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Yes @xanevidz my friend, I did :) and others ! Thank you for asking 🙏🏻. I’m not so young though!

I bet you were a perfect parent

@ nope I wasn’t

And to be clear of course I wish this young lady all the very best in her recovery. This was posted some years ago and I hope all is well today.

@@planet6393 kind of. I actually do get physical symptoms when I’m in withdrawal from high dopamine hitters.

@@planet6393 thank you for commenting. Welcome to my channel. Very old video now

@@amandadinicola5857 thanks for your encouragement. It was a very codependent relationship. We are not together anymore.

@@kalilakizzy8498 hey thanks for commenting. What would you like to know? I’m on about 2 years now I think. I have to start withdrawing from it in 2025. It really helped me back on my feet. I’ve gained a lot of weight though. Please do check out my more recent videos x

@@Mr.character.shuaib2 yes! Thank you that’s exactly what it felt like. Thank you. I’ve tried to explain this to family, not just with meth but with cr4ck as well. The crack landing is frightening right? Be safe my friend x

oh wow! Thank you so much for your comment. I am grateful your comment. It encourages me. Though, the Lord was working through me. I Did wonder who the message is for. Praise the Lord!

This video is 6 years old.

@suzanne1430 recovered addicts spend the rest of their Lives fighting and hiding from the Yets to happen. once an addict Always a addict

Oh wow really? I’ve been on pregab for 15 years 😕. I’m down to 75 on that now

It is isn’t it? I should maybe do an update on that because five years later there’s still issues and we got married now separated x chaos x

@@BellæBerserkBreakjaw oh my goodness what a story. I totally get about meth hitting me different. I think the narcolepsy I’ve got now, though always the fatigue all my life, i would crash out many times after taking meth. It was crazy. You’re doing so well. Alcohol addiction is in virtually every home here or at least every family. I always used to say I wouldn’t touch heroin because I would be a statistic that’s what I told myself from a very early age when I realised that I was an addict, but three years ago my husband relapsed and then I ended up on it. he says I begged him for it but I can’t remember that I remember begging him for rocks because I was so frustrated and upset and then I remember it being like a mind blowing thing and then realising what was on it I couldn’t. I couldn’t stop it then I nearly died that year . I was in hospital for days. I woke up in hospital on narloxone infusion. It was hideous. I was screaming for Jesus for relief and I would be blessed with a couple of hours sleep before waking up to feeling cold burning throughout my entire body. Your journey is incredible and I will pray for you to continue. And have the most blessed life. I’m on 6mg buprenorphine I was trying to get to 4 but it’s currently assisting the pregabalin reduction. I’m already down to 75mg. Bless you friend x

@@Eirinen_E34 Hiya! Right now there is only one person that I can think of who would mention those days but I went through a lot of narcotics in the years that followed. So I could be wrong! Give me another clue lol

@@Eirinen_E34 actually more to the point would say that they still live in London….

@BeingHisCreation I have the same name as you. We lived together with your granddad

@@BeingHisCreation I'm your ex best friend Emma ( bagsy ) From the Westcountry too.

@@Eirinen_E34 Literally you were who I was thinking of! Holy Moly! Like mate I am sorry for the way things went. My head was smashed in cos of our 'landlord' and I was in all sorts of psychosis. I've wondered about you and how you are. Way Ay man was on FB said he saw you once. Are you well? There is seriously only one other female that i've known that appreciated Gaba the way I did. It's good to connect Em.

It’s the psychiatrist that’s told me I need to 😳

@@BeingHisCreation oh dear. At least you are coming off slowly.

Thank you so much I’ve just recorded ep 3 including the hair!

​@@BeingHisCreationAmazing thank you I am here for this! Have some awesome mornings as you said upcoming recording and look forward to the benefit of your knowledge amd experience Total mad respect xo

@@ValkyrieWarGoddess-x1b I only just saw this. So what’s up with your hair? Xx

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​@BeingHisCreation I lost half of my hair at age 24. Since then I've had approximately 3 subsequent regrowths and losse as.well. its like 2 steps forward one step back with my hair and it looks different every day, some days straighter some days curly I feel that God will bless me and my hair and help me to get healthy again bod, mind, spirit and hair. It will take obedience and sobriety to obtain this hope of a reward from Gold my hearts desire is for my hair to he beautiful for my husband to enjoy beauty. Well your hair is beautiful and a crowning glory I am happy for you. Please pray for me thank you I'm currently in a loss arc with my hair as of late, my addictions particular to nicotine have escalated as of late. My body is aching and paining I'm also 6 weeks postpartum.

It was a long time ago but feels like only yesterday but I only can tell you that I’m only recently finding out why I personally struggled with this drug and that’s due to having lived most of my life with undiagnosed ADHD so I would I would go through cycles of being exhausted and using amphetamines as a way to cthen the first time I try crystal math I was hooked all I can say with regards to your family member is don’t enable them keep praying for them. I love them like Jesus would I love yourself too? you don’t have to put up with my behaviour. You can. You can shut that out until they’re over our place to behave themselves. Coda.org has some really good resources and also a lot of understanding into childhood traumas. Feel free to ask any more questions peace and love and Price and light. Xx

@@meghan4884 oh Meghan I’m so sorry you are going through this part. If you want to chat I’m happy to arrange a 30 min zoom chat with you to help you navigate the beginning of your journey x

@@BeingHisCreation I would love that

@@meghan4884 hi lovely, I’ve set up another email address for a friend to connect with me, so I’ll put it here. Reach out to me and once you do I’ll give you my personal email address, so the alias can be deleted. I’m happy to arrange a zoom or something with you and hopefully point you in the right direction. Could I ask what state or county/country you are in please? Bhcgirl@icloud.com

@@meghan4884 hey the email address I set up didn’t work. Did you try sending a message?

@@laceyspacey9522 it’s nuts innit? People would rather we be broken and ‘fun’ than whole and still fun! Just not their kinda fun! 😁😁. I forgot to tag you in the next video 🤦‍♀️.

Thank you! 😊 I haven’t been able to grow it for years and as you can it was short a as couple years ago but I have a testimony about the miracle growth! X

Please share the hair testimony I would love to hear, thanks

@ The hair testimony is coming :)

Looking forward as my hair is all over the place with losses and gains its like 2 steps forward 1 step back. I also feel stimulants and now nicotine is retarding/stalling my growth and it's a big deal. Since I've given up.every addiction except for this one and feels like giving up on addiction itself is another level as use nicotine as a substitute for drug of choice. Yknow Thanks youre a sweetheart Relateable content have a good day

Hey! thank you so much! I am in the future now. It's 5 years on and well, I am not doing the meth. Still battling though

Hey! Thank you so much, how are you?

@BeingHisCreation I'm well thanks Emma. Hope your doing well. Jay

Woah! That’s some hardcore story. Absolutely kudos for getting your kid to safety too. You’re awesome. It never got me like fortunately but it did nearly kill my psychologically. It was so intense though I continued to battle it for about another 5 months after I did this video. You’ve got a story to tell thank you for sharing it with this community x

@BeingHisCreation at the end of the day it's probably more of an adventure than the 9 to 5 grind to the grave, but as they say each too their own whoever they are.

@BeingHisCreation and thanks mate for your positive attitude towards me. I really appreciate that mate cheers.

@@ZeroFox1970 I can both identify and appreciate the adventure aspect :) And all these things shape who we are today, which is always going to be a good thing, so long as we keep trying to do the right thing, right?! Respect to you.

@@ZeroFox1970 Who am I to judge? You're likely in a better position than me anyway! NOthing but positivity for a recovering addict x

You have no idea how your comment has impacted me! Ya know when God speaks then gives confirmations... You are my second confirmation. I have recorded two videos, on is a build up and the next one you have a mention. Thank you for your encouragement. Stand in faith sister xx

hey! Thank you so much! please see my recent videos, this one was 5 years ago and a lot has changed xx