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ROCKIN ROBERTA MEMORIAL VIDEO | WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU | REST IN PEACE | I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
The recovery community lost a beautiful soul on June 26th 2021, m dear friend Rebekah a.k.a. Rockin Roberta. This video is dedicated to her memory. We will never forget you!
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Talking Maintenance Medication and Addiction with Brian from My Path to Freedom.
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Talking Maintenance Medication and Addiction with Brian from My Path to Freedom.
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Not the video I wanted to be making tonight. I’m sorry guys. I failed. Not giving up though!
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Suboxone withdrawal Day 4 / Night / How to get through the nights of early acute withdrawal.
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Suboxone withdrawal Day 4. Being honest with the people who care.
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Suboxone Withdrawal Day 4! Turning the corner!!!
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Quitting Suboxone! Taking my life back…Again!
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We will always talk ourselves into a reason to use. Making deals, excuses and reasons
Addicted since 14 yrs old, at 68 now and I punished myself trying to quit. So much time struggling but...now I remember those days feeling close to death and that thought keeps me sober along with a low dose of methadone. You too will succeed just stay the course no matter how many times you stumble of this I'm sure.
I didn’t know about rockin Roberta, it’s so sad to hear. Her videos helped me out back in 2015 when getting off sub, and here I am again, 9 years later and just jumped off sub at .325mg on day 4.5 looking for hope, again
Love you brotha ❤
Please I hope this does get to you but man I’m so sorry I’m going through this now this is the second video I watched I truly understand you I feel alone in this just reaching out
Thank you I felt like you was talking to me as a bud seriously I just want to give you a bear hug I’m going through it right now you made me tear up and even made me talk to my phone like I’m talking to you love you brother I don’t know you but I feel what you went through and I’m going through it now 😢
You haven’t posted in a while, hope you’re doing well brother🤘🏼
If you were to go to the HR department and or EAP ( employee assistance program ) and notify them that you have a substance abuse problem and that you wish to seek treatment they cannot fire you by law.
Hope you come back around brother , i hate being on sub so much , i think about going back to hard stuff cause i feel i can come off that crap easier haha , dumb right ? Yea i know lol. But i could definitly use some friends to help me on my detox journey, i know i have to do it for myself but i know enough about it to not jump into it too soon without planning. Shoutout from knoxville tn. My names corey i used for 15 years, been on subs for 2 , most would say ive done a 180 but i dont feel even close , but im not giving up , and anyone readin this just know your not alone and that you are worth the effort . Atleast thats what im trying to tell myself . God bless
How are you doing brother
Thats crazy that the withdrawls are still bad from .25. Wow! Thats some powerful stuff.
Did you quit?
My withdrawals lasted 6 months, not letting up at all. I fought as hard as I could but I gave in as well. Its hard to do. If your still on them look into Suplicade shot. I’ve finally been off Subs since June after getting my first shot and I have no withdrawals. It is a life saver. Its very expensive if you don’t have insurance, like $2500 shot.
I went through 6 months of withdrawals after 15 years on Subs. I gave up and went back on them till this past June. I got the Suplicade shot and haven’t touched Subs since.
ive been struggling 9 months off methadone does the suplicade make you feel better?my paws are gnarley still, also how hard is it to come off sublicade?
going thru the same thing now bro was on subs roughly 12 yrs total misery I imagine you are clean now a year later you are a inspiration and I thank you for your service my friend
When I tapered off in 2022, the symptoms BEGAN at day 4. I tapered slow and low so it was only insomnia and akathisia. I was never dopesick. Now I'm free!😁
Avoid smoking 🚬 and coffee they make my legs and withdrawal worse
You can take FMLA to rehab you get paid and u can go to detox or rehab. Idk just trying help
Did you ever get off this stuff?
It feels like ptsd to me. Once you go through so many times it just takes the life out of you to fight through it like I use too.
My friend how are you doing now? Haven’t seen any videos for a long time and just wanted to check in.
I keep coming back to these videos to help soothe my nerves. Currently just over 6 full days since my last dose, and I’m surviving. I’ve missed a couple days of work, but I am hoping that it will be easier to manage come Sunday. I refuse to go back now, I’ve never made it an entire week!
Hey man check out sublocade, seriously I used 16 milligrams of suboxen daily for 8 years, one shot a month and now I am 8 months no suboxen or W/D symptoms and also now no shot at all! Either way, you got this 🫡💪
Love this video, giving me hope ! Trying to get off suboxone to have a baby not born on subs ❤
yo what mg were you on? and for how long??? how the fuck are you feeling this good on day 4???????
Man this lady is a freaking angel man! Seems so genuine
Man recovery is a Rocky road full of pot holes!
Sub less is more! For me after being on it for a while and 2-4 mgs is plenty for me where I'm at. Getting lower than that is where things get tricky so I'm taking it slow
Yes i did a slow tapper on methadone from 110 mg a day down to 0.25mg a day and that took me about six months of tapering and towards the end i was taking it everu other day at 0.25 for a month and then every third day for about a month and i started missing doses going four or five days and the third time that happened i flushed the last of my methadone! Life happens, got back on opiates and I'm on subs now. Down to 2-4 mgs a day and lowering slowly. Fixing to drop it down to 1-2 mgs a day and staying on that for a while. I've left myself wiggle room on my dose because some days i may need more so i allow that little wiggle room. Usually tey to keep two days low and one day higher. I'm tapering down to 0.25mg a day and then start stretching that to 36 hrs between doses, then 48 hrs between doses and then three days between doses before i jump. This method worked so good on methadone so I'm doing it with sub. Ive jumped off a few times and made it up to 7-10 days and went back on sub to avoid opiates lol taking it slow
Мне тебя не жаль , ты имеешь то,что заслужил!!!
@user-pw9ko6sm4cты потерялся?
YES SLEEP IS HARD RESTLESS LEGS STOMACH CRAMPS BUT ITS PART OF THE PACKAGE. I JUST TELL MYSELF IM RECOVERING FROM A OPERATION RATHER THAN RECOVERY.... TRUST ME IT DOES GET BETTER, IF YOU NEED TO SLEEP, SLEEP. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING DONT. TAKE EACH DAY AT A TIME EVERYONE...MAY GOD GIVE YOU ALL STRENGTH AND DONT LOOK BACK.
HELLO EVERYONE FROM THE UK ,,, IV TAPERED TO 1.4mil FROM 8mil. YOU HAVE TO WANT TO DO IT AND REMOVE ANYONE WHO ANNOYS YOU. ITS BEST YOU STAY ALONE AND FOCUS ON YOURSELF. IF I CAN DO IT ANYONE CAN, ASK GOD FOR STRENGTH AND INNER PEACE. SHANE IS DOING IT AND HELPING US ALL, PLEASE STAY STRONG FOCUSED AND STICK TO THE PLAN.
I'm tapering as well but have to jump off soon. I've dealt with insomnia, restless legs,and minor gut problems legs, from just the taper. I quit my job in order to get off. I have to do it before my money is all gone. I'm too old for this.
The lack of energy is the worst
Желаю вам справиться! 🙏 Надеюсь у вас всё наладилось. Мира, добра, здоровья. Берегите себя!
Был Шейн и нет Шейна ... Как тебе спиться, дружок ? С совестью всё в порядке? Всё, что с тобой сейчас происходит , это бумеранг . Привет тебе из России !
Thanks brother for sharing your story i im on this year’s trying to get out still trying all the best!!!
What most people don't know is when a woman is going through opiate withdrawal one of the symptoms is serious vaginal discomfort. Imagine the feeling you are having in your legs but in the vagina. To Any of my females watching this no one tells you about that and it's seriously horrible
Holy moly😮
Came across your video. Thanks for your update. I'm currently going through this pain. I keep telling myself everyday gets better. I take cbd to help calm my nerves and restless at night. The vision thing is crazy. I had to take my contacts out and wear my glasses to give my eyes a break. I also want to add, tou have a calming voice too. Your calmness helps. I'm smoke cigs and when I wake up at night I smoke cigs. I know its not the best but it helps me relax and go to sleep again. I'm a mom and I have to take my kids to school, cook, clean, laundry etc. So when the kids are in school I rest. Your right I have to tell myself not to fear my body is healing. I started watching this video and heard your voice and said to myself "get up and do the dishes." Gotta get it done within 22 mins the length of your video. Even finished before the video had ended. To anyone out there, you are not alone❤
Im watching these a year later. But had to comment. God is with you and wants you to live a drugfree abundant life! Please pray for me. I want to get off subs in the very near future. It saved my life but it has robbed me of my life also.
I'm on my 10th day now with no suboxone it's been total misery but im finally starting to see progress and feeling a little normal again and I can tell you it feels so amazing to be off that garbage I had to write bcuz you said it saved your life but also robbed you of your life and that touched my heart bcuz I know exactly what you're saying and I feel your pain I want you to have your life back and i pray for you to someday be free from the hell of suboxone it's not easy to quit but i know if I can do it you sure can as well...I truly wish you all the best my friend
I'm on 1 sub a day and it's got me,I'm trying to cut in half but it's hard
Yo it's the lonelyest at night cuz everyone normal,is asleep and your wide awake I know how lost and lonely it is,Sucks waiting for daylight
True jay minutes go like hours when in withdrawal and everyone asleep like u get sleep after using late at night 😅
Thank you brother… I’m on day 5 now from 2 to 1&1/2 to 1 now nothing bro this 💩 is painful for me after 25 years of taking something everyday of my life then 16 years of subs. I don’t drink at all I can’t sleep tho and my legs and feet hurt bed asf. I have 3 young beautiful girls who need me and I NEED TO DO THIS PLEASE 🙏🏼 HELP FOR ME THANKS FOR YOUR STORY MAN… God blessed you brother 🙏🏼💯🇺🇸👏🏻
Congratulations brother! Man I think you are the longest I have ever heard about using subs this long. I think it was 12 years ago when I first heard about it
how much subs are you jumping of from, and how long were u on it?
mornings are the worst for me, find something positive to soothe yourself, lay in a ball and and rock lightly. I BELIEVE IN ALL OF YOU
Thank you im literally in tears and in so much pain at the moment
Try corydalis herb or you can get the pure form of the active ingredient l-thp. It's helping me at the moment
It's the poppy family but NOT opioid
I've actually done that, but my legs and body just convulse. I'm 52 and just left my job to detox. I'm too old for this.
It seems my comments on you tube get deleted for no reason. I must've been a bad citizen at some point and have been sanctioned
Going through it right now
I once quit cold turkey from suboxone went from 24mg a day to absolutely nothing straight but maybe a perc here and there like 3 or 4 times. It was the worse 2 months ever. Barely able to do anything. The first 2 weeks were the worse. I was useless and unable to be myself I tried tgat down stuff once or twice I think during it and a few perc but it didn't do much. Glad I'm off took a while to get better but eventually I did and yes it's possible to kick the habit.
Shane , where are you? I worry about you my friend. Please make an update video that you’re well. We miss you, I miss you!! I truly hope you’re doing ok ❤
This was absolutely beautiful and touching 😢 RIP❤
You have to be careful you will OVERDOSE on ambien taking them too soon like that!
Glad you speak of God🙏 today is Easter i know this video is old are you clean from these subs???
You say you believe this is your test, it's all in the mind, condition it for the battle and submit wholeheartedly and u "will" be victorious 🤲🕋
"Time is the enemy".
It’s not all in your mind. The physical withdrawal on top of the mental anguish is terrible