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Alastrine
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Приєднався 29 лип 2006
Where I put the randomness of my life. :)
Recently I've started to turn all my old or new poems into songs. I am quite obsessed at the moment. I didn't know this was possible and this has always been a dream of mine. I can't sing and I don't have a band. But actually being able to put my words, my thoughts and feelings into something tangible that I can share, is quite amazing to me.
Recently I've started to turn all my old or new poems into songs. I am quite obsessed at the moment. I didn't know this was possible and this has always been a dream of mine. I can't sing and I don't have a band. But actually being able to put my words, my thoughts and feelings into something tangible that I can share, is quite amazing to me.
Posionus Haze
I was playing around with writing earlier and came up with this craziness. I honestly love it!
Happy Halloween! ❤️
Lyrics are by me
Singing and otherwise Suno
Verse 1:
Poisonous drunken haze
Seeping into my veins
They say live like it's your last day
But I'm drowning in the rain
My reality's broken somewhere in between
Everything's not what it seems
Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
(As my world spins round and round)
Verse 2:
I'm tired all the time
Can barely keep my eyes straight
My sanity's grasping at straws
While my mind deteriorates
Everything's blurring at the edges now
As I spiral down, down, down
Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
(As my world spins round and round)
Bridge:
I don't want to give in
But the haze is winning
My mind's unraveling thread by thread
The poison's in my head
(The poison's in my head)
Final Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
'Til I hit the ground
Happy Halloween! ❤️
Lyrics are by me
Singing and otherwise Suno
Verse 1:
Poisonous drunken haze
Seeping into my veins
They say live like it's your last day
But I'm drowning in the rain
My reality's broken somewhere in between
Everything's not what it seems
Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
(As my world spins round and round)
Verse 2:
I'm tired all the time
Can barely keep my eyes straight
My sanity's grasping at straws
While my mind deteriorates
Everything's blurring at the edges now
As I spiral down, down, down
Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
(As my world spins round and round)
Bridge:
I don't want to give in
But the haze is winning
My mind's unraveling thread by thread
The poison's in my head
(The poison's in my head)
Final Chorus:
Tick tock, up on the clock
That mouse won't come down
He's running circles on the mantle now
As my world spins round and round
'Til I hit the ground
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Specters in the Night
Переглядів 242 місяці тому
Kinda fitting for the spooky Halloween theme. Also didn't mean to do raven related songs back to back. But eh. Whatever. I wrote this song... I'm not sure it has much meaning. It's pretty wicked though. I do love being able to tell stories through songs. Lyrics by me Singing and otherwise Suno [Verse 1] Sorrow has brought me here now To my final resting place In this desolate wasteland Where th...
Gone away
Переглядів 1792 місяці тому
Just... working through some more feels. The lyrics took a bit. I tend to write overly clunky and then have to edit a million times until I'm happy. Of course this is... overly personal. After my mom died. I found this status she wrote on her Facebook. Of what happens when love dies. It's lived rent free in my brain for a very long time. I don't know the answer. I just know shes gone and I fore...
The Chomp song 🎵
Переглядів 542 місяці тому
My boyfriend wanted a cute and silly song. Best I could do is how I use him as a chew toy all the time. Done with Suno Verse 1 We’re a little wild, maybe just unhinged I bite your arm, and you give me a cringe But then you grin, yeah, you know what’s next You’re biting back, leaving me perplexed Pre-Chorus We’re chomping and gnawing, it's our thing, no lie Who needs words when we chew and sigh?...
Wilted Flowers
Переглядів 232 місяці тому
I wrote this song a couple of months ago when I was feeling pretty hopeless and going through some stuff. I didn't feel like I was going to get out of the situation I was in and that I'd be stuck in such a rough spot. I'm glad to say I'm out of there now. But I wanted to share the song. Written entirely by me Singing and otherwise Suno [Verse 1] I lost my mind between the pages of this book Onc...
Unwritten Letters
Переглядів 392 місяці тому
I admit this took me longer than I wanted. I wrote it all out but it was very long and clunky. It took some time to redo. I'm finally happy with it and posting it now. Written entirely by me Music by Suno Unwritten letters: Verse 1: Freedom in sight,” the General said, After a war that bled and spread, Lives of friends lost on his face, Longing only for her embrace, If only he could shut off me...
Dark Fairy Waltz
Переглядів 795 місяців тому
I wrote this yesterday morning and spent a good part of the day trying to find a good mix that worked. It was in my head quite a lot and I think it came out pretty awesome! Lyrics are entirely by me Singing and otherwise is Suno Verse 1: Legend tells tales of the fairy rings Run away with me to where The mushrooms are in circle Deep in the forest of the weeping willows Where shadows cling For o...
Lost in time
Переглядів 2595 місяців тому
I dunno. just working through some feelers now that I have an outlet. I wrote this last night. My mom's passing was the hardest thing I've ever had to overcome. There's probably gonna be a lot written about her in the future on this channel. Lyrics entirely by me Singing and otherwise are Suno Verse 1: Searching for shapes within the shadows Grasping for something familiar to cling to Thoughts ...
Melancholy nights (Dark lullaby)
Переглядів 1065 місяців тому
Some one, a very long time ago asked me to write them a poem. Being the weirdo I am, this is what I wrote for them. It's now my beautiful dark lullaby. Lyrics entirely by me Singing and otherwise is Suno AI Verse 1: Snow is falling, death is near Clouds gather, hiding the world from light Huddle close, little ones, the light isn't far away Catch the frozen butterfly before all the life seeps aw...
Ballad of Lies
Переглядів 295 місяців тому
This song is really hard to post, because the theme of what it is. I wrote it when I was a teen. It came out sounding like a ballad and honestly, I am not mad at it. Lyrics are written entirely by me Singing and otherwise is Suno AI (Verse 1) Trapped inside are lies, a past I can't replace Memories that linger, yesterdays I chase Even though the hurting's not, heaven's lost its light Angels no ...
Father
Переглядів 205 місяців тому
This song is dedicated to my father, I wrote it after he left us when I was 17. This song is really hard for me to post as it's been in my personal collection for a very long time. I miss him. Lyrics are entirely written by me Singing and otherwise is Suno AI Father: Verse 1: Life was a lesson that you could never learn At your own hands, life ended too soon One phone call was all it took Then ...
She was gone
Переглядів 1315 місяців тому
This is a poem I wrote as a teen, turned it into a song. I don't remember the reason behind it. I love how hypnotic it came out! Lyrics are entirely by me Singing and otherwise is Suno Ai. She was gone: Verse 1: Some say that they wish she would just disappear Into a place that was once there But isn't there anymore Or maybe into a place where the light no longer exists All it was was a battle,...
Fleeting thoughts
Переглядів 715 місяців тому
This is a poem I wrote about my own journey with fertility loss. I kept wishing on stars, hoping that I could have a child. Sadly, years later, I never got to have her. Instead I had a journey with cancer. Lyrics are written entirely by me Singing and everything else is Suno Verse 1: Where did the time go, That I spent wishing for you? Where did the time go, When dreams felt so true? Pre-Chorus...
Echoes of Her Dance
Переглядів 355 місяців тому
This is a song I wrote as a teenager, I really have no idea why I wrote it. But I love it. Lyrics are written entirely by me Singing and otherwise is Suno AI Verse 1 Rewind those old home movies, fast forward to the best times When she was still alive, and life was in its prime Summer days were happy, joy was in the air Now all that's left are memories, moments we can't share Chorus Watch her d...
The Siren
Переглядів 5875 місяців тому
Another poem I wrote in my teenage years. I thought a very haunting melody would suit it. Lyrics are written by me. Singing and otherwise is Suno. (Verse 1) She calls to me, like a muse from a dream Yet her thoughts, oh, so sinister She calls to me, wanting to take my love away Her song hangs over me like a cloud Wrapping me in such sweet darkness (Pre-Chorus) No need to escape, I don't want to...
Best jam of 2024
Awesome and 😢😊
That's an interesting love language you and your boyfriend speak. Sounds like star trek Klingon love. LOL.
@@TiffanyPetranova2009 he's the best chew toy ever. ❤️
So sorry to reply to this one again. I was going through my email and you had posted another comment however. I can't find it. It was on Unwritten letters. I do have another song I'm working on pertaining to my mom oddly enough. It's... very personal and I'm hesitant to post it. It's also quite sad and I'm... not sure if that's OK to post my... I guess pain so publicity like this constantly.
@@Alastrineluna Hello! It's always so nice hearing from you. And yes, I did leave you another comment, but you're right, it's gone now. Hmmm. If I remember correctly, in my comment to you, I mentioned that Autumn Tears was my favorite video and that I was hoping you would have more to say about your dear mother. Of course, I realize writing about your mom is a very personal matter, so I do understand your reluctance. If you decide on publicly posting your pain, as you put it, I believe it would be an OK thing to do, and it may even make you feel a whole lot better and help with the healing process. But that's up to you. My mom always tells me that everyone carries emotional baggage with them, and the sooner you let it go by expressing it, the better. And goodness knows, I've got lots of baggage I need to unload. Hugs for you!
Nice song
Thank you so much!!
"Sadly, years later, I never got to have her." I take it that you were hoping for a daughter? If so, I'd like you to know that I'm currently available. My parents are putting me on an auction block for being a disobedient child, so I think you can get me for a really good price. I promise to be good. 🙆♀
Lol!! You're freaking funny. :D
Oh my goodness, the loss of your mother, the loss of your father, fertility loss, cancer, it's no wonder you need to "trauma dump." I also love writing poems and putting them to music and doing exactly what you are now doing. However, my poems are very different from yours. I love writing erotic love poems and stories. I think my brain is hard-wired for everything erotic. Unfortunately for me, my last 2 UA-cam channels got suspended for sexual content. And when my mom found out what I was doing on UA-cam, she threw a hissy fit and put me on a short leash and now I'm not allowed to upload anything on YT. Then UA-cam recommended your channel to me and here I am bothering you and I hope I'm not becoming a pest. I'm looking forward to hearing more about your dear mother. :)
@@TiffanyPetranova2009 Well, you still are a kid. Lol!! Maybe shouldn't be writing naughty things until old enough. Lol. UA-cam doesn't cater to that much either. I've had a rough go at things for sure. BUT... I am still here and that's what matters. Feel free to bother me. I don't mind. :) Just keep things PG please! Age difference and all. Lol.
You've been writing poems like this already when you were a teenager? You, my dear, are a gifted poetic songwriter. I do believe this is your calling. :)
@@TiffanyPetranova2009 Oh my goodness. Thank you!! Yes. I've been writing poetry since I was in the third grade. I just use it to trauma dump a lot these days or come up with wild ass stories. Like she was gone. Lol. Doesn't mean that I don't like It though. I love what I write. I'm just very insecure and don't think anyone ELSE is gonna like what I write. I'm so glad you're listening to my stuff. O.o
@@TiffanyPetranova2009 My goodness. Thank you for your kind words! You're very wise for being 15! I suppose my poetry is where I shine a bit more. I dunno. I can be judged sure but that's not gonna make me stop wanting to put things into a way that makes sense for myself. Honestly when I started to post all these it was mostly for me and a few friends to be all like hey check out a thing I did! Lol. Of course I am gonna keep writing and uploading. It's nice to meet you!
I must say, you are very good at putting your feelings into words. I can feel your pain, and it makes me want to cry. Warm hugs from me to you. <3
Thank you very kindlly. I love words, I love being able to make songs/poetry and being able to find something that came out like this... is absolutely amazing. I am so sorry that my pain is that evident. I am glad I have this way to express myself though. Thank you very kindly for listening <3 I am working on others. My net is just being a butt right now. Lol.
Very nice, I like this. I don't think you're a weirdo, and I hope you continue to convert your poems into songs. I'll be listening.
@@TiffanyPetranova2009 Thank you so very kindly!!! o.o
Hahahaha beautiful
@@jwalker2480 So glad you love it. :D Now, I didn't write it. It was just a silly idea I came up with and got it generated with.
TEDDY BEAR HERE TO SHOW YOU ALL THE LOVE!!! *grabs your hand and activates his magic and the flowers dance to the music* PRETTY!!!!
@@teddywyze8957 OH my goodness. Thank you so very much!!!