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yoo another edit done while i was dissociating and losing every grip towards reality once again and doing so i'm literally decaying mentally and physically as usual. hope u still like this shit tho, even tho it's pretty ass xdd song: playboicarti - 2am in Ontario (prod. Vita)

another edit made while i'm mentally decaying in my cave without any grip towards reality since existing in it is still the same never ending torturing cycle xdd. i still hope y'all kinda like it in any way since it took kinda long bc honestly after effects rendering f*cked me up like my life continues doing x) much love y'all. support recently been very overwhelming since the last few months ^...

only dealing w reality by escaping it through dissociation and decaying mentally and physically. it's nothing k1ll1ng myself and intoxication can't fix xd song: BASSLINE - PXRKX well was a bit since i made my last edit. after several mental breakdowns about myself as a being i decided to try edit again since it makes me repress everything a lil. so hope y'all like it x)

sleep deprivation and ofc the usual shit (mental torture ^^) made this possible. i'm saying this as if sleep deprivation isn't the usual aswell xdd (constantly dissociating :3) song: Playboi Carti - Lean 4 Real btw thank you all for the overwhelming support recently. i don't take any of u for granted honestly. i would say even more related to it but it's a fucking description. even tho ik most ...

literally mentally and physically decaying causing me to dissociate to the point where every movement is considered an own activity xddd (fuck reality) ^^ song: CRIM3S - lost i want to clarify. i do not support rather i want to support YandereDev in any way. i just like the character of the game itself and the aesthetic of it since ik this game for idk like 8 years.

once again getting painfully reminded of my worthless existence as a whole xd (i'm clinically insane) :3 song: LOVELY BASTARDS - (YATASHIGANG, ZWE1HVNDXR)

yk the usual shit as soon as i make another terrible edit. daily mental torture unable to grasp and process my worthless reality physically and mentally (dissociating is my only option xd) ^^ song: Freddie Dredd - Devil's Work (instrumental)

did this while once again dissociating and rotting in my room all night to the point where i'm unable to process my worthless reality physically and mentally (the usual stuff yk). nvm man enjoy it ig? (4 viewers in total)

always wanted to be him when i was 12. yk i'm clinically schizophrenic (i hate being physical as a whole xd)

the only way to deal w my reality is to escape it by rotting in my room and avoiding my silly little mental illness (the usual business) xdd

working 10 hours for an 44 seconds long video just to feel something at least in a physical way xdd

yeah idk 3am typa shit going insane as soon as i'm alone w my thoughts for at least 4 seconds xd

everytime i upload i get painfully reminded of my dissociated reality as a whole (the usual)

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