a little close to home. Ima just say I have a dysfunctional family, undiagnosed ADHD and OCD and severe social anxiety and emotional neglect, Oldest sister things ig. I never knew I hated summer so much and how I preferred school over home. How my own childhood I couldn’t remember much of, only past 10 and 11. I just hate the fact that I know my brain is dealing with trauma and my escape is the arts like drawing, writing, and music but even then my parents are thinking of taking them away in case my younger siblings wanna use the same tactics since I “spent too much time with them”
Vent So me and my family argue alot my siblings treat me like crap always making fun of me saying how I'm over dramatic and saying how I'm. A crybaby cause I can't control how much times I cry in a day I can't handle it anymore
I failed this year and had to go to summer school. My mother didn't hesitate to tell me she's ashamed I'm her daughter. Now? She's lying to make me the bad guy so my father let's her yell at me, and all I get are threats about how I dare to do jobs wrong.. when she's never bothered to teach me how to do them. 👌
I'm so sorry that this happened to you, don't listen to them. Your trying your best and that's enough. If she is ashamed of you, then be ashamed of her as well. Fuck her :/ no one needs a mother like her
I like this song I think this kinda stuff about myself especially around 2 years ago My old friend made me feel so boring and useless, and then she kicked me out of the group 2 years later, I feel slightly better but I still feel like I’m not allowed to express my feelings or interests because of her If she found out about my obsession with Splatoon and weather stuff she’d probably make fun of me lol She did some bad things like sitting on my face when I said no to monopoly, or pushed me under the water when I was floating around (I can’t swim, but I can float on my back) and then her wanting to damage my book that I lent to my friend I’m terrified of her still lol I feel guilty for with some things I do because it feels like it doesn’t fit the me that others see me as School is so noisy and busy and it stresses me out, especially during 2nd period french. Today, I scratched my arm so much because of it, I had nothing to calm myself down or to fidget with so I scratched my arm until it was really red. I don’t think I’m a good child. Although it gives me good writing material, I don’t wish for this to happen to my worst enemy. (Which is her lmao) I still consider myself a useless child or a ghost or an alien compared to most people, but I have close friends who care for me. Sorry for rambling on and on. Anyway, this version of this song helped me sleep last night, so thank you.
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko (lala-lalalalalala... (lala-lalalalalalalalala la-lala-lala...) ...lalala benkyo mo undo mo hanashi mo dekinai binbo de noroma de kitanai ko jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita yodare ni hanakuso fuke kuso shouben baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi-mushi oide yo mamotte ageru yo issho issho watashi to issho lalala lullaby oyasumi nemuru yo na kokochi de duetto shiyou shiyou watashi to shiyou yo samishii ko ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kanashii kanashii dekisokonai kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko watashi ga tasukete shinzemashou (lalalala-lalalalalalalalala...) (lalalala-lalalalalalalalalala...) ...lalala kaijuu yuurei toumei ningen kabin ni shibin de fu-toukou kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi himei no bouyomi kikimashou sore demo tsukihi wa tsuredzure hatsu hatsu otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko mou teokure chieokure kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo lalala lullaby oyasumi nemuru yo na kokochi de watashi to odoro odoro zuutto odoro yo samishii ko ko......ko ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko watashi ga isshou mamoru kara sore demo ano ko wa tsurenai ko watashi no moto kara tobitatta shiranai aida ni kizu-darake sore demo sono mama tabidatta ko ko......ko ko watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko daremo tasukete kuremasen watashi samishii samishii samishii ko samishii ano ko wa mou imasen watashi samishii samishii samishii ko moshimo jikan o modosetara... (Ah) lala-lalalalalala... lala-lalalalalalalalala... lala-lalalalalala... lala-lalalalalalalalala la-lala-lala-lala...
I love how my teachers put my grade as a F even thought everything I answered was correct and them putting docs there supposed to answer as my homework plus trying to get my father to make cp for them I fucking hate my life i hope i die one day
They are always except better from me. I need to be successful always or I'm being useless child. What about him? Why my brother isn't useless one? He doesn't do a f**k (srry for bad language) at house. I'm tidying up the house everyday and they are just saying: "you didn't tide up good/enough" all I need is just a simple "thank you." That's not that hard.
If anyone read this. I wanna break the cycle. I did a promise to a friend. I can't kms until I did beat FNAF TJOC. I suck at tjoc. I hope I finish it soon. The same friend did say that he start to hate me. I hope I end TJOC soon. So I can end another thing too. I wanna stop hurting my friends. I wanna stop making peoples I know suffer by my fault. If 1 of my friend read this. Don't tell anyone. I just wanna stop hurting peoples. It is all my fault. Alway.
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko (lala-lalalalalala... (lala-lalalalalalalalala la-lala-lala...) ...lalala benkyo mo undo mo hanashi mo dekinai binbo de noroma de kitanai ko jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita yodare ni hanakuso fuke kuso shouben baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi-mushi oide yo mamotte ageru yo issho issho watashi to issho lalala lullaby oyasumi nemuru yo na kokochi de duetto shiyou shiyou watashi to shiyou yo samishii ko ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kanashii kanashii dekisokonai kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko watashi ga tasukete shinzemashou (lalalala-lalalalalalalalala...) (lalalala-lalalalalalalalalala...) ...lalala kaijuu yuurei toumei ningen kabin ni shibin de fu-toukou kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi himei no bouyomi kikimashou sore demo tsukihi wa tsuredzure hatsu hatsu otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko mou teokure chieokure kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo lalala lullaby oyasumi nemuru yo na kokochi de watashi to odoro odoro zuutto odoro yo samishii ko ko......ko ko kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko watashi ga isshou mamoru kara sore demo ano ko wa tsurenai ko watashi no moto kara tobitatta shiranai aida ni kizu-darake sore demo sono mama tabidatta ko ko......ko ko watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko daremo tasukete kuremasen watashi samishii samishii samishii ko samishii ano ko wa mou imasen watashi samishii samishii samishii ko moshimo jikan o modosetara... (Ah) lala-lalalalalala... lala-lalalalalalalalala... lala-lalalalalala... lala-lalalalalalalalala la-lala-lala-lala...
Y'all need a hug
yeah.
I am in need of affection.
Yes please. I need more affectionnnnn. I don't wanna be affection starved anymore... 🥲
I agree,
Yeah but no thanks unless youre my big sister or a fictional character
The fact that everything about this, the music, the image, the pichted down music, everything about it just makes it and describes my mood right now
Aw.. I hope things get better for you
When I hear this song, I always think about my childhood
Same.
Lol same
Yup me too
Same.
I’m so sorry, I hope Its better now < 3
feels calming and safe listening to this,reminds me of me now useless and unmotivated :]
Your not useless, do you need to talk?
Umm??? Ur certainly not useless 🤨who told u that I'll box em
Do you need help? Anybody to talk to? Are you okay? 😦
3:07
my favorite part :D
me too
S a m e e e e
Noones ever said im useless directly, but one of my friends did say since i cant comfort my friends i shouldn't be comforted either. That was when i was around nine years old too.
In my view, this is a way of calling someone useless. It's fine if you do not agree.
(By the way, i don't understand emotions good, so it is sometimes hard to know what to do when a person is sad.)
*virtual hug*
hey , it's fine not knowing how to comfort someone. We are not perfect , so it's ok to be weak in comforting. Everyone including you deserves comforts , how dare they say such things.
i come back everytime i feel like ending it and your comment has saved my life tbh thank you.
We're here for you Hun ❤️ You are amazing and you are doing great on holding on. You are so strong, everything will get better I promise💖😩
@@naoe.4207 thank you so much
Please don’t do it. I know we don’t know eachother but I care about you. If you need to talk I’m here, okay?
TW: Bad items and talking about mental health , and other touchy subjects
I got diagnosed with severe depression, general anxiety , and ptsd . It’s hard to explain what my anxiety feels like , it’s almost like having a friend who always judges and makes you anxious whenever you do or say anything :,). But the thing is my thoughts and intrusive thoughts are obsessive, they never stop , it’s like a endless cycle . I’m always so worried about others and I barely take care of myself because I’m busy panicking about everything , I love helping people so much but some times the stress is so bad that I wanna just cry and scream . I wish that my anxiety wasn’t such a pain :,), if so I could actually help people more . On top of that I get startled easily, it might be because of my anxiety or ptsd with yelling or very loud voices , like if someone fell on the ground not thunder or lighting , but I don’t know . I’m clingy and always anxious around everyone and that’s what makes me hate myself . I feel useless , almost empty like . I have so many people who love me and amazing supporting friends but I feel empty , almost like sometimes there not real, or sometimes like they really just hate me .
It’s easy for me to make friends but hard for me to leave them if there bad . My parents fought about money and there was a lot of alcohol and drugs / cigarettes in my life ever sense I was born . Leading me to have ptsd with those items as well , not as bad but just brings back old memories if I look at that stuff to long . I also just got out of a toxic friendship and that really took a big SLAP on my mental health-, I mean I’m taking pills for my anxiety and intrusive thoughts, there working but I’ve already tried to overdose before , on Advil and Tylenol, the most I’ve pills I’ve taken is probably 8 anxiety pills when I was soposed to take 4. OKAY BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE IM GOING INTO HS,if that’s even considered good -, LMAO IDK-. But I just wanted to say you all are amazing and to please take care of yourself!:)
I’ve never vented online , I’ve only helped many other people and I love doing it , but I just needed to get my thoughts out . :)
from ''almost like sometimes there not real'' i feel that too but i know how to keep it away i just talk to somebody about that if you have no one to talk to you talk to yourself :')
-Hell
No matter what, helped someone or not, people will help you aswell, that amount of people you helped might return back to you, I wish you the best, please don't kill yourself nor do anything bad, others have concern for you
Hey, how are you doing now, two years later? I hope youre doing better... and i feel like from what you wrote here, you are a really nice and considerate person and friend and i also relate to some stuff about friends you wrote, and on that topic, just know that "people come and go", letting go of people can be hard (im also loosing friends rn) but take it as there will be better people that will come to your life eventually. If you want, you can always reach out to me or someone:) Hope youre doing well
@@Pinkberry7 haha i totally forgot i posted this , im doing great . i’m a senior in highscool now and my life is much better , thanks so much for asking .
i have the same things and its right your description, i dont have ptsd too, but i recommend you aislate in the internet to practice social habilities, i know the horrible that it feels being in the street with that feeling
Hello there! I'm you're new parent please vent to me if needed dinner is at 6:00! Bedtime is whenever needed, for privacy close you're door also slam it so i know okay? Punching bags will be placed in each room to let out anger! Stuffed animals will be in you're room as well, Comfort pets will be there too!
EDIT:oh my! So many children!! *Sending all the virtual love you deserve ❤️💗❤️*
EDIT: MY BABIES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Do I get bubble tea ? 🧋 :O
Why did I started crying when I read this?
@@aiden-kun240 I know right.
damn i wanna live with yall :'(
*I’m crying- my mom would never do this for me, the only thing i can do is go to my friend house-*
na na nanananana . . . . . . . . .....................................................................
This helped me cry over my cats being taken away from me. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. This song has helped me vibe and cry at the same time. Whenever I hear the word cat, I just think of them. This song helps me calm myself. Thank you for making this.
I've never been able to express how I feel. This song does it for me
I have so much homework to do, my copy is incomplete and submission is tomorrow. Today, as always i was sitting all alone, no one talked to me instead of just asking for notes... Teacher again complimented her....the perfect girl....i feel like I'm replaced....she is better in everything, she is pretty, gentle, intelligent and charming, she is the new girl who is a superpower girl.....sooooo perfect. She got a 97 and i? A 77...i studied hard but maybe I'm just too dumb, ugly, isolated, miserable, messed up, messed up, messed up, messed up
No one liked my comment 🥺🥺 :(
you are not dumb! you really tried your best, it must be very hard to bear all this. I hope you are better 🤍🤍
I'm sorry if my english is bad, it's not my native language 🙃♡
@@cuscuzdemilho thanks for that! It was a few months ago, I'm alright now, I'm scoring better, actually the performance is impressive and I've an upcoming exam...
@@L_Lawliet29 I'm glad to know, a big hug for you! :)♡
@@cuscuzdemilho :) hope you're doing well
Vent lol:
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This is a song I would play when my parents are fighting. I wish they would stop. My mother starts fight about stupid things but my father yells and says mean things that makes it worse. Them fighting has an effect on me too. I wish I could do something to help them. I want them to be happy. They don’t think about their children’s mental health. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be my moms therapist everytime she cries after a fight. I want to be the one crying to her. But I don’t want her saying that “your overreacting” again..
I'm sorry about that :-(
I feel the same about my dad and his gf.
I know how you feel... And I hope things get better for you. We are in this together!
Wait we all are living the same life?
_hugs_
I feel like this is what is use to draw my main oc in their own head slowly drowning themself in self doubt and loathing while sitting there with a character I secretly drew for the guy I loved. He never acknowledged my existence so I guess I should incorporate that somehow at the end I’d have my character gasp for air as the other character leaves looking unimpressed and disappointed. The character would be lying in their bed and an image would flash of them grabbing their throat as every hateful remark that was said to them flashes back. I’d end it with an image of them floating face down in a pool and the inner them hanging by a seemingly endless noose
Is that too dark?
@@___.______.______.______._____ yes it is, you good? Need a hug or something?
woah.
this song hits when you are the youngest sibling in the family and everyone hates you and you have no right to speak up in the family only of they force you to +always gets told that you arent good at anything
hey, do you want to be friends? I’m the oldest sibling in my family so if no one treats you right I can somewhat be like an online older sibling, haha
@@belalalaxo AAHH YES !!! that's so sweet of you omg
@@asmaazizq omg yes or when they dont care about your interests but make you do things they force you into and overwork you with it . It's really no fun at this point since I feel like no one is counting on me but instead support the older siblings with all their hearts
Haha yeah :/
same but ur the oldest girl so you're the third parent (only one lmao) Dude i'm so sorry that we can relate-- hope you're doing better a year later? *virtual hugs*
This one ❤️🥺
It connects me to my childhood. As a child, I was a harmful and evil child, now I have become more kind (but at the same time I am angry). I was never told that I was useless and worthless, but for the actions I did as a child, I consider myself useless and worthless.
Whenever I made someone mad, i always get mad at myself for being nothing and useless, I wish I can make my parents happy.
I need a 1 hour version of this my soul is too tired to replay it
loop button in the corner crying
@@Espressooverload shh I didn't know how to do that back then😭
@@Editor_zephyr damn im sorry for you 😭
I love this.
This song reminds me of sayori for some reason
i would say it reminds me more of natsuki because of her daddy issues too
I'm in my small and dark ass closet listening to this song hoping my mom never comes home again
I’m so sorry, I really hope you’re doing better. Sending best wishes from a stranger on the internet.
@@razzberri1443 thank you it means a lot to know some one out there cares
@@DeadasfonaThu oh of course! sending all the care in the world your way
This kinda made me sad a bit
@@DeadasfonaThu I hope your ok
this feels like coming home and drowning ur head in the bathtub to wash away the bitterness
Gotta love whenever my parents would compare my childhood to theirs so much to the point where I feel like a useless, ungrateful bitch ♥️
I’m the useless child.
We're both the same
i relate every line of this song
I love this 💙
The creator: y’all need a hug
Me: nah I’m good *loops the video*
Her voice is so calming
i have a good life , it just i feel so useless and ignored sometimes , my family makes it so obvious , do they love me as much as they say ??
Relatable.
They probably don't but once u get out of that house you'll be free to do whatever u want whenever u want
i'm so tired and i'm so close to giving up and just letting my grades fall LMAOO
Take your time Hun, just remember that people loves you and we're here for you. Don't end your life you amazing bitch💖💖
@@naoe.4207 thank you
hey, so am I! though it doesnt stop me from trying. ily.
I gave up along time ago 😅
Why is this me- but all jokes aside if you need to talk I’m here
i feel kinda safe watching this lol, speaking of that my parents always call me lazy or not caring :
i have a entire notepad with slurs of my mom ;-;
can't school be forever? i want to be there forever with my friends. i wish,
I needed this
This is the actual song that made my day better after getting mentally and physically abused :)
❤This song brings joy to my heart because its relateable❤
POV my mind after I get anything under a 95 of a test
no fr
my mom when i dont say hello after a milisecond after enter the house:
Vent just scroll by:
So im very tired of life but i dont have the guts to commit die but my friend almost did he was super tired of life and his home life was absolute garbage im very worried for his mental health but im thinking of texting that suicide hotline but im not sure about it anyways i am very sensitive and a emotional mess because both my mom and dad are drug addicts and me and my sisters were adopted but i was the only one besides my older sister that never emotionally recovered and shocker we both have depression but to avoid a hour lecture im going to end it here.
Have a hug you need it.
This song hits different when your parents view you as the stupid one outta your siblings
0 dislikes as it should be
I thought that I wouldn't be listening to this song again but here I am after 10 months 😕
the woman in the icon is yuuna kobe from happy sugar life!
If you set the custom speed to 0.85 or 0.9 it sounds super calming
Listening to this while my parents argue downstairs
I feel sorry for you(
Hehe vent time! :,D
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So, I’ve always felt like my vrchat/irl friends never really liked me so I just.. kinda seem like the happy go lucky friend that people seem to like. But me being my overthinking self, I think otherwise, which causes me to do all nighters like once a week (I did an all nighter today btw-) and I just feel like crying while I type this so imma just listen to music that makes me cry while playing vrchat :)
I always put this on when I go inside my room and stop faking my personality. I start crying and realizing I’ll never get a average, happy life.
idk why I like this, but I feel like I am useless so I like the song.
I feel like my parents don’t love me. My brother makes fun of my chest for being small. My mother is nice. Not that rude. My father on the other hand.. he says I’m going backwards in life and is rude and just throws things at me and laughs at me and I hate it
I know it’s 3 years ago but I hope your alright now
I love this song so much
Sitting in my closeted listening to this non stop thinking about being raised on the internet
This comment section is the most relatable thing i have read
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* Whenever im standing on the balcony on a cold night I always listen to this song and stare into distance while considering if I should jump, im just so sick of it all why am i different than the others, why can't i do the basic things everyone knows how to do, why am i not smart, why am i so dumb that i get manipulated and abused for years by my own friend why do I get shamed by the teacher? I thiught they were supposed to help me but they shame me for my stupidness so do my classmates, im sick of having to go home everytime thinking that this is it im going to die today
I feel so bad when my school found out about me doing sh..i feel so guilty for doing something so horrible to myself
I feel bad for the attempts ive done and failed
I have a feeling in my gut that these thoughts will take me over one day and I'll finally be in peace
At this point i dont care if my grades fall, I don't care what happens to me, I dont care anymore its useless im weak.
my mom just yelled at me like 4 days ago made me cry and she said ill cry if i get a job and lied to my dad saying she didnt say that just make fun of me how big i am that im slow
called me a wale in my cosplay so i dont put it on anymore i have two cosplay wont put on it her fault im not that big as well there lot of other things she did called me dumb when im a bit slower then others
she said it isnt bullying its helping me her trying to help me
Is it me or does it make me feel edgy in a good way?
This makes me feel like a villain with a sad backstory
Sometime I come back here to remind myself whenever my parents are being fake. Yes father, I will take the $20 to keep shut to mom, she won't do anything about it anyway. I'll forget about all the insults.
Kind of wished my mom loved me more
Hits hard and a little close to home. Ima just say I have a dysfunctional family, undiagnosed ADHD and OCD and severe social anxiety and emotional neglect, Oldest sister things ig. I never knew I hated summer so much and how I preferred school over home. How my own childhood I couldn’t remember much of, only past 10 and 11. I just hate the fact that I know my brain is dealing with trauma and my escape is the arts like drawing, writing, and music but even then my parents are thinking of taking them away in case my younger siblings wanna use the same tactics since I “spent too much time with them”
Vent
So me and my family argue alot my siblings treat me like crap always making fun of me saying how I'm over dramatic and saying how I'm. A crybaby cause I can't control how much times I cry in a day I can't handle it anymore
I failed this year and had to go to summer school. My mother didn't hesitate to tell me she's ashamed I'm her daughter. Now? She's lying to make me the bad guy so my father let's her yell at me, and all I get are threats about how I dare to do jobs wrong.. when she's never bothered to teach me how to do them. 👌
I'm so sorry that this happened to you, don't listen to them. Your trying your best and that's enough. If she is ashamed of you, then be ashamed of her as well. Fuck her :/ no one needs a mother like her
hey, I’m in summer school too! We’re in the same situation. If you want you can vent because I’ll understand what your going through :)
Can i be held for hours? With some sweets and a long movie...I'd like to have that..
can I get a hug? anyone?
Sure
Gwroup huggg!! ♥
*hugs*
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*virtual hug*
This song describes me ,I'm still useless...
No your not, I know we don’t know eachother but your not useless. Do you want to talk?
*gasp* How dare you speak about yourself that way! You are amazing, and nothing will ever change that!
Ummmmmm??? No ur not and you never were 🤨who told u that because whoever it was are definitely 100% wrong
It makes me remind how my life is
I suppose the picture is from the Happy Sugar Life manga, which makes it fit even more with the song D:
This song is my depression
I like this song
I think this kinda stuff about myself especially around 2 years ago
My old friend made me feel so boring and useless, and then she kicked me out of the group
2 years later, I feel slightly better but I still feel like I’m not allowed to express my feelings or interests because of her
If she found out about my obsession with Splatoon and weather stuff she’d probably make fun of me lol
She did some bad things like sitting on my face when I said no to monopoly, or pushed me under the water when I was floating around (I can’t swim, but I can float on my back) and then her wanting to damage my book that I lent to my friend
I’m terrified of her still lol
I feel guilty for with some things I do because it feels like it doesn’t fit the me that others see me as
School is so noisy and busy and it stresses me out, especially during 2nd period french. Today, I scratched my arm so much because of it, I had nothing to calm myself down or to fidget with so I scratched my arm until it was really red. I don’t think I’m a good child.
Although it gives me good writing material, I don’t wish for this to happen to my worst enemy. (Which is her lmao)
I still consider myself a useless child or a ghost or an alien compared to most people, but I have close friends who care for me.
Sorry for rambling on and on.
Anyway, this version of this song helped me sleep last night, so thank you.
the title of this song, thats what my mom told me..
Why am I getting hurt like this
My mom after i do anything at all :
3:15
my mood is like this everyday. except when i see cats on my fyp🙃
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
(lala-lalalalalala...
(lala-lalalalalalalalala
la-lala-lala...)
...lalala benkyo mo undo
mo hanashi mo dekinai
binbo de noroma de kitanai ko
jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara
moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita
yodare ni hanakuso fuke kuso shouben
baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi-mushi
oide yo mamotte ageru yo
issho issho watashi to issho
lalala lullaby oyasumi
nemuru yo na kokochi de duetto shiyou
shiyou watashi to shiyou yo
samishii ko ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kanashii kanashii dekisokonai
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
watashi ga tasukete shinzemashou
(lalalala-lalalalalalalalala...)
(lalalala-lalalalalalalalalala...)
...lalala kaijuu yuurei toumei ningen
kabin ni shibin de fu-toukou
kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi
himei no bouyomi kikimashou
sore demo tsukihi wa
tsuredzure hatsu hatsu
otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko
mou teokure chieokure
kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo
lalala lullaby oyasumi
nemuru yo na kokochi de watashi to
odoro odoro zuutto odoro yo
samishii ko ko......ko ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko
watashi ga isshou mamoru kara
sore demo ano ko wa tsurenai ko
watashi no moto kara tobitatta
shiranai aida ni kizu-darake
sore demo sono mama tabidatta
ko ko......ko ko
watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen
watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
daremo tasukete kuremasen
watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
samishii ano ko wa mou imasen
watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
moshimo jikan o modosetara... (Ah)
lala-lalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalalalalala
la-lala-lala-lala...
Imagine how your younger self would look at you
She prob wouldn't like my new change 💀💀💀
She would be sad for me, but she'd be clueless as to why I feel sad.
Very proud of my improvement in art and my life. I would be the one hug them. .
i am a useless useless useless useless child
I love how my teachers put my grade as a F even thought everything I answered was correct and them putting docs there supposed to answer as my homework plus trying to get my father to make cp for them I fucking hate my life i hope i die one day
They are always except better from me. I need to be successful always or I'm being useless child. What about him? Why my brother isn't useless one? He doesn't do a f**k (srry for bad language) at house. I'm tidying up the house everyday and they are just saying: "you didn't tide up good/enough" all I need is just a simple "thank you." That's not that hard.
R u guys ok
Not really
Damn uhhh you wanna talk about it?
Yeah.. Sometimes I think that I'm not important and that I want to commit suicide. There is no reason for this, it just is.
My family is so mean
Pov: this is what you think of yourself..
(This is not a pov)
Yep 😍 I am most literally everything described in this song
If anyone read this. I wanna break the cycle. I did a promise to a friend. I can't kms until I did beat FNAF TJOC. I suck at tjoc. I hope I finish it soon. The same friend did say that he start to hate me. I hope I end TJOC soon. So I can end another thing too. I wanna stop hurting my friends. I wanna stop making peoples I know suffer by my fault. If 1 of my friend read this. Don't tell anyone. I just wanna stop hurting peoples. It is all my fault. Alway.
nuh uh
Kind of wish my parents didn't argue throughout my life, and led into a divorce, am I fatherless now?
you aren't fatherless it's just that you can't see ur dad anymore :
PEDAL
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
(lala-lalalalalala...
(lala-lalalalalalalalala
la-lala-lala...)
...lalala benkyo mo undo
mo hanashi mo dekinai
binbo de noroma de kitanai ko
jibun no namae mo ienai kuchi kara
moredasu oetsu ga suki deshita
yodare ni hanakuso fuke kuso shouben
baikin nakimushi yowamushi mushi-mushi
oide yo mamotte ageru yo
issho issho watashi to issho
lalala lullaby oyasumi
nemuru yo na kokochi de duetto shiyou
shiyou watashi to shiyou yo
samishii ko ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
watashi ga inakerya shinderu ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kanashii kanashii dekisokonai
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
watashi ga tasukete shinzemashou
(lalalala-lalalalalalalalala...)
(lalalala-lalalalalalalalalala...)
...lalala kaijuu yuurei toumei ningen
kabin ni shibin de fu-toukou
kawaita kuchi kara kogoe de kageguchi
himei no bouyomi kikimashou
sore demo tsukihi wa
tsuredzure hatsu hatsu
otsumu mo jikan mo tarinai ko
mou teokure chieokure
kawaii ko ii ko watashi no mono yo
lalala lullaby oyasumi
nemuru yo na kokochi de watashi to
odoro odoro zuutto odoro yo
samishii ko ko......ko ko
kimi wa dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko
kimi wa samishii samishii samishii ko
watashi ga isshou mamoru kara
sore demo ano ko wa tsurenai ko
watashi no moto kara tobitatta
shiranai aida ni kizu-darake
sore demo sono mama tabidatta
ko ko......ko ko
watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
dekinai ano ko wa mou imasen
watashi dekinai dekinai dekinai ko
daremo tasukete kuremasen
watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
samishii ano ko wa mou imasen
watashi samishii samishii samishii ko
moshimo jikan o modosetara... (Ah)
lala-lalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalala...
lala-lalalalalalalalala
la-lala-lala-lala...