You have to live this life to sing this song, LETS GOOOOOO!!!! Yeah so I never liked this band my whole life. I’m born 85 and in the scene as a teen but sounded too whacky, since I’m more prog avant-gard or whatever. Did the emo scene after numetal, let’s not talk about it lol. Well my life was always shit. Even back then, horrible horrible, but couldn’t feeel the vibe at all. Really only knew straight to video. Almost a month ago now my girlfriend left my place late the day after my birthday, 3am. We got in an argument because I wanted to sleep and she, while I didn’t catch on at the time but should’ve payed more attention to, wanted to “party”. She was up from 12-3 bugging me to get up, I got real annoyed at 2:40. I should have been there for her. I am shit. About 15 minutes later she was unconscious on a bathroom floor of a dirty trap dump, surrounded by losers with no prevention in a place where people buy/do deadly drugs(fent), and robbed before ent arrived. We’ll consider her dead from this point in I guess, don’t think I can come to terms… there’s that, the diagnoses and certificate, then the last day I spent with her. Well the first ones who brought the MSI out of me were her parents. Mom specifically cause Daddy is a bitch who won’t say shit. Well they decided it wasn’t worth it to them or for me to be with her for 2 fulll fucking days while she was on “support”. Mom did a brief when they somehow got contact info. Neither saw her again. {I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO TOLD EMT HER NAME AND TOOK HER FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!} They had a constant barrage between begging pleading and apologizing to the worst side of a person who has been around death drugs and abusive fucking losers their whole life. You know what saved the world for a few days? Opioid investigations. Standard what did we do that day which was horrible to recount because it was a fucking awesome day quiet at home!! She’s such a fucking sweeetheart angel that doesn’t deserve this dirty fucking shame. I told them bout parents and after. Another 12 hours of being put in their dirty grimy puddle they caved and I raced, as happy as could be. Those next 4 days weren’t great but I was still that guy mostly. The guy in denial about being an insensitive greedy prick who enjoys fucking people for I’ll say 95% of my life, I have my moments. All the abuse in my past made me say “ I no want people hurt that make I hurt” . I was being a naïve fucking coward not owning or paying up to myself or everyone that has to deal with me and decides hey here’s a good fuck. I caused no further conflicts and was able to cleanup and carry through with some positivity. After she was gone gone gone(like the 3 gones? You should if you’re this far in) it all fell apart. Supports became impatient saying “don’t worry I know how you feel”, “it gets better day after day”, “just distract yourself with a movie”, “sleep it off”, “call someone”, “see a doctor”, “go back to work”, it goes o in all kinds of disrespectful, condescending, devalue of my feelings I could imagine. I’ll say this… YOU DONT NNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL!! EVERY DAY FINDS A WAY TO BECOME WORSE AND WORSE(there’s been 3 or 4 not the worst)!! I DIDNT LIKE MOVIES THAT MUCH BEFORE ID SAVE WHATEVER I DID WANT MOSTLY FOR A RANDOM NIGHT SHED WANT A MOVIE SK ID BE EXCITED AND NOT WATCH MURDER MYSTERY 3!! SLEEP IS THE START OF DEPRESSION WHICH I HAVE DEALT WITH AD WILL HAVE TO FOR MY WHLE LIFE!! CALL SOMEONE? IM TALKNG TO YOU!! INSAW A DOCTOR, DONT WANT DOWNERS AND SSRI SOUNDS LIKE ITLL JACK ME UP RIGHT NOW //this is where I take it to notepad because typing in the little mobile box is fucking retarded, more retarded than this fucking iPhone// IVE GIVEN THEM A GO BEFORE!! AND J WENT BACK TO WORK AND MANAGEMENT WHI NNKW ME PERSONALLY WERE SNIFTY GREEDY FUCKS HOLDING MY VACATION PAY SKNI SAID IM OUT BE BACK WITH A NEW NOTE!! People either are fixing stupid or think I’m fucking stupid, which makes them fucking stupid. So I struggled managing contacts as they and their contact info on my phone dropped faster than I expected. Left me bored and moving on to someone else a lot. Chat it up somewhat sensibly until they show the selfish insensitive assholes that they are. I’m one too, BUT I FUCKING ADMIT IT. Fuck all I’ve done lately is sit in silence watching photos scroll randomly on my tv, pace around, finished cleaning to her standards a while ago, try to make amends or try to start fights. Fuck 75% or more of the actual vocal noises I've made in the past almost month are screaming, crying, raging, apologizing, a somewhat comprehendible burst of grunts and grumbles speaking every emotion of pain, totally off time and sometimes changed to this tense sung in the key of nothingness, or shouting at the neighbourhood. My outlook changed 3 days ago when I gave MSI a chance because, fateful it seems, I played straight to video a few days into this adventure and IT GETS WORSE AUTOPLAYS. NOPE. I STILL HAVE HOPE AND A SPARKLE IN MY EYE. NOPE. Should’ve listened to it then. I went through the entire discog that first day. How did I ignore this all my life? I’ve never felt so warm and understood. It’s like this band is me and I am it. The style, direction, lyrics, cynicism, hornyness lol, I could go on. By this point I only have a few people that know me and I have their contacts to fuck. I don’t care who I fuck I’m fucking all day all night. If I’m not fucking I’m catching my breath. I was fixing long before MSI in this recently eternal event that is my life now and always has and will be. I wish i knew you knew me before MSI, I wish I knew… wish I knew about the song “Daddy” the next day. My father overdosing, when I was 10 and he 30, is a major root of my trauma. My mom doing dope steady for the next 15 years didn’t help. Well hey here’s the kicker! My girlfriend, best love and only true compassion(I’ve felt and I’ve had more fun more sexy girlfriends that don’t fucking matter at all). You know what song she chose to search on my/our UA-cam last that night right before I woke up again? GLORY BOX BY PORTISHEAD! LIKE WTF! MSI JUST TOOK MY LAST FEELINGS, WHEN I JUST GOT OVER BEING MADE AT DAD DAYS BEFORE, AND SHOVED THEM INTO A ROTTING FESTERING PIECE OF PIG FLESH. SPRINKLED SOME FUCKING SALT ON TOP WITH A FEW SQUITS OF CUM, ROLLED IT UP AND CALLED IT A BURRITO! GIVE ME A REASON~ TO NOT FEEL LIKE THAT WAS THE MOST INTENTIONALLY SICK JOKE THE UNIVERSE COULD WHIP UP FOR ME. SO SEEMINGLY INTENTIONAL AFTER PRAISING THEM FOR A DAY! Made me respect them more kind of. The only thing that could’ve fucked with me had been waiting in one of the most underrated under appreciated destitute corner of UA-cam. If you read this cool! If not, you know, I DONT GIVE A FUCK! Stay gay fags and keep warm bitches!! Ima copy pasta with tuna this everywhere Doors open passion flakies, don’t fall apart on me this is version 2.3
@@DioxidoDeMargaret well I just commented on a new low hum song. ua-cam.com/video/nYFrx3sO5O0/v-deo.htmlsi=cGYj_NBVqHu94KXC Here is that comment: "My gf died. I lost my job and every person I used to love and trust/family and friends. Everyone distanced themselves nearly immediately to minimize the damage I caused in a psychotic rage, trying to come to terms with this new me and new world. Similar in appearance only. The thing that settled me down was literally "down", dt, tranq fet, the worst thing it there. Still really new to it, but just started to get comfortable accepting it an making it a steady thing. Still somehow managing to keep myself and the apartment together. Don't plan on coming down any time soon." Ironically we listened to loe hum, comatose that night(was in a commonly played playlist).. She was dead but on a kickstarted heart for days while the hospital went through donation preparations. I spent every day with her.
@@DioxidoDeMargaret not sure where my reply went .. 🤔 Recently commented on a low hum song, we listened to comatose by low hum commonly around that ime including that night .. some other words were there too but oh well. I'm getting used to my emotion being unjustly destroyed without disclosure
You have to live this life to sing this song, LETS GOOOOOO!!!! Yeah so I never liked this band my whole life. I’m born 85 and in the scene as a teen but sounded too whacky, since I’m more prog avant-gard or whatever. Did the emo scene after numetal, let’s not talk about it lol. Well my life was always shit. Even back then, horrible horrible, but couldn’t feeel the vibe at all. Really only knew straight to video. Almost a month ago now my girlfriend left my place late the day after my birthday, 3am. We got in an argument because I wanted to sleep and she, while I didn’t catch on at the time but should’ve payed more attention to, wanted to “party”. She was up from 12-3 bugging me to get up, I got real annoyed at 2:40. I should have been there for her. I am shit. About 15 minutes later she was unconscious on a bathroom floor of a dirty trap dump, surrounded by losers with no prevention in a place where people buy/do deadly drugs(fent), and robbed before ent arrived. We’ll consider her dead from this point in I guess, don’t think I can come to terms… there’s that, the diagnoses and certificate, then the last day I spent with her. Well the first ones who brought the MSI out of me were her parents. Mom specifically cause Daddy is a bitch who won’t say shit. Well they decided it wasn’t worth it to them or for me to be with her for 2 fulll fucking days while she was on “support”. Mom did a brief when they somehow got contact info. Neither saw her again. {I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO TOLD EMT HER NAME AND TOOK HER FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!} They had a constant barrage between begging pleading and apologizing to the worst side of a person who has been around death drugs and abusive fucking losers their whole life. You know what saved the world for a few days? Opioid investigations. Standard what did we do that day which was horrible to recount because it was a fucking awesome day quiet at home!! She’s such a fucking sweeetheart angel that doesn’t deserve this dirty fucking shame. I told them bout parents and after. Another 12 hours of being put in their dirty grimy puddle they caved and I raced, as happy as could be. Those next 4 days weren’t great but I was still that guy mostly. The guy in denial about being an insensitive greedy prick who enjoys fucking people for I’ll say 95% of my life, I have my moments. All the abuse in my past made me say “ I no want people hurt that make I hurt” . I was being a naïve fucking coward not owning or paying up to myself or everyone that has to deal with me and decides hey here’s a good fuck. I caused no further conflicts and was able to cleanup and carry through with some positivity. After she was gone gone gone(like the 3 gones? You should if you’re this far in) it all fell apart. Supports became impatient saying “don’t worry I know how you feel”, “it gets better day after day”, “just distract yourself with a movie”, “sleep it off”, “call someone”, “see a doctor”, “go back to work”, it goes o in all kinds of disrespectful, condescending, devalue of my feelings I could imagine. I’ll say this… YOU DONT NNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL!! EVERY DAY FINDS A WAY TO BECOME WORSE AND WORSE(there’s been 3 or 4 not the worst)!! I DIDNT LIKE MOVIES THAT MUCH BEFORE ID SAVE WHATEVER I DID WANT MOSTLY FOR A RANDOM NIGHT SHED WANT A MOVIE SK ID BE EXCITED AND NOT WATCH MURDER MYSTERY 3!! SLEEP IS THE START OF DEPRESSION WHICH I HAVE DEALT WITH AD WILL HAVE TO FOR MY WHLE LIFE!! CALL SOMEONE? IM TALKNG TO YOU!! INSAW A DOCTOR, DONT WANT DOWNERS AND SSRI SOUNDS LIKE ITLL JACK ME UP RIGHT NOW //this is where I take it to notepad because typing in the little mobile box is fucking retarded, more retarded than this fucking iPhone// IVE GIVEN THEM A GO BEFORE!! AND J WENT BACK TO WORK AND MANAGEMENT WHI NNKW ME PERSONALLY WERE SNIFTY GREEDY FUCKS HOLDING MY VACATION PAY SKNI SAID IM OUT BE BACK WITH A NEW NOTE!! People either are fixing stupid or think I’m fucking stupid, which makes them fucking stupid. So I struggled managing contacts as they and their contact info on my phone dropped faster than I expected. Left me bored and moving on to someone else a lot. Chat it up somewhat sensibly until they show the selfish insensitive assholes that they are. I’m one too, BUT I FUCKING ADMIT IT. Fuck all I’ve done lately is sit in silence watching photos scroll randomly on my tv, pace around, finished cleaning to her standards a while ago, try to make amends or try to start fights. Fuck 75% or more of the actual vocal noises I've made in the past almost month are screaming, crying, raging, apologizing, a somewhat comprehendible burst of grunts and grumbles speaking every emotion of pain, totally off time and sometimes changed to this tense sung in the key of nothingness, or shouting at the neighbourhood. My outlook changed 3 days ago when I gave MSI a chance because, fateful it seems, I played straight to video a few days into this adventure and IT GETS WORSE AUTOPLAYS. NOPE. I STILL HAVE HOPE AND A SPARKLE IN MY EYE. NOPE. Should’ve listened to it then. I went through the entire discog that first day. How did I ignore this all my life? I’ve never felt so warm and understood. It’s like this band is me and I am it. The style, direction, lyrics, cynicism, hornyness lol, I could go on. By this point I only have a few people that know me and I have their contacts to fuck. I don’t care who I fuck I’m fucking all day all night. If I’m not fucking I’m catching my breath. I was fixing long before MSI in this recently eternal event that is my life now and always has and will be. I wish i knew you knew me before MSI, I wish I knew… wish I knew about the song “Daddy” the next day. My father overdosing, when I was 10 and he 30, is a major root of my trauma. My mom doing dope steady for the next 15 years didn’t help. Well hey here’s the kicker! My girlfriend, best love and only true compassion(I’ve felt and I’ve had more fun more sexy girlfriends that don’t fucking matter at all). You know what song she chose to search on my/our UA-cam last that night right before I woke up again? GLORY BOX BY PORTISHEAD! LIKE WTF! MSI JUST TOOK MY LAST FEELINGS, WHEN I JUST GOT OVER BEING MADE AT DAD DAYS BEFORE, AND SHOVED THEM INTO A ROTTING FESTERING PIECE OF PIG FLESH. SPRINKLED SOME FUCKING SALT ON TOP WITH A FEW SQUITS OF CUM, ROLLED IT UP AND CALLED IT A BURRITO! GIVE ME A REASON~ TO NOT FEEL LIKE THAT WAS THE MOST INTENTIONALLY SICK JOKE THE UNIVERSE COULD WHIP UP FOR ME. SO SEEMINGLY INTENTIONAL AFTER PRAISING THEM FOR A DAY! Made me respect them more kind of. The only thing that could’ve fucked with me had been waiting in one of the most underrated under appreciated destitute corner of UA-cam. If you read this cool! If not, you know, I DONT GIVE A FUCK! Stay gay fags and keep warm bitches!! Ima copy pasta with tuna this everywhere Doors open passion flakies, don’t fall apart on me this is version 2.3
oh wow, i never expected to see a comment like this under an msi song, it left me a bit depressed, hope the best for you
@@DioxidoDeMargaret well I just commented on a new low hum song. ua-cam.com/video/nYFrx3sO5O0/v-deo.htmlsi=cGYj_NBVqHu94KXC Here is that comment: "My gf died. I lost my job and every person I used to love and trust/family and friends. Everyone distanced themselves nearly immediately to minimize the damage I caused in a psychotic rage, trying to come to terms with this new me and new world. Similar in appearance only. The thing that settled me down was literally "down", dt, tranq fet, the worst thing it there. Still really new to it, but just started to get comfortable accepting it an making it a steady thing. Still somehow managing to keep myself and the apartment together. Don't plan on coming down any time soon." Ironically we listened to loe hum, comatose that night(was in a commonly played playlist).. She was dead but on a kickstarted heart for days while the hospital went through donation preparations. I spent every day with her.
@@DioxidoDeMargaret not sure where my reply went .. 🤔 Recently commented on a low hum song, we listened to comatose by low hum commonly around that ime including that night .. some other words were there too but oh well. I'm getting used to my emotion being unjustly destroyed without disclosure
I KNOW THIS SONG FROM SOMEWHERE BUT IM NOT SURE WHERE WHATTT
This is so shit
You think you can touch my mama . no one can touch her but me. .. Lol
WHAT
WHAT
Used to it. So uhhnnn
Yep fuck yah
So far , so good, but not as good as other CDs, I think its all the nostalgia that makes them better.
I'm here , Too many years later , This doesn't have too many visits , But this Is awesome.
Real
ahhh yes <3
I keep hearing "bisexual" instead of "unexceptional"
Lore accurate to Jimmy urine
Damn these comments are old ...this makes me feel old and I'm 15
17 now :D
Is he here?
who??
I am here
@@earth2zamiyah he is here
@@zura2263 there he is
the lyrics don't keep up with the music...
Wish this song was on iTunes...
Now it is!
Eric cartman likes msi XD
Eric Cartman is a bigger fan of The Left Rights
were going too pretend i didnt listen to that on loop for an hour
You and me both Rick, you and me both.
When listening to this song for the first time in like 5 years, I just now realized that a lot of MSI's music is inspired by the Prodigy.
is that chantal i hear?
Yes is it
Damn I've only found out about this song recently...
Love it!
gay
It's okay to be you, no one's judging you bro.
I see you in every msi songs
Yes
of course
Same
(Bow)
"Epic" no
Very very under rated song i wish they'd remake t but thier getting old
Never. I will jam this til I die. And then I will have their music rape peoples ears at my funeral.
Jimmy touched a kid.
They can’t anymore for many reason 👧
prove you're right
thank you so much!
MSI on his third day up 😂
Won't never. That's perfect.<~3
why are the lyrics cut out
Bro your username Is it Poptarts Are Frosted Poptarts're Frosted Like I've been sitting here two classes trying to figure it out
Cue the graduation confetti in an empty room.
c o n g r a t s .
Yay!
"Epic music break" XD Hahaha
<3 thank you!