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one of the few videos that puts me to sleep when i’m having really bad species dysphoria :) thanks for your help, from an otherkin <3

Thanks to god were all still here in this world !

'"I love." Simply said she. "Love what?" Asked he with confusion in his voice. "I don’t know. I just love." Answered she with a smile.'

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Thank you for making this slowed loop with rain…. Its very clean 🥰🥰🥰 it becames theraphy that heals me a lot…. May u always be blessed ヽ(´▽｀)ノ

I find myself coming back to this video every night. Things have been so unbelievably rough for me for several years now, and I'm just at an all-time low. It sounds cliche, I know, but... i've never felt so alone, so worthless, in my life. People *Say* they care, but... life has proven otherwise. I'm always told "You're Not Alone In This Fight." Yet.... I see nobody but myself. I should be in college, i should've graduated by this year and had begun to pursue a masters or bachelor's of some sort.... but i'm not. Almost 21 years old and i've done absolutely nothing good with my life since my grandmother passed in 2022... life has been cruel to me since then, and i find myself asking if it's even worth continuing the fight anymore. I've lost a lot of friends because of stupid decisions i've made, and I hate myself for doing that. I find myself saying that I'm my own worst enemy more and more. I've let myself go. I've more or less given up on the search for love, given up on improvement. I just... I don't wanna keep goin' man. I've lost everything, and I just don't see a light at the end. This video makes me feel what very little remains of me, but i'm afraid even that remnant is beginning to fade away. I may be catholic, but i dont have any faith anymore, because if there really *is* a god.. then I wouldn't be here writing this... but I am. The question is: *How Much Longer Am I Going To Endure This Pain For?*

In a world full of monsters, I am no different. In a world full of angels, I am no different. I become what, I see. - some random stranger online

This is her song. Even through the vastness of the universe, or the countless timelines, or the number of universes. I’d choose her. I don’t know what makes me feel like that, but every time I try to forget her. She’s there. In my head standing there. It’s like I can’t seem to shake the feeling of her. I see her in my dreams? How weird right? I think I’m too obsessed with someone who doesn’t care. I wish life wasn’t like that.

This song plays exactly what my pain has been over the years, I’ve never felt so alone

All thanks to God

where are you finding your peace with yourself the hardest?

Fuck I’m so lonely, no one would know in my life either. Damn.

If your watching videos like this while thinking about your girlfriend being with another guy and abandoning you even though she loves you so much in general, don’t worry, I have the same thing, I am a very happy and thankful man with a girlfriend that loves me but yet I imagine how life would be without her, it’s called relation stress. If you have it and you cry to just images of life like this, it means you truely love her and you are overprotective / overreacting with her. Stay strong people ❤️ Don’t create relationship issues without insuring the situation

Darixz locknd ino

This is one of those masterpieces that makes you feel like you're in heaven. The best moments of your life flash before your eyes.❤ I know how it feels and sometimes you might feel like you wanna give up,but don't do it. Keep believing in yourself and you'll get through it❤ Jesus is with you and he loves you❤ Never forget that❤

I still remember when my grandfather was dying beside my lap, i can see his soul being taken out, the facial expression of his dead body is like an empty vassel. I still remember when i kiss my grandmother's cold lifeless forehead as a farewell at her funeral. One day we will be gone. Nobody knows when & how. Cherish your life as best as you can before it's too late.

But n then The Lord Yeshua commanded us not to Love this world , but to Love one another n

I’m just so confused on what I’m feeling. Is it love? Or even something else. I’ve been dating this girl for 5 months and we’ve had our rough patches and even though we’re not arguing or something right now I feel as if we’re losing each other already. I’ve always been not so good with understanding my emotions especially when it comes to love. We say “I love you” but it’s confusing. I’m sure I love her, I mean that’s why I’m writing this because the thought her leaving is tearing me apart but. I don’t think I’m happy. I ask this question if I’m happy. I also ask when you’re in a relationship are y’all supposed to talk a lot to each other? I thought we talked and had normal moments together but yesterday she told me we barely talk and silence is okay but it makes her weary and reconsider our relationship. I just don’t even know anymore. 5 months may not be a lot but I’ve spent so many memories with her already. I want to talk to her about it because communication is very important but I can feel the talk and the end of our relationship. We’ve always talked about what we’ve been feeling and there were times I didn’t think we’d make it out, but this is different. Maybe it should end. Maybe me and her would be happier without each other. Letting go is such a difficult thing to do. I’ve given up but haven’t. I hope many things. Contradicting myself with every thought. I love her but I don’t know. I’ll talk to her about it some time soon and update this when that time comes. Thank you for the ones who read this and I need advice. Call me evil and not like me but I just want to be okay.

“There is a place in the soul that neither time nor space nor no created thing can touch.” - Meister Eckart

Its like I exist again.. and don't feel alone.

“You ok?” “Yeah” 🥲

Why does this make me think of The Happiest Day.

Cassiel .. this is what you mean to me ..

I hate myself

I will see you some day Mother Mary. I hope this song is playing ❤😢

Its makes me sad seen that so many people here in the comments connect this song with bad feelings like loneliness, depressed feelings, sadness, sorrow, grief. I also listened to slow songs like this on to embrace bad feelings but now i start to listen to the melodie and fill this songs with good memories. Now when i hear this songs i feel kind of a inner peace. I dont wanna sound like some spiritual guy cuz im not but i hope you find this peace and calmness too

beautiful.....

I’m currently struggling through a lot of stress in my life knowing I will never be perfect. But I pray every day and try to not fall into satins lies that I don’t matter and that I’m not important or that no one loves me. Because even in the worst times where I do bad stuff, I always know who to look to. If no one left in this world loves me, Jesus will. Jesus loves me when no one else will.

We can burn brighter, no matter how small the spark in us may seem, or even if it doesn't exist at all. All it takes is a little gust of wind to fuel that innate fire, or the right parts to grind to get that initial spark. That's to say, even when there is nothing, there is something. Don't give up on yourselves, even if they do.

Jesus the son of the living god is king of kings .

I cry sometimes because of you but this is good. I miss you. You will be always special in my life. I'm talking about my eternal grandpa. Remembering you is always one of the most beautiful things in my life! If you were here, we'd play chess, we'd talk for months, we'd to do everything we didn't do together. I'm 18 now, but I'm inexplicably grateful to have spent 12 years by his side. I don't know if it's good or not but I hope to see you again. You're part of my faith. ❤ I'll always love you grandpa!

Up until this moment I feel I abandoned myself. It’s been tough, but I’m beginning to feel what my soul has been going through. I don’t know why this pain exists but I want to find out. I will find out and I’ll never leave you alone again. I promise ❤ (cries to sleep)

I’m in love with a girl who doesn’t even know I exist… And we’re so far from each other… my only solace is if I see her in my dreams. 🖤🦋🌹

I can’t remember your voice anymore, nothings the same. I miss you so much, i needed you and time decided you had to go. ILY so much I hope you know and remember that. I’m sorry I couldn’t do all that I promised but your still my sweet baby boy, you will always be. You’re my biggest regret, leaving you is the worst thing I’ve done. But I know somewhere someday wherever you maybe you’ll remember this silly girl who loved you. Take it easy baby and please visit me in my dreams, I’ll be waiting there patiently my love, till next time.

Who else from okc

Thank you for not putting disgusting advertisements in this audio. Gives me chill ❤

"My life was in shambles, but you kept me together. My world was falling, but you held on. My mind was fading, but you kept me in the light. Even with you gone, I swear I can still hear you."

Thank you God for helping me, you took me out of where I was and changed me for the bettter.

Merci Chef ^^

I lost my cat. He's the reason why I'm still here. Now he's gone and it's the first death I've dealt with that's close to me. I tired of being told I'm sorry over and over again. I just want my cat back. I feel like he's cold, I want him to not be cold. I want my cat back. I miss him so much. I promise him I bring him with me once I make it to college. He died before I could show him everything I worked for. I can't bare to be home. It doesn't feel like hoke without him anymore. I use to listen to this song for comfort. Now I can't bare to hear it without thinking of him. It rain the day I buried him. Please, I just want him to be warm

I’m gonna be really honest here, I don’t even know what to really do with my life anymore. I have goals that I wanna do and when I get depressed I just say work to that goal, but I’m just so lost in everything right now. I was always bullied up until last year and I actually started to become likable to my grade and stuff and I grew out of some things that I thought my new friends would make fun of me for. And then we got into this year and it’s like we’ve gone apart from eachother. We stopped being friends with some of the guys in our friend group and then it just kept getting more separate. And I’ve been dating my girlfriend for about a year and it feels like we’ve made no progress but I feel like I’ll be the bad one if I break up with her and even if I do i feel like it’s gonna affect the relationships I have with people cuz they always said “ oh you two are such a cute couple” or even people I met through her and became close friends with. And I just feel like everything is going back to what it was before last year. Like my friends are starting to talk more bad about me in front of me but I don’t even know it that’s just me overthinking from all the years I’ve been bullied or if it’s an actual insult. And when I try to get in on jokes they just do the same thing. And when I try to gain more respect or just be likable, like with sports I feel like any sport I do I just can’t do right and that there is no way to fix it. I don’t know if anybody’s gonna read this cuz why would people but if someone does, can you just tell me if I’m paranoid or actually not paranoid. I just feel like I have nobody else to talk about this to so if it’s just a last resort. I’m just trying to get out of the hole I was in before tbh :/

I'm in such a difficult place in my life right now. I don't know what to do anymore, and I'm so tired of pretending I'm fine and faking positivity when in reality, I'm dying inside. I've been through stuff no human being should ever go through and I just need to rest. I'm so tired. I don't want to fight anymore...

Saying goodbye for the last time is a scary thing but all things in life must come to an end

I sleep to this almost every night

Thanks ❤💫😴💤🌛💞

this song is so unique in its beauty. i can’t tell if its a happy or a sad beauty.

I have been listening for 29 minutes

This is too good and smooth