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Thanks Saidy!

Thanks for the love man 🙌🏼📈

Absolutely! Past me was so against the idea of a calendar that literally would’ve saved my ass time and again… never again

Yes-- This was original/improvised!

@@Benlavine I love it!

Probably in a few weeks!

@@Benlavine Good luck mate!!!

@@dontgive1115thanks!

Maybe haha!

Thank you for finding my video! I’m glad music has helped you out !

Thank you!

That was my first contact with music therapy but I wasn't that interestelar by that time because I was struggling with a heavy major depression, so I enjoyed very few things bout that time. I recovered almost fully 4 years later, but suffered from insomnia as a leftover. The thing is, last year, around November I had a break up with someone I was talking online and only lasted like a month, but it made me have a major depressive episode all of the sudden. Then it started to morph slowly into a maniac episode, first with some days very euphoric, and then going down again, and then start all over with mania. When a full maniac episode happened I started to sleep only 2-4 hours and my mind was started to tell me things to write.

I was so surprised because I never in my life expressed myself in that way. And one day I started to write music, the verses came easily, the chorus too, I was so euphoric, only focused on writing and listening to music. In a month I had around 150 lyrics and ideas. I was so happy with it and I thought like, wow, this is my path. The problem was that I had to be hospitalized cause I started to get irritated and some days screamed and cried a lot so the police took me to the ER. They started giving me sodium vaproate straight away, and in a week my mind slowed down and my ideas started to decrease too. My psyquiatrist then told me that these ideas were possibly dissapear if they started with the episode. And I was like, nah, it's something I really enjoy, I'd never stop doing it. The episode lasted 5 months, I went from dreaming with lyrics and had constant new verses, to hardly finish or even hardly start a new one. That made me wanted to quit valproate, but I know the consequences, I have an appointment next week, so I hope my doses can be lower, or a less strong med to try to be creative again. Sorry for all the text I needed to get all that out of my chest

Wow that was a lot of text!!! But music can be so powerful in this state, and can influence so much change. Glad music has been helpful and hopefully you can get the right dosage of medication figured out with your psychiatrist so you can get back in the swing of things 👌🏽

Working on improving my mic setup!

Thanks for listening!

DM me let’s see what we can do

Thanks dawg! Haha may just have to

Thank you!!!!

Thanks for listening! 🔥

I appreciate it man! Just starting out but hope so haha. Let me know what you would like to see!

Appreciate you listening!

Yessir 📈

Thanks Maria 🎶🤙

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