IV OF SPADES - I Would Rather Live Alone (Maybe I'm Not Who I'm Today)

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  • @alodiaexe
    @alodiaexe 5 років тому +658

    "you're my favorite pain that could make me feel again"
    oOOOOOHHHHHHH

  • @kpoptrash4845
    @kpoptrash4845 5 років тому +1474

    PETITION FOR IVOS TO DROP AN EXTENDED VERSION OF THIS SONG

  • @arlfran2002
    @arlfran2002 5 років тому +506

    Why does this have to be the shortest song off the album?!?!?!?!

  • @totallygabe5236
    @totallygabe5236 5 років тому +150

    The Story involves about someone who is confused He wanted to leave the girl but he can't because he wanted to stay and leave at the same time, He's stuck being really confused and depressed (can be seen at the part "Cause my soul is fading to the sea" and also "Cause maybe im not who im today" and some parts "So please just break my heart, dont break my heart") he doesn't know where to go. He also said that He's her favorite pain that made her feel again ( talk about anxiety and depression ), at the last part "I would rather live alone... I cant do this all alone." is also where He chose to do nothing rather than leaving her.
    just a base of my Story, this is actually made by me so opinions are cool.

  • @jeshua09181987
    @jeshua09181987 5 років тому +238

    I would rather live alone
    Without you
    You saved all my raging thoughts
    But you torn my heart
    I didn't ask for this
    You're my favorite pain
    That could make me feel again
    I can feel over my skin
    The whisper
    Of your loving scars within
    But you ripped my heart
    I always wanted this
    But you always had my heart
    I just don't want to be part of your life
    I'll never be the same
    I'm not who I'm today
    So please just break my heart
    Don't break my heart
    I have no chance to
    Be someone you'll hold on to
    My veins are failing
    My mind is degrading
    'Cause my soul is fading to the sea
    'Cause maybe
    I'm not who I'm today
    I would rather live alone...
    I would rather live alone...
    I can't do this all alone

  • @rauencanicula7246
    @rauencanicula7246 5 років тому +263

    feel the vibe of MCR's - Cancer

  • @sebsebsebbbb8390
    @sebsebsebbbb8390 5 років тому +1265

    Zild: receives an award in gerard ways revenge era suit
    Next day: drops a song with mcr vibes
    Zild is emo...

    • @hanssacramento8314
      @hanssacramento8314 5 років тому +2

      Emo Shrek True,Like You Hahahaha

    • @intentionalposts
      @intentionalposts 5 років тому +61

      This sounds so thematically as beautiful as Cancer.

    • @syndig
      @syndig 5 років тому +15

      mcr vibes, specifically i dont love you

    • @sebsebsebbbb8390
      @sebsebsebbbb8390 5 років тому +7

      playor I feel both I dont kove you and cancer

    • @seignee
      @seignee 5 років тому +11

      ksksksks I thought I was the only one that feels the mcr vibes

  • @llandervincegasconbayubay6619
    @llandervincegasconbayubay6619 3 роки тому +34

    this music is one of underrated songs yet so beautiful :

  • @starlightkeys
    @starlightkeys 5 років тому +22

    Napanood ko s isang interview nila kung saan tinanong si zild about sa " ano iyong song na sana siya ang nag compose?", ang sagot nya ay "cancer" by mcr kaya i think this song is inspired by it

  • @Ayieeeks
    @Ayieeeks 5 років тому +80

    Extended version please, ugh

    • @gappity
      @gappity 5 років тому +1

      Yes pleeaaseeee

    • @seignee
      @seignee 5 років тому +1

      penoi maymays 9999

    • @knnthrssl
      @knnthrssl 5 років тому

      Idol!!

    • @woahaha9150
      @woahaha9150 3 роки тому

      Bakit may ugh dejoke

  • @anafegarcesa148
    @anafegarcesa148 5 років тому +49

    IVOS plwease Continue Making Awesome Songs , (skl) this Band Helped me Recover from Both emotional and physical pain...

  • @acecorazón
    @acecorazón 4 роки тому +16

    01:06 with these lyrics: "if you say goodbye today, i'd ask you to be true"
    IT FITS SO MUCH WTF

  • @mea7020
    @mea7020 3 роки тому +3

    "your my favorite pain that could make me feel again". Damn, it hits different now

  • @Reiz13R
    @Reiz13R 5 років тому +150

    'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving youuu!
    Ayy. Iba pala 'to. HAHAHAHAHAHA

    • @roorsikret3598
      @roorsikret3598 5 років тому +1

      HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH yan narin nakakanta ko

    • @Reiz13R
      @Reiz13R 5 років тому +2

      @@roorsikret3598 HAHAHAHAHA mabuhay ang mga cancer

    • @ezriportales4813
      @ezriportales4813 4 роки тому +1

      yeyeye ito nga yon hahaha loved that song

    • @Mira-pk9zz
      @Mira-pk9zz 4 роки тому +1

      Same thoughts hahahahaa

    • @GabBalacy
      @GabBalacy 3 роки тому +3

      I remember hearing Zild talk about Cancer as a song from MCR na gustong gusto nya in an interview.
      I came here for this comment HAHA!

  • @zzzzzzc
    @zzzzzzc Рік тому +8

    solid talaga ‘tong album nila na CLAPCLAPCLAP! halos lahat ng tracks ang sarap ulit-ulitin eh. bagay na bagay pakinggan tuwing gabi lalo na sa road trips. mood setter. been listening since its release. ❤❤❤ when kaya comeback?

  • @Skyline7091
    @Skyline7091 5 років тому +2

    'Cause my soul is fading to the sea' that tone and fade is catchy

  • @seyuh5613
    @seyuh5613 3 роки тому +8

    ‘You're my favorite pain,
    That could make me feel again...’

  • @shirayal.3857
    @shirayal.3857 4 роки тому +2

    Mcr is the reason why i loved old bands and this IVOS is now the reason why i love OPM now, thAnkz for saving my boring life!!

  • @sheenadl1511
    @sheenadl1511 5 років тому +66

    This is my favorite sa lahat ng nirelease today. Kudos!!

  • @Aldrianne-ie1gi
    @Aldrianne-ie1gi 3 місяці тому +1

    I love this song 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @rishizuke
    @rishizuke 4 роки тому +27

    People are still sleeping on this soooong!

  • @jerwinjakegamol1604
    @jerwinjakegamol1604 5 років тому +121

    Like mo to kung paulit ulit mong pinapatugtog to

  • @loressliannamolo3528
    @loressliannamolo3528 4 роки тому +9

    It's been a long time since I played this, it literally bring back many unburied memories. Yung ikaw nalang ang nakakaalala. Cancer and this, is both my favorite song halos ito na pinapatugtog ko everyday but since you left I never play this again. Kapag naririnig ko to sa mga malls umaalis ako eh hahaha. Sino ba namang hindi malulungkot?
    April 4 2019 to June 2020

  • @kennethnexus9426
    @kennethnexus9426 4 роки тому +4

    YOU'RE MY FAVORITE PAIN THAT COULD MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN PERIODT

  • @mid0rri411
    @mid0rri411 5 років тому +5

    I NEED MORE SONGS LIKE THIS FROM THEMMM

  • @tsuyutanazaka9339
    @tsuyutanazaka9339 5 років тому +6

    You guys performed this last night in your first leg of the tour here in Iloilo City. You talked about your dreams and how we would eventually reach our dreams too, just like you guys did. It was a special moment that I'll never forget. Thank you for your music. Thank you for being here, for existing. Come back soon! Iloilo would love to have you again. 💓

  • @bellelavadia3021
    @bellelavadia3021 4 роки тому +3

    My brother recommend this song to me and Im really thankful 'cause I freaking love it!

  • @christreigndobiespera1205
    @christreigndobiespera1205 4 роки тому +1

    giving me QUEEN vibes huhu

  • @marnelleangeli1872
    @marnelleangeli1872 5 років тому +4

    This needs an extended version. *Periodt.*

  • @joshuaomar2992
    @joshuaomar2992 5 місяців тому

    i will never not come back to this song

  • @soibeenie4415
    @soibeenie4415 5 років тому +3

    from 'youre not my energy' to 'i would rather live alone'
    nice one IV of Spades!

  • @gitaranijoshmojica
    @gitaranijoshmojica 3 роки тому +1

    this song makes me want to cry on what im facing right now.

  • @lexa1452
    @lexa1452 4 роки тому +8

    ANG GANDA LAHAT NG SONGS NG IVOS HUYU BAT NGAYON KO LANG TO NAGUSTUHAN 🤧💖💖

  • @irishbayani1825
    @irishbayani1825 5 років тому +2

    "but you have always my heart" that line tanginuuuuu

  • @jude4880
    @jude4880 5 років тому +872

    Parang MCR ang datingan nito.

    • @goldenrose5207
      @goldenrose5207 5 років тому +66

      Cancer!!! yun agad pumasok sa isip ko hahahaha

    • @joshuajamesbalugo5669
      @joshuajamesbalugo5669 5 років тому +40

      Well, Zild is a big fan of MCR

    • @jacobfreud1303
      @jacobfreud1303 5 років тому +9

      Oo cancer nga. Yung concert nila tinugtog nila yan nag comment ako katunog ng cancer

    • @chado.9585
      @chado.9585 5 років тому +1

      Sabi na e ahhaa akala ko ako lang e

    • @iambeagranada
      @iambeagranada 5 років тому

      Tama! OMG...

  • @preciousjoypacho2917
    @preciousjoypacho2917 4 роки тому +2

    this deserves a million views too

  • @PabloEscobar-zq3tj
    @PabloEscobar-zq3tj 5 років тому +27

    CLAPCLAPLAP! Name ng album. Nakalagay naman sure na talaga.

    • @selene5.21
      @selene5.21 5 років тому +1

      HUHU MERON NA BA SA YT UNG CLAPCLAPCLAP ?? Song itself.

    • @doren.4228
      @doren.4228 5 років тому +1

      Xi Lin yun yung name ng Album

    • @selene5.21
      @selene5.21 5 років тому

      @@doren.4228 hmmmm dami kasi nagsasabi na may song din na CLAPCLAPCLAP... pati ung The Novel of my Mind, wala pa.

    • @knight2170
      @knight2170 5 років тому

      HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

    • @shawngonzales4306
      @shawngonzales4306 5 років тому

      +Xi Lin literal ma clap 'yung clapclapclap! tapos 'yung the novel, instrumental/synth na parang transition

  • @raymundbongalosa9665
    @raymundbongalosa9665 5 років тому +1

    ang lupit. malayu pa mararating mo idol ivos. isa kang world class.

  • @josephanabezaescobia9087
    @josephanabezaescobia9087 4 роки тому +16

    I'm 13 years old and I know how to play this song on piano. I really love this vibe... very sentimental

  • @nekol1038
    @nekol1038 5 років тому +2

    this song breaks my heart.

  • @overmorrow5674
    @overmorrow5674 4 роки тому +22

    I WOULD RATHER LIVE ALONE (I'M NOT WHO I'M TODAY)
    Badjao: Yan yung last song na ni-record.
    Zild: Ah, oo nga! Kasi hindi naman song yung 'CLAPCLAPCLAP!'
    Badjao: Pinarinig 'to ni Zild samin, patapos na. Nag-rerecord ng isang song. May pinarinig si Zild na idea.
    Zild: Sinend ko na kay Kuya Bri ulit yan. “Kuya, baka may mapakinggan ka na okay dito sa mga ito.” Di ko din siya maintdihan eh, yung ugali ng kanta. Kasi sinasabi nya “break my heart” pero “don’t break my heart” More of yung pain yung gusto mo, ayaw mo maramdaman pero yun yung gusto mo kasi yun lang yung nakakapagparamdam sa'yo ng something. Parang na-adik ka sa pain na yun. Since wala kang nararamdaman, nakakaramdam ka lang sa pain. Kaya aantayin mo lang lagi dumating. Medyo inspired din siya ng mga year 2000 songs - My Chemical Romance, Jet.
    Badjao: Eto din yung pinakamabilis.
    Zild: 30 minutes lang yata yung drums niyan!

  • @zacchraine7475
    @zacchraine7475 3 роки тому +1

    this pierced my heart in 500 different angles

  • @kylam.4865
    @kylam.4865 4 роки тому +3

    This is good when its rain with coffee,or when im sad:<
    IVOS music saves me from sadness..

  • @hkiyoko
    @hkiyoko 5 місяців тому +1

    OOOOOH YEAAAAAH!
    happy 10th anniversary, spades!
    sobra ko kayong mahal, hanggang sa hukay mamahalin ko pa rin kayong lahat!
    ♠️
    5.15.24

  • @pennyolson2307
    @pennyolson2307 4 роки тому +3

    This song just send chills to my spine

  • @MS-hb4qj
    @MS-hb4qj 5 років тому +2

    Oh my gosh,i feel like im listening to Queens.I so much love, love love this.

  • @uyasnit9543
    @uyasnit9543 4 роки тому +4

    Isang masterpiece na underrated!!

  • @weird_airam
    @weird_airam 5 років тому

    Deserve nito ang maraming views

  • @blobblobblob4353
    @blobblobblob4353 4 роки тому +326

    During this time,
    Me and my girlfriend are discussing about breaking up.
    It's been 2years of toxic relationship. And I'm here just to listen to the words "You're my favorite pain that could make me feel again" and "Break my heart, Don't break my heart".
    I'mma comeback to this comment and tell you guys happened.
    Edit: We broke up today.

    • @sock5484
      @sock5484 4 роки тому +3

      hope ur doing ok bro

    • @dew9683
      @dew9683 4 роки тому +1

      Ey!! I came here as well because my girlfriend broke up with me. It has been 2 weeks since we broke up. Hope we'll both be okay. ;)

    • @lowiji7715
      @lowiji7715 4 роки тому +8

      what's up with couples breaking during this quarantine? she broke up with me just last last month, but even though a month has passed since then. it still hurts. hope we all get by.

    • @anaisacosta5239
      @anaisacosta5239 4 роки тому

      you gonna be ok i whish you all the love

    • @kenrncsvlls662
      @kenrncsvlls662 4 роки тому

      :(((((

  • @mikeangelo_brvt
    @mikeangelo_brvt 3 роки тому +1

    Yes, masterpiece

  • @mohammadnaeemhassan1627
    @mohammadnaeemhassan1627 4 роки тому +3

    Masterpiece 🔥

  • @kana1372
    @kana1372 4 роки тому +2

    When you just want to leave and thinking I can do this, I can have peace and he will too but still can't do it because you really love that person so you still push it and hoping it will still get better.

  • @goldenrose5207
    @goldenrose5207 5 років тому +384

    if you say goodbye today i'd ask you to be true
    'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you 🤣

  • @lowkey7456
    @lowkey7456 3 роки тому

    okay it's now my favorite

  • @skirrrk4501
    @skirrrk4501 4 роки тому +3

    EXTENDED VERSION FOR THISSSS❗❗❗❗

  • @alexandraarcena9825
    @alexandraarcena9825 2 роки тому +1

    missing this band sm 😭

    • @Jonolva_PS
      @Jonolva_PS Рік тому +1

      Same, one of the best band

  • @mgy2010
    @mgy2010 5 років тому +3

    presenting.. our pride

  • @vangiesantiago1896
    @vangiesantiago1896 5 років тому

    I love you IVOS..

  • @kouseiii276
    @kouseiii276 2 роки тому +3

    It's been 3 years since I listened to this song and daaaaaaamn it really hits different now :

  • @ednaraval612
    @ednaraval612 Рік тому +1

    favourite song ko to sa clapclapclap album. gusto ko rin yung suggestion ng iba na pahabain itong song pero kung titignan mo parang ginawa talaga yang kanta na ganyan kaikli.

  • @arvenzgavino4089
    @arvenzgavino4089 5 років тому +3

    Ganda ganda ng kantang to ❤️ You’re my favorite pain that could make me feel again. but you always have my heaaarrtt 😭❤️❤️

  • @arlanejoyceomoyon4930
    @arlanejoyceomoyon4930 2 роки тому +1

    sobrang gandaaaa

  • @aldrinjaya
    @aldrinjaya 5 років тому +3

    MCR comeback is real ♥️♥️.

  • @쿠키-b5e
    @쿠키-b5e Рік тому

    forever favvvv

  • @jacqueline7258
    @jacqueline7258 2 роки тому +7

    Acabo de descubrir esta banda hace como 2 días y estoy escuchando todas sus canciones,. Realmente son un gran banda

    • @mgandaako6621
      @mgandaako6621 2 роки тому

      They already disband 🥺😔

    • @roughhbijazz
      @roughhbijazz 2 роки тому +3

      @@mgandaako6621 they didn't disband yet, they're still on hiatus. and each of them have their own songs for now

  • @sendtopoopoo
    @sendtopoopoo 5 років тому +1

    When the music started, I thought of MCR. Alam ko iba ang IVOS, pero nung naisip ko yung MCR eh napawow ako. Na talagang kaya ng IVOS na sumabay sa mga sikat na mga banda, na pang international ang dating. From feels nung lyrics, at yung ganda ng buong kanta.
    Tunay na napaka galing ng IVOS 😍

  • @PivotRobot1
    @PivotRobot1 5 років тому +81

    MCR Vibes

  • @AnfieldOnlinez
    @AnfieldOnlinez 5 років тому

    Love all your song from Thailand

  • @lancechristiand.aristotele8309
    @lancechristiand.aristotele8309 4 роки тому +3

    Love the part na may echo/bending voice. At background choir. The way the piano turns to the guitar. Sarap pakinggan ng drums

  • @haelordmercado1445
    @haelordmercado1445 3 роки тому

    MY SONG WHEN I'M DEPRESSED OR SAD AND THANK YOU FOR IVOS BCUZ THIS HAS BECOME MY MEDICINE WHEN I'M SAD OR DEPRESSED

  • @mrs.gojo_
    @mrs.gojo_ 5 років тому +4

    the hardest part of this is leaving you. but don't worry boys, we never, like ever, will. more power to y'all!!!

  • @brianna_khupchawng
    @brianna_khupchawng 5 років тому +1

    Another sweet melody!!!!!..... I'm just falling in love with everything about this...!!!!!!

  • @julianajanapin4828
    @julianajanapin4828 4 роки тому +3

    Napaka ganda ng kanta na'to. Punyeta.

  • @mlybrnte
    @mlybrnte 5 років тому +2

    Ugh so beautiful im crying

  • @trixiededase5701
    @trixiededase5701 3 роки тому +3

    aaaa just did a keyboard cover of this song huhu and it's been a year, but I'm still obsessed with this one huhu more of this pls. I love you all!

  • @rodelrivera934
    @rodelrivera934 3 місяці тому

    Grabe ganda nung song na to

  • @sannyargullozos1931
    @sannyargullozos1931 5 років тому +4

    I love all the songs. keep making quality music!

  • @trishamielle6605
    @trishamielle6605 3 роки тому

    WOW. BEAUTIFUL.

  • @jess-xf3cl
    @jess-xf3cl 4 роки тому +4

    what's with this mcr feeling lmao lovin it

  • @Naomi-bc8ve
    @Naomi-bc8ve 2 роки тому +1

    this song deserves more appreciation!!!!

  • @jessaonestateampinoykiddo9011
    @jessaonestateampinoykiddo9011 5 років тому +9

    "You're my favorite pain
    That could make me feel again"
    WHOAAAAH GRABE ATAKE PAR

  • @anndonieesmas8739
    @anndonieesmas8739 Рік тому

    My comfort song

  • @cryzeljanebobiles8278
    @cryzeljanebobiles8278 5 років тому +5

    This is my favorite track in the album. Idkkkk

  • @vannezaorolfo4004
    @vannezaorolfo4004 3 роки тому

    all time fav

  • @kylenaval0625
    @kylenaval0625 5 років тому +3

    MCR vibes whoooo 💜

  • @therealsteel__
    @therealsteel__ 5 років тому

    Wow cool song. Thanks for sharing

  • @iamsant1no
    @iamsant1no 5 років тому +18

    Parang Cancer ng MCR yung datingan ayos ah Hahaha SOLID !!!!

  • @janzahringendagani4978
    @janzahringendagani4978 5 років тому

    Nabitin ako sa song na 'to. Shet, ang ganda nito.

  • @eunicebeltran8602
    @eunicebeltran8602 5 років тому +24

    My veins are failing
    My mind is degrading
    'Cause my soul is fading to the sea
    'Cause the hardest part of this
    Is leaving you

    • @alyssa5903
      @alyssa5903 3 роки тому +1

      AaaaAa mash-up of these songs would be a killer💕

  • @killuazoldyck2152
    @killuazoldyck2152 5 років тому +2

    First time ko atang makakabili ng album. I knew it from the start that IVOS will not dissapointed me. Keep up the good work guys.
    Love From Pasig City. 😃

  • @louella6804
    @louella6804 5 років тому +11

    SOBRANG GANDA. MY HEART IS SO HAPPY UWU

  • @shanamaeemmanuellemanalac8721
    @shanamaeemmanuellemanalac8721 3 роки тому +1

    why this sound so calm? iloveit.♡♡♡

  • @wimnhjdt7158
    @wimnhjdt7158 3 роки тому +4

    Nang wawarshock ka talaga Ivos ano?🙄🤣megad But you torn my heart i didn't ask for this.You're my favorite pain that could maks me feel againnn shutaaa tagos lahat yung lyricsssss

  • @ProfessorKazuya
    @ProfessorKazuya 5 років тому

    Ganda nitong song na to. Sana dinalwa manlang repeat yung chorus nabitin kase ako

  • @jairusphelimobrenosantos6400
    @jairusphelimobrenosantos6400 4 роки тому +3

    Yung bira ng lead, rhythm bass parang sinaniban ni Frank Iero, Ray Toro at Mikey Way

  • @eugene7740
    @eugene7740 2 роки тому

    This song is so very sad and so cool

  • @boibicman1834
    @boibicman1834 5 років тому +41

    Since their album doesn't consist of their first four singles, does this mean that their next album (ep or lp) could possibly have Unique there? Possibly also have old songs which did not make it? Not hating. Just a theory lol. This album is amazing. This band is amazing. Thanksu for the long awaited gift boiz.

    • @harisablay7020
      @harisablay7020 5 років тому +10

      Nope the older songs belongs to Unique, baka magka problema sa copyright.

    • @igloo_igloo
      @igloo_igloo 5 років тому +4

      @@harisablay7020 Yan din iniisip ko eh, kasi may rights din si Unique sa earlier songs nila.

    • @shengcairo807
      @shengcairo807 5 років тому +8

      Huhuhu sentimental studio version will be a dream na lang :

    • @boibicman1834
      @boibicman1834 5 років тому +2

      @@harisablay7020 I guess you're right, and maybe Unique can do a stripped-down rendition of the other 3 singles? That would be cool.

    • @boibicman1834
      @boibicman1834 5 років тому +3

      @@igloo_igloo What about "Isang Pag-Ibig?"

  • @blackinnocent8854
    @blackinnocent8854 5 років тому +1

    Nakakabitin naman... Ang ganda ng kanta.

  • @Lian-ut3pe
    @Lian-ut3pe 5 років тому +7

    THE NEW MCR OMGGG HAHAHAHA MY BEST FRIEND IS SUCH A FAN OF MCR.

  • @billyjoebacor4907
    @billyjoebacor4907 5 років тому

    Bakit ako umiyak sa kantang to?..grabi mga idol. keep it up