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The kundalini is working on me. It entirely has changed and evolved my physical appearance just about entirely. It doesn't look like the same person when it's activated. It's so very interesting! It's kind of a beast..

I"m soooo glad you did not delete your channel. I just discovered you last night, on the night of the full moon in Cancer. I was awake almost all last night with the kundalini activation that I received from you through this medium of YT. It's working. It's working.

I’m 58 and went from living in hell most of my life with chronic anxiety attacks, OCD and depersonalization. I started meditating 20 mins a day for years but practiced meditation all day staying present with whatever I was doing. The majority of my anxiety went away minus normal anxiety. In the past year I’ve had some type of shift and it doesn’t feel good. I feel detached, emotionless, wanting to be alone, can’t relate to people including my own family, I feel short fused with everybody including my family. I’m not sure what’s going on but it sucks! I did experience moments of bliss before this but it was short lived. A part of me wished I’d of never started this spiritual path but when I look back at how I was this isn’t as bad. I’m just tired and ready to just live without all this mind Fck!

I have also found that developing compassion is the key. However, I still struggle with this because it often feels like I'm letting the other person or even myself off the hook with no accountability, or feeling like it's just a way to excuse the unexusable. Intellectually, I know these are distinct and unrelated but my belief system's go-to reaction has not assimilated nor fully grasped this understanding.

Thank you so much for talking about this, and thank you to everyone in the comments section 🙏❤️

Wow. I like you, a lot. This is my first time ever seeing your story and I can see you are emanating true humility and authenticity. Most who speak about Kundalini are adherents of past lives but as you said, it doesn’t help us to pretend to know about past lives in the sense they imagine it. We have past lives here in this one life, especially those on a spiritual path since childhood and even more particularly those among us who have been traumatized to the point of complete and immediate cellular restructuring. Yes, let’s focus on this life as if it’s our one and only ever here on earth (I know it is for me) and do all the work now even though it’s so hard and often tempting not to. My first awakening was back in 2008 and it was just as you described, a relative moment of bliss and union with God (it was Christ Consciousness for me) followed by years of confusion, voicelessness, breakdowns, strange and inexplicable experiences, rebellion, and deep, deep healing. And just last year I discovered I’m actually on a twin flame journey and so that aspect brings a whole new and beautiful dimension to this spiritual walk, no, dance, through this one life. Sending love and encouragement to you Sister.

No, you're not the only one. There are people in the kumdalini community that even devalidate people going through pain and suffering, because thiers has been easy and they supposed that if someone were really going through a kumdalini awakeming, then it would all be bliss. There is so much "spiritual bypassing" that goes on in the spiritual community. So I have e not only had an extremely hard traumatic life, and had to start working on and purging all of that due to the kundalini, but also have dealt with something that I don't know of anyone dealing with at all, anywhere really, and it's lonely as hell to have to go through it alone. I have been atttacked by some people (spiritually) for over three years now, while already dealing with the incredibly hard purging of past trauma. So it has been like a cycle of trying to constantly heal the trauma wile being attacked with new traumatixing things. It's a long story, but that is ehat I havr been having to deal with. And it's the type of thing where most peple couldn't have handled what I have been through, but I'm making it through it. The people attacking me is ending now though, so I'll be on my way to healing more and things are finally getting better. Years and years of the hard stuff. So no, you're not alone. Much love!

I have a very dear friend who will allow me to weave with her and I allow her to weave with me. Its amazing. *edited for spelling

I've had several experiences of deep deep healing transformation, like a complete nervous system reset. Could maybe one or all of those been a kundalini awakening?

"We were innocent, and then the innocence was taken advantage of." That hit me hard. I had a very positive and mostly blissful awakening pre- and post rising over a period of about 2 years. I think the trauma therapy for c-ptsd that initially awakened me put me in a very good place for this to happen. Unfortunately, I feel like this "innocence" and bliss post-awakening left me wide open to be taken advantage of, which unfortunately happened. I was very naive about the process. Unfortunately, I was never able to get back on track after that. I don't want to play the victim anymore because I'm not, and I know why it happened and my part in it, but it still sucks. It's been over five years total now, and I'm still struggling to get back in a good place. I feel like divinity was trying to show me I still had work to do, but I can't help but go in on myself for letting it happen and seemingly destroy the happiness I had been searching all of my life for. I'm exhausted.

Patriarchy promotes matrimony which is a system within a system. It is both simultaneously and it mirrors non duality. Patriarchy gives rise to matriarchy. Its like spiritual gives rise to the material. It’s the natural order of things.

Sending love to everyone living through this. ❤ It is hard but it’s just the nervous system clearing itself. It’s important not to self judge, the body is very intelligent. Thank you for speaking on it

Can you possibly show a white board presentation of all the things you do daily or frequently to stay balanced. Like wake up, stretch, meditate, go for walk, etc More like spiritual hygiene routine. Morning and night I also have clinical cptsd and just trying to get a better idea of how youve become so centered. It really shows, so awesome.

Since my last portion of awakening, I experience amplified physical pain when being around low vibrational energy fields whether that be people or media or whatever. Before i would eventually get aggravated with it but now its like an instant repulsion. Can you relate to that at all?

Ive been on this journey since 2020 and can say that i am still evolving. I finally know what's going on 😅 at first i was being medicated and also self medicating at times. Which i learned a lesson: forcing this scenario can be super dangerous. I was trying to relieve cptsd symptoms through psychedelic medication and also disassociative meds. And yes it did work but almost cost me my life. I got the answers i was looking for and a message to spread to all: you dont need drugs to achieve a spiritual awakening!!! If you're feeling desperate and like you need medical help, dont hesitate to seek it. You may or may not always need it but protecting yourself should always be number one. I was going to share my whole story here. But after typing it out for over twenty minutes, my keyboard started glitching. And i realized im not meant to share the whole thing here. So thanks for sharing and thanks for allowing a place for community where we can help each other and share what needs to be shared. ❤

While watching this,.it appears as though my right inner ear starting vibrating. It almost feels like the feeling you have when something loud passes by, but without the discomfort and sound. Feels like energy is reverberating my ear drum in a nice, calm way. It felt like a presence ✨️ so to speak. It's hard to describe but very cool and interesting. 🫶

I really appreciate your sincerity and vulnerability.

Childhood trauma so deep it would take longer than this comment to explain. Had my awakening 3 months ago. 5 days of total bliss I've never felt before. Then it's been 3 months of complete hell. So this is validating for me.

I had a psychosis spiritual awakening that landed me in thr hospital, eight months of medication, and an entire change of perspective and living. And then almost exactly a year later another spiritual awakening. I could sense this very fine line that I was walking. It felt like one inch to one side was spiritual bliss and enlightment and one inch to the other side, could be tipped into pychosis. I had to take breaks with spiritual stuff and unfortunately that means the bliss subsides a bit. But i have the understanding that it isnt gone forever. I know that i have to stay balanced. I cant get lost in my head like I did before. Every aspect of my life has/had to change. I have to exercise often, eat differently, control the energy around me by allowing or not allowing someone or something to influence me negatively. I have an insane amount of alone time now, but that also has to be balanced with human interaction. Because a huge part of this is sharing light, love, and encouragement with others. Relating to others etc I am thoroughly enjoying your videos. I am still growing and learning every day and can tell you are further along than I am on this journey. You're so inspiring. Thank you for sharing.

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Great video, very helpful thank you so much!

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I am a chronic meditator as well. I also practice ancestral veneration which keeps me grounded. I feel like an ancestral connection is like a grounding wire. They have been an amazing resource on my journey and help drastically with my mental health. Do you work with your ancestors? Have you done any ancestral healing work?

how many hours a day do you meditate? do you go the ramana maharshi route? what's your routine? how long did it take?

Thank you sooo much!! 💖

I had my KA 4 years ago on a psilocybin mushroom healing journey, in an attempt to heal ptsd. It was powerful and beautiful. I have been on an intense healing journey since. The energetic pressure on the blockages is painful. The shadow work was frequent at first but has slowed down. I try different ways to release trauma in the body and it’s a slow process. I have searched for help/guidance but I haven’t found anyone. I am struggling. I am working on purifying the body in every way I know. I only eat from the local farmers, I lost 50+ lbs, quit drinking immediately, I do daily energy work, sauna, enemas, only pure produces, moving my body constantly as guided, grounding frequently, meditation, kriya yoga…I have started so many practices to try to feel better. I have questioned my ‘resistemce’ to pain and I try to shift my perspective. This is an all day, every day ‘doing the work’. Although I have many challenges integrating this divine energy, I am grateful. Your video is very helpful. I don’t feel alone. Thank you 🙏🏻

Thank you for your beautiful words, it resonated ❤

Thankyou. 🙏✨

They diagnosed me with bipolar for this

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I believe my health issues stemmed from trauma --> nervous system dysregulation --> cell danger response. Faster EFT is the only thing that made lasting changes for me. Somehow it has removed the power-supply from decades-old negative feelings (fear, shame, guilt, anger, etc.) that used to reside in my abdomen, the ones that required me to take sharp breaths from time to time to suppress. It's like their "heat" is mostly gone now. It also neutralized bad feelings associated with old memories and in a few cases changed the memory altogether. I've still a bit to go but I'm way better now after almost decade on the edge. Lots of Vitamin D, K2 & Magnesium seemed to help at a physiological level too. Apologies if I'm miles behind you! But if not, I hope this helps♥

Thank you, this all makrs sense and help me today, appreciate you 🙏✨️🌸

This is very resonating, thank you 🙏

I definitely feel baffled by the toxic food, how it was and how it still is, allowed to be provided to us even though its posion. My trust for many things has infinitely been shattered. I'm feeling drawn to this topic about psychosis.

Thank you very much! I am going through all of this right now. I needed to hear you talk about clearing out the mind of negative thoughts. OMG it’s so hard. I’m trying to go back into my career and my thoughts around it are not good. I was mentored by a narcissistic father in my career and I’m having a hard time shaking the words in my head that he said to me about my ability as a Real Estate agent. I have been breaking generational patterns while I’m watching my parents still in them. So painful. This has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do and it’s nice to know I’m not alone because I do feel so alone right now. Thank you!

I went through a really tough spiritual crisis myself-it was a pretty overwhelming experience. What eventually helped me find balance again was a combination of TCM herbal tea, Transforming the Experienced Based Brain (TEB) touchwork/bodywork, and meditation/visualization of the ideal outcome in the present moment. For example, I would visualize being healed, happy, healthy, peaceful, and at ease. The TCM herbal tea had a profound effect on me, helping with both physical and emotional issues. I noticed the benefits quite dramatically, especially with sleep. I would only drink a cup when I felt it was necessary, but I think that if I had used it regularly as I was instructed, it could have helped heal the deeper issues I was facing during my spiritual crisis. I can’t say for sure, though. The TEB bodywork/touchwork was a game-changer in getting my nervous system back on track. My nervous system had become completely overwhelmed by the energy from the spiritual awakening, which left me stuck in a constant state of fight-or-flight or freeze. As a result, physical, emotional, and mental problems arose. My body just couldn’t cope with the intensity of the experience. But working with a TEB practitioner helped my nervous system regain its ability to self-regulate. It increased my nervous system’s capacity to handle stress and energy, expanding its window of tolerance so it could process stress like it used to. Personally, I felt the benefits right away-just after the first session. My sleep went back to normal, and I finally experienced deep, restful sleep again after feeling hyper-alert for so long. The visualization meditations I did were just as important as the other two practices. I believe they played a key role in attracting these healing modalities to me. During my meditation, I would visualize being healed, healthy, and joyful, while also focusing on how it would feel to be in those states-peaceful, happy, and excited for life. I’d hold onto those emotions for as long as I could, usually for 30 minutes to an hour. Once I felt the practice becoming forced or the positive emotions started to fade, I would stop and move on with my day. At first, it was challenging, but over time it became easier, and eventually, I could shift my emotional state quite quickly. I believe this practice of visualization and feeling elevated emotions helped "open" my body to receive the benefits of both the TCM tea and the TEB touchwork. It also set the expectation that healing was not only possible, but near. And in my experience, you always get what you truly expect in life.

It's like you're talking to my soul. 🎉❤

Shame is regret coupled with horror. Best description ever. Thank you.

Excellent video!

Thank you! 🙏

Does it awaken while meditation 🧘‍♂️ or does it awaken out of unexpected 🤔

So which is macro and which is micro? Isn’t the one in the other and the other in the one?

I feel compelled to send you a hug.

Thank you for sharing this story, very resonating 🌸🙏 appreciate

Theres a good new video about shame on New Thinking Allowed. One big takeaway was to write a letter to your abuser or person who harmed you, as an adult. Don't send it, just the act is enough to release it, even after decades.

Thank you, this has been me for 4yrs now only this year going through another awakening both spiritual and kundalini where l wasn't quite open This yr has been huge, massive further purging, transformations as from the past and a complete shift alltogether in identity, it has been more challenging than ever It isn't spoken about and this has definately brought me to speak about it on podcast Thank you 🙏🌸