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hope164
Приєднався 30 січ 2007
My journey and life living with a bulimia, obesity along with Bipolar,Borderline personality disorder, OCD, anxiety, along with a history with suicide from both side of the issue,,ie. attempts and losing loved ones to it.. I struggle every day,,some day are better then others.I've been to treatment for Eating disorder twice in the past. The last being summer of 2009
I still have not been about to find recovery but I am a work in progress,,my New journey is to grow in my Faith and build a stronger relationship with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.. I continue to work with the Eating Foundation of Canada as a volunteer and Guest Speaking,,My dream is to share my story and change that path so that anyone with an ED can find the help and support they did in there journey for recovery.
Please Subscribe and follow my journey as I try to recover and grow in my daily battle against mental illness and Bulimia.
I still have not been about to find recovery but I am a work in progress,,my New journey is to grow in my Faith and build a stronger relationship with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.. I continue to work with the Eating Foundation of Canada as a volunteer and Guest Speaking,,My dream is to share my story and change that path so that anyone with an ED can find the help and support they did in there journey for recovery.
Please Subscribe and follow my journey as I try to recover and grow in my daily battle against mental illness and Bulimia.
Відео
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Eating Disorder,Bipolar,Life struggle continue,,but Im Fighting hard
Recovery is a Fight and full time job!
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Recovery is a Fight and full time job!
A day in Treatment.. what it looked like
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A day in Treatment.. what it looked like
Every day thinking of mine, the departure of this cruel world soon I'll join you my young friends
Ruhet in Frieden ihr lieben die Welt Vermisst euch 😢💔🙏🙏🙏
To all that finds this video, and this very comment. An option of so called ‘living’ that many of us come too. Darkens as it begins to fall short of life. No matter the person, or where we are at in life. It always comes to find us. A thought that seems so out of place, but no other option can ever come close to the thought of being gone. A question of why… Why this, why me. After all that i have done, is it not enough? It isn’t simply something that can disappear, as it holds us firmly. It rarely leaves its untamed mark. But this is not the truth, as it appears so unbelievable. That there may be a light on the other side of this place filled wretchedly of darkness. Reaching that very light It is achievable, that somehow through all of this suffering. There is a way out, not by own hand, but through the hands of others. We are to suffer, as life prolongs. But may we cease this suffering through the connection of others. No matter the feelings that constantly consume you. Nothing is at it seems, especially the detaching moments that pull you away. They love you, the thought of caring always passes their mind as you are brought up in some way. We cant think clearly, nor can we access the truth that is witheld in our minds when we are stricken with this reality within our minds. If you are feeling some way, and need help call a family member, friend, co worker, or someone that can talk to you. IN THE CASE OF AN EMERGENCY, PLEASE CALL 911. If you are having crisis and in need of help, or re occurring thoughts of Suicide Please Call, or Text 988, or Text “Home” to 741741.
Wow, that is a very well done addition to Wayne's song. It really fits the song. Do you have that storm track available for download? It is very very well recorded.
Why no names the suiciders
Jesus over you and yours 😢. We grieve for you😢.
Feeling depressed and/or suicidal may be due to relatively common and quickly correctable problems like Vitamin D3 deficiency and/or other vitamin deficiencies, and/or relatively common genetic polymorphisms that cause problems metabolizing a vitamin to its active form which can be easily treated by taking the vitamin or vitamins in their active form (often times methylated form such as, for example, methyl B12), and/or caused by relatively common deficiencies in other micronutrients such as Magnesium and/or Zinc, etc.. It is worth having all of these possible problems checked by a doctor. Unfortunately, too often a patient will present with such problems and be given an iatrogenic psychiatric label and drug without getting to the bottom of what is causing such symptoms and without forming a proper differential diagnoses (list of possible medical causes) and then without performing the proper potentially lifesaving tests to check for such possible medical problems. Accordingly, anyone with such serious symptoms as depression should find a doctor who will promise to make such an appropriate differential diagnosis and do the appropriate potentially lifesaving testing and vitamin and/or other micronutrient therapies. Keep fighting to survive and do not give up. Find a doctor who will give you the above appropriate help, and pray to Jesus for wisdom and help in all these matters. Thomas Steven Roth, MBA, MD Christian Minister for Biblical Medical Ethics
Rest In Peace. 🙏🌹
This song has helped me through tough times
I understand! Struggling with the SAME thing right now :( It is currently 12:37am right now haha
I came across with this song about 13 years ago , in a bad time for me. It helped me cry so much , just what I needed ! And every time I feel bad I listen to it 😍thank you so much !!
When i see photographs of suicides they always have the empty look in the eyes. R.i.p. sensitive souls!
Thanks for the information. Very well explained
Good
I'm struggling as well, but at least you CAN Sleep! I dont sleep at night nor in the day. I'm chronically tired and binging like crazy!!!
I’m worried about you. How are you?
Wonder what the names of these people are.
I’ve survived 3 suicide attempts and last one was the worst. I hung myself in my moms basement. I used a dog leash. I don’t remember doing it but I remember planning it. My boyfriend knew something was up so he came over and found me still twitching and cut me down. I woke up in intensive care and immediately asked if I could see my dead father, I thought I died and freaked out when I realized I hadn’t. Recovery was the worst, my back still aches (four years later), I couldn’t walk right away so I had a catheter and a poop bag attached to my business. The thought of a bag of shit hanging on the side of my bed is one of the only things that has stopped me from attempting again. The other thing stopping me is the thought of my nieces and nephews being told I’m gone (the youngest is 4 and the one I’m helping my mom raise is only eight) I can’t stand the thought of her not getting notes and drawings in her lunch bag or even the thought of my mom having to make her lunch. Who’s gonna read books to her in silly voices? Even with all this stuff in my life that I’m grateful for, I still think about killing myself everyday.
Was it hard to get in?
I'm afraid this will be amberlyn one day :(
God bless all these beautiful souls, and may they all rest in peace!!
맨 첫번째가 유니씨... 삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다.
Can I ask what you sought help for?
1:20 lol btfo roastie
you have been an inspiration to me for years ever since you made the bulimia video to the Delta Goodrem song Fragile. I'm thinking of you every day and supporting you in this journey<3
Fuck it I'm done!
American Klingon you still with us?
you is beatuefull song i miss you the wunde full song thx for tihs song
Tick Tock
R.I.P you touched so many of us. May not be for gotten!
can someone explain what happened?
TheMsdaus, - Hope passed away from clots on her lungs.
@@wealthaana1081 oh my :( I am so sorry!
How did she die
She had clots on her lungs I believe.
I miss you my sweet friend. :(
Hugs
I can't believe this is the last time I will see your face on here. RIP sweet girl. I love you and will miss you!
Emmy i understand that. She was one of my biggest supporters. If you wanna talk feel friend to email me at jordanhn13@gmail.com
what happened?????
My heart hurts so much. We just texted on Saturday. RIP sweet angel xo
Hugs
Rest in peace, angel girl. You are beautiful, and you will be deeply missed.
I'm here love, if you want to talk xo
+Kay Ann how did this woman die? Prayers for her mom
clots on her lungs
stay strong and remember you are soooo loved <3
she's dead...
I know i was at her funeral.
I'm so so so sorry. Will be thinking of you and hoping things improve soon. Take care of yourself and lean on family and doctors! And cute animal videos on UA-cam. Hugs from nyc. --A
She's in Heaven now Alex
Hey. I went to Homewood last year. It was a wonderful treatment program and it saved my life after 30 plus years of anorexia. I'm going back next year just to push me a little further...I'm kind of stuck in the mud. I want to spend this summer with my kids, and I'm stable for the first time in many years, so I can enjoy summer play for once. If you ever feel you need to go back, by all means go back. As much as it was the HARDEST, most intense thing I have ever done, it saved my life.
thanks for the support and comments
Thanks for being real and have a great trip!!
Good to see you Hope. Keep walking and fight the negativity! Praying for you :)
Going to kill myself and I can't wait! I have not been this excited about something in a very long time. i have done an amazing job of convincing everybody around me everything is going great, and I have never been happier. Only thing left to do is deposit my final paycheck On Friday for my family, then make it look like an accident.
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joshuacap930 posted that comment 8 months ago and they uploaded a video 3 weeks ago on their channel. So, hopefully they got the help they needed.
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Can someone explain to me why there are so many dislikes on this video???
Travis s we miss tou
You are a fat disgusting conniving ass bitch, you know that?!?!?!?!
keep your chin up sweetie some way some how things will get better
1-800-273-talk
Awesome news!
I'm in the same boat with the binging problem, although I don't like to go to bed full. It's actually the middle of the might right now, but my stomach bloated out so badly that I got up to workout and walked in place while watching this video and your most recent one.
You look and seem great; congrats! Not sure about turmeric but lemon water is amazing for bloating, so keep at it!