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Reckless Jealousy - Kendall Nicole (Official Visualizer)
"Reckless Jealousy"
LYRICS:
You have it all and I can’t handle it
I’m a forest fire in a room that should be candlelit
I’m sorry friend, this is getting out of hand
Can’t be happy for you without wrecking other plans
You piece cakes that I can’t eat
So I end up starving myself completely
I’m sorry friend, you know I love to watch you bloom
I swear that I love you, just hate that I’m not you
I swear that I love you, just wish I knew how to
I swear that I love you, just hate that I’m not you
Six feet underground
Where no one can hear a sound
Lost but not quite yet found
Thanks to Reckless Jealousy
It’s just painful when I’m proven right
Love’s just a word I hide my resentment behind
One drop of rain pulls me knee deep
You can take me out of the storm, but you can’t take the storm out of me
I swear that I adore you
I wish I could afford to
Put myself before you
It’s like my life is yours too
Why can’t I be proud?
Just enough to climb down
And not have to die on this mountain of Reckless Jealousy
And the worst of it all
Is that I have the gall
To think it’s not my own fault
I’m this recklessly jealous
I know that you just see right through me
Only understanding loosely how it feels
When the wound never heals
I’ll always find the best in the ones who don’t deserve it
But you don’t deserve the burden
Of knowing that I’m hurting
I promise that I’m learning
Least I promise that I’m trying to
You have it all and I can’t handle it
I’m a forest fire in a room that should be candlelit
I’m sorry friend, this is getting out of hand
Can’t be happy for you
This song is about my experience growing up as a young woman in the entertainment industry, and just a person, falling victim to endless self-destruction over the false narrative of self-comparison. The emotions encapsulated in this song have come back to show themselves in my life time and time again, in ways I never thought I would experience-- ironically it just so happens to be the first full song I ever wrote at age 15. My hope is that this song could bring a sense of comfort and community to those in the same boat today, so that maybe they can feel a little less alone in their own reckless jealousy.
CREDITS:
Written by Kendall Nicole
Violin by Tessa Dalton
Produced by Logan Freevol
Engineered by James Pilon
SOCIALS:
Instagram: @iamkendallnicole
TikTok: @iamkendallnicole
UA-cam: Kendall Nicole
Linktree: linktr.ee/kendallnicolee?
Thank you.
love,
kenny
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Відео

Just Be - Kendall Nicole (Official Visualizer)
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annie's song - john denver (cover)
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a little song to commemorate the closing in of a beautiful summer, probably my favorite yet. i worked for my university this summer and made so many friendships and memories i wouldn't have had the chance to experience otherwise at all, and i'm really happy i had the privilege to do that. there's some laughing audio in the bridge section, and it's from recent videos of me and my roommates havin...
Tall Enough - The Short Film
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about you (cover) - the 1975
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i've been working on this one for a few days after screaming the original in the car with a dear friend of mine. this was so, so much fun to make. i hope you like it as much as i do :) instagram: kendallnicolemusic tiktok: sungbykendall best, kendall
be my mistake (cover) with tessa dalton
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here's a sweet little cover that me and my dear friend tessa made in her dorm room a few weeks back. she's amazing. this is be my mistake by the 1975 :) I saw them in concert last week and that had to be one of the best nights of my life so far. hearing robbers live is a dream. anyways! more to come soon. bye byeeee song in video is not mine!! all rights go to rightful owners! instagram: kendal...
lose this number - christian lee hutson (cover)
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the first college cover!!! this song is one of my favorites from an artist who i think is painfully underrated. i've spent some time lately working on some really soul-filling art with really soul-filling people. i'm absolutely loving college. check my instagram for more photos and updates and all. that's it!! thank you, bye!! instagram is @kendallnicolemusic love, kendall !
and so it goes - billy joel (cover)
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it only took me seven months to record a new cover!! all jokes aside i really loved making this one. i'm headed off to college in 24 days and i've never been more emotional about anything in my life. this journey and the friends i've made (you know who you are!!) are an unmeasurable blessing and the best part is that this is just the beginning. i cannot wait to continue making music and putting...
have yourself a merry little christmas (cover)
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...but I'm feeling 22 :') thank you all for watching and supporting. much love to you all :) I plan to become more active in the new year and especially in preparation for college- if you didn't know, I will be attending Belmont University in the fall of 2022 for music. so exciting! anyways, happy holidays!! what's your favorite thing about the holiday season? wishing everyone the best in enter...
little willow - paul mccartney (cover)
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this is one of my favorites from paul's solo career. just found out that it's a tribute to ringo starr's first wife, maureen starkey, after she passed away... gonna go cry now brb question of the upload: who's your favorite music artist, and why? my answer: way too many to pick from. give me some time to think on that one, lol. check out my spotify to see what i listen to though ! socials: inst...
call it what you want - taylor swift (cover)
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fun fact: the reputation stadium tour was my first concert ever !! what's your favorite song from reputation? mine is either this one or getaway car :') follow me on my social media: instagram: @ kendallnicolemusic tiktok: @ kendallnicolemusic thank u for watching, have a lovely day :')
same boat - lizzy mcalpine (cover)
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thank you for watching :') BY THE WAY i'm thinking of uploading a "my favorites" video at the end of every month, something to give my channel a little more variety. i would tell you guys my music recommendations for the month, my book recommendations, good recipes, etc. let me know in the comments if this is something you'd like to see! instagram & tiktok: iamkendallnicole ok bye now :') PLEAS...
the night we met - lord huron (cover)
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that thunder at 1:49 was perfect timing here's a cover from vacation last weekend :') social media links: instagram: iamkendalln... spotify: open.spotify.com/user/cs82q3l... xoxo, kendall
thirteen - big star (cover)
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such a gorgeous song. thank u for all the love and support, and i hope you enjoy this cover :') social media links: instagram: iamkendallnicole spotify: open.spotify.com/user/cs82q3lapkwj6ozhy2ttjuckz?si=77e9f9dbe1b0464d xoxo, kendall
go home - julien baker (cover)
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these lyrics get me every time. julien is so talented. anyways i hope u like this cover :') news & updates: I am now coaching with Artists & Beyond! Here is my profile link in case you'd like to learn more or coach with me! www.artistsandbeyond.com/kend​... Social Media: - Instagram: @ iamkendallnicole - UA-cam: Kendall Nicole - TikTok: @ iamkendallnicole - VSCO: @ kenscamera - Spotify: @ kenda...
lava - pixar's "lava" (cover)
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lava - pixar's "lava" (cover)
river - joni mitchell (cover)
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river - joni mitchell (cover)
if we make it through december - merle haggard (phoebe bridgers version) (cover)
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if we make it through december - merle haggard (phoebe bridgers version) (cover)
creep - radiohead (cover)
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creep - radiohead (cover)
she used to be mine - waitress (cover)
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she used to be mine - waitress (cover)
for forever - dear evan hansen (cover)
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for forever - dear evan hansen (cover)
bad habit - ben platt (cover)
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bad habit - ben platt (cover)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @lunarblueastral
    @lunarblueastral Місяць тому

    i loved..

  • @Kendall_J.96
    @Kendall_J.96 4 місяці тому

    so beautiful ✨

  • @moonsnail1
    @moonsnail1 4 місяці тому

    Amei a música ❤

  • @shiniesaremypassion
    @shiniesaremypassion 4 місяці тому

    I'm not sobbing what do you mean (AMAZING SONG!!!! It will now be added to playlist)

  • @jedimungbean4171
    @jedimungbean4171 4 місяці тому

    IMMEDIATELY SOBBING. im a girl who has always been 2nd best to every friend and sibling no matter how much I fought to get those grades and act a certain way. this is now my comfort song <3 edit: I need this song embedded in my soul

    • @kendallnicolemusic
      @kendallnicolemusic Місяць тому

      this means the WORLD to me. you are loved and you are WORTHY!! never forget it! thank you for loving my song <3

    • @jedimungbean4171
      @jedimungbean4171 Місяць тому

      @@kendallnicolemusic proud to say that this is my 1st most listen to in the last 6 months and just be is the 4th ✨ your music means a lot to me and i hope to see you go far <3

  • @blessyjoycelagarto4239
    @blessyjoycelagarto4239 6 місяців тому

    i think i have been watching this too much lately, and im wondering it did not go viral.

  • @mahakmonkey
    @mahakmonkey 6 місяців тому

    Best cover yet

  • @luna-sophiefritzsche659
    @luna-sophiefritzsche659 6 місяців тому

    which accords did you use for this song? love your version btw so much😭🫶🏻

  • @nicolemontgomery2346
    @nicolemontgomery2346 6 місяців тому

    This cover and song in general makes me think of a breath of fresh air and a bouquet of roses 🌹🥰✨

  • @hhh-qd4wo
    @hhh-qd4wo 7 місяців тому

    Is there really a second voice, or?? 😰😰😰 You have such a good voice 🫶🏻

  • @nikochio
    @nikochio 7 місяців тому

    Nice❤

  • @justwhy4992
    @justwhy4992 8 місяців тому

    your voice is absolutely angelic, gooooosh, my ears are blessed. if only someone could sing me such songs before I go to bed, THAT'D BE FIIIIRE it's so soothing and energetic at the same time (if that makes sense lol), PLEASE KEEP SINGING, I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK ☀️

  • @BodiBaghead
    @BodiBaghead 9 місяців тому

    I can't explain how much I relate to this. I'm a highschool student who plays piano and writes music for flims that I make who also has childhood trauma. This is so underrated it is amazing.

  • @Charlie-nr2ux
    @Charlie-nr2ux 9 місяців тому

    this is one of those songs that can make you cry just by thinking about it, it's beautiful. Amazing work <3

  • @forcesmuggler7667
    @forcesmuggler7667 9 місяців тому

    Love it

  • @jedimungbean4171
    @jedimungbean4171 9 місяців тому

    This is so good I'm going to listening to it for hours <3 I didn't need to be happy today anyway- (I think I relate to this is WAY too much lol)

  • @bogirostas7564
    @bogirostas7564 9 місяців тому

    I want to stream this song forever. It touches my soul in ways i didn't think it could be touched anymore. Thank you, Kendall. ❤❤

  • @stubbystubberson-ej2eh
    @stubbystubberson-ej2eh 10 місяців тому

    You sound so good!! Keep it up girl!!

  • @faigler
    @faigler Рік тому

    you have a gorgeous voice! i wasn't expecting this particular sound for this song but you did a beautiful job, i think you put your own spin on a powerful song really well.

  • @kelvin-zh9fm
    @kelvin-zh9fm Рік тому

    This is beautiful!!! Could i request a cover of champagne problems by Taylor swift ❤❤

  • @Jay89915
    @Jay89915 Рік тому

    This was the most beautiful and amazing cover i’ve ever heard in my life 🫠

  • @bruhbasics4425
    @bruhbasics4425 Рік тому

    Amazing job! This is Shaunak Pandharipande by the way.

  • @saoirse_2106
    @saoirse_2106 Рік тому

    Love the cover. I was wondering do you have any tips on recording music

  • @beccaoreilly8256
    @beccaoreilly8256 Рік тому

    Once again watching this

  • @BoredSoprano
    @BoredSoprano Рік тому

    Stunning! Adore the harmonies.

  • @nancyw1301
    @nancyw1301 Рік тому

    Love this version.....just as I loved John Denver’s. I am a huge fan of his and miss his presence and artistry. Great job on this!

  • @Azimii
    @Azimii Рік тому

    <3

  • @thisone9
    @thisone9 Рік тому

    Whats that chord?

  • @FictionalFish
    @FictionalFish Рік тому

    i relate to this song as someone with childhood trauma and as someone who once cracked their head open climbing into bed as a kid cause i was in fact not tall enough

  • @justinc586
    @justinc586 Рік тому

    Nice!

  • @justsomegirl862
    @justsomegirl862 Рік тому

    first of all: i literally have no words, this is amazing! did you write this song yourself?

    • @kendallnicolemusic
      @kendallnicolemusic Рік тому

      thank you so much!! and yes, i co-wrote it with my best friend reghan cutler :)

    • @justsomegirl862
      @justsomegirl862 Рік тому

      @@kendallnicolemusic it must've been so much fun! I'm really happy for you, loved your work with starkid

  • @connormack
    @connormack Рік тому

    Willow is such a touching song, I had no idea it was written about Ringo's first wife. You're a phenomenal singer and I'd love to collab with you some time, anyway just wanted to send you positive feedback on a fabulous rendition!

  • @RaceBeacon
    @RaceBeacon Рік тому

    Great piece of work, congrats!

  • @thebugthatruinsyourpicnic

    There are no words for how absolutely stunning this is... it's incredible

  • @graceallison8006
    @graceallison8006 Рік тому

    I cannot even put into words how beautiful this song is. You are such an inspiration. Keep doing what you're doing 💙

  • @nancyw1301
    @nancyw1301 Рік тому

    Wow. This is so raw and beautiful and honest and I think it will resonate with a lot of people. Absolutely incredible

  • @LindsayLiebro
    @LindsayLiebro Рік тому

    this is absolutely incredible, so much talent

  • @starelle.7
    @starelle.7 Рік тому

    <3

  • @arabellastevens
    @arabellastevens Рік тому

    this is so incredibly beautiful!

  • @nataliakawalec1531
    @nataliakawalec1531 Рік тому

    I’m absolutely speechless… this is a masterpiece in every single aspect! Just incredible ❤️

  • @katienewton3130
    @katienewton3130 2 роки тому

    Hiii would you mind sharing the chords and capo placement you used for this?

  • @caiovictor6303
    @caiovictor6303 2 роки тому

    Amazing!!!!!

  • @electriccc.glypphh.arttttttttt
    @electriccc.glypphh.arttttttttt 2 роки тому

    literal chills omggg!!! i loved the part at the transition from the guitar to the guitar and the drums that was so sick

  • @starelle.7
    @starelle.7 2 роки тому

    i miss u sm

  • @Mai-theghost
    @Mai-theghost 2 роки тому

    This is so pretty <3

  • @griffing1228
    @griffing1228 2 роки тому

    I am and forever will be a Kendall Nicole fan

  • @nancyw1301
    @nancyw1301 2 роки тому

    Beautiful! Your voice reminds me of one of my favorite singers who recently passed....Olivia Newton John.RIP❤️

  • @sydneyparsons5711
    @sydneyparsons5711 2 роки тому

    your voice is lovely :D

  • @electriccc.glypphh.arttttttttt
    @electriccc.glypphh.arttttttttt 2 роки тому

    truly a dynamic duo omg!

  • @hannahgrace616
    @hannahgrace616 2 роки тому

    this is such a beatiful cover! you two are so talented. I hope you are enjoying college!