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XTC1993
Приєднався 24 сер 2014
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"Nothing in the world is permanent, and we're foolish when we ask anything to last, but surely we're still more foolish not to take delight in it while we have it." - W. Somerset Maugham
experience created by XTC1993
experience created by XTC1993
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Відео
even the sun sets in paradise
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"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths." - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross experience created by XTC1993 visual by zero-void.tumblr.com/
as it began, so shall it end
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"For man will hearken to his glozing lies, that miscreate impostor, foully sleek." - John Milton experience created by XTC1993
the sound of falling in love
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"Love is the voice under all silences, the hope which has no opposite in fear; the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth more first than sun, more last than star." - E.E. Cummings experience created by XTC1993
i hail the night
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"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown." - H.P. Lovecraft experience created by XTC1993 link to visual: steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=860617911
𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝟤 𝓎𝑜𝓊...
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remix of everytime by ariana grande :O produced, mixed, and mastered by XTC1993 also credit to www.tumblr.com/ericaofanderson for the epic visuals Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/xtc-1993 Instagram: prodbyxtc1993
Neon/Nexus
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(=˃ᆺ˂=) 0:00 Neon 1:55 //// 2:10 Nexus produced, mixed, and mastered by XTC1993 Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/xtc-1993 Instagram: prodbyxtc1993
nothing really matters anyways
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"The world exists as I perceive it; it is not what you see, but how you see it; it is not what you hear, but how you hear it; it is not what you feel, but how you feel it." - Rumi experience created by XTC1993 link to thumbnail: callmeskybabe/status/1346735536367521799?s=20
Let It Go by Playboi Carti but its breakcore
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breakcore remix of Let It Go - Playboi Carti prod by XTC1993 Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/xtc-1993 Instagram: prodbyxtc1993
Trust i seek and i find in you
bro 🔥
Please never delete this video
I’m so done bro i just can’t do this no more . Tried to make friends so that life won’t feel so empty but that shit didn’t go anywhere I say hi to everyone but if I don’t say hi they ignore me nobody calls me haven’t hang out with friends in so long my family I still have my mum and dad God bless them I have lil brother and he’s growing up to be pretty cool so I’ll probably just hang out with him when he get older but I’ll probably be gone in another country by then my parents are getting old and mom just finished chemo they told her she had cancer 3 months ago her hair is falling out :( . I’ve given up on marriage and kids at least here in the states 80% of women file for divorce. My neighbor was telling me about his baby mamma taking 1900 every month from child support he lives with his mom still at 36 because of that and jobs are not paying much so he just got a boat and works on it everyday meanwhile his baby mamma is wealthy with a temp agency. I just don’t know bro I’m finding a way to work remote so I can try and find love somewhere Les I’m not ugly or anything I just don’t see the point in investing in women in the US all they want is my money even if your attractive. I just started my business a couple weeks ago got my llc and everything praying to Jesus this works out if not I guess I’ll work shitty security jobs and live for a month anywhere in the world every year I’ll have to come back home to family but idk what I’m do bro I was thinking about retirement and I’m not sure if that’s possible our government wants us to work until we die and you can’t fully trust stocks bru imagine putting 100k and that shit flops rite before retirement or idk at this point it’s either get rich by 35 or I’ll just be stuck forever my parents aren’t gonna live forever they getting old maybe they’ll give me the house if they pass away but wtf i just turned 29 I should have a family with kids and the damn dog by now what’s wrong with me why is life like this.
there's a dude called Old Grave who just dropped an ep that sounds exactly like this lmao
fogcore at 5am
Ay? This shi fire gng 🔥
I want to live in the thumbnail
One cannot rise without the fall, nor can they fade without the call.
bro i listened to this and I cummed. Its been a while thank you so much.
Wow I listened to this so much last year, during a weird time in my life. Rediscovering this while going through another, brings back so many memories.
"Nothing is real everything is an illusion" I believe we are here for human experience that's it...
T’hanks you
way too hard, well done man felt haunted and caught again
preciate it boss🙏
There’s not much you can do when you stare into the deep unforgiving eyes of the passage of time other then keep looking and smile
fire keep it up 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I need a 10 Hour loop of this it’s soo good
The description is very much true, this world is sadly very good at erasing things, but still we should be happy that those things existed at all.
this is so beautiful dude
i love this
love the thumbnail on this video
you will be okay
if life doesnt matter, why stress it? exist just for the sake of existing.
i´m so tired
Same
Real
Beautiful sounds , it really helped me relax thank u ❤
Eusoqueromorrer
Owlman. That is all.
like a supernova in my soul...............
hows the song called, i want to save it on Spotify 😅
It’s my song but I don’t have it uploaded on spotify unfortunately. I’ll try to work something out tho to get it up on there
You'll be alright. The best is yet to come ❤
This music is beautiful. I have not heard something so atmospheric in a long time. I can’t describe the emotion it brings. Please keep creating. This is so inspirational 🤍
Amazing sounds and the description was great, only a war soldier (life) knows that.
Your music deserves to be in a movie.
It is beautiful
True art
The solution guys is to back to our creator and listen to his words to know how to treat and heal ourselves from pain , start your peace journey 🙏🏻
Been following your work for a while now, and this is one of my favorites. Thank you for making this 🙏
thank you so much 🙏
Amazing
My mind everytime I see the word nothing: "Nothing really matters, toooo meeeeeeeeeeeee."
Are you the creator of this just wondering
yes
Losing that 1 special person in you're life will change you forever. Losing the 3 most prescious people of both of your lifes will ruin you. I dont even know who i am anymore. Life can be so brutal, people can be so cruel. I just we had a time machine
wish to never exist
Me too. I also want to dissolve into non-existence. To completely disappear, so that my soul, my personality, would almost be destroyed, and I would finally stop being in fucking despondency and despair. Better non-existence than this fucking existence.
Роман Ф. М. Достоевского «Преступление и наказание» и фрагмент текста преднашрутного рассказа Д. Шмаринова имеют сходства в характеристике персонажей и создании атмосферы. Оба автора обращают особое внимание на детали внешности и поведения персонажей, что помогает читателю воссоздать их образы. Достоевский описывает старушку сухой, с маленьким носом и дымными глазками, что придает ей недоверчивый вид, а также обращает внимание на ее изодранные и жирно смазанные волосы, что создает ощущение запущенности. В свою очередь, Шмаринов использует подобные детали в описании жилицы, таких как ее недоверчивые глазки и мелкие жесты, чтобы передать читателю ее характер и настроение. Оба автора также используют детали окружающей среды, такие как темная прихожая и крошечная кухня, чтобы усилить атмосферу изоляции и угнетения. Отношение авторов к героям выражается через использование таких приемов, как описание их внешности и поведения, создание подходящей атмосферы и передача их взаимодействия с окружающим миром, что помогает читателю лучше понять их внутренний мир и судьбу.
Белобрысые, мало поседевшие волосы ее были жирно смазаны маслом. На ее тонкой и длинной шее. похожей на куриную ногу, было наверчено какое-то фланелевое тряпье, а на плечах, несмотря на жару, болталась вся истрепанная и пожелтелая меховая кацавейка. Старушонка поминутно кашляла и кряхтела. Должно быть, молодой человек взглянул на нее каким-нибудь особенным взглядом, потому что и в ее глазах мелькнула вдруг опять прежняя недоверчивость.
I dont know why but this song is just... I don't even know how to explain is just Perfect of definition Nostalgia or lost
Nobody cares, man Such is life I was there for everyone Now, when I'm at my absolute lowest Everyone has left me ALONEALONEALONEALONE
Everything's so fucked. Laying alone and rotting away like a fool, knowing the same routine awaits the next day. I'm so alone. I don't have a meaningful relationship with my parents. I don't know what it's like to be loved. My friends complain to me about girls while I die on the inside, thinking about how much of a privilege that is to even HAVE a CHANCE of a relationship. The loneliness never goes away, not with my friends. One second I'm laughing, and the other, when nobody's looking, I instantly go back to the emotionless facade I wear. My friends sometimes ask me if anything's wrong, and I die on the inside, when I tell them nothing's wrong.... They wouldn't understand how I feel, and it's not their fault. I just wish to be held, to be kissed.... I don't want to just love myself, dammit, I want someone to love me. Truly. I'm working on myself, stressing out behind the scenes, and for what? I'm still just a shadow. It takes me longer to achieve less than others. It's fucking miserable. Do I have to live this way? I know I'm making steps to goodness, but sometimes, I just feel like nothing. Maybe some of life's pleasures like true love are not for me to experience.... It makes me jealous, miserable and frustrated. But the only thing I can do is keep repeating what I do to improve myself and hope for the best. If 'the best' is ever gonna happen, anyway.
this is so nice.. I want to cry
am I the abyss? or did I gaze into it?
video game menu ahh beat