I had like 24 month period of fighting a demon without knowing. As an agnostic. I was getting scratch marks in my sleep, so i cut my finger nails off all the way, it continued. When i was alone w animals they would gather around me and bark and cry, this happened in a few different homes. I was also starting to experience sleep paralysis along w extremely disturbing night terrors, didnt see any demons while paralyzed but i did feel an extreme amount of fear like i was in danger. I also felt completely drained no matter how much rest i got or how much i ate or worked out. Everything so far i kept brushing off being a man of logic and not superstitious at all. That all changed the night i took 3 tabs with some friends, the night ended early and i ended up home alone tripping. I went to the bathroom and when i came out thats where i saw it crouched directly across from me like a small gargoyle on my coat rack. He had a big wide grin with rows of shark like teeth and big black beating eyes, His head was bigger than his body, His body was tiny and weak with large feet and large sharp black claw toes. It had little and big horns on his big lightbulb shaped head. Now keep in mind you do not hallucinate this hard off 3 tabs, especially at the end of the trip. You would think off cid i would be freaking out but i was completely calm. I just starred and it starred back, after a few moments i had a flash flood of memories of all my disturbing dreams and he was watching me in the distance in all of them. I starred awhile longer before deciding to go outside for fresh air and a blunt. The next day i realized what i had seen and i decided not to tell anyone at first, i just brushed it off. I ended up telling my gf abt my sleep paralysis and she jokingly said Mexicans believe that means theres a demon on ur chest. Thats when everything hit me like a brick. Could it really be a demon? Luckily for me i had a good relationship with an older religious man. I decided to tell him everything that has been happening. He gives me simple advice, he said next time pray. As an AGNOSTIC i said to myself thats the best advice you got😂 fast forward and everything has gotten much worse and i felt i was loosing it, it went from disturbing dreams to disturbing thoughts. So on this one night i get sleep paralysis and its extra bad, felt like my ears were about to bleed and my teeth were going to break and out of desperation like a last resort i pray to God and instantaneously i feel everything lift off me. I will never forget what God did for me even when i abandoned him. This is obviously extremely condensed but the moral remains the same. Demons are real, Trust in God
I had a ton of these experiences without ever doing any psychedelics except weed and amphetamines which are very mild psychedelics if at all. Yeah it's all real but I didn't pray to God for years unlike you and was tormented as a result. It came to a point of having 7-10 sleep paralyses a night and much worse than this, it's 2 am so I won't go into detail. Since turning to Jesus it's gotten much better, even if it happens I fear not, I just pray and feel rush of positive emotion even if I am still paralized.
@@dragasinbrankovic Amen brotha. Stay away from dirty places, drugs, bad ppl, and stress. These all invite demons into our lives. I completely changed my life around since then and all symptoms have seemed to disappear. I hope the same happens for you. God bless
I've been clean from opiates and meth for almost 6 years but haven't ever really been able to kick the depression completely. I became obsessed with finding a way to be happy. I knew I did t want to go back to hard drugs but this past year found myself addicted to Kratom, exercise, vitamins, cutting out carbs, cutting out meat, and recently started listening to new age beliefs about frequencies, then started micro dosing mushrooms a few months ago, all the while sinking deeper into depression. I became angry with God and got deep enough into the new age to the point that 4 days ago I actually was saying out loud the Christianity was a scam and believing all the Christ Conciusness stuff. God is so merciful because it was like in one instant my eyes were just opened to how far I had come from the truth and I felt Jesus love all over again. I also found this channel at the same time and have been binge watching every video I can find.
The Lord is faithful to forgive. Remember that. The Prodigal son came back home, and the father celebrated by cooking a Faten cafe and put a gown on him and a ring on his finger . The Lord is celebrating, and all the angels in heaven are as well. Dont stop going towards him . Get baptized in the name of jesus' and receive the Holy Spirit. Hes amazing and well guide your path. Hes plans are good for you . Im happy for you brother dont even look back . Throughout your crystals and anything tied to new ages practices because they can leave doors open for demons .
Amazing, I've been clean off meth for about 4 months now. Had a powerful encounter with the Lord. I had my head doused in these things New age, astrology, tarot, kundalini, meditating, chakras. All of it is fleeting, as in it's not long lasting. God however, His Holy Spirit provides so much joy, liberty, and the desire to live a fruitful life. You're on the right path friend, Christ is the Way, Truth, and the Life.
Alot of people go through depression for years after getting clean and sober. Facing life without substances is very frighting and can be very lonely. Keep going and rely on people that understand what you're going through. Well done getting to 6byears
@dontsweatit6057 well done. One day at a time, stick with wherever works for you. Just keep going and sooner or later you'll be amazed at what you've come through. Well done
Brother Joshua...wow, I feel your pain in your story. I was a heroin addict for 13 yrs, been on methadone and suboxone for 8. Yesterday was my last day of suboxone...please pray for me. I believe the Lord is guiding me and He's my only peace, my only hope, my only true love. Hes just so good. I'm so grateful He saved you and it's people like you that give others hope and get them seeking. Oddly this wasn't really my road to Him, I had a strange path to the Lord, but it doesn't really matter how we get to Him, as long as we do. God bless and keep you my brother.
🙏 brother! I'm tapering off of sub right now. I'm at 1-2mg a day. Plan on tapering down to 0.25mg everyday, them every other day and then every third day before I hop off! This is exactly how I did my methadone with really no withdrawals other than the the mental stuff! It's been one of the most difficult things in my life! Staying on dose and not taking more as an addict has been difficult but has helped my self control too
I'm Ganna be going through the same thing I'm on the sublicade shot now I was called to the Lord years ago but I went back to heroin for like 5 years I totally turned my back on him after he called me but now I'm scared he's done with me
Hey thanks for sharing this…. I never meet people who know the experience of getting off of suboxone. I was obviously a heroin fentanyl addict then I got on methadone then subs then relapsed then methadone and subs. Until I detoxed From suboxone about a month and a half ago. It was rough but I found Jesus when I was withdrawing alone in my apartment. I was so alone and he filled this heavy void in me that made me feel so suicidal for So long… I don’t feel that anymore, I’m in love with Jesus and god. I may not know much but Jesus showed me reality . I’m not living in a false reality anymore like the guy said in the interview. You won’t regret getting off of subs I promise you can do it also for Some reason I bought activated charcoal it helped me detox a bit faster I think . It was about 3 weeks. But I did it I know you got this you can do too and everything will be okay. You’ll feel alright soon just stay strong and feel gods love for you and pray and ask god for help I promise you got This !! We do recover 🙏
I was addicted to opiates for a very long time. It destroyed me spiritually. Once I got off those pain killers I started taking kratom. Now, I’m almost completely off kratom. God is healing me daily! Praise Jesus!
My brother! Im 8 years clean from drugs and 4 years into my walk with Jesus. I praise God you found your way to this point to many of us go the other way. Especially those of us who messed around with that heroin. Im truly happy for you man. God is good all the time. Edit: what you said about "it won't clean out the cup it'll just be clean time" I was clean for 4 years before I came to Christ and I just want to say that's one of the realest things ive ever heard. Sober or high I never found the peace I was looking for till I opened my heart to God. You probably won't see this anyways but your testimony reminded me of my own in someways and I find myself really pulling for you. Good luck and God bless you.
5 Ods on Fent, 2x I tried to take my life on meth. First time I nearly died was at the age of 16, I took an insane dose of opiates and dextromethorphan which landed me in the ICU for 3 days. 5 Rehabs, drug court. Run ins with the law, so many situations that should've turned out one way, but turned out in the Gods favor. Depravity and death were 2 things I was familiar with, so much so that I felt it trailing me everywhere. Jesus breaks all chains n shackles. He is truly worth serving and is deserving of all the praise.
towards the very end of my addiction, i was too on fentanyl and DXM. i was taking them together, insane amounts of DXM, i was drinking bottles of it that was 5 years ago now that ive been clean. from the age of 16 or 17 all the way to 31 is how long my addiction lasted. i became christian around the middle of that time period. after finding Jesus i found hope, and that hope carried me through the rest of my addiction. i did not get clean after finding Christ (right away) but i did find a relationship with him which led me to sobriety. and about 6 years after becoming christian after one of the worst experiences of my life, i lost all my desire, all my cravings, and all possibilities of relapse or addiction. i knew i was done. i can't explain it but somehow through Jesus, God was able to turn me from a lost addict to a sober person. cant explain it, i lost my ability to use drugs, my desire, my cravings, all gone. i can't explain it, but to me it is the greatest miracle i could imagine. i never had a craving since, i am 100% unable to use drugs again, and i dont even need NA or AA meetings. i know that some people find that NA and AA helps them, but personally the way God blessed me, it's almost as if i've never tried drugs in the first place. it is truly amazing
@@eleos_22 God is good brother, that's powerful. I can't explain it either, but boom one day He just snatched the cravings. The desires, the ability to function and co-exist soberly came through. The Holy Spirit is powerful brother!
I think the last part when he talked about the allure of drugs and what they do to you was the most important part of this whole interview. I wish more people could see this who are tempted or who are already engaged in drug use.
I just finished this episode and pulled out my Bible to read. You might not believe me but this REALLY just happened!!! Guess what I opened my Bible to? Psalm 18💯 All glory to you Jesus!!!!!🥲🙏😊❤️
I believe you. Once while watching someone’s testimony of hell my music box (which I hadn’t used in months) randomly chimed for a few seconds and the song in my music box is “amazing Grace” I was alone when this happened, but it definitely happened and there’s a record of it in heaven.
Josh you had a long hard road and you've gained so much wisdom from your experiences. You are a good speaker as well. Speaking from the heart. I just lost my daughter two months ago, so devastating, too sad, too young too soon. She will be missed and loved dearly forever.
Praise Our Lord Jesus Christ 🙏 He gives us the living water, that quenches your thirst eternally. He gives us his living word that fills us completely. Praise The Lord God Almighty!!
Man I love this channel and specifically this video so much. I want to ask something tho. So this guy mentioned secular musicians and how they used acid to help their creativity. But I think it’s deeper than that. It really seems like these artists, whether or not they are using drugs, they’re connecting with something outside of themselves. It’s almost as if the music they write is a deity unto itself and the artists are just channeling that energy in one way or another. I hear songs like “Friends In Low Places” and “Sympathy For The Devil” by two separate VERY accomplished musical acts. It’s hard to imagine a world where those songs don’t exist almost as if the music writes itself and the performer is just the instrument. I have read so many examples of these huge award winning artists who can’t even tell you the first part about how they wrote the song. They themselves don’t even know. I think Lucifer is very much alive in music. What is secular music all about? It’s about being boastful, like in rap. They use music as a means to get the spirit of Antichrist into every home possible. It started with people like Elvis. You ever notice how the theme of secular music went from sadness/the blues, rebellion/rock & roll, then to self glorification like you see in hip hop? It’s was all sequenced in the same order as Lucifer’s timeline. He felt a sense of injustice with the way God ordained his spiritual hierarchy. Then he organized a rebellion. Then he proclaimed himself as God. Listen to modern hip hop and notice the theme is almost always the same. It’s always “I’m better than you, your girlfriend would rather be with me, I’m so wealthy, you could never do things on my level.” It’s so boastful, exactly the way scripture describes the Antichrist to be. But they make it seem like harmless art. The question I have is how do we escape the effects of anti-Christian “art” and is there a way to glorify God through art better than Lucifer? Cuz I have never heard anyone say “let’s drop acid so we can be closer to Jesus and glorify him through our music”. Not that Jesus wants anyone using drugs but the fact that Satan has people doing it all the time just shows the true reach he has on the human spirit. As a 25 plus year musician I find myself questioning “does Jesus even want us competing with Lucifer or should we just avoid art altogether.”
Quite Interesting! honestly i get the feeling that music/worship is for that secret place, Kinda like how those who are praying boastfully in public are doing so in vain, and therefore true singing is from the heart and goes straight to the Lord
You should look up the channel good fight ministries. The pastor is an ex rock and roll musician who talks about how when he used to make rock music as a teen, he was unknowingly channeling song lyrics from demonic entities. He made a documentary called “they sold their souls for rock and roll” which talks about the dark side of the secular music industry . They also make videos every week about lots of other topics
I like to think that Skillet and Crowder at their best put up a good show for Christian music but sadly I agree that secular music often has the edge on what makes for really catchy and popular songs.
My son had a horrifying experience and it happened on Juneteenth of this year. I know this is also a day that makes some people think about negative thought toward white people. Someone gave him a very strange psychedelic, something that he doesn't usually use. I didn't realize this because he seemed fine when I left to go to get my blood drawn. Then I got a call from the sheriff. I rushed back to my apartment and found him sitting on the curb with the officer surrounding him, his eyes as big as saucers. He looked very traumatized and freaked out. He said he had visual and auditory experiences that were horrifying to him. Suddenly there was a Jamaican shaman that appeared on the other side of the small apartment, in the bathroom area. He said it was terrifying as this person began to talk to him in a strange and threatening way. He says the person was scary and large. My son began to pick up everything and throw it violently toward this entity that he was envisioning. I have a large collection of beautiful plants and he was throwing all of them, it was destroying everything in my apartment, computers electronics... everything also became covered with the dirt. I came home to find the biggest disaster I have ever seen. He was on the balcony screaming for help, and all my neighbors came out. It was absolutely horrible.
I just wanna comment real quick. That's the guy who helped me come back to almighty YAH!!!! it brings tears to my eyes man. I wanted to take shrooms with my friend. But being spiritual i knew it could have bad effects so i went on UA-cam n liked up spiritual side effects of taking shrooms n delafe testimonies poped up of him!!! Changed my life forever. Yah bless you brother!!!
Omgoodess I can’t believe this….. I’ve had the same experience with the TV. I was terrified and I knew I wasn’t crazy but I surely thought I was. I’ve had several experiences like this. All I could do was call out for Jesus and rebuked Satan and his demons.
The TV's are black screen portals, along with your phone. TV's and the phones, originally came with doors, or a flip to cover the screens when not in use. Things we'd know, if our books weren't so tampered with.
It sounds like this man started doing drugs at such a young age that he never had the opportunity to cultivate an identity or at least one that he could look back on with some reverence. But the Lord took away all that pain and self hatred and made him a new man.
I remember bqck when me and my roomate were out of weed. We had pawned off so much there wasnt wnough to even get a dime. We were scraping my bowls trying tocget whatever resin we could. I had a moment where it all got to be too much work for not even getting a good buzz anymore. I said out loud, welp, i guess im done smoking now. Within a half hour my brother showed up with blunts and i caved and kept on smoking for a while after that. Better believe when you try to make positive changes the devil is going tovtry to tempt you
Incredible testimony. And as expected, God led me here to hear some things I can relate to and that can help me through my struggles as well. Praise God.
Incredible how much I relate and held onto every word Josh! Thank you for your testimony, it was so validating. God Bless your ministry and this pod cast! Hallelujah and praise Jesus the Christ!
I can attest! I've been sober for a little over 4 months now from everything. I have done "spiritual" journeys using mostly an obscene amount of ketamine and have had unexplainable supernatural experiences. the last time, though the holy spirit told me it was time for me to get sober and I got up that very moment and walked to church. There was an AA meeting and the people out there waited with me until I got in Detox at night and I've been sober ever since.
That is a powerful story and I could identify with you all the way. The only concern I have with anything you said is the comment you made about AA, I know alot of people that found Jesus through AA, I myself found a deep connection with God and an understanding of Jesus too. You are correct, tho when you said that just going to meetings won't get you sober or bring peace, but if you work a twelve step program, then you will change. AA, and NA, is not for everyone , just like born again. Church isn't for everyone, but remember this brother , God is all things to all men. Jesus said the kingdom of heaven is within us and all around us, ots everywhere. Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience. It has definitely encouraged me greatly, and I've shared it with others, too. God bless you brother and keep fighting the good fight
In all fairness to him he did mention that he actually encourages people to go to rehab if they need it. He is not against it whatsoever. A good chunk of that did not make it in the video because of an issue in the recording.
@almostfalse fair enough, I wasn't trying to undermine him, I just didn't want anyone that is struggling with addiction to rule out AA, or NA, as an option. I never ever heard such an expiring account of recovery. I myself was on crack and herion, and struggled with alcohol from the age of 11. I'm almost 17 years clean. Thanks for making me aware of what was left out
You're damn right they open portals! Not everyone should do these types of things. I dealt with this firsthand and it was crazy. BUT it was because I abused their properties... and was drinking alcohol in addition. Alcohol desecrates everything. These are not things to take together or to do for fun. Because I abused these things, I opened harmful portals. Luckily, it made me go sober and I was able to get them cleared from my home. It definitely took angelic forces.
On my mind is the question of where do all these "broken brothers and sisters go on fenny & xenny?" (Fentanyl & xulyazine) The Lord God can't come to take us all home soon enough. Still we have to "endure". Amen 🙏🏻
All Praise The Everlasting Messiah King Christ Yeshua's mighty loving living Blood and Name Amen 🙏🏻 Thank you for your courageous testimony Saint. HalleluYAH!
I totally understand as I struggle with addiction to heroin and have done for over 20 years I try my best to be the best version of myself I can be I work and maintain my habit and don’t hurt anyone. I keep seeing these videos saying unless you are a perfect Christian you will end up in hell regardless and it’s really been affecting my mental health to the point I nearly turned my back on the lord but I believe Jesus Christ knows we’re not perfect especially in this cold vicious world we’re living in today we’re you can’t help but sin just to be able to live. I had a terrible upbringing but I just pray that the lord sees my heart knows what’s in it and that I am a good person that has him in my heart and try’s my best and just pray that when my time comes he will accept me see the life of pain I’ve led down here and bless me with a pain free and happy eternity as opposed to banishing me to hell for struggling with addiction or because I live with an amazing woman but we don’t aren’t married yet we love each other hugely. I’d really love to hear other thoughts on this. Stay blessed and strong.
There is no such thing as a perfect Christian. We all struggle and every single one of us falls short of the glory of God. We are justified by faith, not by works. However, your faith should lead you to live a holier life as you grow in relationship with God. You need to put Jesus above all else, and that means to do everything you can to get away from sinning. If you truly love God you'll try to stop the addiction and not justify it. Acknowledge your guilt and turn away from it. It's not about being perfect but it's about having your heart in the right place. Also, just get married. That will fix the other problem. Anyway I hope that this is encouraging to you. Pray continually and ask God to give you the strength to quit. He will give to to you, it's a promise in scripture (1 Corinthians 10:13). If you have any more questions please reach out to me on discord and I'll be happy to talk more with you. God bless you brother
He nailed it! Yes like New age and Buddhism and meditation and yoga it's all about what you put into it is what you get out. And it's very limited and it's not even real. Try to psych yourself into thinking it is. But with Jesus, it's the love of God coming through us the holy Spirit coming through us The peace of God coming through us. 🙏🙏💖
The first line - I could feel my soul leaving my body - Right, so after a while these people just become hollow empty people, my relative lost their soul like this. I mean they are breathing and eating, but is an empty shell of the person they used to be. Stay away from drugs that make your soul leave the body.
Been clean off meth heroin and fent for almost 3 years but I've been taking suboxine since I got clean. Pray that I can get off of it I'm going to commit to a plan.
So I’m listening to this gentleman’s testimony and I am so happy that he found Jesus, so I decide to turn to Psalm 18, to which he referred several times. Reading it, all I can think is how much the “Lord” to whom David prays sounds like Leviathan rather than The Father to whom Jesus prays. Smoke in his nostrils, fire in his mouth, thick darkness under foot, hiding in darkness… does any of this sound like the merciful, loving Father of whom Jesus preaches? To me this sounds like a demonic dragon-like lesser god. I do believe in Jesus, and I believe him when he tells the Pharisees they are of their father, the devil. They were then and always have worshipped an evil god, not the true God of all things who is loving and merciful.
I see my aura all the time. I always have. I see it even more now that I got born again and slain in the Spirit or baptized in fire. I messed with some drugs as a teen but not this stuff. Praise God for calling and saving this young man.
If it's true as you say, I don't know you in person but it sounds like you have A Gift. You can see thing's most cannot see and feel the vibes whenever you walk into room or social situation. You know who is for you or who is against you.
@@Andy101-tm3hzit’s not a gift it’s demonic they need to be delivered in the name of Jesus, sometimes the devil uses Gods gifts for his kingdom if you’re still in worldly things “energy” and “aura” is new age terms
@@mmichellecherry You don't know that!! The Gift of Spiritual Discernment allows you to feel people's vibes and energy and you can see into people's motives. You don't know what you are talking about!!
I did the drug thing too, but it was abuse that got me sober. I drank and drugged to tolerate it, as I knew no difference. I turned my will and life over and found myself going with a friend to a AA meeting. I was hooked, they let me stay at open meetings, as I had used, but it was the codependency causing my life problems. I did not stay in Christianity, because Christ guided me elsewhere. We don't meed religion, quite the contrary, as it is division. It is the relationship we seek, and what keeps us on the right path. Christianity is actually Anti Christ, as he never wanted us to forget his bride, or "worship" him. He doesn't like that, it interferes with the relationship.
You can dislike Christianity all you want but you can’t say that Christ led you away from it. Jesus gave us the apostles, and they wrote down what he taught. If you disagree with their teachings you disagree with Christ Himself. That, my friend, is being anti-Christ. Not the other way around. Pray that God opens your eyes and He will show you.
@@almostfalse , I most certainly can. Do you recall what he did in the temple. Christianity, today, is anti Christ. I just had a man tell me God doesn't care about the animals. What god is that???
@@almostfalse < I can, because he did. He doesn't want to be worshiped, and he certainly does not want us to forget the very important women in his life. You can remove this too.
@@almostfalse , I'll do the lost books first, thank you. You are aware of who controls this realm, right? The Deceiver. I go straight to the source, Jesus, for my answers, and guidance. He took my hand before I could read. There is no thing between us. You just need to listen with your heart, but the books don't want you to know that. Said with Love, Much Love
I gotta tell this. I had been saved a little over 2 years ago. Before that, I was lost, and mushrooms having such good online reputation as being a mental life saver was still an option of help for me. Even after being saved, I was curious. So curious, I began studying and hunting them in there season. I had collected many. None of value for "tripping" except one specie. I was hesitant to do it, because the Holy Spirit was saying no, but at that time I wasn't good at discerning the spirit from wrong. I have since learn that quiet voice is the Helper. Anyway, the video of this man "I took psychedelics as a Christian" came into my feed. See, I was praying asking if it was okay, to please tell me. God will find you where you are. Since, I wasn't listening to being clearly told it wasn't okay, I believe he gave me that video to get through my thick skull. I watch all this guys interviews since then. Thanks for bringing him on, I think he has reached countless people like me.
Bro I’m a follower of JESUS CHRIST. I VE BEEN SET FREE FROM DEMONIC POSSESSION. AND EVERY ADDITION I WAS ENSLAVED BY OVER NITGH. I STAYED CLEAN 7 years but one beer took me out. Our lord hasn’t seen fit to repeat the miracle agin. But. In aa or na. If a person truly works all 12 steps. The insides get scrubbed a person really gets to know himself. Sees how we cause all of our problems. Becomes responsible for his wellbeing. Learns how to be a better person. Rids himself of the shame. Becomes friends with himself and more importantly with a real higher power. And grows up along the way. Please don’t speak about a Christian program that saves lives. Until you really understand what it is. The 12 steps where created by GOD FEARING MEN TO REACH IS KNUCKLE HEADS THAT WOULD NEVER STEP INTO A CHURCH. YOUR DISREGARD FOR AA COULD BE THE CAUSE OF SOME KIDS DEATH. THAT AA OR NA MIGHT HAVE SAVED.
Wow, the end. Stop talking about me. Oh wait, that's right Satan baits us down the same paths. Everything about grandma and Sunday school was on point! Hahaha 🤣 Hallelujah! My creator is a comedian, hiding with gifts and blessings! Amen! I will conquer my addiction though my disease prompts substance use... Very tricky problem. Thank you for sharing and listening, man this host cares, like really cares! Amen! I love you all❤❤❤
Jesus is stronger than all diseases and addictions. It’s by His power and His grace that we are able to endure trials of all kinds. He will be with you and help you to overcome this 🤍
haha this guy’s the best. God bless him and Bless the name of the Lord who guided and delivered him from the gates of darkness and death. Protect this man in his path Lord God and defend him from the attacks of the enemy who want his life. Who want to take him off the board for the sake of the kingdom of darkness. Thank you Jesus for your kindness and love. For your mercy and Glory. Give us the strength to not only withstand the attacks of the enemy but to attack the kingdom of darkness through Your name. in the name of JESUS. Amen and Amen.
I like Josh. From what I've seen of him before, he is a genuine guy. I'm still in the grip of addiction. The light at the end of the tunnel seems far away, but at least I know it's there 👍
They open people up, yes I’ve seen that. And if you have been a bad person and are associated with bad evil people or take those drugs with wicked people or in wicked environment - you get attacked by evil spirits. These drugs can also expose to people their own selfishness
The God and demonic visions are crazy … I have one too a few actually. End of the world dreams.. acid trips of things that move around trees & winds. Kinda like bridge to Tarabithia creatures ? Idk but yeah
took acid like a few weeks ago and couple hours ago seen a green entity on my hallway that I typically ignore because it had neutravl vibes not any negative vibes,Mushrooms and acid are resources that can help elevate our intelligence,awareness and even change our five senses(yes I know theres more than 5 senses ,no need to sound smart) and yeah well I expierenced all this throughout my teens
Hardcore drugs and then taking a spiritual drug like psychedelic and expecting to have a good experience? If you're not right with Jesus how could you expect to have a good experience?
"Jesus isnt helping me, he do t care about me i dont think" I KNOW this statement isnt truth, but this describes exactly where Im at right now...... A feeling i just cant shake off
Proverbs 16:4 4 The LORD hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil. Isaiah 43:10 10 Ye are my witnesses, saith the Lord, and my servant whom I have chosen:that ye may know and believe m' 242e, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me. Isaiah 46:9-10 9 Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, 10 Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure: Jeremiah 1:5 5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. Ephesians 1:4-5 4 According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world,that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: 5 Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, Romans 8:28-30 28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. 29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. 30 Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified. Corinthians 3:6-9 6 I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase. 7 So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase. John 6:44- 44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day. John 15:16 16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you. Acts 13:48 48 And when the Gentiles heard this, they were glad, and glorified the word of the Lord: and as many as were ordained to eternal life believed. 1 Peter 1:2 2 The Elect according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, through sanctification of the Spirit, unto obedience and sprinkling of the blood of Jesus Christ: Grace unto you, and peace, be multiplied. Galatians 1:15 15 But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace, Ephesians 1:11-12 11 In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: 12 That we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted in Christ. Acts 22:14 And he said, The God of our fathers hath chosen thee, that thou shouldest know his will, and see that Just One, and shouldest hear the voice of his mouth. Matthew 22:14 14 For many are called, but few are chosen. Colossians 3:12 12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering; Revelation 13:8 8 And all that dwell upon the earth shall worship him, whose names are not written in the book of life of the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world. Jeremiah 1:5 5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. Romans 8:33 33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifieth. Hebrews 9:14 KJV - How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?
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took acid like a few weeks ago and couple hours ago seen a green entity on my hallway that I typically ignore because it had neutravl vibes not any negative vibes,Mushrooms and acid are resources that can help elevate our intelligence,awareness and even change our five senses(yes I know theres more than 5 senses ,no need to sound smart) and yeah well I expierenced all this throughout my teens Im going to turn 20 in a few months
I was recommended members in a group to give shrooms a try. Of course I thought this guys were out of their minds, especially after hearing the horror stories from people who had bad trips after trying out shrooms. I was already addicted to opioids and trying to find ways to grow my own poppy plants which are rue base for growing d*pe but God made sure it never worked out for me. They would reach a certain point in growth but due afterwards
So on k2 he watched his death and crossover. On heroin, he fell out or "nodded off" n if he would've died, then he would've experienced the full and final crossover.
yessss you are right! its “reversed” either Bufotenin (5-ho-dmt), weaker tryptamine analogue, or 5-meo-dmt, or 5-HIAA which i doubt my bet is on Bufotentin!
I had like 24 month period of fighting a demon without knowing. As an agnostic. I was getting scratch marks in my sleep, so i cut my finger nails off all the way, it continued. When i was alone w animals they would gather around me and bark and cry, this happened in a few different homes. I was also starting to experience sleep paralysis along w extremely disturbing night terrors, didnt see any demons while paralyzed but i did feel an extreme amount of fear like i was in danger. I also felt completely drained no matter how much rest i got or how much i ate or worked out. Everything so far i kept brushing off being a man of logic and not superstitious at all. That all changed the night i took 3 tabs with some friends, the night ended early and i ended up home alone tripping. I went to the bathroom and when i came out thats where i saw it crouched directly across from me like a small gargoyle on my coat rack. He had a big wide grin with rows of shark like teeth and big black beating eyes, His head was bigger than his body, His body was tiny and weak with large feet and large sharp black claw toes. It had little and big horns on his big lightbulb shaped head. Now keep in mind you do not hallucinate this hard off 3 tabs, especially at the end of the trip. You would think off cid i would be freaking out but i was completely calm. I just starred and it starred back, after a few moments i had a flash flood of memories of all my disturbing dreams and he was watching me in the distance in all of them. I starred awhile longer before deciding to go outside for fresh air and a blunt. The next day i realized what i had seen and i decided not to tell anyone at first, i just brushed it off. I ended up telling my gf abt my sleep paralysis and she jokingly said Mexicans believe that means theres a demon on ur chest. Thats when everything hit me like a brick. Could it really be a demon? Luckily for me i had a good relationship with an older religious man. I decided to tell him everything that has been happening. He gives me simple advice, he said next time pray. As an AGNOSTIC i said to myself thats the best advice you got😂 fast forward and everything has gotten much worse and i felt i was loosing it, it went from disturbing dreams to disturbing thoughts. So on this one night i get sleep paralysis and its extra bad, felt like my ears were about to bleed and my teeth were going to break and out of desperation like a last resort i pray to God and instantaneously i feel everything lift off me. I will never forget what God did for me even when i abandoned him. This is obviously extremely condensed but the moral remains the same. Demons are real, Trust in God
I had a ton of these experiences without ever doing any psychedelics except weed and amphetamines which are very mild psychedelics if at all.
Yeah it's all real but I didn't pray to God for years unlike you and was tormented as a result.
It came to a point of having 7-10 sleep paralyses a night and much worse than this, it's 2 am so I won't go into detail.
Since turning to Jesus it's gotten much better, even if it happens I fear not, I just pray and feel rush of positive emotion even if I am still paralized.
@@dragasinbrankovic Amen brotha. Stay away from dirty places, drugs, bad ppl, and stress. These all invite demons into our lives. I completely changed my life around since then and all symptoms have seemed to disappear. I hope the same happens for you. God bless
This is great, but how does it relate to the video? 🙂
@@toggleway read the title of the video…
@@Dub_Turna my apologies 🙏🏻
I've been clean from opiates and meth for almost 6 years but haven't ever really been able to kick the depression completely. I became obsessed with finding a way to be happy. I knew I did t want to go back to hard drugs but this past year found myself addicted to Kratom, exercise, vitamins, cutting out carbs, cutting out meat, and recently started listening to new age beliefs about frequencies, then started micro dosing mushrooms a few months ago, all the while sinking deeper into depression. I became angry with God and got deep enough into the new age to the point that 4 days ago I actually was saying out loud the Christianity was a scam and believing all the Christ Conciusness stuff. God is so merciful because it was like in one instant my eyes were just opened to how far I had come from the truth and I felt Jesus love all over again. I also found this channel at the same time and have been binge watching every video I can find.
Praise God! He is so good! 🙏
The Lord is faithful to forgive. Remember that. The Prodigal son came back home, and the father celebrated by cooking a Faten cafe and put a gown on him and a ring on his finger . The Lord is celebrating, and all the angels in heaven are as well. Dont stop going towards him . Get baptized in the name of jesus' and receive the Holy Spirit. Hes amazing and well guide your path. Hes plans are good for you . Im happy for you brother dont even look back . Throughout your crystals and anything tied to new ages practices because they can leave doors open for demons .
Amazing, I've been clean off meth for about 4 months now. Had a powerful encounter with the Lord. I had my head doused in these things New age, astrology, tarot, kundalini, meditating, chakras. All of it is fleeting, as in it's not long lasting. God however, His Holy Spirit provides so much joy, liberty, and the desire to live a fruitful life. You're on the right path friend, Christ is the Way, Truth, and the Life.
Alot of people go through depression for years after getting clean and sober. Facing life without substances is very frighting and can be very lonely. Keep going and rely on people that understand what you're going through. Well done getting to 6byears
@dontsweatit6057 well done. One day at a time, stick with wherever works for you. Just keep going and sooner or later you'll be amazed at what you've come through. Well done
Brother Joshua...wow, I feel your pain in your story. I was a heroin addict for 13 yrs, been on methadone and suboxone for 8. Yesterday was my last day of suboxone...please pray for me. I believe the Lord is guiding me and He's my only peace, my only hope, my only true love. Hes just so good. I'm so grateful He saved you and it's people like you that give others hope and get them seeking. Oddly this wasn't really my road to Him, I had a strange path to the Lord, but it doesn't really matter how we get to Him, as long as we do. God bless and keep you my brother.
🙏 brother! I'm tapering off of sub right now. I'm at 1-2mg a day. Plan on tapering down to 0.25mg everyday, them every other day and then every third day before I hop off! This is exactly how I did my methadone with really no withdrawals other than the the mental stuff! It's been one of the most difficult things in my life! Staying on dose and not taking more as an addict has been difficult but has helped my self control too
I'm Ganna be going through the same thing I'm on the sublicade shot now I was called to the Lord years ago but I went back to heroin for like 5 years I totally turned my back on him after he called me but now I'm scared he's done with me
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@@Valerie-w3l Jesus will forgive you, Matt 18:21-22 You wouldnt even be repenting if not. I have been where you are, dont give up.❤
Hey thanks for sharing this…. I never meet people who know the experience of getting off of suboxone. I was obviously a heroin fentanyl addict then I got on methadone then subs then relapsed then methadone and subs. Until I detoxed
From suboxone about a month and a half ago. It was rough but I found Jesus when I was withdrawing alone in my apartment. I was so alone and he filled this heavy void in me that made me feel so suicidal for
So long… I don’t feel that anymore, I’m in love with Jesus and god. I may not know much but Jesus showed me reality . I’m not living in a false reality anymore like the guy said in the interview. You won’t regret getting off of subs I promise you can do it also for
Some reason I bought activated charcoal it helped me detox a bit faster I think . It was about 3 weeks. But I did it I know you got this you can do too and everything will be okay. You’ll feel alright soon just stay strong and feel gods love for you and pray and ask god for help I promise you got
This !! We do recover 🙏
I was addicted to opiates for a very long time. It destroyed me spiritually. Once I got off those pain killers I started taking kratom. Now, I’m almost completely off kratom. God is healing me daily! Praise Jesus!
Praise God! Jesus the Lamb! 🕊
Kratom is the only thing that helped me get off them too!
@@come_on_barbie_123 it’s been a God send for pain, but I’ve taken it daily for 4 years and it’s hurting my health so it’s time to stop it.
The ending really hit my hard “after they are done with you while u get high they attack your family or jobs or anything connected to you”
So true
My brother! Im 8 years clean from drugs and 4 years into my walk with Jesus. I praise God you found your way to this point to many of us go the other way. Especially those of us who messed around with that heroin. Im truly happy for you man. God is good all the time.
Edit: what you said about "it won't clean out the cup it'll just be clean time" I was clean for 4 years before I came to Christ and I just want to say that's one of the realest things ive ever heard. Sober or high I never found the peace I was looking for till I opened my heart to God. You probably won't see this anyways but your testimony reminded me of my own in someways and I find myself really pulling for you. Good luck and God bless you.
Amen Amen. Love ❤️ allll y'all in here in King Christ Yeshua's mighty loving living Blood and Name Amen 🙏🏻
I received a tremendous blessing listening to this. Thank you brother Joshua.God bless...
5 Ods on Fent, 2x I tried to take my life on meth. First time I nearly died was at the age of 16, I took an insane dose of opiates and dextromethorphan which landed me in the ICU for 3 days. 5 Rehabs, drug court. Run ins with the law, so many situations that should've turned out one way, but turned out in the Gods favor. Depravity and death were 2 things I was familiar with, so much so that I felt it trailing me everywhere. Jesus breaks all chains n shackles. He is truly worth serving and is deserving of all the praise.
towards the very end of my addiction, i was too on fentanyl and DXM. i was taking them together, insane amounts of DXM, i was drinking bottles of it
that was 5 years ago now that ive been clean. from the age of 16 or 17 all the way to 31 is how long my addiction lasted.
i became christian around the middle of that time period. after finding Jesus i found hope, and that hope carried me through the rest of my addiction. i did not get clean after finding Christ (right away) but i did find a relationship with him which led me to sobriety. and about 6 years after becoming christian after one of the worst experiences of my life, i lost all my desire, all my cravings, and all possibilities of relapse or addiction. i knew i was done. i can't explain it but somehow through Jesus, God was able to turn me from a lost addict to a sober person. cant explain it, i lost my ability to use drugs, my desire, my cravings, all gone.
i can't explain it, but to me it is the greatest miracle i could imagine. i never had a craving since, i am 100% unable to use drugs again, and i dont even need NA or AA meetings. i know that some people find that NA and AA helps them, but personally the way God blessed me, it's almost as if i've never tried drugs in the first place.
it is truly amazing
@@eleos_22 God is good brother, that's powerful. I can't explain it either, but boom one day He just snatched the cravings. The desires, the ability to function and co-exist soberly came through. The Holy Spirit is powerful brother!
HE= THE LORD✝️
Praise Yeshua! 🕊
Hallelujah thank u Jesus for my born again brother
Revelations 18:23
By pharmakia all nations where deceived
I think the last part when he talked about the allure of drugs and what they do to you was the most important part of this whole interview. I wish more people could see this who are tempted or who are already engaged in drug use.
I just LOVE your testimony! See you in Heaven, Brother. God bless you!
I just finished this episode and pulled out my Bible to read.
You might not believe me but this REALLY just happened!!!
Guess what I opened my Bible to?
Psalm 18💯
All glory to you Jesus!!!!!🥲🙏😊❤️
Wow that’s what I literally just thought to myself! I want to read my Bible now.❤🙏
That’s literally the middle of the Bible. It would be a little more miraculous if you opened something profound towards the end or the beginning 😪
Thats how the Holy Spirit works through the WORD.
Amen. Our Lord God Christ saves and his "sheep know his voice." HalleluYAH!
I believe you. Once while watching someone’s testimony of hell my music box (which I hadn’t used in months) randomly chimed for a few seconds and the song in my music box is “amazing Grace” I was alone when this happened, but it definitely happened and there’s a record of it in heaven.
Thanks for the warning. I just quit pot. This encourages me to stay clean
Josh you had a long hard road and you've gained so much wisdom from your experiences. You are a good speaker as well. Speaking from the heart. I just lost my daughter two months ago, so devastating, too sad, too young too soon. She will be missed and loved dearly forever.
Loved this testimony!!! I've done AA thru past decades. Now I've been set free from AA meetings 7 years now. To God be the Glory!
Amen!
Praise Our Lord Jesus Christ 🙏 He gives us the living water, that quenches your thirst eternally. He gives us his living word that fills us completely. Praise The Lord God Almighty!!
Your hit the nail on the head, It hurts to hurt god. God bless you. Thank you for your time
So much wisdom and clarity from his testimony.Praise Jesus for saving this man!🙌🏻
Man I love this channel and specifically this video so much. I want to ask something tho. So this guy mentioned secular musicians and how they used acid to help their creativity. But I think it’s deeper than that. It really seems like these artists, whether or not they are using drugs, they’re connecting with something outside of themselves. It’s almost as if the music they write is a deity unto itself and the artists are just channeling that energy in one way or another. I hear songs like “Friends In Low Places” and “Sympathy For The Devil” by two separate VERY accomplished musical acts. It’s hard to imagine a world where those songs don’t exist almost as if the music writes itself and the performer is just the instrument. I have read so many examples of these huge award winning artists who can’t even tell you the first part about how they wrote the song. They themselves don’t even know. I think Lucifer is very much alive in music. What is secular music all about? It’s about being boastful, like in rap. They use music as a means to get the spirit of Antichrist into every home possible. It started with people like Elvis. You ever notice how the theme of secular music went from sadness/the blues, rebellion/rock & roll, then to self glorification like you see in hip hop? It’s was all sequenced in the same order as Lucifer’s timeline. He felt a sense of injustice with the way God ordained his spiritual hierarchy. Then he organized a rebellion. Then he proclaimed himself as God. Listen to modern hip hop and notice the theme is almost always the same. It’s always “I’m better than you, your girlfriend would rather be with me, I’m so wealthy, you could never do things on my level.” It’s so boastful, exactly the way scripture describes the Antichrist to be. But they make it seem like harmless art. The question I have is how do we escape the effects of anti-Christian “art” and is there a way to glorify God through art better than Lucifer? Cuz I have never heard anyone say “let’s drop acid so we can be closer to Jesus and glorify him through our music”. Not that Jesus wants anyone using drugs but the fact that Satan has people doing it all the time just shows the true reach he has on the human spirit. As a 25 plus year musician I find myself questioning “does Jesus even want us competing with Lucifer or should we just avoid art altogether.”
Quite Interesting! honestly i get the feeling that music/worship is for that secret place, Kinda like how those who are praying boastfully in public are doing so in vain, and therefore true singing is from the heart and goes straight to the Lord
You should look up the channel good fight ministries. The pastor is an ex rock and roll musician who talks about how when he used to make rock music as a teen, he was unknowingly channeling song lyrics from demonic entities. He made a documentary called “they sold their souls for rock and roll” which talks about the dark side of the secular music industry . They also make videos every week about lots of other topics
I hate UA-cam
@@repentnow8823Get off of it then!!!
I like to think that Skillet and Crowder at their best put up a good show for Christian music but sadly I agree that secular music often has the edge on what makes for really catchy and popular songs.
My son had a horrifying experience and it happened on Juneteenth of this year. I know this is also a day that makes some people think about negative thought toward white people. Someone gave him a very strange psychedelic, something that he doesn't usually use. I didn't realize this because he seemed fine when I left to go to get my blood drawn. Then I got a call from the sheriff. I rushed back to my apartment and found him sitting on the curb with the officer surrounding him, his eyes as big as saucers. He looked very traumatized and freaked out. He said he had visual and auditory experiences that were horrifying to him. Suddenly there was a Jamaican shaman that appeared on the other side of the small apartment, in the bathroom area. He said it was terrifying as this person began to talk to him in a strange and threatening way. He says the person was scary and large. My son began to pick up everything and throw it violently toward this entity that he was envisioning. I have a large collection of beautiful plants and he was throwing all of them, it was destroying everything in my apartment, computers electronics... everything also became covered with the dirt. I came home to find the biggest disaster I have ever seen. He was on the balcony screaming for help, and all my neighbors came out. It was absolutely horrible.
May he be in peace.
Juneteenth is not a day ppl think negatively about white people. Lol. Never heard that before. It's not centered around white people
I just wanna comment real quick. That's the guy who helped me come back to almighty YAH!!!! it brings tears to my eyes man. I wanted to take shrooms with my friend. But being spiritual i knew it could have bad effects so i went on UA-cam n liked up spiritual side effects of taking shrooms n delafe testimonies poped up of him!!! Changed my life forever. Yah bless you brother!!!
Omgoodess I can’t believe this….. I’ve had the same experience with the TV. I was terrified and I knew I wasn’t crazy but I surely thought I was. I’ve had several experiences like this. All I could do was call out for Jesus and rebuked Satan and his demons.
The TV's are black screen portals, along with your phone. TV's and the phones, originally came with doors, or a flip to cover the screens when not in use. Things we'd know, if our books weren't so tampered with.
@@edie4321 Omgoodess I’ve never even thought of this but it makes so much sense. Thank you for informing me about this.
It sounds like this man started doing drugs at such a young age that he never had the opportunity to cultivate an identity or at least one that he could look back on with some reverence. But the Lord took away all that pain and self hatred and made him a new man.
Where is part 2 loved this testimony so much. Thank you for what you do on your podcast it helps me so much ! God bless you brother. 😊
I need u Jesus ive been sober for 2 months i am sick of dien and sinning i n3ed u jesus ........amen
I remember bqck when me and my roomate were out of weed. We had pawned off so much there wasnt wnough to even get a dime. We were scraping my bowls trying tocget whatever resin we could. I had a moment where it all got to be too much work for not even getting a good buzz anymore. I said out loud, welp, i guess im done smoking now. Within a half hour my brother showed up with blunts and i caved and kept on smoking for a while after that. Better believe when you try to make positive changes the devil is going tovtry to tempt you
Incredible testimony. And as expected, God led me here to hear some things I can relate to and that can help me through my struggles as well. Praise God.
Man I’ve watched episode after episode on the ch some I’ve heard on other podcast but I really enjoy and appreciate what you’re doing.
Glad you enjoy it!
Great testimony gives a lot of insights esp re pitfalls of drug addiction. Praise God 🙏
So powerful so true Ty for sharing 💚
Incredible how much I relate and held onto every word Josh! Thank you for your testimony, it was so validating. God Bless your ministry and this pod cast! Hallelujah and praise Jesus the Christ!
Thanks and amen!
Loved it, learned a lot, thank you so much , all involved.
Wow this was awesome!! Praise God!! 🙌🙌🙌🙌
This is one of the most powerful testimony’s I’ve heard. I’ve been there. Wow, thank you for sharing ❤
I can attest! I've been sober for a little over 4 months now from everything. I have done "spiritual" journeys using mostly an obscene amount of ketamine and have had unexplainable supernatural experiences. the last time, though the holy spirit told me it was time for me to get sober and I got up that very moment and walked to church. There was an AA meeting and the people out there waited with me until I got in Detox at night and I've been sober ever since.
Amen and hallelujah! Praise our Heavenly Father!!🙏
Thank you for sharing your story Joshua!
God bless you and your family!
🙏😊❤️
Thank you for sharing. Thank you Jesus amen.🫡
Great Vid!! I've always been curious about heavy drugs, but too afraid to even try them. Now I know why.
That is a powerful story and I could identify with you all the way. The only concern I have with anything you said is the comment you made about AA, I know alot of people that found Jesus through AA, I myself found a deep connection with God and an understanding of Jesus too. You are correct, tho when you said that just going to meetings won't get you sober or bring peace, but if you work a twelve step program, then you will change. AA, and NA, is not for everyone , just like born again. Church isn't for everyone, but remember this brother , God is all things to all men. Jesus said the kingdom of heaven is within us and all around us, ots everywhere.
Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience. It has definitely encouraged me greatly, and I've shared it with others, too.
God bless you brother and keep fighting the good fight
In all fairness to him he did mention that he actually encourages people to go to rehab if they need it. He is not against it whatsoever. A good chunk of that did not make it in the video because of an issue in the recording.
@almostfalse fair enough, I wasn't trying to undermine him, I just didn't want anyone that is struggling with addiction to rule out AA, or NA, as an option. I never ever heard such an expiring account of recovery. I myself was on crack and herion, and struggled with alcohol from the age of 11. I'm almost 17 years clean. Thanks for making me aware of what was left out
@@stevenoneill2154 No problem and thanks for pointing it out. I think it's very important to mention.
You're damn right they open portals! Not everyone should do these types of things. I dealt with this firsthand and it was crazy. BUT it was because I abused their properties... and was drinking alcohol in addition. Alcohol desecrates everything. These are not things to take together or to do for fun. Because I abused these things, I opened harmful portals. Luckily, it made me go sober and I was able to get them cleared from my home. It definitely took angelic forces.
On my mind is the question of where do all these "broken brothers and sisters go on fenny & xenny?" (Fentanyl & xulyazine) The Lord God can't come to take us all home soon enough. Still we have to "endure". Amen 🙏🏻
All Praise The Everlasting Messiah King Christ Yeshua's mighty loving living Blood and Name Amen 🙏🏻 Thank you for your courageous testimony Saint. HalleluYAH!
I believe the Lord works his greatest miracles through the most broken of us.
I totally understand as I struggle with addiction to heroin and have done for over 20 years I try my best to be the best version of myself I can be I work and maintain my habit and don’t hurt anyone. I keep seeing these videos saying unless you are a perfect Christian you will end up in hell regardless and it’s really been affecting my mental health to the point I nearly turned my back on the lord but I believe Jesus Christ knows we’re not perfect especially in this cold vicious world we’re living in today we’re you can’t help but sin just to be able to live. I had a terrible upbringing but I just pray that the lord sees my heart knows what’s in it and that I am a good person that has him in my heart and try’s my best and just pray that when my time comes he will accept me see the life of pain I’ve led down here and bless me with a pain free and happy eternity as opposed to banishing me to hell for struggling with addiction or because I live with an amazing woman but we don’t aren’t married yet we love each other hugely. I’d really love to hear other thoughts on this. Stay blessed and strong.
There is no such thing as a perfect Christian. We all struggle and every single one of us falls short of the glory of God. We are justified by faith, not by works. However, your faith should lead you to live a holier life as you grow in relationship with God. You need to put Jesus above all else, and that means to do everything you can to get away from sinning. If you truly love God you'll try to stop the addiction and not justify it. Acknowledge your guilt and turn away from it. It's not about being perfect but it's about having your heart in the right place. Also, just get married. That will fix the other problem. Anyway I hope that this is encouraging to you. Pray continually and ask God to give you the strength to quit. He will give to to you, it's a promise in scripture (1 Corinthians 10:13). If you have any more questions please reach out to me on discord and I'll be happy to talk more with you. God bless you brother
He nailed it! Yes like New age and Buddhism and meditation and yoga it's all about what you put into it is what you get out. And it's very limited and it's not even real. Try to psych yourself into thinking it is.
But with Jesus, it's the love of God coming through us the holy Spirit coming through us The peace of God coming through us. 🙏🙏💖
I love this channel it ROCKS Jesus Christ is King 👑😊
Great story, thanks for sharing.
The first line - I could feel my soul leaving my body - Right, so after a while these people just become hollow empty people, my relative lost their soul like this. I mean they are breathing and eating, but is an empty shell of the person they used to be. Stay away from drugs that make your soul leave the body.
Good explanation a unique perspective 🙏🏻
Psychedelics brought me to God. I am immensely blessed to have taken them. Thank you God.
Been clean off meth heroin and fent for almost 3 years but I've been taking suboxine since I got clean. Pray that I can get off of it I'm going to commit to a plan.
I've gone through a portal.. in Christ Jesus of Nazareth.
Wats that mean to u
This guys explaining how I feel when I’m sober.
So I’m listening to this gentleman’s testimony and I am so happy that he found Jesus, so I decide to turn to Psalm 18, to which he referred several times. Reading it, all I can think is how much the “Lord” to whom David prays sounds like Leviathan rather than The Father to whom Jesus prays. Smoke in his nostrils, fire in his mouth, thick darkness under foot, hiding in darkness… does any of this sound like the merciful, loving Father of whom Jesus preaches? To me this sounds like a demonic dragon-like lesser god.
I do believe in Jesus, and I believe him when he tells the Pharisees they are of their father, the devil. They were then and always have worshipped an evil god, not the true God of all things who is loving and merciful.
Wonderful testimony, God bless you
I see my aura all the time. I always have. I see it even more now that I got born again and slain in the Spirit or baptized in fire. I messed with some drugs as a teen but not this stuff. Praise God for calling and saving this young man.
If it's true as you say, I don't know you in person but it sounds like you have A Gift. You can see thing's most cannot see and feel the vibes whenever you walk into room or social situation. You know who is for you or who is against you.
@@Andy101-tm3hzit’s not a gift it’s demonic they need to be delivered in the name of Jesus, sometimes the devil uses Gods gifts for his kingdom if you’re still in worldly things “energy” and “aura” is new age terms
@@mmichellecherryyour going a bit over board bud aura and energy are just synonymous for the vibe people carry. Touch grass
Get deliverance from the spirit of python brother
@@mmichellecherry You don't know that!! The Gift of Spiritual Discernment allows you to feel people's vibes and energy and you can see into people's motives. You don't know what you are talking about!!
For the Lord created me a new heart and renewed my spirit.
God bless you!!!
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Amazing Kid you are. Really putting the spiritual puzzle straight .
Thanks be to God for you brother.
He seems to hVe found the Ancient Church and Holy Orthodoxy! So glad for him!
Wow best testimony ever!!!!! It’s so my story too amen
Pray for me im turning into a full Christian again after leaving a cult and trying to stop taking cannibus.
I did the drug thing too, but it was abuse that got me sober. I drank and drugged to tolerate it, as I knew no difference. I turned my will and life over and found myself going with a friend to a AA meeting. I was hooked, they let me stay at open meetings, as I had used, but it was the codependency causing my life problems. I did not stay in Christianity, because Christ guided me elsewhere. We don't meed religion, quite the contrary, as it is division. It is the relationship we seek, and what keeps us on the right path. Christianity is actually Anti Christ, as he never wanted us to forget his bride, or "worship" him. He doesn't like that, it interferes with the relationship.
You can dislike Christianity all you want but you can’t say that Christ led you away from it. Jesus gave us the apostles, and they wrote down what he taught. If you disagree with their teachings you disagree with Christ Himself. That, my friend, is being anti-Christ. Not the other way around. Pray that God opens your eyes and He will show you.
@@almostfalse , I most certainly can. Do you recall what he did in the temple. Christianity, today, is anti Christ. I just had a man tell me God doesn't care about the animals. What god is that???
@@almostfalse < I can, because he did. He doesn't want to be worshiped, and he certainly does not want us to forget the very important women in his life. You can remove this too.
@@edie4321 Read the Bible and find out for yourself
@@almostfalse , I'll do the lost books first, thank you. You are aware of who controls this realm, right? The Deceiver. I go straight to the source, Jesus, for my answers, and guidance. He took my hand before I could read. There is no thing between us. You just need to listen with your heart, but the books don't want you to know that. Said with Love, Much Love
I gotta tell this. I had been saved a little over 2 years ago. Before that, I was lost, and mushrooms having such good online reputation as being a mental life saver was still an option of help for me. Even after being saved, I was curious. So curious, I began studying and hunting them in there season. I had collected many. None of value for "tripping" except one specie. I was hesitant to do it, because the Holy Spirit was saying no, but at that time I wasn't good at discerning the spirit from wrong. I have since learn that quiet voice is the Helper. Anyway, the video of this man "I took psychedelics as a Christian" came into my feed. See, I was praying asking if it was okay, to please tell me. God will find you where you are. Since, I wasn't listening to being clearly told it wasn't okay, I believe he gave me that video to get through my thick skull. I watch all this guys interviews since then. Thanks for bringing him on, I think he has reached countless people like me.
I thanks Jesus for what He has done in your life. We serve such a mighty God 🙏
Ive always likes zach story im also and addict very similar story and found Jesus while in a halfway house in Boston last year
Context is really important, he didn’t do all these crazy things because of mushrooms or DMT.
Hallelujah. Praise the Lord Jesus Christ. He never fails, He is above all thrones and dominions, all powers and positions..
Thanks for ur story it helps me ❤
I could listen to you all day
i felt more peaceful than I ever have when I died on dmt. i stopped breathing.
Bro I’m a follower of JESUS CHRIST. I VE BEEN SET FREE FROM DEMONIC POSSESSION. AND EVERY ADDITION I WAS ENSLAVED BY OVER NITGH. I STAYED CLEAN 7 years but one beer took me out. Our lord hasn’t seen fit to repeat the miracle agin. But. In aa or na. If a person truly works all 12 steps. The insides get scrubbed a person really gets to know himself. Sees how we cause all of our problems. Becomes responsible for his wellbeing. Learns how to be a better person. Rids himself of the shame. Becomes friends with himself and more importantly with a real higher power. And grows up along the way. Please don’t speak about a Christian program that saves lives. Until you really understand what it is. The 12 steps where created by GOD FEARING MEN TO REACH IS KNUCKLE HEADS THAT WOULD NEVER STEP INTO A CHURCH. YOUR DISREGARD FOR AA COULD BE THE CAUSE OF SOME KIDS DEATH. THAT AA OR NA MIGHT HAVE SAVED.
I always learn something new or feel something different every time I watch a AF episode.🔥❤️
Praise God!
Wow, the end.
Stop talking about me.
Oh wait, that's right Satan baits us down the same paths. Everything about grandma and Sunday school was on point! Hahaha 🤣
Hallelujah! My creator is a comedian, hiding with gifts and blessings!
Amen! I will conquer my addiction though my disease prompts substance use... Very tricky problem. Thank you for sharing and listening, man this host cares, like really cares! Amen!
I love you all❤❤❤
Jesus is stronger than all diseases and addictions. It’s by His power and His grace that we are able to endure trials of all kinds. He will be with you and help you to overcome this 🤍
haha this guy’s the best. God bless him and Bless the name of the Lord who guided and delivered him from the gates of darkness and death. Protect this man in his path Lord God and defend him from the attacks of the enemy who want his life. Who want to take him off the board for the sake of the kingdom of darkness. Thank you Jesus for your kindness and love. For your mercy and Glory. Give us the strength to not only withstand the attacks of the enemy but to attack the kingdom of darkness through Your name. in the name of JESUS. Amen and Amen.
There is no high like the most high.
Hes right im a slave to Methadone but H clean for 14 years now 💔
If God did it for him He can do it for you as well 🤍
I like Josh. From what I've seen of him before, he is a genuine guy. I'm still in the grip of addiction. The light at the end of the tunnel seems far away, but at least I know it's there 👍
Jesus is only as far away as you want Him to be. Bring Him closer to you and the tunnel will shrink.
They open people up, yes I’ve seen that. And if you have been a bad person and are associated with bad evil people or take those drugs with wicked people or in wicked environment - you get attacked by evil spirits. These drugs can also expose to people their own selfishness
i completely relate.! godbless thank you both.🙌🙏
The God and demonic visions are crazy … I have one too a few actually. End of the world dreams.. acid trips of things that move around trees & winds. Kinda like bridge to Tarabithia creatures ? Idk but yeah
Dang his mom must have fed him raw dairy and liver n onions all his childhood for him to be able to survive all that!!!
They will lift you up in their hands, So that you do not [even] strike your foot against a stone. PSALMS 91:12
Thought he was Shia LaBeouf 😬
took acid like a few weeks ago and couple hours ago seen a green entity on my hallway that I typically ignore because it had neutravl vibes not any negative vibes,Mushrooms and acid are resources that can help elevate our intelligence,awareness and even change our five senses(yes I know theres more than 5 senses ,no need to sound smart) and yeah well I expierenced all this throughout my teens
Joshua Zatkoff!
I was looking for his music last week. It was cool Christian rap. I think he deleted it all.
Revelations 18:23 ⚠️
By pharmakia all nations where deceived 🔥
The only psychedelics that access these realms without protection are dissociatives. Nitrous. Ketamine. PcP.
Hardcore drugs and then taking a spiritual drug like psychedelic and expecting to have a good experience? If you're not right with Jesus how could you expect to have a good experience?
A lot of people have good experiences that aren’t believers tbh it’s hard to know
"Jesus isnt helping me, he do t care about me i dont think"
I KNOW this statement isnt truth, but this describes exactly where Im at right now...... A feeling i just cant shake off
Proverbs 16:4
4 The LORD hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil.
Isaiah 43:10
10 Ye are my witnesses, saith the Lord, and my servant whom I have chosen:that ye may know and believe m'
242e, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.
Isaiah 46:9-10
9 Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me,
10 Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure:
Jeremiah 1:5
5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
Ephesians 1:4-5
4 According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world,that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: 5 Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will,
Romans 8:28-30
28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. 29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. 30 Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.
Corinthians 3:6-9
6 I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.
7 So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase.
John 6:44-
44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me
draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.
John 15:16
16 Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit,
and that your fruit should remain: that
whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.
Acts 13:48
48 And when the Gentiles heard this, they were glad, and glorified the word of the Lord: and as many as were ordained to eternal life believed.
1 Peter 1:2
2 The Elect according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, through sanctification of the Spirit, unto obedience and sprinkling of the blood of Jesus Christ: Grace unto you, and peace, be multiplied.
Galatians 1:15
15 But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace,
Ephesians 1:11-12
11 In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: 12 That we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted in Christ.
Acts 22:14 And he said, The God of our fathers hath chosen thee, that thou shouldest know his will, and see that Just One, and shouldest hear the voice of his mouth.
Matthew 22:14
14 For many are called, but few are chosen.
Colossians 3:12
12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;
Revelation 13:8
8 And all that dwell upon the earth shall worship him, whose names are not written in the book of life of the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world.
Jeremiah 1:5
5 Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
Romans 8:33
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God’s elect? It is God that justifieth.
Hebrews 9:14 KJV - How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?
@@SavingSoulsMinistries
THANK YOU!!!
sorry to here your terrible situation yiu have been in
But Amen Halleluja Jesus save you to be totaly free 🙏🏻❤️
He already do it on the calvarys cross when he redeemed us whit his precious blood 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Big Love ❤️❤️❤️
Jesus bless you brothers in Christ
Your sister in Christ really we are brothers and sisters from different country how lovely ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Nina /🇸🇪🇸🇪🇸🇪
Who in the fuck injects acid into their body…
took acid like a few weeks ago and couple hours ago seen a green entity on my hallway that I typically ignore because it had neutravl vibes not any negative vibes,Mushrooms and acid are resources that can help elevate our intelligence,awareness and even change our five senses(yes I know theres more than 5 senses ,no need to sound smart) and yeah well I expierenced all this throughout my teens Im going to turn 20 in a few months
Don't talk to them.
Psychedelics are dangerous, some realities are better left alone, we don't see them for a reason.
He looks like Christian Bail
How did you get off Suboxone?
I was recommended members in a group to give shrooms a try. Of course I thought this guys were out of their minds, especially after hearing the horror stories from people who had bad trips after trying out shrooms. I was already addicted to opioids and trying to find ways to grow my own poppy plants which are rue base for growing d*pe but God made sure it never worked out for me. They would reach a certain point in growth but due afterwards
I dont understand how he didnt get his subo prescription inside isnt that dangerous?
Oh that dude was on the Michael knowels show
So on k2 he watched his death and crossover. On heroin, he fell out or "nodded off" n if he would've died, then he would've experienced the full and final crossover.
Does Josh had a DMT tattoo on his wrist@ 3:32?
yessss you are right! its “reversed” either Bufotenin (5-ho-dmt), weaker tryptamine analogue, or 5-meo-dmt, or 5-HIAA which i doubt my bet is on Bufotentin!
Jesus Christ saved him but he said angel!