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I see a starlit horizon of mountains on an alien planet!

Drinking some weed with a straw :D

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You're welcome! Glad you enjoyed the video!

ok u guys i took a big one was clean

I'll toke to that! 🤙🤙

I really feel for You, that's not an easy experience to go through. For What it's worth, these experiences bring out Our darkest sides in Us, and force Us to confront them. Cannabis furthermore hollows the Psychedelic Experience. From My Experience, mixing Psychedelics with Cannabis is an excellent way to potentiate the "trip", but to completely cancel out and even invert the benefits. In other words, it's an evil combo. You may have had some Nihilistic tendencies which went unnoticed for a long time before You had this Experience, and this Experience simply dissolved any safeguards You had against a full realization of this outlook. The Good news is - about Your feelings of insignificance - they aren't Reality! Plenty of People go through profound Psychedelic Experiences and arrive at plenty of deep realizations about Reality, and they are not All just doom and gloom. Understanding that Your Experience reflects Your unique place in the World, and Your unique challenges, is the first step to leaving this Nihilistic mindset. Once You've done that, You have to go through the arduous and difficult Experience of reconstructing a sense of Meaning, and eventually Purpose, in Your Life. This is much harder than most People realize. It's important to recognize that the way to achieve this isn't just through taking Psychoactive Substances. Yes, Psychedelics can help facilitate and catalyze growth under certain conditions, but ultimately the path to self-realization is accomplished through hard work and a healthy respect for Life. Psychedelics induce profound realizations about the difficulties in Your Life at the cost of overcoming those difficulties on Reality's terms. Whether or not taking them is a Good thing is a question I honestly can't answer. That being said, OBVIOUSLY don't mix them with Cannabis, and be clean from Cannabis for as long as possible before even considering taking them again. I would honestly just recommend not touching Cannabis ever again, regardless of Your circumstances or how much You use it. You should be aware of the long-term Effects of consuming it, the recent Kurzgesagt Video is a Good starting point. And I'm not saying this from a place of ignorance about the Plant, I've used it Myself, going through periods of heavy and not-so-heavy use for about 4 Years before quitting it altogether 11 Months ago. In any case, just remember that Your Life DOES MATTER and that Reality is NOT INSIGNIFICANT. A Good way of appreciating this fact is with acknowledging how vapid the concept of "All is Meaningless" really is. If Everything is Meaningless, then that realization in and of itself is Meaningless and therefore should have no Effect on Our Lives. It should not even ever occur to Us. The fact that something is capable of occurring to Us is proof that Reality is not Meaningless. If it was then there would be nothing to realize, and nothing to think about or know. The mere fact that Reality exists (and by exists I mean "is simply there", and nothing beyond that) proves that there exists a fundamental Asymmetry between Being and Non-Being. In other words, no Duality is equivalent. Evil is not the same as Good, Falsehood is not the same as Truth, Death is not the same as Life, and We are not the same as the Transcendent, Ineffable "One", the Source of All Reality and Meaning. I hope You stay safe, and wish You the best on Your Journey of Healing and Self-Realization. I hope My comment is helpful and gives You some answers regarding What You're going through. Cheers!

​@@aldebaran584 But I can tell you: I have learned and continue to learn from these feelings I have had in my last experiences. I have been adapting to the idea that things have no real meaning, and, as time goes by, this has stopped being scary and has become intriguing. If nothing makes sense, the meaning is given by the viewer. I have been seeing things differently, with a different perspective. I have been trying to be more alive and present, with less fear and putting more personality into what I do, after all, nothing makes sense anyway. About using cannabis together with mushrooms: I am aware of the irresponsibility I committed. I had already researched it and saw that the effects would be more intense, but the truth is that in the last two experiences I was looking for something more recreational, visual. I ended up disrespecting medicine, my body, spirit and mind. Thank you for the consolidation and the kind words. I continue to live with a new perspective of the world, which sometimes gets stuck in my throat, while other times makes me feel passionate about even the simplest things in this life. Always one day after the other. Cheers!