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I’m really sorry for just being myself mom:)

2:53 this music make me feel at home

I hear your crys dog boy but i cant find you im lost to someone please help us can someone hear us help us your just a dog im just a kid someone help anyone help, help help

I cant cry anymore.

00:23 this is so true especially cuz I have ADHD and I have to take a disgusting pill every day and I'm only ten ...

Poor babies. 🤍 If you need someone to talk to let me know. I’m always listening. <3

I hate that nobody believes me when I say I’m afraid to be all alone because I’m gonna take pills. I’m not alone now, I’m in a room full of people. I can’t be alone. If I’m alone I’m going to do it. I can’t be alone.

I'm a dog that doesn't bark. A dog that doesn't bite. I keep coming back to the people who hurt me. My tail always wags,even if they ripped my to peices.

OK I relate to to much of this for me to not get hit right in the feels. I'm not sick enough is to real rn.

I feel so...dirty...why...why did this have to happen to me...at the age of..4...my body is so dirty...i hate myself so much..i ruined myself..i did this to myself...idiot,idiot,idiot,idiot.

This music makes me feel good

TW: SH, suicide, cocsa (child on child sexual abuse) I fucking hate them, everything they did to me, they're why I can't have healthy friendships now, why I push other people down and away, why I lie and trick so I'm loved, why I'm so desperate for attention and to be the favourite, why I make everything about me, why I have breakdowns because I'm so mad at nothing, why I scratch my skin until it's raw because I'm so angry. And then what he did. Made me unable to trust people in relationships, made me scared of dating, made me consider attempting suicide, made me miserable, made me slow to trust, and I only realised it was cocsa a few days ago. Every traumatic thing makes me a worse person. Im constantly angry, with no empathy, i constantly shit talk people, I blame everyone else, I hold petty grudges and I hate. And all I can do is hope that its not my fault.. because it's not, right..? I'm not a bad person because I am.. it's their fault.. I hope. I don't want to be like this. Why can't I just let go? Fuck, I am such a wreck. EXTREME TW FOR THIS BIT FUCKING HELL I HATE HIM I HATE HIM NEVER ASKING MY CONSENT I HAD TO TRICK MYSELF INTO LOVING HIM HE LEFT FUCKING BRUISES ON MY ARMS IT HURT SO BAD I NEVER SAID YES I SAID STOP I SAID NO YET HE KEPT BITING ME I SAID STOP YET HE KEPT GRABBING MY CHEST HE REFERRED TO ME AS A GIRL IM NOT A GIRL IM NOT IM NOT DONT YOU EVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN HIS TOUCH IS LIKE SHITTY STAINS ON MY BODY I NEED TO SCRATCH OUT, I NEVER SAID YES I NEVER CONSENTED HE NEVER ASKED GOD WTF AND FUCKING CUTTING HIMSELF IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE HE FUCKED UP CAUSING ME TO RUN OFF AND HAVE WHOLE ASS PANIC ATTACK ALL BECAUSE HE MADE MY FRIEND CRY AND I STILL THOUGHT I LOVED HIM I LIED TO MYSELF TO HIM TO MY FRIENDS TO EVERYONE WHY WHY WHY I HATE HIM SO MUCH GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

Whenever i have a bad day and think my life is shit, i come to these videos to see that im lucky to be growing up the way i am right now compared to other childrens lives, i feel bad for anyone with trauma, to anyone with trauma reading this, i really want things to get better, and try to leave it in the past, and just keep getting better, i know you can, and you will, i promise

"i love you but you make me so sad"

Hey, I've seen a couple of your videos and I just wanted to ask you: Are you okay?

8:08 29:26 real

At the beginning of this year I learned something horrifying. The most scariest thing about Abuse is that the longer you are Abused, the less you become a victim. I had to leave my friend because he didn’t wanted to be saved.

i understood 0:39 to the point it was uncomfortable

0:25 5 year olds after watching south park: (8im sorry if this was an offensive joke

The first image makes me want to eat that cake so badly it’s making me so hungry

The Sputh park plushies is so cite

Its really s nice day when a crg video come out

What the song?

I feel dirty

0:37 very unrelated, BUT OMG ITS NOBODY BY MITSKI

I'm pitiful, sunken place soon as l'm questioning my life I'm seeing ghosts, blacking out, relapsing one thought at a time I spare no feelings that ain't mine, I'm in my feelings when I slide, I mean

whats traumacore im a bit confused

i dont understand what he got out of doing it to me

“You never said sorry” hit hard

god doesnt love me anymore for the things i did :(

Last year (well not really last year, last grade) there was this boy in my class who would uhh touch girls butts and like- he did ut to me and i felt so ugh.. everyone treated it as a joke and the teacher never found out. He was talking to my friend once and i was walking bybso i accidentally heard their conversation and when she asked him why he did it he said "it's so distracting!" Like- anyways, he's better now but i still feel disgusted by it.

0:01 0:12 So relatable :,( Im sure most of you would probably either forget this comment or scroll past, but to those that are willing to give it a read: I’m about to be 30 next year and I still deal with the aftermath of the abuse I endured as a teen. I know I can’t relate with many of you, as I had a great childhood until I was 13. But after all these years, I can’t trust no one to the point It’s hard to make friends and refuse to start relationships since I get skittish when people try to get physically close to me. Not sure if it’s from the trauma or part of me having Asperger’s syndrome. I’ve accepted it as part of my life and learned to deal with it. Despite having to live with cptsd. I just want to say that I hope everyone is doing better and enjoying life as much as they can. Thank you for reading this far!

I just wanna say thank you bc your videos have really helped me a lot, I just hope you’re getting better and that you know it’s okay to not be completely fine. you’re a person and it’s unnatural to be completely perfect.

I can't believe you left me here

I can't stop rotting

You don't even remember me after everything you did to me.

I prayed I prayed I prayed

You still haven't apologized

I will never return

I'm always so scared

I don't want you to come back and make me dirty again. Unwashed

thank you.

I love when you post, your videos bring comfort to me but I honestly wonder how you are sometimes.

what have i done