6/2/23 - 9/9/23 - goreshit - goretrance 9 (ix)
61815 total tiles, 61719 if HAB is nerfed
My masterpiece is finally here for you all to enjoy.
I don't even know where to begin with this one. This chart almost never even got finished. I half set it as a joke to complete and slowly I fell in love with the album. I was listening to it everywhere and anywhere, visualizing charts in my head. This album is probably my second most favorite album chart from goreshit (stay tuned to see what my favorite is), and it holds a very special place in my heart.
9 songs, one of which being 20 minutes long, stared me directly in the face, and told me that I couldn't do it. I wasn't going to make it through three songs, let alone the twenty minute BEHEMOTH of a song that actually takes up more than half of the tiles CUMULATIVE in this album chart. I proved not only myself wrong, but anyone else who even doubted I could even start it in the first place. All of this happened before I turned 18.
Just as I was doing the final playthrough of scotch cherries to check that everything was okay, as it was the last chart I had needed to get done, the clock struck 12, and I became a legal adult. This song has been there for me when I didn't think I had the strength to get back up. It's been for me in some of the worst bouts of dysphoria I've ever had. It's been the one thing that kept me going during the summer, and motivated me to push myself beyond not just my own limits, but what everyone else's limits of me were.
Nothing I could say here would properly illustrate just how momentous not only charting this was, but getting here and living to tell the tale is too. I thought after this if I even did complete the album by some stroke of luck, I'd have this be the last thing I'd ever do.
I'M
NOT
DONE.
Over the next few months, specifically before halloween, I plan on finishing not only one, but potentially two albums. One by goreshit, and the other by TQBF. The TQBF album is mostly done already but the goreshit album is only in its concept stage, and has been for almost a year now.
GET HAPPY OR GET FUCKED '97 (1440p60 video for best bitrate): ua-cam.com/video/ylYYeFU2joI/v-deo.html
master list: drive.google.com/drive/folders/15Ak0PrdQqVF_nwaC4HVkCR8wdqS6hkBn?usp=sharing
1. we came to gangbang: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1H4Ww2oeh-s_CFX-xrPhcZBjxFWLb0Uqu?usp=sharing
2. bad habits: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1xV6r3_75-H7pCECMmKaO8Zzvo1To8IDg?usp=drive_link
3. burn shit up: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1e1b5IlETwaJohmTURnevhuUGjVxTjuUr?usp=drive_link
4. the dancecore element: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1rOUAgrIH8t95cdk2dCWG18w8sCyGzNbF?usp=drive_link
5. no more faking: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1hqJ3UXj26RmDtos80dBtgGz5nheqqnUn?usp=drive_link
6. wasting my time: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1yyRwKwQjbklU0KyBm-9IyEANoR-a4ERG?usp=drive_link
7. hot as balls: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ltXaxiq9qjJj1MZVJAQ0dNxeRk4W6hEz?usp=sharing
8. get happy or get fucked '97 (low effect and none effect, none effect may be broken): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RPcRrWbw6m7-psuJyYUo1JPfNumkA2ZP?usp=drive_link
8a. (alive): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_FiCroaHSBXUISgRcYJMhfzb6VBxdsr_?usp=drive_link
8b. (fantasy): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1au1-2VvKO3IcNJQhlfM8akJilfeDV7C-?usp=drive_link
8c. (you are everything): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NsJJCwh_zHHmyI_7MpRR1WNQ-kVJ9iEZ?usp=drive_link
8d. (serene massacre): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1g6JONo5k-2BChwsFydNudiLrWSKJgVaV?usp=drive_link
8e. (mulligan): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1zsQ78kpQZf-lc2TAOiTLnm6Rc9jt3Esv?usp=drive_link
8f. (so beautiful): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfysVIHtJgaehAUnTrQlMakW5UlPn9Lh?usp=drive_link
8g. (give me something): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1aqncnvGwcynAnq6NvkD1_S_fjkIsLG1O?usp=sharing
8h. ('till the morninglight): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1hGQ1zU-M2uZ4ZcL1xn2DO4Y42clemCoa?usp=drive_link
8i. (meant to be): drive.google.com/drive/folders/1WwSgWVVdroPBcohm_9HiMIW9kEiZ78Qe?usp=drive_link
9. scotch cherries: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1DDzTujWqd2xLpH-xX40jX43umW1xPEPp?usp=drive_link
I would also love to give a special shoutout to these people.
- Dehznik, for this absolutely amazing thumbnail that you see.
- Logal0, for allowing me to use both the circles with the pulsing heart and the magic shape in ILYMETYD, with his permission.
- -K, for creating the magic shape in ILYMETYD, which is used in scotch cherries
- BusiedGem, for being a primary source of motivation to complete this chart, and always believing in me no matter what.
- Matsum, for keeping me company and allowing me to thrive in a time where i was at my lowest.
- osat, for pushing me to keep my charting abilities as refined as possible.
And several more people.
Thank you so much for sticking with me.