As someone who was raped at the age of 5, i can tell you, this is true. I can clearly remember the soul contract made with someone who is actually loves me on the higher planes. What i can't recover from is the Higher Self's methods of embodying certain lessons, throwing our Avatars into deep shit like we are nothing. Experiencing the lows ARE heartbreaking. Pain and beauty are parallel and life really is unliveable at times. I paid in blood for the wisdom i have today.
The people pleaser in me felt all the pain in your words and story and wish I could take that experience away for you. I wish there was a way to gain the wisdom without those experiences. You are a soldier. I wish you so much love and happiness moving forward. I pray you have learned all your painful lessons and never have to be pushed into any more pain moving forward. I pray all lessons and wisdom gained moving forward are all gained through peaceful loving ways ❤❤❤
@Jcarp1989 I am another recovering people pleaser and want to send love to YOU. Your open heart, empathy and extra mile for others is EXAMPLARY, and you should get this back 10 times! Lots of love ❤
I know what you mean. I sometimes feel like our higher selves or whatever have forgotten what it feels like to be in this 3 D world. And I do feel, and have been told, that many of us are kind of putting in over time, like the life lessons stuff has been over board, too harsh, and for too long, and now a lot of us are just traumatized and lost in the sauce
As someone who was sexually abused at 9 years old by a stranger, I can definitely see my patterns. Plus, keeping that situation to myself and not letting any living soul know about it until last year, also says something. Right now, I'm so grateful to recognize that pattern and be in my healing journey. I do not feel any emotional charge about that situation and that person at this moment. On top of that, my mom and I were such a perfect match, honestly. She was an aggressor and I was a victim. We both played our roles so well. Whenever she was in a bad mood, she used to put out all her anger on me in various ways, and I used to use that situation to continuously feel sorry for myself and stay small. That continued throughout my childhood and adult years. After I recognized that pattern 1.5 years ago, our relationship has changed completely. Because I stopped being a victim, she's no longer abusive. Works like magic. Thank you for sharing this message, Mariya.
When I truly understood this, I felt completely sovereign and empowered. I think if everyone truly internalized this and lived with this being the core of reality, people would be much happier.
I feel once you have hit Rock Botton and got back up and your awakening begins you learn to accept the good bad and ugly lessons you learn as traumatic and painful as they are. Acceptance of yourself forgiveness of yourself although innocent child you would disagree. Never the less If you truly believe in karma it is possible you did this to the person or person’s that caused you trauma again I go back to forgiveness and acceptance as I feel if you don’t learn it will continue each life until you do, thank you truly blessed to hear this as confirmation of what I feel is true. ❤
Thank you Mariya for this video. So true. It is painful to some people that subconsciously they are attracting the behaviors they do not want to recieve. It's so important to do shadow work and go deep within why you may be attracting abuse or negative behaviors from people or family members.Especially hard with children being abused to fathom this idea. I agree it's important to do past life regression therapy.
I had this with a arrogant author called Jareth Tempest. A dark-spirited jerk like him called me self-entitled. He does not know me at all. His stupid behaviour made no sense to me. According to others, he's an well-known jerk. So he cleary has done this to many others. I will never respect him again for his hostile and rude actions. This video makes a lot of sense to me after this weird encounter. Thank you ❤
as long as it is in your experience it was part of the self vibration for the lesson the new awareness, sometimes it is low vibrational other times it’s the sweetest moments : alignment feels good
Hello Mariya , thank you for being do courageous and sharing the truth with us. It was certainly hard to sit through but once the explanation was completed, it made sense. Thank you for thinking about our complete wellbeing. Also I request you to have another video on the meditation that you talk about here of merging with the higher self through chakras . Thank you 🙏🏽🌼
It’s simple, you imagine your higher self’s chakras merging with yours, almost like you go sit in the lap of your higher self and sink into them completely until each chakra clicks together. It’s best to start on one end and work in order, like a zipper.
A lot of people don’t understand this because most of us do not have past life memories and many do not try to find, because it is not a thing to most people. I have had it done a few times and I know I was a little bit bad in a past lifetime, very vengeful.
I find i hard to resonate this as well because I don't feel like i have asked for the terrible experiences i have been through. At least not in this life..
You are such a light- I'm also a 3:5 in HD, martyr: heretic, so thanks for modeling and speaking to healthy boundary setting, and making sense of why some relationships clash or have a triggering feel.
I agree with you on this concept. See, spirit does not see bad or good as we here in the physical world. Most people can not see things objective.That warrior analogy is perfect as I know a few people, including myself, have and had that issue I learned to drop that concept and focus on peace and stillness
Thank you for this reminder to look deeper into patterns. I very much agree we create our own script and story but I can overlook vibrations with patterns. I am currently in progress of learning which ways will help me to feel safe lay down my swords ⚔️.
Our energetic radiance/energy type is influenced by what we consume,mentally, physically, emotionally. As children we have yet to fully develop our logic to change our energy field.The source of my own sexual abuse was adults allowing me to watch movies with hypersexualization(Austin Powers at 4 years old) energy,which with my personality type,im very open ,so it easily imprinted onto my aura,me not logically understanding how to shake it off ,i encountered an adult at the vibration i was at,and it caused the incident to happen.PARENTS GUARD YOUR CHILDRENS CONSUMPTION IN ALL WAYS,ITS NOT "JUST A MOVIE" A CHILDS AURA /MIND IS EASILY IMPRESSIONABLE,AND IT CAN EASILY CHANGE THERE ENERGY ,CAUSING THEM TO UNCONSCIOUSLY ATTRACT A SEXUAL ABUSE SITUATION,OR WORSE.
Love your videos!❤ There are always many things that resonates and giving me new perception. I am getting answers to many of my questions that i couldn't figure out by myself. Thank you for that, really appreciating! 💜😍😍 I wonder if you could chanel or give youre thougts on sacred geometry and what influance it leaves on humans? How this symolic can help us? Maybe more specific - what masage brings "Flower of life", "Metatron cube". Sending many thanks!💖
This was powerful. I realized I have embodied the warrior archetype. I believe I chose a life of physical abuse in order to strengthen my character, which it did. But I hold nothing against my father who was an alcoholic who hit and verbally abuse us, although we have no relationship. It's hard to think I embodied that archetype to protect myself from a broken heart. Because thats what he did. Now that I truly want love I don't know how to attract it. It's like I've always been alone. It feels like it's me against everyone and like you said "I can't catch a break". I've learned to find happiness within. To forgive. To enjoy life and the present moment. But I feel stuck in my life. Both romantically and financially, I can't help but think it's this warrior archetype that deep down inside believes I don't deserve it and won't let it in. I don't know how to change that.
I feel that. How to change your vibration when everything you know is fight? You can't just decide to be happy and fulfilled if you don´t know how it feels I guess. Maybe somebody can say something on that. ❤🩹
#Dory I don't care what anybody says. No way, I never felt that I belonged. I found the people I needed (at the time)to belong. I'm a fighter and found my worth. I went to counseling and I fixed myself. But, I don't believe I wanted any of pain I went through. I was raised to be a people pleaser. Now, I still find myself doing it for the people I love. But anyone else forget it. I'm always sticking up for weaker people, but that gets old to. I became a nurse to help people. Now, I don't want life of service. I want to find my happiness. But God want me to get married to someone who abused me. WTF is that????
Is that what God wanted for you? He wants to love you in what ever happens to you. He can’t control. Take care sweet soul. Where there is will there will be way. That way might be sitting in the draw just waiting to shatter that human that is hurting you. Gain strength, GET RID OF HIM.
What is it in me that attracted thieves and scammers to empty everything that I have and forced me to lend alot of money from others only to be taken away everything by them. It is so traumatic and painful thing that I am still going through and can't figure out how to make up for all the losses and how to repay the money I borrowed. Marya can you explain please
Is it possible events happen by default to us, these reoccurring patterns are from life path events, destiny numbers, expression numbers, past life contracts, zodiac signs and so on..
Dolores Cannon say its to do with reincarnating into low density planet, our higher self hsve to select a trauma or more for soul growth. Darkness brings out the light. Trauma menu: 1. R@p3 2. Disability 3. Cancer 4. Losing family 5. Spouse betraying you 6. Relationship with a narc or abuser 7. Retardation 8. Sex slave
I have no issues with femininity. My mother was emotionally abusive ,. Narc type persona.. I do not Believe my higher self ask to experience her negative energy.
Choosing your parents is Life Planning 101 upstairs. I guarantee you it came as no surprise to your higher self that your mother has/had these tendencies. My daughter helped me to heal from my abusive patterns because she told me she loves me even when I’m mad. This unconditional love broke me completely and was the first step towards becoming self loving aka stopping the cycle of abuse within myself. Good luck on your journey 💜
@@thegoldenzipperThat sounds like a trauma response from your daughter I’m ngl. Children are not supposed to be the ones offering unconditional love, parents are.
@@AmberShaktiI have the complete opposite perspective. I rarely see a parent unconditionally love their child whereas children are so generous with their love until shame/trauma pulls them onto the path of judgment and/or performance based approval.
How do you explain the explosion of homeless people in America? I'm wondering because I feel I'm being called to quit my job and messages like this one give me hope, but I don't want to end up being homeless, living in a gutter somewhere, digging holes in the ground everytime I have to take a shit. Please answer.
You have to realize you are not consciously trying to sign up for abuse or I'll treatment. It is something you don't even realize in your auric field, a certain vibration you are emitting especially in patterns of behaviors. Go deep within and learn the lessons. If you don't you'll repeat in the next lifetime and the next.
So if a child chooses to be abused for growth then why lock up the abuser if the child chose that for their life?!? I definitely don’t agree with that bc people can manipulate the dark magic and it can take hold of them and make them do the unthinkable bc a baby at 6 months didn’t choose that….I disagree with that message
Id like to grasp this i would and i am attempting to do so but ever since ive come to realize im also a starseed the only other starseeds i see look nothing like me or most of the world and this really frustrates me. Now i get it..according to you im projecting this vibration and i believe this but what about what is actually being shown all over???!!!!!!! Why is my history stolen and lied about???? This is happening or do i ignore this??? Theres Bashar the alien/extraterrestrial yet he doesnt talk about how we are also aliens and why/how we got here. From what i know this planet was a slave planet is this true or not????? My issue is if this is a slave planet then of course id be shown the images i am shown and be told to not look at what i see and to just believe so i will be happy here working for beings looking to keep me captive. This is my issue. I know my higher self will eventually clear this up for me but im so confused since 1/26/24. Something big shifted for me
How do u explain child abuse?? I'm sorry I consciously find it hard to resonate with this theory...same as I find it hard to sit with religious rhetoric of "its God's will"...its still victim blaming if u saying essentially what I vibrate attracts what's happens
I see it as you chose a certain set of circumstances to act as growth catalysts in this lifetime. It is not something you “attracted” I see most childhood stuff as this ❤
Yeah its shocking how many spiritual people are so extremly gaslighting, as if they where completly unaware that trauma and evil exists in this world. She said in another video that the biggest worst traumas that people hold in their root chakra is like... not being able to do anything they want at any moment...? Like nah Im pretty sure r4pe and violence and childabuse and never having had any single safe person to trust in your entire life and having been beaten up by anyone you ever loved since you was a child, is worse.... I like a lot of her content but its extremly disappointing how unaware and inconsiderate and gaslighting and frankly toxic, takes like this become when they pretend that pure sadistic evil exercised on innocent children, doesnt exist.... But, we know. I like jay reid and battle born again here on yt for trauma healing stuff. Stay strong and bless.
@@caitlin9781 I believe so too. I heard numerous stories of healers and spiritually gifted people going through struggle, only to step up and teach themselves how to heal in the midst of that struggle. It may provide a platform to learn and understand. I still don't know much about child abuse, it happened to me and lm still struggling half century later. Very rigid and not trusting people. In every scenario I see someone taking advantage of me. Actually I cringe when i hear other people say "they just used me to get close to another person", I'm thinking that's not nice to say. But I myself feel that way all the time, lol😊 so much to heal
She says it has nothing to do with victimblaming and directly starts victimblaming. It's the chicken road. It's the easy road because she can't figure out a better explanation or dare to pass judgement on those inflicting pain instead of those inflicted. Chicken shit communication
As someone who was raped at the age of 5, i can tell you, this is true. I can clearly remember the soul contract made with someone who is actually loves me on the higher planes. What i can't recover from is the Higher Self's methods of embodying certain lessons, throwing our Avatars into deep shit like we are nothing. Experiencing the lows ARE heartbreaking. Pain and beauty are parallel and life really is unliveable at times. I paid in blood for the wisdom i have today.
The people pleaser in me felt all the pain in your words and story and wish I could take that experience away for you. I wish there was a way to gain the wisdom without those experiences. You are a soldier. I wish you so much love and happiness moving forward. I pray you have learned all your painful lessons and never have to be pushed into any more pain moving forward. I pray all lessons and wisdom gained moving forward are all gained through peaceful loving ways ❤❤❤
@Jcarp1989 I am another recovering people pleaser and want to send love to YOU. Your open heart, empathy and extra mile for others is EXAMPLARY, and you should get this back 10 times!
Lots of love ❤
I know what you mean. I sometimes feel like our higher selves or whatever have forgotten what it feels like to be in this 3 D world. And I do feel, and have been told, that many of us are kind of putting in over time, like the life lessons stuff has been over board, too harsh, and for too long, and now a lot of us are just traumatized and lost in the sauce
@@milomazli you're so beautifully kind. Thank you! 🌞 I send you love too!
Bless your heart.
seeing how internal change causes external change is always so magical 🧙 ✨
As someone who was sexually abused at 9 years old by a stranger, I can definitely see my patterns. Plus, keeping that situation to myself and not letting any living soul know about it until last year, also says something. Right now, I'm so grateful to recognize that pattern and be in my healing journey. I do not feel any emotional charge about that situation and that person at this moment.
On top of that, my mom and I were such a perfect match, honestly. She was an aggressor and I was a victim. We both played our roles so well. Whenever she was in a bad mood, she used to put out all her anger on me in various ways, and I used to use that situation to continuously feel sorry for myself and stay small. That continued throughout my childhood and adult years. After I recognized that pattern 1.5 years ago, our relationship has changed completely. Because I stopped being a victim, she's no longer abusive. Works like magic. Thank you for sharing this message, Mariya.
Woah! Truly brave way to heal! Kudos to you!!
😮😮😮
When I truly understood this, I felt completely sovereign and empowered. I think if everyone truly internalized this and lived with this being the core of reality, people would be much happier.
Thanks!
I feel once you have hit Rock Botton and got back up and your awakening begins you learn to accept the good bad and ugly lessons you learn as traumatic and painful as they are. Acceptance of yourself forgiveness of yourself although innocent child you would disagree. Never the less If you truly believe in karma it is possible you did this to the person or person’s that caused you trauma again I go back to forgiveness and acceptance as I feel if you don’t learn it will continue each life until you do, thank you truly blessed to hear this as confirmation of what I feel is true. ❤
Thanks for the truth even though its hard to hear sometimes. ❤😮
Thank you beautiful soul. You're amazingly beautiful!! ❤
Thank you Mariya for this video. So true. It is painful to some people that subconsciously they are attracting the behaviors they do not want to recieve. It's so important to do shadow work and go deep within why you may be attracting abuse or negative behaviors from people or family members.Especially hard with children being abused to fathom this idea. I agree it's important to do past life regression therapy.
I had this with a arrogant author called Jareth Tempest. A dark-spirited jerk like him called me self-entitled. He does not know me at all. His stupid behaviour made no sense to me. According to others, he's an well-known jerk. So he cleary has done this to many others. I will never respect him again for his hostile and rude actions. This video makes a lot of sense to me after this weird encounter. Thank you ❤
It gets very old to keep clearing these issues over and over! One and done would be great! ❤
Stop watching movies and TV and reading books that project these various traumatic instances
I totally agree
SERIOUSLY!!! Looping
Seems to me that total comprehension of this presentation is much easier achieved by the symmetrical perfection of beautifully designed background.
This subject is most most important, Mariya. Thank you for sharing. 😊💜💜💜
Oh yes, i needed to hear this ❤❤❤
Girl you are so interesting ❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉
Does this mean we can change abusive people? That is the biggest question I've had for many years. Or can we only change ourselves and leave?
This topic is so clarifying and empowering
as long as it is in your experience it was part of the self vibration for the lesson the new awareness, sometimes it is low vibrational other times it’s the sweetest moments : alignment feels good
Hello Mariya , thank you for being do courageous and sharing the truth with us. It was certainly hard to sit through but once the explanation was completed, it made sense. Thank you for thinking about our complete wellbeing. Also I request you to have another video on the meditation that you talk about here of merging with the higher self through chakras . Thank you 🙏🏽🌼
She already has this video. Can't remember the title now, but search "higher self", should be easy to find.
It’s simple, you imagine your higher self’s chakras merging with yours, almost like you go sit in the lap of your higher self and sink into them completely until each chakra clicks together. It’s best to start on one end and work in order, like a zipper.
Wow, you look amazing in this video!
Gosh SO glad you’re discussing this 💗🙏✨🩵
I think you need to speak about how can we integrate the archetypes we need
A while ago Mariya did a video on parts work. Look it up for integration tips. Teal Swan is also a great teacher on this topic.
Thank you, I needed to hear that. ❤🌸💐
A lot of people don’t understand this because most of us do not have past life memories and many do not try to find, because it is not a thing to most people. I have had it done a few times and I know I was a little bit bad in a past lifetime, very vengeful.
I find i hard to resonate this as well because I don't feel like i have asked for the terrible experiences i have been through. At least not in this life..
You are such a light- I'm also a 3:5 in HD, martyr: heretic, so thanks for modeling and speaking to healthy boundary setting, and making sense of why some relationships clash or have a triggering feel.
Thank you Mariya❤
You are so on point ❤ Big hugs Mariya
Some really need to learn the laws and how they apply to life on all levels. No blaming.. ❤❤❤
Absolutely agree. Thank you from Oregon
Thanks for the clarity .
I agree with you on this concept. See, spirit does not see bad or good as we here in the physical world. Most people can not see things objective.That warrior analogy is perfect as I know a few people, including myself, have and had that issue
I learned to drop that concept and focus on peace and stillness
Thank you for this video. I appreciate you 💚
Thank you for this reminder to look deeper into patterns. I very much agree we create our own script and story but I can overlook vibrations with patterns. I am currently in progress of learning which ways will help me to feel safe lay down my swords ⚔️.
Our energetic radiance/energy type is influenced by what we consume,mentally, physically, emotionally. As children we have yet to fully develop our logic to change our energy field.The source of my own sexual abuse was adults allowing me to watch movies with hypersexualization(Austin Powers at 4 years old) energy,which with my personality type,im very open ,so it easily imprinted onto my aura,me not logically understanding how to shake it off ,i encountered an adult at the vibration i was at,and it caused the incident to happen.PARENTS GUARD YOUR CHILDRENS CONSUMPTION IN ALL WAYS,ITS NOT "JUST A MOVIE" A CHILDS AURA /MIND IS EASILY IMPRESSIONABLE,AND IT CAN EASILY CHANGE THERE ENERGY ,CAUSING THEM TO UNCONSCIOUSLY ATTRACT A SEXUAL ABUSE SITUATION,OR WORSE.
I agree with you Mariya 1000% 🙏💛💫🌻
This is a brilliant explanation😮Can you please make a series of videos about laws of the Universe? Plus more videos on money, pleaseeee😮😮😮❤❤❤❤
Thanks for the video Mariya🌈🌻🫶🏻💖
Loved this - will have to re listen to really internalise it ❤❤❤
Thank you for helping us be aware that we are (re)creating the patterns and how to find them. Can you help us learn how to change the patterns?
Love this topic and the tips! Thank you Mariya! ❤️
I agree, and thank you for the examples; they were helpful. 🙏🏼
5:09 thanku for giving the examples
Very powerfull :) Always feels so right with you
Love your videos!❤ There are always many things that resonates and giving me new perception. I am getting answers to many of my questions that i couldn't figure out by myself. Thank you for that, really appreciating! 💜😍😍
I wonder if you could chanel or give youre thougts on sacred geometry and what influance it leaves on humans? How this symolic can help us? Maybe more specific - what masage brings "Flower of life", "Metatron cube". Sending many thanks!💖
This was powerful. I realized I have embodied the warrior archetype. I believe I chose a life of physical abuse in order to strengthen my character, which it did. But I hold nothing against my father who was an alcoholic who hit and verbally abuse us, although we have no relationship. It's hard to think I embodied that archetype to protect myself from a broken heart. Because thats what he did. Now that I truly want love I don't know how to attract it. It's like I've always been alone. It feels like it's me against everyone and like you said "I can't catch a break". I've learned to find happiness within. To forgive. To enjoy life and the present moment. But I feel stuck in my life. Both romantically and financially, I can't help but think it's this warrior archetype that deep down inside believes I don't deserve it and won't let it in. I don't know how to change that.
I feel that. How to change your vibration when everything you know is fight? You can't just decide to be happy and fulfilled if you don´t know how it feels I guess. Maybe somebody can say something on that. ❤🩹
Need to resee this video to understand more ❤
Thank you 🌹🌟
Hello my beautiful Mariya, may I please ask that you help with Devaluation correction meditation
One human family ❤
Thank love this!!!
#Dory I don't care what anybody says. No way, I never felt that I belonged. I found the people I needed (at the time)to belong. I'm a fighter and found my worth. I went to counseling and I fixed myself. But, I don't believe I wanted any of pain I went through. I was raised to be a people pleaser. Now, I still find myself doing it for the people I love. But anyone else forget it. I'm always sticking up for weaker people, but that gets old to. I became a nurse to help people. Now, I don't want life of service. I want to find my happiness. But God want me to get married to someone who abused me. WTF is that????
Is that what God wanted for you? He wants to love you in what ever happens to you. He can’t control. Take care sweet soul. Where there is will there will be way. That way might be sitting in the draw just waiting to shatter that human that is hurting you. Gain strength, GET RID OF HIM.
How do i find out what my archetype is?
I agree with you Mariya
Big virtual hug ❤
What is it in me that attracted thieves and scammers to empty everything that I have and forced me to lend alot of money from others only to be taken away everything by them. It is so traumatic and painful thing that I am still going through and can't figure out how to make up for all the losses and how to repay the money I borrowed. Marya can you explain please
Is it possible events happen by default to us, these reoccurring patterns are from life path events, destiny numbers, expression numbers, past life contracts, zodiac signs and so on..
Happy Valentines Day ❤
Dolores Cannon say its to do with reincarnating into low density planet, our higher self hsve to select a trauma or more for soul growth. Darkness brings out the light.
Trauma menu:
1. R@p3
2. Disability
3. Cancer
4. Losing family
5. Spouse betraying you
6. Relationship with a narc or abuser
7. Retardation
8. Sex slave
8:06 you can rewrite your story because you can change your vibrations
I have no issues with femininity. My mother was emotionally abusive ,. Narc type persona.. I do not Believe my higher self ask to experience her negative energy.
Choosing your parents is Life Planning 101 upstairs. I guarantee you it came as no surprise to your higher self that your mother has/had these tendencies. My daughter helped me to heal from my abusive patterns because she told me she loves me even when I’m mad. This unconditional love broke me completely and was the first step towards becoming self loving aka stopping the cycle of abuse within myself. Good luck on your journey 💜
@@thegoldenzipperThat sounds like a trauma response from your daughter I’m ngl. Children are not supposed to be the ones offering unconditional love, parents are.
@@AmberShaktiI have the complete opposite perspective. I rarely see a parent unconditionally love their child whereas children are so generous with their love until shame/trauma pulls them onto the path of judgment and/or performance based approval.
Garitude mam 🙏🙏❤❤❤❤
Why do people ignore or avoid you or dislike you? Why do you attract that?
Why would the parent choose to be an abuser?
How do you explain the explosion of homeless people in America? I'm wondering because I feel I'm being called to quit my job and messages like this one give me hope, but I don't want to end up being homeless, living in a gutter somewhere, digging holes in the ground everytime I have to take a shit. Please answer.
#Dory How do you explain God and what he wants you to do. He wants me to get married. I don't want to get married???? Explain that.....
2:50 🎉
No, I don't believe sign up to have a lifetime of misery, abuse, sexual abuse. I will never believe someone would sign up for that.
You have to realize you are not consciously trying to sign up for abuse or I'll treatment. It is something you don't even realize in your auric field, a certain vibration you are emitting especially in patterns of behaviors. Go deep within and learn the lessons. If you don't you'll repeat in the next lifetime and the next.
So if a child chooses to be abused for growth then why lock up the abuser if the child chose that for their life?!? I definitely don’t agree with that bc people can manipulate the dark magic and it can take hold of them and make them do the unthinkable bc a baby at 6 months didn’t choose that….I disagree with that message
Id like to grasp this i would and i am attempting to do so but ever since ive come to realize im also a starseed the only other starseeds i see look nothing like me or most of the world and this really frustrates me. Now i get it..according to you im projecting this vibration and i believe this but what about what is actually being shown all over???!!!!!!! Why is my history stolen and lied about???? This is happening or do i ignore this??? Theres Bashar the alien/extraterrestrial yet he doesnt talk about how we are also aliens and why/how we got here. From what i know this planet was a slave planet is this true or not????? My issue is if this is a slave planet then of course id be shown the images i am shown and be told to not look at what i see and to just believe so i will be happy here working for beings looking to keep me captive. This is my issue. I know my higher self will eventually clear this up for me but im so confused since 1/26/24. Something big shifted for me
Mariya has a video on the concept of slave planet. It’s intriguing!
How do u explain child abuse?? I'm sorry I consciously find it hard to resonate with this theory...same as I find it hard to sit with religious rhetoric of "its God's will"...its still victim blaming if u saying essentially what I vibrate attracts what's happens
You didn’t understand how to energetically protect yourself as a child❤❤
I see it as you chose a certain set of circumstances to act as growth catalysts in this lifetime. It is not something you “attracted”
I see most childhood stuff as this ❤
I agree 100%
Yeah its shocking how many spiritual people are so extremly gaslighting, as if they where completly unaware that trauma and evil exists in this world. She said in another video that the biggest worst traumas that people hold in their root chakra is like... not being able to do anything they want at any moment...? Like nah Im pretty sure r4pe and violence and childabuse and never having had any single safe person to trust in your entire life and having been beaten up by anyone you ever loved since you was a child, is worse.... I like a lot of her content but its extremly disappointing how unaware and inconsiderate and gaslighting and frankly toxic, takes like this become when they pretend that pure sadistic evil exercised on innocent children, doesnt exist....
But, we know. I like jay reid and battle born again here on yt for trauma healing stuff. Stay strong and bless.
@@caitlin9781 I believe so too. I heard numerous stories of healers and spiritually gifted people going through struggle, only to step up and teach themselves how to heal in the midst of that struggle.
It may provide a platform to learn and understand.
I still don't know much about child abuse, it happened to me and lm still struggling half century later. Very rigid and not trusting people. In every scenario I see someone taking advantage of me.
Actually I cringe when i hear other people say "they just used me to get close to another person", I'm thinking that's not nice to say. But I myself feel that way all the time, lol😊 so much to heal
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I’m a loud people pleaser 😹
She says it has nothing to do with victimblaming and directly starts victimblaming. It's the chicken road. It's the easy road because she can't figure out a better explanation or dare to pass judgement on those inflicting pain instead of those inflicted. Chicken shit communication
wow, clearly this is a trigger for you. ✨🕊🌹
@ThisisMariya obviously yes. You like telling pedofile victims they deserve it or what the fuck is your problem?
@ThisisMariya i happily didn't share your obnoxious beliefs. Now get the fuck out of my existence.
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victim arquetype here
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