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A Coffee Character Losing Their Coffee ;(
Should I quit coffee? ;(
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Відео

My Schizophrenia Is Bothering Me Right Now. 0_0
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Ow, it hurts... OnO Subscribe to support my channel, art and health!
UTAU Debut: DARLING [Kelly/Haji]
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I am not exactly experienced with this... I'm not sure how it sounds. It's her first song and I'm not sure it's the best voicebank, but I tried. I don't even know if the song is on time...but it is here. Tell me if you want to download her. Song: DARLING (MARETU) Ust: akem UTAU: hajimemashiteKitsune
Tea! With Haji: Blue Hair???
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My schizophrenia really told me that I would have blue hair in the future...they also told me it would be ruined slightly, as it is, presently, as well...so I guess...blue hair, and better hair, as well, are a possibility??? :O Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-kellys-return-to-moore-college...
Dinner! With Hungry! Haji: If Your Friend Were to Just Come Over And Eat, Ignoring You
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In this video, I was a bit hungry... My schizophrenia also was making it difficult to find the words to say! D: We'll try, again, soon! Subscribe to support my channel, art and health!: GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-kellys-return-to-moore-college-of-art-and-design deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokitsune (2) www.deviantart.com...
Does Anyone Even Use deviantArt, Anymore? O_o;;;
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In which I ramble about my OC's, lolita, and have a cold... Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-kellys-return-to-moore-college-of-art-and-design deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokitsune (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemashitekitsune Credits: ua-cam.com/video/GCNi5tdwWVY/v-deo.html
Organized, Clean and Uncluttered
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I really am sorry about my room in previous videos! I won't let it get like that again! Thank you for those who supported me. Credits: ua-cam.com/video/GCNi5tdwWVY/v-deo.html
Hajimemashite! Two New Merchandise!
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I honestly forget what is in this video... I'm not feeling great... ;( Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash... Credits: ua-cam.com/video/YCLFjYRXn5M/v-deo.html
Dinner! With Haji 05: My Irrational Fear That Meat Is People?
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Chinese takeout! Great! Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash... Credits: ua-cam.com/video/YCLFjYRXn5M/v-deo.html
Bagel's Not Exactly A Friendship Sort'a Guy =v=;;;
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I love talking about my OC's...loving them feels like the reason I was made to live... Ahhhn~... =//u//= Subscribe to support my channel, art and my health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash... Transcript
Special Episode! I Saw Matsuno Osomatsu With A Spaceship Come To Marry Me!!! :O
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I swear, it's a true story! It really happened! ;0; Subscribe to support my channel, art, and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash...
So, I'm A Mary Sue??? O_e
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Even if I am a Mary Sue, please let me live. TT_TT I want to write, draw, sing, animate, voice act, be intelligent, beautiful, kind, etc! Please let me survive! Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash...
Proof Of My Schizophrenia Not Just Being "Schizophrenia"...???
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Suffering from schizophrenia... Subscribe to support my channel, art and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash...
Questioning My Life In Despair
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Oh, gosh... I don't know what to do... Hopefully things get better... I probably won't do OnlyFans, but gosh, is my life situation making me consider it... *sob* If you'd like to support my channel, art, and health, please subscribe! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart...
Haji Draws! #08: I See This As A Failure Of A Drawing???
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I don't particularly like this picture... I've been doing really poorly with drawing, recently... Argh...what can I do... Subscribe to support my art, channel, anime and health! GoFundMe (Anime): www.gofundme.com/f/eyxxh GoFundMe (College): www.gofundme.com/f/support-ke... deviantArt: (1) www.deviantart.com/mochikokit... (2) www.deviantart.com/hajimemash... Credits: UFO: ua-cam.com/video/nOvGVE...
Okay...So I'm Married To Like 52 People. O_O
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Okay...So I'm Married To Like 52 People. O_O
Haji Draws! #07: A Beautiful Man Who Is A Cute Blob Due To This Art Style
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Haji Draws! #07: A Beautiful Man Who Is A Cute Blob Due To This Art Style
Haji Draws! #06: Don't Go Plays As I Draw Potato Chips... =__=;;;
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Haji Draws! #06: Don't Go Plays As I Draw Potato Chips... = =;;;
Dinner! With Haji 04: About My Red Lipstick?
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Dinner! With Haji 04: About My Red Lipstick?
Mouchingtoooooooon! O7O
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Mouchingtoooooooon! O7O
Dinner! With Haji 03: Miserable And Sad, Still :(
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Dinner! With Haji 03: Miserable And Sad, Still :(
I'm Tired, Grumpy and Sad :(
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I'm Tired, Grumpy and Sad :(
I Was Thinking Of Patreon. O__O
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I Was Thinking Of Patreon. O O
hajimemashiteKitsune Portfolio 2024
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hajimemashiteKitsune Portfolio 2024
Dinner! With Haji 02: YTD $3,670.55 TT__TT
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Dinner! With Haji 02: YTD $3,670.55 TT TT
Breakfast! With Haji 01: Today, We Mouche
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Breakfast! With Haji 01: Today, We Mouche
Take One: All About Ryland...??? Kind Of...
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Take One: All About Ryland...??? Kind Of...
Hikikomori Days...And A Tragedy... ;(
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Hikikomori Days...And A Tragedy... ;(
Triple S and a Mug That Actually Has Meaning
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Triple S and a Mug That Actually Has Meaning
Late Night: Tired After Work
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Late Night: Tired After Work

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @rustytrombone34
    @rustytrombone34 11 днів тому

    I see you're slowly getting back into the rotmaxxing mode. Based.

    • @rustytrombone34
      @rustytrombone34 11 днів тому

      You should check out Andrew Koloski. He is a fellow youtuber with schizophrenia. He just recently started Cobenfy.

  • @rustytrombone34
    @rustytrombone34 11 днів тому

    Have you been wearing the same clothes for several days?

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 10 днів тому

      Those are my pajamas...I wear them frequently, because I don't leave the house, a lot, and they're so comfortable that it's just easier... D; Do you think I should get dressed every day? It's just a lot of hassle, since it makes laundry, as well...but it may be a good idea. I'm keeping my room clean, though! ^^ I just organized a few things. Living in this room (I am literally always in here *sob*) has been such a happiness (and also a nightmare) for me! The suggestion to clean was such a good one! Thank you for your comment.

  • @GhosTea1
    @GhosTea1 11 днів тому

    Have you ever considered switching to tea instead of coffee? Matcha is delicous with some honey and has lots of positives to it. Some exercise is good. I could not do a gym either, but can figure out stuff at home. I play boxing fitness on switch for my exercise. Or you could watch workouy vids.

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 10 днів тому

      I could switch to tea, but I just love coffee so much... >.<;;; I'll think about it. I might start watching some workout videos... I'm not sure.

  • @textingjesus
    @textingjesus 11 днів тому

    I'm not sure the coffee is the problem. You should get your thryoid checked because hair loss and weight gain are symptoms of low thyroid !

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 10 днів тому

      Oh, dang! That sounds worse than just the coffee being a problem. Lol... D; Thank you for the suggestion...I may actually have Hashimoto's disease, possibly, I was possibly diagnosed with it, but they said it wasn't active, but I'm not sure now...I'm also a bit older...27... >__< So that may be a reason, too...they say you gain 2-3 pounds every year once your about 30...maybe I'm just in denial... *sob* Thank you, again! <3

  • @joeytan5297
    @joeytan5297 11 днів тому

    your demons are fascinating... i wish i could speak to them

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 10 днів тому

      Thank you! I love them. I'm married to a few of them, and it's been such a happiness I don't know what to do. I love them so much.

  • @big0lbird
    @big0lbird 11 днів тому

    maybe limit coffee by half and incorporate light exercise like a beginners yoga? physical activity is so good for physical & mental health 🥰 im really glad you liked the new sonic movie and had a fun outing!

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 10 днів тому

      That's a good idea...maybe I'll only have one cup a day. I heard physical activity can alter one's life in such a positive way, but I've always been so lazy, since I've been young... </3 Sonic was so amazing. I really recommend the movie.

  • @kaych.
    @kaych. 14 днів тому

    the sloth hoodie is so cute! hope the rest of the holiday season will be nice for you and yume. please definitely don't give your address to anyone online, if you want to receive packages a PO box might be a good alternative option to protect your personal information

  • @ultra36
    @ultra36 14 днів тому

    i have no idea what she is on about she is just enchanting

  • @user-y2i6h
    @user-y2i6h 15 днів тому

    your dog is so cute! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

  • @GhosTea1
    @GhosTea1 15 днів тому

    Glad to see you back and hear that you had a good Christmas ☃️ hair looks great. Adorable nickname for the doggo. You are really good at drawing fashion btw.

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 14 днів тому

      Ahhh, thank you! ❤️ I hope you had a good Christmas, too! I love drawing a lot. I worked very hard at it for a long time.

  • @emmoomie
    @emmoomie 15 днів тому

    Glad to hear you had a good Christmas! Sorry to hear you're having so much trouble with your anxiety and new medications :( Still happy to see a new video from you!! :)

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 14 днів тому

      Thank you so much! I get so sad when I can’t make any videos. I’ll try to continue to make them frequently.

  • @riinazen7443
    @riinazen7443 15 днів тому

    Please get meds my love ❤️

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 14 днів тому

      Don’t worry, I’m trying to responsibly take my medication.

  • @big0lbird
    @big0lbird 15 днів тому

    your sloth shirt looks so cute and cozyyyy

  • @cargo-misa
    @cargo-misa 15 днів тому

    do you have a discord server already?

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 14 днів тому

      A server? I’m not the best at technology…what sort of server do you mean?

    • @cargo-misa
      @cargo-misa 23 години тому

      @@hajimemashiteKitsune discord server. it's like a groupchat but some youtubers use it to talk with fans and stuff

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 22 години тому

      @@cargo-misa Oh, what a great idea! Maybe I'll make one. ^^

  • @Sukixmiyu
    @Sukixmiyu 20 днів тому

    Sounds pretty fye, keep up the good work 🩷

  • @KittO.o.O-O
    @KittO.o.O-O 20 днів тому

    Я хочу использовать этот утау😊

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 20 днів тому

      Ahhh...thank you so much! <3 I can give you a download link to her bank, maybe, if you'd like.

    • @nakatsume
      @nakatsume 15 днів тому

      @@hajimemashiteKitsune I'd like a download link!! Pretty please if thats okay

  • @big0lbird
    @big0lbird 21 день тому

    ahh this is so cool :3

  • @emmoomie
    @emmoomie 23 дні тому

    I'd love to see drawing videos from you! :)

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 23 дні тому

      Thank you so much! I love drawing! I'd love to draw for you guys. 💘

  • @Lorexbg
    @Lorexbg 26 днів тому

    Think your hair looks better in this video.

  • @rustytrombone34
    @rustytrombone34 26 днів тому

    When are you going to start thotposting

  • @GhosTea1
    @GhosTea1 26 днів тому

    Always sad to see you in pain :X short video is still nice! Your audio is fine I have heard much worse from other channels.

  • @mrmercury8553
    @mrmercury8553 26 днів тому

    I just discovered your channel today. I hate that you have to deal with hearing voices. I've heard voices for over three years now. It can be very difficult to deal with but my advice is to never let them get to you. I hope things will get better for you!

  • @kaych.
    @kaych. 29 днів тому

    another hair product you might like is the kracie ichikami hair treatment essence, it's smoothing and smells like flowers. and good work with all the different projects going on, you've been busy!

  • @weeabooslime
    @weeabooslime 29 днів тому

    Yea, I'd let you eat in front of me while you talk about your original works

  • @whatsupchickentender1399
    @whatsupchickentender1399 29 днів тому

    you have to change your computer locale to japanese for hiragana to show up

  • @timothyclarke857
    @timothyclarke857 29 днів тому

    You get college for free if you are skitz

    • @timothyclarke857
      @timothyclarke857 29 днів тому

      disability scholorship. something to do with you can go on disability and its impossible to pay back a student loan on disability. Yes even if you work as well. If America doesn't do it try online international colleges.

  • @krad1314
    @krad1314 29 днів тому

    ive never watched this channel before.... I feel like the youtube algorithm is trying to tell me something.... Super cute look!

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 29 днів тому

      Thank you so much!

    • @krad1314
      @krad1314 29 днів тому

      @hajimemashiteKitsune ofc! My best friend growing up with schizophrenic, I wish you all the best in the world ! Love from Canada

  • @Mintyssocks
    @Mintyssocks Місяць тому

    I love when ur dog video-bombed you lol

  • @Mintyssocks
    @Mintyssocks Місяць тому

    Just discovered your channel. It totally gives vibes from like 10 years ago, i think its pretty cool 😁 (Fellow hiki here btw)

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 29 днів тому

      Thank you so much! Be careful being a hikikomori...I hope you still have a good life...! ^u^

  • @odeoncinemasnorwich
    @odeoncinemasnorwich Місяць тому

    wow what a beautiful woman o.o

  • @2miliion
    @2miliion Місяць тому

    F the haters 🤞🏽

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      I'm just glad the room is clean. I'm happy that it's better, now.

  • @kaych.
    @kaych. Місяць тому

    good work on all the videos and new subscribers! your dog is so cute

  • @Budplottinganescape
    @Budplottinganescape Місяць тому

    now that you're done rotmaxxing you should try thotmaxxing

  • @MagikGimp
    @MagikGimp Місяць тому

    I can fix her. Oh, you already did it yourself? Congrats!

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune 29 днів тому

      Lol, thank you, so much! I think that’s funny. I’ve actually never dated, I always thought that I would have a man say something such as “I can fix her” if I ever met someone…so I found this funny.

  • @GhosTea1
    @GhosTea1 Місяць тому

    Surprise choices for fav anime. You have good tastes!

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      Thank you so much! I love anime very deeply... I'm glad you think I chose well. :)

  • @agaea
    @agaea Місяць тому

    room is starting to look like a mess again.

  • @salvie777
    @salvie777 Місяць тому

    You never need to apologize for something like a messy room!!! I’m so glad you were able to do it, I cleaned my room yesterday and today for the first time in 2 weeks , have grace and forgiveness for yourself. PLS hold grace and forgiveness for yourself, Love your channel <3 it looks so good And PS: NEVER do smth like cleaning room for other’s approval, do it for your mental and physical health!! It’s for you

  • @bezimotodol
    @bezimotodol Місяць тому

    hai haji! i remember in previous videos you complained about your hair, primarily the lack of volume and how "thin" it looks. i have the same haircut and hair type as you (flat, long fine hair with baby bangs) and i recommend getting "styling powder"/"texturizing powder"!! it will add volume to your hair and make it appear thicker! u just sprinkle it on ur scalp and rub it in!! also, getting a trim on your ends (1 or 2 inches) will release some weight from your hair and therefore make your hair look less "flat" as well! your ends will look healthier and less frizzy too ^_^

  • @salvie777
    @salvie777 Місяць тому

    Your room looks so clean and comfy and nice!!!! I cleaned my room too finally after 2 weeks…..

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      Thank you! Congratulations on the clean room. It's a lot better to have a nice place...I hope you feel better that way!

  • @timothyclarke857
    @timothyclarke857 Місяць тому

    I think your cool.

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      Thank you! I'm happy you do. 💗

    • @timothyclarke857
      @timothyclarke857 Місяць тому

      @@hajimemashiteKitsune I watched a video of yours where you said you jumped into a lake... All I got from it was that you never committed a crime... People commit crimes.

  • @textingjesus
    @textingjesus Місяць тому

    I love the lolita outfit ! you should definitely wear more :-) also, would you ever post cooking and singing videos ?

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      I'll try to sing! I have one cover, but my illness makes it difficult to sing... u.u;;;

  • @spideypooI
    @spideypooI Місяць тому

    bro is not going to be the next internet star LMAO i see what your doing

  • @eddiiekaspraak
    @eddiiekaspraak Місяць тому

    ur super pretty (^ω^)

  • @weeabooslime
    @weeabooslime Місяць тому

    You're super cute in that dress.

  • @Lorexbg
    @Lorexbg Місяць тому

    great outfit i love it .

  • @Lorexbg
    @Lorexbg Місяць тому

    You dont need to apologize for any thing really . Sadly with becoming more popular , you bring people who bring positive energy's and sadly also people that bring negative energy etc people being mean and trying to troll. After all is your channel and you can ban people from commenting if you feel they arent been super nice or are trying to troll you .

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      Thank you for the advice! I appreciate it. I hope I can deal with all the things that come with this channel, in the future. :)

  • @Lorexbg
    @Lorexbg Місяць тому

    Your room is so cozy now , im glad you cleaned it up . Sometimes our surroundings reflect on us whit out even knowing it . But i disagree about the PJs ,dressing is nice but ,when you are home should be at comfy levels.

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      I'll definitely have some pajama day episodes, but I think it's time to be an adult and start dressing every day. :) Not to knock anyone who does wear pajamas, but I'm not sure it's healthy... I used to wear clothes every day, years ago, and I definitely seemed much healthier back then...

  • @111clowns
    @111clowns Місяць тому

    u seem sweet and tenderhearted dont let the creepy or troll comments get u down, it seems ur doing really well with them witch can be a struggle. u seem real. idk id this content is for me, but! i wish you only the best, keep it up!!

  • @TheRealKing0fGotham
    @TheRealKing0fGotham Місяць тому

    This is very small chance that accidents have factories can cause people losing a bits of their flesh or stuff like that in the food and you never know of a serial killer works at a meat factory however be quite realistic lady if you're paying for Prime Angus steak there is no way that that is a human if you're buying raw chicken whole there's no way that that's a human the problem is with cheaper foods like processed foods like hot dogs and canned foods

    • @hajimemashiteKitsune
      @hajimemashiteKitsune Місяць тому

      Oh my God... TT__TT That is unsettling... Lol. Interesting thinking! Thank you for the comment!