Відео

Real

i cant feel anything

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im such a disappointment

God damn why cant i just die?

Don’t do it

I’m so scared of losing him I don’t know what I’m gonna do if I do lose him god please don’t take him away from him he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me

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Fye

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This is the best one casue when I putt this it doesn’t have no ads when I replay it over and over and it doesn’t give ads like the others😭

Definition of memories that burns wether its good or bad.

I’m rotting.

Let's go away from hurting

WE STARVING OURSELVES BECAUSE LIFE IS GETTING TOO HARD TO COPE WITH AND THE THOUGHTS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THE BULLYING IS GETTING WORSE AND THE ATTEMPTS KEEP FAILING AND THE SCARS ARENT HEALING WITH THIS ONE.. 🗣️🔥🔥

It’s just so hard to live. I’d be gone if I had tried hard enough. This video seems to put silence in my thoughts, not making my mind race when I need to take a breather

Wish I could go to sleep

this is what describes my state in the last moments...

Lyrics: Throwin' poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Little lovin', poison whisperin' Oh, beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me Let your sorrow flow in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company My inside, tiny poison tree I'll seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me Let your sorrows sow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree

why

I love how everyone comes to me for help and advice and no one checks up on me they just use me so they can get out of a bad place but they never look back to see if I’m not doing good

I love how everyone comes to me for help and advice and no one checks up on me they just use me so they can get out of a bad place but they never look back to see if I’m not doing good

Younger me would be so sad to see me now

man.

I’m sorry I couldn’t be the one, or the first option for you ml💗

I cant quit i always relapse.

THIS COMMENT SECTION IS DEPRESSING BTW if you need to talk please reply to this comment and tell me the proplem:) i will try to give atvice:)

Real mn

idkw i was a great kid praying every 4 hours how can god do me like this i don’t even believe in god anymore

I just need a hug…

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Im so mentally fucked i cant tell right from wrong anymore, i cant tell night from day, i cang tell life from death, lies from truth or friends from enemies. I have a beautiful girl now and great friends, some friends feel like true loyal brothers. But everytime i get dragged out of the horrible dark depression, i put myself back cause i have a strong bond with my mental illnes and i love it in a weird way. I dont know if i want help or not, i always end up back in this pit. The thought of su**id3 is so tempting, but i cant break my gorgeous babys heart, shes my everything but how come im still here? Maann sh*t yo goofy ahh up sitting here reading this thinking "real im so depressed" nga go live, God brought u to life for a reason gang so go live❤️

I’m sorry for putting my stress on you, mom.

I want people to understand me but i dont even understand myself.

Half of your life had pass you came to realize you are just a pawn and worth nothing to other

Whenever i listen to this song i feel... different like something isnt right, somethings missing but you dont know it soo, ur worried because you start questioning your'e life and you feel strange and stuff like when you're alone

My life is getting ruined bc of bullying & depressions

Alone with my thoughts I sink into the abyss of sadness and sorrow wondering when I’ll crawl out of my rabbit hole and see the light of day

I just have abandonmend issiues that's all.

Hey, I’m sorry I led you down this path. You’re strong, but you weren’t ready to go at it alone… I love you and I’m sorry

im sorry for not being enough for you dad.

I have so little strength that I just stared at this picture for an hour and listened to it

yo I just farted and played this. This shit burns 😢 💔

i wish i could be a swan how beautiful her wings are pure, white, clean, untouched the sun reflects against her revealing no impurities the swan is not ashamed of who she is she does not dream of starting over or wish that she could reverse the damage she loves herself inside and out she has no regrets why would she ? her wings are not dirty they are still pristine some swans don't get it but they don't know what it's like to have to live with tainted wings im sorry little swan your dreams been washed away

man i wish i wouldnt be a drug addict

dad...

flashbacks of crying sobbing in a corner begging for my abusive father to stop BUT NO he kept on hitting and putting me in a chokehold 8 year old me couldnt do FUCKING anything and i said to him i thought you where going to take care of me! at night i rang the police as he already has a criminal record and that was the last of him but somehow not for long...

I just wanna live with my mom all the time chat.