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I am in a hell in this life knowing that I am headed for the real hell and I am quaking in hopeless despair. I thought I was a 'christian' all my adult life but only though being hit with a horredous mental terminal illness, Sporadic Fatal Insomnia have I been awakened to the totally desparate sinful state of my life. God and Jesus was never No1 in my life and I just wrapped Him in where suited me. I was forever learning and wanting to try and figure things out in the Bible but I never came to a place of repentance. Psalm 127:2 speaks on so many levels against my life: God gives sleep to His beloved, that is a promise and seal from God and it has been lifted off my life. A week before I took this Fatal Insomnia I was sent a warning in my dreams but being so blind, it could not get through. I never remembered dreams on wakening but this one was right before I woke up. In the dream I was in the dark and an old fashioned elevator appeared and I was pushed into it and the gates closed over on me. I grabbed the gates and shook them but could not get out and I knew a demon had pushed me in, I then looked at the buttons and there was only one button for down which immediatley lite up when I looked at it and immediatley the feeling of despair and aloneness filled me. A week later I am in that elevator which is my illness and I am waiting to go to the real hell. I cry out to Jesus day and night but in my mind I just see him turning his face away. It is not a case of being too late, I was never called by God ever.

Thank you. Your testimony was so authentic and helpful. Thank you for your honesty. Glory to God brother.

Wow, I have never resonated with someone’s story so much. I’m so thankful for you and your testimony and that I was blessed to be able to hear it. I’ve struggled with severe OCD and drug addiction since I was a teen and only Jesus was able to deliver me. All praise and glory be to God! Thank you again for sharing this powerful testimony.

Oh you dear man I’m going through this now The Satan entered me via psych meds and then more The withdrawals are horrendous it does feel like an utter possession of all faculties I’ve seen evil, pharmakeia

I am healed from 13 years of depression,anxiety and I am on the way to fully healed from bpd all with help of Jesus Christ

I would like to know how can God help you heal from situational depression, mine is chemical imbalance.

Hello gays, God Bless everyvone here...i have anxiety, because panic .. trought in my head ,about breathing..that i must go exsam...if is something wrong with me..i was at doctor, she said i have holesterol, anxiety...i must avoid stress...but i stress when this hapen...like a m afraid this is it for me...i pray , love the Lord..i surrender all..but when simpthoms in body araise..then i think,..what s wrong...please advice...how to heal..do i go to doctor, to see ..thank you..God Bless...gredings from Evrope

Healing can be medication. Insulin isn’t discouraged for diabetes. Don’t forget Paul begged to be relieved and what did God say?

This might seem like a silly question but please take it seriously. Did you have a tight heavy feeling in the chest when you were ill? I have it and it never goes away. I am getting to know many depression sufferers and those who heal don't have this burning chest pain. Those who have it don't get better. it is like the heart has disappeared and constant praying doesn't help.

You are describing my same exact experiences. I've dealt with it off an in for several years. It's been affecting me again in a very severe way lately. Its truly terrifying. Debilitating even. I cant do this on my own. I'm begging God to please help me. I cant keep living like this.

Thank you! There is a book called Be Ye Transformed by Nancy Missler. In that book she teach how to give your thoughts, hurts, anger, resentment… over to God and be filled with His Word. It is a moment by moment faith choice. I strongly suggest to read it. May God bless you with His peace and joy all the days of your life!

I relate to everything in your story. Thank you for sharing. I am still going through the torment and crying out to God and Jesus. i too had a relationship with God and my life flowed with blessings. Then after a major life change everything fell apart inside of me. I let fear and worry in and I tried to fight and prayed and they grew worse and worse. I couldn't understand why. Then one day I was trembling and crying in anguish and I felt something heavy and awful in my chest. Like an explosion. Looking back I believe my heart evaporated that day. After that I could feel nothing good at all except fear and emptiness. Walking outside I try to look at the creation but it is veiled behind an invisible cloth. I see but I don't feel anything nice. I don't like to go out because I feel so separated from the world and the life in it. I have intrusive thoughts, nightmares and want to sleep all the time. I can barely function. When I read the bible it scares me because I see myself as the virgin who had no oil in their lamp, the one who squandered their talents. The one who has lost Love and desires death but death does not find her. I cry and wail and beg God and Jesus to save me but it never happens. That makes me feel like I am unsavable and the vicious cycle continues. I go to church and cry. I feel I am the worst person there and have no right to be there. Often it is hard for me to go because I desire God's presence in my life but when it doesn't come I come out feeling worse. I am separated from everybody and everything including my husband and two children. I desire the day when God opens my eyes and I can see again. The day I can be restored. But it doesn't happen. It has been nearly 2 years of anguish and torment. No one understands. I do not understand. I cannot feel anything good in this sufferering and want to know why I must endure it. I get no answers. My sleep is full of nightmares and darkness. Food tastes of nothing, I have no appetite. Nothing I do helps bring relief. I like to hear these video testimonies but why can't I have the experience of God's voice speaking to me? I feel it will never end and that I have died. Every day I wake up I feel I am hurting Jesus and denying his suffering and betraying Him. I am smoking so many cigarettes and cannot stop. I never smoked before this insanity hit me. Please tell me what I can do to have an experience of God like the one mentioned in this video??

God can save even in the darkest of darkest of darkest of caves. He is THE LIGHT!

He healed me 😊

Beautiful, very usefull and I recognize. I still have ocd as a woman about aging and what's the point to renew mind/living in a body that isn't yours and you aren't comfortable I'm. But yes

Haven’t heard from you in a while how are you?

Help me Lord Jesus save me from myself, anxiety is my tormentor my ball and chain in life I want to do but can’t Jesus rebuke you anxiety and cast you in hell we’re you belong sorry for the strong words this is my hatred towards anxiety

I thought I was healed only to have a really terrible manic episode.

Thank you for sharing your story. I relate to your story. I praise God for His mighty hand on your life.❤️

Jesus helped my depression after 9 ect treatments and many meds.But only God delivered me

Ive been dealing with anxiety problems for years now im dealing with ocd and intrusive thoughts. I absolutely hate it, i wouldn't wish this stuff on anyone. I've cried out to God, prayed, and gone to church, but i still deal with issues. I wish it would stop.

Does God heal and do not heal some people with OCD? Or he has to teach you to get out of OCD based on bible versus or wait for him to heal you? Im confused with this concept. This is what Mark de Jesus says on his channel about OCD ua-cam.com/video/GC0wc8dFKnE/v-deo.htmlsi=8I85Ou_OelV9FZ5-

An amazing testimony. I too had doubts but watching your video has helped me greatly. Thank you so much . May GOD bless you and your family always. Thanks again

I pray that you are well. I have been fighting this mental illness so many years.

Hi, I sent you email yesterday.can you reply please.thanks

Everyone please pray for the devil to be removed from me forever and to never come back. It would mean the world to me if the devil is removed from me forever!

Please pray for me

My son is going through a similar situation bro. Have been institutionalised for 6 years after his brother's suicide. I I love Jesus and praying that for his restoration 😢

something you said which was interesting is that you kept saying "you got to now get more serious about god". I just read watchman nee's book how many christians think this way when its actually completely surrendering and cruxifing the self like jesus can you be resurrected . its not about doing more but complete surrender. this is what took my anxiety, thank you jesus

It's the most obscure, illogical, tormenting misunderstood agony ever!!!!! Jesus will get us through! Affirmations! Prayer regardless of feelings or how hard it is! You're not alone ❤

Diagnosed anxiety disorder, severe panic disorder and depression. Had OCD when i was about 9 for about a year.

I've suffered since childhood. Meds later... Still on them. I'm clinging to Jesus!

Im desperate. Im well then bam! Back to fear?! Fear of?? Im despairing.

I’m so sorry this happened to you. I understand the feeling. 💔💔💔

Yup. This is me now. 😭💔 Insomnia. Started with a nervous breakdown then psych med cause me to feel too awake at night after 2 months. I got off but insomnia is still here. And my anxiety about sleep caused more insomnia. No medication has helped. They don’t want to give me sleep meds. I only have God now. He will heal me. Pray for me. I’m so tired and feel like panic will come back. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💔💔💔

Hi. My name is Marilyn. I’ve struggled with mental illness for 10 years and I’ll tell you something I’ve learned in a story from my life. I was walking home from the grocery store when I started feeling extremely afraid for no reason I could think of. I then got extremely mad at God because I was tired of being afraid. I then told Him: I hate you, God! As soon as I said this the fear went away. So, being honest took away the feeling of fear! That was amazing to find out! However, I also found out that although honesty is good, you also have to try to be on God’s side. Honesty is good but it’s not enough; you have to get on God’s side. It’s extremely important to read the Bible every day. I skipped reading for a few days once and the result wasn’t good. I think it nearly cost me my life. Also, if you can’t read much listen to Christian music. It has saved me more than once. I listen to it a lot. It really helps me. Also, just being in nature really helps me. I just sit on the concrete that’s near my apartment and look at the lawn and the trees and the bushes around me. And I see big red ants and mini tarantula spiders (which God knows I like) and ladybugs and dragonflies. It’s like God is showing off His creations for me. And I know this is weird but I believe God not only made these creatures but I also believe these are bodies God made for Himself. I believe the animals and bugs are God. I believe they are simply His bodies. For example why can spiders make webs? They shouldn’t be that smart. Why does your cat or dog know when you need them? Well, I hope this made you think and I hope this helps someone in their relationship with Jesus! God Bless You!

Hey thank you for sharing this, brother. God bless!

Panic attacks since childhood. Over the years... Anxiety and fear.... Saved at age 12. On medication for 20 plus yrs. Dependency upon it. Never has it been so consistent and horrific as the past 4 years!!!!!!!!!! Ive been through deliverances, counseling. I've no real friends because of this. I was widowed... Live with my phenomenal son. He doesn't deserve this!!!! He works hard He's a brilliant young man. I sit here with no job..... No life. No pity.... I seriously don't know what to do anymore

Four years of intense anxiety, panic and depression. I love the Lord!!!!!! When will I be free???????😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I could never save myself?

I don't know what to do anymore 😢😢😢😢😢😢 i love Jesus and I will never turn my back on Him. This suffering is unbearable but i keep hanging on! Im so tired... So tired of fear ..

Im desperate for freedom from anxiety and panic attacks. Soooo many ppl don't get it! Suffering since childhood. On meds. The mental anguish has never been so heavy and consistent. Weird suicidal thoughts yet afraid of death??? Losing my mind? I went through deliverance. Eat properly, exercise etc trying so hard. Im fed up. Please Jesus!!!!!

devil hates when you bowing down to God . I've been doing 41 times everyday since 16 years ago. I was in demonic attack in 2008 my whole world became miserable then after one year battel in 2009 i became free! after that my life has changed dramatically and started everything as new born baby

I have anxiety and intrusive thoughts and depression for years.i am a Christian. I continue to struggle with getting complete freedom in my life. I will continue to trust in Jesus 💕. Thank you

I just realized that I fear marriage, I'm 37 years old this june and i never been in a relationship before because the thought of it and getting married really scared me but at the same time i knew i can't keep this up because I'm not getting any younger and in my mind i want to have a family and it's really scared me to the point i wanna have suicide. The thoughts of getting married really scares me until i have ED last december because of a girl i've been meeting up with for 5 months asked me about marriage, it's really hard for me to take a step forward. Sometimes when I'm alone or not doing anything my mind keep thinking about this and makes me really scared and have panic attack like my heart beat faster and short of breath until i cried sometimes and want to have suicide . If you ask the number 1 reason why I'm afraid of marriage i don't have the answer right now but the number 2 reason is like i don't feel confident to provide with my family with what i have right now in term of money, skills and the job i have right now. Anyone have same problem as me ? Really need advice or solution or something 😢🥲

Jes the Lord jesus christ.

God saved me from depression as well

I would say he loves to save people who are in the darkest of the dark

The darkness is so dark when you’re in it