Emily Fear
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IF AUTISM WAS A PERSON // Blender 3D + Photoshop
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Hey everyone!
This video is incredibly personal to me, and I've gone back and forth on whether or not to share it. But I feel so deeply connected to the final piece that I hope it might inspire others, especially those with autism, to see their traits in a new light. Maybe it will even encourage you to create something similar.
I apologize if the story is a bit hard to follow-I struggled to piece together the timeline. There's so much more I could have included, but I've poured my heart into this and didn't want to overwhelm you.
If you enjoyed the video and want to see more, like how I view anorexia, let me know!
P.S.
I had to trim down a lot of the Blender process because it ended up being really long-sorry about that! 😅
Instagram: emilyfearr
#blender3d #artist #3dart #autism #asd #art #artist #blender #photoshop #photoediting #mystory #3dmodeling #3d #surrealism
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Breaking the Fourth Wall in Blender
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Hi! Hi! I hope you guys enjoyed this video! I still can't find the artist for the first inspo pic. To me, it looks like it could be from Cho Gi-Seok or Yeyoung Choi. Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/yNgxLtekwzE/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/vo-vivian-hd-for-genesis-9 Hair used: www.daz3d.com/long-unisex-style-hair-for-genesis-9 ━━...
Making weird but 𝓬𝓸𝓸𝓵 art in Blender
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Hi! Hi! I hope you guys enjoy this editing style, let me know if you do! :) Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/Xx6vOsIRoyI/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/mso-river-hd-fo... Hair used: www.daz3d.com/bs-short-hair-for-genesis-9-81-and-8-female Flower curve generator: blendermarket.com/products/blooming-flowers geo-nodes-curve-asset-pac...
Creating an ALBUM COVER using Blender & Photoshop
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Hi! This was something different for me, and I really enjoyed it! It's always fun trying new things! :) It might not be the best album cover in the world, but I think I didn't do too bad for my first time ;) Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/e_tl415IwVs/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/mso-river-hd-fo... Hair used: www.daz3d.com/very-...
Tribal Backpiece in Blender // Experimenting in Blender [PROCESS VIDEO]
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Hi! Thank you so much for watching!!! The outcome of this piece was kinda creepy... I like it. Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/BXv9xSp-JQg/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/mso-river-hd-fo... Hair used: www.daz3d.com/bs-short-hair-for-genesis-9-81-and-8-female Liquid curves generator: ivndrr.gumroad.com/l/liquid-c... ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ ...
Fallen Angel // Experimenting in Blender [PROCESS VIDEO]
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Hi! I hope you enjoyed the video!!!! I'm in my Blender element atm, fingers crossed I can keep it up before I go back to University :( Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/cipzGwx_Ukk/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/mso-river-hd-for-genesis-9-feminine Hair used: www.daz3d.com/soft-waves-hair-for-genesis-9 Liquid curves generator: ivndrr...
Dark & Gothic Fantasy Character // Experimenting in Blender [PROCESS VIDEO]
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Hi! This was just another quick/experimental piece that I just felt like making, and I thought why not record it?! I understand this style may not be everyone's cup of tea, but I like it! :) Previous Video: ua-cam.com/video/6JCc9KDSolE/v-deo.html Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Model used: www.daz3d.com/cb-fleur-hd-for-genesis-9 Hair used: www.daz3d.com/long-unisex-sty...
Surrealism Art in Blender // [PROCESS VIDEO]
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Hi! I'm switching up styles again! Still tryna find my own personal style... It's a journey for sure! I hope you like the style of this video, do let me know. Also if you saw my rebranding video before I deleted it, act like you didn't ;) Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ━━━━━∙⋆⋅⋆∙━━━━━ Photographer mentioned: yeng p/?hl=en SVG - Photoshop to Blender tutorial: ua-cam.com/...
Creating chaotic TikToks for a university project
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Hi! I am so sorry how long it's taken me to make a new video :( I hope it was worth the wait...even if this video was a mess... Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Beer foam tutorial: ua-cam.com/video/eUNWf2T8yUU/v-deo.html ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧₊∘ The music used in the video by: www.youtube.com/@yvngmfxani/v... ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧₊∘⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀  ...
"Metallic Consumption" a University Project Final Outcome | Blender, Daz3D, Fluid Animation
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Hi! I think this is my new favourite project, I know I say that all the time but I'm being serious!!!! Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Model: www.daz3d.com/gwendolyn-hd-for-genesis-8-female Hair model: www.daz3d.com/swept-wetlook-hair-for-genesis-8-female Pose packs: www.daz3d.com/jw-take-a-shower-poses-for-genesis-81 www.daz3d.com/floor-muse-sexy-poses-for-gen...
The Final Outcome | University project part 2 | Blender & Daz3D
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Hi! This is the end result of my recent Uni project! I'm starting a new project and I will try to record it too. Make sure to keep a look out by subscribing ;) Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Model: www.daz3d.com/cb-fleur-hd-for-genesis-9 Hair model: www.daz3d.com/fe-lillie-hair-for-genesis-9 Liquid curve generator: ivndrr.gumroad.com/l/liquid-curves-gen Night ...
What I've been up to in Blender | University project Part 1 | Blender & Daz3D
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Hi! That wasn't too long of a wait luckily! Remember to subscribe to keep a look out for part 2!!!!!! :) Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Models: (fire) www.daz3d.com/soo-a-for-genesis-81-female (water) www.daz3d.com/cb-fleur-hd-for-genesis-9 Liquid Curves: ivndrr.gumroad.com/l/liquid-curves-gen Hair models: (fire) www.daz3d.com/cyber-edge-hair-for-genesis-8-81-...
Creating an ethereal fairy in Blender & Daz3D
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Hi! OMG NO WAYYYYY ANOTHER VIDEO POSTED IN LESS THEN A MONTH?!?!?!?!? Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Inspiration: fxntxnile Model used: www.daz3d.com/nala-for-genesis-9 Liquid Curves: ivndrr.gumroad.com/l/liquid-curves-gen Hair: www.daz3d.com/fe-lillie-hair-for-genesis-9 ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧₊∘ The music used in the video by: www.youtube.com/@...
Overcoming art block in Blender
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Hi! Yeahhh sorry for a super overdue upload again :( Uni work and art block mashed into two is not fun... I do not recommend. Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ Model used: www.daz3d.com/nala-for-genesis-9 ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧₊∘ The music used in the video by: www.youtube.com/@yvngmfxani/v... ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧₊∘⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀       *           ...
I Tried Recreating My FORTNITE Skin In Blender
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Hi! OPEN ME!!! 💗 NO WAY A VIDEO OUT SOONER RATHER THAN MONTHS LATER?!?! I'll try keep it this way ;) Useful / mentioned links from the video ⤵ ∘₊✧──────✧₊∘☆∘₊✧──────✧ IVNDRRS LIQUID CURVE GENERATOR: ivndrr.gumroad.com/l/liquid-curves-gen DAZ 3D HAIR MODEL: www.daz3d.com/fe-lillie-hair-for-genesis-9 TRIPPY TEXTURE: ua-cam.com/video/2o3tShhmcPQ/v-deo.html LIGHTING TUTORIAL: ua-cam.com/video/cj9VD...
Making a cute girl in blender
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Making a cute girl in blender
I TRANSFORMED myself in Blender AGAIN! | blender, Photography and AI Art
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I TRANSFORMED myself in Blender AGAIN! | blender, Photography and AI Art
I TRANSFORMED MYSELF IN BLENDER
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I TRANSFORMED MYSELF IN BLENDER
blender and chill
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blender and chill
LIMINAL SPACE TUTORIAL [ in Blender ] Part 3
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LIMINAL SPACE TUTORIAL [ in Blender ] Part 3
FLUIDITY | A Digital Fashion Collection Created by Emily Fear | *READ THE DESCRPITION*
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FLUIDITY | A Digital Fashion Collection Created by Emily Fear | *READ THE DESCRPITION*
Creating a Liminal Space in Blender | Part 2
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Creating a Liminal Space in Blender | Part 2
Interior of a Train / Tram?? - Blender
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Interior of a Train / Tram?? - Blender
Creating a Liminal Space in Blender
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Creating a Liminal Space in Blender

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @baldlebebe
    @baldlebebe 5 днів тому

    very easy to follow and beautiful aesthetic! keep it going!

  • @alans9013
    @alans9013 19 днів тому

    how did you cut the door in the wall?

  • @Olebrom23
    @Olebrom23 23 дні тому

    How many max and min samples do you usually render in for a picture?

  • @bixpixter
    @bixpixter 28 днів тому

    Thank you for sharing and for this beautiful artwork

  • @Olebrom23
    @Olebrom23 Місяць тому

    How did you just add another point to the curve? At 2:19^ Edit: figured it out, just press and hold command (on Mac) and right click. That will be CTRL on Windows if I'm not mistaken 👍

  • @hicarlee8762
    @hicarlee8762 Місяць тому

    rlly appreciate this

  • @aerliszsz
    @aerliszsz Місяць тому

    this is so gooooodd ty for the tutorial

  • @ihatedajews
    @ihatedajews Місяць тому

    You seem like a genuinely sweet person. Wishing you the best.

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear Місяць тому

      This is so sweet, thank you so much! ☺

  • @rayusoul
    @rayusoul Місяць тому

    Thank you for sharing this video. I have been watching your artistic process for a while now, and seeing this side of the artist makes me appreciate it even more. I am also exploring this aspect of myself-dealing with self-acceptance-and it feels good to see someone like you🌟

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear Місяць тому

      This seriously touched my heart. Thank you so so much 💕💕💕

  • @offthecufff
    @offthecufff 2 місяці тому

    thanks for being open and sharing your story! i'm usually just here for your little projects but this was insightful and nice to hear someone's story. keep up your good work though, you're doing a great job!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so so much! ☺💕

  • @jweinrub
    @jweinrub 2 місяці тому

    I had trouble with socializing with people back in my school years. I did have some friends, but there were those who would make fun of me. I discovered that I was autistic when I was 15 years old and I'm now 43. Great job Emily!

    • @jweinrub
      @jweinrub 2 місяці тому

      Heck, I didn't even mask, I was just myself. In college, I kept to myself, but I did get teased by a few people, but at least I would brush it off. I focused on what I wanted to do in life such as 3D animation and what not. However, I wasn't able to get a job in that cause most of the jobs seem to want generalists. Looking back, I wouldn't had been happy had I landed a job in the field back in the day. Currently I'm working on my first game and I clean buildings.

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      @@jweinrub That is incredible! Now that I'm in university I definitely care less about masking because, in all honesty, I don't really care about having more friends. I care more about making sure I'm happy and I'm myself. Best decision I ever made because I'm the happiest I've ever been since I stopped caring! 😄❤

    • @jweinrub
      @jweinrub 2 місяці тому

      @@emilyfear I'm still making friends, although I do have issues where I care about what people think of me at times. That's the tricky part. :) Although, I have not given up on my 3D art. I'm still finding my path.

  • @suckmyletters
    @suckmyletters 2 місяці тому

    Beautiful video! Keep it up!

  • @fisherman10101
    @fisherman10101 2 місяці тому

    brilliant :)

  • @kairon156
    @kairon156 2 місяці тому

    Thank you. As someone who's self diagnosed this speaks to me on a pretty personal level.

  • @apatsa_basiteni
    @apatsa_basiteni 2 місяці тому

    Love the concept of this art piece. ✨The way you talk quietly reminds me of a youtuber/musician Mayflwr

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      I'll look her up!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      and thank you so much! ☺

  • @junechevalier
    @junechevalier 2 місяці тому

    I appreciate you for sharing something personal. I'm not diagnosed with autism myself, but I can relate to not being attracted to parties and crowds, which is just me being an introvert lol And I also share the same sentiment about eye contact. I always find it weird to look people in the eyes, unless the person has a romantic connection with me, which is rare because I've only had one relationship in the past, and I'm 29. But this piece is beautiful!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so much! 💕Parties and eye contact are some of my biggest challenges-it’s practically impossible for me to enjoy a party or hold eye contact for more than a second 😅It’s really comforting to hear that someone else relates!

    • @junechevalier
      @junechevalier 2 місяці тому

      @@emilyfear Thank you for sharing. And I've had this idea for a while, just haven't had the courage to ask, but are you open to do a collaboration on an art piece?

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      @@junechevalier I can't right now as I'm starting University soon and am swamped with summer work. But I'd definitely love to collaborate in the future once I'm done with Uni! 😄❤

    • @junechevalier
      @junechevalier 2 місяці тому

      @@emilyfear That’s fine, good luck with uni btw! I hope we can work on a piece in the future ☺️

  • @ಥ_ಥ
    @ಥ_ಥ 2 місяці тому

    Hey, as I finish up this video, I just wanted to say that this piece and your narration of its creation resonates with me and surely many others. Showcasing your art through this authentic-and even rather vulnerable-lens is a feat of bravery. So, I would like to say that your hope of serving as a sort of inspiration is not for naught, and thank you for sharing your unique perspective. (And that's all to say nothing of the artwork itself, which is deserving of a whole other comment!)

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so much! This comment really touched me. Knowing that it resonated with someone means the absolute world to me! ❤❤❤

  • @ngluuu4717
    @ngluuu4717 2 місяці тому

    Hey Emily your vid is amazing but i have some prolem with the Liquid Curves when i draw it on model face it dont touch the skin like the way u did :<

  • @zafreraoflinyintru
    @zafreraoflinyintru 2 місяці тому

    How did I forget about daz3d?

  • @midnight6274
    @midnight6274 2 місяці тому

    please use the mirror modifier emily this looks amazing we all say in unison

  • @dhar4622
    @dhar4622 2 місяці тому

    man your work deserves more recognition... subbed

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so much, that means a lot ☺❤

  • @wingsup1371
    @wingsup1371 2 місяці тому

    This is really cool! The render is so realistic too!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      @@wingsup1371 Thank you!!!! ☺️

  • @ClassicalOdysseyvideos
    @ClassicalOdysseyvideos 2 місяці тому

    Damn the retopology in that model looks crisp

  • @yourSPON
    @yourSPON 2 місяці тому

    wow

  • @leskayart8752
    @leskayart8752 2 місяці тому

    I really like your works. I’m an 3d artist myself. Do you post your works on insta?

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you! ☺ Yep, pretty much everything is on my Instagram (minus stuff I've archived)

    • @leskayart8752
      @leskayart8752 2 місяці тому

      What’s your insta?

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      @@leskayart8752 its emilyfearr, but it's also linked in the description! ☺

  • @mrbugalo3258
    @mrbugalo3258 2 місяці тому

    Я же не один это уже 2 день делаю?

  • @mrbugalo3258
    @mrbugalo3258 2 місяці тому

    Я же не один это уже 2 день делаю?

  • @Choijuncoffee
    @Choijuncoffee 2 місяці тому

    this is so cool!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you so much! ☺

  • @troy-nanazahardy9779
    @troy-nanazahardy9779 2 місяці тому

    Wow this is very cool!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 2 місяці тому

      Thank you! 😄

  • @landes3d
    @landes3d 3 місяці тому

    cookin 👨‍🍳

  • @beriltekeoglu3575
    @beriltekeoglu3575 3 місяці тому

    I REALLY liked the result, actually I would like to use it as a wallpaper

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Oh wow! 😄Thank you, and enjoy! ❤

  • @kairon156
    @kairon156 3 місяці тому

    hehe kitty stomping off stage. This does look neat. If there was a perfume for goth chicks she could be the logo for it.

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Wait that's actually a sick idea! 😄 Thank you 💕

  • @malithkaveesha4846
    @malithkaveesha4846 3 місяці тому

    damn

  • @neokokido
    @neokokido 3 місяці тому

    I have no idea what to comment, but want to provide engagement in exchange for the cool video, so have some free engagement, I guess.

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      @@neokokido thanks! 😂

  • @fisherman10101
    @fisherman10101 3 місяці тому

    oooh, becoming a Blender pro.....well done!

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      thank you ❤I'm trying! 😅

    • @fisherman10101
      @fisherman10101 3 місяці тому

      @@emilyfear and definitely succeeding :)

  • @apatsa_basiteni
    @apatsa_basiteni 3 місяці тому

    Love your retro overexposed/high contrast style in your renders + post processing.

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Thank you! 😄I found it made it look more realistic weirdly

  • @junechevalier
    @junechevalier 3 місяці тому

    I gotta say you're a very talented kitten

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      lmaooo thank you so so much!!!!! 😸

  • @jarvis_333
    @jarvis_333 3 місяці тому

    Love the new avatar LOL! looking forward to this one !

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much!😄

  • @tabsterg
    @tabsterg 3 місяці тому

    Im entranced with it it's so good, I need that on a shirt or a physical breakcore CD album cover

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much!❤That is a sick idea 😄

  • @lightsout630
    @lightsout630 3 місяці тому

    Very helpful you are so talented I love your work so much ❤ just commented on your post on ig stories under the name colors in motion am learning 2 and I love your style so much 😊 keep them coming

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      awww thank you so so much! 😊💕

  • @jarvis_333
    @jarvis_333 3 місяці тому

    Very helpful thank you! I was half way through the last one and it disappeared!! Glad its back up love your content :)

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Awww I'm so sorry! Thank you so much for watching, I really appreciate it! ☺❤

  • @emilyfear
    @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

    I'm sorry to those who have already seen this video. I had to reupload due to UA-cam issues 😖I'd really appreciate it if you'd like and comment to help my video get back into the algorithm! 💕

  • @BlenderGeek-e9o
    @BlenderGeek-e9o 3 місяці тому

    Thankyou didi

  • @kairon156
    @kairon156 3 місяці тому

    This one looks quite good.

  • @InferiorPotassium93
    @InferiorPotassium93 3 місяці тому

    nice

  • @SirsSmilesAlot
    @SirsSmilesAlot 3 місяці тому

    yea this goes on my comfort videos list

  • @Cornfedstudios
    @Cornfedstudios 3 місяці тому

    love

  • @MysteryMycology
    @MysteryMycology 3 місяці тому

    What a delight. So helpful thanks!

  • @neuro5261
    @neuro5261 3 місяці тому

    6:38 drum and bass :o

  • @lightsout630
    @lightsout630 3 місяці тому

    I just subscribed this is good stuff

    • @emilyfear
      @emilyfear 3 місяці тому

      Thank you so much! 😄