Sierra Noel
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I co-founded the 1st IHOPKC recovery group: why I have concerns about the post-IHOPKC community
I was Gracia's early advocate back in 2016. I spent nearly 2 years vetting leaders to bring her story to, and brought Nancy Hester and Allen Hood in to her story, I initiated the meeting between Gracia, Allen, Nancy, and myself, I set it up, I did the follow up, I made it so all Gracia had to do was show up and share her pain. Later that year I co-founded Recovering from IHOPKC with her, and we ran it together, just me and her, in those early days. We created the first gathering space for the post-IHOPKC community... what I see happening today is everything I spent years of my life working to PREVENT. My worst nightmare, I feel like I was complicit in creating a monster. So I feel a responsibility to try and contain it, and to mitigate the damage it causes... when ex-high control group members gather without conscious awareness of our propensities towards certain dynamics, we will inevitably repeat those dynamics.
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Відео

IHOPKC - altered histories, from celeb Christianity to celeb advocacy, & binary splitting vs nuance
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Just some food for thought, from someone who has been advocating out of the spotlight for nearly a decade, who knows secrets on ALL sides, who has watched the stories change over time, and who is over the hypocrisy from EVERYONE #ihopkc #mikebickle #ihopkctoo
post - IHOPKC community - on sticks & forged chat logs, glass houses & laying down stones...
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For the master’s tool will never dismantle the master’s house. They may allow us temporarily to beat him at his own game, but they will never enable us to bring about genuine change. -Audre Lorde I have experienced, witnessed, and heard report from far too many people that there are folks in the POST-IHOPKC community spreading lies, misinformation, and disinformation I would like to remind some...
IHOPKC and the endless knot: wherever you go, there you are
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infinite recursive fractals cycle ever onwards 🥲 the ferris wheel of favor looks more like samsara every day! post-church, post-high control high demand religious group, post-cult, #exvangelical, deconstruction, etc spaces often repeat patterns. folks flock to personalities and form.i groups and outgrouos. hierarchies form. elitism is pervasive. folks morally police people who never consented t...
Ashley Prior team instrumental jam from April 2014
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Ashley Prior team instrumental jam from April 2014
Horizon Forbidden West - Korre's song is Aloy's theme backwards
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Horizon Forbidden West - Korre's song is Aloy's theme backwards
it takes work to break cycles of dysfunction: towards a healthier post IHOPKC community
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it takes work to break cycles of dysfunction: towards a healthier post IHOPKC community
former IHOPKC staff/students speak out - with Nancy Hester, Sierra Noel, & @_bytheirfruit
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former IHOPKC staff/students speak out - with Nancy Hester, Sierra Noel, & @_bytheirfruit
excerpt from IHOPKC live stream with Nancy Hester and Jo from @_bytheirfruit
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excerpt from IHOPKC live stream with Nancy Hester and Jo from @_bytheirfruit
former IHOPKC bassist's mom on what IHOPKC did to her daughter (originally posted October 16, 2023)
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former IHOPKC bassist's mom on what IHOPKC did to her daughter (originally posted October 16, 2023)
IHOPKC leader hip slammed my car door, blocking my exit (originally posted Oct 19)
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IHOPKC leader hip slammed my car door, blocking my exit (originally posted Oct 19)
mistreatment I experienced at IHOPKC (originally posted October 18, 2023)
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mistreatment I experienced at IHOPKC (originally posted October 18, 2023)
EX-IHOPKC bassist on what I'd change to make IHOPKC healthier (from October 16th)
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EX-IHOPKC bassist on what I'd change to make IHOPKC healthier (from October 16th)
ex-IHOPKC musician with more resources that helped me process what happened there
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ex-IHOPKC musician with more resources that helped me process what happened there
former IHOPKC staff member's recommended resources re: cults, high control groups
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former IHOPKC staff member's recommended resources re: cults, high control groups
Re: that Misty Edwards article, from a former IHOPKC bassist
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Re: that Misty Edwards article, from a former IHOPKC bassist
mistreatment in the name of "spiritual authority" at IHOPKC
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mistreatment in the name of "spiritual authority" at IHOPKC
the elitism of the IHOPKC nightwatch
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the elitism of the IHOPKC nightwatch
Some of my IHOPKC advocacy journey
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Some of my IHOPKC advocacy journey
My concern for those still involved with IHOPKC
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My concern for those still involved with IHOPKC
a message of context for subscribers, old and new
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a message of context for subscribers, old and new
the grief of leaving ihopkc (with Nancy Hester) part 2
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the grief of leaving ihopkc (with Nancy Hester) part 2
The grief of leaving ihopkc (with Nancy Hester) part 1
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The grief of leaving ihopkc (with Nancy Hester) part 1
Hades Haste of Hermes Trophy
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Hades Haste of Hermes Trophy
Hades Pierced Butterfly Trophy
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Hades Pierced Butterfly Trophy
Bloodborne - Wham, Bam, yw Yharnam
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Bloodborne - Wham, Bam, yw Yharnam
Bloodborne - Troll the Trolls
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Bloodborne - Troll the Trolls
Bloodborne - Rite of Passage
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Bloodborne - Rite of Passage
Bloodborne no HUD is P R E T T Y
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Bloodborne no HUD is P R E T T Y
BUWell Productions 1
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BUWell Productions 1

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  • @OnaxcliiFreiheit
    @OnaxcliiFreiheit 4 дні тому

    1:09:44 To increase how many pings you get with the short root chalice you need to have placed some root chalices. Bare in mind who you can pare with is also still based upon your BL

  • @jimandhuck2023
    @jimandhuck2023 23 дні тому

    Barfffffffff

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 23 дні тому

      @@jimandhuck2023 what a thoughtful contribution, really adding to the discourse here

  • @EliasAntunes-xu7me
    @EliasAntunes-xu7me 24 дні тому

    Preciso falar com você

  • @EliasAntunes-xu7me
    @EliasAntunes-xu7me 24 дні тому

    Oi

  • @JaDe-eg3yc
    @JaDe-eg3yc 25 днів тому

    It isnt like that now, september 2024.

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 25 днів тому

      ​@@JaDe-eg3yc well, if you know this, you must be still there. so rather than talk to me from behind an anonymous UA-cam account, go get my number from my old bandmate JD Chambers - you can show him this comment to prove I've permitted him to share it - and you can reach out and tell me your experience. I will listen to you and believe you for what you say your experience has been, because that is real for you. I will say - when I made this video, Stuart, Sada, Leah, and Alisha were all still there, and this attitude largely came from them and their influence. if that doesn't work, you can reach out to me on Facebook (Sierra Noel , but I am not searchable, you may be able to find me through a mutual though) or Instagram @si_no_el, let's talk. for what it's worth, I still have dear friends on staff, like Laura, Audra, Eddie, JD, and a few others from my time. black and white, us and them, good vs evil... it's not like that. there is nuance. I do want to ask: have you only served in the nightwatch?

  • @yepyep2762
    @yepyep2762 26 днів тому

    The most satisfying parrying mechanic in gaming

  • @michaelmaturan4770
    @michaelmaturan4770 Місяць тому

    Fav😊

  • @samiAlaeldin
    @samiAlaeldin Місяць тому

    Wow very nice spending so beautiful paintings you love me❤❤❤❤❤

  • @katherinetaylor-hasty7270
    @katherinetaylor-hasty7270 Місяць тому

    This is a throw back. Thank you for doing this

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel Місяць тому

      i'm glad you enjoy it, it's been fun to go back in time by 25 years, can't believe it's been that long. never played back to nature back in the day, but did play harvest moon 64, and it's nice to revisit the vibe. thanks for the love!

  • @redbarnhomestead7384
    @redbarnhomestead7384 Місяць тому

    Kevin Prosche did not even hide their relationship. He told many people in Tulsa he was secretly engaged to her and had to remain a secret. She has been living a double life for many years.

  • @97Jonnyboy
    @97Jonnyboy Місяць тому

    Yooo awesome video!

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

    I would like to express my answer to a question I see every time I look for new information, in the place that matters to me. I doubt the censor would let me post the answer...even though they were talking about me!

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

      The Holy Spirit was grieved in that interview. It has nothing to do with the people being talked about. I would like to express that information also to help others...but the censor may have reasons not to let other's see that either.

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel Місяць тому

      @@dennisbetts5574 hey man have you ever considered making your own blog/page instead of using the comments section on one of my youtube videos for these thoughts? like, why are you putting all this here?

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

    I have posted about PTSD before. The Holy Spirit opened my eyes to why a certain word hurts inside every time I hear the word. I think it has a lot to do with this disorder and things I may talk about someday. I am hoping that Sierra might have some suggestions about light reading on the subject. I may have a lot of time for reading, and this is something I have no books about. I was just looking at all those books I own, I can't believe it never occurred to me to read about this. Also, I saw my brother laying on the bathroom floor, and my sister-in-law had to deal with it all before I got there. Neither of us will go into that bathroom. What's even more ridiculous is that I refuse to go into either bathroom in her house because of what happened in the other bathroom. I would really like some resources if you have them on that subject, that maybe I could understand it better.

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

      For other's that may somehow relate to things that are in my past...the Holy Sirit is the best counselor! He spoke to my heart and said those people are with Me. I already knew this. I explained to my sister-in-law the reason I don't look at the grave markers much, and why those markers don't mean much to me. It marks an empty shell, and God gave me clarity about those that are no longer here. I will find a book. I have no doubt that God will provide this for me. I realize there is a video somewhere with great suggestions. I was hoping maybe I could get a couple of suggestions in writing here. I am amazed at God, and I will give Him the glory for causing me to understand that the first book I should read has a title I am hoping the sensor will allow. I read the back of the book and realized why I was drawn to it. It is not about the title! Even the singers mentioned something about the subject, which was confirmation enough for me!

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

      Oh...the book is called "They F You Up" by Oliver James (I have to make a disclaimer about this book. I said I try my best to take what I need and leave the rest. I have read a small section, and I find myself rightfully disagreeing with what I read. When it comes to a clinical child psychologist that may know nothing of the Holy Spirit, I will judge some things for myself with the help of the Holy Spirit!)

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel Місяць тому

      Hi Dennis, I recommend finding a therapist trained in working with PTSD. Most of the books I am familiar with on the topic are not really self help books.

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

      @@SieNoel Thanks for the response. I have a very good counselor. I was looking toward friends and family to help, and the Holy Spirit guidance along the way. These things are working very well. I was just hoping you might know of exactly what you said...self-help books. Again thanks!

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

    There was a man that prayed today. I find it interesting that he reminded me of my pastor, when I was a teenager. I am thinking that surely this man has given many sermons. If not, then I think I would want to be in his line of fire as he prays anyway! Last night, I was reminded by the Holy Spirit what it was like when I was a teen, when I gave my life to Him, whole heartedly. I understand how beautiful things are now, in my soul. I am asking questions again, and I am getting answers. He reminded me how I felt after service was over, and how much it hurt my heart that I had to wait until Wednesday, or Sunday, or Sunday night to worship with others and cry in His presence. I pray for restoration!

  • @Diverdjent
    @Diverdjent Місяць тому

    Looks and sounds unbelievablow! :D Have an awesome weeeekend! 💪🌞🏹❄️🫖🍵

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

    I tried to post a comment. Maybe it was just too deep. But that does not matter, because what the Holy Spirit was saying to me was something I needed to hear and understand concerning what love is and what love is not. I will keep those words in my heart, and in the word document that I occasionally write things on that I should keep for myself, to help me understand and love myself properly.

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 Місяць тому

    Wow...that sounded awesome! For some reason, I really like the last four words you put in the comments. God, help me not be counted amongst that second half of people! And please help us all, God...to not be counted as such among man or God. I just had to add the prayer because it almost sounded like I was saying, God help me not be like them. Jesus said something about that, and certainly not what I meant! As I think about splinters and boards...I am like...Help me, God!

  • @Diverdjent
    @Diverdjent 2 місяці тому

    Sounds awesome! 🤟🎶🛸🌙

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 2 місяці тому

      Thanks ☺️☺️

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 2 місяці тому

    I was talking with God today...actually all day, so far...and right after praying for Misty, the words coerce, and coercion came into my mind. I looked them up. Would the Holy Spirit use such tactics? Ask the woman that said to me that we are already married before the Lord! Yes, that was God!

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 2 місяці тому

    I have had a burden for God's Churches for a long time. God gave me a dream and then the Holy Spirit gave me the words to write and a meaning for the dream. That was 14 years ago. Hopefully this will post. A VIVID DREAM ABOUT THE LUKEWARM CHURCH I had two dreams that are linked, one following the other. In the first dream, in a strange way, like it was Jesus saying the words through my mouth and from the Holy Spirit He placed within me, I was speaking to the leadership of His church. I was telling them that I love them so much that I would do and say anything to tell them the truth because I love them so much! In the second dream, I was on a train and a woman with many shoes in her closet was in the train car with me. She was the only other one in the train car, and she was sitting across from me. The window was open, and it was a very large window. I looked out, when suddenly there was a large wolf running outside. It was vicious, and it was trying to come at me. I hid myself from this wolf by ducking down in my seat, hoping it wasn’t really there. Suddenly two paws grabbed the window ledge and it scared me as I tried to beat them off the edge of the window. I raised up to face the wolf, but to my surprise, there was a large moose trying to get me instead of a wolf. I started to hit the moose in the face and teeth to get him away from me. Suddenly, the moose pulled me out of the window and off the train. I landed on my feet and stood there looking toward where the train was going. I could see the tracks ahead of the train, and a relatively short distance away, the tracks curved to the left and out of sight. At the place where the tracks curved to the left, there was an arced bridge going over the tracks. As the train came to the bridge, just before it headed around the bend, the woman with a closet full of shoes jumped off the train and looked back at me. WHAT THE HOLY SPIRIT GAVE TO ME The Holy Spirit often gives me more than one meaning to my dreams. Sometimes it is about something on a large scale, as with this interpretation the Holy Spirit gave to me about this dream, and sometimes it also has personal meaning. This dream was both, and the Holy Spirit reminded me of a vision I recently had. I was on a perfectly paved road in that vision, there were cars in front of me and the road curved to the right. The Lord said to me concerning dreams and visions…”You are on the right road.” He pulled me off this train. In this dream, I represented a man of God, such as a pastor or a teacher of the Word. The train represents the church, which is a continuous, unceasing work in the earth. The tracks represent the stubborn, traditional, unchanging direction of the lukewarm church of the Laodiceans (Rev. 3:14-22). On a side note…the Lord gave me this dream in perfect timing, as the prayer focus was on this church…right after the Holy Spirit opened the meaning of the dream up to me. It was a slightly strange and sincerely heart-felt prayer from personal experience-try incorporating a dream about a wolf, a moose, a train, and train tracks curving to the left into a prayer. But I found that with the Holy Spirit, anything is possible! As for the first part of that prayer-I found myself in a lukewarm church for a short time in the ministry the Lord placed in my life. As my companions and I kept talking about God and the wonders of the Lord in our lives…they thought we were crazy. Our lives were focused upon God…the lives of these precious children were focused upon the world. I felt the hurting heart of the Lord for that church, as the focus in the lives of each member of the small group was on the world and very seldom on the wondrous glory and works of the Lord. My heart hurts deeply for them, and I must admit that my own heart hurts and aches for the Lord, because I just never seem to be able to get close enough to Him! Oh God, how I want them to see You in their lives! I pray, and I pray, and I pray before it is too late for the virgins that did not have enough oil in their lamps (Matt. 25:1-13). These train tracks represent the direction the lukewarm churches of our culture are heading. The tracks curved to the left up ahead, and it curved out of sight right after passing under an arced bridge. This train is headed for an arced bridge where the track curves out of sight representing trial or trouble. While these things could represent a positive spiritual change, in this dream they did not…which is why things happened the way they did. The Lord will do anything, He will say anything to open spiritual eyes before His return…but many hearts are hardened and many will not listen, as spiritual leaders want to do things their own way, believing it is working because people are drawn to an easier way with one foot in the world and the other foot in heaven. The bridge represents trial…the trial of the last days when men will have to whole-heartedly choose between Jesus and the world…this day is rapidly approaching and it is the last days before the Lord’s return. The tracks disappear as they curve to the left under the bridge. A left curve means one of two things, either spiritual change or rejection. The man of God was looking out the window of his train car. He was looking through the window and seeing into the spiritual world where a vicious wolf whose name is Satan was running fast and hard to get to him. The Lord wants to pull the man of God off the train before it gets to the bridge of trial and makes that left curve into the rejection of the Lord. A deer is a graceful, swift, sure-footed, agile, and timid creature…but this was a moose. A moose seemed strange, but it will take the force of this huge, muscular, deer to change things in a lukewarm church. Everything seems to be working in this church, but the Lord says, “Because you say, ‘I am rich, have become wealthy, and have need of nothing’-and do not know that you are wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked-I counsel you to buy from Me gold refined in the fire, that you may be rich; and white garments, that you may be clothed, that the shame of your nakedness may not be revealed; and anoint your eyes with eye salve, that you may see.” (Rev. 3:17-18) Change is difficult when men’s hearts are hardened in religion and the doctrine of men. The moose represents the kind of force in the Spirit that it will take to pull the man of God in the lukewarm church from that train-and know how much Jesus loves His church that is headed for rejection-He will do anything, He will say anything to get this man off the train he is on. He wants to pull that man of God off that train before it turns that corner of rejection. This man of God wants to stay on the train because it looks good before the eyes of men. The man of God fought this moose, hitting Him in the face and the teeth. Face represents character and countenance. I remember the look on this moose’s face. He had a stern and determined look about Him, and He was determined to pull this man of God off that train. Teeth represent consuming power, the all consuming fire of our Lord Jesus Christ. The man of God was fighting with the Spirit of God because he did not want to change, and he was punching the character of God in the face and trying to actually knock out the all consuming fire of God that wanted him to get off this train! Suddenly-and I thank You God for suddenly-He (the moose) pulled the man of God off the train. He landed on his feet by the power of God and the workings of the indwelling Holy Spirit that came upon him-suddenly! He stood there, looking at the train that was still going down the track. A man of God that suddenly has his eyes opened by the Spirit of God cannot change the rest of the church that is still headed down that track of rejection…but the Spirit of God can start at the top and use this man of God to help the church to see, anointing their eyes with eye salve. He watched that train continue down the track…but then something happened that caused his heart to rejoice. I remember what I felt as I saw the woman with a closet full of shoes get off the train and look back at me! She was the church, and a closet full of shoes represented His lukewarm church that was loving the things of the world more than the things of the Lord. God…thank You for this dream. Thank You for giving me a meaning for this dream. I ask You Father, pull that man of God off the train, that Your church will be ready when Your Son returns in glory. Things are going to shift dramatically, and it has already begun. Wickedness is going to increase, and the Power of God is going to increase as well. A huge battle of the likes the earth has never known will soon take place. God…save the lukewarm church and bring them to You before it is too late. When this earth starts to reel and shake…the lukewarm church will either join with the darkness-deceiving men to follow the ways of the world-or it will take a dramatic and sudden change toward the light of Your Spirit. God…I pray Luke 15:4-7 over the lukewarm churches. Bring joy to Your throne by causing Your Spirit to fall on the heart of Your glorious church. Jesus, You are our magnificent obsession…and it is in Your name I pray to the Father. You intercede on our behalf, and I ask You to intercede for Your lukewarm church. What a glorious promise for those churches that become zealous and repent. To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne (Rev. 3:21).

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 2 місяці тому

    The more I think about it and see the dates on things I had written way back then, it is very possible that I may have seen you playing in this set. I have always liked Clay's sets. You play beautifully, Sierra.

  • @rachaellynde9463
    @rachaellynde9463 2 місяці тому

    Oh my God I have been OBSESSED with this game lately, can't get enough of it!!

  • @ue9r6
    @ue9r6 2 місяці тому

    Wow, drugs seem to run far and wide ..... yikes

  • @Twenty-One-Echoes
    @Twenty-One-Echoes 2 місяці тому

    Shame I missed the end of the stream!

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 2 місяці тому

      @@Twenty-One-Echoes connection was being funky so I ended it pretty early! Sorry about that

  • @Twenty-One-Echoes
    @Twenty-One-Echoes 2 місяці тому

    First video I clicked on, took me a bit to figure out the cover was by you! Definitely one of the better tracks on the OST.

  • @SieNoel
    @SieNoel 2 місяці тому

    stream crashed and i didnt notice for a while :( i will play a little more later!

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

    One of the best things said before every meeting was...take what you need and leave the rest. That is another one of those everyday helpful things to remember and live. There were many things I heard there that I left there. I am really having to think about humanity. So far, two married men have tried to hit on my sister-in-law. My brother passed March 13. That is only four months, and they were both married...with wives in their houses. She talked to the last one about God. I told her that was right on, and we prayed for him. She wears her wedding ring. Why don't those things mean what they should for those people? God, help us. It is like it was in the days of Noah. Only in the days of Noah, there was not a camera everywhere...or has anyone noticed?

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 2 місяці тому

      Something is happening inside that second guy. He is behaving very strangely after talking to him about God and praying for him. He works where she does, and he has been asking people about my brother. Then he went off on her about how she was putting my brother on a pedestal that he did not deserve? He also said that everyone else there was doing the same thing. He spouted out something about my brother's sins with another employee, before my brother met my sister-in-law. He seemed upset that all those people held my brother in such esteem. I am guessing that he is upset that she refused him, even though he is married, and she loves my brother enough to at least give things a lot of time in her heart before moving on. She is where I am right now on the matter of marriage. Considering what is happening in the world, there may not be much time left anyway...because time ends now anyway, but certainly after we are given glorified bodies. This will be soon, and I know where my heart is on this matter. God did so much to help me understand what He meant the day I wrestled with Him. I am with God on that matter after remembering the woman I still love like no other woman told me that God is not a liar when I was wrestling again later on. My sister-in-law remembered me talking about pedestals. When he kept talking about my brother being on a pedestal he did not deserve before her and everyone else's eyes, she was wishing I had been there. I told her that I wish for the same thing, and if he does it again, to call me, and I will come right over and set him straight! She knew his faults, and by no means placed him on any pedestal he did not deserve. It would seem to me they loved each other correctly. He was looking at God first and trying to love her properly in a human frame. She was looking at him because he was looking at God. She knows her relationship with God...and she also understood her place with her husband, that God gave to her. Yes...that man is acting very strangely! I am going to keep praying for him because something is obviously happening, and I pray that God grabs him in all that confusion inside of him.

  • @JAYYWAVY
    @JAYYWAVY 3 місяці тому

    🩵🌊banger

  • @VonGreen
    @VonGreen 3 місяці тому

    "There's a puzzle to this I don't want to give it away I'll explain at the very end" - the sheer definition of not wanting to be useful

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 3 місяці тому

      stay mad 😃

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

    The thought of Sierra explaining how someone came to her residence, unexpected, which violated her privacy, has been going through my mind ever since I tried to explain the mantle God gave to me. I had to deal with three pastors, at exactly the same time, through the mouth of one of them. The other two explained to the one I was talking to, their side of a story concerning my life. They both explained their grievances with me to him. The one from the International House of Prayer had absolutely no business calling my current pastor, especially when that person explained things from their own warped perspective and justified why I was made to leave the calling God gave to me. It does not even matter if it was not the pastor that gave my current pastor, at the time, their one-sided story...that pastor was responsible for it all. It was his wrong teachings that caused all of these wrongs in my life and the life of someone I love very much. The one humble pastor in all of this, the one that actually talked with me about their problems, was humble enough to not tell me who called him from there. As far as I know, he may have been asked not to mention who called him. The other pastor was absolutely in the wrong also. It was the Holy Spirit that convicted that man in his office...not me. This brought out his anger and control issues. He was mad at the Holy Spirit because it was the Holy Spirit that came out of my mouth, using the very Words of Jesus in Holy Scripture, and that pissed him off! Then he called my pastor to complain about me. The only humble pastor in all of this went on to a ministry he loved that was suited to him and his wife. God did that for him...using me, as he listened to simple reason, given to me by the Holy Spirit, as I was looking at his certificates on the wall behind him.

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

      It just occurred to me that the second pastor actually lied to me because of his control issues about the reason for the meeting. I was there to talk about starting that ministry at his church. This was the supposed purpose he gave to me for that meeting. His actual purpose, after lying to me, was to confront one of my (my) leaders, that the Holy Spirit had already spoken to me about. The Holy Spirit told me to be patient with him and it would work its way out by the time we were ready. That pastor's control issues completely blew away that prospect of starting a Celebrate Recovery in his church. It was a few weeks later that he broke up with his girlfriend, under direction of the Holy Spirit, because the Holy Spirit spoke beautifully to that man, a very simple man that was my best friend for a time. More control issues came about, and we realized that starting a meeting in that now, gone, church would be impossible when he had to have someone that knew absolutely nothing about twelve step programs in charge, because it was his informant for that church. That was unnecessary...but who can tell an arrogant pastor anything that matters the most. He thought I was disrespecting him in his office. That was not me!!!!

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

      I actually had to lie to this pastor to calm him down after Jesus spoke to him through me. I lied when I told him he was right. It was the only way he would calm down, was to tell him a lie and say he was right. This is when, I tried my best to keep a straight face and listen to him explain his childhood and his issues after Jesus confronted him. The real expression would have been my jaw dropping to the ground as I sat and listened to this man confessing to me, in a meeting where we were supposed to be talking about starting a ministry! Then he calls my current pastor, at the time, to complain about me? I went outside again after writing this. The Holy Spirit fire surrounded me in a pleasant fire as some tears fell over all of this. I prayed for HIs churches again!

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

      I meditated again in all of this, and it kept coming to me something else that makes me cry...but at least this was better...coming from a humble heart. The Holy Spirit caused me to pull this pastor aside one day. Things had happened that I won't explain here, but those things He directly said to me to do caused me to see an issue with that church that He wanted corrected, and I listened to Him about how to do this. Although he did not want to go over the document that reached him, written partially and firmly by the Holy Spirit, he was thinking about telling me being there was in jeopardy. But he did not want to discuss that letter that someone that I trusted to keep that letter between us private...left it where someone would see it. I thank God it was just the sound person! The Holy Spirit can be very firm, and once again, this was my private journal that was mishandled by someone I was trusting to help me deal with this...one of my leaders. Sometimes, I have to wonder, is it truly God that is the only one trustworthy. I guess He is right again! But that was obviously supposed to happen, and I thank God for that wise and humble man. God bless him and his wife! I pulled him aside and the Holy Spirit asked him, through me, "Who is in charge of this church?" I had to stop him, almost immediately, twice. It was the third time that the light bulb came on. He then corrected himself, explaining that, of course, Jesus is in charge of His Church. God...help me, I just started crying again. If it took that humble man three times...please God, help your Churches!!!!

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 3 місяці тому

      I have to wonder why a detail like this would come to my memory as I am so loving the sound and words coming from His House. I remember that the pastor and his wife attended a pastor's event there, before he said something to me. I told him I was floored and bewildered concerning someone telling him anything about me...especially when he never heard my side of things. I basically told him I was ready to just give up on it all and walk away.

  • @disruptteo1987
    @disruptteo1987 3 місяці тому

    On mine, she said, “Hey, Listen! I think the door’s opening!”

  • @pedinurse1
    @pedinurse1 4 місяці тому

    Can we just say how demonic this faux church was??? Yes,faux! Would Jesus have required this if you if He were on the earth right now? No no no, what a crock these morons were. I'm sorry they played you

  • @ElishamaKadzirange
    @ElishamaKadzirange 4 місяці тому

    Such a weird video. Like, I have no clue what you were talking about.

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 4 місяці тому

      Read the description.

  • @pedromoreira-ii7hr
    @pedromoreira-ii7hr 4 місяці тому

    In ultra hard sneaking its almost impossible tbh ive got the legendary outfit from arena for sneak maxed out with 2 elite modules that give me +2 low profile and less noise and i still get detected as soon as i hit my first shoot so it becames a smoke bomb bonanza for me i want my sneak dmg boost 😂

  • @OnaxcliiFreiheit
    @OnaxcliiFreiheit 4 місяці тому

    43:05 You did pretty good all things considered-- try not to use so much ammo due to you not having very high BT (thus making your gun mostly ineffective outside of parrying) and overall just being very predictable. GGWP

  • @Diverdjent
    @Diverdjent 4 місяці тому

    Let's go! Salud. :D 💪✨🔔❄️🍻🙌🌞💛

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 4 місяці тому

      Thanks! I'm feeling pretty dang proud of myself right now!

  • @mrnice111
    @mrnice111 4 місяці тому

    When will we learn we don't need big organizations to follow the Lord. They are run like businesses to make money and most often end badly.

  • @avoiceintherough
    @avoiceintherough 4 місяці тому

    This whole thing is a sham in my opinion. The base of supporters are out. Noone really cares about IHOP anymore and whatever affiliates there are have severed ties with it. The vision has been outsourced to all the other mini 'hops' which was probably what Bickle wanted. There will be no justice for the victims other than monetary. They would've never repented because they ONLY pity themselves and use their 'healing' ministries to exploit. That's how they retain. The so called letter of repentance Mike of published a few years ago shows this. It's all words. They would've come to light with it then if it was sincerely in them

  • @TheCrownDontMove
    @TheCrownDontMove 4 місяці тому

    Bloodborne 4 Life

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 4 місяці тому

      It's such a good game!

  • @GamerNurseGale
    @GamerNurseGale 5 місяців тому

    Hey there. Hope you're recovering from your surgery. I didn't know you had it earlier this week. I was hoping we'd do coop yesterday, but your health is more important. We'll do it next time. Good to have you back 👍🙂

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      Sorry, I didn't realize you were wanting to play Co op yesterday! Hopefully next time 🫶

  • @GamerNurseGale
    @GamerNurseGale 5 місяців тому

    You getting ready for our coop? 👍🙂

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      Heck yes!

  • @GamerNurseGale
    @GamerNurseGale 5 місяців тому

    watching this in replay now Sierra. hehehe was asleep coz im at work this morning. hope you have a good weekend

  • @GamerNurseGale
    @GamerNurseGale 5 місяців тому

    Listening to your 38th playthrough now Sierra while walking to work. Soon ill be in this area too. Let's coop again soon 😁

  • @iTheViciousV
    @iTheViciousV 5 місяців тому

    Like 6 here 👍 big respect you play souls games 🔥 From now support you my Friend !!

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      Thanks much! Feel free to hit me up for co-op!

  • @dennisbetts5574
    @dennisbetts5574 5 місяців тому

    I sometimes look for meaning in things I see. I was looking through the couple of years' worth of journal entries I have left after doing that fifth step in Celebrate Recovery and getting rid of those past hurts the only way I know how. I remembered I was there, at Hope City when they were building that place. The platform was still raw with fresh wood. They had moved from the other two places I had also been to. I only looked back because timelines and when things took place are, and have always been, fleeting for me. That is why the Holy Spirit helped me write a five-page poem...ten with the pictures. I was just wondering if I may have been there that day. I was only looking to see if I had this date. I did. While I don't understand the first part, the meaning in the last two sentences was clear to me. It is the truth, and I have to wonder how many people have been hurt by this.........This morning, something came to me. It has come to my memory several times. The Holy Spirit once gave me a story that paralleled our story is many ways. When I reread that story, the numbers didn’t add up. I knew the numbers weren’t correct, but the Holy Spirit said not to change it. Just because there was a flaw in the way those numbers mathematically didn’t come together, does not change the fact that God wanted something in the lives of those individuals that the leadership were fighting with. He put them in that place together to bring them together…but the leadership was fighting with God in the lives of those individuals.

    • @dennisbetts5574
      @dennisbetts5574 5 місяців тому

      The more I think about it, I have to wonder if the numbers did not add up because of the second part, but there is nothing I can change about that. Only that I can keep believing. The name of that journal entry was...To Bring Them Together.

  • @robertburke9920
    @robertburke9920 5 місяців тому

    Well then, perhaps read the page-turner novel "Where Do We Go Now, LORD? - Burke." Explains much. Very much. A fun red, yet quite ameliorating. Enjoy!

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      Are you seriously promoting your own book in my comments? Get out of here.

    • @robertburke9920
      @robertburke9920 5 місяців тому

      @@SieNoel Well, how do pastors control audiences (or lie to them)? How do they actually do it? Well, have you considered that pastors use NLP or Neuro-Linguistic Programming? Well, actually they do. The Leader at IHOP KC... did, in fact, use NLP on congregants and staff. Therefore, you might be interested in the book. If you don't want to look into it, then forget the book. It is good to know how pastors can tell lies and get away with it. Answers are good. It is good to know how cons work.

    • @robertburke9920
      @robertburke9920 5 місяців тому

      @@SieNoel Are you curious HOW the leader of IHOP KC... actually gained psychic control and kept it all those years. The above book is a how-to-understand lesson for exactly, precisely what y'all went through. So learn what the answer is?

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      @@robertburke9920 wow, you have the one real true answer and all we have to do is give you money? yeah, you do seem to understand exactly what they were doing. dude. come on.

  • @zmythleo
    @zmythleo 5 місяців тому

    Ggs fellow hunter 🗡️

  • @PeacefulWarrior000
    @PeacefulWarrior000 5 місяців тому

    Hi, I just want to encourage you after all that you've been through. First, I'm so sorry and those are just words for all that you've been through, but my heart absolutely weeps for all that you've experienced, along with the all of the others. The entire spiritual abuse process, much less, the years of being under that kind of control, I can imagine was just horrific and very, very hard. I also just want to give you hope that healing is in your future. Bc of my experience of being sexually abused, physically abused, and emotionally abused, and I wouldn't dare compare, I just want to encourage you that Jesus really has brought me a great deal of healing. I've experienced a lot of counseling and a lot of prayer ministry as this was also a very powerful resource of healing for me, not only with that, but also with a plethora of false beliefs I had about myself and God. If you're interested, there is a very safe group called Freedom Fighters. They offer sessions online and there is an orientation first to explain how it works so people are well-informed of the entire process and it's been amazing for me. The best part is that it's not one-on-one. There's an intercessor, 2 discerners (they pass notes to the leader), and a leader, so there's no room for spiritual abuse. It's also by "donation only." Their website, if you're interested, is freedomfightershq.org. I'm praying for you, that Jesus would hold you oh so close knowing He's nothing like them and He will heal these deep wounds. He loves you so very much. Blessings to you.

  • @GamerNurseGale
    @GamerNurseGale 5 місяців тому

    Next time we do this ill check.if you're live too hehehe. I should've done that earlier 😁😁had fun doing the coop

    • @SieNoel
      @SieNoel 5 місяців тому

      It was fun! Thanks for having me. Hit me up when you're gonna play next! Happy to help.