Ean Ross
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Testosterone. Finally.
Hi this got uploaded before and had a giant watermark in the middle. I tried a couple of other editing softwares but none of them really worked. So this is unedited. Sorry.
Being denied testosterone for so long really really sucked. To know that it's going to happen before I turn 18 is absolutely amazing. Thank you all for following my journey.
Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com
or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven or @radio.active.raven
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Відео

(Denver) PRIDE VLOG
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Hey guys I'm so sorry for being inactive. I've had a lot of y'all reach out to me to ask me to upload more and I promise I'll make an effort of it. Thank you all so much for staying with me and supporting me. I couldn't be more grateful. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven or (Preferably) @radio.active.raven
Gender Stereotypes and Long Distance Relationships
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Sorry about the hiatus! I'm back and I love you guys so much. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven or @radio.active.raven
TRANSPHOBIA IN SCHOOL
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Hey guys, I'd like to apologize again for not posting for 6 months. I'm trying to get better about it! Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven or @radio.active.raven
DYSPHORIA SUCKS
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I've been feeling pretty bad about my body and I'm sure some of you are too. Just know that it will be okay and I promise you can make it
FTM Transition Timeline (Pre T)
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Hiya all. I just wanted to make this :D so here you get a piece of my past. ALSO THIS SONG- I just discovered this song and its so good and has some of my favourite people. Hello! I'm Ean. I am just now starting my transition and so far its not been easy. Coming out to my dad was a big deal for me and I'm glad with how it turned out. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com...
It's Amazing to Inspire
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It's such an incredible feeling to know that you're helping others when you're looking for that inspiration yourself.
Update: I LOVE YOU GUYS
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HI I'm so sorry its been forever since I posted.. Thank you for watching. I've come such a long way. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven I love you guys to death. Music: Vitamin String Quartet- Build God Then We'll Talk (P!ATD) Electric Joyride- 365
Update: STARTING OVER
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I'm in such a better place now and I camp describe how great it feels to be known as me. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven
I'm not Trans* Enough.
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Social standards of the gender spectrum are quite honestly very wrong. Why should an organ on our body define how we are going to live? hm? It does not matter what you do. It does not matter if you do not fit society's expectations of gender. You are what YOU say you are. Not what others say. Anyhow Excuse my rushed art XP I didn't film all of it because it took a while. Email me any time for a...
Coming out in School (FTM)
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Thank you guys for watching, hope my documentation/ advice was useful in some way :) Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven
Coming Out to my Dad ON CAMERA (FTM)
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Hello! I'm Ean. I am just now starting my transition and so far its not been easy. Coming out to my dad was a big deal for me and I'm glad with how it turned out. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven or @radio.active.raven
Being Transgender
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woooh. this video was really hard to make. It was my first video and I don't really talk about this kind of thing a lot. I hope this channel goes in a good direction though. Email me any time for anything at ean.ross.duffield@gmail.com or DM me on Instagram @just.a.raven

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @coolsaucekatt
    @coolsaucekatt 12 днів тому

    Testosterone update ??? What hap to your videos ? ^_^

  • @kaidayuri5526
    @kaidayuri5526 22 дні тому

    Update please?

  • @Louise-xt3yv
    @Louise-xt3yv Місяць тому

    Still crying bc of this video, this REALLYYYY changed my life

  • @Solescomo
    @Solescomo Місяць тому

    I wish more parents were open to talk like his dad

  • @For3verAGh05t
    @For3verAGh05t 2 місяці тому

    I'm so happy for you! My dad seems to support me too but I haven't fully explained how I feel and my wants like you have with your dad. But he said he doesn't mind me being trans.

  • @DinosaurNick
    @DinosaurNick 3 місяці тому

    Don't feel bad, dude. I laugh, too, when I'm nervous. Awesome dad, though! Edit: I'm agender, and I, too, have dysphoria, mostly toward my chest and voice, and I can't decide what to do with my hair. Edit 2: That is so relatable. As a little kid, my mom put me in dresses and wouldn't let me play and get dirty, and I hated it. I was in my tomboy period in my preteens. As an older teen and young adult, I kept being told to be a lady, and I tried, but it just wasn't me, and I was miserable and uncomfortable. I didn't have a word for my experience until I was 38 and realized I was agender.

  • @KathyBoner
    @KathyBoner 3 місяці тому

    Im crying Ive been trying to build up confidence but i just cant seem to do it

  • @MattTheeTherian
    @MattTheeTherian 3 місяці тому

    if your gay then your gay don’t pretend that your straight you can be who you are any day of the week you are unlike the others so strong and unique we are with you if your straight well that’s great you can help pro create and make gay little babies for the whole human race! (wanted to send to make the mood brighter

  • @DarrenGilbertSuka
    @DarrenGilbertSuka 4 місяці тому

    I wish I had your support.

  • @charlietao-x9h
    @charlietao-x9h 4 місяці тому

    his dad is the sweetest

  • @kathymcbride2425
    @kathymcbride2425 5 місяців тому

    ian your dad is so cool your brave for telling him best of luck in the future love from the uk

  • @robinrogowski1632
    @robinrogowski1632 5 місяців тому

    Way to go Kid, It is a long road.

  • @berrysnowyboy5251
    @berrysnowyboy5251 6 місяців тому

    Hey dude, thanks for this (as someone still struggling with himself as a trans guy while struggling with internalised transphobia). It's helping me. <3

  • @Cicada-Screams
    @Cicada-Screams 7 місяців тому

    I truly wish I had a father like this growing up. Not even necessarily accepting right off thr bat, just someone I felt like wouldn't immediately dismiss me or put words in my mouth. I get a hard time wrapping my head around people having healthy relationships with their fathers, but when I see it hurts so much. He seems like a good guy.

  • @Chris42300
    @Chris42300 8 місяців тому

    What he did to me was unacceptable

  • @eg_manifest510
    @eg_manifest510 11 місяців тому

    I can see why you had to specify FTM in the title cause you already look like 90% of the guys I know

  • @HaxAras
    @HaxAras 11 місяців тому

    Damn, your dad sounds awesome.

  • @lordofthegremlins
    @lordofthegremlins Рік тому

    so now there's a psychiatric label for literally feeling depressed, for feeling very sad, for feeling morose? Have you seen the present state of the world??! Yes, of course you have, that's why you would have "dysphoria" as it's so labeled. That's not a mental illness, that's called a sane reaction. It's the people who so full on don't give a damn, that they're so content and happy in this present demonic matrix, THEY'RE the ones who are sick.

  • @green.eggs.and.trans.
    @green.eggs.and.trans. Рік тому

    20:38 bruh im jealous asf with this, you and your bond with your dad is adorable! im so happy you have a dad that accepts you :)

  • @TomatoAddict
    @TomatoAddict Рік тому

    Um ur still a white middle class in America, how dare u say this is worse than what black people have experienced smh

  • @EMMAuk45
    @EMMAuk45 Рік тому

    Keep posting videos i miss you sm😢❤

  • @rudymelo880
    @rudymelo880 Рік тому

    Thank you for posting this

  • @ashlehsmash9028
    @ashlehsmash9028 Рік тому

    "I finally have a son"

  • @lemonboy9208
    @lemonboy9208 Рік тому

    i feel the awkwardness

  • @helenalovelock1030
    @helenalovelock1030 Рік тому

    Please can you tell me how you are feeling 6 years later ???

  • @Raccoonboi634
    @Raccoonboi634 Рік тому

    I’m so proud ❤

  • @Sle3pyStudios_.
    @Sle3pyStudios_. Рік тому

    THIS MAN IS SO WHOLESOME

  • @Noa1398-k5s
    @Noa1398-k5s Рік тому

    made me cry, good for u dude!!!!:))))))

  • @AbbeyWagner4547
    @AbbeyWagner4547 Рік тому

    I’m pangender but present myself as female and I want you to know that you are valid no matter what 🌈

  • @tommasomaruffi1306
    @tommasomaruffi1306 Рік тому

    Oh come on I'm gonna cry with that ending

  • @keatonium3298
    @keatonium3298 Рік тому

    aaaaaa the anxiety i need to come out to my parents at some point pls this is killing me aaa (pre-everything mtf)

  • @dakotachristopher5532
    @dakotachristopher5532 2 роки тому

    I'm four years late but all I wanna say is my gosh why can't we just leave other people alone regardless of their gender. I'm transgender and I'm lucky to live in Canada where almost everyone is mostly accepting of me and other LGBTQ people. There is still some discrimination going on but I don't think it is as bad as the US. I'm wishing you all the best.

  • @4.etharia
    @4.etharia 2 роки тому

    My entire life I was aware that I’m not quite like other girls. I didn’t have many crushes on guys, I wanted to play with the boys more than the girls. Nothing pissed me off more than when the boys were playing football and mom wouldn’t let me play, or told them they if I joined they weren’t allowed to play the game properly because I was a girl. My older brother that’s closest in age with me is 18 months older than me. He was allowed to have BB guns, knives, build clubhouses, etc.. The only time I got to do any of those things were when she wasn’t around. Even after being older than he was at those ages, I’m still not allowed to. My brothers have always said I was more like a boy-sister or something along those lines, even saying I was more of a boy than some of the boys they knew. I came out as Bisexual near the end of 8th grade, almost three years ago. Pretty much everyone in my family knows and supports me, or at least doesn’t care. My dad doesn’t know, and I have no intention of telling him. Everyone else in my family, I have no problem telling if they don’t already know regardless of their feelings or reactions. Everyone who’s reaction I care about already knows and is okay with it (other than my dad). I knew I was a boy inside before I ever even heard the term Transgender. When I finally found the term I think it was the summer before or right after I turned 11, I thought I had finally found what I was and a way out of living my life like this but then I started hearing about how people thought about it. A lot of my non-immediate family is homophobic, and most people (immediate and non-immediate) are at varying levels of transphobic. Some minor changes have been made in my life recently, but I’m hoping it will lead into a good direction for me. I had some important conversations and I’m getting a job soon. I’m going to be working on getting my driving permit (should’ve been working on the licence by now, but I have driving anxiety), then eventually I’ll be moving out and onto college. My mom won’t let me cut my hair again, but I can’t stand living like this. I can’t stand the idea of having to go through big life events like this not being happy and not living true to myself. I don’t want to go through another 2-4 years of school getting called by a name that doesn’t feel like mine. I feel like I’m lying to not only everyone, but myself as well. I’ve been nonstop trying to be the person I should be and that some people want me to be but I can’t do it anymore. I think it’s time to tell someone in my family how I’m feeling, but I don’t know who. I want to start somewhere though. I’m thinking possibly my sister. She has some strong opinions about a lot of things, but I know she would consider what I have to say and my feelings about it. Regardless of her own views I know she’d be there for me and try to help me.

  • @wally6370
    @wally6370 2 роки тому

    i wish my parents were this understanding. my aunt (who i live with) just yelled at me and made fun of me and my mom drags religion into it and thats super annoying...

  • @51aliens
    @51aliens 2 роки тому

    this was 4 years ago??

  • @organtraderj0es369
    @organtraderj0es369 2 роки тому

    Awe his reaction is so pure! I love it so much. I can only hope my family is half as supportive as yours. Congratulations man!

  • @FuzzySockZ
    @FuzzySockZ 2 роки тому

    I came out to my mom, she said “honey your not trans” and I- kinda broke. But I know for sure my dad will protect me and support me. He said he would. I just haven’t come out to him yet

  • @darthcravus
    @darthcravus 2 роки тому

    I myself am in a similar boat just sailing the other way I'd kill for your. Voice

  • @itzjax7
    @itzjax7 2 роки тому

    Awh ur dad is so sweet and understanding

  • @oOMiss_RoseOo
    @oOMiss_RoseOo 2 роки тому

    my dad is a homophobe so if i do come out to him that im FTM he would just verbally abuse me more.....since he does that alot. so i will not say a peep to him he will find out himself. my mom isnt supportive at all my moms mother wont be either i will tell her tho i know she wont support it....no one from my familly does....and i really hate it.

  • @axo4082
    @axo4082 2 роки тому

    You will die with the republic

  • @allywilliams6849
    @allywilliams6849 2 роки тому

    I’m the only one watching in 2022 🤪🧎🏽🏌🏽‍♀️

  • @seraagius2450
    @seraagius2450 3 роки тому

    I'm currently watching every UA-cam video I can find about trabs coming out and this video have me some sort of hope that when I come out my parents will support me

  • @DinoNuggz64
    @DinoNuggz64 3 роки тому

    The dad sounded so wholesome: I finally have a son!

  • @Calimae990
    @Calimae990 3 роки тому

    I hope to have the courage as you 🏳️‍⚧️ I’ve been holding myself in for so many years soon I’ll finally get out of my shell.

  • @bananamanchester4156
    @bananamanchester4156 3 роки тому

    Your Dad is super empathetic, you can tell he doesn't know much about being transgender but he's trying his best to understand your feelings :)

  • @vixenv7850
    @vixenv7850 3 роки тому

    God I'm in tears I wish I had a dad like this my dad is homophobic transphobic racist sexist.. just a piece of shit :/

  • @icseguruforclass108
    @icseguruforclass108 3 роки тому

    no one: broken headphones

  • @sojuiceeexists
    @sojuiceeexists 3 роки тому

    When I came out no one was surprised apparently not wanting to cut my hair was a sign or smth

  • @geckohead1727
    @geckohead1727 4 роки тому

    Why am I so late to this video...