Finally Accepting that I am Going Through DEPRESSION‼️
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- Опубліковано 21 вер 2024
- Aaj ki video mein main apne din ki shuruaat kar rahi hoon bohot jaldi uthkar. Sabhi pending kaam karne ke baad main apne flight ke liye ja rahi hoon. Aaj mujhe ek chaar sector ka flight handle karna hai, phir wapas aakar kuch important baatein aapse discuss karungi. Aapne mere husband ke baare mein kai sawaal puche hain, aur main apni depression aur anxiety ke baare mein bhi share kar rahi hoon. Toh yeh tha aaj ka video. Aap sabka bohot shukriya video dekhne ke liye!!!
Today's video is a glimpse into my day. I woke up very early and tackled all my pending tasks before heading out for a flight. I'll be flying four sectors today, returning later, and also sharing some important discussions with you. Many of you have asked questions about my husband, and I'll also be opening up about my journey with depression and anxiety. So, that's what today's video is all about. Thank you for tuning in!!!
Subke life Mai problems hai dear.. Mai khud itni strong hu but kvi kvi mujhe anxiety attack aata hai or lagta hai ki Mai Bahut buri hu.. Per God ne mujhe such Mai Bahut strong or brave banaya hai ki Mai jaldi problems se aapne aapko bhar nikalne ki kosis karti hu.. But kvi haar nahi manti hu.. I love myself ☺
You are a positive person … don’t let depression win over you .. lots of love from 🇳🇵
Penny is your Guardian Angel..trust me.❤❤She will always protect you spiritually ❤❤
You are a person with pure heart. We are with you.
You are so positive 😊 good to hear that in every situations you are finding your own way in the positive way😊😊😊
LOADS OF LUV AND STAY BLESSED
Depression is not a personal failure, u r a strong girl. Living alone and doing such a hectic job. Not everyone can do this u will get through this too. Everything will be fine soon. With every hardship comes ease always remember that.
😊 *मैं राधिका किन्नर दुआ करती हूँ आपके माता पिता खुश रहे उम्र लंबी होगी सभी किन्नर समाज को सपोर्ट करे* 😍❣️
Hello Radhika ji
Aap mujhe ayse likh kar bata sakte h jaise main likh rhi hun?
@@payeljana3608 she is saying that she is a transegender and she pray for your parents long live and she also ask to all of us that give respect all transgenders.
Sorry for this interfere in this comment... But i m not perfect in English.....
@@payeljana3608 mam ap plz daily vlog k lye try krye na if possible me jb v so k uthti hu din me me sad ho jati hu agr apka vlog na ho plz try if possible god bless you lots of love from uttarakhand.
You are a strong and hardworking lady … life is not a bed of roses … I think we all are know this ,so ups & down will come … those who love you we all are with you everything will be alright soon … take care & always show your smiling faces … i love to see this 😊💕💕💕
More power to you Payal!!!! Have been silently following you from quite a while,but couldnot stop myself from commenting today cos I feel I can totally relate to what you are going through. It takes great amount of courage to go through all these...Sab k bas ki baat hi nahi hai. Let all my love reach you❤
U r soo positive and calm stay happy and stray healthy. Insha Allaah
Payal...u r a very strong girl ...u know jab ek ladki bhut independent and selfcare lene wali ho jati hai...sabko hi bhut problem hota hai including close to ur heart person also...soo be strong be positive....go ahead...choo lo yeah Aasmaan....pray for u dear❤
Hlw payal mai aapko last kuch 5 month se dekh rhi hu or mujhe ek hi baat aapki sabse achi lagi ki aap kavi apne mukam apne sapno ko nhi chodti ho bhale hi rasta badal dete ho mai v thoda bhatk gyi thi but aapne sikha diya ki sirf hum apni life bana skte or bigad skte dusra koi nhi love you❤❤❤
Bohot achi baat kahi aapne
Shirf hum hi apni life bana sakte h or bigad sakte h dusre koi nhi
Main bhi ye hi manti hun
Mujhe aur bhi bohot kuch karna h
Aur ye sab bhi ekdin thik hojayegi
Bohot sara pyaar aapke liye❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
And a big hug 🫂
Tumi anek lucky,r khub bhalo ekta moner manush.....chinta korona ....sob thhik hoye jabey❤❤.... bhagoban er upor biswas rekho❤
Make the tea and pour it in the cup, and then mix a spoon of jaggery to it, it will not spoil.
Don't worry about all that bad stuff dear... stay strong &be positive like as u r now.. we love u the way u r..❤❤❤❤ love you so much ❤❤
The way you hugged penny was tooo sweet 🥹🧿...all right may God take ur all hard days and give u the strength not to be given up ❣️.. oke some extra love for Penny 💋💟
You are so sweet and innocent di.. You are my inspiration.. Your videos give me strength.. Keep posting di.. I pray to God ki aapki sari pareshaniyan khatam ho jaye.. ❤❤❤❤
Life is a roller coaster of emotions, with its ups and downs. I used to struggle with anxiety and panic over trivial matters, but now I'm consciously working on calming myself and facing my fears. It's easier said than done, but I believe in trying and having faith. Whatever happens, I trust it's for the best. Stay blessed, and remember to protect yourself from negativity.
Stay strong my child.lots of up and down will come your way but you will soon overcome it ❤have faith in God
I am proud of you please ignore them am always pray for you keep smiling 😊
It takes alot to say it loud that you are going through something.
Take all your time to heal, to grow back stronger. More love to you girl❤
Jab aap gud ke chai banati hai to gud ko last me gas(flame ) of karne ke baad daliye ...ni fatega ...sabke sath hota h ..fat jata hai starting me dalne se
Jis tarah acha time turant gujar jata hai, vaise he bura time or depressive time v gujar jyga, bas patience rakho❤, u r a good soul jo hoga acha hoga😊
Payal tum dukhi na hi yeh life ka ek phase hai jo guzar bhi jayega saath mein tumko strong life k liye ek naya approach v deta jayega so be positive.
Diii to be honest aapse mujhe bahut positive vibes aati hai 🥰🥰. Duniya mein ese bahut negative log mil jayenge but aap unko ignore karke chalo. Even after going through whatever problems you are facing you are trying to cheer up your subscribers by posting videos 😊😊. There are not many people who can do this but still you are doing it 😊❤. And we are very proud of you for that ❤✨. Lots of love and hugs to you 🫂🫂❤️❤️. And always stay the same cheerful and positive person like you are 😊
Khana khaty khaty ap rone lagai thi muje asa feel howa shyad me apky jesa dhuk dikh chuki ho lekin ap socho mat kuch asa wese ku k me bhi ab set ho to samj aya k ye sb sochna bekr tha sehat k liye ......😊be strong
Jaara happy hoye, taader theke faaltu chotolok keu nei... Don't worry di, eshobe kaan dio na.. You're strong and intelligent ❤bhalo theko go! ✨
Depression is scary payel. Main bhi yea experience kiye huye hain and main ab bhi kar rahi hoon. Just try to keep urself calm and happy. Otherwise it will be worse.
Yes you are right
Logon ko realise karne me hi late ho jati h
Main kosish kar rahi hun
If at all I need help, I will go for therapy as well
Aap apna experience share kiye mujhe bohot acha laga, aapke liye bohot sara pyaar.
May God give you a lot of courage and strength, we will overcome this one day❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I was also facing this same trauma ..but now'fine.. people treat me differently. But the thing is jab aap bura feel Krna band kr dete ho to log bura feel karanaa band kr dete h..it takes time..ek time k baad. Farq oadnaa band ho jataa h..Thank to all those who took stand for me ..I am watching your videos when you were with your husband and I was not with mine..just to keep me occupied from the time I was low.but now I am souch involved in spirituality loa that I. Am getting detached from all this.. working to Remove void within me..I am strong and your videos and keeping yourself normal will make me more strong..😊😊
Hi Payal I watch your vlogs consistently. I would suggest do check for vastu of your home. Do change your house. It will change vibes around you.
If you don't share your side story then everyone create there own story.
Hello payel di mai ayushi singh ye meri new wali I'd hai, phle wali papa use krte hain......
First of all aap tension n liya kariye, chunki 1 ya 2 log hi negative socchte hain, baaki aap jb relax hona batane k liye tabhi bataiyega, dont worry di prblms sabke life mein hai iss time aapko kamjor nhi pdnaaa warna log iska bhi faiyda uthane lgte h.... baaki i pray sb kuch sahi ho jaaye aap phle ki tarah khush rahiye bss yahi duaaa h bss aisa socchiye ki kuchh cheezen humare control mein nhi hoti,,, aur baaki humlog bhale dur hai lekin aapke humesha sath khade hai..... love you lots diii❤❤❤❤❤❤
Payal take your time and live ur life to the fullest. Please take a good care of health. Your existence matters a lot for your parents and your youtube family.
What is the matter? Pl tell
I am sorry to hear all that you are going all this
I am sure things will work out very well for you but yes it is a shock to see any kind of marital issue between you two as a couple you both looked very understanding "I am sorry i am unable to find a right word to describe my feeling"
Sab kuch acha ho jyega..it will take time but this phase is short lived ...dnt worry...
Try to be happy with penny..she is cute
Dear Sister ur very strong and positive girl stay strong. U have pure sole. Ups and down is a part of life don't bother. God bless u always. Love u dear. ❤❤❤❤
That is love of parents 💜 that's y you feel so relaxed & happy in that house. Human connections specially family is presious but hatts off to your hustle 👍😇
U r very stronger and vry innocent girl God bless you Payal....🙏❤
Why what happened to her
me abhi 15 days pahle hi apka channel join ki hoon aur apke blog bht real hote hai aur apka profession bht acha hai me bhi apni natin ko encourage krti hoon ki vo bhi kuch acha n glamorous profession hi choose kare
Main bhi karti hoon har roj didi❤ man ko bht hi sukoon milti hai... I'm from Assam
Diii aap yoga meditation karo❤❤❤ bad days khayam hone ke liye hi aate hai..apko or strong banane ke liye..❤❤ or ek jo apka dil kehta hai wohi karo apne dil ki suno kunki wo apki life hai apko jesa rehna hai wese raho.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Pareshan na ho raat ke baad subha jarur hoti h . Sab dukh ke baad sukh bi ayga sab theek ho jayega. Mere life m bohot si problem hai mere husband se alag koi nahin hai Mera duniya mein or koi baby bi nhi ho raha . Bas radhe rani pe Vishwas hai ki ek din sab theek ho jaega. Aap bi Vishwas rakho. And take care.
Just remember, you are armoured with power. This situation will never let u burn.I can understand it must be tough for u to go through all but all i would say its a process just trust yourself. Stay strong 🫶
Just one advice start journaling daily. It will help you alot. Have been through same phase a year back. Do let me know if my suggestion helped. 🫶
Di be positive sb thik ho jayega
Time ka sbse important feature yhi hota h ki jaesha v time ho ek din vo pass ho hi jata h.
I know achcha bolne or ush phase se suffer Krna dono alag hota h infact bahut difficult hota h ush phase m khud ko sambhal na.
Mujhe ni pta h ki apki life m kya hua h kya issue h nd aap jb comfortable hogi tb hi batana ni hogi to ni batana bus jayada stress ni lo aap.
Apke sath kuch v ho we all are with you.
Aapko ek suggestion Dena chahti hu ki Nazar Bala kuchh pehn ke rakha kro because nazar jaruri ni h ki jan bhujh ke lage kv kv uhi v lag jati h , nd second thing ki apko rat m nind ni aa rhi h to aap jb sone jate ho to koi v ek god ya goddess ka name repeat kiya kro example shiv shiv shiv..... eye close kr ke bed pr ishko aeshe repeat kro may be ye helpful ho aoke liye.
Love from Bihar ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Sending lots of love &tons of strength, you’ll come out even stronger
Please remain calm and composed. Do not let others control u. Remain togother always. Try to be together always. All the best to u.
Hello Payal, this comment is going to be long. If possible read. I've faced depression and the first step towards curing is to accept. Next step I would suggest you is go for therapy, you can take online therapy. Sometimes its like you're surrounded my closed ones but there are certain things you can't share with them for various reasons, they might be very tensed after listening to your problems or they might not understand your thoughts and possibly they can't relate cz you're their favourite person they can be biased also sometimes. For all these reasons you need a third person who doesn't know you or your husband or anyone who's involved in all the matters bothering you. Praying is very good practice for the peace of mind and I do it too. But just like the way when you get fever, or any other serious issues you consult doctor the same way you need to consult therapist when something's wrong with your mental state. Ik in middle class family it's quite unacceptable but you're modern so go for it. Yes one more thing howsoever you call yourself "duniya mein kaya chal raha hai apko aata pata nahi" still you're bothered deep inside about your own life, at the end of the day you need someone with whom you can share everything, even the smallest of the smallest problem of your life. I'm not telling it has to be your husband, it can be your friend or any family member. Please accept the fact everyone's a social being whatsoever we try to act we need a human shoulder to rest upon at the end of the day. Penny can be your best company but you need a human company at the same time. I've gone through a phase like you in my life when i used to tell i don't need anyone but i was in a bubble and obviously not happy inside just the acting of being happy. You don't have to answer online, you calmly sit down and answer to yourself and accept the reality. Lots of love ❤
Very nicely shared 😊
Its ok d. Creative people do get depressed. Shree Ram loves u a lot🎉. Seek his blessing he will heal u.love u d
Agar hum depressed hai anxiety ho rhi prayer karni chahiye jitni jyada ho sake spiritual rahna chahiye ❤
Just Wana say you are amazing ❤ brilliant ... stay positive and happy
Problems are temporary but your attitude is important and permanent .
dii i don't know about your husband topic because nowadays i am also very busy so i can watch your shorts vdo but now i watch this vdo i really feel very bad ....but dii i pray god to solve your problem because i love u i really love your personality and all .... lots off love ..❤❤❤❤
Hey payel.....,
Dont worry sab thik ho jayega....always stay positive
All will get set in sometime.... stay calm.....dont take anything to close to ur heart....❤❤❤😊😊😊
Always add jaggery in tea.at the end when tea with milk bolis well
Life kisi ke liye ni stay krti h log aate jaate ,bus kuch happy n kuch sad memories rah jaati h , kabi kabi kuch cheeze bht yaad aati h ,but time never come.....
Haan gud dalne se chai fat jati hai. Aap aisa karen gud ka powder rakhen aur chai ko cup me pour karne ke baad last me gud ka powder add karen. That works.
Payal di , Gurd me kuch khatra nhi hota, aap jo gurd use kr rahe ho usme chemical hai,, gurd ka purity dudh se trst kiya jaata hai. Use pathali gurd in winter season. And store for rest of the year.
Gud ki chai bnane k liye Gud ko last me chai ko gas k utar lene k baad usme aap gud ka power mix kar lo. Gas pe hi chai me gud nahi dala jata h tabhi aapki chai kharab ho gyi shayad
Stay Strong Payal.. Since we are alive our life, it is becoming zigzag (problems and Happiness around)
When we are dead that time it is plain line no more zigzag.
So please keep faith and focus on more spiritual things so that you will get motivated ✨️ 🙏
That's the only mantra.
Jai Jagannath!!
Hello Payal..Take care of yourself ,try meditating it helps ..stay blessed always ..❤
Use jaggery in tea after switching off the flame , it wont curdle.
Yes, correct
Pareshaniya to life ka hissa hai.aap pareshan mat ho payal.uperwala sb thik kar dega❤
You will be cured... dont worry every one goes thru this type of situation.. all the best
Start music if u love and yoga too best way to reduce depression...
Stop worrying about people...
Dont stop working as it will give you time to spend time for yourself...
Ple Payal bataye kyunki meri life bhi ek dukh se guzar Rahi hai alone if you don't mind agar aap shear kareygi kya hua aap ki married life me to kya pata mujhe bhi himmat mile Mai bahut depressed hun our depression ke saath ji Rahi hun love you God bless you
Payal is very different. Agar wo chahti to apne problems batakar views le sakti thi. But she is very wise,decent & practical. Stay strong payal
Eai prithibite karor jonne kichhu aatkai na. End of the day tumi thakbe tomar sathe. Vhalo thakata sob theke besi jaruri ja tumi nijeke rakhte paro. Sob theke baro katha tomar sathe peny achhe je tomar sob somaier chaya songgi. Khub vhalo thako.
Aapki videos dekh ke mujhe bhi ek motivation milta hai Main bhi bhot depression main hoon 😢par jab mai apne mummy ke ghar jati hu to mai bhi sab kuch bhool jati hu meri nind puri hoti khana khane ka mann hota hai sab kuch acha hota hai par jab mai sasural aati phir sb waisa hi ho jata hai main baby conceive nahi kar pa rahi hu isliye mai depressed rahti hu 😢pray for me
Dudh me jaggery boil karte vakt nahi dalte..if you want to have jaggery tea then put it once you switched off gas..varna dudh fat jayega
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HeyPayel i am watching your blogs from ireland i was also in depression but trust me its just a part of life you will overcome from this soon and when you will overcome trust me you will shine like a star.
Water,tea leaves aur jaggery ko achhe se boil kar lo aur milk ko separate boil karke cup me mix krne se nhi fatata hai chai.aap try karna.
Jaggery has minerals and bit of citric acid. It will curdle milk. Put jaggery after tea is made and poured in the cup. Then it will be fine. Don't put in milk that is boiling.
Its life and you are no superhuman....stay free no justification are required
I add jaggery later in glass.. but first add little tea wait for 2 min and see if it curdles.. I use Patanjali jaggery
Dnt think about anything just think about yourself be happy
Gur ko chai utharne k just phle dal k mila lijiye ,to dudh nh fatega... usually 80% chance hota h dudh fatne ka agr bich me hi dal diya jaye chai bnane k time
Hanji hota h chai me gud nhi dalke ubalte fatt jati h. Because of soda jo usme hota h. Aap chai bnane k baad usme upar se jaggery powder dalo. Sahi rhegi😊
Aapke sare video bahut acche lgte hai positive vibes milti hai😊
Payal u r inspiration to many , so stay strong 👍👍👍👍 … this too shall pass.
She is hardworking she is brave and bold women proud of uh di❤
New bedsheet ko wash karke use karna chahiye ek layer hoti h new bedsheet m chemicals ki usko wash karna jaruri hota h
Hi, payal Just wanted to say you that be strong and always believe that everything happens for a good reason,for the timing we are unable to understand but with passing time we can see the better things which are planned by God for us🍀🍀
Mam koi bth nhi ...ap mentally strong hoa ...sb theek hoa jayega ...ap Hanuman chalisa daily pada karo. .. negativity sae freedom milega ............... mediation and affirmation karo ap. ....bss ap.......hoa sakae toah 1 month leave loa and self love karo
😂❤❤❤❤ sab se milo baat karo dil se .online jao par friend nehi banana hai.ego ko side rakho koi jealous nehi hai...sab aap se pyar karte hai.independent hona acha hai par isko sharpe nehi charhana hai.ladko se thoda Dil se baat karo.mil Jaye ga medecine
Stay strong Payel jee.❤❤❤
God bless you me aap ke liye duwa karungi ki aap ki family hamesha khush rahe
You are a wonderful person ❤very young smart strong and beautiful girl❤ happiness and sorrows are part of life sab theek hojaega....ap hmesha khush rho...you are already doing amazing
o shit__Depression is real__once I was also there__jst yesterday I saw u 1st time & was like waao बंगाली gal😍__Nvr allow anything fade ur glitterssss🎉
U r really a very beautiful woman its just a part of life ...aane vaala kal bahut bahut beautiful hoga..
Jb chai bn jaye tabhi gud dalna chahiye cup me nikale samay okkk tb nhi fategi gud se chai ft hi jati hai
All is well ❤️🩹❤️🩹 payal Ji stay happy always 💕❤️
Hi didi m apke videos daily dekhti hu or mne apse bohat kuch sikha hai apke videos dekh k bohat muje motivation milta hai ap itni mehnat kr te ho or m bhi apki jitni hi hu
Muje bhi makeup ka bohat sokh hai ap jab tab videos bnate rahoge or m jinda rahungi tab Tak apke videos dekhungi 🥰
Payal u are a storng and good woman so ignore the negative comment and keep smile and time ke shath sab thik ho jata h dont warrye all about things lots of love and suport❤❤
You are a pure soul ❤️
So are you Pooja 🫂
Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sabdhan e theko..ja hobe sob valoi hobe.. Tomar kache onek kichu ache jetuku o hoyto onek er kache neii...tumi ei 2024 e datiye ekta job korcho..bekarotter jala to sob theke boro jala..tumi ontoto beche thakar jonno karo opor nirvorsil nou..so stay strong and positive as always..
Koi nhi payal ji sab thik ho jayega hum aapke sath h
Kya huwa Payal g ko
Nice vlog n ksi bi problem ho bo sab ak din shi ho jati h don't mind happy rho 😊 pihu
Obviously you are right di please be always strong lots of love
I was one who first commented negative , and that's first and last forever. Jb hum kuch galat kahte kisi ko toh vo kisi or harm nhi karta infact hme ek scar deta hai, and yes I felt that scar inside me. Anyways main ab kisi ko koi comment Krna pasand nhi karti negative or positive now it's my personal choice being silent with each side.... But today I feel that main kuch lukhu tumhare liye ..... Never bother people chahe vo kitna bhi close ho apke or aksar hme apne hi takleef pahuchte hai.... This is just phase joki time aur beautiful bànayege inside out. Never be afraid of this phase. Accept it with ease, and calm mind. ..... And this phase will passes and you realise something beautiful trait you add in your personality that is calmness. ... So much love to you ❤
Di please aap tension mt liya kro hmesha khush rha kro ❤❤ i am with you😊
I would just say everything will be fine 🎉
Also you can share anything or everything to us because if we also face same problem we can deal with that.
And jo bhi aapke ya kisi ke bhi life pe hanste hain yakin karye wo barbad hain ❤
Lots of power and love to you.
God bless you and me bas itna kahungi ki apne ko priority pe rakhna aap chahe jo bhi ho.
Di ap bahut hardworking ho apki ye habbit bahut achi lagti h