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๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•ก๐•ฃ๐•–๐•ฅ๐•ฅ๐•ช'๐•ค ๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•ค๐•š๐••๐•–
๐Ÿ’€ Immerse yourself in the atmospheric world of dark ambient music, a genre designed to create space for introspection and emotional depth. This track will transport you through an ethereal soundscape, filled with haunting tones and subtle, resonating frequencies that calm the mind while inviting you to confront your inner shadows. Whether you're meditating, reflecting, or simply unwinding after a long day, these immersive soundscapes offer a soothing backdrop for relaxation and self-discovery.
๐Ÿ’€ Feel the tension dissolve as you enter a state of tranquility, and embrace the transformative journey towards inner resilience. Perfect for deep reflection, emotional healing, and stress relief, this dark ambient sound is here to remind you that strength comes not just from the light, but also from embracing the darkness. โค๐ŸŽง๐Ÿ–ค
๐ŸŽง Tune in, take a breath, and face your fears-stronger than before.
โค Subscribe: ua-cam.com/channels/zq89dmxG-ddhZUy7piOjdA.html โค
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ยป Best Songs Sportify:
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ยป Apple :
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โค Thank for watching โค
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๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•’๐•˜๐•’๐•š๐•Ÿ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 368 ะณะพะดะธะฝ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐Ÿ’€ Immerse yourself in the atmospheric world of dark ambient music, a genre designed to create space for introspection and emotional depth. This track will transport you through an ethereal soundscape, filled with haunting tones and subtle, resonating frequencies that calm the mind while inviting you to confront your inner shadows. Whether you're meditating, reflecting, or simply unwinding after...
๐•จ๐•™๐•–๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•จ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•๐•• ๐•˜๐•  ๐•ค๐•š๐•๐•–๐•Ÿ๐•ฅ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 3515 ะณะพะดะธะฝ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐Ÿ’€ Immerse yourself in the atmospheric world of dark ambient music, a genre designed to create space for introspection and emotional depth. This track will transport you through an ethereal soundscape, filled with haunting tones and subtle, resonating frequencies that calm the mind while inviting you to confront your inner shadows. Whether you're meditating, reflecting, or simply unwinding after...
๐•๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐•œ๐•–๐•–๐•ก ๐••๐• ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•“๐•–๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•”๐•’๐•Ÿ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 3220 ะณะพะดะธะฝ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐Ÿ’€ Immerse yourself in the atmospheric world of dark ambient music, a genre designed to create space for introspection and emotional depth. This track will transport you through an ethereal soundscape, filled with haunting tones and subtle, resonating frequencies that calm the mind while inviting you to confront your inner shadows. Whether you're meditating, reflecting, or simply unwinding after...
๐•๐•–๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 25ะ”ะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•๐•–๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•–
โ„™๐•–๐• ๐•ก๐•๐•– ๐•๐•–๐•’๐•ง๐•–, ๐•ž๐•–๐•ž๐• ๐•ฃ๐•š๐•–๐•ค ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•’๐•ช
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 65ะ”ะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
โ„™๐•–๐• ๐•ก๐•๐• ๐•๐•–๐•’๐•ง๐•–, ๐•ž๐•–๐•ž๐• ๐•ฃ๐•š๐•–๐•ค ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•’๐•ช
๐”ธ๐•๐•”๐• ๐•™๐• ๐• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•๐•’๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 63ะ”ะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐”ธ๐•๐•”๐• ๐•™๐• ๐• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•๐•’๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ
๐•š๐•ฅ'๐•ค "๐•ฅ๐• ๐• " ๐•’.๐•ž ๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•ž๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 8314 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•š๐•ฅ'๐•ค "๐•ฅ๐• ๐• " ๐•’.๐•ž ๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•ž๐•–
๐•š ๐••๐•š๐•• ๐•š๐•ฅ ๐•ž๐•ช ๐•จ๐•’๐•ช
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 6814 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•š ๐••๐•š๐•• ๐•š๐•ฅ ๐•ž๐•ช ๐•จ๐•’๐•ช
๐”ฝ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•”๐• ๐•ž๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•”๐•™๐•’๐• ๐•ค
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 6414 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐”ฝ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•”๐• ๐•ž๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•”๐•™๐•’๐• ๐•ค
๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•’๐•˜๐•’๐•š๐•Ÿ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 3214 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•’๐•˜๐•’๐•š๐•Ÿ
๐•–๐•ง๐•–๐•ฃ๐•ช๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•– ๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•ฃ๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•• ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•š๐•ฃ ๐•“๐•’๐•”๐•œ๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•ž๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 8021 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•–๐•ง๐•–๐•ฃ๐•ช๐• ๐•Ÿ๐• ๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•ฃ๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•• ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•š๐•ฃ ๐•“๐•’๐•”๐•œ๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•ž๐•–
๐•‹๐•™๐•– ๐•Ž๐•ฃ๐•’๐•ฅ๐•™ ๐• ๐•— ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐”ฝ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•–๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐”พ๐• ๐••
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 12421 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•‹๐•™๐• ๐•Ž๐•ฃ๐•’๐•ฅ๐•™ ๐• ๐•— ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐”ฝ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•–๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐”พ๐• ๐••
๐•€๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•’๐•ค ๐•ก๐•’๐•ฅ๐•š๐•–๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•– ๐•ค๐•™๐•– ๐•ฃ๐•’๐•Ÿ ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ฅ ๐• ๐•—, ๐•Ÿ๐• ๐•ฅ ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 6321 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•€๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•’๐•ค ๐•ก๐•’๐•ฅ๐•š๐•–๐•Ÿ๐•”๐• ๐•ค๐•™๐• ๐•ฃ๐•’๐•Ÿ ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ฅ ๐• ๐•—, ๐•Ÿ๐• ๐•ฅ ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•–
๐•˜๐•  ๐•จ๐•š๐•ฅ๐•™ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•ค๐•๐• ๐•จ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 7921 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•˜๐•  ๐•จ๐•š๐•ฅ๐•™ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐•๐• ๐•จ
๐•™๐• ๐•๐•• ๐• ๐•Ÿ, ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐••๐•š๐•–๐••
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 12628 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•™๐• ๐•๐•• ๐• ๐•Ÿ, ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐••๐•š๐•–๐••
โ„•๐• ๐•ฅ ๐•–๐•ง๐•š๐•, ๐•›๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐•™๐•ฆ๐•ฃ๐•ฅ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 155ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
โ„•๐• ๐•ฅ ๐•–๐•ง๐•š๐•, ๐•›๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•ฅ ๐•™๐•ฆ๐•ฃ๐•ฅ
๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•–๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 71ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•–๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜
๐”ป๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•˜๐•–๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค ๐•“๐•ฆ๐•ฅ ๐•—๐•ฆ๐•Ÿ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 43ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐”ป๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•˜๐•–๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค ๐•“๐•ฆ๐•ฅ ๐•—๐•ฆ๐•Ÿ
๐•‹๐•™๐•– โ„‚๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐•–๐•Ÿ ๐•†๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•ค
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 100ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•‹๐•™๐• โ„‚๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐•–๐•Ÿ ๐•†๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•ค
๐•†๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•– ๐•ฆ๐•ก๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•š๐•ž๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 53ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•†๐•Ÿ๐•”๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ก๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•š๐•ž๐•–
โ„๐•ฆ๐•Ÿ๐•Ÿ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•’๐•จ๐•’๐•ช ๐•—๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ž ๐•ž๐•ช๐•ค๐•–๐•๐•—
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 101ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
โ„๐•ฆ๐•Ÿ๐•Ÿ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•’๐•จ๐•’๐•ช ๐•—๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ž ๐•ž๐•ช๐•ค๐•–๐•๐•—
๐•‹๐•™๐•– ๐•๐•š๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•š๐•ฅ๐•™๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•ค๐• ๐•ฆ๐•
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 79ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•‹๐•™๐• ๐•๐•š๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•š๐•ฅ๐•™๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐• ๐•ฆ๐•
โ„š๐•ฆ๐•š๐•–๐•ฅ๐•๐•ช ๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐••๐•’๐•ฃ๐•œ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 132ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
โ„š๐•ฆ๐•š๐•–๐•ฅ๐•๐•ช ๐•š๐•Ÿ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐••๐•’๐•ฃ๐•œ
๐•ค๐•ก๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•Ÿ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•ž๐•ช ๐•จ๐•–๐•“ ๐• ๐•— ๐•ƒ๐•š๐•–๐•ค
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 87ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•ค๐•ก๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•Ÿ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•ž๐•ช ๐•จ๐•–๐•“ ๐• ๐•— ๐•ƒ๐•š๐•–๐•ค
๐”พ๐•š๐•ง๐•– ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ฃ ๐•ž๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•’ ๐•”๐•™๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•–
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 140ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐”พ๐•š๐•ง๐• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ฃ ๐•ž๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•’ ๐•”๐•™๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•”๐•–
๐•€๐•Ÿ ๐••๐•’๐•ฃ๐•œ๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•ค๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•’๐•ฃ๐•– ๐•’๐•๐•จ๐•’๐•ช๐•ค ๐•”๐•ฃ๐•’๐•”๐•œ๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•๐•–๐•ฅ ๐•๐•š๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•Ÿ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 70ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•€๐•Ÿ ๐••๐•’๐•ฃ๐•œ๐•Ÿ๐•–๐•ค๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•ฃ๐• ๐•’๐•ฃ๐• ๐•’๐•๐•จ๐•’๐•ช๐•ค ๐•”๐•ฃ๐•’๐•”๐•œ๐•ค ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•๐•–๐•ฅ ๐•๐•š๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ ๐•š๐•Ÿ
๐”ธ๐•”๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•’๐•๐•๐•ช, ๐•€ ๐•”๐•’๐•Ÿ'๐•ฅ
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 157ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐”ธ๐•”๐•ฅ๐•ฆ๐•’๐•๐•๐•ช, ๐•€ ๐•”๐•’๐•Ÿ'๐•ฅ
โ„‚๐•’๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•– ๐•€'๐•ž ๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 155ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
โ„‚๐•’๐•ฆ๐•ค๐• ๐•€'๐•ž ๐•“๐•–๐•˜๐•˜๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜
๐•’๐•—๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐•– ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•ž
ะŸะตั€ะตะณะปัะดั–ะฒ 957ะœั–ััั†ัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ
๐•’๐•—๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐• ๐•ฃ๐•ž

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  • @WEGGYDUBSTEP
    @WEGGYDUBSTEP 23 ะณะพะดะธะฝะธ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Can I find your tracks on soundcloud?

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 16 ะณะพะดะธะฝ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      i will update, thank you for support channel

  • @eternity303.
    @eternity303. ะ”ะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Always seeing your videos, the titles can be a bit sad, but the music and backgroynd always are amazing

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar ะ”ะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank you so much, your comment is my motivation๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ™

  • @DogofLilith
    @DogofLilith 2 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Your videos make me feel this melancholy type nostalgia for days long past A sort of sadness for what once was and happiness for how it shaped me

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 2 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      So you are better now right?

  • @MusicChannelRelaxingloveCh-v1g
    @MusicChannelRelaxingloveCh-v1g 3 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    youtube.com/@musicchannelrelaxinglovech-v1g?si=TLNqKJMFPC0HTSOF

  • @Polka-Dot-ohokay
    @Polka-Dot-ohokay 4 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    I donโ€™t know what else to write soโ€ฆ Iโ€™ll write a poemโ€ฆ since I love poems. Especially when there about her Chills Thatโ€™s all Chills in the way you take my will My will to say no No, to looking at your eyes Your beautiful gray eyesโ€ฆ I know my feelings may be one sided But Every time you look at me My heart swells Like the wells of water in your eyes Wonderful Wonderful gray eyes I know you have a boyfriend And thatโ€™s okay as long as I can stay your friend Thatโ€™s all I need But But I canโ€™t promise that I donโ€™t wish for more Youโ€ฆ your a light in my world Cause if you were not here Iโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know I try to be logical and stop theseโ€ฆ Feelings It works with everyone elseโ€ฆ So why canโ€™t I stop the ones for you I feel like this is becoming more of a letter than a poem But I in the end life is a poem This letter is a poem Your words are poems All strewn with unknown and unique abilities to the others ear Keep Keep that in mind As I keep your gray eyes in mine Itโ€™s to sad Sad that you arenโ€™t mine But thatโ€™s fine Because as long as youโ€™re happy I am too If we where together and grew old together Iโ€™d wish for us to have children But only option is adoption Why? Because two women canโ€™t have children Not biologically Not yet They may never have your gray eyes Nor my green eyes But But I can wish I can hope I love you dear Dearly deep in the abyss of my heart A.P-S And maybe one day + B.S

  • @mistressofuniverses
    @mistressofuniverses 4 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    have i been struggling to write code for nearly 4 hours for a fairly simple problem? yes. have I managed to avoid absolute madness while writing code because of such beautiful music? also yes.

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 4 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank yiou so much. Have a nice day!

  • @DyslexicOrion
    @DyslexicOrion 5 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    These types of vids always have the saddest vent comments bro

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 5 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thatโ€™s why I created it-for souls with scars, including myself, to have a place to express and confront them

    • @Polka-Dot-ohokay
      @Polka-Dot-ohokay 4 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      @@thepainwarthank you

  •  6 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Silence... My favorite sound!

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 5 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      yeah thank you so much

  • @Lukas....263
    @Lukas....263 8 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    3:59:58

  • @mrfatrata7038
    @mrfatrata7038 9 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    It looks like a darksouls boss

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 8 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„

  • @stillrabit73
    @stillrabit73 12 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Welp In a span of 4 months My boyfriend died My hometown was wiped out by a hurricane I got fired And the cherry on top, the studs just sheered off my car 10 minutes from home So this is rock bottom, only place to go is up!

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 12 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      My condolences to you! I hope you try to live well no matter how much life knocks you down. We and your spiritual guardian are always watching over you

  • @sdavis2488
    @sdavis2488 12 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Good stuff

  • @Kat-ov9du
    @Kat-ov9du 14 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    i got this on my front page and thought this was a sign a demon was calling me for a contract turns out the "demon" my gf and i joke about she has she sold her soul to to get good dice rolling in DnD has now impacted me after watching this lol I went to roll dice/new character and didn't roll below 12 for my stats

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 13 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„

  • @KuromiAsuni
    @KuromiAsuni 14 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Itโ€™s so peaceful but yet painful

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 13 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      yeah change when the pain reaches a certain level now feel at peace. As if there was nothing left

  • @Tupelosandtoads
    @Tupelosandtoads 14 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Dreaming of mercy......

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 14 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      ๐Ÿ˜ช๐Ÿ˜ข

  • @Tupelosandtoads
    @Tupelosandtoads 14 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    ....

  • @FHY742
    @FHY742 15 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    ?

  •  17 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    I may be fake, but I'm rarely draling.

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 16 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

    •  16 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      @@thepainwar ๐Ÿ˜Š

  • @Karma-is-it-for-Me
    @Karma-is-it-for-Me 17 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    This type of stuff is always just beautiful man, keep droppin' these.

  • @Calypso_kiyo0527
    @Calypso_kiyo0527 18 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Sometimes, I wish I had the heart to tell him. Sometimes I wish I never knew him at all. Heโ€™s so sweet- kind, gentle. Youโ€™d never know what heโ€™s been through after a few hours of talking, maybe even just sitting. He had a bad life before high school. Work and parents, the โ€œstandardโ€ placed upon him since they knew he was alive in her stomach. He said it was tough, but he was tougher. I wish he came back. After high school, he just sort ofโ€ฆ disappeared. Well- he never really โ€œdisappearedโ€ for me, I texted him every day, after all. I could hear his voice when he responded back. It was always that same gentle, lullaby-like rumble in his chest. It made me feel like I was talking to him, face to face. I finally got to see him- after what felt like years. 8, to be exact. His eyes were almost lifeless. His smile - the one I knew and savored - gone. Replaced with a ghost of what once was full of joy. There were heavy eyebags under those eyes. Small chapping on those full lips I dreamed and daydreamed of kissing, just once. โ€œTired?โ€ โ€œYeah, just a little bit.โ€ โ€œFrom what?โ€ โ€œWork.โ€ After that, I invited him to stay at my house. He had lost his house to a fire- one of those billowing ones that makes the back of your head scream that if it doesnโ€™t stop now itโ€™ll never stop. He was scared of fire after that. I couldnโ€™t blame him. Iโ€™m scared of bugs. He worked at home. Though, heโ€™d go to an office about every two days. Every time he came back it was late. The latest I think was three. Heโ€™d fall asleep on the couch those days, and then wake right back up at five like he had rested a good 7 or 8 hours. Today he had an off-day, a rare occasion. โ€œWhy did you never call?โ€ I donโ€™t think he was ready for that question. Heโ€ฆ sort of stiffened on his bed before looking up at me, those almost lifeless eyes showing offโ€ฆ fear. โ€œWhatโ€™re you talking about?โ€ โ€œI asked if you wanted to call, and youโ€™d say no or have an excuse.โ€ โ€œIโ€ฆ I donโ€™t remember that.โ€ โ€œItโ€™s okay, I figured it was because you didnโ€™t like my voice an-โ€ โ€œI love your voice.โ€ His tone made me flinch back a little, that and the hard, determined glare in his sunken eyes. โ€œI love your voice than your mother.โ€ I bit my lip a little. He was probably just saying that. It didnโ€™t really matter to me before, but it did now. I dropped the topic before I probably shouldโ€™ve. Maybe, he wouldโ€™ve stayed if I had kept going- see where that went. But I didnโ€™t. And now? Now heโ€™s dead. He left late that night to get groceries. I told him he didnโ€™t need to, but he said something about needing to clear his head from โ€œunwanted thoughts.โ€ Iโ€™m scared to dwell on what those thoughts couldโ€™ve been of. A thief. Shoplifter maybe. Now killer. He tried to get the gun out of the damn manโ€™s hands, and got a bullet straight through the chest. Whyโ€™d it have to be him? Iโ€™mโ€ฆ a liar. Heโ€™s alive. Attached to a machine, in a coma. How long has it been? Maybeโ€ฆ maybe two years now. I canโ€™t live with myself, and now? All that repeats in my head isโ€ฆ Sometimes, I wish I had the heart to tell him. And sometimes, I wish I never knew him at all. {Just a small lil thing I wrote. None of it's real for me personally, but for the people who can relate, if every single detail is the same as you remember it, I'm here for you. Please, don't do something you can't undo. It won't be better if you're gone, because what if he wakes up? No matter what, someone will be there to love you. You might not be able to see them-- heck, you can't even see me, but I love you. Okay? You matter.}

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 17 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      ๐Ÿ˜Š

  • @margina337
    @margina337 20 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Love it! Iโ€™ve been cleaning and listening to your playlist since youโ€™ve posted it!๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 18 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank you so much, hug u

  • @theshadowhunterknight
    @theshadowhunterknight 20 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Oooh this is part 2!

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 18 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Yess, it is a multi-part story

    • @theshadowhunterknight
      @theshadowhunterknight 18 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      @@thepainwar I wrote a novel about this for my English project

  • @LeaveItToRemm
    @LeaveItToRemm 21 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    I've slowly started listening to these every night as I go to sleep. I like seeing how it effects my dreams.

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 20 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      The feeling of waiting for something interesting to happen in the dream, right? Thank you for watching my video.

  • @TrustMeBroOfficial
    @TrustMeBroOfficial 21 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    First song?

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 21 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      First song is "Whispers Lament". Thank you for watching my video๐Ÿ˜Š

  • @Tupelosandtoads
    @Tupelosandtoads 22 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Like a wood dragon. Or roots well up to become a present day monster woven with twigs of the past. Very cool.

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 21 ะดะตะฝัŒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      I like your thinking. Thank you for watching my video๐Ÿ˜Š

  • @Random_person2727
    @Random_person2727 22 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    This deserves more attention. I love the kinda ambient music you make!!! Where do you even get your background images? They are epic!!

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 22 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank you for choosing to watch my video among the countless great channels out there. If you enjoyed this video, please give it a like, subscribe to my channel, and share it to help more people discover it!

  • @nanzcr44
    @nanzcr44 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Pretty awesome background. Coordinates well with your music. Following!

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 22 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank you for choosing to watch my video among the countless great channels out there. If you enjoyed this video, please give it a like, subscribe to my channel, and share it to help more people discover it!

  • @ClayHarris-g4r
    @ClayHarris-g4r 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    You? Know me Buck hmmm walk with me

  • @ClayHarris-g4r
    @ClayHarris-g4r 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Hello! Old friend aaarh Clay no longer on earth dream walker

  • @thepainwar
    @thepainwar 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Hi everyone, have a nice day. If you like it, please give us a Thumbs up ๐Ÿ‘ and Subscribe for more videos! Thank you ๐Ÿฅฐ

  • @noso5523
    @noso5523 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    3:29:00

  • @poopy_butthole
    @poopy_butthole 23 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    16:23 hearing willy wonka here thr first bit

  • @ColtonTheel
    @ColtonTheel 25 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Thank you for your service sir an 11 hour video is rare if you are not looking

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 24 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Thank you so much. Praying good things come to you!

  • @ColtonTheel
    @ColtonTheel 25 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Hello

    • @thepainwar
      @thepainwar 24 ะดะฝั– ั‚ะพะผัƒ

      Hello, how are you?

  • @ColtonTheel
    @ColtonTheel 25 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    First

  • @Ashlyncrazyvideos
    @Ashlyncrazyvideos 26 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    If you mainly came for the image but stayed when u listened โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ‘‡

  • @rexlau2373
    @rexlau2373 27 ะดะฝั–ะฒ ั‚ะพะผัƒ

    Imagine if those robes were white instead of blackโ€ฆ