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I'm a 40-year-old gay guy and I am a thousand percent for monogamy. It is often difficult to march to your own drum beat and listen to your instincts when the world around you pressures you to conform to its dictates. Respect your core values and establish firm boundaries. I pray to God that both of us and our respective partners remain faithful and committed throughout our lifetime. Thank you for this video. You give me hope!

Maybe *subjectively* , individually, perhaps, this world is not miserable *all* of the time, sure. But no matter what you're doing, there are children, animals, and other innocent creatures/people being tortured/"deleted" from life around the clock ⏰. So, without meaning to be a downer, it truly *IS* ALWAYS a terrible realm. Even writing this brief message is depressing me to no end (See? We even torture *ourselves* ...).

From watching this video I feel so much better to know that there's someone else out there who likes to sleep a lot. And actually, right now, I'm going to see if I can take a nice long nap.

We're depressed because we can see the reality of life, not because of chemical imbalances. Work till your 70 then die. Yes it is fucking depressing!

gg

Jesus loves you ❤

Thanks for remembering your fans, and sharing your news...not all news is good Look up a local (gay?) realtor, to find the realtor rental listings on realtor MLS (some might be found on Zillow rentals). Sacto LGBTQ center (or craigslist) for a gay roommate? Move in with your BF? Is he stepping up at this time? (Lots of guys may volunteer to help, but this is what your BF is for!!!) (And yes, I joke about it, but I'm monogamous) You deserve a good life and better Holidays!

do not point camera at yourself.

Life is becoming unaffordable. Let's face it. I feel like modern life has failed humanity. Hope it gets better though. Wish I could offer you a place to stay. I live in Canada though. Good luck with everything Cameron. Lots of love to you.

Start looking straight away and get the hell outta there...❤

Make sure you get your 30 day extension in writing !!! The landlords spoken words to only one roommate has absolutely no meaning as there are no “in person witness” to the actual conversation. Therefore, you need to move NOW and not later.

Bummer, you will find an even better home. But I can understand going through grief and anger.

That water is so cold.

Thank you. Great job. Very helpful. Nice to see. So beautiful.

No, you never do forget historic trauma; it stays with us for life. But try to look forward instead. You're model handsome. If you're 6'3 and 180, you're nowhere near overweight. So there's a classic disconnect there. It's holding you back from growing into who you are. Do your best to move forward. You are a beautiful, young Gay man with a bright future. Unfortunately, we don't get those kinds of messages.

Such a beautiful man you are. Not many have the ability to be in love let alone fall in love.

Weak...your experience is weak and attention seeking

Mr. Out of Town seems manipulative. Did he thank you for the attention you provided him during your time together?

OMFG "you are overthinking" = ""let me pull the wool over your eyes", IMO It appears you cruised with a toxic "friend" group....some people do not travel well. Your Mom sounds wise. Cameron, no one should accept being bullied. If your "friend" group are racists (yeah extreme), and you aren't...they will think you are weird. Who cares? You have good instincts...listen to yourself. You were apologizing to a black hole, looking for closure, explanations, and healing for yourself. You forgave Him, even though he said you lowered his "dating status". Honestly noble. And who takes stress well? Cameron please cut yourself some slack and avoid stress and toxic people.

Your lover decides, without consideration, that he is to be away from home most of the year...he describes a scenario where he is "partially abandoning" you...its logical to feel abandoned. It was an excellent idea to break up with him, don't consider yourself as being impulsive. Your self protection instincts had kicked in. What you call super-creepy and cringy about yourself is IMO endearing. You appear to be capable of great love, you describe being a very loving guy, and maybe you feel your best in loving, sharing, communicative situations... You got back together and he felt "off"...you had matured and realized that he was distant. Congrats on the second breakup...but not on friends-with-benefits. You are good sex, it appears...take pride in that, but he has specifically identified himself as "not the guy for you" because he does not have YOUR interests at heart.

Are you for real? Maybe you’re on the spectrum? Because you are making no sense. Elsewhere you claim to want a loving long-term monogamous relationship. No way should it take a year to discover whether or not you could love any guy. Just why did you hang around for a year wasting his time? How could you not discover until break up that he loved you? What do you mean by he was all you wanted ‘on paper’? Why bawl your eyes out - you ditched him? Sorry to be so,harsh but you come across as an absolute flake right now. Until you sort yourself out, woe betide any guy you hook up with - unless it is purely for carnal purposes. Your language - both oral and body - suggests an extremely troubled soul. Which is too bad - because you appear to be a really decent, likeable guy - handsome too.

At your age I was of the same opinion - vehemently so. With the passage of time, while an open relationship may not necessarily occur, temptation impossible to assuage probably will. I don’t think humans are naturally monogamous- regardless of sexual orientation. Studies are inconclusive. But our closest genetic primate cousins are not - and also their orientation is fluid.

I look forward to your follow up video about this subject in twenty years. Things change, people disappoint, but mostly our ideals and goals adjust to our circumstances. Best of luck

I don't align with your reasons, but the end result is similar. I don't share toothbrushes, so I don't share intimate partners. It doesn't matter what is popular...

You're definitely not the only one who wants monogamy. There's good looking gays out there even on youtube that practice and prefer monogamy. I strive for it too. I just think that to completely give yourself to someone, you have to put all of yourself and time and care into one person. Everyone's different, but I'm definitely monogamous too. I want nothing less. Great vid. Love the pink shirt also. Happy Pride!

Nating rong with you Long do you have a beautiful heart only matterLove Love 💕 2023 Everyone is idiots who wanna push you down then I did not happy with his self. All the time have bad people People in good people 🙏 thanks Bless you Jesus love you😊❤Nena Flórida

Well the whole christian community is messed up lol I apologize for your experiences:-( I think and believe you can be saved and gay/queer cause its really only about you and God❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

You are genuine and not selfish for i Knowing what you want or don't want.

Relationships can be difficult.

Dead bodies 🥺 red flag!

you are so beautiful have a wonderful day ❤️❤️❤️

Sounds like you said your height is 650. Confused. You don’t look fat but you aren’t exactly showing your body. And not halfway in yet listening to what you’re saying. But bullying 12 and younger really don’t count. Unless there is lingering trauma of course. What’s the moral of this story? Have to wait until the end. But honestly, I’m not finding this story useful. By the way, the body you showed after taking off your shirt is quite sexy. So what’s the problem. Why did you choose the topic about body image for this video. And hit me up for a date when your finished.

Cameron, you are a beautiful person. As a suggestion, re-watch this video, muting the sound. Start at about 10:20. Your determination and self-confidence improves, you have a "Here I am" vibe - and you seem to be smiling more. Congratulations, you appear to be in a better place, now, and can re-visualize the old bullies as misguided and toxic. Like you said, " love yourself ".

Congratulations honey pumpkin, I literally fell back in joy I wish you 100K soon dear. Bless you, bless you, bless you.

You're so open in this video. Never would've guessed you were 6,3''. You're so tall and handsome. Your childhood photo looked a lot like me when I was a kid. I'm lucky I wasn't bullied in elementary school but in high school I was a few times. I lost a lot of weight at ages 16-18 but slowly gained it back. I'm overweight now but strangely I feel great and my healthiest and workout harder than ever. I wish I had a thinner body but I also have some muscle which gives me somewhat of a nice frame. I might try fasting or going lower calorie idk. Always hungry. Anyways, thanks for sharing.

You're not alone with the one way street issues downtown. How do you feel about SF downtown?

Very scenic. Love to hike too. Appreciate your adventurousness

Huge double standard. If a boy had groped a girl it would have been a crime. Turn the tables and the boys are expected to enjoy the abuse as normal and acceptable . It is not normal or acceptable. Males in general are treated as second class citizens when it comes to their bodily autonomy being violated. That attitude needs to stop.

Congratulations ❤️

Go do Ayahuasca all all that goes away along with other crap. 😂😊

Congratulations Cameron! So awesome. Love you. Nice to see fellow gays succeed. Stay you. Stay awesome. Happy pride month also. 🌈🎆✨🎊🌈

You don't look small...and I believe you stated you are 6 foot something. You appear to be deliciously understated, unaware of your handsomeness, and delightfully calm and thoughtful. Happy Pride Month 2023, and thoroughly enjoy this ego boost from your subscriber totals. Don't forget to bask in the love from your attentive viewers, as well.

You ask for a life partner....you do realize you are sexy AF? Guys are gonna get what they can... I feel you are the not the problem. You seem like the kind of guy - friendly, and good-looking - that other guys "want to test drive around the block". That is a good thing.

Any boyfriend is capable of treating you 'right', and you shouldn't seem surprised when a boyfriend does treat you nicely! This X sounds as if he's demanding 'no contact' to pull on your heartstrings... Your X also seems manipulative. I wasn't there and am not casting shade...just observing from your discussion. I am so glad to hear you can be selfish...learn and grow about you...celebrate yourself

“Love at first sight is very real” don’t be shy, grab the bull by the horns and take from there.

Wow, Cameron. You're sincere authenticity, coupled with your effective ability to simply communicate what's in your heart... people need that so much!! I hope your channel becomes very successful, toward helping others as well as your own self. Life is SO complex, and we have to deal with SO much in life... both internally and externally. It's also probably pretty obvious to "us" that we've perhaps had to deal with far more than most people have to deal with.. rejections, misunderstanding, etc etc. It's tough. And here we are, trying our best to "live normally" in the middle of dealing with all that at the same time. Whew!! No wonder relationships sometimes end up being difficult... and difficult to find what we're "truly looking/hoping for". As i said in another comment.. you're cute 😊 So coupled with simply "who you are", I think you're going to be fine! Just enjoy your being you along the way. Seems you're doing just that! Total awww! 😊

Well you get the points from coming out if your shell, I assume at one point in your life you were a chronic introvert. Just permitting someone to retain a coupon to your space can be daring, let me tell you pumpkin; I’ve had my share of obsessions with my “trade” milking me for resources & time. I’m sure you’re giving yourself grace in that you gave it a good ole year to see how “little daddy” was going to grow on you. Unfortunately he didn’t grow on you romantically for whatever reason; but from what you share, you do care for “little daddy” a lot. What you did for the sake of love is respectable. Many folks stay in relationships for the sake of keeping their families together, years spent and financial reasons. It’s self respectable of you to not mitigate your terms of what love means to you in totality. You wanted true love, when you come into someones space & you almost melt of fuzz out over the simplistic things in life. You’re making up for lost time, you’re in a big city & you’re an adorable little pumpkin looking for your Prince Charming. When I was in my 20’s, the homies had anywhere from 2 to 4 weeks to grow on me before I cut the muffin in half. I bless you for peace, perseverance and even greater prosperity in all aspects of your life, keep it together Pumpkin; one of these ole days your baby daddy will tip toe in your space & you’ll know it’s him for real. 😇

You're an amazing person. It's good to be true and know what you want. Life's too short to be with someone you're not crazy in love with. I recently subscribed to your channel. Love your vids. I'm tired of being single but I know it isn't worth settling for just anyone. Thanks for sharing Cameron. Love you man.

same man.. excessive sleep is so comforting...and i use video games also i just want to cry idk those addictions is very hard to break and no one think that it's serious. thanks for sharing, it's nice to know that there is people who can understand.

I do this too. This started in middle school. It really has been a huge escape from reality.