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Leyla
Pakistan
Приєднався 14 тра 2020
here to give you an existential crisis
heaven is for the people who haven't read this book
as one day became one week and as one week became three, as the alphabets danced into the shape of a somewhat coherent, clickable title under a somewhat coherent, clickable thumbnail, as the reveries and analysis were sewn together into the shape of a somewhat aesthetic video, as the three week began to feel like an inescapable eternity, I had a profound, irrevocable epiphany...I don't give a fu*k.
( which is to say, I am never making a video on a book that I don't care for after this lol )
chapters:
0:00 - 1:22 : my presence here will be ornamental
1:22 - 6:04 : the terrible horrible not so good very bad love interest
6:04 - 12:21 : the terrible horrible story of abuse
12:21 - 16:11 : good writing, where art thou?
16:11 - 19:22 : the abused woman
contacts:
instagram: its_leyl.a
gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
works mentioned:
my dark vanessa by elizabeth russel
it ends with us by colleen hoover
music:
scott buckley - within out nature
( which is to say, I am never making a video on a book that I don't care for after this lol )
chapters:
0:00 - 1:22 : my presence here will be ornamental
1:22 - 6:04 : the terrible horrible not so good very bad love interest
6:04 - 12:21 : the terrible horrible story of abuse
12:21 - 16:11 : good writing, where art thou?
16:11 - 19:22 : the abused woman
contacts:
instagram: its_leyl.a
gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
works mentioned:
my dark vanessa by elizabeth russel
it ends with us by colleen hoover
music:
scott buckley - within out nature
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I made a video for this before; but I privated it because I felt like it could have been so much better. so here's the "better" version. :)) contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
CONVINCING you to read a BOOK with ONE SENTENCE | 30 classic books you should read
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render me blue for the rest of eternity my insta account: it's_leyl.a business inquiries: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com references: The great wave: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Great_Wave_off_Kanagawa www.atxfinearts.com/blogs/news/the-great-wave-off-kanagawa-analysis Picasso’s blue period www.masterworksfineart.com/artists/pablo-picasso/blue-period#:~:text=Hailed as a defining moment,emotional turmo...
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*reads colleen hoover once*
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the 0:02 seconds that changed fleabag | a fleabag video essay
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liminal spaces and HER: loneliness in the 21st century
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disqualified as a human being contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
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Which shouldn't exist in this world, the one who forgets or the one who is forgotten? Which is better, to love one who has died or not to see each other when you're alive? Which is better, the distant lover you long for or the one you see daily without desire? Which is the least unreliable among fickle things- the swift rapids, a flowing river, or this human world? -by Izumi Shikibu credits: Re...
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let me guess...he DIED. contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com credits: Effervescence by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au The Long Dark by Scott Buckley - released under CC-BY 4.0. www.scottbuckley.com.au
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i am going to go and take a chill pill. you guys have fun with this monstrous video, tho. contacts: instagram: its_leyl.a gmail: leyla12.buisness@gmail.com
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i am tired of people. let's go to mars
I love this content thank you, this is the true love at first sight. Thank you!
Leyla, i think i just fell in love with your work
People who actually think Colleen Hoover's books are romantic need help- Also, entirely unrelated, but your accent is very familiar... we are possibly compatriots :D
I was sexually assaulted every day from ages 7-10 by my peers at school, the same age as me. At that age, I don't think anyone knew what they were doing. I was told, that because I was pinned down and force fed dirt, worms, nettles and other things, that whichever one of the boys who sat on top of me to feed me that crap wasn't sexually assualting me, just because they would always have their knee between my legs and would press it there to make me go still. After so many years of enduring it, I wasn't me anymore. It was like I didn’t exist, shutting myself off whenever it happened. I'm now 17, and beyond terrified of having anyone too close. If I allow someone to hold me, that's a massive display of trust on my end. If I hold them back? I'd die for that person. It hurts, when I trust someone and they won't let me hug them. I understand why, everyone has their boundaries, just like I do. But I can't explain this to them. I can't look someone in the eyes and tell them this, so I'm saying this to a bunch of strangers on the internet. I can't explain, that I want to show them how much they mean to me by putting my guard down and letting them close. It hurts, a lot. I can't bear to read books like that. When they were popular... I felt like throwing up. I couldn't imagine someone, much more aware of their sexuality and sexual nature of their touches doing that to someone. I don't fully blame the kids responsible. They didn't know what they were doing to me would have such an impact, no one truly understands at that age. But it hurts, and always will.
Why am i watching this j haven't watched the moive or read the book...
Ugh, MDV was painful. A whole lotta nothing. Too long. Yes I sound like shit and victim blaming but Vanessa never took control of her life.
I expected this to be a silly video because of the beginning. It was so much deeper. How does one write so well?
The algorithm God is swiping her channel up. Take this great chance before it's too late.
I love your editing style and your choice of videoslol. subscribed :D<3
I have a very good friend (female) who reads Hoover's books, including 'It Ends with Us' and something called 'It starts with us' or something (I don't remember well). She and I have been friends since 3rd Grade (now we're in 9th) and trust me, despite having same class, same school and same apartment, we are polar opposites. She grew up reading such books which are 16-18+ since 3rd grade while I grew up reading folktales, autobiographies, children novels etc (I still read age appropriate books) She tells me how emotionally matured she is by indulging on such interests since 9-10 years old, reading such books and trust me, that's where the line between a matured and immature teenager is drawn. I won't say that I have gained 100% of emotional maturity before even turning 18 but I can tell that I'm still alot emotionally matured than my friend by how and what kind of decisions she makes and topics she talks about with me, along with what kind of friend she makes. She CANNOT fit in the groups of academically smart people (specifically talking about my group where everyone gets the highest grades, including myself) she does feel extreme jealousy in finding me fitting in such groups. She fits more in the groups of females who...are basically like herself. My group is innocent, trust me when I say this, because all we do focus on is in academics and all the dirty topics we hear and know are generally from everyone else outside our group. I won't say that NO young teenagers should read Hoover's books because it's completely not my business to pick on, but I'll just say that young teenagers who often grow up reading such books, ends up having a polluted mindset and mind. I mean young teenagers are not really supposed to know SO much about sexual stuffs (talking about early teens like 13-14) they should not be so much exposed to such stuffs where they end up not taking the actual animal reproduction as a part of science chapter in schools seriously. In my class when my teacher first opened the chapter to teach us about it, the entire class for a second felt silence and then started laughing (it can make any other student uncomfortable by the way they laughed) and the teacher ended up skipping it for the next exam... It's no good. I have myself seen so many classmates of my own, even friends like the girl, having an unpleasant aura and personality to tolerate (I have high tolerance) but in the end I just wanna say that there should actually be age restriction in huge letters at the front page of such books, not just Hoover's, because that's when concerned and protective parents who are often found most of the time in their work, can be alerted, if not, it's in their hands, but either way....that might still bring a good change in our current and future generations.
Eh okay
I cant quite pinpoint your accent to a specific country, are you Indian by any chance ?
i am from pakistan
yeah, no wonder I thought it to be indian, quite similar. well, good work with the video and the editing :)
Yo, this video absolutely brutalized my inner feelings 😭😭😭😭
Sorry, didn't understand a word:/
You are an absolute genius
It trivialises domestic abuse .. whether by a husband, father or mother
It sounds like horror comedy
it's no longer an epidemic of bad taste it is a plague. like the kind that wiped out half of europe, only instead of black boils and feverish sickness it's SA shameless SA fetishes
I was not expecting Rajpal Yadav in this
what is the book called?
This always comforts me 💙
There is literally a FILM based on this book coming out idk when starring Blake Lively
😭💀😵💀🙏🏾💀😭💀🫡💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 bye👋🏽💀
I'm so sorry but your voice sounds like you're on the verge of just bursting into tears IM SO SORRY
it ends with one
Okay, I’m going to back to my classical literature.
This put me in a trance, and at the end I was like what the f*ck. Then I liked and subscribed. Now I need to see more of your videos....Amazing
They should have adapt "Verity", now that's an awesome book!
"Hell is other people," but what if hell is you?
Why am I only now discovering your channel?! This is amazing.
I love your video style, keep it up.
How you don’t have millions of views is impossible to believe
I moused on to this video to see what it was about. Didn't make it 5 seconds in.
I had a roommate that was reading this book the whole semester...they were.....interesting.
A moment of silence for all the trees which were cut down in order to print this book. I recently saw a 14 - year old girl reading it and I have never been so thankful that I'm not a parent.
Good video
One of my classmates at Grade 8 has/had this book 😭😭😭😭 I just thought it was a trending book I didn't know it was 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂
the way my jaw has dropped to the floor...
ok i just cried over this
It is good, friend. Your channel, your poetries.
Well, now this is getting a movie adaptation I think.
DO NOT COMPARE THE BIBLE WITH HER BOOKS, the bible is literally and legit infinitely better than her books
This channel feels like Exurb1a, but more artistic and appeals better to literature and film fans. I love it!
Thank God I dont like fiction book
I'm so sick of these love books everywhere, they're woeful.
Ah yes, the modern-day Twilight
This mf need jesus
If she wanted to know about domestic abuse, she could've asked people on the web
omg this video is a masterpiece ❤
Wow. Just wow.