Leyla
Leyla
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heaven is for the people who haven't read this book
as one day became one week and as one week became three, as the alphabets danced into the shape of a somewhat coherent, clickable title under a somewhat coherent, clickable thumbnail, as the reveries and analysis were sewn together into the shape of a somewhat aesthetic video, as the three week began to feel like an inescapable eternity, I had a profound, irrevocable epiphany...I don't give a fu*k.
( which is to say, I am never making a video on a book that I don't care for after this lol )
chapters:
0:00 - 1:22 : my presence here will be ornamental
1:22 - 6:04 : the terrible horrible not so good very bad love interest
6:04 - 12:21 : the terrible horrible story of abuse
12:21 - 16:11 : good writing, where art thou?
16:11 - 19:22 : the abused woman
contacts:
instagram: its_leyl.a
gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
works mentioned:
my dark vanessa by elizabeth russel
it ends with us by colleen hoover
music:
scott buckley - within out nature
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Відео

what you don't see in pride and prejudice | a pride and prejudice video essay
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I made a video for this before; but I privated it because I felt like it could have been so much better. so here's the "better" version. :)) contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
CONVINCING you to read a BOOK with ONE SENTENCE | 30 classic books you should read
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
Billie's WORST or BEST album yet? | hit me hard and soft album review
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render me blue for the rest of eternity my insta account: it's_leyl.a business inquiries: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com references: The great wave: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Great_Wave_off_Kanagawa www.atxfinearts.com/blogs/news/the-great-wave-off-kanagawa-analysis Picasso’s blue period www.masterworksfineart.com/artists/pablo-picasso/blue-period#:~:text=Hailed as a defining moment,emotional turmo...
the SADDEST Taylor swift album to date | the tortured Poets department video essay
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the 60 SECONDS that won fleabag an Emmy | a fleabag video essay Part Two
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*reads colleen hoover once*
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the 0:02 seconds that changed fleabag | a fleabag video essay
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the man who changed art forever: pablo picasso
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the tragedy of young love | 5 cm per second video essay
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
liminal spaces and HER: loneliness in the 21st century
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disqualified as a human being contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the scene that made fleabag | a fleabag video essay
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Which shouldn't exist in this world, the one who forgets or the one who is forgotten? Which is better, to love one who has died or not to see each other when you're alive? Which is better, the distant lover you long for or the one you see daily without desire? Which is the least unreliable among fickle things- the swift rapids, a flowing river, or this human world? -by Izumi Shikibu credits: Re...
"it was a canon event" dude, no | spiderman: across the spiderverse
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let me guess...he DIED. contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com credits: Effervescence by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au The Long Dark by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au
charles bukowski: don't be society's puppet
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contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
the interesting case of hitler's moustache
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i am going to go and take a chill pill. you guys have fun with this monstrous video, tho. contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
taylor swift: the art of good songwriting
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taylor swift: the art of good songwriting
the most depressing book you will read
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the most depressing book you will read
albert camus: the guy who rejected nihilism
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albert camus: the guy who rejected nihilism
if you ever fall for me, i'm sorry
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if you ever fall for me, i'm sorry
all my heroes killed themselves
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all my heroes killed themselves
we will be alright, 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙚
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we will be alright, 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙚
a reason to be happy
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a reason to be happy
plot twist: you died
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plot twist: you died
You are a miracle
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You are a miracle
unrequited love ( jane woh kaise log the )
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unrequited love ( jane woh kaise log the )
God is not dead
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God is not dead
never loving ourselves, we love each other | the black art by anne sexton
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never loving ourselves, we love each other | the black art by anne sexton
seizing meaning where there is none
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seizing meaning where there is none
i am tired of people. let's go to mars
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i am tired of people. let's go to mars
Incapable of love
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Incapable of love

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @ceejelly8783
    @ceejelly8783 2 години тому

    I love this content thank you, this is the true love at first sight. Thank you!

  • @pragnasanyal1798
    @pragnasanyal1798 День тому

    Leyla, i think i just fell in love with your work

  • @solthedragoness
    @solthedragoness День тому

    People who actually think Colleen Hoover's books are romantic need help- Also, entirely unrelated, but your accent is very familiar... we are possibly compatriots :D

  • @NyxFoxie-tm4lh
    @NyxFoxie-tm4lh 3 дні тому

    I was sexually assaulted every day from ages 7-10 by my peers at school, the same age as me. At that age, I don't think anyone knew what they were doing. I was told, that because I was pinned down and force fed dirt, worms, nettles and other things, that whichever one of the boys who sat on top of me to feed me that crap wasn't sexually assualting me, just because they would always have their knee between my legs and would press it there to make me go still. After so many years of enduring it, I wasn't me anymore. It was like I didn’t exist, shutting myself off whenever it happened. I'm now 17, and beyond terrified of having anyone too close. If I allow someone to hold me, that's a massive display of trust on my end. If I hold them back? I'd die for that person. It hurts, when I trust someone and they won't let me hug them. I understand why, everyone has their boundaries, just like I do. But I can't explain this to them. I can't look someone in the eyes and tell them this, so I'm saying this to a bunch of strangers on the internet. I can't explain, that I want to show them how much they mean to me by putting my guard down and letting them close. It hurts, a lot. I can't bear to read books like that. When they were popular... I felt like throwing up. I couldn't imagine someone, much more aware of their sexuality and sexual nature of their touches doing that to someone. I don't fully blame the kids responsible. They didn't know what they were doing to me would have such an impact, no one truly understands at that age. But it hurts, and always will.

  • @Peace.palestine1111
    @Peace.palestine1111 3 дні тому

    Why am i watching this j haven't watched the moive or read the book...

  • @Treopse
    @Treopse 4 дні тому

    Ugh, MDV was painful. A whole lotta nothing. Too long. Yes I sound like shit and victim blaming but Vanessa never took control of her life.

  • @reinbew794
    @reinbew794 4 дні тому

    I expected this to be a silly video because of the beginning. It was so much deeper. How does one write so well?

  • @GregoriusEnggar
    @GregoriusEnggar 4 дні тому

    The algorithm God is swiping her channel up. Take this great chance before it's too late.

  • @blep-iy7hi
    @blep-iy7hi 4 дні тому

    I love your editing style and your choice of videoslol. subscribed :D<3

  • @Kon-Suwa
    @Kon-Suwa 4 дні тому

    I have a very good friend (female) who reads Hoover's books, including 'It Ends with Us' and something called 'It starts with us' or something (I don't remember well). She and I have been friends since 3rd Grade (now we're in 9th) and trust me, despite having same class, same school and same apartment, we are polar opposites. She grew up reading such books which are 16-18+ since 3rd grade while I grew up reading folktales, autobiographies, children novels etc (I still read age appropriate books) She tells me how emotionally matured she is by indulging on such interests since 9-10 years old, reading such books and trust me, that's where the line between a matured and immature teenager is drawn. I won't say that I have gained 100% of emotional maturity before even turning 18 but I can tell that I'm still alot emotionally matured than my friend by how and what kind of decisions she makes and topics she talks about with me, along with what kind of friend she makes. She CANNOT fit in the groups of academically smart people (specifically talking about my group where everyone gets the highest grades, including myself) she does feel extreme jealousy in finding me fitting in such groups. She fits more in the groups of females who...are basically like herself. My group is innocent, trust me when I say this, because all we do focus on is in academics and all the dirty topics we hear and know are generally from everyone else outside our group. I won't say that NO young teenagers should read Hoover's books because it's completely not my business to pick on, but I'll just say that young teenagers who often grow up reading such books, ends up having a polluted mindset and mind. I mean young teenagers are not really supposed to know SO much about sexual stuffs (talking about early teens like 13-14) they should not be so much exposed to such stuffs where they end up not taking the actual animal reproduction as a part of science chapter in schools seriously. In my class when my teacher first opened the chapter to teach us about it, the entire class for a second felt silence and then started laughing (it can make any other student uncomfortable by the way they laughed) and the teacher ended up skipping it for the next exam... It's no good. I have myself seen so many classmates of my own, even friends like the girl, having an unpleasant aura and personality to tolerate (I have high tolerance) but in the end I just wanna say that there should actually be age restriction in huge letters at the front page of such books, not just Hoover's, because that's when concerned and protective parents who are often found most of the time in their work, can be alerted, if not, it's in their hands, but either way....that might still bring a good change in our current and future generations.

  • @viosma9589
    @viosma9589 4 дні тому

    Eh okay

  • @saumyaranjan9256
    @saumyaranjan9256 5 днів тому

    I cant quite pinpoint your accent to a specific country, are you Indian by any chance ?

    • @its_leyl.a
      @its_leyl.a 5 днів тому

      i am from pakistan

    • @saumyaranjan9256
      @saumyaranjan9256 5 днів тому

      yeah, no wonder I thought it to be indian, quite similar. well, good work with the video and the editing :)

  • @alisenoweirddudo6898
    @alisenoweirddudo6898 6 днів тому

    Yo, this video absolutely brutalized my inner feelings 😭😭😭😭

  • @manuela1803
    @manuela1803 7 днів тому

    Sorry, didn't understand a word:/

  • @lsjakahakahqowgskauq
    @lsjakahakahqowgskauq 7 днів тому

    You are an absolute genius

  • @skullcandy9641
    @skullcandy9641 7 днів тому

    It trivialises domestic abuse .. whether by a husband, father or mother

  • @TheForkU
    @TheForkU 7 днів тому

    It sounds like horror comedy

  • @argnator
    @argnator 7 днів тому

    it's no longer an epidemic of bad taste it is a plague. like the kind that wiped out half of europe, only instead of black boils and feverish sickness it's SA shameless SA fetishes

  • @shycho1690
    @shycho1690 8 днів тому

    I was not expecting Rajpal Yadav in this

  • @mr.duckie._.
    @mr.duckie._. 8 днів тому

    what is the book called?

  • @admin-morres007
    @admin-morres007 8 днів тому

    This always comforts me 💙

  • @RainyDayzzz-24
    @RainyDayzzz-24 9 днів тому

    There is literally a FILM based on this book coming out idk when starring Blake Lively

  • @lotusbloom6800
    @lotusbloom6800 9 днів тому

    😭💀😵💀🙏🏾💀😭💀🫡💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 bye👋🏽💀

  • @manasdharpure5789
    @manasdharpure5789 9 днів тому

    I'm so sorry but your voice sounds like you're on the verge of just bursting into tears IM SO SORRY

  • @enz0-gd2nx
    @enz0-gd2nx 10 днів тому

    it ends with one

  • @guythathatesbull462
    @guythathatesbull462 11 днів тому

    Okay, I’m going to back to my classical literature.

  • @Aj-Recaps2023
    @Aj-Recaps2023 11 днів тому

    This put me in a trance, and at the end I was like what the f*ck. Then I liked and subscribed. Now I need to see more of your videos....Amazing

  • @chaoticallyorganizedd
    @chaoticallyorganizedd 12 днів тому

    They should have adapt "Verity", now that's an awesome book!

  • @ArtWithLei-jv2fq
    @ArtWithLei-jv2fq 12 днів тому

    "Hell is other people," but what if hell is you?

  • @Kat-vo7ze
    @Kat-vo7ze 13 днів тому

    Why am I only now discovering your channel?! This is amazing.

  • @Groove4lyf3
    @Groove4lyf3 13 днів тому

    I love your video style, keep it up.

  • @that1guyjack269
    @that1guyjack269 14 днів тому

    How you don’t have millions of views is impossible to believe

  • @thelaughingman3825
    @thelaughingman3825 15 днів тому

    I moused on to this video to see what it was about. Didn't make it 5 seconds in.

  • @ebonyfarside
    @ebonyfarside 15 днів тому

    I had a roommate that was reading this book the whole semester...they were.....interesting.

  • @Thelma_7
    @Thelma_7 16 днів тому

    A moment of silence for all the trees which were cut down in order to print this book. I recently saw a 14 - year old girl reading it and I have never been so thankful that I'm not a parent.

  • @Zuuuu-lp3eb
    @Zuuuu-lp3eb 17 днів тому

    Good video

  • @tempuraaccura
    @tempuraaccura 17 днів тому

    One of my classmates at Grade 8 has/had this book 😭😭😭😭 I just thought it was a trending book I didn't know it was 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

  • @n0stalgxc_nyct0philia9
    @n0stalgxc_nyct0philia9 19 днів тому

    the way my jaw has dropped to the floor...

  • @cats404
    @cats404 20 днів тому

    ok i just cried over this

  • @Lazh-_-
    @Lazh-_- 20 днів тому

    It is good, friend. Your channel, your poetries.

  • @flowerthencrranger3854
    @flowerthencrranger3854 20 днів тому

    Well, now this is getting a movie adaptation I think.

  • @DANNIE-101
    @DANNIE-101 21 день тому

    DO NOT COMPARE THE BIBLE WITH HER BOOKS, the bible is literally and legit infinitely better than her books

  • @redefined4657
    @redefined4657 21 день тому

    This channel feels like Exurb1a, but more artistic and appeals better to literature and film fans. I love it!

  • @auliakhairunisa8429
    @auliakhairunisa8429 21 день тому

    Thank God I dont like fiction book

  • @NewOrderOfAlexandria
    @NewOrderOfAlexandria 21 день тому

    I'm so sick of these love books everywhere, they're woeful.

  • @sierrafirerider
    @sierrafirerider 22 дні тому

    Ah yes, the modern-day Twilight

  • @MsKuler
    @MsKuler 23 дні тому

    This mf need jesus

  • @starrdensmore9606
    @starrdensmore9606 24 дні тому

    If she wanted to know about domestic abuse, she could've asked people on the web

  • @larissapitanga_
    @larissapitanga_ 24 дні тому

    omg this video is a masterpiece ❤

  • @chxrlii167
    @chxrlii167 24 дні тому

    Wow. Just wow.