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Havoc_Otter
United States
Приєднався 2 сер 2009
Hey, I'm Havoc_Otter, a songwriter exploring deep emotional themes through music. My work dives into the raw, unfiltered sides of love, heartbreak, self-worth, and empowerment. I create concept albums that tell stories about complex characters and their struggles, bringing you along for their emotional journeys. You'll find songs that tackle everything from inner battles to epic love stories, wrapped in lyrics that cut straight to the heart.
I use various creative mediums, including AI, to bring these stories to life in new and exciting ways. If you're into music that makes you feel, reflect, and sometimes even break down walls, you're in the right place. Welcome to my world-let's make some noise together.
Stay inspired!
I use various creative mediums, including AI, to bring these stories to life in new and exciting ways. If you're into music that makes you feel, reflect, and sometimes even break down walls, you're in the right place. Welcome to my world-let's make some noise together.
Stay inspired!
I am Blue
Quick dip: She’s been bruised, scarred, but never broken. Blue stands tall in her own truth.
Deep Dive: "I Am Blue" is the anthem of Blue’s ultimate self-acceptance and empowerment. After walking through darkness, battling addiction, and facing her inner demons, Blue emerges stronger, embracing the scars that tell her story. This track encapsulates the core of her journey-a blend of raw vulnerability and defiant strength. It's not just about survival; it's about growth, healing, and reclaiming her identity. With every verse, Blue declares her resilience, embracing her flaws and hardships as the very elements that make her powerful. She’s no longer defined by others, but by her own strength and will.
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I’ve walked alone since I was sixteen,
Lost my way, living in between.
In the shadows of a broken past,
I’ve learned to wear a mask that lasts.
I’ve faced the demons in my mind,
Chasing ghosts I left behind.
With every tear and every scar,
I’ve learned to heal, though it’s hard.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
Every night was a fight to stay awake,
In a world that never seemed to break.
I fell for vices that were sweet but cold,
A way to numb the pain I couldn’t hold.
But in the chaos, I’ve found my way,
Through the darkness, I’ve learned to say,
With every struggle and every fall,
I’ve learned to rise, to stand tall.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
So here I am, raw and real,
A tapestry of wounds that time will heal.
In every shadow, in every scar,
I’ve found my light, I’ve found my star.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
In the end, I’ll walk this path alone,
With a heart that’s mended, a spirit that’s grown.
I am Blue and this is me,
A testament to all I’ve been and will be.
Deep Dive: "I Am Blue" is the anthem of Blue’s ultimate self-acceptance and empowerment. After walking through darkness, battling addiction, and facing her inner demons, Blue emerges stronger, embracing the scars that tell her story. This track encapsulates the core of her journey-a blend of raw vulnerability and defiant strength. It's not just about survival; it's about growth, healing, and reclaiming her identity. With every verse, Blue declares her resilience, embracing her flaws and hardships as the very elements that make her powerful. She’s no longer defined by others, but by her own strength and will.
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I’ve walked alone since I was sixteen,
Lost my way, living in between.
In the shadows of a broken past,
I’ve learned to wear a mask that lasts.
I’ve faced the demons in my mind,
Chasing ghosts I left behind.
With every tear and every scar,
I’ve learned to heal, though it’s hard.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
Every night was a fight to stay awake,
In a world that never seemed to break.
I fell for vices that were sweet but cold,
A way to numb the pain I couldn’t hold.
But in the chaos, I’ve found my way,
Through the darkness, I’ve learned to say,
With every struggle and every fall,
I’ve learned to rise, to stand tall.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
So here I am, raw and real,
A tapestry of wounds that time will heal.
In every shadow, in every scar,
I’ve found my light, I’ve found my star.
I am Blue and this is me,
A heart that’s bruised but still can see.
Through the darkness and the pain,
I’ve found my strength, though I’m not the same.
I am Blue and this is me,
A soul that’s scarred but still is free.
Through the battles I’ve survived,
I’m still standing, still alive.
In the end, I’ll walk this path alone,
With a heart that’s mended, a spirit that’s grown.
I am Blue and this is me,
A testament to all I’ve been and will be.
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Відео
Better Than Pluto
Переглядів 862 години тому
Quick dip: Born from pain, fueled by defiance, she knows she's better than him. Is it enough? Deep Dive: "Better Than Pluto" captures Blue's empowering realization that she’s stronger on her own. After enduring emotional turmoil and self-doubt, this track represents her breaking free from Pluto’s shadow. It's the anthem of self-worth, shedding toxic relationships, and reclaiming personal power....
The Way It's Always Been
Переглядів 794 години тому
Quick Dip: Blue defies convention and embraces her individuality, rejecting the constraints of "the way it's always been." Deep Dive: In "The Way It's Always Been," Blue challenges traditional expectations and celebrates her unique identity. The song explores her refusal to conform to outdated norms, asserting her desire for self-expression and personal freedom. It’s a powerful anthem of rebell...
Falling Star
Переглядів 904 години тому
Quick Dip: Blue reflects on her fall from grace and the struggle to reclaim her dreams and light, despite feeling like a "falling star." Deep Dive: "Falling Star" captures Blue’s struggle with shattered dreams and personal setbacks. The song reflects her rise to high ambitions, only to face a harsh fall from grace. Despite the cold and darkness of her descent, Blue’s resilience shines through. ...
Into the Abyss
Переглядів 187 годин тому
Quick Dip: A descent into chaos and self-destruction, where Blue hits rock bottom and faces her darkest fears. Full Description: “Into the Abyss” represents Blue’s emotional breaking point, where the weight of her pain, regrets, and destructive habits pull her into a dark spiral. This track is an unflinching look at her fall into heavy drinking, reckless behavior, and losing herself to the chao...
Crown of Doubt
Переглядів 319 годин тому
Quick Dip: Explore the haunting echoes of a lost love and the heavy price of solitude in this introspective ballad. Deep Dive: “Crown of Doubt” is a poignant reflection on the cost of choosing solitude over a troubled relationship. The song delves into Blue’s emotional turmoil as she grapples with the consequences of leaving a love she once cherished. With evocative lyrics and a melancholic mel...
Born With a Crown
Переглядів 579 годин тому
Quick Dip: Dive into the fierce battle of self-worth and resilience in this powerful anthem Deep Dive: “Born with a Crown” is an evocative track that delves into Blue’s inner struggle with self-worth and identity. The song captures her journey through personal doubts and societal expectations, revealing the weight of living up to an idealized image of herself. The track reflects Blue’s confront...
Just a Joke
Переглядів 3216 годин тому
Quick Dip: Blue questions her worth, struggling with betrayal and doubt, but refuses to give up. Deep Dive: Blue’s "Just a Joke" dives deep into feelings of betrayal, doubt, and the painful aftermath of broken promises. The song captures her reflection on whether her life, relationships, and dreams were real or merely an illusion. She grapples with the thought of being used, reduced to a punchl...
Between the Light and Letting Go
Переглядів 4721 годину тому
#music #thoughtfulmusic #dealingwithloss #lettinggo #moodymusic Hyper-Follow and store links: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/havocotter/between-the-light-and-letting-go Deep Dive: This is this start of Chapter 3 in the Blue and Pluto Saga. To be continued... The sky’s on fire, it’s putting on a show, A sunset dripping in red and gold. The world’s so beautiful, it’s hard to breathe, But you’re not he...
Echoes of Silence
Переглядів 14521 годину тому
#battleofspirit #music #electropopmusic #anthem #seekingnirvana Hyper-Follow Link: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/havocotter/echoes-of-silence Deep Dive: Exploring what it takes to find inner peace, enlightenment, and/or nirvana. In the shadow of the mountain, I wait, Empty hands, heavy heart, my fate. I search for the silence, the truth in the air, But the echoes of my mind are everywhere. The wind...
One More Drag
Переглядів 171День тому
#music #edgymusic #dealingwithaddiction #dontsmoke #gypsyrock Hyper-Follow and Stores Link: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/havocotter/one-more-drag I said I'd quit when the year turned new, But the flame keeps calling, like it always do. Ashes fall, but they don't burn out, Guess I can't live without the shadow of doubt. Every breath I take is a war I lose, Trading life for a moment that I can't ref...
Sing For You
Переглядів 137День тому
#imissyou I lost you, Mom, it broke me down, The pain so deep, I nearly drowned, Every breath felt like a fight, In the darkness, you were my light. You said, "Son, you’ll go so far, Your voice will heal every scar," Now you’re gone, but I hear your words, They keep me strong, they keep me heard. Now I sing for you, Mom, every note I play, Through the tears and the pain, I’ll find my way. You t...
Dave's Epiphany
Переглядів 61День тому
#music #instrumentalmusic #instrumental #technodance An Instrumental inspired by my good friend Dave over at @TheNavigatorsOfficial ! Thanks for the tunes, keep it up!
Too Busy to See
Переглядів 58День тому
#music #swingpop #gypsyrock HyperFollow Link: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/havocotter/too-busy-to-see I saw two strangers laugh, embrace, Over something small, no heavy weight. A little spark, a fleeting moment, But I stood still, just to own it. While the world keeps spinning on its wheel, Most of us too blind to feel. The silly things we choose to miss, Caught up in chaos, caught up in this. We'...
Empty Words (Thoughts and Prayers) [[SUBJECT WARNING!]]
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Empty Words (Thoughts and Prayers) [[SUBJECT WARNING!]]
Not the Imposter - A tribute to Among Us and Imposter Syndrome.
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Not the Imposter - A tribute to Among Us and Imposter Syndrome.
Great short
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awesome
awesome
I am listening. A journey in music. Such a personal tale.
Blue is on a journey and I am here for it.
Another great song! Love to hear your music!
This is fire!!!!! Keep it up. 🗣🔥🔥🔥 My favorite part is at 2:36
WOW! I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE! Well done pal!
Your skill is apparent in each song you release. Well done.
Thank you for the ears Ransom!!
Always a fun listen.
Thanks!
❤❤❤❤
Your talent delights, well done.
Thanks Ransom!
Another BANGER! 🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Thanks Dave!
WOW you’ve been busy lately, good for us. ❤❤❤
Thanks for the ears! Yes I have! <3 hope you're doing well!
I LOVE THIS ONE! It's a w ngl. 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Love this
Oh wow!! Thank you so much for the ears ShieldMaiden!!!
Another great one! ❤
Havoc I like how your music is evolving it seems like it’s more contemporary l have been enjoying it a lot
I love how calm and peaceful this song is! I love it! Keep it up, my man!
This song is so sweet! It is amazing!!!! Keep going, your art is incredible ♥️
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I love all your music!!! Great thing are going to happen ❤❤❤
Thank you so much <3!!
Man! I love this one! I like all of your music lol, i can't pick a favorite! Keep it up!
I’d love this song and it’s true every word! Makes me wanna drag, listening to the song it’s addictive. ❤
Nice. Hope Dave hears it.
I did! I love it!
A tune many can relate to.
An anthem for those who struggle with nicotine addiction. Well done.
Thanks Havoc, this one was felt real deep ❤
R. I. P. Mom, miss you ❤😢
Thank you Gp! This one was very tough to work through, and still tough for me to listen all the way thru without someone cutting the onions. Hope you are doing well!
WOW! Another banger! And it has my name in it! Keep it up. I'm glad i inspired you to make this! Keep it up.
On second listen I hear the message. So well presented.
Happiness visits me each time I hear the notification that you have released a new tune. Well done.
I like how it kinda bounces if you know what I mean. I love this, keep it up!
Great song Havoc!
Thank you! I was worried this would come off too heavy. Hope you're well!
Another great song!! Keep them coming!
Thank you! I'm looking forward to hearing some of your things!!
@@Havoc_Otter Thanks!
1st to comment bro this is lit 🔥🔥🔥🔥😍⚡⚡⚡
Thank you so much! This one was tough to work through.
Amazing! That's a wonderful job! 🤍🤍
Thank you for the ears!
I don’t know much about music, but some kind of Irish Jig came to mind right at the beginning. Hope I didn’t insult you. I like it. 😊 ❤
Oh no insults taken =D I thought about listening to some Irish music for a bit and maybe doing a string of tunes one day, I have always loved the sound of it!
Havoc I like the instrumental stuff we need some more good job
Thanks Rogue! I will try to aim to have at least one new instrumental a week!
Havoc I like the instrumental stuff we need some more good job
I like how this one doesn't have words! Again, keep it up!
Thanks Dave!
Wow! I really want to know how you make these songs! This is great! Keep it up guardian!
Thanks Dave! Well I use a few tools but I'm more than happy to lend a hand for whatever! Thank you for the ears!
Another great one. Always glad to see a new tune from you.
Thanks for the ears Ransom!
I would like an otter riding a motorcycle for my wallpaper.
OOO I'm sure I could make you one!
I love it, plus it looks great on my monitor. Lights out ❤ 😊
Lol thanks! I probably need to put a slight flash warning on this now that i think of it!
Great song Havoc! I like this one, it's very funny to me. 😆 Me in a round of 'Among Us' with my friends- "I'M NOT THE IMPOSTER! Even though i was right next to a body and didn't report it, i'm not the imposter!"
Thanks! I'd love if the Among Us people could hear it lol I wonder if they'd get a kick out of it.
They keep getting better. How do you do it? Simply a staple in my playlist.
lol thanks Ransom!
Another home run. So easy to set this on repeat.
Nice job havoc 👍🏻