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Daydreamer
Приєднався 15 чер 2012
I am no longer making content about mental illness or substance abuse. At least not about my personal struggles and connection with the 2, due to the fact that I have a person within my bloodline who doesn’t even want me in their life yet can’t seem to stay the F**K out of mine! And I say things on here that I don’t want my family to know about. Now I haven’t made a video related to those things in a very long time, but this is exactly the reason why. However, throughout the time there has been times where I have really wanted to and even filmed a video, but never let myself post it because some people don’t care if they ruin, something that was healthy for me to do.
So Thanks! Thanks for ruining a healthy outlet that I had going for me that I enjoyed doing that was recommended to me by a counselor I had in treatment.👍🏻
I just want to be left alone more than anything by the people who I obviously don’t share things to for a reason…😒
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So Thanks! Thanks for ruining a healthy outlet that I had going for me that I enjoyed doing that was recommended to me by a counselor I had in treatment.👍🏻
I just want to be left alone more than anything by the people who I obviously don’t share things to for a reason…😒
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Jerm-These Struggles
Beat was produced by me!
This is another re-recorded remastered and re-uploaded track from before with a different software
This is another re-recorded remastered and re-uploaded track from before with a different software
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Jerm - Sky Cry [Remastered] (Re-Recorded w/ An All New 2nd Verse + Clip) [Re-Upload]
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[RE-UPLOAD-ADDED ANOTHER CLIP TOWARDS THE END OF THE VIDEO TOO] Using a better app now for recording I completely re-recorded & remastered this song & just recorded an all new & different verse in general for verse #2 while remaking this song. But this song is pretty much irrelevant now…🤷🏻♂️ I swear, I always make these songs and then something happens right before I post them that makes the s...
Jerm - All Alone [TAIGEN]
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Beat produced by TAIGEN. Original name of the beat is “Healing”. @prodtaigen
Jerm - My Brother (R.I.P.) [Rujay]
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Beat produced by Trabbey Beats & purchased from Rujay at Rujay.co.uk Original Name of beat: “Cool Kids” @Rujay @trabbey My best friend since childhood took his own life in 2017 almost exactly a year after losing my grandpa & just 2 days after my birthday. Also just found out his mother & uncle were murdered in November 2023 by Asher’s brother..💔 R.I.P. Gradvohl’s & R.I.P. to my brother Asher. I...
Jerm - Sky Cry [Rujay]
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Beat produced by PURPLE FLAME BEATS Instrumental purchased from Rujay at Rujay.co.uk Name of Instrumental: “Sky Cry” @Rujay @purpleflamebeats
Jerm - Wasted Time [Flow Beats]
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Beat produced by Flow Beats Instrumental purchased from Flow Beats at flowbeats.co.za Name of Instrumental: “Wasted Time” @FlowBeats808
Jerm - Get Mine [Young Gotti]
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People are really seeming to like this track on other platforms Beat Produced By: Young Gotti Instrumental Purchased from Young Gotti at younggottibeatz.com Name of Instrumental: “Rumors” @YoungGottiBeats
XXXTENTACION-Orlando (Instrumental Cover w/ X’s Lyrics) [THE 1ST SONG I’VE LEARNED ON PIANO]
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The entire instrumental was done by me & I just extracted X’s voice from the original song & overlayed it on top of MY version of the Instrumental. I know that it’s a fairly easy song & that it’s not that impressive because it’s just 3 cords but I think what is impressive is the fact that I used the higher notes on the piano in place of his words when I was 1st learning it & so I practiced whil...
Jerm - Blood Red Rose: Dear Grandma [Rujay]
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Beat produced by Ihaksi. Purchased from Rujay at Rujay.co.uk Name of Instrumental: “Rose” This song is not meant to be a banger that’s gonna finally get me recognition. It may be a tiny bit off beat at times but that’s cause I made this song to say what I should have said when it was time to say it. This is more stuff from that Basement Inside My Head that needed to be cleaned out. & I put the ...
Jerm - The Basement Inside Of My Head
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Beat produced by Young Gotti Beat purchased from Rujay at rujay.co.uk Name of Instrumental: “Fight” @Rujay @YoungGottiBeats
[Video Art] Joyner Lucas (Feat. Jelly Roll) - Best Of Us [Lyrics] (WARNING IN THE DESCRIPTION!)
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[WARNING!!! DO NOT WATCH IF UNDER 18! DO NOT WATCH IF SMOKING THINGS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE!] Now… I listened to this song and then had the idea to make this video for it with some old footage that I had. This song just really hits deep for me and I ain’t really feel it so much every single time I listen to it!💯 🥺🫣🫢😔🥺😢🤦🏻♂️🫣🙂↔️🤛🏻😶🌫️👀 👋🏻🥸✌🏻 😇🪽….🤘🏻😈🖕🏻 🙏🏻🔂♾️🔂 🔝…..😵💫….🔝
Jerm - B*TCH YOU RUINED ME! [Lyrics] (The Ending Monologue Is Freaking COLD!🥶)
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Been realizing lately that I don’t necessarily have to create songs about how I’m feeling in the current moment. It can be about a past experience that I’ve gone through & already had gotten over but about how I felt while enduring that specific situation. This realization is going to broaden my song making abilities SO MUCH!💯
Jerm - Never Won’t Persist [Lyrics]
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[NEW TRACK!] Just a VERY short little 1 Verse Project!🤷🏻♂️ I found tho' that I have much more time to write new lyrics when I don’t also have to make the beat for the song I’m gonna write to as well(💯), &..Well..I like that!😅..👍🏻
Jerm - It’s Time [Lyrics]
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Getting the 2nd most attention on Rap Fame behind “Goodbye”. My conscience & I ain’t spoke in years. I honestly thought that mothafukka was dead! But he popped up randomly outta nowhere yesterday & we had a little talk. Or rather he talked & I listened🤷🏻♂️& Well..He’s tired of bein tired, tired of staying quiet. So, he’s taking control now. He told me it’s our time now. The only thing I haven’...
My Hot Ones Challenge (January 7th 2024) [Never Posted] THE END THOUGH..LOL!…
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My Hot Ones Challenge (January 7th 2024) [Never Posted] THE END THOUGH..LOL!…
Jerm - I’m Tired… (Freestyle) [Lyrics]
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Jerm - I’m Tired… (Freestyle) [Lyrics]
“I Quit…” Monologue From (500 Days Of Summer)
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“I Quit…” Monologue From (500 Days Of Summer)
"we are the product of perfect conditions" that held a different type of weight with me
your children are you, its not temporary, then you can pretend the universe collapses so its meaningless.. Yada yada always the same. If you were infinite life would be actually meaningless, so now youre stuck in a contradiction. Im sad that youre struggeling many are, but there is a way to make things better, its not what you usually hear, society is designed to make you a miserable slave and they have succeeded. But there is a way to be happy and healthy.
He’s not actually saying this things
No shit it’s called AI
You got the title to this video half right: yes, nothing is permanent, but no, it’s far from meaningless - unless you choose to see it that way
Why is he in hospital ?
Try Islam my friend. Try to REALLY understand it. I promiss things will unravel.
heyyy
1 Peter 1:24 For, “All people are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall,
You sound like a typical European
As a former opioid addict I feel you man All of this shit I feel you on. Life is a cruel game we didn’t ask to play.
"I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and indeed, all is vanity and grasping for the wind." Ecclesiastes 1. The bible teaches that the entire world and even the heavens will one day be consumed by fire. However we are not here by accident but have lost our fellowship with our creator due to rebellion and now are waiting for the return of Christ and the promised resurrection of the dead.
Knowing my pain will be gone soon in this shitty world is a blessing i want to heal in heaven from my broken heart 🙌
8:25 Are you sure lol? "I'm fine with it, I'm fine with it" my mans sounds like he's bout to cry idk why that's funny to me, sorry
when he is in the fire he looks like nf
Sending you love and Healing❤❤❤❤
If you need beats I'd like to talk to you about a collab. I relate to some of the stuff you go through.
Yes we are all going to die. But what legacy do we leave behind? Let us just for one moment say you die. Ok it might all be over ( Nobody is sure about that), but somewhere in a hospital somewhere a newborn baby is crying. Or better yet a newborn baby is crying after his mother dumped him in a trashcan. Or somewhere some girl sits and cries because she got teased by her school mates for menstruating. Her parents cannot afford sanitary pads. Or some kid somewhere cries because he got teased at school for being ugly. Dying might end your problems, but it does not end the worlds problems. So what we leave behind is very important. I'm not just talking about material possessions. But also how many people you reached and cheered up. Having power is a privilege, not a right! And with privileges coms responsibilities. I look at some of these African dictators and realize that what they have done is so evil and bad that I shudder to think that evil people can just get away with what they have done to others. Your purpose in life is to be there for the people around you and plant the seeds of good. So that the world can be a better place. If we all did that or at least realized that, then this world would have been a more tolerable place for all in it. We do not hand over our planet to future generations. We merely borrowed it from them. Once we are gone, it's theirs. The world is full of hurt and doesn't stop when we are gone. Unless all humans become extinct.
There is no meaninglesness in the same way there is no meaning. When there is meaninglesness there is meaning.
I understand you , speaking facts I learned this at a young age 14.
Nothing matters.
You didnt do it to yourself ..i didnt do dope and im in the same boat. Its not your fault
Everyone will die of the flesh that's a given ,the real problem is people don't understand that we are all eternal beings, both good and bad ,there are two options, heaven or hell, they both are very real the evidence for god is overwhelming and for anyone who bothered to find out, you know what is written in scripture, seek and ye shall find, even the evidence of the bible truth is overwhelming, we are here to choose what eternity we want, our time hear was supposed to be used to find this out, love one another, believe and obey our creator who knows what is best for us,gods son Jesus died on the cross to pay for our sins by his blood shed ,he made a way for us to find salvation, we just need to humble ourselves by asking for forgiveness before ,believe and turn away from sinful life and obey our only true father, it's not that hard to understand ,yet people just don't get it, also time is now upon us, prophecies are unfolding right in front of eyes, very soon and I mean very very soon it will be too late to choose ,broad is the way to destruction ,narrow is the path to salvation, many are called but few will choose to listen and come, eternity is forever ,your physical life won't matter, this world won't matter, it was never about this world, its about your eternity, about your choice, just because people don't understand and care to find out ,won't stop what God planned
woooow! nice track! dope! ❤💥
Even people who look like they have it together dont
You should start skating skateboarding has been saving me fr
Bro is coping hard Can't even accept life mfw
U said a Lot of Nothing Worthless 🐈 Boi
Ok so I’m not crazy. I don’t find this depressing. Freeing actually. We are all gonna die so there is no point in getting worked up over things. The masses I’m sure will highly disagree.
I czemu zawsze empaci / dhampiry to mówią 🤣
Read the book of Ecclesiastes! It talks about life being meaningless without God One my favorites books in the Bible because of how real & dark it is Jesus is the only one Peace be with you
Real real
You aren't a bad person given you can speak raw TRUTH. GOD MAY LOVE YOU MORE THAN MOST.
Exactly my thoughts
Hope you’re still alive
Is this a larp? You look and sound ridiculously dramatic. First world problems lol
birds....a river......flowers.....trees......the rain and wind. Love....smile at those who are lonely. Many need you. That day you choose to be born again.....that day....moment is yours to claim. Love for you....God will stand with you. Etern
Survival of the fittest in this world. Good luck to you.
Até o mais apto morre
I hope you’ve gotten help by now
Have you tried anything else then standing out asking for money? Because that’s really wasting time you can’t rely on hoping people will give you money cause most won’t That’s just the truth someone should be helping you get to a rehab place then maybe a halfway house to help you then you can get back up on your feet from there Just realized this 2 yrs old hopefully you have changed something
You love a dog it dies you love a cat it dies you love your folks they die you love your mate they die you love your coworkers they fade. Nothing matters you'll be forgotten in 200 years not a single thing we do not a single thing that will affect anyone in the future. Nothing we do will affect the past and nothing we can do will affect the 200 year from now future. What's the point
We have enough nihilists in this country to start a Buddhist Revolution. The knowledge used to be from the East; now it will come from the West. This too shall pass. Follow the Dharma.
iTS FUNNY SOMETIMES I THINK IM Diavolo from Jojo , he dies infinite times , its pure torture
I born in this trash and hellhole called life , thanks God thanks Jesus , thank you for my suffering
I think there’s loads of meanings to life just got to find them
But that’s my opinion
There now. After shooting heroin and fentynal for 16 years. Using for 26 years. Quit smoking October 9th 2009. November 7th 2009 i quit smoking weed and foing coke. Quit drinking a fifth a day on april 7th 2021. Quit shooting fentynal, heroin, and xzylazine arpril 21st 2023. Was sick for a month even on 120 mgs of methadone. Now im tapering off methadone and im suck. On 48 mgs. Still have 100s of healed holes from muscling and skin popping after collpsing all my veins. A bad reminder. What a horrid life. And nothing got better after using unfortunately. In and out of jail, prison, rehab, homeless. And i still worked 10000s of times dope sick. Sick at work rn.
Not asked to be born into this world. And yet, here I am. Must live and endure the suffering in this world. And, still asking the same question everyday, is there any meaning of this life?
Thank you algorithm for giving me this genuine and relatable video. Thank you for being so vulnerable on the internet and giving us comfort.
Dude, thank you so much for that. That truly means a lot to me. You have no idea.
I know I'm commenting a million times but bro I just want you to know that it's not you personally. It is THE SYSTEM
When I say 'not you' I mean we live within a system that allows people to fall this deeply into the shit without any sort of life preserver is throughly insanity
Oh trust me, man I already know they They want us depressed and low. Anything that keeps us from having any motivation to want to look into whatever the fuck they’re actually doing as well as anything that will possibly put more money in their pockets. They don’t give a fuck about the people as a matter of fact, what’s worse for the people is better for them
I know we say we hate ourselves, but I don't think we do. We hate the SYSTEM that has CAUSED this much SUFFERING 😢
I don’t wanna hate myself. But I keep hurting the people I love in my life that I don’t wanna hurt.. & I can’t seem to stop doing it…🖤 💔♾️😔
The worst thing is just always having insanely high cortisol levels constantly
I’ve been there myself… all alone questioning the meaning of life. Having people I can’t help but care about waltz out of my life. It sucks. I can tell you’re a nice guy, and I’m sorry you’re in pain 😐